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Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 8
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00:00Good, good.
00:01For a long time, I was always close with Anna.
00:03Then her and Iris got really close.
00:05I would never get a call to come and hang out with her.
00:07It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:08We have to do another trip.
00:10Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:11OK, but where?
00:12We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:13I'm real good.
00:15I am ready to conquer the snow.
00:19Yeah, Iris.
00:21I can't stop.
00:23Look at this.
00:29Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:30Hi, sorry.
00:31Oh, you got makeup?
00:32No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:35I feel like I don't need to be close with everyone
00:37if that's not how I feel.
00:38At the end of the day, not everybody is your best friend.
00:41Jeez.
00:43Hey, y'all.
00:44I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair.
00:49So you picked the name.
00:52Grayson, are you good though?
00:56Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
00:59Oh, sure.
00:59Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:02What's going on?
01:04We overheard you saying, like,
01:06you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:08You have your friends.
01:10Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself
01:13from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:15It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:17I am exhausted.
01:20I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:22I am exhausted.
01:30I'm not thinking, oh, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson
01:33and Coco and Iris are doing.
01:35I wasn't even talking about you guys.
01:37I was talking about Brian and Chris.
01:39I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
01:42People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
01:44And, like, the times that we are together,
01:46maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
01:49But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like,
01:53are you good?
01:54I don't think it was coming from that place.
01:56Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
01:59I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass
02:01and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:03It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:04And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:12Where's he going?
02:14We staying out the way.
02:15We having a peaceful time.
02:17This is my first trip.
02:18I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:20I'm not going to be caught up in no trouble.
02:22What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:23Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:27Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:27Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like,
02:29bro, why don't you hit me up and go work out?
02:30I want to see you more.
02:31Well, there's definitely a divide.
02:33Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah
02:35don't want to, obviously, be friends with any of the other girls.
02:37Speaking of them not wanting to be friends,
02:39like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
02:40be friends with Chris and Brian,
02:41why would I want to do that?
02:42We had no clue she felt that way.
02:44I'm like, damn, like...
02:45That was a little aggressive.
02:46I'm like, what did we do?
02:47You don't have to be friends,
02:48but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
02:51Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker,
02:52but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend,
02:53so she's not looking for new male friends.
02:55Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend,
02:57I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
02:59If I have a girlfriend,
03:00I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:03Did you, like, know those? That's how she felt?
03:05Know what?
03:06Like...
03:07Towards us?
03:07Yeah.
03:08I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:11they don't want to be, like, your friend
03:12because of my obviously.
03:13Yeah, no.
03:13But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro,
03:15so it's kind of just like...
03:16Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:18You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:21Like, we not over here talking shit on anyone,
03:22like, don't want to be around them, like...
03:24I definitely don't see it from your side
03:25because I'm not... I'm cool with them.
03:27Through this entire process and this experience,
03:29I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out of it
03:32was closer friendships.
03:34It sounds really corny, but, like,
03:36I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
03:39There's always been, like, this underlying, like,
03:42I think, hurt.
03:44Kind of, like, a feeling of, like...
03:48Like, you don't care.
03:52I take accountability in the fact that maybe
03:55I haven't been close to all of you guys
03:56and it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:01I don't hate any of you.
04:02I think you all are great people,
04:03but I have my own things to deal with.
04:06I have my friends before all of this shit
04:09that, like, don't hear from me.
04:11Sometimes I'm not, like, really present,
04:13but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:17People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:22But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
04:27I feel like I'm a new person now
04:28and I'm trying to figure myself out.
04:32You know, you can't sit here now
04:33and tell me those girls were giving the energy,
04:36like, fucking...
04:38I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
04:40Like, they don't got to be best friends.
04:42No, no, no one has to be best friends.
04:43Yeah.
04:43You know, it's just, like, be a normal human
04:45and just say, yo, what's up?
04:46Like, bro, I mean, I haven't even said a word.
04:48Okay, but you haven't said a word
04:49and she hasn't said a word,
04:50so it's two-way street.
04:52Because, bro, because the energy she gives
04:53is fucking weird, bro.
04:54We clicked the icons of WhatsApp, nothing,
04:56she looked away.
04:57What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
04:59Nothing.
05:00This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:02I don't know what's going on with her, mate,
05:04to be honest with you, who knows?
05:06I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:07It might just be ego.
05:09Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like
05:12maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group
05:13and, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:16The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:20I don't know about you guys, but, like,
05:21I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
05:23Yeah.
05:24I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on
05:28because I don't really see what they're saying.
05:31I mean, Hannah and Iris,
05:32they don't have a mean bone in their body.
05:34Why do you feel isolated?
05:36Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
05:38It's not from you, Amaya.
05:39You do really well at, like, talking to everyone
05:42and, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
05:47To be like, oh, I really praise you
05:49because you can talk to everyone.
05:50That's singling me out.
05:51It's also putting other people here
05:52and other people here.
05:54When you could raise you.
05:56I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
05:57I was more so making a point that, like,
05:59we should all be speaking to each other.
06:01Simple as that.
06:01I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out,
06:04but it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:07The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:13Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:17I felt like you did hear me more in that moment,
06:19but, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
06:22I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
06:25I want to just also say my feelings with Bella
06:28were strained after the holiday party,
06:31and that wasn't in Palm Springs.
