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Grey's Anatomy-Season 22 Episode 18
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00:05James Arison, an Australian blood donor, was nicknamed the man with the golden arm.
00:12His blood contained a rare antibody necessary to make a life-saving medication.
00:17Auntie Dee.
00:21We have kids. Did you forget about them?
00:23Or have you just made up your mind and now I have to be the bad guy to tell you
00:26not to go?
00:26That's not what's happening.
00:27Or destroy a bridge collapse. Assumed you need everything.
00:29Whatever you want. Like you always do.
00:31Chief?
00:32I'm sorry. I just need a minute to take care of something.
00:35Want me to have the desks in that on alert to all available personnel?
00:37That'd be great. Thank you.
00:39Wait, do you have eyes on that bridge?
00:42Probably. Why, you need something?
00:44Owen takes that bridge to work.
00:46Hopefully he wasn't on it. I'll ask my contacts and I'll keep you posted.
00:59Andy Dee injections were given to pregnant mothers whose blood wasn't compatible with their unborn babies.
01:19James donated over 1,000 times.
01:22James donated over 1,000 times.
01:23What he could survive without
01:27saved over 2 million lives.
01:41I checked with the lab. The mice are still pubescent.
01:44I do not head with them. That was a rough time in my life.
01:48So while they mature, we should focus on the estrogen receptors in the brain.
01:51And Nick is kind enough to call over to the head of radiology at Fox Boston
01:55and see if they'll let us use their FES PET scanner.
01:58Oh, tell him I said thank you.
02:00You can tell him yourself. He's on his way here.
02:03I know maybe no ice cream.
02:04We had ice cream when we told him about the divorce.
02:06I know it's good news.
02:09Can we talk tonight?
02:11Hey, Amelia?
02:13Good morning.
02:14Nice mom like that.
02:15You know when you want something really badly that it can't possibly meet expectations,
02:19but then it actually exceeds them?
02:21I slept with Lucas.
02:22What?
02:23No.
02:23What'd I miss?
02:24She hooked up with Adams.
02:25Hey!
02:26I'm sorry, it just came out.
02:27Wait, last night I thought that was Brian.
02:29Was he there too?
02:31Aren't you fired?
02:32The alert said whoever's available and I'm available.
02:35You were fired?
02:35Webber was angry, but I'm going to save a few lives, get back in his good graces,
02:40and get my job back by the end of the day.
02:41Do you have to?
02:46Oh, I didn't realize you were working in here.
02:48Uh-huh.
02:50Is it all right if I get some tea?
02:51Oh, go ahead.
02:53Ho, pilot.
02:56Summarize this bloated, self-indulgent word salad into three paragraphs.
03:03Oh.
03:05Much better.
03:07People sending me 60-page compliance reports.
03:10I don't have time for that nonsense.
03:14Apparently, I do.
03:17I heard you got binged.
03:19I'm sorry it came to that.
03:21You know we cannot fool around with the IRB.
03:23I know.
03:26But doesn't it bother you that they're trying to tell you how to run your hospital?
03:30Nobody tells me anything.
03:33Everything is a negotiation.
03:34Must be nice having a seat at the table.
03:37It's hard work.
03:38It's what it is.
03:39I had to learn epidemiology, data analytics, management theory.
03:44Now somebody's got to do it.
03:49Good morning.
03:51It's not a good morning.
03:52A bridge collapsed.
03:53Am I still smiling?
03:54A little bit, yeah.
03:55Sorry.
03:56I had a really good night.
03:58Me too.
03:59Listen up, everyone.
04:00SFD estimates that there were over 60 cars on that bridge.
04:03We are setting up triage outside and another area upstairs for patients who just need observation.
04:09This is an all-hands-on-deck situation, people, so if you need help, ask.
04:13If you see a need, jump in.
04:15All right, let's go to work.
04:17You were in bed pretty early last night.
04:19What?
04:20I texted and called.
04:21I figured you were asleep.
04:22I forgot to turn my phone off.
04:23Silence, all right.
04:24Yeah, no, it's all good.
04:26Just like old times.
04:27Just be fired.
04:29Cass.
04:30Hey.
04:30Are you doing okay?
