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00:00It's too late, strong as a tragedy
00:04With it from every time I get a world
00:08Teach up the batteries
00:12If you gave me a chance I could save it
00:16It's a shot in that car, but my baby
00:20I'm with the dollar, but you can't shake me
00:24When I am with it, there's no dance around the tree
00:38Hey, baby, there's no place I'd rather be
01:01acute what acute myeloid leukemia or AML it's an aggressive form of blood cancer aggressive
01:18so what does what's happening inside me to put it simply
01:27your bone marrow is producing unregulated white blood cells which we call blasts they can't fight
01:37infection and they are crowding out your healthy blood cells and there's a lot to take in but we
01:45need to begin your treatment as a matter of urgency I'm not I ain't got time to be ill work
01:57is
01:57difficult of I've got a family my youngest is nine and then there's my grandchild who's
02:07Jordan Jordan's four I can't be dealing with this on top of everything else so go on what's there
02:20what's the quickest way to sort it we are going to do everything we can to support you
02:28that's not an answer we have set out a treatment plan for you
02:34and I'm going to talk you through it step by step
02:40I'm meant to be at a wedding
02:44that's why I'm dressed like this
02:47in case you're wondering
02:54that is enough you are driving me mad Jordan
02:57he's only having fun
03:00come on
03:00can you get a drink down you need
03:02can you smell your
03:03sister and spare
03:04yeah okay I'll get another one
03:08thanks
03:09okay uh trying to figure out the vipage house
03:11is it like let's go or is it kill me now
03:14I love a wedding I thought I'd be having a laugh maybe even pool but instead I'm running
03:19round wiping faces breaking up squabbles
03:22serve your own cabin kids
03:23you do know you've got this all to come
03:25Gels
03:25Gelsie
03:26hold a minute
03:28Jordan just called me a gammon sandwich
03:31gammon
03:36have you seen Denise
03:38yeah
03:38she uh she said she wasn't feeling very well
03:41she went off maybe she went home
03:44yeah
03:47yeah
03:48yeah
03:50yeah
03:51yeah
03:53yeah
03:54yeah
03:54yeah
04:06yeah
04:07yeah
04:17yeah
04:19yeah
04:21yeah
04:27yeah
04:31yeah
04:32yeah
04:34yeah
04:35yeah
04:36yeah
04:37yeah
04:37The few as I am, they would be in love, love, love
04:46And every day, I'm learning about you
04:52The things that no one else sees
04:57And the end comes too soon, my dream of an angel
05:11And leaving without them
05:17Apologies if you sent in, Chelsea, we was all young once, fine
05:19I can't imagine you, young Harvey
05:22I can't
05:24I don't know a bit about me, right?
05:25In the day, me and the boys used to go to Rich's on top of my rope
05:28And we would dominate that dark world
05:30You could dance!
05:32What happened, mate?
05:34What year?
05:34Well, it was like 87, 88
05:37That's it, I was back there with it on
05:39Yeah
05:39Well, I'd like a bit of ashy now
05:41Woo-hoo!
05:41That's it!
05:43Do me a favour, you ain't no raper
05:47You know what, I'm gonna get a birthday DJ to put on a house set
05:50What, do you want to wait, babe?
05:52How big are you?
05:54Yeah, did you ever go raving?
05:56Er, yeah
05:57You fancy a little spin later?
05:58Later
05:59Come on!
05:59Later
05:59Later
06:02See you later
06:02All right
06:04Well, it looks like it, doesn't it, big man?
06:06What did you say?
06:06Girls, girls!
06:07Hey, hey, hey, hey!
06:08Come on, it's a party!
06:09What's the matter with you?
06:09Marky, do me a favour, okay?
06:10Will you go and rescue Chelsea?
06:11I'll think Harvey's boring to death
06:13Just tell him that we've got
06:14I don't know
06:14Er, Team Dexys final rehearsal
06:17Yeah?
06:17Good man
06:18Trying to set me up, pal?
06:18As if!
06:19Come on, Marky, please
06:20Look, look up!
06:21Come on, let's do it!
06:22No, no, no
06:23Go on
06:24Cheers, mate
06:24Good luck
06:26Big fish
06:27No, big box
06:27Big fish, little bit
06:29Cardboard box
06:30What's this?
06:31Talking raving
06:31Back in the 80s
06:32Oh, yeah, talking of that
06:34Um, Alfred says he needs you for some rehearsals or something
06:38Um, listen, don't judge me too harshly on what you see later, yeah?
