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01:01Not what happens, but what you decide to do about it.
01:10Please, my wife. I was on the phone with my wife.
01:15Where's my phone?
01:16Sure, stay calm. We're gonna take care of you, okay?
01:18I'm gonna call my wife. Please.
01:39And I've made some very bad decisions in my life.
01:48As you know.
01:51This is my place.
01:53I'm gonna call my wife.
01:57I'm gonna call my wife.
02:13This is my place.
02:16This is my place.
02:23What are you thinking?
02:28Just that, uh, it's been a while since we hung out at your place.
02:39Yeah. Since my party, right?
02:44Really?
02:47I guess I don't even remember.
02:50Yeah, I'm pretty sure. Since the party.
02:56It was a long time.
03:01I could have come over any time.
03:04Your dad hates me.
03:06He does not.
03:08No, he does. Last summer he told me that I was trouble and that I better tell the line.
03:13That's just a thing he says to guys.
03:15You got it way easier than Alex. With the hair.
03:22So he didn't like Alex either.
03:25Well, he kinda did.
03:28Only because he was all, yes sir, no sir.
03:32Where are you going? Stay.
03:34Stay.
03:35I gotta go, Jess.
03:37Oh.
03:38Come on, stay. More cuddles.
03:43Come on. It's cold tonight. You always warm me up.
03:48How about you cuddle with little Justin.
03:53Little Justin. You won him for me.
03:57Yeah, I remember.
03:59Best boyfriend ever.
04:01I am so not.
04:04You take care of me.
04:13Get some sleep, alright?
04:15I will see you tomorrow.
04:24You don't have to go out the window.
04:33Sweet dreams, Jess.
04:35Only sweet dreams.
04:49Only sweet dreams.
04:57I told you there were more stories to tell about the night of Jessica's party.
05:01So here goes.
05:15Play!
05:16Play!
05:18Hey, guys.
05:20Play.
05:22Dude, you're leaving?
05:24Uh, yeah, I kind of am.
05:26Looked like shit was happening for you in there.
05:29Did it?
05:30Didn't it?
05:31I don't know, man. I just...
05:34I don't ever know.
05:37Anything.
05:38That's why you got me, man.
05:40I know.
05:41Whatever happened in there...
05:46Just give her a minute.
05:47Go back inside and just find her.
05:49Going home?
05:51Just hang with me for a while, man.
05:53I'm going on a beer run soon.
05:54Come with me.
05:56Driving?
05:56It's Coca-Cola, my friend.
05:58Two beers, two hours ago.
06:00I'm good.
06:01No, no.
06:03Thanks, Jeff.
06:04I'm going to take a long walk home and consider the wreckage that is my life.
06:10You're a funny dude, Clay.
06:12So I've been told.
06:15See you Monday?
06:16Yeah.
06:18Hey!
06:20See you guys.
06:27Yo!
06:28Sherry.
06:29You're blocking me in.
06:30I gotta go for provisions.
06:31Oh, shit.
06:31Okay, look.
06:32I'll be right out.
06:33I gotta get home anyways.
06:34No, it's alright.
06:34I don't want to make you leave.
06:35No, no, no.
06:35I'm staying at my desk tonight, which comes with a curfew.
06:38So, yeah.
06:38I'll get my keys and be right out.
06:40Thank you, ma'am.
06:44I wanted to leave.
06:46But where would I go?
06:48And how would I get there?
06:50I was too weak to walk.
06:53Or just too weak to try.
06:56And then an unlikely hero came my way.
06:59Hey!
06:59You need a ride home?
07:02Is it that obvious?
07:04You don't look so good.
07:05I mean, you always look good, but you don't look so good.
07:09Look, I can give you a ride.
07:11Um, how much have you had to drink?
07:14Barely anything.
07:17Okay, look.
07:18Hold this.
07:19Alright, guys.
07:20Excuse me.
07:21Pathway for Sherry, please.
07:23Alright, ready?
07:25Here we go.
07:30See?
07:31Now look, if I can do that, I can drive home.
07:33Come on.
07:36You got it?
07:36Now I wonder if we would have both been better off staying at the party.
07:43Sherry, this one's for you.
07:47Oh, I got it.
08:00You sure you're okay?
08:02You don't want me to grab you a water or something?
08:04I'm good.
08:05Thanks.
08:06Watch your feet.
08:10I was expecting a lot more action.
08:13You know?
