00:00You're crying because of Emir, aren't you?
00:15It's not easy to forget him, is it?
00:20But it's not impossible.
00:23It's not impossible either.
00:26Look, I forgot.
00:35I just want him to say hi.
00:39Let's be the way we used to be.
00:42That's enough for me.
00:45I have to go to class.
00:49How strong are you?
00:52Really?
00:53Yes.
00:55I mean, even when Emir learned all your lies, you were still able to face him.
01:01You made him come back to you.
01:03You ran away with him.
01:07What does this mean for your family, Feriha?
01:10But then you came back to your family.
01:13Now you broke up with Emir.
01:18But even if you cry, you're still alive.
01:21You can go on with your life.
01:24I don't even have a life.
01:29You're not what you think you are.
01:32Feriha, look, we're both not good.
01:37I mean, do you think we can be with each other as we used to be?
01:44Do you think we can?
01:48We can't know anything without trying.
02:03So, are you never going to answer your phone?
02:06Never.
02:07Well, since you made a decision, at least show me your face.
02:11I didn't make a decision.
02:13I'm just thinking.
02:16I can make you do anything.
02:18But I can never deal with his conscience.
02:21And as long as he has a conscience, I can't accept being the second woman.
02:28Here he comes.
02:30He didn't look so unhappy when he was with me.
02:34You're so funny.
02:36Can you come to the toilet?
02:37I can't.
02:40Okay.
02:41Can you go to the river?
02:54Whatever you say, whatever you do, you're right.
02:57But please don't.
02:59Don't act like we haven't lived the last two weeks.
03:05The last two weeks?
03:07Do you know what I'm going to do?
03:10I'm going to count the last 23 years as if I've never lived.
03:15Do you know what I have to live?
03:18Koray.
03:20Live whatever you want to live.
03:24But I don't have to live anything I don't want to live.
03:41I don't have to live anything I don't want to live.
03:46The only thing I have to do to be happy is to live as I want to live.
04:11I still can't do it.
04:15Because it means someone else's life is over.
04:20That's what it means to me.
04:22That's what it means to me.
04:29Anyway, is Gülsün at home?
04:31She's at home.
04:33Gülsün is always at home.
04:45Feriha.
04:48I got permission from your father, but I don't know the order.
04:51Convince him, too, Feriha.
04:57Don't forget.
05:00We're making a new start.
05:15We said the place was for 100 people.
05:17You wrote too much.
05:19We're going to go bankrupt.
05:26What's going on?
05:28You don't shake like that.
05:31You scream and turn back to normal.
05:33Why is it happening now?
05:35Okay.
05:37I'll be fine.
05:38Let's move on.
05:40I don't care.
05:43You've been like this for two days.
05:45I don't know what to do.
05:47You're right.
05:49Nothing has changed.
05:51But it will change.
05:54Do you believe me?
05:57I believe you.
06:00I really believe you.
06:05Don't be late for class.
06:09I'm at Cansu's place tonight.
06:12Cansu?
06:15Yes.
06:17Did she see us?
06:19No.
06:20She's been alone since Ms. Senem left.
06:23She feels bad.
06:26She invited me to dinner.
06:29Actually, she wanted you to come, too.
06:33But I couldn't say anything.
06:37If you say so.
06:55You're right.
06:58But Mehmet made me angry.
07:01I can't stand what they say because of me.
07:05When you die of unhappiness...
07:08I don't die of unhappiness, Emir.
07:10I don't die of unhappiness.
07:13I'm trying to stay calm.
07:16Because if I don't stay calm, I'll be very angry.
07:20I'm calm.
07:22Okay.
07:35Okay.
07:55Everyone is looking at us.
07:58Is it a new thing?
08:00Emir will look good as a father.
08:02Or as a stepmother.
08:07How does everyone know?
08:09I don't understand anything.
08:11It should be modern fashion.
08:13What are you saying? Say it again.
08:18Something happened.
08:20Everyone knows.
08:23I'll find out what happened.
08:25Go to class.
08:26Don't talk to anyone.
08:28Okay?
08:29Don't worry about me.
09:00You're late.
09:02I think Karanköy prepared breakfast.
