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01:04Acute myeloid leukemia, or AML.
01:10It's an aggressive form of blood cancer.
01:13Aggressive?
01:19So, what does...
01:24What's happening inside me?
01:26To put it simply, your bone marrow is producing unregulated white blood cells, which we call blasts.
01:35They can't fight infection, and they are crowding out your healthy blood cells.
01:41I know there's a lot to take in, but we need to begin your treatment as a matter of urgency.
01:47I'm not...
01:50I'm not.
01:53I ain't got time to be ill.
01:56Work is difficult.
01:57I've got a family.
02:00My youngest is nine.
02:02And then there's my grandchild, who's...
02:05Jordan.
02:08Jordan's...
02:10Four.
02:14I can't be dealing with this on top of everything else.
02:17So, go on.
02:18What's, uh...
02:20What's the quickest way to sort it?
02:23We are going to do everything we can to support you.
02:28That's not an answer.
02:31We have set up a treatment plan for you.
02:34And I'm going to talk you through it.
02:36Step by step.
02:40I'm meant to be at a wedding.
02:43That's why I'm dressed like this.
02:47In case you're wondering.
02:54That is enough.
02:55You are driving me mad, Jordan.
02:57He's only having fun.
02:59Go on.
03:00Keep getting a drink down, you know.
03:02How are you?
03:03He's going to spare.
03:04Yeah, okay.
03:05I'll get another one.
03:08Okay, uh, trying to figure out the vibe here, Charles.
03:11Is it like, let's go, or does it kill me now?
03:14I love a wedding.
03:15I thought I'd be having a laugh.
03:17Maybe even pull.
03:18But instead, I'm running around, wiping faces, breaking up squabbles.
03:21So have you right popping kids?
03:23You do know you've got the sort of car.
03:24Charles, Chelsea, wait a minute.
03:27Jordan just called me a gammon sandwich.
03:31Gammon?
03:34Chairman.
03:36Have you ever seen Denise, yeah?
03:38She, uh, she said she wasn't feeling very well earlier.
03:41She went off.
03:43Neither she went off.
04:03I reflect from your shadow.
04:09It is more than I thought could.
04:24She went off.
04:40I don't want to change.
04:40She did not want to change her.
04:43She said she was very well.
04:43She did not want to change her.
04:46And every day I'm learning about you
04:52The things that no one else sees
04:55And the end comes too soon
04:59My dreaming of angels
05:09And leaving without them
05:16Apologies, thank you, Chelsea
05:17We were all young ones, mate
05:19I can't imagine you, young Harvey
05:22I'm blind
05:23Oh, you're a bit about me, alright
05:25Back in the day, me and the boys used to go to riches
05:27On top of my rope
05:28And we would dominate that dark
05:29Hold on, you can dance?
05:31What happened, mate?
05:33What year?
05:35Well, it was like, you were 87, 88
05:37That's it, I was back there with it
05:38Yeah
05:39I like a bit of ash in the house
05:40Woo-hoo!
05:41That's it!
05:43Do me a favour
05:44You ain't no way, bruh
05:46You know what?
05:47I'm gonna get a birthday DJ to put on a house set
05:50What do you want to wait, babe?
05:52How big are you?
05:53Yeah, did you ever go raising?
05:55Uh, yeah
05:56Do you fancy a little spin later?
05:58Later
05:58Come on!
05:59Yes, sir!
06:00Ha, ha, ha, ha!
06:01What's up?
06:03What's up?
06:04That shit, didn't it, big man?
06:05What did you say?
06:06Girls, girls!
06:06Hey, hey, hey, hey!
06:07Come on, it's a party!
06:08What's the matter with you?
06:09Marky, do me a favour, okay?
06:10Will you go and rescue Chelsea?
06:11I think I'm boring, that's a death
06:12Just to tell him that we've got
06:13I don't know
06:14Uh, Team Dexter's final rehearsal
06:16Yeah?
06:17Good, mate
06:17Trying to set me up, pal?
06:18As if, come on
06:19Marky, please
06:19Look, look up
06:21Come on, let's do it!
06:22No, no, no
06:22Go on
06:23Cheers, mate
06:24Good luck
06:26Big fish, no, big box
06:27Big box
06:28Yeah, big fish, little bit
06:29Cardboard box
06:30What's this?