04:31Is David okay?
04:32We're okay.
04:33I just can't get to Seattle Press because of the bridge.
04:36Do you need extra hands?
04:36How many do you have?
04:40More time.
04:42More time.
05:09Damn it.
05:20Help!
05:20We need help, please!
05:22We need help!
05:25Please!
05:26Come on, Hans.
05:27I'm Chief of Trauma Surgery at Grace Long Memorial.
05:30What's your name?
05:31It's us.
05:31My family, we're trapped.
05:34Okay, what's your name?
05:35I'm Hank.
05:37That's lady.
05:39All right.
05:40I'm going to help you.
05:41Yeah.
05:47What do we got?
05:49A 30-year-old female injured in a multi-car pileup near the bridge, intubated on the scene.
05:53Paramedics put on a pelvic binder.
05:54All right, everybody stand back.
05:59All right, Dr. Bryant.
06:00What do you see here?
06:01Uh, a few right rib fractures, but no pneumothorax.
06:03That is correct.
06:04All right, I'm getting paged to another trauma.
06:06Get the pelvic x-ray, and I'll be right back.
06:08Okay.
06:10Guys, someone's probably worried about her.
06:12Anyone mind if I get it?
06:12Be my guest.
06:14Hello?
06:15This is Dr. Bryant at Grace Long Memorial.
06:17Yo, sir, listen, your wife has been in an accident.
06:19We are assessing her injuries as we speak, but I need to know, is she on any medication?
06:22Has she had any...
06:26Paige OB.
06:26What?
06:27Paige OB.
06:28She's pregnant.
06:29I need OB down here.
06:31Was it weird?
06:32I don't remember.
06:33Are you two getting back together?
06:34No.
06:35It's a one-time mistake.
06:36Griffith, Millen, we're up.
06:3848-year-old male, MVC, secondary to bridge collapse, GCS 15, systolic 105, hachicardic,
06:44and the 120s.
06:47Oh, my God.
06:49Dr. Marsh?
06:49Griffith, Millen, tell Dr. Gray that I made.
06:52All right, let's move.
06:55We got you, Dr. Marsh.
07:02Are you able to move at all?
07:03Lainey, is your leg numb, or are you in pain?
07:06Lainey, hey, hey, hey.
07:07Lainey, look at me.
07:08Mom, why won't she talk?
07:09Get her doctor in a minute, buddy.
07:11Lainey, sweetie, is she okay?
07:12What's happening?
07:15I can't tell the extent of the damage to a leg from out here,
07:17but it looks like it's stuck between the door and this metal.
07:22Josh, I should wipe you unconscious this entire time.
07:26Okay.
07:28Okay, hold on.
07:29Is Mom dying?
07:30Are Mom and Lainey gonna die?
07:32Okay.
07:40Hold on, sweetie.
07:46All right.
07:46Is bruising on her neck most likely something hit her during impact?
07:52Josh, she can't breathe.
07:54I'm gonna have to place a tube in the skin of her throat.
07:58It's gonna look scary, but it's gonna save her life, all right?
08:01Hey, check on your sister.
08:02Dad.
08:03For God's sake, turn around and check on your sister.
08:10Whoa.
08:11Okay.
08:12All right.
08:14Okay.
08:18Breathe.
08:21Come on, come on.
08:22Breathe.
08:25Okay.
08:30Evidence of abdominal trauma?
08:31Start the FAST exam.
08:33Millen, I'm any other patient.
08:35Start at the 10th intercostal space and begin to...
08:38Upper right quadrant.
08:39Yeah.
08:39Nick, I'm here.
08:42Oh, Chris.
08:43What happened?
08:44Is he your husband?
08:45Yes.
08:45What is his FAST shell?
08:46He's got free fluid in the abdomen, but he's stable.
08:49We're gonna need a CT with contrast.
08:50He has a transplanted kidney, but his renal function is good.
08:53Okay, call radiology and tell them we're on our way.
08:55Let's prep to move.
08:55So I'm your husband?
08:57Is that what you're focused on right now?
09:00BP's dropping.
09:00Hang another unit?
09:01Yeah.
09:02I love you.