06:32That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
06:35They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
06:37He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
06:40If he does want to have a conversation,
06:42he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
06:46Can I say this?
06:47She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone...
06:50So that's my boyfriend.
06:52Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
06:53It's more about, like, boundaries.
06:55But if these boundaries have never been set,
06:56then how would she know that?
06:57But it's, like, it's like girl code.
06:59Why is Bella getting involved?
07:01I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:05I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:10Ugh.
07:11I hate the situation.
07:13I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:16but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
07:19and everyone should be friends,
07:20and in reality, life's not like that.
07:22Yeah.
07:22Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
07:26is on the withhold right now
07:27because of the friendships and connections that you have
07:29with both of our ex-boyfriends.
07:31As a woman, I just don't understand how you can understand that.
07:34But you guys know that the only reason
07:38that I had been in the same spaces,
07:40in the same rooms as your exes
07:42is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
07:45I haven't had beef with anybody.
07:47Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
07:51Yeah.
07:52Amaya coming at me really hurts.
07:54She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
07:57That's not the case.
07:58I love Amaya.
08:00I love her so much.
08:01And even when they went through their breakup,
08:03I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20,000,
08:06and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:09She thinks I'm not even considering her, and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:14I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
08:18I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
08:21Yeah.
08:21It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
08:24I feel like there are times where we're not, like, completely nice to each other.
08:27You know that's gonna push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
08:32I just, I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
08:34You can leave. That's fine.
08:36Goodnight, everyone.
08:43Exhibit A.
08:50For Hannah to stand up and walk out.
08:52It's just kind of a slap in the face.
08:54I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
08:56She does have a flight, though.
08:57But, like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:04My anxiety is really bad,
09:06and I'm not somebody that's, like, when I'm having a hard time,
09:09I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:11and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
09:14but I just kind of have to ride it out.
09:16That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
09:26I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
09:29She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
09:32So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
09:35That's not okay.
09:35I have to say, I agree.
09:36I'm not standing for that.
09:37Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
09:39I'm not standing for that.
09:39I don't even want to talk about it too much
09:40because she's not here anymore.
09:42I've talked to her.
09:43I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
09:46and I give her so much grace,
09:48but I'm not part of the situation,
09:51and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel,
09:54because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
09:57She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:01I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:03I don't think that it is anything like to pinpoint
10:05any one of you guys at all.
10:07I don't know. I don't know.
10:09How are you feeling though?
10:10Are you...
10:11Bro, I'm going crazy.
10:12You're good.
10:13Like, I'm sorry I don't want to argue.
10:19Let's just call it a night.
10:21Let's go to bed.
10:23Yeah.
10:25I'll catch y'all.
10:27Come on, get your iPhone.
10:30Oh boy.
10:32You know you're a good person.
10:33That's enough.
10:34I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
10:37Where he's like...
10:40Volcano coming out of my ass.
10:41You just need to sleep.
10:42Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
10:43And if everyone fucking hates me,
10:45at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
10:52Rip tight.
10:53Sweet air.
10:55One breeze, not a single tear.
10:57Deep blue.
10:58Oh, stuff.
11:00And I feel like I'm...
11:00Burr.
11:01Big burr.
11:04I wouldn't want to miss.
11:09I'm feeling quite like this.
11:14Isn't this so pretty?
11:16It is.
11:17We can do this every day in the country.
11:18Just sit and enjoy the view.
11:19The view don't look like this, Taylor.
11:22When we get our house, we want to have a nice view.
11:24Okay.
11:25And I kind of want a change of scenery
11:28before I settle down in nature type of thing.
11:32So, what's your deal with that?
11:34L.A., New York, Charlotte.
11:37I like New York and I like L.A.
11:40But I want to be close to my family.
11:42My plan right now is to stay home,
11:45continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
11:48before all of this was introduced.
11:51The life coaching in school and, you know, that side of things.
11:55I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
11:57travel to New York and L.A. for work,
11:59and I'm going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:03School is super expensive.
12:04So, with content creation, social media,
12:06this will all help me be able to pay for school
12:10and be comfortable in doing that.
12:11I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
12:16I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
12:19So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
12:23Mm-hmm.
12:23Clark decided to stay in North Carolina,
12:26showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture
12:28and not just trying to live in the moment.
12:30I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
12:32It's more slow as pace, not as bad as traffic,
12:36not as mean as people.
12:37Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
12:40A sip scene.
12:43Mm-mm. Mm-mm. Mm-mm.
12:46I think I needed this after yesterday.
12:50Yeah.
12:51Last night was crazy.
12:53The conversation downstairs.
12:54There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed.
12:57That, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:00They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
13:03I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe
13:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
13:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
13:12Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
13:14He's got so much power.
13:15Listen.
13:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe
13:19playing a part in any of our relationships.
13:21The problem is with Iris and something
13:24that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
13:26Before I went to bed,
13:27I was looking at my text with Grayson.
13:29December 18th.
13:30The holiday party?
13:31Yeah.
13:31And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
13:33How are you?
13:34Did you guys squash it?
13:35I was freaked out last night.
13:37So I did text her.
13:38And I did check in on her.
13:39In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like,
13:41you don't check in.
13:42Like, you know, because what was I doing
13:44the night of the holiday party afterwards?
