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Love Island Beyond the Villa Season 2 Episode 5
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00:00Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
00:02Ow!
00:03You and Coco, though?
00:04You know what you gotta do, bro?
00:05Get some cojones.
00:06How's it going?
00:07Back at the villa.
00:08We just slept and woke up.
00:11A little.
00:12No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:13TJ's birthday?
00:14Yes.
00:15EDC.
00:16Yes!
00:21I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:23I mean, they're having a group conversation right now
00:25and none of them are asking where we are
00:27or for us to join.
00:30Would you be open to, like, having, like, a conversation
00:32with, like, Pepe and stuff?
00:33He told me lies about TJ.
00:35I can't really, like, see past that.
00:37Why would you want to go to LA?
00:39There's a lot of opportunity there.
00:41So there is.
00:42Fuck Oklahoma.
01:00There's a lot of fingertips.
01:01She's a hot topic.
01:02She's a hot topic.
01:04She's a hot topic.
01:04She's the one you'll never forget.
01:06Hi.
01:07Hi. I'm Hannah.
01:08Hi. I'm Paige.
01:09Nice to meet you.
01:10Nice to meet you.
01:11Where is Clark?
01:12Uh, I think she's just in the green room right now,
01:14getting ready.
01:14Okay. Do you know how much?
01:16Uh, I think she said about 20 minutes.
01:18Yeah.
01:18Are you a friend of hers?
01:19Yeah, I am.
01:20Oh, awesome.
01:20I'm here for moral support, but.
01:22Love that.
01:23Suggestion.
01:23Okay.
01:24I'm gonna get some test shots of me and my cat.
01:26Uh, you and your cat?
01:27Is this, you brought your cat?
01:28This is Paris.
01:30Oh, hi, Paris.
01:31Clark wanted to get some pictures done
01:33to further her modeling career,
01:36so I thought, why not take some pictures of my cat?
01:39I know Clark takes a long time to get ready,
01:41so I think she'll understand.
01:47We're ready for our glamour shot.
01:50She has about 30 seconds of patience.
01:52Okay.
01:53My mom will kill me if I don't make a Christmas card.
01:55Sounds good.
01:56Are you ready, my superstar?
01:57Come on.
01:58Princess Paris Penelope.
02:00I named her after my idol, Paris Hilton, of course.
02:03Oh, my goodness.
02:04She has an outfit on.
02:06She's like me.
02:06She's a diva.
02:07You know, like, she is my little diva.
02:10Would you mind closing us just in case?
02:12Oh, yes.
02:12Yeah, absolutely.
02:16That scared her.
02:18Paris.
02:19Paris.
02:19Oh, my gosh.
02:20Come here.
02:22Paris.
02:24Stop.
02:25Paris is on the naughty list.
02:27Got her.
02:28Okay.
02:29Okay.
02:29She got a little nervous.
02:32All right.
02:33Gorgeous.
02:34Cute.
02:35Coming a little closer.
02:36Hannah.
02:36What the hell going on out here?
02:38I need to make a Christmas card.
02:42It's okay.
02:43I take forever.
02:44Wait.
02:44Grab her.
02:45Grab her.
02:45Grab her.
02:45Grab her.
02:47She's had enough.
02:49So, what kind of shoot do you want to do today?
02:51I think when someone visits my social media page, I want, like, a more professional vibe.
02:56Okay.
03:06Do you have management?
03:14Yeah.
03:15Okay.
03:15And how has it been?
03:16I mean, it is hard not being in L.A. because there's so much opportunity here.
03:20Literally.
03:21Do you want to live here?
03:22Or?
03:22I'm definitely open to living here, but I think it's just a thing of weighing out my options.
03:28Doing this photo shoot, you know, it makes me excited for the opportunities out here
03:32in L.A.
03:33But in the back of my head, you know, I remind myself, it's definitely going to make it more
03:38difficult in a long-distant relationship.
03:41Taylor has a ranch.
03:43She has the lifestyle figured out.
03:44He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do.
03:46But for me, it's going to take some figuring out.
03:49I'm just going to turn one light on over here.
03:51Sorry.
03:51Just.
03:52So, when we were in the car on the way to Palm Springs and you were saying how last
03:55Christmas was not it for you, I'm not going to lie, that pissed me off a little
03:58bit.
03:59No.
04:00Usually you celebrate Christmas with, like, your family and friends.
04:02Last year, I was alone.
04:04Aww.
04:05Hannah, I wish I knew you last year.
04:06I know.
04:07I was really sad I had a broken arm.
04:09Aww.
04:10I was like, damn, why couldn't I have known Hannah last year?
04:13Last Christmas, I had just gotten in a car accident, so I was, like, kind of bedridden.
04:18And then my family went up to Phoenix.
04:20They had to take, like, a two-hour drive, and I was not ready to be in the car yet,
04:23so
04:24I just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy.
04:26The holidays are supposed to be fun.
04:27Like, it would be nice to, like, get the gang together.
04:29I agree.
04:30What if I, like, threw a Christmas party, but Love Island style?
04:34Like, sexy?
04:35Like, a theme?
04:36Hell yeah.
04:37Should I do it?
04:37Hell yeah.
04:38Care if Taylor comes in?
04:40Cause...
04:40Girl.
04:42Has it been weird living with Taylor?
04:44Like, is that your vibe?
04:45Um, no.
04:47No?
04:47I feel like I was okay with spending so much long-term time with him because he was hurt,
04:53but I want to make sure that I have things going for myself.
04:56You need, like, that security that you can be independent.
04:59Yes.
05:00Since coming out of the villa, Clark has spent, like, every waking moment with Taylor, so I
05:05think Taylor thinks that Clark's world revolves around him.
05:07And now is the perfect opportunity to branch out and experience more things for her career.
05:12I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not cousin and wife.
05:15No wifey shit at a girlfriend's salary.
05:18Period, queen.
05:19Exactly.
05:22I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't.
05:33Long time I've never seen you.
05:35Basketball coach, yeah?
05:37What's good with you?
05:38Challenge, fam.
05:39Hi, how are you?
05:40How are you?
05:40Welcome to the yard, how are you?
05:41Good.
05:41Good.
05:42Come on in, let me show you what you're going to be doing today.
05:47Oh, I already see some.
05:49Are we, wait, we're running?
05:52Bro, I have an ab cramp.
05:53I'm just going to stretch.
