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00:16It's time to go.
00:29It's a giant fucking universe.
00:34It is a giant universe.
00:37Like, how are we supposed to do anything significant?
00:41Anything that means anything?
00:42We're not even dots.
00:44But somehow, every day feels like life or death, right?
00:48Even though, at some level, it also feels like nothing matters at all.
00:52Or means anything.
00:54And, like, in a real way, we're all just accidents of birth, you know?
00:59Like, it's just dumb luck that we're not having this conversation
01:02somewhere much worse than this basement,
01:04like some shanty town in South Asia
01:08or the frozen north of Iceland
01:10or a burning desert in Africa.
01:14But that's it.
01:16We are exactly who we are in this moment, in this place,
01:20and I think that matters.
01:22Because without you, without me, everything is different.
01:26Well, I don't know if anything would be different without me.
01:29I would be different.
01:31Okay, like, if I do something that affects you,
01:34makes you do something that affects, I don't know,
01:37Alex Dandall, who affects Jessica Davis.
01:40Who affects Justin Foley,
01:43then Zach Dempsey,
01:45then Mrs. Bradley,
01:47and then Tony Padilla.
01:48And on and on.
01:50It's huge if you think about it.
01:52It's an infinite universe.
01:56Infinity.
01:57It's funny how we have a word for that concept,
02:00but there's no way we can understand it.
02:04Maybe love?
02:06Love?
02:09Maybe love is how you understand infinity.
02:13When your love has no limit,
02:15when it goes on forever.
02:17Maybe that feels like infinity.
02:21Yeah.
02:22Maybe.
02:34Hey, Skye.
02:37It's, uh, it's me again.
02:40Clay.
02:42Calling you.
02:45Nothing much new to report.
02:47I go to court today.
02:51To testify.
02:53For Hannah.
02:58Still dealing with Justin.
03:01This is weird.
03:04You should have some pancakes.
03:06They're fucking amazing.
03:08I'll get you a plate.
03:12Clay, your dad's going to take you to court today.
03:15Great.
03:17I wish I could be there as well.
03:19Really, no problem.
03:20I've got this.
03:21And you've got alt Clay here, so...
03:26But, I mean, things are actually great.
03:30I'm glad to be going to court,
03:31and I really think it's going to be a good way to get closure.
03:40Yeah.
03:41I'm really looking forward to being done with all this.
03:45I love you.
03:47Call me.
03:48Bye.
03:51Alex, honey?
03:53Wake up.
03:54Wake up.
03:55Alexander!
03:56What?
03:57What happened?
03:59Sorry, you were sleeping so soundly.
04:02Sorry, I was...
04:03I was dreaming about running.
04:08Happy birthday.
04:11Oh, wow.
04:13Right.
04:15Thanks.
04:16So, I heard from Peter,
04:19and he is driving down this afternoon
04:20to be here in time for the party.
04:22Oh.
04:24Do we have to have a party?
04:26But it's all booked.
04:28And your father got his shift off,
04:30and haven't you told all your friends?
04:31Oh, yeah.
04:33I mean...
04:34Plus, they got your Evite with the bunnies on it.
04:37You not feeling up to it?
04:39No, I...
04:41I totally am.
04:42Good.
04:43We'll have fun.
04:44All right.
04:45Get yourself up.
04:45Do your stretches.
04:46Oh, and I have a new hemp milk to try.
04:49It's delicious.
04:52It's delicious.
05:02You should come for a morning run next time.
05:04Well, I don't run unless I'm being chased.
05:07And even then, I don't run.
05:10You ran pretty fast last night.
05:13Yeah, uh...
05:14I'm sorry.
05:15I just said I got a text from Mrs. Baker.
05:16Yeah, yeah, yeah.
05:17No excuses needed.
05:20Look.
05:21I don't want to tie you down.
05:23And I don't want you to think that you owe me anything.
05:27But I like you.
05:30A lot, I think.
05:43You know, I'm done early tonight.
05:44Mm.
05:44No self-defense class.
05:48That's quite a group you got there.
05:50Yeah.
05:52Yeah, right?
05:53The, uh, the guy with no eye?
05:56What's his deal?
05:58I don't know, really.
06:00Yeah, he beat pretty bad a while back.
06:01I think it was a mugging or something.
06:03Takes a few classes.
06:05I think he's still working through the PTSD from the assault.
06:09Seems pretty haunted by it.
06:16I think he didn't know who I am.
06:17And it's just a little bit of...
06:17I don't know what he's still waiting to do.
06:20I don't know who I'm going to do.
06:24I don't know.
06:26today. What is Zach waiting for us? Why is he smiling like that? What? Wait, is it your birthday?