08:13I mean, first party of the year?
08:15Like, some shit to go down.
08:17I mean, Bryce or Zack every time we get together.
08:22We're just having fun, okay?
08:24We're just having fun.
08:27We're just having fun.
08:28We're just having fun.
08:30We're just having fun.
08:30I kind of like the music.
08:32Did you like the music?
08:33No.
08:33Sherry.
08:35What?
08:39I have to tell you.
08:42What?
08:46Something happened tonight.
08:48What happened?
08:52It's okay.
08:53I mean, you can tell me.
08:59I got wasted.
09:02My parents are gonna kill me.
09:05Not if you tell them that you're staying at my house tonight.
09:09I like this plan.
09:10Yeah, just sleep it off at my place and your folks will never know.
09:19My phone statue.
09:21Have a charger in here?
09:23Mi cell phone es su cell phone.
09:27I'm pretty sure cell phone in Spanish.
09:33Are you okay?
09:35Yeah.
09:36What was that?
09:38I don't know.
09:45I don't know.
09:47Oh, shit.
09:49Oh, my God.
09:49Look, I wasn't drunk.
09:50Okay?
09:51I told you I wasn't drunk.
09:52I know.
09:53I know.
09:53My dad's gonna kill me.
09:55The car is fine.
09:57But we need to call someone about the stop sign.
10:00Hannah, we gotta go.
10:01My dad'll kill me if he finds out.
10:02We need to call the police.
10:05911?
10:05Oh, my God.
10:06Look, no way.
10:06Hannah, get in the car.
10:08No, Sherry!
10:09When you do something wrong, you can't just, like, ignore it.
10:14Hannah, get in the car, okay?
10:15I'll call when we get home.
10:17No!
10:18Come on!
10:18No!
10:19No, Sherry, come on.
10:21Sherry!
10:24Are you serious?
10:25Sherry!
10:40I needed to find a working phone.
10:45I wish I'd found it faster.
11:24I need help, my son.
11:25My phone's dead.
11:25Charges are right over there by the beef jerky.
11:27No, listen.
11:28There's been an accident.
11:29I need to make a call.
11:31Sorry, we don't have a pay phone.
11:33Give me your phone.
11:35Give me your phone!
11:36Okay, okay.
11:38How long do you think we should be-
11:39Shut up.
11:40Jesus.
11:47911, what's your emergency?
11:49I, uh, I want to report an accident.
11:51Where?
11:53At the corner of, uh, Tanglewood and Bay Street.
11:57Yes, ma'am.
11:58Got it.
11:58Listen, it's gonna be okay.
11:59We already have this call in.
12:00Units are responding to the scene.
12:02You got the call?
12:03Yeah, we have a call.
12:05Who?
12:06Was it a girl who called?
12:08I can't give you that information, ma'am.
12:10We have units responding to the scene now.
12:13Okay, good.
12:15Good.
12:16Is there anything else I can do for you?
12:18No, that's all.
12:23Do you still want that charger?
12:29So yeah, that's the terrible decision.
12:35But it's not the whole story.
12:45Excuse me.
12:48Excuse me.
12:49Excuse me.
12:49One second, ma'am.
12:50God.
12:51Damn it.
12:53Huh.
12:54No ID.
12:55No beer.
12:56Look, I don't want to-
12:58I need to ask you if you were working a few weeks ago.
13:02The, uh, the second Saturday of September.
13:04I work every Saturday.
13:06And I wonder why I'm still single.
13:08Uh, yeah.
13:11Listen, I need to-
13:12There was a girl who came in to call 911.
13:15I don't think so.
13:17You don't remember a girl?
13:18She used to buy candy here all the time.
13:19She borrowed your cell phone.
13:21Maybe interrupted your game.
13:23Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:24That girl.
13:25Short hair.
13:26Super upset.
13:27Yes, yeah.
13:29Do you remember what the call was about?
13:31I-I think it might have been like a-
13:32Like a traffic thing.
13:34I-I can't remember.
13:36Can-Can you try?
13:38Mmm.
13:39Sorry, man.
13:43Might have been stoned.
13:47Thanks for your help.
13:48Hey, any time, my brother.
13:50Not your brother, dude.
13:58All he said is that the district lawyers asked for a meeting this afternoon.
14:02His guess is they want to offer settlement.
14:04They just want to make it go away.
14:06Well, of course.
14:07But we should hear them out.