05:58Look who it is.
06:01Yo!
06:03My boy.
06:05What's my boy?
06:07Look at this guy.
06:09I arrived in the villa the first week.
06:11I came in with the OG crew.
06:16Tucker up on three.
06:19You're welcome.
06:20Jayden and I left the villa together, coupled up pretty quickly.
06:24I do feel like I was blindsided.
06:27I did send you a message saying, like, if you were planning on dating or hooking up with
06:33other people, if you could just let me know.
06:36And then, you didn't.
06:39What have you been up to then?
06:40Just been doing more content stuff.
06:45Welcome home, Charles.
06:47Damn, so we might read these right out.
06:49Right, right?
06:49So I'm glad that Charlie's in, because like...
06:51It's easier to do it with somebody on the same whim.
06:53Yeah, bro, it's so much easier.
06:54So who have you been kicking it post-show and stuff like that?
06:58Yeah, Charlie Jeremiah.
07:02Honestly, it's whenever he has me hold his bags or something.
07:06That's usually what it is.
07:07He's like, man, I need an assistant for the day.
07:09Then, like, a lot of the costs of people.
07:11Yeah, Grayson.
07:12Grayson and I kick it pretty often.
07:14She's cool.
07:16What's up with that face?
07:17I don't know.
07:18She's listening.
07:19Mm-hmm.
07:30We're gonna get some food.
07:32We want that guacamole tower right there.
07:34Salsas as well?
07:35Yes.
07:36I'm so excited for us to just be able to, like, sit down and chat.
07:39Mmm.
07:40Yes, yes.
07:41What did y'all do this weekend?
07:42I just recharged.
07:43After that trip, oh, my gosh, that was the best trip, but that was a heavy one.
07:48Yeah.
07:49Actually, honestly, a very, like, beautiful connecting moment for all of us.
07:52Yeah.
07:53And I know we were all feeling kind of in the same boat, you know, feeling a little excluded
07:59and left out.
08:00Yeah.
08:00Yeah.
08:01I hope I'll be able to have that conversation with, like, some of the girls like Amaya and
08:04Iris and Hannah because, like, I enjoy being around them.
08:06We just want y'all to want us.
08:08Right.
08:08Like, you know, we're all grown women.
08:10Like, you know, we have respect for ourselves and we respect them, so it's not like we're gonna
08:14beg, like, please, like, please hang out with me.
08:17Yeah, exactly.
08:17I want to spend time with those girls.
08:20Hello, hello, hello.
08:21Hey.
08:23You look gorge.
08:28Oh, shit.
08:29Hold on, hold on.
08:29Hannah texted me.
08:30It's Salsa Tower.
08:31Yeah, I'm about to tear this down, so.
08:33Thank you so much.
08:35Guys, Hannah just texted me.
08:37Come slay with me.
08:38Sexy Christmas love island style.
08:40Invite your friends a day or other islanders.
08:42Detail to follow.
08:44Oh, shit.
08:45Christmas party.
08:48You're say less.
08:50Okay, so you're obviously bringing Chris as your date, aren't you?
08:55Actually, no.
08:56What the helly?
08:57Why you mean?
08:58I'm just kidding.
08:59Oh, I was like, damn.
09:00It was just so dramatic, I needed that.
09:03Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's my guy.
09:05After Palm Springs, I feel like me and Chris are really on the same page in a way.
09:10Just having each other to lean on was special.
09:13I felt it so heavily.
09:15He made me feel like he was a safe space.
09:17Chris was even celibate for months.
09:19I mean, I don't know if he's celibate right now, but.
09:22Oh, I know.
09:23Yeah, so I don't, he's not, like, around being a hoe.
09:26I know Jeremiah and Austin weren't so...
09:30Jeremiah, you bringing a date?
09:31Yeah, dating in LA is just tricky for sure.
09:33You got to find out, like, a library or a coffee spot.
09:35You ever seen, uh, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World?
09:37Yeah.
09:37Like, finding, like, Ramona at the library, like, some shit like that.
09:39That's what I want, bro.
09:40So you bringing Grayson?
09:42No, I know he made a face when it came to Grayson.
09:45We're genuinely, like, friends.
09:47Like, we're good friends.
09:48And I don't want to cross that line.
09:50I love Grayson to death.
09:51She's probably the girl I'm closest with.
09:53It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out
09:56because the physicality stuff fizzled out.
09:58I more see it as, like, you know, friends with two or three times benefit.
10:04And also, like, I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe, you know what I'm saying?
10:09I don't know if Austin's a hoe, but at least bro's truthful about her shit.
10:12He's saying it, then go ahead, bro. Live your life.
10:14He is Austin a hoe.
10:16No, Austin's a slut.
10:16And, um, you know, we love him for it.
10:18I'm enjoying my time right now.
10:20I'll be 27 in a month.
10:21Maybe we'll reevaluate then.
10:23Come on.
10:24I'm really close with Austin.
10:26I don't know what's going on kind of with us right now.
10:30Wait.
10:31I'm sorry.
10:32But to look out for you.
10:34To look out for my girl.
10:36Um, Austin is also one of my best friends, too.
10:39Mm-hmm.
10:40Has you not been talking to Rave since July?
10:42Are they still talking?
10:44To my knowledge, yes.
10:48Outside of the Islanders, Raven is my only friend here.
10:51I know her from Hawaii.
10:53We both moved out to L.A. together.
10:55She confides in me.
10:57Anything to do with Austin.
10:58Because I introduced them.
10:59Mm.
11:00And to my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:04No.
11:14Wait.
11:15What's going on, Austin?
11:16Has you not been talking to Rave since July?
11:20Are they still talking?
11:21To my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:26I do know that they met when we got right out of the villa.
11:29I do know that a month later, he told me that he, like, broke things off with her.
11:34Like, they were over.
11:35That was pretty much the last time I ever talked to him about her.
11:39So, I never knew that there was still a relationship going on.
11:42I just know that Rave talks about Austin all the time.
11:46Mm-mm.
11:46Oh, gosh.
11:47I just know that you've been around him and his family.
11:49Well, yeah.
11:50I have spent some time with his family.
11:52And I know that she has as well.
11:54Oh!
11:56Oh!
11:56Oh!
11:59Oh!
11:59That was not very nice.
12:01I didn't realize that there was still something going on.
12:03But it's good to know.
