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01:28Andy, you were an amazing father from day one.
01:32Look, it's natural to ask yourselves these questions, but what the jury needs to hear today is how much you
01:37loved Hannah, and how much trust you placed in Liberty High School to protect her.
01:46Well, there's lots of chatter online about Hannah's tapes. People are worried it's going to affect the trial.
01:52Well, I'm not concerned. I mean, it still doesn't serve the school to admit them into evidence any more than
01:56it does us.
01:57But couldn't it work in our favor to have Hannah's story out there in her own words?
02:02Or will it bias the jury against us?
02:05How? How could it do that? To hear what happened to her?
02:08It's a complicated story, Liv.
02:37Oh, today is going to suck.
02:43What do you mean? Because of...
02:45I mean, it's like the first day of school or something, but like in some weird alternate universe where like
02:52everyone's been talking about me for months.
03:07Hannah was the kind of person that made you want to be better, the kind of person who left an
03:14impression on everyone she met.
03:19This is weird, right?
03:22It's crazy, you're serious.
03:23Um, yeah?
03:37This is about me, isn't it?
03:42Yeah, must be.
03:56Helmet.
03:58Hate to say I told you so, but...
04:00Or did we just not think this part through?
04:03I'm curious.
04:03What happens to Jessica now?
04:06Or Alex?
04:06Or Justin?
04:07Or you?
04:12Clay?
04:13Did you not get any of my texts?
04:16Uh, my...
04:17My ringer must be off.
04:24Sky?
04:26Hey, hey, hello.
04:27Hey, Justin.
04:29I say welcome back, but kind of shitty timing.
04:32Well, what do you mean?
04:33I mean, about the tapes.
04:35What about the tapes?
04:37Did Clay not tell you?
04:40Maybe he doesn't even know.
04:41Know about what?
04:42They're out.
04:43Someone posted them online.
04:44Everyone listened all last night.
04:45What?
04:46Yes.
04:46Are you fucking serious?
04:49Jensen.
04:50Did you know about this?
04:55I, um...
04:56Yeah.
04:58I kind of, I guess I knew.
05:01But...
05:03Okay, I gotta go.
05:04What?
05:05Jensen.
05:06Hey, Clay.
05:08Where the fuck are you going?
05:13We're having a meeting, by the way.
05:16She always saw the best in people,
05:18even if they couldn't see it themselves.
05:20Figure this out.
05:21But when she walked through those doors at Liberty High,
05:24that's not the girl they made her out to be.
05:26My future is at stake here.
05:28What if Harvard finds out?
05:29What happened between you and Hannah?
05:31Shouldn't keep you out of Harvard, Marcus.
05:33You don't know that.
05:33This could, this could blow my entire life.
05:35Hey, look.
05:35We'll figure out a strategy when we meet, okay?
05:38Everyone's confirmed.
05:40Except, I didn't tell Jessica.
05:42I didn't know what to say to her.
05:44Hey, tell her that there's somebody
05:46out here trying to fuck up our lives.
05:48When people looked at Hannah,
05:50they saw what they wanted to see.
05:52They made assumptions.
05:54They spread rumors.
05:55Hey, Jess.
05:56Hey.
05:57What the hell is wrong with everyone today?
05:59Shit, you haven't heard?
06:01Heard what?
06:03Maybe we should get out of here.
06:04You want to skip school?
06:05Why?
06:06What's going on?
06:08Tell me.
06:08The tapes.
06:10They're out.
06:11What?
06:15Oh, my God.
06:17I know.
06:18I'm so sorry.
06:19This is...
06:20It's so fucked up.
06:21When I think of her walking the halls
06:23with those kids...
06:25Those eyes on her.
06:26So, like, with a giant pair of scissors
06:28and all that?
06:28How the fuck else?
06:30I see you cut ribbons, Scatty.
06:31What?
06:32I don't know.
06:32I've never been to something like this before.
06:34It's not that big of a deal.
06:35But bring your appetites.
06:36My dad promised food trucks.
06:37Oh, my God.
06:39Hey, you're coming today, right?
06:42What?
06:42Yeah, no.
06:43Totally.
06:44Yeah.
06:44All right.
06:48Hey, who did this?
06:49Well, get the fuck back.
06:50Hey, relax.
06:51It's fine.
06:53It'll come off.
06:55It's a stupid fucking prank, right?
06:58Dude, that's pretty fucked up.