06:41No
06:41I really could dance once
06:42Yep
06:42I put you on my dance card
06:44Oh, gosh
06:45You're welcome
06:47I was so worried
06:48I was going to whip you to the dance floor in a sec
06:51Fancy a drink?
06:53I would love to
06:54But I am what for my kids
06:56It's like herding cats
06:58Oh, I can keep an eye on them for a bit if you like
07:01Really?
07:02Oh, Josh, I love you
07:04Thank you
07:05Er, drink later
07:07Dance first
07:07Dance first?
07:08Yes
07:08Let's go
07:19Iggy, play notifications
07:22One new notification
07:24Your parcel has been left in a safe place
07:30Iggy
07:33How likely are you to die from AML?
07:38Five-year survival for acute myeloid leukaemia is low
07:42Around 25%
07:48And for black people?
07:50For those from black backgrounds
07:51Research suggests outcomes are even poorer
07:54With barriers in accessing specialist treatment
07:57As well as finding suitable stem cell donors
08:12Look at him, look
08:14He's been letting out eggy burps all night
08:16You know what he's been eating, didn't you?
08:18Those prawns
08:19What, are you talking about Harvey Happy Feet?
08:21No, he's fine
08:22He's got a bit of a bit of a swing, that's all
08:24Right off
08:26Come on, darling, you show me that's done
08:28Well, my mate Kelvin did teach me some moves in the 80s
08:31Most of them involve shuffling
08:33Come on, I know you've got more moves than that
08:38Oh
08:39What are you grinning at?
08:40Me?
08:41Oh, I'm just happy that everyone's happy
08:44Yeah, well, you're right
08:45And we should mark the good times
08:47Come on, let's have a drink
08:48Driving
08:48How many have you at?
08:50Well, I ain't had any
08:51Well, you're allowed one, haven't you?
08:52Yeah
08:52Yeah, it's my son
08:53Right, a toast
08:54To the mighty bills of Albert Square
08:58Love you
09:00I thought you was going to come back to the marquee after you
09:03Had your walk
09:04Yeah, well, I, er
09:05I got a call about parcel
09:08So I just thought I'd pop it in quickly
09:10Oh
09:12Anyway, Jack was asking after you
09:14I saw him call
09:17And you didn't pick it up
09:19Because
09:20Because
09:21Because
09:21I was on the bus
09:22And I don't
09:24Like talking on the bus
09:27What?
09:28What, what is it?
09:29You're worrying me, no
09:30Can I help you, Denise?
09:31I don't need help
09:33Yolandi
09:35Have a look at me
09:36I'm a grown-ass woman
09:37I'm 57
09:39I don't need some busybody
09:41Sticking their nose in
09:42And no, you are lashing out
09:44No, I'm not lashing out
09:45I'm
09:47So would you be on Kim's case like this?
09:51Can I just have five minutes to myself?
09:55Please
09:57You remind me of Patrick, you know
09:58He gets very touchy when he's hiding something
10:02Oh
10:05Yolandi, I'm not Patrick
10:08None of us
10:10None of us
10:11Are blood
10:14All right
10:15I'm just
10:17Me
10:19I'm no one
10:21And what exactly do you mean
10:23You are no one?
10:26Nothing
10:30You're being weird
10:32Why must you make everything
10:35Into such a huge thing?
10:37This is you, you know
10:38That's it
10:40You're right
10:42I have been overly watchful
10:46I will leave you be
10:48But it was Raymond who asked me to come
10:52What?
10:53Yes
10:54Like myself
10:55He could sense that there was something on your mind
10:57Okay, so what did he say?
10:58Well, he just told me to
11:01Check on you
11:05It's fine
11:06I'll just
11:07I'll go back
11:08And
11:11And I'll tell him, you know
11:12I'll
11:16I'll walk with you
11:17Yeah
11:20What is it?
11:22What is it?
11:23Deniz
11:23Oh
11:23No
11:24Deniz, Deniz, Deniz
11:26What is it?
11:26Deniz
11:28Deniz, Deniz
11:29What
11:29What is it?