12:04And maybe that's a conversation that you could ask him about.
12:05And exclusivity is crazy.
12:06That you couldn't ask him about.
12:07Exclusivity is crazy.
12:08Because I don't want to be speaking for him.
12:09Austin!
12:10Freaking Austin!
12:11What are you doing?
12:12I felt more emotionally connected to Austin than I have felt with, like, anyone in years,
12:20I'd say.
12:21We were spending so much time with each other that you could have told me you were in a relationship.
12:24You know, that would have cleared things up real fast.
12:27How physical was your relationship with Austin?
12:30I mean, we did have, like, a physical relationship.
12:34We were very affectionate with each other.
12:35If you hang out with someone, like, you have sex more than, like, you know, a couple times.
12:43He knew me front to back.
12:44I think the guys coming out of the villa are living in a fairy tale land.
12:50Go be a rock star.
12:52I know and love you.
12:53Yeah.
12:54And I know and love Raven.
12:55Exactly.
12:55And I know and love Austin, and that's not okay.
12:57Just try not to get involved with it.
12:59That's not my business.
13:00Right.
13:01Until I get there, because I'm no dumbass.
13:04Like, if I was this girl, I would be a little, like, red.
13:09Oh, this is messy as fuck.
13:19You know, big cars are like girls with really big asses.
13:22I kind of don't know what to do with it.
13:27Ones yes.
13:30Yeah.
13:31How you doing?
13:32How you doing?
13:32Have a nice day.
13:34You too.
13:35See ya.
13:37She's pretty, too.
13:38IRL trolling her.
13:39It's called being a man child, bro.
13:41You take notes.
13:42Yes, sir.
13:46Can I help you find anything?
13:48We have some noble fur over here, Douglas fur.
13:51These are silver tips are quite popular.
13:53What about this one?
13:54No, too big.
13:55I think we have a different opinion on Christmas trees.
13:57I like this one.
13:59Ours.
14:00Be fucking forever.
14:02Wait, what's wrong with it?
14:02It's easy to put ornaments on.
14:04I just love the things that people don't love, typically.
14:08Like me.
14:10Like me.
14:22Oh, my God.
14:24Hell yeah.
14:25Watch out.
14:26Slow close.
14:27Let me focus.
14:27Hold on.
14:28Let me get to the wall.
14:30It's cold.
14:31My toes are cold.
14:31Yeah, my nose is leaking.
14:32Where Amaya?
14:33Did you not hear?
14:34She had to get like emergency surgery.
14:35For what?
14:36Like, I think she got like part of her intestine.
14:41Because she had told me like a couple days ago she wasn't feeling good.
14:44In Palm Springs?
14:44No, like right when we got back.
14:47That has to be like the worst pain ever.
14:49Damn, I didn't even know that.
14:51Amaya texted in our group chat to let us know what was happening.
14:54I wish her nothing but the best and all of the healing energy, because nobody wants
14:58to be alone during the holidays.
15:00We need to bring her like flowers and some papayas and some shuffle pasta.
15:04I'm never complaining about anything ever again.
15:07You complain when you wake up with a scratchy comb.
15:29Hi Peppa Girl!
15:31Hi baby!
15:32How are you?
15:33Oh my god.
15:34I'm doing way better now.
15:36No, your hair looks fire.
15:38Yes, Babiana!
15:40My bob is activated, baby.
15:42I was like in the hospital in LA.
15:43But I'm really happy to be feeling better again.
15:46I fucking hate the hospital.
15:48Especially when you're like not in your city and you can't have like family come to you.
15:52Yeah.
15:52Like what is it if you're comfortable like talking about it?
15:56No, so basically it's like it's Crohn's disease.
15:58So when I get flare ups, it's like my intestines are going into each other, which causes abdominal
16:04cramping.
16:05I've been having abdominal pain since November 2024.
16:09After that, my flare ups was three more times.
16:12Then summertime I had a break.
16:14It snuck back on me like an ex.
16:15I felt like I was going to die earlier today.
16:18But I am nervous for tomorrow.
16:22So if I have some battle scars in my stomach, they're beauty scars.
16:28It definitely was like a very scary moment for me.
16:30I call 911 on my own and the EMS took me to the hospital in LA.
16:36But with that time, it was just a reset.
16:42Because I didn't have time to be by myself for the longest of time.
16:47I've been literally living on a plane.
16:49Whenever I'm home, it's for two to three days.
16:51And then boom, I'm back outside.
16:54I'm back, not back outside partying.
16:55I'm back outside working.
16:56That probably was my body giving up and telling me like, yo, chill.
16:59It was just like a reminder that if you don't have health, you don't have anything.
17:05Because I remember speaking to you and you were giving me so much advice.
17:08And you're like, bro, don't overwork yourself.
17:10Like, take it slow.
17:11And look what happened.
17:12Last year in the spring, we were filming me on the villa.
17:15And I was admitted to the hospital for like five to six days.
17:19We had emergency surgeries on my kidney.
17:22I have a stent in my kidney.
17:24So it's like a tube basically that's like allowing, like helping me like pee.
17:28Wait, what?
17:29You pee through a poem.
17:31Honestly, like I appreciate you so much for reaching out.
17:33We were two sets of gangsters.
17:36I told my mom and I told my dad, I was like, maybe I needed that to happen for me
17:40to just
17:40really gain my mental stability again and for me to be grounded.
17:45And in a way, I feel like, I feel blessed that that happened.
17:48Do you need any help?
17:49Do you want to go out?
17:50Have a wine night?
17:51You know, I know you always are cooking.
17:53So like, can you come over?
17:54Because that's...
17:55Yes.
17:56Yes, baby.
17:57I'm going to come over and make some food.
17:59Mwah, mwah, mwah.
17:59Love you.
18:00Love you.
18:08What's good, man?
18:10How you doing?
18:11Good, how are you, man?
18:12Not too bad.
18:13How's your day been?
18:14I'm shopping right now, bro.
18:16Long time no see, though, bro.
18:18I know, bro.
18:19Where have I been?
18:20I've been busy.
18:21I've been working a lot of work, which is in Miami, which is Art Basel, which I got
18:25a lot of great opportunities coming out of that.
18:28And now I'm home.
18:29Home for the rest of the year.
18:31How was Palm Springs?
18:32Yeah, bro.
18:33I was kind of upset you didn't pull up, bro.