09:05You're enjoying it.
09:07Don't be ridiculous, mom.
09:09I took the car to the service station. I'm coming.
09:11Emir is here.
09:13I couldn't walk for days.
09:15I was going crazy.
09:16Tell him not to get lost.
09:18Okay, come on.
09:24What are you talking about?
09:26Is it about your upcoming pregnancy?
09:28How do you know?
09:30Emir, calm down.
09:33Koray and I tried to contact you.
09:35But your phone was always off.
09:37Wait a second.
09:40Look.
09:41It's the internet version of the news.
09:43It was in the paper two days ago.
09:45That's why everyone knows.
09:49I don't understand.
09:51I don't understand.
09:53I don't understand.
09:55I don't understand.
09:58God damn it.
10:01They told the reporters.
10:03I know Riya from afar.
10:06She's a very naive girl.
10:09If she doesn't have a mind,
10:11she can't play such a game alone.
10:13She or the mind.
10:15I'll ask them about this.
10:17Emir, where are you going?
10:19Koray will be here soon.
10:21I'll call Koray.
10:24See you tomorrow.
10:26See you tomorrow, guys.
10:30Okay, you can go.
10:49Congratulations.
11:21Hello.
11:23Hello.
11:24How are you?
11:26It's impossible for you not to know when everyone knows.
11:29I heard it from ear to ear.
11:32Have you ever seen Emir?
11:34He was at school.
11:36Then he went out.
11:38I don't know where he went.
11:40Feriha.
11:42Whatever you feel,
11:44Emir feels more.
11:46It's wrong.
11:49I think you shouldn't forget that.
11:51You don't have to remind me.
11:54Goodbye.
12:02Okay, sister.
12:04Okay.
12:05Is he coming here?
12:07He's around here.
12:09I see.
12:11I don't want it.
12:13Okay.
12:14I'll get up when he comes.
12:16But tell me.
12:17Was his voice so bad?
12:19How can it be?
12:21The man lives in the nightmare of life.
12:23You have a common point.
12:26You both have a nightmare.
12:35I'm leaving you alone to talk.
12:38If you need me,
12:40I don't know,
12:42I'm here for the woman's point of view.
12:44Okay.
12:52Was it serious?
12:54Does he want to help us?
12:56I hope so, brother.
12:58I hope so.
13:01What did you do?
13:03I'm not good.
13:05I talked to the accountant.
13:07The situation is not very bright.
13:09I have to sell the house and the car to move.
13:12I'll look for a new job.
13:14Don't do it.
13:16Are you serious?
13:21I couldn't tell Feriha anything.
13:24I don't understand what's going on.
13:26I'm not like that.
13:28I wouldn't do it.
13:30She wouldn't do it either.
13:32Okay, we'll have a hard time.
13:34But we're not dead.
13:38Why can't I open my mouth?
13:42It's because of your ego.
13:44God's trouble is because of your ego.
13:46Look, I'm a little...
13:48Don't tell me that.
13:50You don't let me say it.
13:52I don't understand.
13:56I said okay.
13:58You're angry.
14:00I'm not good.
14:04I miss Feriha.
14:06I miss Feriha.
14:10You're married.
14:12You're applying to stay at home.
14:14We're not used to it.
14:16I really need to stay at home.
14:18Why?
14:20Special reasons.
14:22It wasn't enough for me.
14:24Look, Feriha.
14:26I'm looking at the averages.
14:28Although you have a scholarship.
14:30Your grades have dropped significantly.
14:32Under these conditions.
14:34Moreover, it is not possible for me...
14:36...to accept you in this dormitory...
14:38...when there is no urgent situation.
14:40Look, I'm aware that my grades have dropped.
14:42I won't lose my scholarship.
14:44You'll see.
14:46I have no other chance.
14:48I'm aware that it's not a suitable application.
14:50But if you don't accept me in the dormitory...
14:52...I'll sleep in the garden.
14:54I have nowhere to go.
15:04Feriha.
15:10Isn't she Feriha?
15:12The wife of Emir Sarrafoglu.
15:14The famous doorman's daughter.
15:16What is she doing in the dormitory?
15:18Are they getting divorced?