09:03I need you to know that.
09:04I love you.
09:04I love you, too.
09:05We need to intubate.
09:07Okay, come on.
09:07Let them do their jobs.
09:08Come on, Mary.
09:09Okay.
09:09Okay, come on.
09:14Sorry, it took me a minute.
09:16How are the creots?
09:17Um, okay, I think.
09:19Get me up to speed.
09:20This is Morgan Lewis.
09:21She has complex pelvic fractures, which has resulted in lock symphysis.
09:24And she's 32 weeks pregnant.
09:25Let me take a look.
09:26Let us know what you need.
09:27Well, I need to do a pelvic exam, so.
09:29Dr. Voucher to L&D.
09:31Dr. Jaff, Voucher to L&D.
09:32You said she's 32 weeks pregnant?
09:34That's what her husband said.
09:35Yeah, why?
09:35Because I see two feet sticking out.
09:37Get me an ultrasound.
09:40Okay.
09:44Okay, I can see a heartbeat.
09:48Crap.
09:48Baby's shifted further down into the pelvis.
09:50Now I can't see anything.
09:52Okay, let me try something.
09:55Okay.
09:58Come on.
09:59Come on.
10:01Okay, the pelvic fracture is making it impossible for me to move the baby.
10:04It's stuck.
10:05Can you do a C-section?
10:06It's too far down.
10:06That's why I'm trying to push it back up.
10:10If we don't make room for me to get the baby out, it'll die.
10:13What if I place percutaneous pins to open the pelvic ring?
10:15Could make some space.
10:16You think that can work?
10:17I could try.
10:18Okay.
10:19I'll get two pins and a drill.
10:22Hey, Chief.
10:24Did someone see Owen?
10:25Not yet, but the dive team found his truck.
10:27Dive team?
10:27Where?
10:27Was he in...
10:28He wasn't in it, but the driver's side window was broken.
10:30That's a good sign.
10:30Female, 63, hypotensive, lacerations on her head and arm.
10:34Trauma two.
10:35Warren, let's go.
10:36Go.
10:37You okay?
10:37Male 42, dislocated shoulder, possible femur fracture.
10:40Okay, trauma one.
10:41I could use some help here.
10:43Where do you need me?
10:44Visitors area.
10:45You don't work here.
10:46But everyone else is busy.
10:48Don't make me regret this.
10:50She's moving air on her own, but you need to load and go.
10:52She'll be taking a grace load.
10:54Okay, how we doing?
10:56Lanny's breathing funny.
10:59She's severely tachycardic.
11:00She's after low, her abdomen's bruised, and she's lost a lot of blood.
11:03Can I take a look?
11:04All right.
11:10She's about to code.
11:11She said they'll have Jaws of Life here in a couple minutes.
11:13She doesn't have that.
11:19I'm going to need an intubation kit, a tourniquet, and do we have a reciprocating saw down here?
11:23Get me a new blade.
11:24What's going on?
11:28Josh, in order to save Lanny, we need to free her from the car right now.
11:31If we wait for the rescue tools, she'll lose too much blood, and she'll die.
11:35So what are you going to do?
11:38I need to amputate her leg.
11:39What?
11:43Okay?
11:50What's this off for?
11:52I'm going to get your sister out of here.
11:54Okay, give me the tourniquet.
12:04Lanny's going to be okay, buddy.
12:06Uncle Hunt just needs to get around first.
12:08But you can't watch, so I need you to close your eyes, Hank.
12:12Buddy?
12:12You hear your dad?
12:19Shield wants you to do it.
12:21Lanny.
12:22She doesn't get scared.
12:27Do you?
12:30I still think you should close your eyes.
12:32Maybe turn around.
12:35Go ahead.
12:36Turn around.
12:38Good.
12:42Play baseball?
12:44Yeah.
12:45What position you play?
12:46Outfield.
12:47I'm not very good.
12:48Hey, outfield's important.
12:49You can see the whole game from there.
12:51Tell me about your last game, okay?
12:53Play by play.
12:53I need you to talk really loud.
12:55Can you do that?
12:59It was on Sunday.
13:00We played the A's.
13:02We were the whole team.
13:04Shannon was sick.