18:34I was excited to see you and shit.
18:36Where was you at?
18:36Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble.
18:39I was supposed to get home from Miami the day before.
18:42Yeah.
18:42Um, flight got canceled.
18:44So then I just, I got off the plane and just stayed in Miami one more night.
18:48That's good, bro.
18:48I understand.
18:49Jasmine, I saw you go out swing, bro.
18:51You, you gotta get right, man.
18:53You, you, you an athlete for everything but that.
18:56I saw the grass fly.
18:58I didn't see the ball move.
19:02Um, there's a little Christmas party, little pop-up if you want.
19:06You wanna pull up, bro.
19:07Okay, bet.
19:08Like, I'm being honest with you.
19:09I hope that when I'm not there that there's no cloud hanging over people's heads about me
19:13and hoping we could go into the holiday party and mend these things so we can be in the
19:18same rooms together.
19:19Who all's gonna be there?
19:20Everybody's gonna show up?
19:21Yeah, everybody should be there.
19:22Okay, bet.
19:23I would like to talk to Iris and TJ because obviously we were all in that triangle relationship
19:28with Iris at the top.
19:30All I want for Christmas is some peace.
19:33Yeah, bro.
19:34We'd love to see you, fam.
19:35Yeah, I'm all for love.
19:36So, it'll be a good time, bro.
19:51You know, I wanted to bring you out here when it was sunny and whatnot, but I don't control
19:57the weather.
20:08I appreciate it.
20:09Okay.
20:10I wish we could be together every day.
20:14Me too.
20:15You know that's...
20:16Not realistic.
20:18Not having it.
20:21Me and Taylor haven't spent longer than two weeks apart from each other.
20:25I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party.
20:29Hello.
20:30What up?
20:31Hannah's throwing a Christmas party.
20:33So, can you fly in?
20:35Yes, I will be there.
20:36Okay.
20:37As time goes on, the time apart grows and grows and grows.
20:41So, it's like, I need more quality time.
20:44How do you like it in LA?
20:47I like it a lot.
20:49It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte, obviously.
20:52Like, it's very similar.
20:53It's just, there's more people here.
20:55There's more companies and brands here.
20:58More photographers out here.
20:59I think I just want to spend more time, like, building up my image.
21:09And exploring the different ways that that could look.
21:13Making appearances here and there at different brand events.
21:17There's, like, opportunity for me to do something all the time.
21:20You know?
21:20I feel it.
21:22If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma, that is a-okay.
21:25But, I definitely want to build something for myself.
21:28I can see myself living here.
21:32It's more just speed.
21:33Yeah.
21:34The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person.
21:38I'm always working towards something and wanting to better myself as a person.
21:41Do you like it?
21:43What?
21:43I mean, it's cool periodically, like, for a week.
21:47Two weeks?
21:48You might be pushing it.
21:51What don't you like?
21:53I like the quiet life.
21:54I mean, it's pretty chill right here.
21:58I like quietness, peace, my own space.
22:03Okay.
22:05Of course it's sad being apart from each other doing the long distance deal.
22:09You know, we both know we're busy people and we're going to make it a priority to see each other.
22:13But, I definitely feel me uncompromising.
22:15You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city, and just finding a middle ground.
22:22You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
22:25With the way you want to live?
22:28Yeah.
22:29Perfect.
22:29Thank you so much.
22:32I appreciate it.
22:35We're going to see.
22:36We're going to figure it out.
22:37I mean, I say, go forward.
22:40I'm going to support you regardless.
22:43You know, my eyes ain't moving here.
22:45This ain't my speed, but I got two more years of school.
22:49So, you know, you can have your little time in LA.
22:53My little one-two?
22:54Yeah.
22:54Get it?
22:55One-two years?
22:57Just as long as you happy, I'm happy type of beat.
23:00Period.
23:00I love you.
23:06Give it!
23:20Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.
23:24The very next day, you gave it away.
23:29You look great.
23:31Sleigh party day!
23:32I have a big snow globe that you can stand in.
23:36You can go inside of it.
23:37Oh, shit!
23:38Get in there!
23:39Yay!
23:40I have a snow machine.
23:42I have spiked hot chocolate.
23:45I have a kissing booth.
23:47Cookies that are dressed like little islanders.
23:50They have, like, little boobs.
23:52More boobs than me.
23:54We're gonna make sure that no little Grinches are stealing my Christmas.
23:58You could write your name on the Naughty or Nice.
24:00TJ, you're gonna be naughty?
24:02No!
24:06You're with the candy cane.
24:08Oh, shit! Buddy the Elm showed up!
24:10How are you?
24:11Iris, how are you?
24:11Good to see you.
24:12Good to see you, too.
24:13What up, Po?
24:13You good?
24:16I need a drink.
24:17You want some hot cocoa?
24:18I know you want some cocoa.
24:24Wow, I feel like I'm back in Love Island.
24:26Hi!
24:27Hi!
24:28Hi!
24:29Hi, guys!
24:31Hey, guys!
24:32Hey, guys!
24:33I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
24:36You look amazing.
24:38Yep.
24:40Falcon!
24:41Yay!
24:42Wait, are we wearing the same dress?
24:47Wait, really?
24:48Is it?
24:48No.
24:48Definitely.
24:49Definitely.
24:49It's not the same?
24:50No, no.
24:50Mine's like bathing suit material.
24:52Chris looks so adorable tonight.
24:55Honestly, I helped him pick it out.
24:57How are you?
24:58I love that.
24:59This is the tallest elf in L.A., okay?
25:04Jay, money!
25:06Jerry!
25:06Wow, Jerry!
25:08You gonna get food?
25:09I ain't forever, bro.
25:13This is very cute, see?
25:15Andrina's shirt.
25:17Oh, and Grayson, too.
25:18Yay!
25:19Look, we're twinning!
25:20We are twinning!
25:21So cute.
25:22I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing.
25:25You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney?
25:28That's like Grayson.
25:30Gorgeous.
25:30I would've matched too.
25:31Yeah?
25:32Oh, your pink panties didn't come in time?
25:33No.
25:34I'm freezing my ass off, and at least I got bottoms on.
25:37She definitely probably feels a draft.
25:38Has anyone seen Grayson's pants?
25:41Sit down, Santa.
25:43Do I take your seat, Santa?
25:44No, I can sit on Santa's lap.