13:46I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home.
13:48And I still made a point to make sure she was still okay.
13:53Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't
13:56fully there for them.
13:57That's not true to my experience at all.
13:59I feel like I really was there for them.
14:02And for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
14:05is very hurtful.
14:07I appreciate you always having my back and always
14:09listening to me.
14:11And always being there for me and giving me different
14:13perspectives.
14:14I value that a lot.
14:15And I love you.
14:16Thank you for being there for me.
14:18I love you too.
14:19Aw.
14:22Teen.
14:26Yeah, it's official.
14:27I said I love you first.
14:29I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
14:33It takes me a long time to really love somebody.
14:36And with him, it's been really quick.
14:39It was crazy.
14:41I am really thankful for him.
14:43I really love him a lot.
14:45You should run through the house and say you love me.
14:50I love Iris!
15:02Good morning.
15:03Good morning.
15:04Good morning.
15:04Good morning.
15:07Hey, come on, everybody.
15:08Gather round.
15:09Let's go snowboarding.
15:10Woo!
15:12Snowmobiling.
15:13Snowboarding?
15:14Fuck.
15:15All right.
15:15Come on, everybody.
15:16Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
15:18Yay!
15:22Everybody, let's bounce.
15:23Bring your asses.
15:25All right, all right.
15:28I got something to prove.
15:31I got nothing to lose.
15:34So here we go, go, go, go.
15:37Oh my gosh.
15:43I'm excited.
15:44Yeah!
15:46Are we going snowmobiling?
15:48Okay.
15:48Okay.
15:50Couples, man.
15:51Couple shit.
15:52So it feels good to be in a couple.
15:54Man, doesn't it?
15:56I can't imagine not being a fucking couple.
15:58Whoa!
16:00We got hills and shit?
16:01Oh my gosh.
16:02Wait, let me see.
16:03Oh, damn.
16:03Wait, can we go down two at a time?
16:05Nah, bruh.
16:06Launch me, cats.
16:07Chris, be careful.
16:09Launch me.
16:10Oh, shit!
16:13Nice!
16:14Want to spin?
16:15Yeah.
16:16Oh my God!
16:19Poor Gracie!
16:22Ow!
16:27Yeah, buddy!
16:34Oh, hell!
16:37Yo, how you made this shit go faster, dawg?
16:39We didn't know, we ain't in competition, okay?
16:41This is couple first couple.
16:42Yeah, they don't even know.
16:42We keep it out on top.
16:44But...
16:44Damn.
16:47Tell her you're in a parallel.
16:53What?
16:54Oh no, that is crazy.
16:58Yeah!
17:00Yeah!
17:00And that's what I call arriving in style, bitches!
17:08Are you having fun?
17:10Uh, yeah.
17:11You?
17:11Huh?
17:13Yeah, I mean, it's like yesterday.
17:17Um...
17:20I feel like we need to talk though.
17:22For sure, what's on your mind?
17:25I think that when it comes to us and our friendship,
17:29I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
17:33I'll bet.
17:34All right, then I'll stop.
17:35That's fair.
17:36But I've never once, like, led you on.
17:38No, that's not true.
17:41How's it not true?
17:42I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
17:46I know.
17:48Oh!
17:50Look at this!
17:53Hey!
17:54Good morning!
17:55Good morning!
17:57I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
18:00Friendship.
18:01Best friend.
18:02But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
18:07We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together,
18:10so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
18:17We're not.
18:17Yes, we flirt.
18:18Together.
18:19Yes, together.
18:19And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
18:21But the mix, same old thing, it's like...
18:22Well, it's you always...
18:24Who starts?
18:26It's always you.
18:26All right, you got it. Hey.
18:27No, I don't...
18:28No, I'm...
18:28No, I don't want to make you...
18:30I promise we're good.
18:51Well, that went bad, I think.
18:53If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
18:58Like, you're literally playing with me.
19:02What up, Mama?
19:03Yeah.
19:05What's up, house?
19:06Are we gonna stay on?
19:16Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
19:20About what?
19:22Uh, I'm respecting your boundaries,
19:24and that's kind of what I just really quick just want to touch on.
19:27The only thing I want to say is, I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries.
19:33I just feel like the boundaries switched, and if you real quick was like,
19:37Brian, on some real shit, we can't really greet each other.
19:41I'm just doing this for me and my relationship, I would have been like, cool, noted, like, we're good.
19:46The only thing I felt hella, like, slapped in the face with was like, the dinner table thing.
19:52At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone, I just don't fuck with you.
19:55I thought the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural
20:01way.
20:01Like, that's why I was even questioning, like, is that about me?
20:04I mean, if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi, that's a you
20:11problem.
20:11But that's not something I'm cool with, and that's not something my man's cool with, and we will never be
20:15cool with that.
20:16No, for sure. No, I see that. And that's cool. Like, I'm not negating that at all.
20:19Especially with this new relationship that I have right now that I'm very content in.
20:24I don't want anything, especially Brian, boundaries, confusion, to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on.
20:37We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right? We said hi, boom, that's it. That's it.
20:42How are you, love? Good. Good, good.
20:45It's not like I was giving you, like, it was a heritage thing. We know that. Like, we both went
20:50through that, like, with the villa thing.