14:08Maybe consider it.
14:09I'm not going to consider letting the school cover up what they did to our daughter.
14:12Maybe it doesn't have to be a cover-up.
14:14Dennis said settlements often include a statement and remedial measures that the school will have-
14:18What good will those do?
14:20They might help the next kid.
14:22We agreed that we were going to fight this and to-
14:26Hi there.
14:29We'll be right with you.
14:32Until the end.
14:33We can't fight this until the end.
14:34Until it bankrupts us.
14:35When there's no guarantees we'll win anything.
14:38We're not settling.
14:39I'm not saying that we should.
14:40I just think we have to think this through.
14:42What if we lose this lawsuit?
14:46And the school walks away without having to acknowledge that they're wrong.
14:50Without changing the way they do things.
14:54We owe it to Hannah.
14:57To Hannah to fight this.
15:00And we owe it to the next kid to make sure that this doesn't happen again.
15:11How can I help you?
15:14Seriously dude, that's bullshit.
15:16He got suspended for three days.
15:17That shit goes on his record.
15:18Yeah, I don't really care.
15:20At least we shut him up.
15:20We kept him out of school for three days.
15:22I don't think we shut him up.
15:23Okay, you guys want to take him on another ride?
15:26Because that works so well.
15:27His credibility is shot.
15:29Okay, no one's going to believe anything he says.
15:31Yeah, until he plays them the tape.
15:33Or until Tony does.
15:35Yeah, what happened there?
15:35I tried.
15:37Tony wouldn't budge.
15:38He's got the tapes hidden somewhere.
15:39In this mid-evil self-flagellating moral code.
15:42We have to do this another way.
15:43So it's back to Clay.
15:44And if he's talking to Jessica about her party, it may be too late.
15:48Okay, why are we defending Bryce?
15:49Can someone tell me that?
15:50He's a fucking rapist.
15:52Jesus, would you keep your voice down?
15:53I published a poem, he's a rapist.
15:55Stop using that word.
15:56Why?
15:58What other word would you use?
15:59Okay, if Hannah is telling the truth.
16:02Jessica says she's not.
16:03Really, Courtney, that's still your position?
16:05Hannah's lying?
16:06Come out, come out, little girl.
16:07Shut up, Ryan.
16:08Okay, guys, look.
16:10Tapes go out, we all go down.
16:12No matter what we did or didn't do.
16:14Think people are going to sort that out?
16:16Maybe not, but maybe Bryce goes to jail.
16:18Do you really think he would?
16:19Do you seriously think that would happen?
16:20Yeah, well, maybe we should find out.
16:23I don't want to.
16:24No.
16:25We cannot let Clay pass on those tapes.
16:27Period.
16:28Or talk to Mr. Porter, which is why I wanted to buy us more time.
16:31You may have kept him away from Porter, but we still don't know what he's going to do on his
16:34day off.
16:36What are we doing after practice today?
16:38Talking about practice.
16:39Cheer.
16:40Always cheer.
16:43Sherry.
16:46Uh, do you have a minute?
16:48I'll catch up with you, yeah?
16:49Okay.
16:50Bye, Sherry.
16:53Aren't you suspended?
16:54Yeah, so could we go somewhere not in the middle of the courtyard?
16:57To talk?
16:59I can't be late to first period.
17:01I just have a couple questions.
17:02No!
17:08Alright, let's go.
17:14See ya, buddy.
17:15See ya.
17:15Oh, Justy.
17:17You coming to my place later?
17:18I'm procuring fresh weed from that sophomore kid.
17:21Hmm?
17:22No, I can't.
17:23I can't.
17:23What?
17:23No, I can't.
17:24No, dude, you can't.
17:25Remember, you got recruiters coming this week.
17:27UCLA, Arizona.
17:29Yeah, but that's all the more reason to relax.
17:31Dude, you've been tense as hell lately.
17:33Fine.
17:34Hey, baby.
17:36Hope you're not letting these two crap do.
17:38Never.
17:39Good.
17:40It's my job.
17:41Okay.
17:42Where are we going?
17:43It's a surprise.
17:44No, no, no, no, no.
17:45What?
17:45I gotta talk to the guys.
17:47Can we do this after third period?
17:48We can't do this after third.
17:50Hey, hey, guys.
17:51Do what?
17:52Well, if Justin doesn't wanna find out, maybe I should show someone else.
17:55Yes.
17:55Yeah.
