00:00I get men to pay for my lifestyle. My sugar daddy is paying for my second BBL.
00:05I never feel guilty. These men love to spend their money and I love it being spent on me.
00:11Yearly I spend about 40 grand to maintain my look.
00:15People on social media hate that I have men that pay for my surgeries.
00:19You need to stop being so vain. You are super overfilled. You might explode.
00:24She's so fake. She's such a bimbo. Not many people can achieve what I can achieve.
00:28I never worry that they're going to ask for their money back because at the end of the day I know your wife's name.
00:33Let me enjoy taking your husband's money.
00:37I am what you would call a typical Essex girl. Big hair, long nails, lashes and obviously the teeth.
00:44I started wanting to get plastic surgery when I was 22 and that's when I got my first BBL.
00:50I didn't do any research at all. I literally found the first clinic I could find, booked my flight, got on that plane and had a terrible outcome.
00:58So I got it done just as lockdown was announced as I was super bored and I was like well if I go to Turkey then I've got an excuse to do something.
01:07I have had Botox, eyebrow Botox, Botox around my eyes, cheek filler, Botox in my chin and obviously lip filler.
01:18Every month I make sure to have a hair appointment, an eyelash appointment and nail and toe appointment and a full body wax.
01:26Yearly I spend about 40 grand to maintain my look.
01:30That sounds like a lot of money but I don't actually pay for it.
01:33I am a sugar baby.
01:35Men fund my whole entire existence and they pay for everything that I want.
01:40He gave me money to buy my nephew a pet goldfish and instead I used it and got Botox.
01:45A question I hear a lot is where do you find these sugar daddies and here is the truth.
01:50My longest and best sugar daddy I've found in the Tesco Esso Express garage.
01:55I have also found them wee-in behind a bin on the night out. He was a great one.
02:00This is the second time that we're meeting where he thinks I'll eventually become his girlfriend.
02:04But in reality I'm never going to be in a relationship with this man.
02:08You can find them everywhere, you just have to be open-minded to it.
02:12The arrangement I have with these men is actually real life meets.
02:17We go out for dinner, maybe go to the casino.
02:19I never worry about my safety, I always take a friend with me.
02:22I actually meet them first in person and then I just can gauge that they're safe.
02:27Also a Google search of someone's name doesn't do anyone harm.
02:31I never worry that they're going to ask for their money back because at the end of the day I know your wife's name.
02:38My client is married and he has four children.
02:41I don't feel like I'm taken away from his wife or his children.
02:44I do make sure that he has enough money to be able to support that situation as well as me.
02:50This is just some of the stuff that my client has bought for me.
02:53Once a month me and my client will go to somewhere like Selfridges and spend a few thousand pounds on me.
02:59I would say that this is a job because not everyone can do it.
03:03It's definitely a specific sort of talent or a little flair you've got to have.
03:07Not many people can achieve what I can achieve.
03:10If I stopped having this man fund my lifestyle then I'll just find another one.
03:14Today I'm going to put down my deposit for my surgery and luckily my client has just sent me the money for it.
03:21People refuse to believe that this is both sided.
03:24They think it's just me harassing these guys for money.
03:27They are literally giving it out and I'm just there to take it.
03:30People hate that I get men to pay for my cosmetic procedures and I honestly couldn't care less what you have to say.
03:37It doesn't bother me.
03:38Did you work last night? If so, any stories?
03:41Girl, listen, I'll give you all the tea tonight.
03:43Hello, it's the Midnight Ballerina Hotline. How can I help you?
03:47A lot of the comments that I get is, oh my god, she's so fake, she's such a bimbo.
03:52That's the look that I'm going for.
03:54Why don't you have men that give you money and you have to do absolutely nothing in return for?
03:59Doesn't that sound better?
04:00Let him think that he's eventually going to date you or be with you.
04:04This person said, you people are addicted to making unnecessary changes to your body.
04:09It never stops.
04:11Actually, I kind of agree with this.
04:13It is unnecessary, but I want it so it becomes necessary to me.
04:17You are super overfilled, you might explode.
04:20BBLs are not cute.
04:22You need to stop being so vain.
04:24You need to take off the hair, take off the lips, take off the nails, lashes and boobs.
04:30Actually, I can't take off my natural boobs, but thank you for the compliment.
04:34I actually think that the hate comments don't realise that they are validating my look.