20:52I'm not trying to say that you came in there with the tension of trying to be malicious or anything
20:56like that.
20:57But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi, keeping it casual, but now as my relationship
21:02is progressing, it's like I don't even want to say hi to you.
21:05And that's fine. I was just confused. Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a child right now.
21:08No, I know. Just because it was like, this is the last day on the trip. Like, I was just
21:10confused as in, like, if I really OD disrespected it or something like that.
21:14That is being disrespectful.
21:15Okay, then I apologize for that. That won't happen again.
21:18Well, you go that way, I'll go this way, and that's cool. Like, that's what it is. Thank you.
21:21That's literally what it is. Yes.
21:22It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship. Uh, I hope that works out.
21:28Like, I really do have wish or nothing but the best.
21:31God bless. God bless.
21:37That is literally the clarity I need. Book is closed, and it's sent away.
21:42I'm happy that that was cleared up, whatever the fuck happened right there, because motherfucker, don't even fucking come near
21:47me. Are you crazy?
21:49You see how long my motherfucking hair is? When I flip it, that's how far you gotta stay back away
21:53from me.
21:53Back the fuck up from me and my way, bitch. The fuck?
21:59Can I jump and go?
22:02Yeah, he needs something. Christopher, do you have gloves?
22:06No, I need gloves.
22:07I'm such a mom. Let me just relax. He's nuts. He's literally nuts. No.
22:15Shit's so weird, bro.
22:17He was like, I've always been clear. We're friends.
22:19What? He said that?
22:20Yeah. I'm like, I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit.
22:23The day before the bar, he kissed me. Yeah. I never said that to make him look bad. Yeah.
22:28So how you, oh. Gotcha. Oh my god. Too late.
22:33Okay, I'm your best friend, but you kissed me two days ago. But not only just kissing me, but also
22:39being all over me. I think he's trying to protect his image.
22:45You've never escalated it. Even though we're flirting, at the end of the day, like, I know we're just friends
22:49and I'm not gonna, like, do something to jeopardize that.
22:52Has she ever tried to escalate things with you? No.
22:55I have all the test messages. It's always him testing me. I'm like, we're friends. We don't need to talk
23:00every day. He's like, hey, just checking on you. Don't fucking check on me. Yeah. Me and Tito are friends.
23:04He's not checking on me.
23:05You should sometimes.
23:08I'm ready. Woo.
23:10I just graced it with my life. I forgot how to start it already. I'm not even gonna hold you.
23:14I forgot how to start it already, y'all.
23:16Keep walking over here. Okay.
23:19You hot? Yeah. Bye.
23:24This is getting double all over again. At the end of the day, I think that when you use words
23:29and say things like, I let you or I allow you, it gives a false perception that it was one
23:35-sided.
23:35I never said that. I said you're always the one to initiate everything. And I follow, like, I do it
23:42back.
23:43Yeah, that feels, like, different than, like, neutral, though. Like, it just feels like I'm, like, just annoying you or
23:47on your body crazy.
23:49No. Because I always said, it's fun and I like it. But it has to stop because-
23:53That's smooth. Like, that's all you had to say. I feel like the conversation-
23:56But I think I said the same thing just in different words.
23:58But at the end of the day, it's like, you want the flirting to stop? I'm so down for that.
24:03I guess, I mean, after this trip, I guess, I'll see you around.
24:08I'll see you around is crazy.
24:10I mean, I don't know what-
24:12Okay, good.
24:16At first, I didn't understand where Andre was coming from because I was like, I'm telling you we're just friends.
24:21How are you getting mixed signals?
24:22But if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends, that's how you get
24:26mixed signals.
24:28Come, come over here. Come.
24:30Is my hair messed up? I can't even see anything. I can't even see it.
24:32What are you gonna do? Shit.
24:34She knows the type of conversation we need to have. She's already texted me this morning crying.
24:38We don't need to do this if you don't want to. She was basically giving me an out.
24:41Like, dead ass, she gonna take that shit bad either way, but how would you plan to do it in
24:45the first place?
24:45Off camera. Coco keeps telling me to do it off camera. Like, talk to her off camera.
24:49I know my boy Chris is scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that Courtney might come out.
24:56But I think he should just rip the bandaid off instead of like having it lingered on because as long
25:00as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore,
25:03the real Courtney gonna come out. I hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse.
25:08Respect their wishes so that if you don't, she won't get more mad at you for not respecting her wishes.
25:11That's what I'm saying.
25:13Okay. All right, guys. I'm ready to go back to be honest with you. Yeah.
25:17I'm starving. I'm cold.
25:22I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully.
25:26I really had such a great time. It was so fun.
25:33Time to package it up and get the hell out of here.
25:41Oh, my God. It's time to go back home.
25:48I didn't even get to wear my fur.
25:52Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end.
25:55I feel like the division just grew more prominent and I hate that for us.
26:05Guys, quick. We're gonna miss the sunset.
26:09I had a great time in Tahoe.
26:10There were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird,
26:15but we're a big family at the end of the day.
26:17We went through a very unique experience together and I'm just so happy to have these friendships.
26:35I think we got a good, this is eight bars from last time.
26:41Right, yeah.
26:41And I think we got a nice little record here, honestly.