13:06So Miles had to pitch.
13:08He was lonely numbers because he usually plays short stuff.
13:13Okay, there we go.
13:13Adams placed the tea holder on that one.
13:15Got it.
13:16Clock's ticking.
13:17I'm acutely aware.
13:18Okay, done.
13:19I need you to manipulate the pelvic ring just enough for me to get the baby out, but not so
13:23much.
13:23But not so much that I rip her pelvic veins and she bleeds out and dies.
13:25Understood.
13:26How do you know how much is too much?
13:27Short answer?
13:28I don't.
13:30You ready?
13:31Uh-huh.
13:34Oh, damn it.
13:35You okay?
13:35Yeah, fine.
13:37Any progress?
13:37Hang on.
13:38Okay, come on.
13:39Push, push, push.
13:41Okay, the baby's coming.
13:43And, okay, he's out.
13:45Okay, scissors.
13:48Good work, everyone.
13:49Yeah.
13:50That was insane.
13:51All right, it's not over yet.
13:53Wait, she's leaving!
13:54Brian, Adams, help me get this pelvic binder on.
13:56We're gonna get her ready for the OR.
13:57We gotta move!
13:58Yep.
14:02Hey, I just heard.
14:03How is he?
14:04Can you come to the side?
14:06Yeah.
14:12What's going on?
14:13What?
14:22Dr. Marsh was one of the few who, um, you know, believed in us at the beginning.
14:29Listen, no one will hold it against you if you want to bow out, okay?
14:32I can do it.
14:33I just, um, just need a minute.
14:38That's Dr. Beckman.
14:39I gotta go.
14:40Hey.
14:42We got this.
14:48He's bleeding from his liver and spleen.
14:50We'll need to keep his pressers up to give the kidney graft its best chance at survival.
14:53He's on his way to the OR now.
14:54How familiar are you with kidney grafts?
14:56I'm an excellent surgeon, but I know what I don't know.
14:58I'm gonna have another doctor monitor his kidney.
15:00I will do it.
15:01I would normally jump at the chance to operate with you, but I don't feel comfortable with this.
15:05I've operated on Nick before.
15:06It'll be fine.
15:07You think it'll be fine if he decompensates, if he codes?
15:09No, it'll be as vigilant as I will.
15:10I know that you're scared, but we have an excellent general surgery department.
15:13You trained most of them.
15:19Where are you going?
15:23Her husband, uh, her first husband died because of incompetent surgeons.
15:29My God, that's awful.
15:30Yeah.
15:31It really was.
15:36Hey.
15:37How's your apocalypse going?
15:40Intense.
15:41Wilson just delivered a baby, trapped under her pelvis, feet first.
15:43And then Lincoln opens up her hip bones like he's been in metal or something.
15:47You saw it.
15:47I'm sorry.
15:48I'm coming at you hot.
15:49It's just, I get a little bit, uh, bamped when I'm stressed, so.
15:51Oh, I'm just tired.
15:52I was up late last night studying.
15:55What were you studying?
15:58Oh, wait.
15:59Lucas, um.
16:00Uh, you go ahead.
16:01I'll catch up.
16:02Okay, for sure.
16:02Hey, keep your phone on later, yeah?
16:04Yeah.
16:06You two still...
16:07Has anyone told you Marsh is here?
16:08Yeah, he had a conference.
16:10He was in the bridge collapse.
16:12Is he going to be okay?
16:13He has some internal bleeding, but his renal transplant looks stable.
16:17Look, I gotta go, but can you let me...
16:19Of course.
16:20We're taking good care of him.
16:22Thanks.
16:25Dr. Altman, our shoulder dislocation's been reduced.
16:27He's heading upstairs for a femoral spleen.
16:29Do you want me to take the arm injury in bed nine?
16:30Yes, thank you.
16:31And, uh, head lack in bed two.
16:33Guan?
16:35What the hell are you doing?
16:36I asked him to help.
16:37I don't know how I can make this any clearer.
16:39You don't work here.
16:40But the ER's backed up.
16:41You'll clear out your locker, turn in your badge, and leave.
16:44We don't need your help.
16:44I do.
16:45I need his help.
