00:00My whole life is monochrome.
00:01I live a colorless life.
00:03I refuse to wear any color.
00:05I have chromophobia, which is an aversion to colors.
00:07You are not going to believe the links that I go to.
00:09People don't really understand the condition,
00:12and people definitely don't understand the aesthetic.
00:14Somebody put, new aesthetic just dropped AsylumCore.
00:17That makes my skin crawl.
00:18This is my worst nightmare,
00:19and I wouldn't wish that to my worst enemy.
00:21I'm going to be seeing my friend Tiffany,
00:23and she's going to be styling me in some colorful clothes
00:25for the very first time.
00:26I'm about to have a panic attack.
00:28Oh my god.
00:29Okay guys, so I'm currently in one of my favorite places
00:32to buy clothes, but it can definitely be overstimulating.
00:36Everything is a crazy print.
00:38Chromophobia is a fear or a diversion to color.
00:41So for me, I live a completely colorless lifestyle
00:44due to this condition.
00:45I don't wear any colorful clothing,
00:47buy any colorful items,
00:48and I've turned it into somewhat of my aesthetic.
00:51I hate how many shoes are colorful nowadays.
00:54I cannot get over the colors.
00:56I actually can't remember the last time
00:58that I wore anything colorful.
01:00I feel like for years and years,
01:02I've always worn black,
01:03and then I branched out into white and gray
01:05and made monochrome my aesthetic.
01:08I think it's almost like when I'm in an environment
01:11where everything is black, white, and gray.
01:13I feel like I can see clearer.
01:15This is my room, everybody.
01:18Welcome.
01:18Welcome to the Anto Sanctuary.
01:20As you could see, it is completely colorless.
01:24Everything that I pick and choose to be in my home,
01:26I put a lot of thought into.
01:28People online always have a lot to say.
01:31People don't really understand the condition,
01:33and people definitely don't understand the aesthetic as well.
01:37There's definitely some comments where I have never really understood
01:40why people got so angry.
01:42Somebody put,
01:43this is my worst nightmare,
01:44and I wouldn't wish that to my worst enemy,
01:46which I think is so harsh,
01:47but it's okay.
01:48It's okay.
01:49Haters gonna hate.
01:50Somebody put,
01:50new aesthetic just drop,
01:52asylum court,
01:52which I think is so funny because I definitely see the resemblance
01:56between an asylum and my room.
01:57Weirdly, this makes me uncomfortable.
01:59There's like grayness to the room that makes my skin crawl,
02:02which is so funny because I feel like my skin crawls in super colorful rooms.
02:06Ooh, baby, this is my worst fear.
02:09I have not met anyone with a fear of black and white though.
02:13So,
02:15somebody put,
02:15are chips banned in your room?
02:16Because once filling,
02:17everything is getting stained.
02:18I don't allow any food in my room at any time.
02:21I have never really been affected by the hate
02:24because I know who I am and what makes me happy,
02:27and I let other people do what makes them happy without judging them.
02:30Um, online at least.
02:33So,
02:33hate does not bother me.
02:34It just gives me more views.
02:36Most of the comments say that they actually love color,
02:39but when they saw this,
02:40they completely understood my vision,
02:41which I really, really appreciate.
02:43Somebody put,
02:44guarantee he's a Virgo.
02:45You are correct.
02:46I feel like the room gives Virgo vibes.
02:48Everyone always wants to see what's inside my closet.
02:51Let's see what's inside.
02:53So,
02:53as you could see,
02:54I keep all of my black clothing on top and all of the white on the bottom.
02:58I do have this new addition where it's in the middle and it's my gray clothing.
03:01I think the thing that I love most about my look is how interchangeable some of my pieces are.
03:07Like, so many different things go with one another,
03:09whereas I feel like when color is involved, it has to be appropriately set.
03:14I love this brand so much.
03:16That's the back.
03:16This is the front.
03:18This is just Anto in a shirt.
03:20You guys get it, right?
03:21You get it.
03:22I also want to show you guys how crazy of a collection of sunglasses I have.
03:26I try to get ones that nobody else has,
03:28and I think I definitely achieved that if you look at some of my photos.
03:32It's really important that my skincare routine is also colorless,
03:36just because this is something that I do so often,
03:38and I spend a lot of time looking at myself in the mirror,
03:41so I really want to have products that align with my aesthetic and my identity.