07:00Should we do something?
07:01What would we do?
07:03It's messed up.
07:04I'm not worried about it.
07:06You want to call it rape, call it rape.
07:08She wanted me.
07:10Me.
07:11She's practically begging me to fuck her.
07:12That's rape.
07:13Every girl just...
07:14Where the fuck did you get that?
07:16What the hell was that?
07:18Was that you?
07:19Yeah, it was me.
07:21What do you want us to do?
07:21Do you want me to go after him?
07:23Yeah.
07:24How the fuck did this happen?
07:26Someone posted the tapes online.
07:29Last night.
07:30Someone?
07:33Anonymously.
07:35It's fucked up.
07:36Hey, what are you gonna do?
07:39Um.
07:42Uh, I, I, um, I just, I need to get a thing for a minute.
07:46I just want to call my dad.
07:55Oh!
07:57Fucking left toe!
07:59I knew you were a fucking pervert!
08:01Hey!
08:02Hey!
08:04Hey!
08:04Hey, you fucking assholes!
08:05Come on!
08:06But even if Hannah couldn't trust her classmates, she should have been able to trust the school
08:11itself, especially since we'd chosen Liberty specifically because of their emphasis on
08:16safety and support.
08:18So, when you enrolled Hannah at the school, did you ask about their policies regarding
08:22bullying?
08:24Explicitly.
08:24We let them know that Hannah had some problems at her previous school.
08:28Girls being mean, that sort of thing.
08:30And we didn't want her to have to go through that again.
08:33And when you asked about those policies, what were you told?
08:35They said they had a zero-tolerance policy, that they took that kind of thing extremely
08:39seriously, and that she was in good hands.
08:42But then they just stood back and let everything happen.
08:47If the school had just stepped up and paid attention, then things never would have gone
08:51as bad as they did for her.
08:54And she'd still be that same happy, hopeful kid she always was.
08:59I know.
09:00Did you hear what he said in the last tape?
09:01Okay, but how could she be dating him if he really did it?
09:04Unless she didn't know.
09:09Chloe.
09:10Hey.
09:12The ribbon cutting today, I might be late.
09:15Are you still going?
09:17Yeah.
09:18Why wouldn't I be?
09:19Okay.
09:20Yeah, well, we'll see you later.
09:22Okay, bye.
09:38Bye.
09:40Bye.
09:45Bye.
09:49Bye.
09:51Oh, my God.
10:45Here you are.
10:47You know, I was starting to think you were avoiding me today.
10:49What? No.
10:51No, I, uh, actually, I got locked in.
10:55I know.
10:56I had to move the chair.
10:59You don't know why.
11:02I kind of do.
11:05Kind of everyone does.
11:07Oh.
11:11Well, I understand if you changed your mind about the movies.
11:16I didn't.
11:18Tyler, you promised me a date.
11:20You're not getting out of it that easily.
11:23Well, can't you tell Warren to handle it faster?
11:25It's a shit show around here.
11:29I, I, I, I gotta go.
11:36I heard your confession.
11:38You feeling okay, brother?
11:40You didn't look so good the other day.
11:42You're going down, Bryce.
11:43How do you see that happening, exactly, without you going with me?
11:49I will do whatever I have to, to make you fucking pay.
11:55I'm not going to pay for a goddamn thing, Justin.
11:59I've got a legal team working for me around the clock.
12:02I've got state fucking senators that will talk about what a fine citizen I am.
12:06What have you got?
12:07A junkie mom and a deadbeat dad?
12:11Oh, shit.
12:12Wait, that's right.
12:13You don't even know your dad, do you?
12:16You never met the guy.
12:17You're just a white trash piece of shit, Justin.
12:20Nobody's going to listen to your truth.
12:23Nobody in this world gives a shit about you.
12:26You've got nothing.
12:27And nobody.
12:43Hey, Jess.
12:46Yeah, I'm just...
12:48Yeah, I'm at home.
12:51Yeah, I had to split.
12:53And my mom called me super early.
12:57She got in a fight with Matt Seth, so...
13:04Are you...
13:07Okay?
13:08I mean, you're pretty out of it last night.
13:12I mean, we both were.
13:21Huh?
13:22Uh, yeah.
13:24We did.
13:27Do you not...
13:30Do you not remember?
13:34Shit.
13:35Yeah, we were both pretty trashed.
13:38Sorry.