16:46Don't go anywhere.
16:47He doesn't have privileges.
16:48I don't care.
16:48There are dozens of patients waiting to be seen, and more on the way.
16:51I need hands, and if he happens to inject someone with an experimental drug today,
16:55which I really don't think he'll do, you can blame me.
16:58Bed nine, go.
17:06Hey.
17:08So it's mayhem out there.
17:09You're in here doing paperwork?
17:10I was benched from surgery.
17:12Well, that's a problem, because I need you in OR, too.
17:14Well, unless you want to return past favors and fight for my medical license, you need to
17:19He's on the bridge.
17:20He's hypotensive.
17:21Needs an X-lap.
17:22He may lose his kidney.
17:23Well, you should have lived with that.
17:25I need his full medical history on the way.
17:33Bolus her with fluids to make sure Grace Lone is ready with Oneg.
17:36You want to make sure my dad gets out?
17:38Hey, I won't leave until he does, okay?
17:40I'm okay, buddy.
17:40I'll see you at the hospital.
17:42Don't get into trouble.
17:44Okay.
17:45Let's go.
17:55My kids won't see, right, when they lift this thing off me.
17:59I'm not an idiot.
18:00I know what might happen.
18:02Josh, you need to hold on.
18:03We're going to get you out of here.
18:07You know, I drive this bridge every day.
18:09I don't even think I'm malicious anymore.
18:13Between yelling at my kids to start fighting or my wife going over to share a calendar a hundred times.
18:23You know, hell does a share a calendar in your 40s, right?
18:29You got one?
18:31I do.
18:33Dr. Hunt, we're ready here.
18:37Thank you for getting my family out.
18:41They're my life.
18:43Yeah.
18:44I need you to tell them that.
18:47Josh, listen.
18:49Could you go up?
18:51Could you take my wedding?
18:53Give it to Sam.
18:55Please.
18:56Josh.
18:57Please.
19:00Please.
19:07Okay.
19:07Okay.
19:11Of course.
19:15Now.
19:23Damn it.
19:23Come on, Josh.
19:24Hang on.
19:26Come on.
19:27Come on.
19:28You've reached Owen Hunt.
19:29I'm not available, right?
19:31Haltman?
19:32What are you?
19:33You okay?
19:34I'm just, uh, stressed.
19:37Well, about something besides the influx of patients?
19:40Like, you've mobilized this hospital in minutes.
19:42I've also seen you deal with much bigger catastrophes.
19:45Owen was on the Royer Bridge, and I haven't heard from him.
19:48Every time I call him, it goes straight to voicemail.
19:50Maybe he just forgot to charge his phone.
19:52The fire department found his truck in the water.
19:56And we had this huge fight last night over a job offer, and it just seems so dumb now.
20:03It is early.
20:04Mm-hmm.
20:06So don't give up hope.
20:08Look, if you need some time to yourself, I can hold things down here.
20:12I just, I just need to keep busy.
20:21You okay?
20:23Yeah, it's just a headache.
20:26You okay?
20:27I'm fine.
20:29You sure?
20:31That was a difficult delivery, and mom's in rough shape.
20:38Jill, you can talk to me about this stuff.
20:40Our patient is bleeding internally after her traumatic birth, and I have to be the one to stop it.
20:44So no, I can't actually talk about it right now, because if I start thinking about how terrifying it is,
20:48I won't be able to do my job.
20:50My job is to save this woman's life.
20:54What do we got?
20:55Sam Green, 44.
20:56Car crash in the bridge.
20:57Collapsed.
20:58Systolics in the 90s.
20:59Sats 96%.
21:00Cranked on the scene.
21:01Someone did a crack in the field?
21:03Yeah, it's one of those keychain things.
21:04Some survivalist whack job probably discovered it on the internet.
21:07You have to be a medical provider to buy it.
21:09Let me in there.
21:16That's from Dr. Hunt's keychain.
21:18I have the same one.
21:19When I said survivalist whack job, I meant...
21:21All right, you know, let's get X-ray in here.
21:26We will formalize the tracheotomy once we get a better look at her other injuries.
21:33Nelson is covering for me on the floor, but depending on a patient's CT, I might be needed an OR3.
