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01:46Those were fun, weren't they?
01:48You fill out a survey, and for just a buck, you get the name and number of your one true
01:54soulmate.
01:54And hey, all proceeds go to a worthy cause.
01:59Cheer camp.
02:00Sherry, I am so sorry, but those hearts look like butts.
02:04They do.
02:06The dollar valentine survey was a two-parter.
02:08Describe yourself, and describe what you're looking for in someone else.
02:14And as I filled mine out, I realized I was actually describing a certain someone.
02:32You'd think if my answers all described one person, that person would at least appear in my top five.
02:40But no.
02:54I didn't match up to the one person who might really have been right.
03:01Maybe it wasn't my fault.
03:11Maybe none of us can say who we truly are.
03:24What the fuck?
03:26That's just not good.
03:33Maybe we're more than what the world sees.
03:36Or less.
03:42Maybe none of us are who we seem.
03:55One, two, nine, two, one, three.
04:07Stop it.
04:08Stop it.
04:08All right.
04:09All right.
04:11What the hell is going on?
04:12You started it.
04:13Yeah?
04:15So what are you doing?
04:18Finishing it.
04:19You think that's funny?
04:21Yeah?
04:22Come on.
04:22Let's go.
04:23Everybody, go to class.
04:26Show is over.
04:27Go to class.
04:35Where are you going, Clay?
04:37Where's my bike?
04:39I'm going to hold on to it for a while.
04:41And you're going to keep quiet, right?
04:42What are you going to do, Justin?
04:44Beat the shit out of me, too?
04:46Go ahead.
04:48I'll do it if I have to.
04:51Okay.
04:52You know where to find me.
04:57Let's go, Alex.
04:58I'm fine.
04:59I'm fine.
04:59You don't look so fine.
05:00All right, nurse?
05:02Then we go to vice principal.
05:03That's it.
05:04I'm fine.
05:04No, you're not.
05:05Come on.
05:09You too.
05:09Come on.
05:11Is it a fair fight?
05:12Or did Montgomery pound the snot out of him and leave us open to more charges of bullying?
05:16Which is exactly what we don't need right now.
05:18Well, Alex started it, but ended up getting hurt pretty bad.
05:22This was in front of the library?
05:24This was down the street, by the tennis courts.
05:27But in the street, which is off of school grounds.
05:30But they were on their way in.
05:32We don't have jurisdiction over town streets.
05:34So what?
05:34We just let them off?
05:36I mean, it seems like, to me, especially now, we need to be giving them, like, consequences
05:40and boundaries.
05:41We need to be protecting our future ability to give them anything.
05:47But what about the student honor board?
05:49The honor board generally deals with cheating and minor theft.
05:52They're a smart group, though.
05:53You know, good kids.
05:54In this way, the school is not held responsible.
05:56There's some justice and some closure.
06:04You okay?
06:09Did you...
06:10Did you see that?
06:12I could watch.
06:14I don't know why people act like that.
06:18People can be fucking assholes.
06:19It's a school full of assholes.
06:21I mean, right?
06:22But I don't think you're an asshole.
06:25That's very kind.
06:27And I don't think you're a...
06:29I mean, can girls be assholes?
06:31Oh, yeah.
06:31Trust me.
06:33So, yeah, you're not.
06:36Hey, did you finish your paper for Miss Cusick?
06:38That all about the pretty horses thing?
06:42Yeah, it's due tomorrow.
06:45Oh, shit.
06:46I thought we had, like, another week for that.
06:49Well, I should probably get to the library.
06:52See you in history.
06:52See you.
07:09Hey, Sherry.
07:13Listen, I could...
07:16Like, if you wanted to, I could help you finish the paper.
07:21Oh, my God.
07:23Clay, really?
07:25I mean, that damn book is hard.
07:28Like, the sentences are so long.
07:30It is, like, in Spanish.
07:33We only have, like, 20 minutes before the first bill, maybe.
07:37We could also work on it after school.
07:40Maybe at Monet's.
07:42Oh, my God.
07:43I mean, that would be amazing.
07:45You sure you don't mind?
07:46Not at all.
07:47I, uh, I used to be a peer tutor.
07:49So...
07:50Okay.
07:55Well, complete sentences, right?