06:30Talking raving
06:31Back in the 80s
06:32Oh, yeah, uh, talking of that
06:34Um, Alpha says he needs you to do some rehearsals
06:35Or something
06:37Um, listen, don't judge me too, Ashley
06:39I won't see you later, yeah?
06:40No
06:40I'm really into a dance place
06:42Yeah
06:42I'll put you on my dance game
06:43Oh, gosh
06:45You're welcome
06:47I was so worried
06:48I was going to whip you to the dance floor in a sec
06:51Fancy a drink?
06:52I would love to
06:53But I am what for the kids
06:55Like herding cats
06:58Well, I can keep an eye on them for a bit if you like
07:01Really?
07:02Oh, Josh, I love you
07:03Thank you
07:04Uh, drink later
07:06Dance first
07:07Dance first?
07:07Yeah
07:08Let's go
07:19Iggy, play notifications
07:20One new notification
07:23Your parcel has been left in a safe place
07:30Iggy
07:32How likely
07:42How likely
07:44Are you to die
07:46From AML
07:47Five-year survival
07:50For acute myeloid leukemia
07:51Is low
07:55Around 25%
08:02And for black people
08:03For those from black backgrounds
08:06Research suggests outcomes are even poorer
08:08With barriers in accessing specialist treatment
08:11As well as finding suitable stem cell donors
08:27Look at him, look
08:28He's been letting out eggy burps all night
08:30You know what he's been eating, didn't you?
08:32Those prawns
08:33What, are you talking about Harvey Happy Feet?
08:35No, he's fine
08:36He's got a bit of a bit of a swing, that's all
08:38Right, love?
08:39Aye
08:41Go on, darling
08:43Well, my mate Kelvin did teach me some moves in the 80s
08:46And most of them involved shuffling
08:48Come on, I know you've got more moves than that
08:52Oh
08:53All right, what are you grinning at?
08:54Me?
08:55Oh, I'm just happy that everyone's happy
08:58Yeah, well, you're right
08:59And we should mark the good times
09:01Come on, let's have a drink
09:02Driving
09:02How many have you had?
09:04Well, I ain't had any
09:05Well, you're allowed one, haven't you?
09:06Yeah
09:06Yeah, it's my son
09:07Right, a toast
09:08To the mighty bills of Albert Square
09:12Love you
09:14I thought you was going to come back to the marquee after you
09:17Had your walk
09:18Yeah, well, I, uh
09:20I got a call about
09:21About parcel
09:22So I just thought I'd pop it in quickly
09:25Oh
09:26Anyway, Jack was asking after you
09:29I saw him call
09:31And you didn't pick it up
09:33Because
09:35Because
09:35I was on the bus
09:37And I don't
09:38Like talking on the bus
09:41What?
09:42What, what is it?
09:43You're worrying me, you know
09:44Can I help you, Denise?
09:45I don't need help
09:47Yolandi
09:49Have a look at me
09:50I'm a grown-ass woman
09:52I'm 57
09:53I don't need some busybody
09:55Sticking their nose in
09:56And now you are lashing out
10:01So would you be on Kim's case like this?
10:06Can I just have five minutes
10:08To myself?
10:09Please
10:11You remind me of Patrick, you know
10:13He gets very touchy
10:14When he's hiding something
10:16Oh
10:17Okay
10:20Yolandi
10:20I'm not Patrick
10:22None of us
10:23None of us
10:26Are blood
10:27All right
10:29I'm just
10:31Me
10:34I'm no one
10:35And what exactly do you mean
10:38You are no one?
10:40Nothing
10:44You're being weird
10:47Why must you make everything
10:49Into such a huge thing?
10:51This is you, you know
10:52That's it
10:54You're right
10:56I have been overly watchful
11:00I will leave you be
11:03But
11:03It was Raymond who asked me to come
11:06What?
11:07Yes
11:08Like myself
11:09He could sense that there was something on your mind
11:11Okay
11:11So what did he say?
11:13He just told me to
11:15Check on you
11:19It's fine
11:20And I'll just
11:21I'll go back
11:22And
11:25And I'll tell him, you know
11:26I'll
11:30I'll walk with you
11:31Yeah
11:34What is it?
11:36What is it?
11:37Denise
11:37Oh
11:38Denise
11:39Denise
11:39What is it?
11:40Denise
11:42Denise
11:42What
11:43What is it?
