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Temptation Island - Season 5 - Episode 07: Message in a Box EngSub
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00:02Previously on Temptation Island, I'm a lot happier outside of my relationship.
00:08How the f*** are you willing to betray me for a b***h that you just met? How?
00:13I feel like I am falling for you. I'm attracted to you.
00:17And I hope that you feel the same way about me too.
00:20I do feel the same way.
00:22F***ing b***h!
00:23Because I know her ass is going to come crawling back and I'm going to say, hell no.
00:28Hell no, bro.
00:30Like, are you jealous or like...
00:32Not jealous.
00:33I feel like, okay, you like me, Sebastian likes me.
00:34Like, I don't know. Like, I can't figure out anything deeper than that.
00:38Jealousy is not the most attractive thing to me.
00:40I told everyone that I do not want to marry Caitlyn and I don't see a future with her.
00:45I am living a new moment and I'm letting it all hang out.
00:49I just feel like everything lady is putting on his terms.
00:52And that's why I feel stupid.
00:53F***ing b***h!
00:54I feel stupid for bringing him back into my life.
00:59You're not gonna tempt me.
01:02You'll ever forget me.
01:06You're not gonna tempt me.
01:08Oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:13You're not gonna tempt me.
01:16You'll never forget me.
01:20You're not gonna tempt me.
01:28Every time a piece of you gives love,
01:31let's the voice inside the few higher.
01:37Okay, let's get up and start our baby, sir.
01:39I'm trying to.
01:41You.
01:41I keep choking with you.
01:42You're literally in the Lincoln studio.
01:44What are you talking about?
01:45This feels so good.
01:46It does.
01:47I had an amazing date last night.
01:50Let's just say we're connecting on every type of level now,
01:53and I'm not mad about it.
02:00How you feeling this morning?
02:01I feel good.
02:02Yeah.
02:04You're just living your best life.
02:05I love getting closer and closer to Paul,
02:10but it's also making me kind of nervous
02:13because as we get closer to the end,
02:15he does have to talk to Caitlyn.
02:17Not that I think that things could change,
02:19but you just never know.
02:21So then I'm like, okay,
02:22maybe I need to be guarding my heart a little more.
02:24No, but I don't want you to.
02:26I have, like, guilt weighing on me
02:31because I don't want to hurt anybody,
02:33but I know someone's going to get hurt.
02:36I'm now having, like, literally the time of my life,
02:40and she still doesn't know the truth.
02:45I'm young, I'm wild, I'm shaming.
02:50You're the move to get crazy.
02:56Can you put me up there?
02:58Yes.
02:58This is gonna drown.
03:06This is exactly what the I'm talking about.
03:08Do you not see me sitting right here?
03:11That's just disrespectful.
03:13Ray just loves any attention
03:14that he can get from anybody in the house.
03:16I guess it strokes his ego or something.
03:18And then Tammy, she's just thirsty,
03:21and I just don't want to be involved in the bullshit.
03:24So I guess we're gonna have to have a talk.
03:31Is that my guy?
03:33Is that my girl?
03:35Hi, you guys.
03:36How are you?
03:37I've been better.
03:38Have you been better?
03:39I've been better.
03:41Okay.
03:42So this is what I dropped by to tell you.
03:44I wanted to let you know
03:45that you'll have the opportunity
03:47to send your boyfriend
03:49a 30-second video message.
03:53In this message,
03:54you can say whatever it is you want to say.
03:57And if you don't want to send it,
03:59don't send it.
04:01Keep in mind that your boyfriends
04:03will also have the option to send you a message.
04:06Maybe he will.
04:07Maybe he won't.
04:09One more thing.
04:11We're gonna do something
04:12we've never done on Temptation Island.
04:17Singles, you will have the option to send a message as well.
04:21What?
04:24Oh, my God.
04:26How many messages is the hall gonna get?
04:30Singles, you're also gonna have the option to record a video message for their partner.
04:35Oh!
04:39This is your journey, too.
04:42So take some time to think about what you like to say.
04:47Paris, I got a little words to say.