21:38Are you sure you want me up here?
21:40They can't stop the bleeding.
21:41It is maxed out on pressers.
21:42I'm not going anywhere.
21:43I need two clamps followed by a stick tie.
21:49More traction.
21:57I threatened him when you two got together.
22:00What did you say?
22:01I asked him to fill your life with love and joy.
22:04And if he didn't?
22:05The threat was implied, but trust me, he got it.
22:08Turns out I had nothing to worry about.
22:09I'm getting control over here.
22:10The way you two love and support each other.
22:14It's really beautiful.
22:15So you want me to threaten Tony?
22:19She wants to be with her ex.
22:21They can't get in the way of that.
22:23They have a kid.
22:23They were married.
22:25So what if they were?
22:26They also got divorced.
22:27I've been married and I've been not married.
22:29It's not the same.
22:30The level of commitment I had with Owen compared to anyone else, it just felt more intentional.
22:38It was a choice.
22:40She has that with Celine, not me.
22:42Send a tag.
22:43Dr. Bailey.
22:46Oh, no.
22:49The room bag is empty.
22:51How long since it was placed?
22:53An hour.
22:56His kidney's shutting down.
22:58It looks like the bleeding's under control now to figure out the aneuria.
23:03We're going to need some help out here.
23:06Dash Green, 43.
23:07Hunt?
23:08What the hell happened?
23:09He needs an ED Thor economy chest.
23:10He's pinned by the steering wheel.
23:11Floss pulses and intubated on the scene.
23:13I know available trauma rooms.
23:14I can get you straight into an OR though, but you're going to need to get that lack assessed.
23:17I'm seeing him through.
23:18Somebody pay Dolman.
23:24Maybe it's something simple.
23:26Would we check them slowly?
23:29No kinks and no signs of obstruction.
23:31I should be down there.
23:32No, you should not.
23:33The renal grafts looked healthy on the CT.
23:35There was no sign of bleeding, no sign of trauma.
23:37I don't want to make another incision to check it because that alone might risk injuring it.
23:41Could the decreased output be just from sustained hypotension?
23:44Well, that could have explained it before.
23:45But now that he's stable, he should be putting out more urine.
23:48Look for a clot in the renal artery or vein.
23:50He had one six weeks after his transplant.
23:52I did the thrombectomy myself.
23:54Okay, I need an ultrasound right now.
23:56I came as soon as I heard.
24:00Dr. Bailey, oh my God.
24:02Dr. Bailey, you're not supposed to be operating.
24:04I would have asked for permission, but there wasn't time.
24:07If the IRB gets wind of it, have them talk to me.
24:10I asked her to scrub it.
24:12I needed someone I could trust out there.
24:13There's absence of Doppler flow.
24:16There must be a renal artery thrombosis.
24:18So much for not wanting to make another incision.
24:21Hey, Jandougu or anyone from Vascular.
24:23We need them in here now.
24:24I'll let this slide.
24:26But rules are rules.
24:27Even if you're an experienced surgeon.
24:30If you need anything, just say the word, thank you.
24:39Okay, I'm in.
24:41Okay.
24:42Actually, this might be my last surgery.
24:45Do you think I could do the wedge resection?
24:47Okay.
24:48All right.
24:50Demarcate where you're going to do the wedge.
24:52Mm-hmm.
24:54Good.
24:55Clamp distal to that line.
24:58Okay, GIA stapler.
24:59All right, now make sure that you staple across the lung tissue so that there's a good seal.
25:05Wait, wait, wait.
25:07There's edema.
25:08If you staple now, the line could fail and you could have air leaks.
25:11You need to wait for a few seconds for the fluid to leave the area.
25:15Okay, go ahead.
25:20Staple line looks good.
25:21Saline?
25:21Inflate the lung, please.
25:27Congratulations, Dr. Kwan.
25:29You are good to close.
25:30This is OR2.
25:32Dr. Altman, they're requesting you on a case next door.
25:34Okay, I'll be right there.
25:36She'll be there shortly.
25:37Thanks.
25:37It's easy to see residents as replaceable.
25:40You are all at the same point in your training.