06:42What? You guys got a banner made? It was a group project. I made the design,
06:50Clay ordered it online, and Zach put it up. Wow, that's... that's really, really nice,
06:58you guys. Aww. Happy birthday, buddy. Oh, sweet banner. Is your mom bringing cupcakes
07:07later? Oh, I hope she brings enough for the whole class. I mean, we'll get a new cane this
07:11year, too, huh? Yeah. And some new friends. Fuck you! You fucking rapist!
07:29Dude, shit like that doesn't do anybody any good. Yeah? Well, it felt good to me. Maybe
07:36if you stopped defending him all the time. When have I ever defended him? Every day. Every
07:41day that you hang around him and play baseball with him, you choose his side. Jess, tell him.
07:47Why would you do that? Shit. I'm so sorry. I mean... Jess. Don't.
08:11Come on! Didn't you see the red light? It means that you're not... Hey!
08:16Uh, hi. Sorry. No, uh, you're... no big deal. I know what the red light means. So, um, last
08:25day was really fun. We should maybe do it again sometime. We should clean the vomit off your
08:31brother's boots. We should hang out. Maybe not in the bathroom. So, hang out in your yard? Or
08:38another building. Restaurant? Movie theater, perhaps? Do you mean like a... I mean like
08:45a date. It's, uh, early stage in the mating ritual of homo sapiens. We agree to go somewhere
08:52together. I obsess over what to wear, and then you obsess over if you should pay or if we're
08:57splitting it. We show up. It either goes great or it goes terrible. And then we decide if we
09:03want to put ourselves through it again. What sadistic person invented this ritual? Every
09:10person. So, you wanna? Um, yes. I really do. She was faithful. She was kind to me and cared about
09:24what happened to me. She never gossiped or told lies about people. And what sorts of things did you do
09:31together? We had some classes together. We ate lunch together sometimes. Then we worked together
09:36at the Crestmont. And we talked. A lot. What sorts of things did you talk about? I mean, we talked
09:41about, about books and shows and songs and eclipses and zombies and bike helmets and, and I guess
09:52our, our hopes and dreams. Helmet. Helmet. Helmet. If you don't help build this tower, you don't get to
10:05help knock it down. I, I just need to finish this chapter. Do you really have homework? School's over
10:12in like two days. All we do in my classes is watch Stand and Deliver. I want to get the
10:20summer
10:20reading done before I, um, leave for my grandparents for the summer. Wait, what? My parents think it's
10:30good for a growing boy to spend time in the country. We don't exactly live in a thriving
10:36metropolis. Ten minutes of my grandparents and you would disagree. What am I supposed
10:43to do all summer without you? Wait, you're, you're going to miss me? Of course. Maybe
10:50any friend I have left. Come on, that's not true. Will you write me? Like old school letters?
10:59Yeah. I mean, can I write them on the computer and print them? You may not. And no postcards.
11:05I want handwritten missives filled with your deepest, darkest secrets. Are you going to
11:11write me back? Dear Helmet, today someone smeared feces on the bathroom wall and I got to clean
11:17it up. But there was an expired box of milk duds that I got to take home for free. Those
11:23are your deepest and darkest secrets. Write me and you'll find out.
11:32I never wrote her. I just, Summer gets away from you and stuff happens. And I guess I didn't
11:45really think that she'd be thinking of me. I mean, I didn't think I was that important.
11:51And you can always think that, you can always think that you'll play of time.
12:01I'm sorry.
12:08What the hell?
12:09Yeah, whatever happened, what happens in the clubhouse stays in the clubhouse. Not in here,
12:13Jesus. What the fuck is your problem?
12:16Dude, somebody's blackmailing me. If my dad sees that, I'm dead. Fuck. Look, you need
12:25to help me shut this down. I need to? You owe me. I don't owe anybody anything, Marcus. I got
12:33a lot of eyes on me right now, okay? I can't get involved with some stripper shit. You're
12:38already involved. You were there. I'm not in the video. Are you fucking kidding me? After
12:43what I did for you in that courtroom, you can't return the favor. A favor's only a favor
12:47if someone asks for it. And I didn't ask you to drag my name into this shit. That's on you.
12:59Clay, you've testified today that Hannah was a victim of a culture of bullying at Liberty
13:04High. But isn't it true that you are also a part of that culture?
13:08No, I don't think I am.
13:09Wasn't it true that you took pictures of Tyler down, through his window, that you then circulated
13:14around the school via social media?
13:16Yes, but... Objection, Your Honor. Beyond the scope of the direct.
13:20Your Honor, he's already testified to the nature of bullying at Liberty.
13:23I'll allow it. Clay, isn't it true that you were suspended from school for possession of
13:28marijuana? It wasn't mine. I was set up.