04:49I'm gonna keep it classy, but I just, I would like to share some things.
04:52Now you get to express what you've learned.
04:55And what you're feeling.
04:56The last thing I need to do is be, you know,
04:59poking that bear and stirring that pot.
05:03Actions speak louder than words, and
05:06Nutty Seller and I have done enough acting.
05:09Take care.
05:11You don't want to talk about how special I am?
05:14To your fiancé.
05:18This just spice things up.
05:21Oh, my God.
05:23I'm terrified to receive a message from the hall.
05:25Like, I want to know where his head's at.
05:27This is like, I think, the make it or break it moment.
05:45Come on, buddy.
05:46All right.
05:48Me and Great were sleeping in the bed every night since, what, last couple of days.
05:51But, um, earlier, Great and Tammy were on the floatie.
05:55She's like, holding his arms.
05:57I don't know if he was just like, trying to do that to get a rise at me.
06:00But don't tell me one thing and then do something else.
06:03Like, what are your plans for the party?
06:04Just have fun.
06:06Have all the fun you want.
06:08But just don't be disrespectful.
06:09Would you be more specific?
06:13Are you telling me something I cannot do?
06:15I'm not saying what you cannot do.
06:17But I think certain things would be, like, a little disrespectful to me.
06:22Like what?
06:23Maybe he's just, like, oblivious.
06:25He doesn't know what boundaries are or what not to cross or what not to do when, you know, you're
06:30dating somebody in a villa.
06:32I don't know.
06:32I would just say I would feel a way if, um, there was, like, extreme, like, burden going in front
06:37of my face.
06:40I have trust issues and I'm not ready to, like, you know, throw all my eggs in on her.
06:46Like, I just, like, you know, I put her at a certain point just so she doesn't feel like she
06:50got me.
06:51I want you to understand that everybody's different.
06:53I do understand everybody's different, but I feel like you don't...
06:55I want you to understand that me and Paris just kind of, like, got out of a relationship.
06:59Okay, you keep talking about you're making this about a relationship, but no, you're not listening.
07:04You're literally not listening.
07:05Okay, the situation you're creating right now.
07:06I feel like you're intentionally disrespecting me right now and I'm not having that shit.
07:11After we leave this house, we really don't have to talk again, to be honest.
07:15What are you saying? Did you just say that right now?
07:18That we don't have to speak when we get out of here? Is that how you feel?
07:21Just stop talking tonight.
07:25All right.
07:35There.
07:36Come on.
07:38That's good.
07:42All right.
07:50Let's go out.
07:51Okay, you're so tall, bro.
07:55After last night, I was like,
07:58I don't know, I'm not into the whole awkward and whatever.
08:02In the beginning, I think Mike is there for me.
08:04And then I feel like there was a shift
08:06as soon as Sebastian voiced that he was interested
08:07in me as well.
08:08And I'm like, now are we just playing a game?
08:11Like, am I the prize?
08:11Like, I really do want to figure out whatever this is.
08:14And I don't want to lead anyone on.
08:16I'd be more interested in getting to know you.
08:20You're intriguing, but also I saw you last night.
08:22Like, you're like, bah, like, during the whole drama thing.
08:25So I'm like, so curious how you are
08:27when you're like pursuing girls.
08:29Like, are you not the Jill's type?
08:31I am, but I just felt awkward,
08:33especially with Paris doing that.
08:34Like, I was like, yo, I never pressured anybody, so like.
08:37Yeah, well, it's a weird situation.
08:39Yeah.
08:44I'm gonna have to put it work.
08:45You know what?
08:45This is what I was made to do.
08:47I know I've been all over the place.
08:49I said I like Caitlyn, then I went back to Marisela.
08:54But I really like Caitlyn.
08:57I hope you know that every time I see you,
08:58I want to attack you.
09:00Yeah, but also I can't.
09:01I don't know.
09:02I don't know.
09:03Hmm.
09:04How do I say this in a nice way?
09:06Like, if it was getting too serious,
09:08you'd be like, meh, maybe not.
09:10I was like that.