17:56Okay, let's go.
17:57Aw, damn, man.
17:58Give me a chance.
18:00Really?
18:01Are you gonna tell anyone?
18:03We have to tell somebody.
18:05We have to do something.
18:06But it's over now.
18:07It's not over for his family.
18:09They still think he was driving drunk.
18:11He was driving drunk.
18:13For all we know, it wasn't the sign that caused the problem.
18:16You know that?
18:18Or you just wanna believe it?
18:21This is why I didn't want you to listen to my tape.
18:24Because I didn't-
18:24Because you wanted to keep your secret.
18:26No.
18:28Because I didn't want you judging me for the worst thing I've ever done.
18:32Other people, they know my secret.
18:37But you're different.
18:45I'm going to the police station-
18:46Clay.
18:47The police station to register for a drug diversion program.
18:50That I have to take because your fucking friends got me suspended from school.
18:54Look, I didn't know anything about that.
18:55Okay, I think it was terrible.
18:57Do you?
18:59So why don't you stop it?
19:01What can I do?
19:03His family, the man he hurt.
19:05They deserve to know how it really happened.
19:07We don't know how it really happened.
19:09I mean, yes, the sign was down.
19:11But he was driving drunk.
19:14He wasn't drunk.
19:14You know that?
19:16Or you wanna believe it?
19:19I made the biggest mistake of my life.
19:23And I'm trying to keep it from ruining my life.
19:27Do you get that?
19:34You should get to class.
19:36I'm trying to make it better.
19:38And I'm trying to make up for it.
19:42Will you just meet me after school?
19:45Why?
19:46So that I can show you.
19:47Before you go, tell the world what I did.
19:51Give me a chance to prove to you that I'm not like everyone else on the tapes.
19:57Fine, I'll come.
19:59I'll text you the address.
20:04Are you gonna be okay today?
20:07Yeah.
20:08Fine.
20:23Hey.
20:24You okay?
20:28Oh, hey, Alex, I'm...
20:31Fine.
20:33I can't believe this fucking school.
20:35They're already putting up drunk driving posters.
20:39Whatever.
20:40Whatever?
20:41He was driving drunk.
20:42It was stupid.
20:44Yeah, but...
20:46I mean, aren't you sad?
20:48I'm more pissed off.
20:52No, I think you can be both.
20:55I mean, like...
20:58Right now, maybe it's easier being mad at him than being sad.
21:02I mean, that's cool.
21:03But...
21:04I don't know, I also think that maybe...
21:06Someday you might feel worse if...
21:08All you were today was mad, you know what I mean?
21:12No.
21:15I think sometimes you judge people.
21:18I mean, we all do.
21:20Sometimes you just live to regret it.
21:25You don't know what you're talking about.
21:27Yeah, no.
21:28I probably don't.
21:29I usually don't, so...
21:32Sorry.
21:33No, it's cool.
21:35You don't have to...
21:38Leave or anything.
21:39I don't know what you're drinking.
21:56It takes a tragedy like this one, unfortunately, to remind us how important it is to be safe, be sober,
22:05and never drink and drive.
22:10No.
22:17Clay?
22:21Can we...
22:22Can we talk?
22:25About what?
22:27About what happened.
22:32I need to tell you...
22:33What are you crying about? You barely even knew him.
22:37No.
22:39Clay, you don't understand.
22:40I do understand.
22:41Every drama has to be your drama or it doesn't count.
22:44Somehow this is all about you. It's incredible.
22:46No, Clay!
22:47Hannah, please just don't, okay?
23:00Sherry.
23:02Sherry, stop.
23:03I don't want to talk about it.
23:05It was our intersection.
23:07The accident happened at the same intersection.
23:10I said I don't want to talk about it.
23:12I thought you called the police about the stop sign.
23:15We don't...
23:15No, that's what caused it.
23:17We don't know, it didn't.
23:19I didn't finish my chest.
23:23You two okay?
23:25Yeah, we're okay, Mr. Porter.
23:27I mean, considering what happened.
23:30Alright.
23:31Hannah, how are you holding up?
23:34I'll be okay.
23:36Okay.
23:37If anything changes and you need to talk, my door is open.
23:47Keep your mouth shut.
23:49I mean, you speak of this to anyone and we both pay the price.
23:55It's probably best if we just stay away from each other.
24:11I just needed to be alone.
24:15This was starting to be more than I could live with.