13:30I see. And at any point subsequent to that suspension, did you attempt to buy more marijuana?
13:36Yes, but... And isn't it true that your vandalism caused thousands of dollars of damage to Zach
13:42to MC's car? I was angry at him. I... I paid for the damage.
13:46What did you do when you were angry at Courtney Crimson?
13:48I just took her to Hannah's grave. And isn't it true that you accused her of being responsible
13:52for Hannah's death? She is responsible. All of those kids are responsible.
13:56Are you responsible, Clay? Are you responsible for Hannah's death?
14:03Yes. I am. I let her down. But there are kids who did a lot worse. Kids who you let
14:09skate.
14:10Who did things that you won't even talk about. And adults at Liberty, they don't...
14:13Request to strike that answer is non-responsive.
14:15So ordered. The jury will ignore that answer.
14:18Clay, you've testified that you were Hannah's friend. But never her boyfriend. Is that correct?
14:23Yes. And you said that you kissed once. Is that correct?
14:28Yes. Did you ever spend a night together?
14:31You mean... have... have sex? No?
14:35No. I mean, spend a night together. Evening, night, into the next morning.
14:44Clay, did you and Hannah ever spend a night together?
14:48Yes. And did you do drugs together?
15:00Yes.
15:29Let's give it up for us.
15:41Hey, how about a hand for our new cheer captain, Chloe Rice?
15:49So sweet.
15:51And now for our emcee of today's assembly, Marcus Cole!
16:12That's right. That's right. I, uh, dressed for the occasion. Who's impressed?
16:28He turned it into a fucking publicity stunt. He's got this whole fucking school brainwashed.
16:33You have to do something else, man. Okay? Something bigger.
16:38What'd you have in mind?
16:46I'm sorry, Dad.
16:49For what, kiddo?
16:51For telling the truth?
16:54For not telling you...
16:58...stuff.
17:00And what did you say?
17:01I didn't...
17:03I didn't know what to say. I...
17:07You know there's nothing you could do.
17:11Nothing.
17:13That would stop your mother and me from loving you.
17:15You heard Hannah say this. And you did nothing.
17:19And I didn't think that she meant it like that.
17:23Why is it kids don't tell their parents...
17:26...anything?
17:28Ever?
17:31Is it shame?
17:34Or fear?
17:36And it can't be fear of punishment because no one's punished for anything anymore.
17:42Are you afraid we won't understand?
17:46More like afraid you'd understand too well.
17:49So you're protecting your secrets.
17:51We were all...
17:52...still recovering...
17:54...from drugs.
17:55And that explains why you did nothing.
17:58More we're protecting you.
18:06I have to get to school.
18:12Let's welcome this year's Varsity Track Team!
18:31Hey Sky.
18:33Me again.
18:35Court was...
18:36...not great.
18:38They found out about this thing Hannah said one time...
18:41...and they blew it way out of proportion.
18:43...and they blew it way out of proportion.
18:47But now I can't stop thinking about the morning she said it.
18:51...and the night we spent before.
18:53Hey Jensen!
19:00Did you have a class to get to?
19:03Not you guys?
19:04No man, we just won steak.
19:06You know that don't make us go to school anymore.
19:08That you wish.
19:10You know, I'm wondering why after such an excellent pep rally...
19:14...it seems like your pep has not been rallied.
19:18I'm not a pep sword, I guess.
19:21Okay?
19:24I didn't see you sitting next to Hannah.
19:28Well, I never sit next to Hannah.
19:30You always try to.
19:33Not lately.
19:39Remember that poem that everyone was talking about?
19:42Everyone was talking about a poem. How's that possible?
19:44Who talks about poems?
19:46I...
19:47Anyway.
19:49I made fun of it.
19:51...and I didn't know it was hers.
19:55And...
19:55...man, if...
19:57...you and Hannah's relationship were a novel...
19:59...a major thing would be...
20:02...mistakes.
20:07We'll figure this out.
20:09The last time I took your advice, she ran out on me at the dance.
20:13No, no, no, no. That wasn't my fault, alright?
20:15If I recall correctly...
20:16...it was your nerves and uptight nature that just ruined everything.
20:20Look, you both are just too hung up on shit.
20:25I'll work on this.
20:27I don't have an uptight nature.
20:33Hey, you know what?
20:35We're gonna have a gathering this weekend, alright?
20:37Me, you, Hannah, my girl Leah, and some friends.
20:39I'll text you.
20:42I don't really do parties.
20:45Oh, you'll do this one.
20:48See you Saturday, Jensen.
21:07We're taking State this year.
21:08It's for him.
21:13He was what a teammate should be.
21:16Loyal.
21:17Yeah, he always had your back.