09:11Just took me a little bit to realize it, you know?
09:14Yeah, you are not on my radar day one.
09:16I have to give everyone else a fair chance.
09:21No, I'm like, genuinely interested in you.
09:24I hope you know that.
09:32I don't know.
09:42I don't know what you're doing.
09:46Yeah, I don't know what you're doing here.
09:47Yeah.
09:48We getting weird tonight, it's pew tonight.
09:51Where the ladies at? Where the ladies at?
09:54Check it out!
10:07Need a break! God damn!
10:13I'm trying to go with the flow and just vibe and have fun.
10:16I've been thinking too much in my head.
10:19I'm really feeling this.
10:21And, you know, every day our bond grows more and more.
10:25But when it comes to Vanessa, her bonfires, you know,
10:30I feel like she was trying to show me that she still cares about me.
10:33I'm forming this bond, but I'm not ready to let Vanessa go.
10:38My head is telling me one thing, and my heart is telling me another.
10:42And it's like, which one do I follow?
10:44Wanna change it? Rearrange it?
10:50We deserve a life of love and nothing less.
10:54Oh, yeah.
11:00Tonight is country.
11:08Christian, you're a hug. One, two, and three.
11:13Come here.
11:16I think it's getting better every day. We're partying.
11:19We're partying.
11:21It's okay!
11:23It's your money, baby.
11:27I look at you with pure disgust, if you haven't noticed.
11:30Honestly, I don't like you that much.
11:33I don't like you either.
11:36The last bonfire just makes me want to explore my connection with Bryce a little bit deeper, especially after what
11:43I saw in that clip.
11:44Laid up with a bitch kissing.
11:47Bryce, you don't even know what to do with all these buns, man.
11:50I'm gonna find out.
11:57Save a horse, ride a cowboy.
11:59So, that's the energy we're going into this rodeo night with.
12:11Oh!
12:13Now it's a party!
12:15The light's going up!
12:16Come on, now!
12:16The light's going up!
12:18The red strobe light's going crazy!
12:20Look at that!
12:20Word!
12:21Crazy!
12:22I really have to go bad for the guys, but I think they're ready to have some fun.
12:28Cheers.
12:29What are we chasing today?
12:30Cheers to a good night.
12:33A good night.
12:34Wear wax.
12:35Is this your hot mask?
12:37Tammy, Tammy, Tammy.
12:39Tammy, I just feel like Tammy cannot control herself.
12:42She must have missed her face.
12:45She must have missed her face.
12:45She must have missed her face.
12:46She must have missed her face.
12:46She must have missed her face like this.
12:48Just once.
12:50I don't want it planned.
12:52I know I don't want it planned, but I felt like we were in the moment over there, but you're
12:55like...
12:55Where?
12:56Once again, here's Tammy trying to stir it up.
13:00And Raid loves the attention that he gets from the girls in the house.
13:04Like, he literally cannot help himself.
13:06We're all friends here, so stop making shit weird.
13:09I'm just smiling, like...
13:11You're always just smiling.
13:14Wait, Abby.
13:16Abby's gonna come.
13:17All right, let me ask you something for a second.
13:18Are we gonna take a shot?
13:20Here.
13:20Tonight, Abby is who I want to, like, target, because I feel like I haven't given her a shot.
13:26Raid, do you want a shot?
13:27Of course.
13:28Okay.
13:29So you're gonna lay back, and I'm gonna pour it in.
13:32If I don't do this, I'm gonna regret it.
13:35I gotta do what Greg gotta do.
13:36This is my story.
13:38I'm the main character of my story.
13:40Come closer.
13:42He has Nafisha, Tammy, Tia, and I don't know.
13:47He says he's interested in me.
13:49So I think there's a lot going on with him.
13:52It's one time.
13:54I mean, I think you're super cute.
13:57Mm-hmm.
13:57And I think you have a great kiss in the alley, but I don't know if I'm ready to kiss
14:00you.
14:02I wouldn't say she turned me down.
14:04She doesn't?
14:06It's like she was scared at the moment.
14:08I was trying to give her the spotlight.