07:57Yeah, totally.
07:59I even used a semicolon.
08:00I saw that.
08:01Mad props.
08:02I'm just saying.
08:04That paragraph structure's good.
08:06Might need some fact-checking.
08:08Seriously?
08:09I googled everything.
08:11Well, the Founding Fathers did grow and use hemp.
08:16But it wasn't weed, exactly.
08:19Was it different?
08:19Yeah, yeah.
08:21So, James Madison probably wasn't a mad stoner.
08:24Or, um, at least not for the hemp.
08:27But it's a good start.
08:28I marked a few other facts to recheck.
08:30Sometimes actual books are more reliable for this kind of stuff.
08:33Right, right.
08:34Good point.
08:36I'll get right on it.
08:38I just, I don't know.
08:39This is...
08:41These Dollar Valentines, they're personal to people.
08:44Everything I publish is personal to people.
08:46Yeah.
08:46I allied the names.
08:47I'm gonna assume that means cross out?
08:49Mm-hmm.
08:50Yeah.
08:50Well, I get it.
08:51Still.
08:53It, uh, it feels raw.
08:56I'm just being honest.
08:59Well, thank you for your honesty.
09:03Until the Dollar Valentines offer same-sex options for matchmaking, I will continue to take them on.
09:16He's really serious about the zine.
09:18He's serious about the zine, his shoes, and not much else.
09:27What are you working on?
09:30Oh, nothing.
09:31It's nothing.
09:32Dollar Valentine survey?
09:34Wait, no.
09:34No, no, no.
09:35We really don't have to...
09:36Relax.
09:39Okay.
09:40How do I spend my Saturday nights?
09:42You answered...
09:44Video games.
09:45Favorite kind of music.
09:47Obscure indie bands.
09:49Favorite reading materials.
09:50Fantasy and sci-fi.
09:52Dude, why not just say you watch Lord of the Rings on repeat?
09:54I don't do that.
09:56Anymore.
09:57You used to do that?
10:00We need to work on this, man.
10:02No, we don't.
10:02Listen, dude.
10:03I needed a C average or above to play baseball.
10:06U.S. history was kicking my ass.
10:07And I got help, right?
10:09What about you, dude?
10:11How's your dating life?
10:13C average or above?
10:16Below.
10:17So you need help?
10:18Man's got a point.
10:21All these answers suck.
10:25Hannah Baker!
10:26Hey!
10:27Did you fill out a survey?
10:28Yeah.
10:29Well, you know, I figured why not?
10:33This is so cool.
10:35I've always wanted to set you up with someone.
10:40How does this thing work anyway?
10:42I don't know, really, but Prakash Agraw,
10:44Mr. Merriman's AP Computer Science, came up with it.
10:47He says it's like a proprietary algorithm.
10:50He's going to license it to us for free as an active charity.
10:52And it's going to make him millions someday.
10:56Let's see.
11:05Where'd you get?
11:06Who'd you get?
11:08Who'd you get?
11:12How did I match with Bryce Walker?
11:16No, not that one.
11:17Trust me.
11:18Okay, agreed.
11:19Um, let's see.
11:20What about Alex Standill?
11:22He's nice.
11:23Yeah, well, this time he can trust me.
11:25He's not.
11:27Maybe I was stupid to keep hoping.
11:31Hoping for someone great.
11:34Why is Marcus Cole calling me?
11:36No, wait.
11:37It's Dollar Valentine.
11:39What?
11:39Okay, well, I shouldn't be telling you this, but I'm pretty sure you were on his list.
11:47Oh, please answer.
11:48We need a success story.
11:50People are asking for their money back.
11:51I mean, and we need that for the banner budget.
11:54I don't know.
11:56Please, Hannah Baker, banners.
12:03Hello?
12:04Hey, Hannah Baker.
12:06Guess what?
12:06Hey, Marcus Cole.
12:08What?
12:09You were first on my list for Dollar Valentines.
12:12Dollar Valentines.
12:14That is shocking.
12:16I'm shocked.
12:17Say yes, yes, yes.
12:18Text me everything.
12:19Right.
12:20Yeah.
12:21I figured it was a sign.
12:22Yeah, but wait a second.
12:24How do I know you're telling the truth?