24:35I've been in heaven.
24:36I don't know.
24:44I was in heaven.
24:44I was in heaven, but I just need to get up.
24:45You are in heaven.
24:47Let's go.
24:47I need you to be alone.
24:51I can't.
24:54I need you to continue.
25:00Let's take a crook.
25:07Wait, what about drama?
25:10No more drama.
25:11All good?
25:13No, drama class.
25:15You're thinking about drama class right now?
25:18I mean, if they walk in here during first period, it's going to be kind of awkward,
25:21no?
25:22We'll just tell them we're rehearsing a love scene.
25:24They're theater nerds, it would help them to know what actual sex looks like.
25:32All right, all right, we should, we should go.
25:34We should go.
25:34I should at least show my face in first period.
25:37You're just scared that we'll be caught?
25:40No.
25:41Yeah, you are.
25:47But if they can't see us, then we can't be caught.
26:01Where's the fucking switch?
26:13Here's the switch.
26:14Hey, Jess, what the fuck?
26:16Wait, wait, wait.
26:16Come here.
26:17Let's see who can break it first.
26:18Like, break the light bulb?
26:20What are you, six?
26:21It's just a stupid light bulb.
26:24What the fuck is wrong with you?
26:26When did you become such a pussy?
26:28Hey.
26:30Hey, why are you acting so crazy?
26:32Why aren't you?
26:33Jess, cut it the fuck out.
26:35Throw it back.
26:36Jess, stop.
26:36Throw it back.
26:37Jess, what the hell?
26:38What is happening with you?
26:39Nothing.
26:40Nothing's happening, right?
26:42Fuck this.
26:45I'm out.
26:51I'm out.
26:56Shit.
26:56Shit.
27:05Hey, I saw you talking to Clay.
27:08What?
27:09How did you even see that?
27:10Long lenses?
27:12Is he turning around?
27:13Huh?
27:13Look, we shouldn't be talking about this.
27:14Okay, but is he turning you in?
27:16He didn't say.
27:17You like Clay, don't you?
27:19Of course I do.
27:20I always have.
27:21Yeah, I always liked him too.
27:23He was always nice to me before.
27:24Tyler, what do you want?
27:27Let's talk to him.
27:28You and me.
27:29The other kids, they just want to bring him down, but you and me, we could talk to him.
27:32He might listen to us.
27:34Sherry, is this freak bothering you?
27:37No.
27:38No.
27:38No, no.
27:39Monty, he's fine.
27:39Sherry, just think about it, please.
27:42I gotta get to call us.
27:43Wait, Sherry.
27:44Sherry, please.
27:44No, you leave her alone, freak.
27:46Got it?
27:49Fucking leave her alone.
27:50Give him a piece of $1,000 cameras.
27:52Oh, yeah, and I'll break them on your face.
27:54Jesus, Montgomery.
27:55Leave him alone.
27:57What, you want to go again?
27:58Oh, do you?
27:59Didn't you just get back from your suspension?
28:03Fuck you, Alex.
28:04No thanks, Monty.
28:06You're not man enough.
28:09Okay.
28:16I suppose you expect me to thank you?
28:19Actually, I'd like it if you never spoke to me again.
28:36Jesus.
28:37Fuck.
28:38Jess.
28:40What?
28:42I can't fucking sneak up on a guy like that.
28:45I didn't know that kid was a dealer.
28:46Yeah, it was a sideline.
28:48My usual guy does house calls, but I gave my last bag to Marcus yesterday.
28:53So is that bag for now or later?
28:56Shit.
28:57So you're a stoner now, too?
29:00What is it with the best and the brightest?
29:02Are you looking to have some fun, or what?
29:05Where's your boyfriend?
29:07Practice.
29:08We can meet up with him after.
29:10Why aren't you at practice?
29:11Still benched.
29:12Seriously?
29:13It's fucked up.
29:14This school is fucked up.
29:17Don't disagree.
29:18So are we gonna smoke or what?
29:21In the parking lot?
29:22Are you insane?
29:23Maybe a little.
29:26Oh, we can go back to my place.
29:28My folks won't be home for a few hours.
29:30Or we can go back to mine.
29:32Mine won't be home for a couple of days.
29:36You're not gonna get me in trouble, are you, Jess?
29:39Maybe a little.
29:40All right.
29:44The district feels the proposed settlement is in the best interest of both parties.
29:48Then why isn't the district here?