25:43It's hard to stand out.
25:45Tell Dr. Weber, specimen, what makes you someone he needs at this hospital.
25:50You really think that'll work?
25:52I think you've got the skills to back it up.
25:55Mm-hmm.
26:06Ndugu.
26:08All right, where are we?
26:09A clot in the renal vessels of a transplant.
26:12I need more labs.
26:15But I'll do it better now.
26:23This time.
26:31After the flood.
26:34Inserting the Fogarty.
26:38I didn't want to drown you.
26:43Inflating the balloon.
26:47Clots up.
26:48Suction?
26:50Let's get proximal and distal control again.
26:52But I'm still too full of fear and pride.
27:04I just won't fear you.
27:12I'm still too full of fear and pride.
27:12Moment of truth.
27:13Clots up.
27:15Come on, man.
27:17Come on, pick up.
27:18Come on, pick up.
27:23Pick up.
27:31Oh, my God.
27:42What do we got?
27:46Dr. Oman.
27:49I think I really used him help here.
27:55Whatever you need.
27:57I'm right here.
28:02I'm right here.
28:16What are you doing?
28:17Hiding from Adams.
28:19Why?
28:21I needed a minute.
28:23You know, today was rough.
28:28News said 13 people died.
28:31I'd love to say days like this get easier, but not a good liar.
28:35Still horrific.
28:36That's our news sucks.
28:37It's the hours.
28:38It's the yelling.
28:39It's the feeling stupid.
28:41The disimpactions.
28:42So many disimpactions.
28:43I just feel like this year, it doesn't belong to me.
28:47Like it's being dictated by someone else, and I have no say in the matter.
28:50Except for when I'm with you.
28:53Those parts I like.
28:55Me too.
28:59Let's get dinner.
29:03Let's hang out somewhere that isn't the bed or the OR for once.
29:09Okay.
29:10Okay.
29:11I gotta go.
29:12Okay.
29:13I will text you later, okay?
29:20Hey.
29:21Hey.
29:25So, Marsh is stable.
29:29How you doing?
29:30You alright?
29:31You alright?
29:35I'm watching Dr. Gray stand there while we had Dr. Marsh's life in our hands.
29:40If something were to happen to either one of us, no one would know that we meant anything
29:46to each other, and, you know, no one would call.
29:54And, I would want them to call me if something happened to you.
30:00I feel the same way.
30:06You knew I pulled Bailey off surgery.
30:08I was angry too, but it's what Meredith wanted.
30:12The residency program is barely back on its feet.
30:15We can't have management decisions just to make Meredith Gray feel better.
30:18Let me handle the IRB.
30:19I can be very persuasive.
30:21Dr. Weber, may I have a word?
30:23Dr. Fox.
30:26I am sorry for putting the program in jeopardy, but until then, my record has been impeccable.
30:31I'm quick under pressure, and I'm technically skilled beyond my year.
30:34Your badge.
30:38That patient might still be alive because of me.
30:42Today, patients are alive because of me.
30:45Isn't that why we're here?
30:46To save lives?
30:47What you did today doesn't change what you did before.
30:50If I see you again, I'll call security.
30:52Telling me what to think
30:57I just want to go
31:00But I can't remember
31:13Coffee this way?
31:16It's decaf.
31:18Ah.
31:27I didn't take the Cree Elk.
31:34That's okay.
31:36Take it next time, you know?
31:38More time to study.
31:41I don't know if there's going to be a next time.
31:45I don't even know if I can practice medicine anymore.
31:56It's okay.
31:57Right?
32:01Whatever decision you make, I will support you.
32:04I mean, if you don't want to be an OB, if you don't want to be a surgeon,
32:09if you want to take more time off, whatever it is, I will take care of us, I promise.
32:18Can we go home now?
32:19Of course.
32:21Will you be back here in 10?
32:23Love you.
32:23I can't remember the way back to your way.
32:42But...
33:07Back...