12:26Maybe I'm not even on your list.
12:28Hey, well, if you go out with me, I can show you.
12:32Says you.
12:34Says me.
12:34And my dead president friend, Mr. Benjamin Franklin, who was actually not a president,
12:39but is ready to buy you milkshakes, hamburgers, french fries, anything you want from the world-renowned Rosie's Diner.
12:48Mom, what do you say?
12:498 p.m.?
12:51Listen.
12:52Uh, no.
12:53No listen.
12:54Okay, what follows listen is nothing good.
12:56Start your tennis this way.
12:58Repeat after me.
13:00Marcus, I will definitely go out with you.
13:03I always kind of liked Marcus.
13:07Marcus, I will definitely think about it.
13:11You always seemed like a good guy.
13:13I don't think too hard.
13:15Marcus, I promise I won't.
13:20And again, they almost always do.
13:24Marcus, welcome to your tape.
13:28What was it?
13:30Did you want to see if the rumors were true?
13:34Or did you just want to start some new ones of your own?
13:37Okay, so this emergency meeting of the honor board is called to order.
13:42Marcus Cole presiding, Courtney Crimson, recording secretary, all members present.
13:47Petitioners, please state your names.
13:52That's you guys.
13:55Montgomery and De La Cruz.
13:58So Montgomery, this case seems pretty straightforward.
14:00I mean, you were the one driving.
14:01So?
14:02So the pedestrian has the right of way.
14:05That is the law.
14:06And you were walking when he almost hit you?
14:08It wasn't just me.
14:09Hiroji Pratt, Jin Se-Yoon, Chase Parker.
14:14I don't know.
14:15They were all there.
14:15Yeah, you were the one who acted like a fucking psycho.
14:18Hey, watch the language.
14:19And you were reckless driving.
14:21Hey, you could have killed somebody.
14:22It's our job to protect the students of this school.
14:26To protect the students at this school?
14:28Yes, Alex.
14:29That's what the honor board is for, to settle disputes among students so they don't spill
14:34out into the hallways.
14:35Yeah, the honor board.
14:36Because you're all so honorable.
14:38Alex, this happened off campus, so the alternative is the police.
14:42Okay, great.
14:43Let's make a call then.
14:44No one needs to make a call.
14:46There's no crime.
14:47We can deal with it here.
14:48So anyone can get away with anything at this school and no one gives a fuck?
14:51Language, Alex, please.
14:52We're just saying that it was no one's fault.
14:56Okay, it just happened.
14:58It didn't just happen.
15:00I mean, maybe I was driving a little too fast.
15:03But Alex lost his shit.
15:04Yeah, see?
15:05I lost my shit.
15:07It's my fault.
15:08Goddamn!
15:08It's my shit.
15:08It's my fault.
15:09Watch your language.
15:10I'm taking some fucking responsibility.
15:13Since you guys can't.
15:16If Alex says it was his fault.
15:17Doesn't matter what Alex says.
15:19But it was his fault.
15:20No, it's your fault.
15:21It's not his fault.
15:21Maybe it's all your faults.
15:31I mean, has that ever occurred to any of you?
15:36And I just keep thinking, if only someone else could have had me on their list, then maybe,
15:45maybe it could have all been different.
15:47Yo, Picasso.
15:49You resting up for a big date tonight or something?
15:53Me?
15:53No.
15:55What about Dollar Valentines?
15:58I, um, I didn't really do it.
16:01Couldn't afford it, huh?
16:03Yeah.
16:04What, uh, what about you?
16:08Did you?
16:09Yep.
16:09Well, uh, you know my motto.
16:11No cheerleader left behind.
16:15You get any good matches, or?
16:17Not one.
16:18I got Bryce Walker.
16:20Holy shit, really?
16:21Okay, either you made a serious error in the who I'm looking for section or that algorithm
16:25is messed up.
16:26Probably both.
16:27Yeah, I'm always looking for the wrong person.
16:30Yeah, I did get a call from Marcus Cole, though.
16:32He said I was on his list.
16:35Are you, are you gonna go out with him?
16:36Well, he's not my first choice.
16:42But, um.
16:42Jansen.
16:44What's up, Clay?
16:45Hey, Jeff.