25:46Come on, baby.
25:49So, like, Austin and I are kind of, like, going through some weird stuff right now.
25:52Yeah.
25:53He's gonna be here, I believe.
25:55So, like, I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard.
26:00And honestly, it probably won't be, like, as big of a deal, because you know how I am.
26:03Is it more of a conversation or, like, a confrontation?
26:06It's a little of both.
26:07I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know, like, if I'm over there,
26:11like, ruin this fucking party.
26:13I don't even care.
26:14Honestly, ruin it, because I'll be sitting there like,
26:15Yeah!
26:16Get his ass!
26:17Get his ass!
26:17And then, like, I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend.
26:22What?
26:23He has a girlfriend?
26:24Like, they're dating.
26:25Boyfriend, girlfriend.
26:26Like, they're exclusive.
26:27I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together.
26:30This is the first I'm hearing of all of this, but I don't slut shame around here.
26:34I won't say anything about Austin, because I've seen worse.
26:38I'm from Arizona, guys.
26:39Keep going.
26:40It's not a big deal.
26:41But anyways, I just think that, like, we just need to talk a little.
26:43Austin doesn't have a girlfriend.
26:45No.
26:45Yeah.
26:45And obviously, like, I never wanted to go there, like, because we decided not to do it on camera,
26:49but here we are.
26:51I know nothing about Austin and Grayson.
26:53Of course the situation turned into friends with benefits.
26:56He's a womanizer.
26:57That hurts.
26:58And I know that hurts.
26:59And I don't want you to think, like, that you deserve that.
27:02Yeah.
27:03You know?
27:05They're like, we're done with this.
27:17Merry Christmas!
27:19Hello, Charlie.
27:20You look great.
27:20Thank you very much for the invite.
27:22You're welcome.
27:22Thank you very much.
27:24I'm so glad I got to see you.
27:26I've been excited as hell to do this.
27:27I think so.
27:28Austin shows up.
27:29His abs are out.
27:30Kind of looks like he made his own vest.
27:31If I was wearing what Austin was wearing right now, I would be freezing my ass off.
27:36Hey.
27:37Okay, sir.
27:38Whatever, buddy.
27:38I'm rating that.
27:39Oh, the cane.
27:41You're with the cane.
27:42How you doing, man?
27:43I'm Charlie.
27:43Messing me up.
27:44Come here, come here.
27:45This sounds a bullshit.
27:46Like what?
27:48Actually, I wish you were there.
27:50Come here.
27:50What was Grayson talking about?
27:52Okay, so she wanted to have a talk tonight.
27:54I've been wanting to have a talk with her because, I mean, there's some stuff we need to get straight.
27:58This is my first event.
28:00You know, seeing everybody is supposed to be a fun night.
28:02So, the fact that, you know, Grayson doesn't have any pants on, it just seems like this serious conversation should
28:09wait till, you know, we're both a little more appropriately clothed.
28:13Are you freezing?
28:14Yeah.
28:15Stay strong, brother.
28:16What's up, brother?
28:17Hey.
28:18Are you ripping some shots or what?
28:20Okay.
28:20Oh, God.
28:21You're jacking.
28:22How you doing?
28:25Ho, ho, ho.
28:26What up, baby?
28:27How you doing, Clark?
28:28Hey, good.
28:28How are you?
28:29Good to see you.
28:29Oh, that's fluffy.
28:34Oh, my gosh.
28:36I'm like an idea.
28:38Good to see you.
28:39Damn, how?
28:40How are you?
28:41Wait, this is real.
28:42What do you mean it's real?
28:43That shit hurts when you touch it.
28:45It's sequins.
29:01No.
29:02Pepe.
29:02Pepe, Pepe, Pepe.
29:03No, no, no, no, no, no.
29:04Oh, my God.
29:06I really don't know why he would show up tonight.
29:08It's Hannah's party.
29:09Walking in alone, you know what?
29:11Respect to the man.
29:12Shit, I'm happy he came.
29:14Last time me and Pepe were under the same roof, I called him a pussy.
29:17So I'm surprised he wants round two.
29:20Okay.
29:21I've been waiting for this.
29:44Oh, my God.
29:46Oh, my God.
29:47Hey, what do you want me to do?
29:48I just don't want to talk to him.
29:50Okay.
29:50Showing up to my party, though, is crazy.
29:52That is crazy.
29:53That is pretty crazy.
29:54It's crazy.
29:55I wonder who invited him.
29:56No touches?
29:58Fugging it, bro.
30:00This knee brace.
30:01I'm good, bro.
30:01I'm good, bro.
30:02I'm good.
30:02Just knee brace?
30:03That's it?
30:03That's it, bro.
30:05I'm not cool with Pepe at this point because he's nothing but her iris, her TJ.
30:09You go to shake Jeremiah's hand and it's like the TJ incident all over again.
30:17I was hoping that Jeremiah would accept it as just plain respecting, but now I know the
30:23vibe we're on.
30:24I don't want, like, my sugar to see me get mean because I'm, like, so sweet.
30:29Show him Hurricane Hannah.
30:33She's ripping through the party.
30:35Hi.
30:36Hi.
30:37Hi.
30:38In the spirit of Christmas, I just hope Austin and I can come to some sort of understanding.
30:45I think that there is, like, a lot of miscommunication going on.
30:48You're the only other eccentrically dressed person like me here.
30:52Yeah.
30:53I'm gonna hear Austin out before I just kick him in the jingle bells.
30:57I'm a sexy elf.
31:01They're asking who invited Pepe.
31:03I told him what we were doing.
31:04I said, if you want to pull up, pull up.
31:06I'm actually shocked that Pepe pulled up, but I'm also proud of him.
31:09And he went through that same experience with all of us and we shouldn't count him out.
31:13I know that you didn't have any good intentions.
31:15I'm not trying to be messy.
31:17That's not even how you are.
31:18Maybe he came here to have hard conversations.
31:20I said, nah.
31:21Maybe he's finally going to own up to some things.
31:24Yes.
31:25I want to throw a fucking drink in his face and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unc.
31:29Boom.
31:30I think Pepe needs to fuck off and get out of my space.
31:33Remember how we were talking about me putting myself out there and trying to shake hands
31:38and make peace and whatever?
31:39Yeah.
31:40I just tried to deal with Jeremiah.
31:41What'd he say?
31:42He was like, nah, I'm good.