14:09I was trying to see if she's ready to, like, get out of that shell.
14:12But I wasn't getting that vibe.
14:14Did you see me?
14:15Hi, Greg.
14:16We got shot.
14:16Hi.
14:19Are you ready?
14:20We're having a conversation.
14:21Can you give us a second?
14:22Sure.
14:23This is our make or break right now.
14:26I'm letting it be known right now, don't play with me anymore.
14:30This is where I stand.
14:31If you cannot meet me here, then literally do not talk to me after this.
14:35Oh, he'll be a shower over there.
14:36Yeah, hold it for him.
14:37He's coming.
14:38I know he's coming.
14:40You see what I'm saying?
14:43Like, it's you causing the extra shit that doesn't need to be happening.
14:46And you're involving me and it's messy and ghetto.
14:49I'm not involving you.
14:50Get off of me, dude.
14:51I want to dance with you.
14:52Okay.
14:52Then make that clear to everybody else.
14:55Until then, don't talk to me.
14:58I think I might have made a mistake entertaining the women in the house.
15:02And I hope Efisa forgives me.
15:27Tell me that this girl's personality.
15:30She doesn't give no .
15:35Well, do not tell me.
15:37You look so good.
15:39That's been mad sexy.
15:40You mine.
15:42Are you having a good night?
15:43Yeah, I am.
15:44That's important.
15:45I'm happy for you.
15:46Are you having a good night?
15:47I am.
15:48I'm having a blast.
15:49You're having a blast without me?
15:51You're having a blast without you.
15:53That's crazy.
15:54I can have a blast with or without you.
15:56That's your choice, baby.
15:58Efisa is looking beautiful.
16:00And I am mad at myself for not giving her the attention she desired.
16:06What do you want to do?
16:07You want to go over there or you go over there?
16:09You want to hang with the thirsty bitches?
16:10You can hang with the thirsty bitches.
16:11It's up to you.
16:12You choose.
16:13It's all up to you.
16:14Whatever.
16:14It's great's world.
16:15I'm just living in it.
16:18Want me to take a shot with you?
16:20Are you asking me?
16:22You want to?
16:22I want to go over there.
16:23I want to have a shot with me.
16:25Do you want me?
16:27Do you want me to?
16:30Come on, let's go.
16:31Ready?
16:32You want to go?
16:33Come on, let's go.
16:35All right, let's go.
16:35Let's go take a shot.
16:36All right, dude.
16:37I'm going to give you another chance, but don't play with me anymore, because I'm done after
16:43this.
16:44And leave the rest up to you.
16:46It feels good to have Nafisa forgive me for all the craziness I did tonight.
16:52And I'm happy because I felt like I was about to lose my queen.
16:57I'll be thinking about you all night, all night, oh.
17:05Yo, it's lit.
17:07It's lit.
17:09I hate that light.
17:11Oh my gosh, that has to be the worst part of this entire experience.
17:15But you know what?
17:16Just that light.
17:17Who gives a about it?
17:19Then we should recreate great-ing ass.
17:22I know.
17:23Yeah.
17:23What was Hall's thing?
17:25I'll show you.
17:26All right.
17:26Put one right here.
17:27All right.
17:29So this is what I saw as a lost bonfire.
17:34Oh, shit.
17:36Oh.
17:38I think we're getting a little petty, but I think I've been feeling
17:41guilty even just for the smallest things.
17:43Just like flirting and feeling bad for being attracted to these men.
17:47Not anymore.
17:59At this point, I don't even care about the red light anymore.
18:02And I'm going to break that red light at the boys' villa.
18:06I love this view.
18:09Oh, this is temptation, y'all.
18:12Paris is starting to light.
18:14Mm-hmm.
18:14Really open up to touch.
18:16And I love it.
18:18Sexy.
18:27Look at that!
18:29Seriously, guys!
18:30**** that light.
18:31**** that light.
18:32**** that light.
18:34You guys, is this what happens when you stay up late?
18:39Oh I guess.
18:40Why have you been sitting out?
18:41This is wild!