16:47Let me guess.
16:48You two are saying never say goodbye for Valentine's Day.
16:50Nah, we're saying 30 ways to die.
16:51You're a classy date.
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah, I am.
16:55What's up with you, man?
16:56How'd that Dollar Valentine thing work out?
17:01I thought you said you didn't do it.
17:03Oh, I thought you were gonna, you told me.
17:10We're gonna see our movie.
17:16Well, which is it?
17:18What I meant was I didn't really get any decent matches.
17:21Jeff made me do it.
17:22He's always making me do things, like, go to dances.
17:30Anyway, I did the earlier shift so I could do something tonight.
17:34I guess I should just call Marcus.
17:38Yeah, yeah, I guess so.
18:01I thought about it and the answer is yes.
18:06I get off work at eight.
18:10All right, I'll see you then.
18:18Well, that was easy.
18:20It can be.
18:22I'll do towels and TP before I take off.
18:45Okay, so, Montgomery, it is the decision of the Honor Board
18:49that you are to be suspended from Liberty High School
18:51for three consecutive school days.
18:54Starting tomorrow.
18:55That's fucking bullshit.
18:56Man, that is fucking bullshit.
18:58All right, that is enough or you both are gone.
19:00And, um, you, Alex, you're gonna be let off with a warning.
19:05Oh, come on.
19:06What? With a warning this time.
19:08Fucking hypocrites.
19:11Alex.
19:17Yeah.
19:18This is the right amount of time.
19:20I'm just okay. I got it.
19:21Yeah. All right.
19:22Take care.
19:22Yeah, thanks. All right.
19:24Okay.
19:32What the hell was that?
19:35You tell me Alex started that fight.
19:38This isn't the time for any of us to be stirring shit up.
19:40You understand what I'm saying?
19:41No. What are you saying?
19:43People start asking questions.
19:46Those tapes get out.
19:48I thought you said you didn't listen to the tapes.
19:54This isn't just us.
19:55This isn't just a school thing.
19:57There's a lawsuit.
20:00Lives could get ruined.
20:05Seems like lives have already been ruined, don't you think?
20:16Any luck?
20:19What in any of this could possibly be called luck?
20:24You're right.
20:26Sorry.
20:31We're missing something.
20:33I know we are.
20:34Honey, we've been through this room a dozen times.
20:37Maybe there's nothing more to find.
20:38I refuse to believe that our daughter was this much of a mystery to us.
20:43I'm just going to keep looking.
20:46Until you find what?
20:47Whatever it is that we need to win this case.
20:49I mean, you heard the lawyers on the phone this morning.
20:51They said we only have circumstantial evidence.
20:53And they said it's usually the case with trials like this.
21:05Andy?
21:09Andy, how did we not know?
21:12How did I not know?
21:15She was right here.
21:19And she was in pain.
21:21She was reaching out.
21:22And we just kept pretending everything was okay.
21:26Honey, I think we just need to keep things in perspective.
21:30We can't only blame ourselves or be looking for signs everywhere.
21:35Okay?
21:39Maybe we should be blaming ourselves.
21:43I mean, if we weren't so preoccupied with the fucking store.
21:49The store is how we survive.
21:51No, no, no.
21:51The store was for you to get you out of that company that was killing you.
21:55To get us out of that shitty suburban wasteland.
21:59And if my parents hadn't given us that loan, we would...
22:02Yes, the loan.
22:03Always the loan.
22:04If we hadn't taken that loan and bought the store and moved here,
22:07then Hannah would still be in that giant, faceless high school
22:11with those hateful girls.
22:12And maybe things would have ended just the way they did.
22:17How can you say that?
22:20How can we know?
22:52How can we know...
23:07Oh, Mom.
23:08Happy Valentine's Day, sweetie.
23:10This is awkward and embarrassing and so nice
23:15that I'm not supposed to be your valentine.
23:17Oh, sweetheart, you're always going to be my valentine.
23:19It's a little creepy, don't you think?
23:20You're not trying to turn me into Norman Bates or something, are you?
23:23You know what?
23:25That movie theater job.
23:26I don't think it's healthy for you.
23:30What?
23:31Why are you here?
23:32Aren't you and Dad doing anything for Valentine's Day?