26:44My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want to make sure that
26:50all of the girlies,
26:51all the papayas are, you know what? The dads could dance to it, too.
26:54Want a taste of this papaya? Come and sip it out.
27:08Since you were sick in Tahoe, did you even get to talk to Grayson?
27:11Wait, how was that for you, though, seeing her?
27:12It was fine.
27:13We're both just kind of at the understanding now.
27:15It's just not, like, gonna happen.
27:17Are you gonna kick with her?
27:18Oh, yeah. Like, I mean, she's a really great friend.
27:21Do you know what I mean?
27:23Andrina just texted me.
27:24What did Andrina say?
27:26I love you. I miss you. Where you at?
27:28No, I'm just kidding.
27:29I'm gonna give it ten minutes so the fly ends up.
27:31Fuck off.
27:32Want a taste of this papaya? Come and sip it out.
27:40Are you ready?
27:41Yeah.
27:42Yeah.
27:43Do the ball shake.
27:45Do the ball shake.
27:47Bye.
27:54What's up, brother?
27:55How we doing, bro?
27:56Good to see you, bro.
27:57Long time to see you.
27:58My name is Nick Vance.
27:59I'm from Jacksonville, Florida.
28:00You might know me from season seven, Love Island.
28:08I'm a mom.
28:09Mamacita.
28:16Quick, hurry up.
28:17Get in.
28:18What the fuck?
28:20You might not.
28:22And if you don't, my name is Nick Vance.
28:24Cheers, bro.
28:25Good to see you, man.
28:26You as well.
28:27How's wifey?
28:28How's wifey?
28:28Great, bro.
28:29We're now dating and everything.
28:31Sick.
28:31Yeah, I've been staying with her for a little while.
28:33I'm with Jeremiah all the time.
28:34I'm with Hannah, Iris.
28:36Pepe all the time?
28:37No, he honestly hasn't been showing up.
28:38Really?
28:39Is there beef?
28:40There's a bunch of stuff he said.
28:41Took away from Iris and I's relationship.
28:44But we're not on the same page.
28:46We, you know, we're just not gonna be friends.
28:49I'm not that surprised that, you know, that there's tension.
28:52Since the beginning of time, girls will make men go crazy.
28:56Pepe and I are boys.
28:57I just support both of my boys at the end of the day.
28:59Like, I stay out of it.
29:00Where'd you get that thing, bro?
29:01Well, Andrew got it for me for Christmas.
29:02Oh, really?
29:03That's fire.
29:04Bro, he's dancing.
29:05I gave her a present and I, like, filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever.
29:09And people started, like, crashing out.
29:11Why?
29:12I guess, like, the Louis box, it was small.
29:15But, like, people were like, oh, like, he didn't get her shit.
29:18I was like, thank you.
29:19Oh, my God.
29:20I got her something good, but...
29:21That's, like, some of the toughest things.
29:23Like, since the villa, like, dealing with the public and, like, everyone watching everything
29:28and, like, having an opinion, I think it's, like...
29:29It's crazy.
29:30Yeah.
29:30Because, like, you kind of control, like, the narrative in a little bit of a way.
29:33Like, I only let people see, like, 10%.
29:36I think there is some things that we keep private, but we post every day, basically.
29:41It's just a part of our daily life, so the public knows the majority of what's going on in our
29:46lives.
29:46So I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes.
29:51Yeah, yeah.
29:51You couldn't make it or something?
29:53I never got the invite in the mail.
29:54Oh, yeah?
29:54Oh, shit.
29:55Because my car kit moving, so that's my home address.
29:58Yeah, yeah.
29:58No, but next year.
29:59I really want to get into acting and, like...
30:01Yeah.
30:02What's your plans?
30:02Do you think you're moving out here or anything, or...?
30:04I don't know.
30:05Like, the DJing's so time-consuming, and, like, I go back and forth every other day.
30:09Dude, I've been debating it forever, but I don't know.
30:13It's kind of not my vibe out here.
30:15Here?
30:16Yeah.
30:16Talk about long distance.
30:17Like, is that hard for you?
30:18Yeah, I mean, like, it's literally the opposite sides of the country.
30:21Yeah.
30:22What about you?
30:23She's in Houston, so it's, like, only two and a half hours away.
30:26Oh, yeah.
30:26But at the same time, it's like, she is never in Houston and I'm never in Florida, so it's like...
30:31You guys are so busy and everything.
30:33How do you make time for each other?
30:35It's...
30:35It's rough.
30:36I mean, I'm in a club, like, probably Wednesday through Saturday, and she's 99% doing a shoot throughout the
30:42week or whatever.
30:43But, honestly, our schedules have been, like, aligning up pretty nicely.
30:47Oh, really?
30:47Like, she coincidentally was in L.A. yesterday, so we got dinner, chilled, kicked it.
30:52I mean, just pray that it aligns.
30:54Iris and I are the same way, but, you know, she has a lot more going on than I obviously
30:58do, but I have more with, like, the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa, so that's kind of,
31:04like, where we are, like, a little off schedule.
31:07I've never really done a long-distance relationship before, so it's very new to me, and there's a lot to
31:13learn, and it's a lot to balance, but Iris and I were making the long-distance work.
31:18I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day, so when we are together, we're making
31:22sure that it's quality time spent.