13:38I mean, yeah, you...
13:40You seemed like you were pretty into it last night.
13:46No, we must have just both passed out after.
13:52Yeah, it was a fucking great party.
14:08What the hell?
14:10I will destroy you.
14:12Hey, back off.
14:12Get the fuck up!
14:13Hey!
14:15You took pictures of my sister?
14:17What?
14:17You followed her?
14:18You took fucking pictures of her?
14:19No!
14:20Yes, no.
14:21You took them in and put them in my locker.
14:22What the fuck is wrong with you?
14:23This isn't me.
14:24I didn't fucking do this.
14:25It's fucking you, isn't it?
14:26What?
14:27First you put the rat in my locker, now this?
14:29What the fuck do you want from her?
14:30You put a rat in your locker?
14:31Someone's fucking with you, too?
14:32Yeah!
14:33You!
14:34Why?
14:34Because of fucking last night?
14:35No, that's not...
14:36Fuck, dude.
14:36It's gotta be Bryce.
14:37It's fucking Bryce.
14:38He's trying to keep us quiet.
14:39Okay?
14:40It happened to me, too.
14:42It's not me, I swear.
14:47Zach.
14:51Come near my sister and I'll murder you.
14:53You hear me?
15:16So what do you want?
15:16An eighth?
15:17I got a really great hybrid, right?
15:19Oh, no.
15:19I need something stronger.
15:23You got any oxy?
15:25Shit, man.
15:26I can get you oxy.
15:27It's bucks, dude.
15:29I got the supply choked off.
15:30Okay, what can I get right now?
15:33I need to get really fucking high,
15:35and I've got 20 bucks.
15:37I got some H.
15:39And if you really want to get blind,
15:41you gotta shoot it.
15:41I...
15:44I mean, I...
15:45I don't got works or anything.
15:47I can hook you up.
15:53Mr. Baker, you're currently dating someone
15:55by the name of Valerie Hampton.
15:57Is that correct?
15:59Yes.
16:00My wife and I...
16:03were separated.
16:04Is it not true that you first began
16:05dating Miss Hampton
16:06in April of last year?
16:08Prior to Hannah's death
16:10and prior to your separation?
16:13It's not something I'm proud of,
16:14but, yes, we saw each other
16:15for about a month,
16:16then I ended it.
16:17We didn't reconnect
16:18until after Hannah's death.
16:20After my separation.
16:22But if Hannah was alive
16:23when you first started dating Miss Hampton,
16:25isn't it possible
16:26she knew about the affair?
16:27Objection.
16:28Speculation.
16:28Your Honor,
16:29it's necessary to establish a timeline
16:31so that we can take into account
16:32all possible effects
16:33on Hannah's mental state.
16:35Overruled.
16:35Proceed.
16:36Mr. Baker,
16:37is it not possible
16:39that Hannah knew,
16:40given the timeline,
16:42regardless of whether
16:43the two of you
16:44ever discussed it?
16:48Unless you...
16:50you did discuss it.
17:04Okay.
17:05Okay.
17:09I'll call you when I can.
17:10Let's go.
17:10Let's go.
17:19Okay.
17:23Okay.
17:45Hannah?
17:45Hannah?
17:49How could you do that?
17:51I love your mother.
17:51I love her with all my heart, I swear to you.
17:53But a marriage, honey, honey, a marriage is a complicated thing.
18:00It's a terrible moment when you realize that your parents aren't perfect.
18:05Don't try and turn this into a life lesson for me.
18:09I'm sorry.
18:12Look, I will end it.
18:14I'll end it tonight.
18:16And you'll tell Mom, okay, or I will.
18:33I told my wife about Valerie immediately.
18:37We dealt with it, and afterwards, it wasn't a problem anymore.
18:42Hannah knew that.
18:43She also knew that you had cheated on her mother, and she committed suicide less than six months afterwards.
18:48No, we move forward as a family.
18:50Thank you, Mr. Baker.
18:51No further questions.
18:52No, her problems were with the school.
18:54With us, she was always a happy girl.
18:56She was hopeful.
18:56She was upbeat.
18:57Let's just stand down.
19:02Why can't we explain what actually happened?
19:04Why can't we make a statement?
19:06It's not the time.
19:07When is the time?
19:07Everyone knows what she had to say about it.
19:09You wouldn't want it to sound like you were attacking this girl to the press.