21:18Never had to wonder about that.
21:21And he looked out for people.
21:24Always took care of his guys.
21:25No questions asked.
21:26Yeah.
21:27Right.
21:34I just keep thinking.
21:36Did I miss something huge?
21:39Like I did with you.
21:43Hey, what are you doing here?
21:46I stayed to watch them hang Jeff's jersey.
21:51Yeah, me too.
21:56How'd it go?
21:57In court?
21:59Not well.
22:02I'm sorry.
22:03They asked me about that party at Jeff's.
22:05Before summer last year.
22:07Oh shit, how'd they know about that?
22:11God, no.
22:12Clay, I would never.
22:14I swear.
22:17Someone must have brought it up at their deposition.
22:19Maybe Leah.
22:20I...
22:20It doesn't matter now.
22:23Was there anything in your text messages?
22:27No.
22:28Why?
22:28Well, cause the other night your mom, she was asking me about a text.
22:32She said it was for a case she was working on.
22:35Look, anyways, I'm sure it's not as bad as you think it is.
22:40It's worse.
22:44And like, what other signs have I missed?
22:49Call us with any questions.
22:50You got it.
22:51Continue, guys.
22:52Alright, thanks, man.
22:53Let's go, bud.
22:55You good?
22:56Ah, hey, there he is.
22:58Tyler, good to see ya.
23:00Good to see you too, sir.
23:01Hey.
23:02Baker Drugs is a little out of your way, yeah?
23:05Yeah.
23:05Uh, they just carry some stuff that the Walplex doesn't, so...
23:08Uh, so we gonna see you at the party tonight?
23:11Oh, I...
23:12I didn't know, so...
23:13Oh, I thought that you invited all your friends?
23:16Yeah.
23:16Well, Jessica was supposed to.
23:17Oh, it's at the epicenter tonight.
23:19Come if you can.
23:20I know Alex would love to have you there.
23:21Oh, I didn't...
23:22I don't know.
23:22I don't want...
23:23No, you should come.
23:23Really, you should.
23:25Yeah?
23:25Yeah.
23:27Okay.
23:28Yeah, I'll be there.
23:29Good.
23:30Good to see ya.
23:31You too.
23:31Later.
23:33Later.
23:36They do any fucking maintenance at this place?
23:39Olivia.
23:39Seriously, with what we pay for this plot?
23:42I'll speak to them on the way out.
23:43They promised.
23:44Weekly maintenance.
23:46They can't even cut the fucking grass.
23:50Liv.
23:56This day, Andy.
24:00I don't...
24:01I'm not even sure how well that kid knew Anna.
24:04He knew her well.
24:06I think he was in love with it.
24:11He's a good kid.
24:15Yeah, we'll encourage her to do some bad things.
24:17One...
24:18One thing.
24:18And it wasn't...
24:20It wasn't that bad.
24:23The thing that you and...
24:25Theo and I didn't do when we were in high school.
24:28But what'd she said to him the next morning?
24:31I've said to myself...
24:32Over the years...
24:36Was it my fault?
24:38Andy, did I...
24:40Was she sick?
24:41Did I...
24:42Give something to her?
24:43God, no.
24:43The women in my family...
24:44Stop, Liv.
24:45Just stop.
24:46Our Hannah was very happy.
24:48She was kind, intelligent, beautiful.
24:51And she was very, very happy.
24:52That's our Hannah.
25:05We were happy.
25:08Weren't we?
25:10We were happy.
25:22We were happy.
25:31Andy.
25:35Amanda.
25:37Should we go have some dinner?
25:43These are kinda cute.
25:46Alright.
25:47I need more yoga pants.
25:48I mean...
25:49How many pairs of yoga pants does one person need?
25:51I mean...
25:52Do you even do yoga?
25:54I...
25:55Do...
25:55I...
25:56Alright.
25:57Shut up.
25:58How long have you guys been together?
26:01Uh...
26:02It'll be...
26:03Five months next Thursday.
26:05Damn, has it really been that long already?
26:07Wow.
26:08Okay.
26:09Don't act so excited now.
26:11I...
26:12See, that's her way of saying,
26:14I can't get enough of you, baby.
26:16Wow.
26:17You guys are adorable.
26:18And by that, I mean disgusting.
26:23I'll let you guys do your thing.
26:25Alright, babe.
26:26Alright, thanks.
26:35So, is he, like, in college or...?
26:38Uh...
26:39Junior college.
26:40But he's transferring to Berkeley for fall semester.
26:43Pre-law.
26:43Shit.
26:45He's kind of amazing.
26:46I know, right?
26:49I mean, hey, I...
26:51I deserve amazing.
26:53And so do you, by the way.
26:56You know, whatever you're ready to get back out there.