31:23It's so good to see you, bro.
31:25Yeah.
31:25Thanks for coming out, bro.
31:43Honey, I'm...
31:44Hi!
31:45Oh, you look good!
31:47Yeah, I like this necklace.
31:50You look cute.
31:56So, you and TJ, how are you guys doing?
31:59You guys said, I love you, like, officially?
32:01Yeah.
32:02We were in bed, so I was like, oh, I love you.
32:04Aw.
32:05He's always there for me.
32:06Like, you know Sebastian, like, he's always, like, there for you and always has your back.
32:10That's what we needed this whole time.
32:12When are you going to Aruba?
32:14During Valentine's Day.
32:15I told myself no more cold places.
32:17I like Tahoe, though.
32:18It was beautiful.
32:19It was really beautiful.
32:20I was just going through it.
32:22Yeah.
32:22And I felt like everybody was kind of, like, attacking you.
32:24The thing is, I was just not having...
32:26Like, I was not doing good.
32:28And, like, I feel like that's okay.
32:29I feel like my friends would, like, know that.
32:33We know.
32:33I just feel like people don't understand how I deal with things because it's different
32:39than the way that they deal with things.
32:41Like, I'm doing my best and it's just really hard that, like, I feel like everybody's just
32:46going against me.
32:47I always say, like, you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want to be around
32:52you and the people that don't, don't, you know?
32:54Yeah.
32:54And, like, that's okay.
32:55Doesn't this spot on my set kind of look like a penis?
32:59It does.
33:00That one's a penis.
33:02I was staring at it right now.
33:03I was like, ah!
33:04I feel dirty.
33:05I feel dirty.
33:15So cute.
33:23Hi, baby.
33:24How are you?
33:25Mwah.
33:26Where's Gray?
33:29Oh, there she is!
33:32Gray, Gray!
33:33What's up?
33:34Hi, guys.
33:36Hi.
33:36You look good, girl.
33:37Yeah, you look good.
33:38I'm like a Twilight vampire right now.
33:40Come on.
33:40No, stop.
33:41Don't say that.
33:42We love the little Edward moment, though.
33:44Oh!
33:45We all got the same thing!
33:46Thank you so much!
33:47Thank you!
33:49Wow, these look good.
33:50That breather was great, right?
33:51Yeah, I haven't really talked to many since the trip.
33:55But, I mean, it's only been like a week, so...
33:57I talked to Andreina a little bit, but...
33:59Yeah, me too.
34:00She was kind of nice.
34:00She kind of was, like, in her corner a little bit.
34:03I just wish there was, like, no animosity, no tension.
34:07Obviously, like, Hannah asked me.
34:09So it's like, if you're gonna ask me, I have to speak on it.
34:11I understand what you're saying, but I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind,
34:15because otherwise that's something that you would have been, like, holding in.
34:19Yeah.
34:20Yeah.
34:21All of that aside, have you spoke to Chris lately?
34:24How have you guys been?
34:26Girl.
34:27Mmm.
34:28I feel like...
34:30Mmm.
34:30What's that look?
34:32Don't piss me off.
34:33I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off.
34:37I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it, we can.
34:40Yeah.
34:46I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off.
34:49I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it, we can.
34:52Yeah.
34:53You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and it didn't feel like that.
34:57It felt almost like a drag.
35:00It felt like...
35:01Yeah.
35:01He was just sweeping it under the rug.
35:03During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't gonna get what I needed from him in a relationship.
35:08There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked.
35:10Hey, watch my board, bruh.
35:13Watch your board?
35:14I got the handles on them.
35:16Oh, my God.
35:17You gotta pick it up.
35:18I'm having a hard time.
35:19I'm not a baby, but at the same time, when I'm with a man, I'm his baby.
35:25So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
35:27We did.
35:28It was very inconsistent communication.
35:30And now we've kind of, like, called things off.
35:33So that's where you guys stand?
35:35Yeah, we're done.
35:36I don't like the story.
35:38The ending was better in my head.
35:40Girl, me too, but no babes.
35:50Oh.
35:53What's going on, brother?
35:54What up, Brian?
35:55Big dog for a big guy.
35:56I know.
35:56Big guy.
35:57We got boundaries, brother.
35:58Boundaries.
36:01Hey, how are you?
36:01Hi, Maria.
36:02How are you?
36:02Sorry, no.
36:04You got makeup?
36:04No, it's just that my relationship and boundaries.
36:08Hey, hide that phone.
36:10You're stupid, though.
36:12You good, though?
36:13What's happening, man?
36:13This is Koda, bruh.
36:14God, and Koda?
36:16Koda's already tired?
36:16He went to the park earlier.
36:18Yeah, that's...
36:19You done for the day, huh?
36:20No.
36:21Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet
36:24for a little bit out here that they do in L.A.
36:27He old, for real?
36:28Yeah, he about to be eight.
36:29That's why he got the Great Hill.
36:30That's what I'm saying, bro.
36:31Like, he not about to be shredded.
36:34I'm going to be officially moved out here in February.
36:36Word.
36:37Yeah.
36:37Did you find a spot?
36:38Yeah.
36:38Oh, shit, okay.
36:39I'm in Hollywood.