11:31Speak
11:33Speak
11:35I can't
11:36I can't
11:36I can't
11:37I can't
11:37I can't say it
11:37I can't say it
11:38We might not be blood related
11:39Deniz
11:40But we are one family
11:41Speak
11:42They called me
11:44They called me
11:46They called me
11:46And they said
11:47They said to me
11:49To me
11:50I've got cancer
11:51I've got cancer
11:54No, no, no
11:55I've got cancer
11:57Alright, alright
11:58Alright, alright
11:59Alright, okay
12:00Osh, osh
12:03Osh
12:05Osh
12:06Osh
12:06Osh
12:07Osh
12:08Osh
12:09Osh
12:09Osh
12:09Osh
12:11Osh
12:12Oh
12:13Is your dad
12:14You're not going to ask me
12:15No
12:16Gina, come on
12:16No, no
12:17Don't
12:19Hello, George
12:19Oh, hello
12:20Hello, I'm sorry to have to leave
12:21How's it all going?
12:23Yeah, it's lovely enough now
12:25Say hello, you two
12:27Do I see Gina
12:28Tell her to have a drink for
12:30I told you that I didn't want to talk to him
12:35Why does no one listen to me?
12:38Mum
12:42Woo
12:44You're good
12:45Right, I'm going to check on the kids
12:46Make sure Josh isn't dead
12:47So, one second
12:48Can I have something busy, please?
12:50Of course
12:50I'll be two minutes
12:51Two minutes
12:51Two minutes
12:52No longer
12:52Two minutes
12:55Weird seeing you darts
12:57Didn't know you could have fun
12:59Why are you so cruel to me?
13:01I've made you laugh a thousand times before
13:03Yeah
13:04And all that chaos at the car
13:05Oh, that really cracks me up
13:08I do appreciate you having me down
13:10I didn't do it for you
13:12I'm the last person I step up for
13:18So it's going to go
13:19Step, step to the right
13:20And then we step, step to the left
13:22And then we go forward and back
13:24And then it's
13:24Wee
13:25Oh, I've got
13:26Yeah, I've got
13:27We are so bad
13:28They're prepared
13:31Hello, Howie, back in the room, mate
13:32Come on
13:32What have you got there?
13:34Oh, I
13:36Got it for 10-50th
13:37Oh, nice
13:39Oh, nice
13:40Mixed messages, though, mate
13:41Because she's going to see now
13:42And think you are proposing
13:44You're going to propose?
13:45No, we're already engaged
13:46Are you?
13:48I want to say, yeah
13:49But then she kind of dumped me, so
13:51No, but then we got back together
13:53So, yeah, but
13:54The engagement was before that
13:55So, just
13:56Does it carry over?
13:58I don't know
13:59Yeah, yeah, yeah
13:59Okay, blinding idea
14:00Hear me out, okay
14:01Why don't you propose to her
14:04At the end of our routine, mate?
14:06No, no, no, no
14:06Vicky made it very clear
14:07She don't want anyone upstaging him, right?
14:09Yeah, but if this marriage
14:10Can withstand the Zach attack, sorry, mate
14:12Then we can cope with that
14:14Itsy-bitsy, teeny, teeny proposal
14:17Let love in, that's what I say, mate
14:18Yeah, on your red beard
14:23Hold on, hold on
14:25Sorry, sorry
14:26I don't know
14:35I don't know whose this is, but
14:40We are having it
14:54You're going to take that?
14:57It's nothing
15:02Tell me how you're feeling
15:05No, you don't
15:07I've put you through enough already
15:09It's...
15:09I can take it
15:10No
15:12You've looked after me in the past
15:16Please
15:21I feel
15:25Disgusted
15:29Bringing this into my home
15:34My life
15:40My family
15:44I'm ashamed of it
15:45I'm ashamed of
15:46Me
15:49Of what I'm going to become
15:50Like a drag
15:52On everybody
15:53That is nonsense, Denise
15:54Everybody will help
15:55No, I don't want anyone's help
15:57I don't want anyone's
15:59They can stick it
16:00Denny
16:01I do the helping
16:01Okay, me
16:02You're hurting me the way you're talking about yourself
16:05It's the truth
16:06It is nowhere near the truth
16:09You don't know me
16:12None of you know me
16:17I walked into that appointment one person
16:19I walked out someone else
16:21It's like I could see the real me
16:24A liar
16:25Yeah
16:26A sneak
16:28Someone constantly
16:30Trying to hide all the rot
16:32With all this
16:35Racket
16:36You know
16:39Running around
16:41Sticking my nose in
16:44Tearing
16:45No, you just
16:46You don't
16:47Understand what I'm trying to say
16:50Okay
16:53That's what I wanted
16:55Everyone to think
16:58But really
17:01There's nothing
17:04You're in shock, Denise
17:06No
17:06Listen to me
17:07No
17:08Please
17:10What I am seeing
17:11Is somebody
17:13Who is blaming themselves
17:14For something
17:15That is not
17:16Their fault
17:18I know all about that
17:21And there is not
17:22One part of you
17:24That is rotten
17:25Not one single part
17:36How's it going with Mags?