27:03Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
27:04Don't worry about it, okay?
27:06Just let him go.
27:11I'm trying.
27:19Don't worry about it.
27:21Watch his tail.
27:21Okay.
27:22I'm trying.
27:23I'm trying.
27:24I'm trying.
27:25I'm trying.
27:25I'm trying.
27:41Jessica!
27:45You need to pay for that.
27:47Um...
27:47No, here, it was an accident.
27:49I'm sorry.
27:49She's not buying it.
27:52I'm sorry.
27:59It's okay.
28:01It's okay.
28:03Are you okay?
28:07Yeah.
28:09It must have been a trigger or something.
28:11The security tag triggered the alarm.
28:13It's... it's no big deal.
28:15Are you sure you're okay?
28:16Um, babe, can you go get us some gelato, actually?
28:19Please?
28:20Good idea.
28:22Thank you so much.
28:22Mwah.
28:23My treat.
28:24Thanks.
28:27He... he knows how we know each other.
28:29Right?
28:30Uh, well, yeah, it's cool.
28:35I don't let what happened to me define me.
28:37So why should I tell him when it's not who I am?
28:41Yeah, yeah, that makes sense.
28:47I haven't been here in a while.
28:49It didn't feel right at first.
28:52How's the store?
28:54Uh, yeah, I was able to find some new distributors for a lot of the items so we could compete
29:00price-wise.
29:02Cosmetics, for one, so...
29:04That's great.
29:04Yeah.
29:05And the new pharmacist?
29:08He's good.
29:09He's young, so he knows the medicine part, but not the people part.
29:15What about you?
29:17How's...
29:18Wallplex?
29:20You getting used to it?
29:21Yeah.
29:22I realized that I liked being my own boss.
29:25Or...
29:26Letting you be the boss.
29:33I don't really know the right way to say this.
29:34Just say it, Andy.
29:40We need to finalize things, Liv.
29:43We can't stay in limbo forever.
29:52This is...
29:53About the divorce.
29:59I don't want to wait till after the trial.
30:01We need to move on.
30:04You want to marry her?
30:06No.
30:06I want...
30:09I want to close the door that I can never go back through.
30:18Yes.
30:22I see.
30:28Hey, Skye.
30:30It's me.
30:32I can.
30:33Listen, I don't know if you get news out there.
30:36You might hear about...
30:38About stuff I did.
30:41That came out in court.
30:43It's kind of bad.
30:46Hungry?
30:47Uh, sure.
30:49Are you out of your mind?
30:51No.
30:52Dude.
30:53Listen.
30:54You know my body's a temple, right?
30:56I don't ever think about your body.
30:58What I mean...
31:00Is you know how healthy I am.
31:01You're an athlete.
31:03Yeah.
31:03And a damn good one.
31:04But on rare occasion, when I want a deep, lovely night with my lady...
31:08We'll do a little love drug.
31:10I've read that that shit can fry your brain, like, first time you try it.
31:14Yeah, and riding your bike without a helmet can kill you.
31:17But which one's gonna help you let loose and help you get past your shit with Hannah and into each
31:22other?
31:24Hmm?
31:24This is peer pressure.
31:26No, no.
31:27I don't wanna pressure you.
31:29Put too much pressure on yourself.
31:32I mean...
31:32That's the whole point.
31:34You agonize over every decision.
31:39I do not.
31:43Are you sure?
31:45I mean, we don't know where these drugs come from.
31:47Or even what drugs they are.
31:49The way you say drugs makes you sound like a Republican senator.
31:53I'm just saying, we don't...
31:56We don't have to do this.
31:58I mean, we can go hang out somewhere else.
32:05Sure, I mean, if you want to.
32:07But...
32:09Aren't you curious?
32:11I'm telling you, Clay.
32:12It's a very good idea for you.
32:16Where?
32:17Guys, what if we stayed a bunch of sugar and caffeine?
32:20That's a certain kind of high, right?
32:22Seriously, do not worry.
32:24Alright.
32:25Here you go.
32:26Three first timers.
32:29Three veterans.
32:31We got you guys.
32:33Solid.
32:36This is so peer pressure.
32:38Like, at its worst.
32:55Alright, so tell me the truth.
32:57How's he doing, guys?
32:58He's good.
32:59Yeah.
32:59Yeah, his balance is getting better every day, and so is his strength.
33:02He's still working on his memory.
33:04But he's doing great.
33:06Turns out you only need one hand to whoop your old man at skee-ball.
33:09Hey.
33:11You should have challenged me at Dance Dance Revolution.
33:16I'm a person.
33:17I'm a person that you're supposed to laugh at my jokes.
33:19Alright.
33:20Wings.
33:20Yeah.