19:13I just don't want people to think I'm hiding from this.
19:15I want them to hear my sign.
19:16They will, as soon as you testify.
19:19In the meantime, just block out the noise.
19:22Now let's try and enjoy this damn thing, shall we?
19:24We've got a lot of eyes on us today.
19:26You have some fans, dear.
19:34We saw the girl.
19:35Are we worried about her?
19:37The girlfriend?
19:38No, she seems harmless.
19:40No, not that Chloe.
19:42She's a trifle.
19:43The girl on the tape.
19:45At the party?
19:46We don't even know if there was anyone at any party.
19:49It's just a story.
19:50Is that the position you're taking or something you truly believe?
19:56These kids, Nora, they want what Bryce has.
20:02You don't think your son could do these kinds of things?
20:05Of course not.
20:07Jesus, do you?
20:10I know the boy we raised.
20:13Are you sure?
20:24Excuse me, Mr. and Mrs. Walker.
20:27What did you have to say for yourself and your son?
20:30Excuse us.
20:31Everybody knows what he did to Hannah Baker.
20:33How can you let him be celebrated like this?
20:35We have everything.
20:36You should be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Walker.
20:39The school is at fault.
20:41The school.
20:42These are children in their care.
20:47If they know something is wrong, they should take action.
20:56Zach!
20:58Hey.
21:00Did anything...
21:01Did anything happen to you at school today?
21:04Like, but...
21:05The field looks great.
21:07The news is here.
21:09What an occasion.
21:12We're not staying.
21:15Why not?
21:17Do you know why the news fans are here?
21:20Do you know about the tapes?
21:22I know that she didn't say anything about you that you hadn't already said yourself.
21:26That's not it, Mongers.
21:27In a time like this, your friend Bryce needs you to stand by him.
21:34Let's go, man.
21:35Zachary, don't see.
21:36If you are not here, what are people going to say?
21:39These kids are going through so much,
21:42and parents don't know.
21:59Good afternoon.
22:01I'm Marcus Cole, student body president.
22:08Happy to be here.
22:10Happy to be here today.
22:13Since 1913, Liberty High has been committed to helping students achieve academic excellence
22:18in a safe, supportive environment.
22:23But in recent years, our values have gone to shit.
22:33I'm part of the problem.
22:35I lead a group called Enguidant, which is supposed to be for enlightened guys.
22:43But today I'm officially resigning from that group because I'm a hypocrite.
22:51How can I say that I care about protecting girls when I've been protecting
23:03a rapist like Bryce Walker?
23:07Bryce Walker should pay for what he's done.
23:09Hannah Baker was a victim of Bryce Walker.
23:13Liberty needs to change the culture of their children.
23:15Okay, okay, all right, uh...
23:17Dr. Keck, a child, this is Bryce Walker.
23:20Our students are playing some sort of prank.
23:23Uh, one that's in very poor taste, obviously.
23:27But let's move ahead with our program.
23:29What the hell is going on in this school?
23:32The young man clearly felt burdened by something.
23:34He needed to make a confession.
23:36It's blackmail.
23:37Someone's got something on him.
23:39We are so thrilled to be here.
23:41Excuse me, can we have some quiet, please?
23:45We're thrilled to be here.
23:48Would you please join me?
23:49You know this is all bullshit, right?
23:52It's all lies.
23:54Yeah, of course.
23:55I know.
23:57Our team captain, Bryce Walker.
24:08I can't believe he actually fuckin' did it.
24:12I like the fuckin' puppet masters at the school.
24:15You can get anyone to do anything.
24:20All right.
24:27Mm, nice.
24:29You're getting good.
24:30Well, success builds confidence.
24:36Tranking the president.
24:40Pulling the ladies.
24:41And by ladies, I mean my sister.
24:44Kinsey told me you guys are going on a little date this weekend.
24:46I was gonna tell you about it.
24:48You know, I just, I don't want it to be weird.
24:50I don't want it to be weird, but I just wanna...
24:51No, it's all good.
24:53I mean, I trust you.
24:56As long as you're not actually some crazy stalker
24:58who follows girls around with camera.
25:16Holy shit.
25:26Hey!
25:27Yo, dude.
25:29Dude, come look at this.
25:31Did you hit it?
25:41Shit.
25:43Dude.
25:45Look at it, it was like, it was like flying like 30 seconds ago.
25:49And now it's just...