18:42I think I'll deal with that. I've I've genuinely with that we're out
19:12I just want to waste the day away, away with you. I just want to waste the day away.
19:23Hey, you still have glitter. I know. To this day. After yesterday, I just like how you just, you allowed
19:30me to do what I got to do and kind of trust in me, I guess.
19:35Yeah, I was just letting you know. You just got to see it for yourself. Over time, my feelings did
19:42start developing and like there's a lot of emotions getting involved and you don't want to get hurt.
19:49So with that being said, I'm going to trust what he's saying. So yeah, let's see what happens. I feel
19:59like I can let my guard down more too.
20:02When I came into this house, I had my guard up and I have trust issues. It felt refreshing, you
20:08know, like hearing her say that because that was how I felt too.
20:12I was thinking about you. Oh, I was thinking about you too. What were you thinking about?
20:30I did not see this for myself. Coming here to Temptation Island. Me neither.
20:35The fact that you took all this time to like untangle me despite me pushing you away because that's all
20:41I was doing is pushing you away since day one. I with that. So that's not something that I'm going
20:47to like take for granted.
20:49I really appreciate how vulnerable and upfront Chris is with telling me all this information, but I'm still scared. Like
20:57I'm still guarded just because it sounds like it's too good to be true. Like we literally met in paradise.
21:02But just know that whatever you feel is mutual. So how do I know you're not just saying that? Because
21:09I'm 30 years old. Yes, I'm still young, but I have no time to waste.
21:12Yeah, I've been in a dating game. I've been in a relationship like I'm there's nothing out there in the
21:18streets for me.
21:19You don't think it's gonna be like out of sight, out of mind type of vibe? Nah, like if I
21:23like you, I like it. A queen is making herself available and giving me her time and being patient. I
21:31can't take that for granted. I feel like what I have with Alexis will grow and elevate into something beautiful.
21:39Oh, he's so giggly. It's okay. I like you too, Lex. I do like, I do. I do. I do.
21:45I just, I pray that you're patient with me as I go through this healing process. And as I try
21:52to get myself back on my feet.
22:00Last night was fun. Like, I'm exploring something a little different with Christiane. And I'm really enjoying just getting to
22:09know someone physically, but without having sex.
22:17Are you working out?
22:19I'm doing it. All right, come talk to me then. I have like genuine feelings for Caitlyn. But obviously Sebi
22:27and Caitlyn are getting closer and I think I have some wise words, giving her the knowledge, dropping the knowledge
22:33on her.
22:34Come here for a second. I don't want to say this too loud. People are here for different reasons.
22:41For sure. And I don't want you to be hurt unnecessarily.
22:45Yeah. And I know for a fact, Sebi is here for different reasons.
22:50What's bothering me the most is that I'm like really attracted to him. But I'm like, I don't know why
22:53you're here. And I don't know if you're actually genuinely wrong. Whatever. So, however this goes down, I want to
22:58remain friends with you.
22:59I think it's turned into a little competition with Mike now. I'm like, I feel like he's just fighting for
23:03my attention. And now it's getting to this awkward place where I want to get to know you both, but
23:07not like this.
23:08I'm telling you, sexy side coming up.
23:12All right. It's not sexy if you say it like that.
23:14It's not. But you'll see.
23:16I mean, what was that? That was a lot much. I don't even know how to do that information.
23:23How are you feeling?
23:24I don't know.
23:26Okay.
23:26I don't know what to feel because of like the engagement and stuff like that. And I don't want you
23:32to be unhappy, but like, I like you a lot.
23:39You're the first girl that I've had feelings for since my ex. So like, it's kind of scary. And it
23:43just like makes me like feel things about like what I felt with my ex. So like, it's all trauma
23:49a little bit like PTSD.
23:50Like you really mean that? Yeah. So like, I'm just like feeling like I don't want to get hurt either.
23:56Came here to be a temptation and not catch feelings. But here we are catching feelings.
24:03There was three girls with boyfriends and I had to pick the one that's engaged. So.
24:10Well, thanks for opening up.