15:20What was going to happen?
15:22She lost her temper on the first day.
16:04I love you, Feriha.
16:06I love you, Feriha.
16:08I love you, Feriha.
16:10I love you, Feriha.
16:12I love you, Feriha.
16:14I love you, Feriha.
16:16I love you, Feriha.
16:18I love you, Feriha.
16:20I love you, Feriha.
16:22I love you, Feriha.
16:24I love you, Feriha.
16:26I love you, Feriha.
16:28I love you, Feriha.
16:30I love you, Feriha.
16:32Feriha.
16:42We'll talk later.
16:44Feriha.
16:50You won't know what's going on, but
16:52how are you?
16:54I settled down at home.
16:56Do you need anything?
16:58No. Thanks a lot.
17:00You're staying at home.
17:02You're really determined.
17:05I just decided to be alone and think.
17:09It's good to be alone until you make the right decision.
17:14It's hard, but you chose the right path.
17:18I don't know which one is harder.
17:21This is the first time I'm so alone.
17:24My family, Emir.
17:27Even if I don't want to see him, he's everywhere.
17:30He's waiting for you at the Emir Operation Club.
17:33You know you have a project delivery next week.
17:36I know.
17:37I'll be here.
17:39See you.
17:56Feriha.
18:09I just came for the project.
18:13Where did you stay this evening?
18:15I settled in the dormitory.
18:17You settled.
18:19How long will Feriha take?
18:22Feriha, look.
18:25Feriha, don't. You can't be afraid of me.
18:27Of course I'm not afraid.
18:29I just don't want to talk.
18:32As I said, I just came here for the project.
18:35Feriha, I don't care about the project. I want to talk to you.
18:38I don't want to.
18:39Not now.
18:41Okay, don't talk. Then just listen to me.
18:43What are you going to say?
18:46I'm so sorry.
18:47I didn't want to do that.
18:49Actually, I didn't want to do that.
18:51I don't know how it happened.
18:52It will never happen again.
18:54Can you say something else?
18:56Feriha, none of what you're saying tells me how much pain I'm in.
19:02Okay, I don't want to hear this.
19:04Feriha, it was my weakness.
19:07I don't know how I'm so weak.
19:09I know.
19:12I know this weakness very well from Mehmet and my father.
19:15I just said what I felt.
19:18You couldn't handle what you felt.
19:20Your strength was enough for me.
19:22Feriha, look, you know me.
19:26It wasn't me.
19:28I mean, I can't hit you.
19:31I don't know how I did it.
19:33Something happened at that moment.
19:35What difference does it make to us who did this, Emir?
19:39What difference does it make to my father and Mehmet?
19:44Mehmet wasn't the man I loved.
19:48I'm sorry.
19:57Hande, look, I think she realized how much you suffocate me.
20:01I mean, not now, but after a while.
20:04We'll evaluate our decisions again, and I think...
20:07Be happy.
20:08Hande, don't, please.
20:10You can't get rid of that woman.
20:12And nothing changes.
20:14Well, you shut up now.
20:16We'll continue to talk in four years.
20:18Please, Hande.
20:21Stop, stop.
20:22Don't go, Hande.
20:23The man is very bad.
20:25What happened?
20:26Is there something new?
20:29Feriha left the house.
20:31Emir got rid of her lies.
20:33Feriha couldn't fight the second woman's lies for a few days, right?
20:37It's not like that, Hande.
20:38Look, don't ask me why, but this time Feriha is very right.
20:42I don't care if she's right or not.
20:45Emir is important to me.
20:47Don't you see?
20:51Wait, let me guess.
20:53Poor little Feriha.
20:55She stays in your house.
20:57No.
20:58She stays in the dormitory.
20:59She settled in the dormitory of the school.
21:01In the dormitory?
21:02Yes.
21:03Wait a minute.
21:04Did she seriously leave?
21:06I don't know.
21:08But I think she left the house.
21:10She made Emir feel the same.
21:12It's very bad.
21:16Where are you going, Hande?
21:18I have business with the girls over there.
21:20And we just decided to shut up.
21:27Hi.
21:29You were staying in the same dormitory as Feriha, weren't you?
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