33:11oh you are not gonna believe what i just saw and you're not gonna like it oh well can't it
33:16wait till tomorrow are you okay richard benched me from surgery and i operated anyway on nick marsh
33:27and this all happened today amidst the bridge collapse yeah sfd said that that bridge was
33:34supposed to be under repair but you know funding fell through you know does every generation look
33:40back at the one before and wonder what the hell were they thinking where's the foresight where's
33:45the common sense where it would be a much better place if there are more miranda bailey's in charge
33:50now having a voice in hospital policy and change requires more expertise than i have to give
33:57you're a surgeon i don't have the background in public policy communication epidemiology
34:04oh what you're supposed to run out and get a master's in public health
34:09what if i did get a master's in public health you want to go back to school it's just what
34:15i need
34:16to get a seat at the table i just i can't keep doing things the way they've always been done
34:24you know i'm all in
34:34the mom and the daughter are stable in the icu and hank's grandmother just arrived they're all
34:53i'm not going to go to paris i have lived all over the world and the only thing the only
35:01thing that
35:01makes me feel like home is you it's a great opportunity there will be others
35:11you're going to paris you are taking that job oh
35:17oh oh okay i guess i misread no
35:24because we're coming with you oh god you have a concussion i've never been clearer
35:30do you even like france
35:34you were right you've moved continents for me you have changed jobs it's my turn to go with you
35:41i don't want to look at the world where we're apart anymore
35:48i have spent my whole life chasing adventure but the best thing i've ever done is our family
35:55i would do anything for the three
36:00you're my life
36:04i love you
36:15i dreamed about you
36:19good dream my own
36:21very good dream it's always a good dream of you there
36:24now i wake up it's even better
36:28that may be the cheesest thing i ever said i must be on a lot of drugs right now
36:34marry me
36:36how badly was there bad enough to make me think about all the people i've lost
36:42and i really don't want to lose you
36:45and it turns out me not being married to you isn't protecting me from anything
36:50and i love you and i love our life together and i don't want my fear to get in the
36:54way of that anymore
36:58you want a wedding you are getting carried away
37:02no flowers or white dresses or poems
37:07is it okay you still want to marry me you're kidding
37:11i've wanted to marry you since the last time i was in this bed
37:26it's just resting my eyes
37:28i heard marsh is awake
37:31he's gonna pull through
37:33thank you
37:34for what
37:35you've taken care of a lot of people that mean something to me
37:38i really didn't do much today
37:39i'm not just talking about marsh
37:42you opened your home to katie and uh i was uh pretty awful to you
37:48it's okay
37:50i need a drink
37:52you want to get out of here
37:53i don't know if we should don't want to do anything we'd regret
37:56what if i don't regret it
37:58hey
38:00hey
38:00you ready
38:03yeah uh i'll see you tomorrow
38:05yeah i'll see you tomorrow
38:08hey
38:09you okay
38:10weird day
38:20celine wants to move to seattle for me
38:23for our family
38:25tony this is the first time that she's ever considered what anybody else might want
38:29i don't know what's changed but she wants to append her life to be with me
38:34that's okay
38:37to be honest i think i knew that we went in this way it's not even really about her
38:41it's about zach he's my whole world but it's not healthy for him to see his parents
38:46in a terrible marriage the guy was miserable i felt invisible i felt more seen with you in the
38:52last month than i did in the last 10 years of my marriage
38:58i told celine it's over
39:03i'm falling in love with you
39:15i really got this wrong tony what we find important to keep in our lives changes over
39:22time
39:26things break hobbies age and dreams evolve
39:43tedy altman
39:43i've never heard of you
39:44i've never heard of you either so i guess that makes us even
39:53i'm not gi j i j i'm attached with marvie
40:10so she appointed me ambassador of fun
40:13i've never heard of you all of this time
40:16and you don't need to tell me you're fine
40:39you learn from experience to narrow down what really matters
40:44and that's all right thank you
40:53you trade this guy with an ink pen
40:55and that's all right
41:03welcome to trauma certification
41:20Trauma's a team sport
41:21You don't have to be the hero
41:23You just have to go where you need it
41:43And who you want standing by your side at all times
41:53Hey
42:02Let's go home
42:10And once you do, you hold on as tightly as you can
42:54And once you do, you have to go where you need it
42:56And then go to the suit
42:56And then go upь them
42:59And then go up there
43:01And come up there
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