29:50I think they felt this would be a preliminary, uh, discussion.
29:54And once we got to finalizing terms, they were-
29:56Which we won't.
29:57The offer is an insult.
29:59$200,000?
30:00For the loss of a child?
30:01For the suffering of her parents?
30:03I think we can all agree that no amount of money can equal Hannah's life.
30:06But it is an attempt to further healing.
30:10And, to be frank, it's more than a public school district can afford.
30:13That's not our concern.
30:15They have insurance.
30:16The district is self-insured.
30:18Every dollar spent here comes out of the classroom.
30:20You and I both know that's bullshit.
30:22Tell them to fire a few administrators.
30:24Starting with Gary Bolin.
30:26I don't think that's within the scope of the agreement.
30:29Let's start with the NDA.
30:30Standard.
30:31It's a non-starter.
30:33I don't know how far we get without it.
30:35You want to keep this quiet?
30:38You want Hannah's story hidden away?
30:42The district will continue its anti-bullying efforts.
30:46And will commit to a suicide prevention program to be in place by the beginning of the following school year.
30:52Why...
30:53Why wasn't it in place already?
30:56There was a policy in place.
30:58There will be a better one.
31:00Well, that's nice.
31:02We all want to ensure that this doesn't happen to another child.
31:07Period.
31:08The financial means of the district will affect its ability to assure that.
31:12Well, that's cold thinking.
31:15We all want a solution that's fair to everyone, Dennis.
31:32I know your son.
31:35Sorry?
31:36Clay.
31:37He, uh...
31:38He visited the house.
31:40And the store.
31:43He's the one who gave us the magazine.
31:49I see.
31:50You probably shouldn't be speaking without your counselor.
31:53He was close...
31:54...with Hannah.
31:56Did you know that?
31:59He, um...
32:00He told me that, yes.
32:03He misses her very much.
32:05That's nice.
32:08He seems like a good kid.
32:10He's a very good kid, yeah.
32:13Tell me, how much is his life...
32:16...worth to you?
32:18Mrs. Baker, we shouldn't be having this conversation.
32:21Don't you think it's exactly the conversation that we...
32:24...should be having?
32:31My son is worth everything to me.
32:33Yes.
32:34I'm sure Hannah is to you.
32:36And if I lost him...
32:39...now that someone had taken him from me, then I would pursue any remedy possible.
32:44Yes.
32:45But I don't know that any amount of money would suffice.
32:49Would you settle for, say...
32:52...$200,000?
32:56I think I would only settle for the truth.
33:00Whether I liked it or not.
33:13What the hell?
33:22No way.
33:48What?
33:49Are you just on the phone with your husband?
33:51Who are you?
33:52I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you.
33:55My name is Clay.
33:57What happened?
33:59Your husband was in an accident.
34:01He's alive.
34:02The paramedic said that an officer would come and tell you.
34:04But your husband, he wanted you to know right away.
34:06So I came.
34:09Was anyone else heard?
34:12Yes.
34:13Oh.
34:16Yes?
34:19Hi, um...
34:20Mrs. Cantrell.
34:21I don't know if you remember me.
34:23Clay, of course.
34:25In the light of the accident.
34:27Of course.
34:28Sherry said a Clay would be dropping by.
34:32Hey, look who's here.
34:33He knows Sherry. Did you know that?
34:35Clay!
34:37Hello. How are ya?
34:38Hi, Mr. Cantrell.
34:40Hey, Sherry.
34:41Hey, Clay.
34:43Sorry, let me help you see it here.
34:45No, no. I can do it. I can do it.
34:48Oh, I just love that you know each other.
34:50Come on in.
34:53She's our little angel.
34:56What a small world.
34:59There it is.
35:04The first time I came, I tried to tell them.
35:08I stood on the front porch and...
35:10I just, I couldn't get a word out.
35:13I remember Mrs. Cantrell saying,
35:15Well, don't just stand there. Come in.
35:19The next time I stopped by, they invited me to stay for dinner.
35:23The next time after that, you know, I just helped hang some pictures.
35:27Now I just spend time with them.
35:29Up around the house.
35:31They seem to like you.
35:33Yeah, they're cute.
35:34They remind me of my grandparents.
35:38But they don't know the truth.
35:41You didn't tell them about the accident.
35:43What good would that do?
35:44Ms. Cantrell says that he still has nightmares about it.
35:47But what about the other family?