17:39Do you know what?
17:40Over the last few months
17:41I thought I knew exactly what he was about
17:43But I must admit
17:45I've been surprised
17:46Since the car crash
17:48I've seen a difference
17:48Aren't you?
17:49Got extended a concussion?
17:51I mean, look
17:51I don't know where it's going exactly
17:54But, you know, at our age
17:55You're at mid-thirties
17:57Yes, mid-thirties, Ian
17:58But it's
17:59You know, it's nice
18:01To still be able to get butterflies
18:02Before you see someone
18:04Well, I wish you all the best
18:07That you will always be a maniac
18:09Excuse me
18:09It'll always be my maniac
18:10Excuse me
18:12Yeah
18:12Here we go
18:13Oh, any cheese and pickle?
18:16All right, Kath?
18:17Had a few, have you?
18:18Oh, don't start, Cindy
18:20I'm starting
18:22Do you know
18:23I was thinking
18:25You and Max
18:26You began around the time
18:28Of that accident, didn't you?
18:30Oh, yeah
18:30Which is quite fitting then, isn't it?
18:33Seeing as, you know
18:33Let's face it
18:34Your relationship
18:35Is a bit of a car crash anyway
18:37Do you know
18:39I'd rather be in a car crash
18:41Than a slow traffic jam
18:42Like you and Harvey
18:44I mean, what do you two
18:45Actually do at night, Kathy?
18:47Oh, Cindy, Cindy
18:49You don't have to worry
18:50About me and Harvey
18:51I think we get on very well
18:53In that department
18:54Thank God
18:54Right, come on, Mother
18:55Fast enough
18:56Let's get you home
18:57Oh, she's got a plan for me
18:58Well, bring it with you
18:58Come on
18:59What about the truth?
18:59Leave it
19:00Come on
19:00Where are you going?
19:02We've got Vicky's supplies to do
19:03Well, you're going to have to find a replacement
19:05All right?
19:06I mean, I can't be prancing around
19:07I'm a counsellor now
19:08Come on, Mum
19:15Are you sure that is not important?
19:17I'll call them back
19:21Just let me sit here for a bit
19:22I don't...
19:24I've faced the world just yet
19:26You will have to, eventually
19:30Thanks for the reminder
19:33Who are you most worried about, Denise?
19:39I don't know
19:40Out of all of them
19:43Yeah, I think Libby
19:45Will take it the best, Chelsea
19:48Hard to say
19:51Raymond
19:52Oh, God
19:59You see, you've got me thinking about him again
20:02And I don't want to
20:03He doesn't have to know for a while
20:05And Jack will be a rock
20:08Hmm
20:11Um
20:13Kim
20:14Oh
20:16Good seeing her
20:18It'll be the end of the world
20:19I'll have to clean her up off the floor
20:21I will tell her
20:23And Patrick, if that makes it easier
20:26When he's home
20:30And we're going to take care of you
20:32Oh
20:33And you are going to get through this
20:36Hmm
20:39What?
20:42Fright
20:47I've been at Death's Door more than once
20:49You know, with Owen, with Lucas
20:51But
20:53I've always had a
20:57Like an urge
20:58To survive
21:01To get through
21:02To
21:02Live
21:05But this is different
21:10I
21:11I ain't got that feeling
21:21In that office
21:23Right
21:25When she told me
21:28I don't know why
21:29But I thought of Owen
21:30Naturally, no
21:31I
21:33It was
21:34More what he did
21:39He knocked my tooth out of my head
21:42He knocked my tooth out of my head
21:42I remember
21:44Looking at it
21:46Thinking
21:49That was in my head a minute ago
21:52Mind in its own business
21:53Now, look
21:54It's there on the floor
21:57Dead
22:01No use to know her
22:04And then on the bus
22:06On the way back
22:06I thought
22:09So what?
22:09This is all going to be gone
22:12It's all
22:15It's all just
22:16Got to be
22:17Gone
22:20The people
22:21The city
22:22The
22:22The life
22:24I love
22:28Is that it?