23:34Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
23:36Sweetie, wouldn't you be married as long as we have?
23:37The best you can hope for is takeout and some red wine.
23:41That's not true.
23:43He buys you flowers all the time.
23:46That's true.
23:46He does.
23:47And sometimes he cooks.
23:48Well, he heats things up very well.
23:53Well, I think you guys are so lucky.
23:57I think what you guys have is perfect.
23:59Well, sweetie, nothing's perfect, but we are very lucky.
24:05All three of us.
24:07Open your car, babe.
24:08Okay.
24:09My parents were high school sweethearts.
24:12So shoot me.
24:13I still believed in romance.
24:21Thank you so much for taking the time to help me with this.
24:25No, I'm glad.
24:26It's cool.
24:28I've been working on this project, and I could use a break.
24:33This book is a break.
24:37Well, helping you.
24:41I want to get coffee.
24:44Um, what's your drink?
24:46Um, double mocha with extra little chocolate sprinkles, please.
24:51Thanks.
24:58How may I help you, sir?
25:01Uh, hey, Skye.
25:05Um, triple Americano and a double mocha with extra little chocolate sprinkles.
25:12Extra little chocolate sprinkles.
25:14Got it.
25:18So what, you're into cheerleaders now?
25:21It's you and Carrie.
25:23Sherry.
25:24You guys make a cute couple.
25:25You can go with her to Abercrombie and watch her try on pre-stressed jean shorts and gladiator sandals.
25:33That is oddly specific.
25:35I just, I didn't think you were the cheerleader type.
25:39She's a good person.
25:40She's nice.
25:41So you only like nice girls?
25:43That's not what I said.
25:44I just thought you were cooler than a Sherry.
25:57I waited for you, Marcus.
26:01And I just had to sit there wondering, imagining, playing over all the different scenarios in my mind.
26:10And all the while thinking that they all knew, everyone in the whole place, that I'd been stood up on
26:18Valentine's Day.
26:27I decided to give you one more chance.
26:34Stupid Hannah.
26:41So, this site says that one of John Grady Cole's central flaws is his tendency to see the world in
26:48black and white, good and evil.
26:51Sherry.
26:53Do you remember Dollar Valentine's last year?
26:56What?
26:56Dollar Valentine's?
26:57I mean, yeah, I guess I remember.
26:59Why?
27:01Hannah matched with Marcus.
27:04Did she?
27:05Oh, yeah, right.
27:07Yeah, she did.
27:07I actually told her she should go out with him.
27:10I think she said it wasn't that great.
27:11Was there someone else?
27:14Someone who wasn't on her list?
27:17Or did she mention any other name?
27:19I don't know.
27:21I can't really remember.
27:23Why?
27:25Nothing.
27:27Never mind.
27:28Let's just keep going.
27:43Hey, Sherry.
27:44Why would you think about maybe calling someone else to work?
27:47Uh, okay, sure.
27:49Um, you live near here, right?
27:51Uh, yeah.
27:52Kind of.
27:53We could work at your house.
27:55Right.
27:56Yeah, we could.
27:57Or, I mean...
27:58Or Rosie's?
28:00No, no.
28:01My house works.
28:02Great.
28:03Cool.
28:04Um...
28:07Listen, I'll meet you outside.
28:09Okay.
28:10Okay.
28:23Hey, Clay.
28:25Long time no see.
28:27And I mean that sarcastically.
28:30You still on that big crusade?
28:32Maybe not.
28:33Maybe I'm getting back to my life.
28:35And, you know, people who aren't completely fucked up.
28:39Huh.
28:40Well, good luck with that.
28:41So you can stop following me?
28:43I'm not following you.
28:44I drink coffee.
28:46I thought you said the coffee here is overpriced.
28:48Yeah, he says that all the time.
28:51Clay?
28:52Brad.
28:53Brad.
28:55Clay.
28:57Uh, hey.
29:01Huh.
29:02Uh, I'm not following you.
29:03And if you leave, which I suggest you do, you'll see.
29:13What was that all about?
29:15Uh, just nothing.
29:18What do you mean nothing?
29:19You said he'd been following him.
29:20He's just a little out of his head lately.
29:23Too much caffeine.