35:48Look, I can't. I...
35:50I just... I can't face them.
35:53And what they might do?
35:54Look, I will tell them. I mean, I will.
35:57Someday.
35:58I need to tell them now.
36:00Like today.
36:01Why now? Why today?
36:03Because every day hurts.
36:04How do you know that?
36:04Every day they live, not knowing the truth.
36:07And they need this, Sherry.
36:08They do or you do?
36:09Sherry, they're hurting.
36:10How do you know that? Did you go see them?
36:12That's not the point.
36:15Like you can't keep this secret anymore.
36:17It's my secret, not yours.
36:28Am I high?
36:30What? I think I'm high.
36:31Jess, you had like two hits.
36:33Two is a lot.
36:34Well, it's more than one.
36:41What's in the safe?
36:42If my dad knew I could get into this thing, he would flip his shit.
36:48Shit.
36:49I know, right?
36:50Dad's packing.
36:52This one's my favorite.
36:53Jess, is that thing loaded?
36:54Of course not.
36:57Shit.
36:58I guess it was loaded.
37:00My bad.
37:03Jess, you should not be handling a gun of any kind in your current condition.
37:05I know what I'm doing.
37:07This is a Glock 19.
37:08Holds up to 15 rounds.
37:10Single action.
37:10Perfect for self-defense.
37:12It's cool.
37:13I'll take your word for it.
37:15What?
37:16Don't you like a Glock?
37:17I'm not really from a gun family, okay?
37:20We ski.
37:22Try it.
37:24I'm good.
37:25Is there a KFC around?
37:27Because I smell chicken.
37:28Fuck you.
37:36Take it.
37:37Fine.
37:41So just like...
37:43Only actors in Hollywood hold it that way.
37:46Yeah.
37:47Right.
37:48Here, let me show you.
37:49Just that.
37:50Take this one.
37:54So just relax.
37:55Shoulders back.
37:58Breathe in.
38:01Breathe out.
38:07Then you shoot.
38:13Clay.
38:14We're just so glad to finally meet you.
38:17Jeff was so fond of you and you helped him so much with his grades.
38:20Yeah, I kept him playing ball, as a matter of fact.
38:25Well, he did that himself.
38:27I just, um...
38:29Helped him with punctuation and word choice and...
38:32Stuff like that.
38:34You know, research techniques and...
38:37Well, we sure are grateful.
38:39You were a good friend to him.
38:43How come we haven't met you before if you're such a good friend?
38:47Paris.
38:48No, it's okay.
38:50Um, I'm fine.
38:52Thanks.
38:55You know, Jeff and I...
38:57We were just friends at school, I guess.
39:01But he was older than me and on the baseball team and everything.
39:05And I wasn't really anybody.
39:08Well...
39:08You were to him.
39:11Yeah.
39:15He was really nice to me.
39:18It's okay.
39:20What brings you here?
39:23Well, I, uh...
39:25I was hoping another friend of Jeff's would be here with me.
39:27But she, uh...
39:30She couldn't come.
39:33Okay.
39:37There's something you should know about the night of the accident.
39:42W-What about it?
39:50I was the first person to get there.
39:54I, uh...
39:55I was walking home.
39:57And I...
39:57I heard the crash.
40:12I found Jeff.
40:14Okay.
40:17I found him.
40:20Jeff!
40:21Oh my God.
40:22Jeff, can you hear me?
40:23Wait!
40:24Hold on, Jeff, hold on!
40:25I thought...
40:26I thought maybe I'd try CPR.
40:29Or something, I don't know.
40:30Listen, Jeff!
40:31Come on!
40:35Hey, hold on!
40:36Hold on one sec!
40:43It was me.
40:45I'm the one that called 911.
40:51So, um...
40:52So you were at the party with him?
40:54I was there.
40:55I saw him just before we left.
40:57And I...
40:59I don't think he was drunk.
41:03You don't?
41:04No.
41:05No, he told me he wasn't.
41:06And I believed him.
41:09Until...
41:15There's beer everywhere.
41:19It wasn't Jeff's fault.
41:23The stop sign on the corner...
41:25had already been knocked down earlier in the night.
41:28I don't know.
41:29The cops thought it was Jeff's fault, I guess.
41:32But it was already down.
41:38I'm sorry.
41:39I'm so sorry.
41:40Well, how do you know this about the stop sign?
41:42Did you...