24:13Yeah, you're welcome.
24:15And not just looking and smelling good.
24:17I love making people jealous.
24:20It's a lot. This is a lot. Never been a million years that I come in here thinking of me
24:24like this.
24:25Yeah.
24:26I'm like having deja vu because like, we already broke up once. If we break up again, it's like what?
24:30Can I get back with him? Because I'm just like scared to like, make a change and like do me
24:34and do all the shit that I like probably want to do that I feel like I couldn't do.
24:39The only thing that should matter is your happiness. Like pick yourself.
24:42Should be about the person you love as well. But like when it's a situation like that, where you're not
24:46sure and the person keeps picking like leaving instead of staying, you should pick yourself.
25:01I'm getting ready to receive my video message from Rob and it just feels like eternity. I just can't wait
25:07to hear what my man has to say to me.
25:11I'm getting a little nervous because I know we're supposed to receive our video messages, but whichever way it goes,
25:16I will deal with it.
25:17And to a point where I'm like, I have no tears left. So we'll see what he has to say.
25:32I'm really anxious today because I think Vanessa is going to be devastated at my video.
25:38She doesn't even know how sad I've been, how annoyed I've been, the resentment I've built up just dealing with
25:45her.
25:46Last night was a good time, but I'm stressed. These video messages are starting to weigh on me big time.
25:56I'm thinking of what Caitlin wants to say to me and that scares me a lot.
26:10I'm normally the life of the party. I'm the center of attraction. But lately it's been difficult trying to entertain
26:21distractions.
26:22In order for Vanessa to save our relationship, I'm hoping to hear that she has changed her ways.
26:28Because at this point, I really do like Dez. I want to see where that goes. But on the back
26:33of my mind, I'm still hanging in there for Vanessa.
26:38All right, here we go. Everything's well.
26:43Papi, it looks like you've been enjoying your time on the island. Needless to say, I'm devastated.
26:49My intent was to never hold you back, and I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I only ever wanted you
26:54to be at peace.
26:55You came here to show me that you can be trustworthy and that you are ready to settle down, but
27:00sadly, I don't think that's the truth.
27:03I pushed us this far, but only because I thought our relationship was strong enough to handle it.
27:09I'm so used to having to be strong, but I'm just looking for security. I hope your future decisions reflect
27:16the man that I know that you can be.
27:18Don't you go and tell me I've made my bed.
27:23What up, Rob? I've been spending a lot of time with your girl here, and you're about to lose out
27:27on a real one.
27:28I know you guys came here with a plan, and you kind of abandoned that plan, and she's feeling some
27:33type of way about that.
27:34If you don't want me leaving here with your girl, you got to lock it in because she's a great
27:38woman, and you just got to do better. Good luck.
27:43I'm young, and I'm dumb, and I'm standing there still.
27:47I'm very disappointed with this message because I don't think he sees the real Vanessa. I don't think he sees
27:53the Vanessa I live with.
27:54And it's like she still thinks that I am the villain. I'm the bad guy in the relationship.
27:59I wanted to see more growth from Vanessa, but I just didn't see that.
28:03I've been putting in work, been trying my best.
28:08I'm about to see Rob's video message, and I feel incredibly anxious.
28:13I need to know that he is ready to settle down and work on things with me, and that he's
28:18not willing to jeopardize our relationship or risk losing me.
28:26All right, tell me when.
28:28Go ahead.
28:29Vanessa, I've grown a tremendous amount since I came to this island, and I hope you have as well.
28:35For the first time in my life, I'm seeing what standards I want in a relationship and what I want
28:41out of my partner.
28:43I've noticed that we are a very toxic couple, and we both need to make changes to end this cycle
28:49of toxicity.
28:51There's a lot of things that we both need to do.
28:55I still love you, but I don't think you have what it takes to change, but I hope to God
29:01you can.
29:06During this time in the island, I've been able to emotionally connect with Rob and get to know everything that
29:11makes him unique and special.
29:13Rob is the funniest, most empathetic, and emotion-intelligent person I've met in a very long time.