25:55I mean...
25:59parents don't know what happens at school.
26:07Damn it, Clay.
26:08Pick up the phone.
26:09Do you have any idea what you fucking did?
26:12And where the hell are you right now?
26:19what the fuck did you just do hey look i came to you for help and you didn't do shit
26:24man they're
26:25still blackmailing me they made me say who the fuck is they i don't know how do i know look
26:29if that video gets out man it's out forever okay and i still have a future but for you the
26:37the tapes are out i didn't say anything that hasn't been said already big mistake big fucking mistake
26:55there are limits to what we can do to help another person
26:59no matter how much we wish there weren't we need to take these tapes to the police we need to
27:04get
27:04these boys that did this to her noel i don't care what she wants she's here i'll call you back
27:12yes
27:12i promise hey dad hey baby girl let's talk what i don't want to talk honey your mom and i
27:24want to
27:24be there for you whatever you need i'm fine i just i have a lot of homework okay miss baker
27:31called for
27:37what did she want to check in on you see how you're doing i just i need to be alone
27:46okay
27:50so there's a limit to what we can do to protect them
27:54and there are some things you just can't protect them from i couldn't be there every time someone
28:02judged her or shamed her i didn't always have the answers i didn't always know all the right things
28:18after everything that happened at liberty high
28:22well i think it was just too much for hannah after all that it was just too much and did
28:29anyone at liberty
28:31inform you of the issues happening on campus the hot or not list being circulated the suicidal poem
28:39being read aloud the anonymous question specifically about suicide no no they never i mean had they sent
28:48out some kind of notification to all the parents we could have talked to hannah we could have started
28:54a conversation but they never informed us about any of it so the administration was either ignorant
29:00of the problems under their own roof or they were aware and did nothing exactly thank you mrs baker
29:12mrs baker were you aware that hannah knew about your husband's affair i
29:19no i was not aware but i you never picked up on any signs from her that she may have
29:24known or might have been in distress
29:45hey mom hey sweetheart are you okay are you your father and i just had a little argument that's all
29:55nothing serious how was school school is school here i am gotten something
30:09irises they're my favorite but what's the occasion nothing i just saw them in the window on my way home
30:16and remembered how much you like irises oh i know i never give you anything unless it's like
30:22mother's day or something but i just wanted to say thank you for being a great mother every day
30:29yeah honey
30:34you're so thoughtful
30:43no i never noticed anything
30:46so even you didn't notice the signs that hannah was in distress and yet you expect the school to
30:51have done so objection argumentative withdrawn mrs baker you say that you didn't notice whether hannah
30:57was in distress but is there anything in your family history to suggest that hannah may have had a
31:03predisposition to any mental health problems there have been some issues with anxiety on my side of
31:10the family but nothing serious and hannah never showed any signs and were any of these issues ever serious enough
31:18to require treatment
31:19well yes i've seen a therapist on and off over the years during stressful periods so you've received treatment from
31:26a mental health care professional but you never thought that your daughter might require similar care she was just a
31:31child and again she never showed any signs did you or did you not take hannah to see a therapist
31:36mrs baker
31:41no i never did
31:51hey
31:51hey
31:52hey
31:52you made it
31:54yeah i did
31:56hi
31:56hi
31:57hi
32:00it's it's it's so good to see you you look you look great
32:04for a person in a mental health facility
32:07no no just for a person in the world who always looks great
32:12stop i'm kidding
32:15and thank you
32:17i was um really glad you called back
32:21oh i just got my phone privileges
32:24i haven't been dodging you
32:25wait so you just got all those messages at once
32:28i hope you skip some
32:29i listen to everyone
32:30okay guys we're starting yoga in here in a few minutes for whoever's interested and who won't be making fun
32:36of the poses
32:37then we've got our small group sessions bring your shared journals or pay the price
32:45cool
32:49this uh this place seems really nice
32:53come on i'll give you the vip tour