11:46Speak
11:48Speak
11:48I can't
11:49I can't
11:50I can't
11:51I can't say
11:52We might not be blood related, Denise
11:54But we are one family
11:55No
11:56I can't
11:57They called me
11:59They called me
12:00They called me
12:01And they said
12:01They said to me
12:03To me
12:04I've got cancer
12:06I've got cancer
12:08No, no, no
12:09I've got cancer
12:11Alright, alright
12:12Alright, alright
12:17I can't
12:18I can't
12:18Take off
12:20Take off
12:20Osh, osh, osh
12:22Osh, osh
12:23Osh, osh
12:24Osh
12:25Osh
12:25Osh
12:26Oh
12:27Is your dad
12:28You're not gonna lie to me?
12:29No
12:30Gina, come on
12:31No, no, don't
12:33Hello, George
12:34Oh, hello
12:34I'm sorry I had to leave
12:36How's it all going?
12:37Yeah, it's lovely enough now
12:39Say hello, you two
12:41Do I see, Gina?
12:43Tell her to have a drink for
12:44I told you that I didn't want to talk to him
12:49Why does no one listen to me?
12:52Mum
12:57Woo, Osh
12:59You're good
12:59Right, I'm gonna check on the kids
13:00Make sure Josh isn't dead
13:02Sorry, one second
13:02Can I have something fizzy, please?
13:04Of course
13:04I'll be two minutes
13:05Two minutes
13:05Two minutes, no longer
13:07Two minutes
13:10Weird seeing you dance
13:12Didn't know you could have fun
13:13Why are you so cruel to me?
13:15I've made you laugh a thousand times before
13:17Yeah
13:18And all that chaos with the car
13:19Oh, that really cracks me up
13:22I do appreciate you helping me down
13:24I didn't do it for you
13:26I'm the last person I step up for
13:32So it's gonna go
13:33Step, step to the right
13:34And then we step, step to the left
13:36And then we go forward
13:37Back and then it's
13:39Wee
13:41We are so bad
13:42We're dead
13:45Hello, how are you?
13:46Back in the room, mate
13:46Come on
13:47What are you doing there?
13:48Oh, I
13:50Got it for Kim's 50th
13:51Oh
13:52Nice
13:53Oh, nice
13:54Mixed messages, though, mate
13:56Because she's gonna see that
13:56And think you are proposing
13:58You're proposing?
13:59No, we're already engaged
14:00Are you?
14:02I want to say, yeah
14:03But then she kind of dumped me
14:05So, no
14:06But then we got back together
14:07So, yeah, but
14:08The engagement was before that
14:10So, do you
14:10Does it carry over?
14:12I don't know
14:13Yeah, yeah, yeah
14:14Okay, blinding my idea
14:15Hear me out, okay?
14:16Why don't you propose to her
14:18At the end of our routine?
14:20No, no, no, no
14:21Vicky made it very clear
14:22She don't want anyone upstaging, right?
14:23Yeah, but if this marriage
14:25Can withstand the Zach attack
14:26Sorry, mate
14:26Then we can cope with
14:28That exy-bitsy teeny
14:29Any proposal?
14:31Let love him
14:32That's what I say, mate
14:33Yeah
14:33On your head, be it
14:39Sorry
14:39Sorry
14:50I don't know
14:50I don't know
14:51Whose this is
14:52But
14:54We are having it
15:09You're going to take that?