31:43He's fucking evil.
31:43They're not gonna do that.
31:44And I'm like, get behind me.
31:45I don't know why not.
31:46As a man, you're not shaking a man's hand.
31:49They feel their own way though.
31:50And I feel my way too.
31:51Like, you're acting like I don't have a reason to feel the way I felt.
31:54They acting like I gotta kiss their ass.
31:57I think you going up to them and be like, yo, we gotta talk, they would demand much more
32:02respect.
32:04But you're gonna have to bite the bullet.
32:05I'm not doing that.
32:07You have to.
32:09I've been in Pepe's shoes.
32:10I know how it is to walk into somewhere where you kind of know a lot of people probably
32:14don't want you there.
32:15Early on, I had the tough conversations.
32:17I put my pride to the side.
32:19So we'll see how it goes for him.
32:21How are you?
32:22Good.
32:22How are you doing?
32:23I'm good.
32:24You cold?
32:24Yeah, it's cold.
32:27Um, respect.
32:28You showing up today.
32:30Of course.
32:31I know it's a lot.
32:32I think you've got some conversations to have.
32:34No.
32:35No?
32:35I don't like that.
32:37It's weird.
32:38We're supposed to hear each other out, but nobody wants to hear my side of it.
32:41Can I say something harsh?
32:43Yeah.
32:43Go for it.
32:45I think that if you leave here today without having those conversations, that's you tucking
32:52your tail between your legs, and that's cowardly.
32:55Coming here for a second time, even though the first time turned out a certain way with
32:59Hannah saying I'm a pussy, and then coming here now, I took the risk.
33:04Okay.
33:05But you've got two feet in right now, and you just need to keep taking those steps.
33:10I really, really, really encourage you.
33:13Be that man, now or never.
33:17I don't know if that's fully what Pepe wanted to hear, but I really do believe in accountability,
33:24and I hope that Pepe came to own up to where he went wrong.
33:28Otherwise, Pepe, you might be in some trouble.
33:33Cheers to him.
33:34Great night.
33:35Happy holidays to all our fans.
33:36Happy holidays.
33:38Happy holidays.
33:39Yeah, baby.
33:40How many fucking cookies is that?
33:42I mean, you've got to slow down.
33:44You've had like five cookies.
33:45At the end of the day, I know Austin will always hear me out.
33:48But right now, Austin's distracted by the ginger boobs.
33:52These are my late master.
33:54Austin, put down the cookies.
33:55We need to talk.
33:56Excuse me.
33:58What have you been preaching?
33:59What have you been preaching?
33:59All December.
34:00What have you been preaching?
34:00Don't know.
34:02Mistletoe.
34:03I found some.
34:04Let's go find some mistletoe.
34:06I don't know.
34:07Wait.
34:08Wait, what?
34:10Oh, my stinky little stinky.
34:12You hella silly.
34:14And I feel like this is the perfect time.
34:15Is it?
34:16Coco is gorgeous, bro.
34:19Like, she looking all, ugh, ugh.
34:22Mood is right.
34:23Time is right.
34:29So you don't want to have a special moment in front of the mistletoe?
34:32I think you want a special moment.
34:35Boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for, I mean, like, since Thanksgiving.
34:39I'm like, okay, we have some mistletoe.
34:53I just wanted our first guest to be a little more intimate, a little more private.
34:56But he wanted so bad.
34:58Yay!
35:00Woo!
35:01Oh, nah.
35:03See y'all doing it, huh?
35:05Can't say a booze.
35:06Hey!
35:07Yeah!
35:09I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out with 17 million
35:14men this summer.
35:23Come on, guys.
35:23Give us a little more.
35:25They shared a first kiss.
35:26Cute!
35:28Honestly, I was really surprised that you invited me to this.
35:30Like, it made me pretty happy.
35:32Well, you know, we're probably gonna have to talk at some point.
35:34Yeah, yeah.
35:35Obviously, he's not cool with anybody here.
35:37So I think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this.
35:43And he has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
35:47If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
35:51Absolutely.
35:52But wait, can I play devil's advocate for a second?
35:54No.
35:55I'll fucking go up to the bitch ass.
35:56No, PJ.
35:56PJ, we're going together.
35:58I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and lies he said about me.
36:02I got receipts.
36:03I got text messages.
36:04I got screenshots.
36:05I feel like I studied for an exam, and I'm walking in to ace this test.
36:09Yo, Pep.
36:10What's up, bro?
36:11I think we got some shit to speak about.
36:14We do it.
36:15Yeah.
36:15Wanna speak here?
36:16We can all sit in for this conversation.
36:18I'm gonna be honest with you.
36:19Can I speak with him if that's okay with you?
36:20No.
36:21He's my boyfriend.
36:22Okay.
36:23What did you, uh, what'd you want to talk about?
36:26Um, I just wanted to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
36:40What'd you want to talk about?
36:42I just wanted to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
36:46What did I say about your name?
36:48Okay, so you told her that I told you that she cheated on you with me in Koreatown that night.
36:53You got caught.
36:54I never once told her.
36:56Yes, you did.
36:57You want to see the text?
36:57There's a text message.
37:00Iris, and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without...
37:03That is not me.
37:04Okay.
37:04And here's number two.
37:06Pull up your phone with the actual...
37:07My battery's dead.
37:08Yo, can we get a charger?
37:09For real?
37:10Can we get a charger?
37:11He said that when her and TJ met up, TJ told him that Iris sucked his dick.
37:17And that's why it was a cheating scandal.
37:18That never happened, so TJ's like, why did you say this?
37:21And then also, he told Iris that Grayson and TJ had stuff.
37:26Which didn't happen.
37:27Which didn't happen.
37:28These lies are tallying up.
37:29Oh, to be a fly on the wall in that conversation.
37:33TJ, all I gotta say is, you better work, bitch.
37:38I just said you know TJ.
37:39And then you said, number one, he said otherwise.
37:42And he didn't say that.
37:42He said otherwise.
37:43I wasn't talking about you.
37:45Who were you talking about, bro?
37:46I heard a lot of things from that night, and I don't know of any of this truth.
37:49You told her that I had sex with Grayson.
37:51Did you say that?
37:52Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party.
37:56I was telling her, I was like, look, I heard that he's doing his thing, he's having a good time,
37:59and that's it.
38:01I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us and try to make us believe that you're telling
38:05the truth right now.