32:57like everyone's brain chemistry is different so i might take them a few tries before they can find the right
33:02combination of meds
33:06wait is this too much right now
33:09no
33:09no no no no it's it's just
33:14look are they sure it's bipolar
33:17i mean it feels like kind of a blurry line between someone being manic and also just you know being
33:22in a really good mood
33:26clay i tried to jerk you off in front of your parents
33:29i mean that wasn't just a good mood
33:34yeah
33:36yeah
33:36yeah yeah point taken that
33:38that's pretty fucked up
33:42but the meds and everything
33:46i mean what if that all changes you
33:50i hope it does
33:53look the person that i was it wasn't really working for me
33:58like the good moods they could be amazing but
34:02i was like
34:05dancing on the edge of a really high cliff
34:08and
34:08the fall was just really fucking hard and far
34:17i'm sorry
34:19wait
34:19wait
34:22you know it's not your fault right
34:26no i i know
34:30i don't know if you do
34:35no
34:43no
34:44all this time
34:46how could you keep that from me
34:48i'm sorry olivia
34:51i thought i fixed it
34:52i didn't want to make things worse for you or hannah
34:54i just wanted to move on
34:56clearly
34:57i don't know how to talk to you anymore
35:01i didn't know how to tell you that i needed to
35:04need
35:06feel loved and held and i needed to be needed
35:10oh
35:12oh so this is my fault
35:14it's not your fault i'm not blaming you i'm blaming us
35:17we should have communicated we should have noticed that our baby girl was suffering
35:20we should have done something
35:21don't you dare
35:23okay don't you dare make me feel like i failed my daughter
35:27okay
35:27if we lose this trial
35:28it's your fault
35:29if we win this trial
35:30it's my fault
35:31how can you not see that
35:32how can you not feel that
35:34sitting on that stand
35:35that's all it took
35:36this this lawyer gets in your head
35:38and then suddenly we're on trial
35:40i never wanted to go to trial
35:41i never wanted to
35:43but deep down i thought we had a case
35:44i believe that the school
35:46the bullies
35:46that monster
35:47were responsible for our losing hannah
35:50but we're in this too
35:51live
35:55we're part of it too live
35:59and if you can't see that now
36:01i don't think you ever will
36:14i don't wanna fight anymore
36:16i don't wanna fight i don't wanna fight with you
36:18and not in this courtroom
36:22i think this case is better off without me
36:30and so are you
36:44so when do you come home
36:47the thing is my mom doesn't want me to go back to liberty
36:52she wants me to transfer schools
36:55like
36:57like east county
36:59like another state
37:02i'm going to live with my aunt and uncle
37:05wait you
37:07you're never coming back
37:10i need to hit the reset button
37:12the reset button
37:14to like delete everything that came before
37:16no not what i mean
37:18not delete
37:20not you not our friendship
37:21but i need
37:23to move on
37:24they're making you do that
37:26no
37:27i'm doing it
37:30i can't keep pretending like
37:32i'm okay
37:33like i don't need to
37:35work to get well
37:36like
37:36it's everyone's fault but mine
37:41i wanna live a better life than that
37:56you're gonna forget me
37:58oh my god i never could
38:00i'm just gonna be this one guy you knew one time
38:07i can let you go and still love you
38:13i'll always love you
38:20i'm gonna miss you
38:22i'm gonna miss you too
38:54you're a good person clay
38:55and you can help people
38:59just maybe not how
39:01you think they need to be helped
39:04윤
39:040
39:27clay
39:28clay
39:30i need to talk to you
39:36Clay, why aren't you answering your phone?
39:40Justin.
39:41Hey, dickhead.
39:43Where's Clay?
39:45Justin.
39:50Justin.
39:57Justin.
39:58Hey, wake up.
40:00Wake the fuck up.
40:01Hey, wake up.
40:02Justin, roll over.
40:07Justin, I can't roll you.
40:10Fuck.
40:14Fuck!
40:20Fuck!
40:22I'm gonna fucking let you die.
40:25I'll kill you.
40:26Fuck!
40:33Oh, fuck.
40:47We don't always get second chances.
40:50To help people.
40:53To be there.
40:56In the right way.
40:59To love them.
41:06Hi.
41:08My dad said you called.
41:09And I heard what happened in court today and...
41:12I don't know.
41:13I just wanted to reach out, you know?
41:15To see if there's anything I could do.
41:19Come in.
41:22I think it's a tolerance thing.
41:24I don't know.
41:26I've only ever shot up a couple times.
41:28You could've fucking died.
41:30Like anyone would even care at this point.
41:33Dude, don't joke about that.
41:37Shit.
41:40Sorry.
41:43Hey.
41:45Hey.
41:46Drink this.
42:04Where's the scar?
42:07It's...
42:08There's scars.
42:10That they're under my hair.
42:12That's why I grew it out.