15:11It's nothing
15:17Tell me how you're feeling
15:19Oh, you don't
15:21I've put you through enough already
15:23I can't take it
15:26You've looked after me in the past
15:30Please
15:35I feel
15:39Disgusted
15:43Bringing this into my home
15:48My life
15:55My family
15:58I'm ashamed of it
15:59I'm ashamed of
16:01Me
16:03Of what I'm going to become
16:04Like a drag
16:06On everybody
16:07That is nonsense, Denise
16:08Everybody will help
16:09No, I don't
16:10I don't want anyone's help
16:11I don't want anyone's
16:13They can stick it
16:14Denise
16:15I do the helping
16:16Okay, me
16:16You're hurting me the way you're talking about
16:19It's the truth
16:20It is nowhere near the truth
16:23You don't know me
16:26None of you know me
16:31I walked into that appointment
16:33One person
16:34I walked out someone else
16:35It's like I could see the real me
16:38A liar
16:41A sneak
16:42Someone
16:43Constantly
16:45Trying to hide all the rot
16:48With all this
16:49Racket
16:51You know
16:54Running around
16:55Sticking my nose in
16:58Tearing
16:59You just
17:01You don't
17:01Understand
17:02What I'm trying to say
17:04Okay
17:07That's what I wanted
17:09Everyone to think
17:12But really
17:15There's nothing
17:19You're in shock, Denise
17:20No
17:21Listen to me
17:21No
17:22Please
17:24What I am seeing
17:26Is somebody
17:27Who is blaming themselves
17:29For something
17:29That is not their fault
17:32I know all about that
17:35And there is not one part of you
17:38That is rotten
17:39Not one single part
17:50How's it going with Max
17:53Do you know what
17:54Over the last few months
17:56I thought I knew exactly
17:57What he was about
17:58But
17:58You must admit
17:59I've been surprised
18:01Since the car crash
18:02I've seen a difference
18:03I've seen
18:03Got extended concussion
18:05I mean look
18:06I don't know where it's going
18:07Exactly
18:08But
18:08You know
18:09At our age
18:10Mid-thirties
18:11Yes
18:11Mid-thirties
18:12Ian
18:13But it's
18:13You know
18:14It's nice
18:15To still be able
18:16To get butterflies
18:16Before you
18:17See someone
18:19Well I
18:19Wish you all the best
18:21That you will
18:22Always be a maniac
18:23Excuse me
18:23It'll always be my maniac
18:25Excuse me
18:26Yeah
18:27There you go
18:28Oh
18:28Any cheese and pickle
18:29All right, Cam
18:31Had a clue, have you
18:32Oh, don't start, Cindy
18:35Who's starting?
18:36Do you know
18:37I was thinking
18:40You and Max
18:41You began around the time
18:42Of that accident
18:43Didn't you?
18:44Which is quite fitting
18:46Really, isn't it?
18:47Seeing as, you know
18:48Let's face it
18:49Your relationship
18:50Is a bit of a car crash
18:51Anyway, do you?
18:53Do you know
18:53I'd rather be in a car crash
18:55Than a slow traffic jam
18:56Like you and Harvey
18:58I mean, what do you two
18:59Actually do at night, Kathy?
19:01Oh, Cindy, Cindy
19:03You don't have to worry
19:05About me and Harvey
19:06We get on very well
19:07In that department
19:08Thank God
19:08Right, come on, Mother
19:09That's enough
19:10Let's get you home
19:11Oh, she's got plenty of food
19:12Well, bring it with you
19:13Come on
19:13Leave it, come on
19:15Where are you going?
19:16We've got Vicky's supplies to do
19:18Well, you're going to have to
19:18Find a replacement, all right?
19:20I mean, I can't be prancing around
19:21I'm a counsellor now
19:22Come on, Mum
19:29Are you sure that is not important?
19:31I'll call them back
19:35Just let me sit here for a bit
19:36I don't...
19:38I've faced the world just yet
19:40You will have to, eventually
19:45Thanks for the reminder
19:47Who are you most worried about, Denise?
19:53I don't know
19:54Out of all of them
19:57Yeah, I think Libby
19:59Will take it the best, Chelsea
20:02Hard to say
20:06Raymond
20:06Oh, God
20:14You see, you've got me thinking about him again
20:16And I don't want to
20:17He doesn't have to know for a while
20:20And Jack will be a rock
20:22Hmm
20:25Um
20:27Kim
20:30Oh, good to see her now
20:32It'll be the end of the world
20:33I'll have to clean her up off the floor
20:36I will tell her
20:37And Patrick, if that makes it easier
20:40When he's home
20:44And we're going to take care of you
20:46Oh
20:48And you are going to get through this
20:50Hmm
20:54What?
20:56Fright
21:01I've been at Death's Door more than once
21:03You know, with Owen, with Lucas
21:05But
21:07I've always had a
21:11Like an urge
21:13To survive
21:15To get through
21:16To live
21:20But this is different
21:24I
21:26I ain't got that feeling
21:29I
21:34I
21:35I
21:35In that office
21:37In that office
21:38Right
21:39When she told me
21:42I don't know why
21:43But I thought of Owen
21:44Naturally, no
21:45I
21:47It was
21:48More what he did
21:53He knocked my tooth out of my head
21:56He knocked my tooth out of my head
21:57I remember
21:59Looking at it
22:01Thinking
22:04That was in my head
22:05A minute ago
22:06Mind in its own business
22:08Now
22:08Look, it's there on the floor
22:12Dead
22:15No use to know her
22:45And then on the bus
22:47To become
22:50A sickness like this
22:54Just turns the world upside down
22:57Is it going to be easy?