33:22Fries.
33:23And curly fries.
33:24Okay.
33:25Burgers will come up when they're ready.
33:28And you guys got all your game cards?
33:29Oh, yeah.
33:30Oh, yeah.
33:30Yeah, thank you, Ms. Staddle.
33:32Mm-hmm.
33:34Hey, Jess.
33:38Hey, hey, hey.
33:39Yeah.
33:40You're good.
33:50Hey.
33:52I won this for you.
33:54Just say sorry about today.
33:58You didn't have to do that?
34:00Yeah, well, if I hadn't wanted, I'd just be saying sorry.
34:03And I thought maybe the cuteness would help.
34:06Look, we don't need to talk about it.
34:11Hey.
34:15Great to see you.
34:18Hi.
34:20I just think it's complicated.
34:22See, the thing is to be in the group, but not about the group.
34:26You know what I mean?
34:27No.
34:27What do you mean?
34:28All right.
34:29Take it out.
34:30You're a friend with Justin Foley.
34:34Which is, like, whatever.
34:36He says you're a good guy.
34:38He didn't say that about most people.
34:41He doesn't.
34:42It's because he's a dick.
34:46I just feel, like, tremendous positivity for everyone right now.
34:52Exactly.
34:54In fact, I think it's time that a few of us actually slipped off for a while.
34:59Sound good?
35:00Totally.
35:01Wait.
35:01Wait.
35:02No.
35:02Wait.
35:02Where are you?
35:04Enjoy your night.
35:06It's already a great night.
35:09I agree.
35:11It's like, it's like everything is what it is, but, like, more, like, touching, touching things.
35:19No.
35:20No.
35:21No.
35:38There's someone who hates parties.
35:39I go to a lot of parties.
35:42Yeah.
35:45It never ends well.
35:49No.
35:56What is he doing here?
35:58Oh, Alice told me to come.
35:59Tyler, he was just being nice.
36:01He doesn't want you here.
36:03I want to talk to Alice.
36:05Okay, look, I brought him something.
36:06What?
36:07Oh, happy birthday, Alex.
36:08Here's a photo book of you in a coma.
36:10Did I tell you about that?
36:12Did I tell you about that?
36:13Get out.
36:14Now.
36:23Wait.
36:24Where's Tyler going?
36:27Don't worry.
36:27We got rid of him.
36:28No, I told him to come.
36:30Alex.
36:30Look, I know he visit you a lot in the hospital, but he's a fucking pervert.
36:34After what he did to Hannah.
36:35What he did?
36:36Seriously?
36:36At least Tyler tried to help Hannah in court.
36:39That's more than you can say, Zach.
36:41You helped turn her into Hannah the slut.
36:42At least we didn't do drugs.
36:44You guys, come on.
36:45No, you come on.
36:46You didn't help either.
36:47I tried.
36:48From what you said today in court, you hurt her more than any of us did.
36:51They took all of that out of context.
36:52So you didn't let her down?
36:54How are you any different than us?
36:59What are you thinking about?
37:02What are you thinking about?
37:04Come on, tell me.
37:05What are you thinking about?
37:05I...
37:07I don't know.
37:09You're not saying.
37:11I have...
37:14so many thoughts.
37:17Give me one.
37:33infinity.
37:36It's an infinity ceiling?
37:38It totally is.
37:40Look at it.
37:51infinity.
37:55It's funny how we have a word for that concept, but there's no way we can understand it.
38:02Maybe love.
38:05Love?
38:07Maybe love is how you understand infinity.
38:11When your love has no limits, when it goes on forever.
38:14Maybe that feels like infinity.
38:16So many times...
38:18Oh.
38:18If my heart is alone, and some is a dead.
38:21But the-the-the-the-the-sit-off, behind the roots of God.
38:26Yeah, maybe.
38:29Maybe.
38:30Maybe.
38:30But the vibe that knows off, and maybe the most of you...
38:33How are you feeling?
38:37I feel fucking great
38:40At this moment, I am not afraid of anything
38:43I am fearless
38:49I feel
38:52Peaceful
38:55But it's just the drug, right?
38:58Is it?
39:00Didn't these feelings have to be somewhere inside of us
39:02For the drug to find them?
39:05I'm not sure that's how it works
39:08Do you believe we have a soul?
39:12I don't know, I hope so
39:15If you could see the future, would you want to see the future?
39:19No
39:21You answered that fast
39:23Well
39:25Like, can I change the future?
39:29Because if I can see it
39:30And I know it's coming
39:32And there's nothing I can do about it
39:33Then it's just anxiety
39:35You can always change the future
39:39So you don't believe in destiny?