41:42Did you knock it down?
41:44No.
41:45No.
41:48Then why are you apologizing?
41:50I...
41:51I've been angry at Jeff since he died.
41:54Because he told me at the party he was sober
41:56and I thought he lied to me and did something stupid.
41:58And I hated him...
41:59for leaving that way.
42:00And I was wrong.
42:05I was wrong.
42:34I walked by their house three times the week after Jeff died.
42:40I even got their phone number.
42:42And called.
42:44And didn't leave a message.
42:49I wanted to tell them.
42:51I couldn't.
43:02I know it was guilt I was feeling.
43:07And anger.
43:11I think lots of anger.
43:18Anger.
43:18Anger at the whole fucking world and the way it works.
43:20Danger.
43:25Always danger.
43:31Endless talking.
43:35Of life rebuilding.
43:38But mostly anger at myself.
43:41For what I could have had and never would.
43:48Inside.
43:48Inside.
43:48That's terrible decision number two.
43:50That's up next.
43:52Don't walk away.
43:54That's another sad and stupid story.
43:58Inside.
44:00There's so much wrong in the world.
44:02There's so much hurt.
44:06I couldn't take knowing I made it worse.
44:10And I couldn't take knowing it would never get any better.
44:17I thought you'd be here.
44:25I think I will join you.
44:36I found Jeff.
44:41I was the first person at that accident.
44:43And I found him.
44:45In his car.
44:48Dead.
44:49Jesus, Clay.
44:52I didn't have to tell anyone without the stop sign.
44:57Maybe she was afraid.
45:00I was so pissed off at Jeff.
45:03And at Hannah for making it all her drama.
45:06I didn't know.
45:07Now you do.
45:19And this just gets worse, right?
45:23You afraid?
45:26Yeah.
45:32I'm gonna listen anyway.
45:35Cool.
45:38You don't have to hang with me.
45:40I think maybe I should.
45:43Why?
45:45Because it's your tape.
46:12I can't do it.
46:13You can't.
46:14After all of this.
46:15You can't.
46:15No.
46:17Jesus, Tony.
46:19Deaths.
46:19And rape.
46:21And what the fuck is next?
46:22What did I do that Hannah thought was worse than that?
46:24Don't you know what happened between you and Hannah, Clay?
46:26No, clearly I don't.
46:27So tell me.
46:28You know I'm not gonna do that.
46:30Tell me this then.
46:33Tell me the truth and I'll listen to the tape.
46:38Did I kill Hannah?
46:41We all let her down.
46:44That's not what I asked.
46:45Did I kill Hannah Baker?
46:49She took her own life.
46:51Clay, that was her choice.
46:54You, me, everyone on these tapes, we all let her down.
46:58We didn't let her know that she had another choice.
47:02Maybe we could have saved her life, maybe not.
47:05I think it's impossible to know.
47:07Answer the fucking question, Tony.
47:10Knowing what you know,
47:12believing what you believe,
47:14knowing me, knowing her, and what's on these tapes,
47:19did I kill Hannah Baker?
47:21Yeah.
47:22Come on down and beat your maker.
47:29Yeah.
47:30Come on down and make the stand.
47:46Oh, I have been out searching.
47:48I'm with a black book in my hand.
47:50I'm looking between the lines that lie on the page.
47:53He said I checked.
47:54I'm there's a walking Jew,
47:55delicious.
47:56In his warm-down cowboy boots.
47:58He walked like no man on the back.
48:00I swear he had no name.
48:02I swear he had no name.
48:05Come on down and beat your maker.
48:09Come on down and make the stand.
48:13Come on down.
48:14Come on down.
48:16Come on down and make the stand.
48:20Come on down and make the stand.
48:24Come on down and make the stand.
48:26As I crawl beneath the searchlights,
48:29looking through the fallboards of this line,
48:31I met that strange love scussed me for the march of time.
48:34Hey, trash can, where you going, boy?
48:36Your eyes are feet apart.
48:38As at the end of your carriage,
48:40I'll play a funeral march.
48:42Play a funeral march.
48:43Play a funeral march.
48:45Come on down and beat your maker.
48:49Come on down and make the stand.
48:53Come on down.
48:55Come on down.
48:57Come on down.
49:14Come on down.
49:16Come on down.
49:18I'll beat your maker.
49:20Come on down and make the stand.
49:23Come on down, come on down, come on down
49:53Come on, come on, come on
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