38:05Sorry, and I'm making her upset.
38:07You wanna know why I'm upset?
38:08It's because you went on a podcast, and you said that I had a cheating scandal.
38:11Word for word, cheating scandal.
38:12We got off the island, and she had a cheating scandal.
38:16Iris did?
38:17Uh-huh.
38:18Did I know that you guys were meeting up together that night?
38:20Yes.
38:20No, no, no.
38:21I'll show you the text.
38:22I'll show you the text.
38:23I told you, don't text him, either talk to him in person or call him.
38:27So you knew?
38:27But I didn't know you went that night.
38:29I didn't know you went that night.
38:32Did you tell Pepe that you were going straight from the airport to meet up with TJ?
38:38Yeah.
38:38I think I told Pepe.
38:42What did I tell him?
38:43I think I told him in the villa.
38:45From what I understand, he feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal.
38:51Pepe was actually the one that said, I'm happy with whatever you choose to do.
38:55And he said, you should actually go meet up with him in person.
38:58You want to squash this all?
39:00We look-
39:00Apologize.
39:01Literally just apologize.
39:02So what are you trying to prove right now?
39:04Hold on.
39:04The next day out at the villa, I wanted to make sure that there was not going to be any
39:07backlash.
39:08Because were you not nervous about it when TMZ posted that on Twitter?
39:12Yeah, I mean, it's the first time in my life I've ever been paparazzi.
39:14Right.
39:14And so I'm over here-
39:15Exactly.
39:16Anyone would be nervous.
39:18Of course.
39:18And so I'm trying to make sure that, okay, if she's nervous, I don't want you to like-
39:22So yeah, even though I didn't know that you went physically-
39:24You did, no.
39:25I promise you.
39:26I know you're telling me I didn't know.
39:27I didn't know.
39:28This is stupid.
39:29I didn't.
39:29I think the best thing to do-
39:32There's a whole lot of shit, bro.
39:33Like we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to tell her that I told you she
39:37cheated on you and me.
39:38Like, let's not skip over that, bro.
39:41I just showed you that.
39:41She said, I think tonight or tomorrow I'm going to talk to TJ and Hannah at some point,
39:46whatever, whatever.
39:46I said, up to you.
39:47So we kept going.
39:48Okay, you knew.
39:49So listen, Pepe, Pepe.
39:51Hold on.
39:52I'm going to walk away from this.
39:53You can-
39:54I'm going to-
39:54Hold on.
39:55I'm going to tell you.
39:56I'm sorry for everything that happened.
39:58You don't deserve anything.
39:59I don't deserve anything.
40:00I don't think anybody deserves shit.
40:01Okay?
40:02I'm going to tell you, I'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad about you.
40:06I hope you guys are happy.
40:08And I really, I truly do.
40:10Okay?
40:10And that's literally all I have to say.
40:12That's all I came here to say.
40:15I'm going to walk away from this.
40:16Yeah.
40:16All right.
40:17Because like-
40:17Go talk to Hannah.
40:18This is too much.
40:19Yeah.
40:19I feel like Pepe's apology was fake.
40:22And I think he's just doing it to save face.
40:24I don't think that his apology is genuine.
40:27It's-
40:29I just want to be done with this.
40:31Yeah.
40:31I just like, I can't fucking do this.
40:33Like this is stressful as fuck.
40:36I just don't want to do this anymore.
40:40We were pretty close in the villa.
40:42I don't know where.
40:42You know, and I'm honestly hurt.
40:44Cause like, I really thought we were fucking close bro.
40:47You played the fuck out of me in the villa.
40:48That's crazy.
40:49They played the fuck out of me.
40:52I fucking hate this.
40:57It's going to be fine.
40:59It's a man thing.
41:00It's like their ego.
41:01It's like, obviously they're going to hack it out.
41:02It's like, let it go.
41:03Let it fucking go.
41:04Like, just be done.
41:05Good riddance bro.
41:06Like, get the fuck out of here now.
41:07Yeah.
41:08I think that he just needs to leave.
41:11Iris is very overwhelmed.
41:13Pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods.
41:16And she doesn't want to be in the middle of it anymore.
41:25Come on.
41:26I'm going to go pick my fucking hair and makeup.
41:28I look like Emily Anderson right now.
41:31If you got to go, I got to go too.
41:33Alright, get out of here bro.
41:34Yeah.
41:42I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation where he was like, I fucked up.
41:45I take accountability.
41:46And I'm like, cut the fucking bullshit.
41:48You had all this time to reach out to everybody, but you wait until we're on camera.
41:51We're filming this show.
41:53Bullshit.
41:54I did whatever I could do.
41:56I told them I'm sorry.
41:57I told them that.
41:58I hope they are happy together.
42:00But let's be honest.
42:01I wish she had like understood how I felt as well.
42:04You know, especially going back to like her and TJ TMZ night.
42:07I felt like that betrayal.
42:10It is what it is.
42:12I was telling me I knew she was going to go sometimes.
42:14I was like, that's fucking insane.
42:15Everybody's just lying.
42:22Cheers.
42:23Is that water?
42:24No, this is actually a tequila shot.
42:26Really?
42:27Yeah, I needed this.
42:28Now what I love about this time of year.
42:31Understand me.
42:32I'm so happy when my family's here.
42:34For all the reasons.
42:35Hey, y'all.
42:36What?
42:36Oh, Lord have mercy.
42:37Hey, what is going on?
42:38What?
42:39When anybody says hey, y'all, it's serious.
42:41I'm just going to ride the bros out to Oklahoma, man.
42:43Bro!
42:45Really?
42:45Please, bro.
42:46Out to the brother.
42:47With chill.
42:48Ride some horses.
42:49Yeah.
42:50I rode a horse once in my life.
42:51Never again, though.
42:52Taylor's a professional, and he got hurt.
42:54So what the fuck I look like doing it, bro?
42:57Hey, you ready?
42:59Yeah.
43:00We can get him a stallion.
43:03I want the guys to come to Oklahoma just to be able to see my world.
43:06I think they think it's just boring.
43:07And so when they see it, they be like, ah, I see why you don't want to leave.
43:11Like, this shit hurts.
43:12Hell yeah.
43:13Hey, you remember the tits and grits stories, Charlie?
43:15Tits.
43:16Tits and grits.
43:16Austin would go to the strip club for breakfast.