39:42I do
39:42I just believe it can change
39:59This is the saddest birthday party ever
40:07Shit, I gotta take this
40:11Hey mom
40:12Yeah, no, I'm just out with the guys
40:16I'll be home soon
40:17Yeah, no, I know, I know
40:22Okay, yeah, I'm on my way
40:24Bye
40:28The guys?
40:30Just out with the guys?
40:32I just told her that I'd go home and watch May
40:34Home from what?
40:35Why'd you lie about where you are?
40:37I wasn't sure exactly what
40:39Of course you should lie to her and everybody
40:40Because that's better than admitting that you're my friend
40:43She knows that you're my friend
40:44Does Bryce know where you are?
40:45Come on, man
40:46Fuck you, Zach
40:47Okay, okay
40:47Go home
40:50Yeah, I should
40:52Thank you guys so much for having me
40:54You don't have to go, Zach
40:59I'm gonna go play some games
41:07All right, you guys
41:08Truth now
41:09What the hell's going on?
41:10He's not all right
41:16I think he does pretty well
41:18Most days
41:19Bullshit, you said he made progress
41:21He hasn't made any progress
41:22Since the day I saw him
41:23That was a month ago
41:24He's trying
41:25He's really trying
41:29Oh, shit
41:36Hey, buddy
41:38What are you doing?
41:40Playing again, bud
41:42Okay, maybe this isn't the right thing
41:44For you to be playing right now
41:45Why not?
41:46I'm really good at it
41:48All right, let's play another round of people
41:49Oh, dad, fuck that
41:51Alex
42:04All right, give me this
42:05Fuck, no
42:06Fuck, no
42:08All right, buddy, I'm sorry
42:10You're fucking letting me go
42:14I'm broken, okay?
42:21I'm fucking broken
42:22That's just how it's gonna be
42:23So why don't you just live with it?
42:25Alex, you're not broken
42:26How the fuck would you know?
42:28I've seen you twice
42:29Since I got out of the hospital
42:30I had school
42:31I had fucking school too
42:33And I had friends
42:37And now I don't have anything
42:40Except all of you standing around
42:41Feeling sorry for me
42:42Not fucking knowing what to say
42:45You know what?
42:45Maybe it would have been better
42:46If it had worked, right?
42:48And I put the bullet through the middle of my brain
42:49The way it's supposed to go
42:51Wouldn't that be better?
42:52You could all just get on with your stupid fucking lives
42:55Fuck you, Alex, okay?
42:56Shut up
42:57Just shut up
42:57Jess
42:58No, listen to me, you asshole
43:00How could you do what you did?
43:02After Hannah?
43:03I needed you
43:05You were the only one I could trust
43:07The only person who would just do what I was going through
43:09And you were just gonna fucking leave me behind?
43:11That's messed up, Alex
43:12It's messed up
43:14Sorry
43:16Everybody here loves you
43:19And you just don't care?
43:21I do care
43:22I care, I'm sorry
43:30It's okay, it's okay
43:33It's okay
43:42Hey
43:43Hey
43:44How was the party?
43:46Stupid party, stupid people
43:49Sounds right
43:51Why are you sitting in the dark?
43:53I'm introducing my old man to the wizarding world of Harry Potter
43:56Seriously?
43:58Seriously
43:59He's like the last person in the world left that doesn't know what his Patronus is
44:03Fucking muggles
44:04Right
44:06Hey
44:08Pay attention here
44:09You're gonna need to know that for the sixth movie
44:13Hey, so, uh
44:15I want to do Zach next
44:18Okay
44:19Again?
44:20Yeah, he's just a fucking asshole who needs to be checked
44:25Cool
44:25Yeah, so I have this whole idea for him
44:27So I'm thinking
44:28Hey, Ty, you know I'm down for whatever
44:29But I gotta make sure my dad doesn't fall asleep
44:33He's like 47
44:34They tend to do that during movies
44:37Hey
44:39Just tell me what the plan is
44:40I'll be there
44:41Yeah, fine
44:42Later
44:48Okay
44:48I'll be there
44:48Okay
44:56Yeah
45:15Clay, isn't it true that you heard Hannah say that she wanted her life to be over,
45:19and isn't it true that you did nothing?
45:22You did nothing to help her.
45:30He had been honest with us about the drugs.
45:32Did you know they were going to ask?
45:35No, of course not.
45:36I removed myself from that.
45:39If I were to interfere with a witness or...
45:41A witness? He's your son.
45:43If I were to interfere in any way, I would be fired.
45:47I could be disbarred, Matt.
45:49We did drugs and we didn't know.
45:50He had a homeless boy in his room for a week and we didn't know him.
45:53What the fuck, lady?
45:59I can't stop thinking about it, Skye.
46:03They destroyed me.