22:32Is it all going to be gone?
22:36A sickness like this
22:40Just turns the world upside down
22:43Is it going to be easy?
22:45No
22:45Is it going to make you scared?
22:48Of course
22:50But the confusion of today
22:56It will make you feel like you don't know who you are
23:00But let me remind you
23:04You
23:05Are a grown ass woman of 57
23:09Who holds something unbreakable inside of you
23:15You know it
23:16I know it
23:17Everybody knows it
23:21You survived those men
23:22Who tried to break you, Denise
23:34Why not this?
23:38Hmm?
23:41B.A. Mark
23:42Oh, this is something to laugh
23:43She was rinsing me
23:44You're on Chelsea's with me, isn't she?
23:46Mark, it ain't that deep
23:47Sit down, okay?
23:49You're an embarrassment, Zach
23:51No one wants me here
23:52Cos you're a joke
23:53You seem stressed, bruv
23:54Look, maybe you need to get you in the way
23:55I'm going to give you some pointers
23:56Don't you touch me
23:57I am!
23:58What are you doing?
23:59Wow
24:00Lauren, you look fit
24:02You smug right?
24:03Who do you think you are, right?
24:04Go on
24:06He's trying to wind you up
24:07The boat leads laying out, Lauren
24:08Mark
24:09Do you know what?
24:10Oi, aim
24:14That was a slip
24:19Come on, Ian
24:19Yeah, I'm coming
24:20Yeah, look, come on
24:21Let's get this
24:22Let's take this home
24:23Mum, no
24:24No, get off my hall
24:25No, careful, careful, careful
24:26You're going to fall
24:28Careful
24:29Let's get you off
24:29You all right?
24:30Yep, I am
24:31You sure?
24:31Yep
24:31Let me get the doors open
24:33Thank you
24:33There you go
24:34Come on, you can go get in
24:36All right, all right
24:38Where you get that from?
24:41Made it
24:41Oh, Ian
24:42You clever
24:43Right
24:45Who's stating all this?
24:47I have to have a word with a contractor
24:48Right, come and get yourself in
24:50Rubbish all over the place
24:51Do you want to end?
24:52No, no
24:53Look at you
24:53You're in your element
24:55The only other thing that you like to
24:57Geezer's fighting over you
24:58Oh
24:59Is that what he was doing, yeah?
25:01He's fighting over me
25:02I can't lie, Jules
25:07This is not how I thought tonight
25:08Fair enough
25:09Mummy
25:10Bye
25:14Help!
25:15I'm going to fly away!
25:18What are you doing here?
25:19Josh is supposed to be taking care of you
25:21It was boring
25:22Can you clean this?
25:24Keep your hands to yourself, no
25:26I'm going to leave you to a toilet
25:28Go inside, Jordan, please
25:30Can I play on your phone?
25:32No, you can't play on my phone
25:33You need to go inside, please
25:34Just five minutes
25:35I said no
25:37I want to go home
25:39Get down
25:40Get down
25:41And stop whining
25:42You are driving me, Matt
25:44Go away
25:45Go away
25:52I need you to connect this to the Bluetooth
25:54I hate these blimmin' freaks
25:55Right, just leave it, okay?
25:56No, Mum, that's the air conditioning
25:57No, no, no, I can do it myself
25:59Oh, I've just had it valetid
26:01I want to listen to my song
26:03I know you want to listen to your song
26:04But I've now got flaky pastry all over the floor
26:06No!
26:09Mum, just
26:11Mum, stop it
26:12Oh, Mum!
26:15Mum!
26:17Ian, did you eat something?
26:20Yeah, Ben
26:22Hang on
26:23Let's get you home
26:29Do you ever get those moments, when
26:31You suddenly realise
26:34You're alive
26:42You catch yourself and you think
26:44God
26:46I'm actually
26:48Really here
26:49I'm walking
26:51I'm breathing
26:52These eyes I'm looking out of
26:55Seeing real things
26:59Real people
27:02And this is all
27:03Really happening
27:06It sort of reminds you, doesn't it?
27:09That life
27:10Is terrifying
27:13And exhilarating
27:15At the same time
27:17How fragile we all are
27:27How easily everything can be lost
27:30How easily everything can be lost
27:32Burn
27:33You
27:33See you
27:34I
27:34I
27:34I
27:34I
27:34I
27:35I
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