42:16Yeah, I remember how it used to be.
42:19And when you first started at Liberty, some of the guys were like, that hair makes him a fag, but
42:27I was like, that's fucking stupid.
42:33Well, that's super kind of you.
42:36Yeah, well, whatever.
42:46You're still in love with Jessica, aren't you?
42:51It doesn't matter.
42:53Look at you. It clearly does.
43:01What the hell happened?
43:03He shot up, and then he almost choked on his own cuke.
43:07What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin? You were just clean!
43:10Leave him alone, okay?
43:12Now you're defending him?
43:14Yeah, what the hell were you thinking with the tapes, Clay?
43:16Do you have any idea what you did to Jessica?
43:18Yeah, I was trying to get justice for Hannah.
43:21And I'm sorry if it hurt Jessica, but maybe it's time for her truth to come out, too.
43:25The fuck gives you the right to decide what needs to come out?
43:33Look, I've done everything I can.
43:36Everything I can think of to make things right.
43:40But I can't do it alone.
43:45Okay?
43:46Look, I'm sorry about the tapes.
43:48But it's gonna get worse before it gets better.
43:52And I need you guys.
43:55Turn your hands. There you go. Good hand.
43:58Yeah.
44:01Wow. You did need to come in.
44:03Yeah, I feel better already.
44:06Well, the night is young. It could get even better.
44:08Oh, yeah?
44:09Yeah.
44:09What you got in mind?
44:11Oh.
44:12Hey.
44:13Hey, I didn't know you were coming in today.
44:16Lucas. This is Tony. Tony, this is Lucas.
44:18Oh, hey, man. Good to meet you.
44:21Yeah.
44:23Yeah, man. It's...
44:25It's good to meet you, too.
44:27I'll talk to you later.
44:29I should get out of here, anyway. I'm pretty tired.
44:32Hey.
44:33Have we trained together before?
44:35No, I don't, uh...
44:37I don't think so.
44:39It's time. It's time.
44:40Have a good night.
44:44We don't always know...
44:47everything a kid is going through.
44:50Hey, buddy.
44:51We agreed. Door open, yeah?
44:53It was open.
44:54No, it was almost closed.
44:56We agreed 45 degrees open all the time, okay?
44:59But then last month, we negotiated down to 30.
45:01It was at 3, just now, so...
45:04keep it open, alright?
45:06Wait, Dad?
45:07I'm really sorry about last night.
45:09I didn't mean to ruin the party.
45:13Ah, buddy.
45:18You didn't.
45:19And I feel like I owe you an apology.
45:22Cause I... I think I've been...
45:24pushing you too hard.
45:26No, I think maybe...
45:27it's a good thing.
45:30Cause today, I like...
45:31I really pushed myself,
45:33and it kinda turned out okay.
45:35That's great.
45:36Yeah, my memory's getting better.
45:39Good.
45:40Well, the doctor didn't say you were stuck, right?
45:42He said...
45:44that your recovery would...
45:45be unpredictable, but...
45:47there's... there's always hope.
45:48Yeah.
45:49Um, so...
45:51last night, with that video game,
45:53it actually started making me remember this other one,
45:56Desert Duty.
45:57So...
45:58I was thinking, um...
46:00just maybe if I play that one again,
46:02it would actually help me remember more.
46:05It's a shooter game?
46:06Desert Duty?
46:07Yeah, I know, Dad.
46:08But it's not...
46:09it's not like that.
46:09I just...
46:11there's something that I gotta remember.
46:17Yeah, but...
46:18I don't know.
46:22Yeah, I know.
46:23I know.
46:24I get it.
46:26It's probably stupid, anyway.
46:31I should probably get some sleep.
46:33Alright.
46:34Night.
46:36Night.
46:41But kids...
46:42they don't always tell you everything they're feeling.
46:56I'm saying that the house is on fire,
46:58and all I know how to do is write poems.
47:01All I know how to do is arrange flowers
47:03on the table of a burning home.
47:05I am pressing against the frame.
47:07I am chanting the right words.
47:10I am gripping my fists and letting them go.
47:14Wow.
47:16Hannah wrote that?
47:18I must have read it a million times.
47:19The whole time I thought it was about that school.
47:22The suffocating.
47:23Oh, my God.
47:24It's right there in front of me.
47:26The burning home.
47:28The flowers.
47:31It was about her dad's affair.