46:04Ask me why she was depressed.
46:06Why she was destroyed.
46:07Ask me who did that to her.
46:08No further questions.
46:09The jury will disregard witness stand down.
46:12But did I deserve it?
46:16Who ordered the cinnamon rolls?
46:19If you put that in my mouth, I will literally puke.
46:23Are we like all in bad moods?
46:24I am.
46:26I just don't even have the energy to care.
46:29No.
46:31We're just coming down.
46:32It's normal.
46:33It's the point, right?
46:35Yeah, exactly.
46:37No, but like really, what's the point of anything?
46:41It's just the Molly talking.
46:45Her name's Hannah.
46:50You gotta hand to the Lowe's if you wanna choose the highs.
46:54Come on, drink some water.
46:55Let your mind go to that dark place.
46:59Do you ever think I can't do it anymore?
47:01Like, I wanna die?
47:04Yup.
47:05Every single minute.
47:12Like everything's black.
47:16Guys, get through this, okay?
47:18Get through this moment.
47:21It'll all be clear.
47:30Skye, she said it and I heard it.
47:33I couldn't help her then.
47:34And I couldn't help her today.
47:39I've gotta be able to do something to help.
47:44People need to know the whole story.
48:04That's great.
48:06It's just perfect.
48:11Clay, honey.
48:17Come on, lover.
48:18Give me a little.
48:19I had a shitty day.
48:21Yeah, I know.
48:22I heard Alex had one of his outbursts.
48:26The kid's sick.
48:28I feel bad for him.
48:30Forget about that.
48:34Babe, I thought we were watching a movie tonight.
48:37I've seen it.
48:38But you chose it.
48:39Yeah, so I don't have to pay close attention.
48:42I'd rather pay attention to you.
48:52Ow.
48:53Careful.
48:57Is that better?
48:59Is that better?
49:09Babe, what is up with you tonight?
49:11Just the usual.
49:13Being into you.
49:19Babe, what...
49:21What about the movie?
49:22Fuck the movie.
49:24Fuck the movie.
49:29Nick?
49:32You're good, yeah?
49:35Yeah.
49:36You want to, right?
49:38Right.
49:47Hit your face.
49:49Sigh.
49:52Hush.
49:57Worrying in the eye.
49:58Hush.
50:01Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
50:46Clay, you can keep up the silent treatment as long as you have to, I understand.
50:51But Justin will need your support tomorrow.
50:54And on Monday, okay?
51:03You're reading the comments.
51:05Don't ever read the comments.
51:07The shit that people say about you, about me, they don't know the whole story.
51:19Don't do this.
51:20I'm doing it for you.
51:21I'm trying to make things right.
51:23You know it won't.
51:24What else can I do?
51:26You can help Jessica and Justin. You can figure out those pictures.
51:29I don't care about the fucking pictures. I care about the truth. I care about you.
51:33Then don't do it. You know I don't want you to.
51:35Yeah, well maybe you don't get a say anymore. People did terrible things to you and they're getting away with
51:40it. You left those tapes for a reason.
51:42What reason?
51:43To make people face what they did and admit it and understand how fucked up it was.
51:49Do you think I wanted revenge?
51:51I don't know what you wanted, Hannah, because you left a huge fucking mess.
51:55And I'm the only one who seems interested in cleaning it up.
51:57It wasn't revenge.
52:00I had to tell my own story.
52:04I wanted people to know what happened to me so that maybe it wouldn't happen again.
52:07Exactly. So everyone should hear it.
52:11No. Not like this.
52:16You don't get to decide. You left.
52:41I could be wrong.
52:46For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info.
52:53I could be wrong, I could be right. I could be black, I could be white. I could be right,
53:05I could be wrong. I could be white, I could be black.
53:09Your time has come, your second skin. The cost so high, the gain so low. Walk through the valley, the
53:18written word is a lie.
53:21May the road rise with you, may the road rise with you, may the road rise with you, may the
53:29road rise with you.
53:38I could be wrong. I could be right. Could be wrong. I could be right.
54:07I could be right. I could be black, I could be white. I could be right, I could be wrong.
54:15I could be black, I could be white.
54:17They put a heart wire to my hand.
54:21They put a heart wire to my hand.
54:21Cause of the things I did and said.
54:24And made these feelings go away.
54:27My old citizen in every way.
54:29May the road rise with you, may the road rise with you, may the road rise with you, may the
54:37road rise with you.
54:40May the road rise with you.
54:47May the road rise with you, may the road rise with you, may the road rise with you.
54:56Could be wrong
55:00I could be right
55:07Could be wrong
55:14Well done, Ed. Well done.
55:53I could be wrong
55:56I could be wrong
55:57Well done, Ed.
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