36:41Being in L.A. the past few months
36:42and going from the East Coast to the West Coast
36:45has definitely been an adjustment, but I can't lie.
36:47I can't deny this.
36:48The weather and the views.
36:49Yeah, I'm loving Cali.
36:50I'll say that.
36:51It's just about that time.
36:52All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so...
36:54Yeah.
36:56You want to chill here for a little bit?
36:57Yeah, bro.
36:58I think Koda need a break.
37:00Huh, Barry?
37:01I'm highly excited, bro, moving out here.
37:03Yeah, me too, bro.
37:04I'm going to spend the summer out here
37:05and stuff like that, so...
37:06How are you though, bro, since Tahoe?
37:08Since that whole situation and everything?
37:11Really good, bro.
37:12Really?
37:12Honestly, like, that was like...
37:14Because, obviously, we left off, like...
37:16When we first talked, it was cool and everything,
37:18and then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched.
37:20Yeah.
37:20But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial.
37:22Like, that chapter's been closed.
37:24I feel like I closed a chapter in some part of my life, bro,
37:26and I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in L.A.
37:29Yeah.
37:29Starting fresh and stuff like that, so...
37:31How are you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
37:34That was a lot.
37:35How was stuff with you and Koko?
37:37We're done.
37:39Really?
37:40Yeah, I told her we should just be friends, bro.
37:43I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
37:46of just where I am in life right now, bro.
37:49I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done.
37:53Koko was raised by a single dad, and, you know,
37:56he instilled some expectations and treatment that, you know,
37:59a man should be giving her, which any dad should do.
38:01I would do that for my own daughter.
38:03I think when you're on the other side,
38:05and you're actually dating the girl that has those expectations
38:08from her father, I think it's a little tough.
38:10What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
38:13I'm not really tripping, bro.
38:16Another one bites the dust.
38:18Wait, so you guys are, like, done.
38:20You called it quits.
38:21I gave him some space and then kind of reached out.
38:24I kind of let him know, like, hey, I'm gonna keep the band with you.
38:27I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent.
38:29In the beginning, I feel like you were really invested and excited
38:32to get closer to me.
38:34But I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel.
38:37And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian.
38:41He went to the club over the weekend without you?
38:44I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just dealing with whatever
38:48personal things he has going on.
38:49And then I go on Instagram and I'm like, oh, you're at the club.
38:53In a section.
38:54You're outside.
38:56And I'm inside waiting for your text.
38:58Did you speak with him after the club or did you just see him in the club?
39:02I did.
39:02I did.
39:02Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that.
39:04I did.
39:04I sent him a message.
39:05I know I kind of brought it up the other night, but I'm bringing it up again
39:08because it's kind of weighing on me.
39:10I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really, really like.
39:13And if this is truly not that, we don't have to do this.
39:17The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate.
39:19And we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quits.
39:21I really wish we would have just stayed friends.
39:23He doesn't have the experience of having, like, a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to court
39:29regularly.
39:30You know what I mean?
39:30And I just don't have the energy to teach a 27-year-old man how to do that.
39:36No.
39:37There's nothing wrong with that at all.
39:38Like, you know exactly what you want.
39:41And if you weren't getting exactly what you want, like, you're not trying to waste your time.
39:44You're not trying to waste his time.
39:46And it's not even a one.
39:47It's just a bare minimum.
39:48You know, when you get to know somebody, it's dating.
39:50It's going out and, like, courting properly and, like, being attentive.
39:54And, like, because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is.
39:58I just, I require that kind of attentiveness.
40:02Shay, I mean, you tried.
40:04Yeah, I did.
40:05I really tried.
40:06I stepped up romantically.
40:09I handle situations in a grown matter, in my opinion.
40:13With me dating Coco for these last two or three months, I think it gave me a new perception on
40:19what I want for my future.
40:21It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate, what I will put up with,
40:26and what I will accept, and also what I want going forward.
40:30I think I need to date older.
40:31Someone who's more established.
40:33I want a queen, bro.
40:35I don't want a princess.
40:36That make sense?
40:37Like, I want my girl to have her own.
40:39I want my girl to be established with her career and what she wants in life, knows what she wants
40:44and how she wants to go about it.
40:46Like, a real woman.
40:49Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment all the time.
40:55Damn, sheesh.
40:56That's really a lot, fam.
40:57Great to see how you feel, bro.
40:59Shit.
41:00Didn't really work out.
41:02I think for now it's single Chris all 26.
41:04On your time?
41:06On my time.
41:06What I want to do.
41:07Where I want to go.
41:08Okay.
41:09Leaving the seatbelt open.
41:10Riding dirty.
41:12Enough about me, honey.
41:14What?
41:15Y'all peep this off.
41:17Oz, what do you mean?
41:18Girl, she talking about Austin child.
41:21Oh!
41:23You know, seeing Austin post his relationship with the girl that he had told me he wasn't going in that
41:31direction with, it was kind of a shock.
41:34But at the same time, no it wasn't.
41:36Because I always knew that there was something going on.
41:39And he just kind of made me feel like I was crazy.
41:42And it's like, baby, clearly I wasn't, clearly she wasn't in the matcha.
41:47I really just want Austin to be happy.
41:49And if this makes him happy, then I'm happy for him.