03:45There's been so many products where I actually really wanted them,
03:49but because of the packaging and how it made me feel,
03:51I decided to not go with the purchasing of it.
03:56I'm seeing my friend Tiffany.
03:58She is super colorful, and she wants to style me.
04:01Hi, Tiff.
04:02Thank you for having me.
04:04Welcome, welcome. Come in.
04:05I haven't seen you in so long, Huggy.
04:07What do you think about my choice to live a colorless life?
04:11I think it's a little too extreme.
04:13I feel like you need a little bit of color,
04:15but other than that, I think black and white is chic.
04:18Exactly. You heard it here first.
04:20I like really weird fashion.
04:22Yeah.
04:22I like loud stuff.
04:24Right, right, right.
04:24I like stuff with personality.
04:26Yeah.
04:27For some people, it's hacky.
04:28And today, we're going to show you the viewer, her closet,
04:31and we're actually going to try to put me in something from the closet,
04:34and I can't wait for you guys to see because it's pretty extreme
04:38and super colorful, and I'm so not used to that.
04:41Okay.
04:42Welcome to my closet.
04:47OMG, Tiff.
04:50This is the rainbow, guys.
04:53This is crazy.
04:55I'm about to have a panic attack.
04:57This is crazy.
04:59I know.
05:00Everything is fully organized by color.
05:03Yeah, I can see that.
05:04By rainbow.
05:04Mm-mm.
05:05Mm-mm.
05:06Mm-mm.
05:06Mm-mm.
05:09Okay, what are we thinking we're going to put me in today?
05:12I am so scared, you guys.
05:14I'm feeling a little bit better now that I saw this section.
05:16Not gonna lie.
05:17Not gonna lie.
05:18Oh, my God.
05:20Oh, my God.
05:21Put that back, please.
05:23I would never wear this.
05:25Uh, step away from the block.
05:27I just want to see.
05:28I just want to see.
05:29No, no, no.
05:29This is your section right here.
05:32No, don't.
05:32No, no, no, no, no, no.
05:35Okay.
05:36No, put that back.
05:37Put that back.
05:39What am I looking at?
05:42Okay, go try them on.
05:45Okay.
05:45I love colors.
05:46I feel like a little pop of color makes you really interesting.
05:50So, I feel like Ansel should definitely try it.
05:53I feel like he looks great in colors.
05:55Not all of them, but he should do it.
05:59So, what do you think?
06:02I have never been put in anything like this in my life, you guys.
06:06This is so crazy.
06:08I kind of feel cool, though.
06:09I'm like, I do have goosebumps.
06:11I'm not gonna lie.
06:13All right, guys.
06:13Look here for it, too.
06:15It's like a little skater boy.
06:17I really like this fit.
06:18Red is actually one of the colors that I can sort of kind of tolerate.
06:22So, I think I like this one.
06:24I call this one Green Goblin.
06:27Definitely feel like a goblin.
06:29I'm feeling really uncomfortable now.
06:32It's good.
06:33It's giving 90s.
06:35Whatever.
06:37It's giving...
06:38He's a model.
06:39I don't even know what to do with my hands.
06:40I'm like, I'm seeing green.
06:42So, it's like...
06:43And now we're twinning.
06:44I'm twinning with my girl.
06:46Literally.
06:46So, twinning.
06:49Let me know which look was your favorite, if any.
06:52And also comment if you think I should start wearing color.
06:55I don't know, you guys.
06:57This might just be the wave.
06:58It's growing on you.
07:02So, I just left Tiffany's and I honestly really loved experimenting with the color.
07:07Obviously, it's not something that I would have ever done on my own.
07:10So, thank you Tiff.
07:11I had such an amazing time.
07:13I think that for a long time my friends thought I was joking and so did my mom until they
07:17really saw how serious chromophobia is.
07:19They definitely still make jokes from time to time, but I'm always the best dressed in any room I go
07:24to even without color.
07:25So, I feel like Tiff has definitely inspired me to maybe step out of my comfort zone a little bit
07:30as well.
07:31I think maybe I might try to implement some color, but only slowly, only on a special occasion.
07:37I definitely think that the red was my favorite.
07:40So, maybe I'll go and buy something red for myself.
07:55I just find the blue that's fine.
07:57You alreadythought my dessert till the red one?
08:00And I'm closing the red that……
08:00I don't think i wanted to bend my funz check, I guess.
08:00Yeah.