29:19He deserves a partner who is open-minded, empathetic, and emotionally available, not a partner who's controlling.
29:28I appreciate you for bringing Rob to this island and showing me what a real man is.
29:38Things change, people change. Never thought it'd be this way. I can feel your energy slowly drift away from me.
29:50Who the do you think put in that work to make him like that, okay?
29:54Because this man was not like that when I met him, and it was my efforts and my prying and
30:00my pulling and my work that made him so emotionally available.
30:04And he feels like I need to prove to him now that I'm able to make this change.
30:11If he feels like what we have is unhealthy and he has something healthier with this young lady, then I
30:17encourage him to pursue that.
30:19But kids gotta grow up with just kids in love.
30:28I thought that we had it all. But that's when we hit the wall. No clue that you felt that
30:38way. I watched you go upon the brakes.
30:41At this time, I don't believe that Maricela will send me a message.
30:45From what I saw at the bonfire clip, I just don't think she's feeling me like that anymore or wants
30:52to put forth the energy to send me a message.
30:55But I'm ready to not receive one if that's what's in the cards for me.
31:02Hey, Christopher. Coming to this island, I never expected to learn so much.
31:08I came to this island with questions about our future and realized I had the answers all along.
31:16I spent days crying and asking myself over and over again.
31:21What am I doing here? And what do I truly want?
31:25The answer was and has always been happiness.
31:30Sadly, Christopher, our relationship doesn't bring me the happiness that I so much desire.
31:37I thank God for this experience, for allowing me to find myself and allowing myself to experience Maricela for the
31:46first time.
31:49I am amazing, just as I am.
31:53I love you, Christopher. I thank you for the time that we spent together.
31:58And I truly hope you find what you're looking for.
32:12Hearing Maricela say that she loves me made me feel guilty because I didn't abide by all of the rules
32:20that were given.
32:20I can't shake this feeling, and it's confusing me.
32:24Were we just a losing game?
32:28Tell me, do you feel the same?
32:31Cause I can take the pain.
32:35I am about to see Christopher's video message.
32:39I just really want to hear him say, I'm sorry.
32:43Because he tried to, like, change me into what he's looking for.
32:48And I don't want him to say anything, attempting to hold me back in any way.
32:57Maricela, over the past couple days, I've got to connect with Chris and all the ups and downs of your
33:02relationship.
33:03He's done nothing but respect you and speak highly of you.
33:07Unfortunately, you've officially broken him by writing him hair.
33:10But I'm glad he's here because I see his potential, and I'm looking forward to helping him find himself again.
33:18It sends a message when you have someone else speak for you, and you can't be man enough to speak
33:25for yourself.
33:26Be more of a man, be more of a leader.
33:29That's what I need in my life, and I've told Chris multiple times.
33:33And it's not surprising that he couldn't tell me how he felt himself.
34:00I feel like I'm ready for this moment.
34:02I hope that she sends me a video because I think she's just messing around.
34:06And I don't approve of what she's doing, so I'm curious to know what she says to me.
34:15Great. You brought me into this journey to prove to me that you can be loyal and that our love
34:20can last forever, even when we are apart.
34:23I thought maybe because we have similar backgrounds, our connection was going to be stronger.
34:30You are my lover and my best friend.
34:33But now I question everything because the way that you embarrass me, it makes me wonder if you ever truly
34:39loved me.
34:41I hope that you take the remaining time on this journey to fix the mistakes that you made and to
34:47prove that you can be a better man.
34:52I feel like she's delusional.
34:55She's the one that's embarrassing me.
34:57She was just messing around. She's not learning anything.
35:00I think she's the one that needs to get her act together.
35:03I don't think I'm doing anything bad here. I'm actually going through this journey.
35:07The one person that I actually hooked up with is the person I'm pursuing.
35:11It's not like I'm here hooking up with this person and just messing around. No.
35:21I feel very nervous because I want to know what went through his mind.
35:25I want to know what happened to all the things that we talked about.
35:28I want to know what triggered him to act like that.
35:32So I'm kind of excited to see what he has to say.