29:26That's the kid who keeps texting you?
29:28Oh, one of them, yeah.
29:32How many are there?
29:35I told you it was just school stuff.
29:37Don't forget it.
29:38Though you didn't get caught up in all that high school bullshit.
29:40I don't.
29:41Then what was that?
29:45It's nothing.
29:46It's not nothing.
29:47I, I, I, I, I just think it's something you don't want to let me be a part of.
29:54On this particular issue, I can't.
29:58I have a secret that I have to keep.
30:04It's got more than one, I think.
30:15Hey.
30:17Oh.
30:18Hey, Mom.
30:20I thought you'd be at work.
30:21I finally caved and brought some work home.
30:24There's going to be some late nights on this one.
30:25Hi, Sherry.
30:26Hey, Miss Jensen.
30:27How's your mom?
30:28She's good.
30:30Oh, looks like a big case.
30:32Uh, we're going to go up to my room to work on a paper for English.
30:35Sounds good.
30:38Oh, Clayton, honey.
30:40Keep the door open.
30:41Oh, my God.
30:42Yes, Mom.
30:42Fine.
30:43I think you're lucky your parents are still together.
30:46I mean, it's rare.
30:51Yeah, I guess.
30:53I think they're bonded by their shared love of humiliating me in every way possible.
30:58It wasn't enough to keep mine together.
31:01I don't think I could even imagine promising to love someone forever.
31:04But if you can do that, then how can it just be over?
31:09Like that, you know?
31:11People fall out of love, I guess.
31:14Well, that sucks.
31:16Yeah, but at least it means they fell in love in the first place.
31:22Right.
31:30Um.
31:44Hi.
31:44Hey, just be quiet, because my mom's going too long for things here.
31:47You didn't answer your phone or my text.
31:49I know, because my mom...
31:50I needed to see you.
31:51Okay, just be quiet.
31:52We need to talk.
31:53Okay.
32:01Just be quiet, all right?
32:02Okay.
32:04What's going on?
32:06Well, I just...
32:07I looked for you after practice.
32:09Yeah, my mom needed me.
32:10She broke up with her boyfriend, and she's all fucked up.
32:13They let Alex off.
32:17Things are getting messed up.
32:19Things are fine.
32:20That fight was some scary shit.
32:23Yeah, it was a fight.
32:24Yeah, but Alex got hurt real bad.
32:26Why the fuck are you so worried about Alex?
32:28I'm not.
32:34Hey.
32:37Can I stay here for a while?
32:41I don't know.
32:42You know how my mom gets when she's like this.
32:44I know.
32:51I'll make it worth your while, hmm?
32:58Jess.
32:58Hold on.
33:00Come on, Jess.
33:01Relax.
33:07Jess.
33:08Relax, it's fine.
33:09Jess, what the fuck is going on with you?
33:11Come on, come on, stop.
33:12What the fuck, Justin?
33:14I told you my mom's out.
33:15Your mom what?
33:16Huh?
33:17I never stopped you before.
33:29You're a real fucking prick.
33:31Yeah, whatever.
33:48To me, the thing about the story that's so sad
33:51is John Grady, you know?
33:53Mm-hmm.
33:54He has everything he wants.
33:55He's made it all across Mexico to this ranch,
33:58and he's training wild horses,
33:59and he has everything he's been looking for.
34:04But he gives it all up for this girl.
34:07That doesn't sound sad to me.
34:08That sounds romantic.
34:12Yeah, no, it is.
34:14But she's the boss's daughter,
34:16so being with her is dangerous, you know?
34:21But he does it anyway.
34:24Yeah, she comes down from the main house
34:26in the middle of the night to be with him.
34:28Then what happens?
34:32Well, he falls in love with her.
34:35And she falls in love with him?
34:36Yeah.
35:03And then you finally showed up.
35:09Except you weren't alone.
35:11Yep.
35:13The fuck, Marcus?
35:14I've been sitting here for an hour.
35:16Sorry.
35:16Hey, you wanted a milkshake or something?
35:18I still have that founding father,
35:20Benjamin Franklin, in my wallet.
35:22I already had a milkshake.
35:24Yeah, I had two milkshakes.
35:26Okay.
35:26Well, then...
35:28Fries?