04:38And I don't judge others, so I don't know why they bother judging me.
04:41All men cheat if they have the opportunity.
04:44The fact that your man hasn't cheated is probably because he hasn't had the opportunity to.
04:48I don't actually rage bait.
04:49I think a lot of people think I rage bait and that's because I'm super controversial and I'm super, super honest.
04:55So where some people monitor what they say because they're scared of the reaction they'll get, I don't do any of that.
05:00I post what I truly believe.
05:02If you have any more questions, let me know and I'm here to help.
05:05I think women should be able to spend their money on surgeries the same way they're allowed to spend their money on anything else.
05:10I'm just choosing to buy a bigger bum.
05:12600, 700, 800, 900.
05:17This comment is so nice.
05:19You're an absolute queen.
05:21Someone has put, you are gorgeous.
05:23Wow, mistress.
05:24That man wants to send me some money.
05:26Thank you for the cat.
05:28Oh, five cats.
05:31That's so adorable.
05:32I just quickly went on TikTok Live.
05:34And as you can see, I got sent £24.32.
05:37People just don't accept that this is my real life.
05:40And if they want to go and work a nine to five, that's their business.
05:43But at the same time, let me enjoy taking your husband's money.
05:47No, I'm sorry.
05:48Let me do it again.
05:51Before I had surgery, I actually was in really good shape.
05:55I hadn't figured out what I like and what bits I don't like.
05:58I just kind of went for the surgery and let the surgeon do what he wanted, which was the biggest mistake.
06:03When I got back to the UK, I did end up in A&E for quite some time.
06:07I was prescribed the wrong medication, which made me really, really sick.
06:10I also have nerve damaging in both of my legs.
06:13If I now sit on the floor for too long, I get really numb and I can't actually get up straight away.
06:18And it's really hard.
06:19If I could talk to my younger self, I would say, girl, not yet.
06:23Wait until you're a little bit older.
06:25There definitely is this thing called BBL fashion.
06:28It's not so much about the style of clothes.
06:30It's just what you can now wear.
06:32Lounge wear, sort of more lycra, anything easy to get into.
06:36Jeans are hard work.
06:37I don't want it to look natural.
06:39I want it to look surgically enhanced, like a doll.
06:43Right now, it makes me look quite straight still.
06:46And I really want that like cinched in at the waist and then big booty aesthetic.
06:52I am getting ready for my consultation.
06:56My family have worries about me having complications like my first surgery.
07:00I think they would love it if I loved me for me, but this is who I am.
07:05So I am loving me for me.
07:07I think they're old school and they just don't get it.
07:09I don't regret getting surgery, but I do regret getting it done so young because now I have to go and fix mistakes that I could have prevented in the first place.
07:16I'm feeling a bit nervous, but mostly excited.
07:19I completely understand that there is risk.
07:21There's risk with every single surgery.
07:23Hi.
07:24Hi.
07:25It's nice to see you again.
07:26I do.
07:27Come in, take a seat.
07:28I will do.
07:29My first procedure would be buccal fat removal.
07:31It's basically going to eliminate this bit a little bit more and probably give you a bit more of a jawline.
07:35So then I won't have a round face anymore.
07:37No.
07:38Yeah.
07:39We're going to get rid of that completely.
07:41Now onto the big question, the BBL.
07:43How much is this going to set back my men?
07:46We're looking at this price and that includes all your hotel stay, etc.
07:50How much do you guys recommend that I should stay off my butt?
07:53Because everyone says different.
07:55Well, we are looking at six weeks.
07:57I know the plane journey is going to be hectic, but you know you've got to make sure you stay off the butt for at least six months.
08:02I'll be walking up and down that aisle showing off my new booty.
08:07I feel extremely excited, so reassured, and I just have no worries.
08:11Of course, there's always that chance and I'm not naive to that of things going wrong.
08:16My advice for girls who want to get plastic surgery done is do so much research.
08:20So just make sure it feels right to you.
08:22To the trolls that hate me, you can kiss my because I'm going to have the perfect bum for it.
08:28I know that this is going to be the last two surgeries I do.
08:32And if it isn't, then I'll see you guys next time.
08:35I'll see you guys next time.
08:37Bye.
08:38Bye.
08:39Bye.
08:40Bye.
08:41Bye.
08:43Bye.
08:44Bye.
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