41:53So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him.
41:55It was just kind of like, people lost us and that's not our loss.
42:02But we have each other and we found each other through our hearts.
42:06Yeah.
42:06And like, I'm so grateful.
42:08Like, I see you guys at my wedding.
42:10Like, I see you guys going through life experiences.
42:12I won't cry. Stop.
42:13But you know what I mean?
42:14Like, you know, it's really special.
42:16Like, and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted through it, you know?
42:19And just because we didn't find it with everyone, how lucky are we to have found it with even just
42:23us?
42:24Oof.
42:25So, don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry.
42:29That's when I came into the Love Island experience, like, hoped for.
42:34Girl, you know, don't make me cry.
42:37And...
42:41Maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did, but...
42:45Yeah.
42:46I'm just, I'm glad that, like, at least we have each other.
42:49No matter where you go, oh, you are never alone.
43:07Oh my god, damn.
43:11This is way more work than I expected.
43:15Aww.
43:15My nursing graduation cat.
43:18I'm gonna put this here for now.
43:21Oh my gosh.
43:23To finally be in my own place, my own apartment, my own castle, it feels so free.
43:29And Papa Papaya approves.
43:33I don't like this.
43:34It's like a flower growing out of power shape.
43:38I still can see the look in his face that he doesn't want to let his little papaya go.
43:43But he does approve and he knows that I'm safe, which is the most important part.
43:48This is crazy.
43:49Like, how much the lip loss a girl needs?
43:54Ah!
43:56Thomas Clarkies!
43:59What's up, baby girl?
44:01I miss you.
44:02I miss you more.
44:03I'm at my castle.
44:05And no matter how much I unpack, bro, the boxes just keep coming big.
44:09It's like a bad nightmare.
44:11There's always more.
44:11There's more.
44:14But no, honestly, like, I'm really happy that I just finally have a place where I could
44:19call home.
44:20Just a place where I feel like I've worked for, you know?
44:24I'm so happy for you.
44:26Oh my God.
44:26Wait, do you want to see?
44:27Do you want to see the apartment?
44:28Did I shed it?
44:29Give me a tour.
44:30Okay, let me give you a tour.
44:31This is one of my closets.
44:33We're trying to do a little sign sign.
44:35Period, period.
44:36This is the bathroom.
44:37I'm going to make this into, like, old Hollywood, country style.
44:40And I also have a balcony.
44:41You can see the water, like, literally, you can see the water from here.
44:45And then that's the city.
44:47Oh my God.
44:49The fact that I'm here, living in my home together, it's like, wow.
44:52I can't believe it.
44:54I can't believe it.
44:55I'm just very, very proud of myself.
44:57And I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile.
45:01I just also wanted to say thank you.
45:04You were such a great support system on this journey.
45:07It really does mean a lot.
45:08And I really do have a lot of love for you.
45:10Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating.
45:17And I have so many things that I want to accomplish.
45:19Putting myself back into the cheer world.
45:22Owning multiple businesses.
45:24And just continuing to grow into the best version of myself.
45:29What's tea?
45:30What's next for Amaya Papaya?
45:33Um, I'm just going to continue on following my journey.
45:41I'm so proud of you.
45:43You're doing big things.
45:44And even bigger is coming up.
45:46They don't even know Amaya.
45:48When someone calls your name, you just have to go for it, you know?
45:52It's your passion.
45:53This past year just taught me a lot of resilience and to keep on having faith.
45:58And when life gives you lemons, make the fucking lemonade.
46:01I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
46:03Men who are gynecologist kind of freak me out.
46:06You know, I got a 97 on my vagina exam.
46:09We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji, but this ending is better.
46:14Yeah.
46:15This is so cute.
46:15Will you meet my girlfriend?
46:16Oh, yes.
46:18TJ.
46:18This is the way it was supposed to be.
46:20And look at us now.
46:21Look at us now.
46:22We made it.
46:23We made it!
46:34Taylor!
46:35I never would have thought I could be doing long distance.
46:39I don't think anybody would choose this.
46:43It's strengthened our relationship.
46:45It has made me more, like, hopeful for what the future looks like for us.
46:51It's Christmas, TJ.
46:53It's a Friendsgiving.
46:54My life in a year should have been my life over the span of, like, six years.
46:59There's so many opportunities that lie ahead.
47:02I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies.
47:07You know, I met somebody yesterday, and she told me,
47:10I'm gluten-free.
47:11Fuck is gluten.
47:12My first time in the West Coast was this past summer, and now I'm moving here.
47:16It's so crazy.
47:17And this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways that I needed to change.
47:21And hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
47:29I'm never-ending midnight time.
47:34I'm so glad that I went on this crazy-ass show and...
47:38We did it.
47:40And guess what?
47:40We have more crazy-ass memories to be more made, okay?
47:43So get prepared.
47:44Make sure that buckle seat is buckle-up.
47:52Why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.?
47:58Good day!
48:01Tomorrow night, a new bomb ship enters the Ville.
48:04Yeah, guys.
48:05Like, I got a few properties.
48:12That was good.
48:13controlar night.
48:15Weändernies the Vixote.
48:16Time left for today.
48:17Time left.
48:17I didn't wanna meet, you talking to me, darling.
48:19That was great.
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