35:30The cheeseburger.
35:34A stomach pump.
35:37Damn it, Marcus.
35:38Come on, come on.
35:40What do I have to do to make you forgive me?
35:42Nothing.
35:43Just sit down.
35:48I'm sorry, Hannah.
35:50I really am.
35:52So why'd you bring the entourage?
35:54You scared you're not safe out here on your own with me?
35:58Actually, um, those guys are my unpaid interns.
36:02I have them do all my menial tests.
36:04Oh, yeah?
36:05You give them college credit?
36:06Well, that's what I tell them anyway.
36:12I don't get it.
36:14What's his play?
36:15He's an hour late.
36:16Make a girl wait.
36:18She's still there after your show?
36:20You know she's DTF.
36:24What's DTF?
36:26Dude, spell it out.
36:28It's already letters.
36:30Dude.
36:34Hey, can I have a sip of your milkshake?
36:37Knock yourself out.
36:39And again, you were funny, Marcus.
36:43And I thought maybe, just maybe, it was going to be all right.
36:57Hey, is this, is this okay?
36:59Mm-mm.
37:01Yeah, it's okay.
37:02It's good.
37:04Good, yeah.
37:05It's just, uh, good.
37:11Clay.
37:13What are you thinking about?
37:18I'm sorry.
37:20Shit.
37:21Sorry.
37:23What, what happened?
37:24Did I do something?
37:25No.
37:26Oh, God, no.
37:26I just, I don't know.
37:31Um, you know, it's, it's okay if you don't like me like that.
37:36No.
37:38I, I like you.
37:39I do.
37:40I, I...
37:42You were thinking of someone else.
37:45No, sure, I wasn't.
37:47You were thinking of Hannah.
37:49I wasn't.
37:52That's okay.
37:55I wasn't, I wasn't, I wasn't thinking of anyone.
37:58But, but, but you.
38:01I, I like you.
38:05Yeah.
38:06Yeah.
38:07You think I'm a good person?
38:10Of course I do.
38:11I always have.
38:13Oh, you shouldn't.
38:16What?
38:18What?
38:20Why are you crying?
38:22Look, Clay, I, I thought that, that maybe if, if you didn't listen to my tape, then you
38:33would still like me.
38:34You would see that I'm not that person.
38:38You're on the tapes.
38:42You didn't know?
38:44No, I don't listen to the law.
38:56I, I did something.
39:00Hannah and I, but I did it.
39:05And it, it's horrible and I can't, look, I can't tell you what it is.
39:14And I, I don't want you to know, because I, I don't want you to look at me that way.
39:18And it would kill me if you hurt where we're on those tapes.
39:23What did you do?
39:26Clay, look, please.
39:28It's over.
39:29The damage is done.
39:31And I just wish that.
39:33You wish I'd give up the tapes.
39:37You want to pass, you want to pass them on just like Marcus, just like everyone?
39:41Clay.
39:42This is why you're here?
39:44Why you've been so nice to me?
39:45Why, why you kissed me?
39:47Oh my God, Clay, no.
39:48I think you should leave.
39:52Clay.
39:52Just go.
40:11Jesus Christ.
40:26It's good.
40:28It was good an hour ago.
40:31It's still good.
40:43You know, we don't have to stay here if you don't want.
40:45My parents are out of town.
40:50What are you doing?
40:51What?
40:52Nothing.
40:53Yes.
40:57Seriously, Marcus?
40:58Wait, what?
40:59You're such an asshole.
41:00Oh, come on.
41:00No.
41:01I don't like that.
41:02No, get off me.
41:03Don't touch me.
41:04Get off!
41:06Hey, what the fuck?
41:07Get away from me.
41:12No sweat.
41:14I thought you were easy.
41:18Let's go.
41:21I couldn't move.
41:26I couldn't get up and leave or scream.
41:32Anything would have been better than sitting there thinking that somehow this was my fault.
41:40Thinking I'd be alone for the rest of my life.
41:43Hey, honey.
41:46What?
41:48What happened, sweetie?
41:51Is everything okay?
41:54I'm fine.
41:57You're not fine.
42:00I'm your mother.
42:01I can tell you're not fine.
42:04You haven't been for a while.