47:34And there she was trying to comfort me
47:35when I should have been the one trying to comfort her.
47:37I mean, why didn't I see it?
47:38Olivia, you can't blame yourself.
47:40This is Andy's fault.
47:41Okay.
47:41Jackie, please don't tell me how to feel right now.
47:49I'm sorry.
47:50You're right.
47:51No, I'm sorry.
47:52It's just it's more complicated than that.
47:55I didn't mean to overstep.
47:58You know, I think maybe I should head to bed.
48:01No, no.
48:02No, it's been a long day, really.
48:05I need to get some rest.
48:07It was nice meeting you, Jessica.
48:29You must think I'm an idiot, wanting to protect a man who doesn't deserve it.
48:35I get it.
48:37I mean, I really get it.
48:41You love him, right?
48:42Despite everything.
48:44And it's crazy, but...
48:46You love him.
48:49I do.
48:53Even though he hurt you so bad.
49:05You know, Jessica, if there's...
49:09If there's anything you ever want to talk about...
49:14Sometimes I think if Hannah would have come to me...
49:19Maybe things would have been different.
49:24Maybe it was too painful for her to talk about it.
49:31Maybe she kept it all in to protect herself.
49:37I'm not good at that.
49:40The more I think about it...
49:42She's really brave.
49:45Oh, but honey, we both know.
49:47That didn't work.
49:48Keeping it in...
49:51That's not brave.
49:53Feeling the pain facing it...
49:57That takes courage.
49:59It's okay to let it out.
50:05It's okay.
50:20Not a day passes during this trial.
50:23It's okay.
50:24In the months it took to get here...
50:26That I don't wish I could have wrapped my arms around her...
50:29And told her it would be okay.
50:32But I never had that chance.
50:35Why didn't you tell us he was on drugs?
50:37He was getting better, okay?
50:40Anyway, I didn't even know about the drugs when I first brought him here.
50:43Should we call social services?
50:44No, Dad.
50:45Call social services, he disappears into the system.
50:47He doesn't testify.
50:48Jesus, is that what we care about?
50:50No, I care about keeping the kids safe.
50:52Which is hard to do when they're both fighting against us.
50:54How am I fighting you?
50:55The register called me today, Clay.
50:57Those audio files were watermarked.
50:59You stole them from my computer.
51:00You told me you weren't working on the case.
51:02That's no excuse.
51:03You told Sonia.
51:05About Zach texting Hannah.
51:06That's how they knew everything.
51:07Is that true?
51:08She's a colleague.
51:09I pointed her in a direction.
51:11It's hardly the same thing.
51:13It's worse.
51:13You endangered my job.
51:15My license.
51:16Our livelihood.
51:17You ruined my fucking life.
51:18Jesus, you sound like children.
51:19And there's just one child here.
51:21What is that supposed to mean?
51:23Clay needs us to be his parents now.
51:24I don't need anything from you guys.
51:26Clay, go to your room.
51:27What?
51:28How is that fair?
51:30Go to your goddamn room!
51:32Now!
51:38I got one attitude, but here's a child!
51:55How can you fix something if you don't know what's broken?
52:00Hannah didn't tell us.
52:05Clay.
52:12No, you don't talk you don't get to say anything this is your fucking fault Hannah
52:18this mess started with you I put out the tapes and that was stupid but you made them
52:23you fucked up people's lives I know I'm sorry are you are you sorry because that doesn't do a
52:31fucking bit of good because you are gone you killed yourself and you didn't fucking care I did no you
52:39didn't or you never would have done it I was hurting and I didn't think about who I might hurt
52:45you did
52:45an evil thing get the fuck out
53:16but I know I'm getting nowhere
53:23and all the deeds of yesterday have really helped to pave my way
53:30and there's no one in me now
53:36how come everyone can touch me
53:39hi mom
53:41you see the torture on my brow
53:45will it do not work in or not sleep
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54:09I'll make no noise I hide my pain
54:12I'll close my eyes I won't
54:14I'll lie right back and take the blame
54:18and try to tell myself I'm living
54:21and when it's all been said though though
54:24where do I go where do I run
54:27what's left of me or anyone
54:30when we've denied the hurting
54:38what i'll do it if I was wrong
54:39oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
54:46bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah bah
54:49and why do I play it till the end of the emocion
54:56alsốc
56:31Well done, Ed.
56:32Well done.
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