43:18What the fuck is tits and grits?
43:19What the fuck is tits and grits?
43:20It's a brunch strip club.
43:23Awesome.
43:23Awesome.
43:23Tell them about tits and grits.
43:24Tell them about tits and grits.
43:25Tits and grits.
43:28All right.
43:29Grayson wants to talk to me.
43:31I'm getting out of here.
43:33Can everybody hear me?
43:35Can we go over by the snow globe?
43:37I want to have a speech.
43:39Okay.
43:42A year ago, I spent Christmas alone, and I was sad.
43:45Six months ago, I met my best friends, and I met my person, and I'm happy.
43:52Christmas is really important to me.
43:54I want to rewrite traditions for myself.
43:55I want to make memories, and I've never had a white Christmas before.
44:00So, I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to L.A., and give it a second.
44:14Oh my gosh, let's go.
44:19Let's go.
44:20Let's go.
44:22Here we get a little stronger!
44:27Come here, baby.
44:29Come stand in the snow.
44:36This is my first Christmas like really being in love and I got my white Christmas and I
44:43think the holidays are such a cute and fun time.
45:17Hello. I'll get a vanilla latte. Yeah, please.
45:22Oh, for here. Hello, hello.
45:26Hi. You look nice.
45:28You look nice, I was going to say.
45:29I like the dress. I like the dress.
45:31Thank you. Is it a long drive for you?
45:34Yeah, long haul. What did you get?
45:38Um, a latte.
45:42The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me so
45:46I don't want him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything.
45:50I need him to stand on business. Like I need the full scoop right now so we can all understand
45:56what
45:56the hell is going on.
45:57So?
45:59Do you want to just get into it?
46:01We can get into it.
46:03Um, so like obviously we've talked here and there but every time we've talked it's been like high
46:26emotion, like high pressure.
46:29And in the beginning I basically said that I was trying my best to be open and get to know
46:38the
46:38people, right?
46:38Right. This all started because I said I care about Austin.
46:43I have a connection with Austin so it's tough for me to try to be open when that's like in
46:50the back of my mind.
46:50And I told you I went to brunch with Bella, Andrina and Coco and you got brought up in the
46:57conversation.
46:59Bella said Austin, like he has a girlfriend.
47:05And news to me but continue.
47:07Right. Yeah.
47:07News to me as well.
47:08You're telling me you're not ready for Canada which is okay but then I'm hearing you're in a commitment
47:12which just kind of felt like a lie at the time.
47:15And yeah so it also hurt me duh.
47:18Like I was like ugh.
47:19And if you would have just told me I'm seeing someone I would have been like okay like good for
47:23you.
47:24The thing is I'm definitely not uh seeing anyone seriously like that.
47:28That's why I was like.
47:29It's just weird because it's like why why is her like best friend?
47:33Like why would Bella be telling me that?
47:36I don't know why Bella would be telling me that.
47:38Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven.
47:40I'd see this is this is where Bella is completely off.
47:43She's not there.
47:44She knows what Raven tells her.
47:46I can't thank you so much.
47:48I can't control what Raven tells Bella.
47:50Like I really can't and plus she knows too.
47:53Like I've told you I'm I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe.
47:56Like and like it's been I've said that multiple times.
47:59One thing with Grayson is I'm very honest and upfront and I told her you know I'm not in a
48:04place to
48:05be in a relationship or anything.
48:07So that's why I am a little bit taken aside that she's so like like heartbroken.
48:12And also the fact is Grayson and I talk so much that it's like you wouldn't know if I was
48:19in a
48:19relationship like you would know this like there would be no possible way for you not to know.
48:24Like you talk to my sisters you talk to my mom like bro that's not on a romantic level.
48:29That's like man you're my fucking friend my family loves you.
48:32Like Austin you seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all?
48:35I know I don't get I don't pick up a romantic vibe of of course if you and wanted to
48:42interpret
48:42it like that but no Grayson I've been so sorry I'm trying not to.
48:46I'm sorry because I'm like I'm saying I want to.
48:48Sitting here and saying it you're acting like there was like literally nothing between us at all.
48:53Every time that we've hung out though it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out.
48:59Like that's what I that's what I'm not understanding.
49:00Just because you're like not hooking up doesn't mean it's not like romantic to me.
49:04I go to dinner with Charlie too you know what I mean?
49:07But you don't touch Charlie.
49:11You know what I mean like we obviously are affectionate with each other.
49:15But that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change because I can't do that to myself.
49:18You understand there are feelings involved.
49:20You're acting like you've got no feelings involved.
49:22Of course I have feelings in like there's feelings there.
49:26Come on I come from a small little southern town.
49:31And in my town when you go and meet the family that means something.
49:34So like honestly it kind of hurts.
49:36I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post.
49:39I'm not asking you to sit around or play around.
49:41That's fine I've never said.
49:42I wouldn't want to start something if I know that like I couldn't put my all into it.
49:46I can't be open and try to move on if I'm spending all of my time onto you.
49:53So moving forward I can't do that anymore because I have to make space for somebody else.
49:58I feel bad because I know Grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone to care
50:04about her.
50:05I mean she's a great girl.
50:06She'll find her person I know she will it's just right now it's not me.
50:11I genuinely like do love you Grayson like I have so much love for you.
50:18It makes me sad because I, you know.
50:21Fuck.
50:22You gotta cry and I hurt you.
50:28Why are you making it so hard?
50:30Like just because I'm not ready man.
50:32I get it and that's fine.
50:33Like I'm just I don't want to hurt you.
50:35It hurts me even seeing you cry right now.
50:38I just have a hard time going to that place.
50:43I understand that.
50:44That's why I get emotional because I just I see sometimes you struggle.
50:49It hurts me.
50:50I want to be there for you and I know that I can't be in a way that I wish
50:53I could be.
50:58I'm always going to be there for you regardless.
51:01I'm always going to be there for you too.
51:03No matter what.
51:07Next time on Love Island Beyond the Velas.
51:11I am going to surprise him.
51:13I love that.
51:14Oh my God.
51:15What the fuck?
51:16Yeah, buddy.
51:16You stop moving this.
51:17Nah, you don't.
51:18I'm about to break this horse.
51:20Are you happy?
51:20Are you proud of me?
51:24If I say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word like she turned into Courtney real
51:29quick.
51:32What the hell?
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