35:34And I just hope that he tends to apologize.
35:41Paris. We both came here in hopes that we would take advantage of this journey and come out of this
35:48stronger.
35:50However, by being here, I realized that I have trust issues and I am afraid of being hurt.
36:00I see everything that you're doing, being Paris, and it's everything that I'm afraid of.
36:07I am also on my own journey.
36:10I am proud to say that I'm becoming a better version of myself each and every day.
36:16Hey, Paris. It seems like you're enjoying your time on the island and so are we.
36:21After bonding so deeply with Greg, I found that he is very funny, charming, and a great listener.
36:27We've spent several long nights together and it's just left me so confused on why you brought him here in
36:33the first place.
36:33I just hope that you're getting out of this experience what you like as much as great is on our
36:38side of the island.
36:40Bye.
36:53I was praying. I was hoping that he can say, I'm sorry. I'm going to be a better man. I'm
36:58going to be loyal to you.
37:00And the fact that he had a girl saying in my face that she slept with him is not rude.
37:07It's... I just want to know where I went wrong.
37:10You should have seen it coming.
37:14Right now, I'm confused. We had plans. We had plans to get married, have kids.
37:18I just want to know what happened.
37:25How it starts with a spark and you love how it feels.
37:31I'm about to watch Hall's video message and I just hope he still wants to make this relationship work and
37:37that he's been working on himself.
37:38Worst case scenario, which is that Hall no longer wants to get married. It would be heartbreaking.
37:50Caitlin, you are strong, dependable, caring. You are beautiful inside and out.
37:58We came to this island knowing that we needed something and we were missing something.
38:04I hope that you have fully embraced this opportunity to work on yourself.
38:10I have and I have now found true happiness with myself.
38:17Hi, Caitlin. During my time here on Temptation Island, I have had the most amazing time getting to know Hall.
38:26Never in a million years did I expect to fall for someone on such a deep and emotional level.
38:34Hall and I share all of the same family values and he is everything I've been searching for in a
38:41man, future husband and father.
38:44Thank you for bringing Hall to this island because if you had not, I would have never experienced true love
38:52and I would have never met my soulmate.
38:57The second message was from the same girl from the bonfire clips and it was so over the top.
39:03So like, thank you for bringing Hall to the island.
39:06I was like, what just happened?
39:08But Hall's video message was very like surface.
39:11Like I, I didn't really get anything out of it.
39:14I just felt like he was like just saying whatever.
39:16Whatever.
39:17So I didn't really know what to think.
39:20You don't know why, but you're thinking of me.
39:25Don't act surprised when I frequent your dreams.
39:29It is now time to see the video messages.
39:33And I don't know what I'm going to see, but I am getting torn up inside thinking about it.
39:51Okay.
39:53Hall, I love you so much.
39:56You'll always be my greatest love.
39:59And I truly feel like you're the only person I've really opened up my heart to.
40:03I absolutely love the life we built together and I really appreciate everything you do for me.
40:08But I know we came here to explore deeper our emotional connection as a couple.
40:13Hearing you doubt, question, betray what we have and me as your partner, you know, really hurts.
40:21And I'm not sure if I can forgive it again.
40:24I want to be loved.
40:26I deserve to be loved.
40:27I deserve to be cherished.
40:28I deserve to feel absolutely secure in my relationship and know that I am the one for my person.
40:33I'm really hoping that we can take what we're doing now.
40:36And that there's still a possibility to come together, to grow as a partnership and a family.
40:40I love you so much and I miss you so much.
40:52The video message that I saw from Caitlin, to hear that from her, definitely hit me in a much needed
41:05spot.
41:07It's made me realize I know what I want.
41:11Can I please talk to Caitlin?
41:26I'm just ready.
41:28No room for hiding.
41:35There's no second chance.
41:41I cannot wait any longer.
41:44So much I care for this girl.
41:46She deserves to finally hear the truth from me.
41:57What are you doing here?
42:02What are you about to say?
42:05I have to talk to you.
42:07No.
42:07No.
42:07Do you know what happens to us at нем?
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