42:07I don't want to talk about it.
42:10I don't care.
42:15Why are you taking that case, Mom?
42:19Why are you getting involved with all that?
42:22Is that why you're upset?
42:26Isn't it a conflict of interest?
42:30Why would it be?
42:33Tell me.
42:36Are you being bullied?
42:42Am I being bullied?
42:46You really want to know?
42:50What if I was the bully, Mom?
42:54Would you want to know that?
42:56You would never be a bully.
42:58How do you know?
43:01Because I know you.
43:04Because you're a good kid.
43:10Maybe there aren't any good kids.
43:16I have to get ready for bed.
43:17You're a good kid.
43:20You're a good kid.
43:32I'm a good kid.
43:36I'm a good kid.
43:41You're a good kid.
43:43I just want to know you.
43:47I'll be a good kid.
43:48and I won't take it but you have to tell me why you have to tell me what's going
43:59on I can't help you if you don't talk to me
44:19you can't help anyway
44:20but through it all you want to believe there are good guys in this world
44:45I knew there were
44:50I believed it
45:07too much? I thought they were beautiful
45:16I'm sorry for for what I said how I said it
45:23I'm sorry too
45:29I love you and we will keep going and keep searching and keep fighting for as long as you want
45:38to
45:38as long as we have to
45:40whatever they throw at us
45:44it's you and me against the world
45:47thank you
45:48it's you and me
45:49take it out
45:52it's you and me
45:57please follow me
45:59please follow me
46:01i'll go put them in some water
46:03Oh, my baby boy, he's gonna live in peace
46:10No, it's a lonely bridge, a lonely bridge
46:20When he said, baby, come on
46:52Yeah
46:55Lights out, Jess
47:00Everything okay?
47:01Yeah
47:03Is it that Justin Foley? He'd do something to you?
47:06You're dad
47:07Yes, you know, if he did, I'd kill him, right?
47:09Dad
47:09If anybody does anything to you, I'd just...
47:13Can you stop? Oh, my God
47:15Will you remember that?
47:17Good night
47:42How are you feeling?
47:44Ice packs open?
47:46Yes, sir
47:48That's good
47:48Well, I just got off the phone with the counselor
47:51And he said that that other boy got suspended for three days
47:55Yes, sir
47:57But you weren't disciplined at all?
47:58No, sir
48:00Just gave me a warning
48:01Good
48:03You stood up for yourself
48:06Sounds like you stood up for those other kids, too
48:11I guess
48:12No, that Dela Cruz kid was in the wrong
48:14He could have hurt somebody
48:15Really bad
48:16And you took him to task for it
48:20Yes, sir
48:20Well, you paid a price
48:21That's what we gotta do sometimes
48:26Look, Alex
48:27I know fighting isn't your thing
48:29And you should avoid fighting whenever you can
48:31But sometimes you can
48:33Okay?
48:35You showed real strength of character
48:38You always do
48:39And we don't agree on everything
48:41But we can agree on that
48:44I'm proud of you, pal
48:49All right, that's all I got, kiddo
48:51Get some sleep
48:53Yes, sir
48:54Night
48:58Fun fact
48:59I did some research on tombstones the other day
49:03Or, more specifically, on epitaphs on tombstones
49:16The best one I could find was by this writer called
49:19Henry Charles Bukowski, Jr
49:22On his tombstone, he has engraved the picture of a boxer
49:27And beneath the boxer, two simple words
49:31Don't try
49:43I wonder what will be on mine
49:48Many friends have said goodbye
49:52Rated out in one proud love
49:59I said they all just lost their minds
50:13Midnight
50:14Midnight
50:15Where we used to dance
50:17Underneath the early halogen lamps
50:23Order went away so fast
50:29Blackout
50:36We'll wait for the year
50:41When the time comes
50:46Growing over the rails
50:57From the year to the end
51:02Of the island
51:13Washing away
51:30I live with my son
51:36I live with my son
51:43I live with my son
51:48I live with my son
51:51I live with my son
51:51I live with my son
51:53I live with my son
51:54I live with my son
51:54I live with my son
51:55I live with my son
51:55I live with my son
51:55I live with my son
51:55I live with my son
51:55I live with my son
51:58I live with my son
52:08You
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