22:59No
22:59Is it going to make you scared?
23:02Of course
23:04But the confusion of today
23:10Will make you feel like you don't know who you are
23:14But let me remind you
23:18You
23:20Are a grown ass woman of 57
23:23Who holds something unbreakable inside of you
23:29You know it
23:30I know it
23:32Everybody knows it
23:35You survived those men
23:37Who tried to break you, Denise
23:48Why not this?
23:52Hmm?
23:56B.A. Mark
23:57Look at this son of the laugh
23:58She was rinsing me
23:58You're on Chelsea's with me, isn't she?
24:00Mark, it ain't that deep
24:01Sit down
24:03You're an embarrassment
24:05No one wants to be here
24:06Because you're a joke
24:07You seem stressed
24:08Look, maybe you need to get your end of the way
24:09I'm going to give you some pointers
24:10Don't you touch me
24:11What are you doing?
24:13Wow
24:15Lauren, you're fit
24:16You're a smug right?
24:17Who do you think you are?
24:18I'm out
24:18Go on
24:20He's trying to wind up
24:21The boat leaves laying out, Lauren
24:22Mark
24:23Do you know what?
24:24Oi
24:25Babe
24:28That was a slip
24:33Come on in
24:34Yeah, I'm coming
24:35Hey, look, come on
24:35Let's get this
24:36Let's save this home
24:37Mum, no
24:38No, no
24:39No, get off my hall
24:39No, careful, careful, careful, you're gonna fall
24:41Woo-hoo
24:42Careful
24:43Let's get you off
24:43You all right?
24:44Yep
24:44You sure?
24:46Yep
24:46Let me get the doors open
24:47Thank you
24:48There you go
24:49Come on, you can go get in
24:50All right, all right
24:52Where did you get that from?
24:55Made it
24:56Oh, ew, you're clever
24:58Right
25:00Who's the state in all this?
25:02You have to have a word with a contractor
25:03Right, come on, get yourself in
25:04Rubbish all over the place
25:06Do you want to end?
25:06Oh, well
25:07Look at you, you're in your element
25:10I don't want to think that you'd like to
25:11Jesus fighting over you
25:12Oh
25:13Is that what he's doing, yeah?
25:15He's fighting over me
25:19I can't lie, Jules
25:21This is not how I thought tonight, fair enough
25:23Mommy
25:28Help!
25:30I'm going to fly away
25:32What are you doing here?
25:33Josh is supposed to be taking care of you
25:35It was boring
25:36Can you clean this?
25:38Keep your hands to yourself, no
25:40I'm gonna leave you to a toilet
25:42Go inside, Jordan, please
25:44Can I play on your phone?
25:46No, you can't play on my phone
25:47You need to go inside, please
25:48Just five minutes
25:49I said no
25:51I want to go home
25:53Get down
25:54Get down
25:55And stop whining
25:57You are driving me, Matt
25:58Go away
25:59Go away
26:06I need you to connect this to the Bluetooth
26:08I hate these blimmin' freaks
26:09Right, just leave it, okay?
26:10No, Mum, that's the air conditioning
26:11Oh, no, no, I can do it myself
26:13Oh, I've just had it validated
26:15I want to listen to my song
26:17Yeah, I know you want to listen to your song
26:18But I've now got flaky pastry all over the floor
26:20No!
26:24Mum, just...
26:26Mum, stop it
26:26Oh, Mum!
26:30Mum!
26:31Mum!
26:32Mum!
26:32Mum!
26:32Ian, did you read something?
26:35Yeah, I've been
26:36Come on
26:38Let's get you on
26:43Do you ever get those moments, when
26:47You suddenly realise
26:48You're alive
26:56You catch yourself and you think
26:59God
27:00I'm actually really here
27:04I'm walking
27:05I'm breathing
27:07These eyes I'm looking out of
27:09Seeing real things
27:13Real people
27:16And this is all
27:17Really happening
27:21It sort of reminds you, doesn't it?
27:24That life
27:25Is terrifying
27:27And exhilarating
27:29At the same time
27:32How fragile we all are
27:41How easily everything can be lost
27:45How easily everything can be lost
27:51That lifeaşñаж
27:51That life I'm
27:51you understand
27:51If you...
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