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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 6
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00:32Zach, I wrote you a letter
00:36I poured my heart out
00:38Opening up about personal things
00:41I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone
00:46How hard life was getting
00:49How lonely I felt
00:54I keep to myself mostly
00:57I don't always tell people things
00:59I'm not good with
01:00Like drama
01:04You look good
01:06Very sharp
01:07You ready for this?
01:10Yeah, I'm all ready
01:12I learned pretty early on not to rock the boat
01:15You'll do great
01:16To stay in my lane
01:17You're a good boy
01:19The best son a mother could have
01:24Don't worry, Mom
01:25You'll be fine
01:28Don't worry about it
01:29Okay?
01:30He'll be back
01:31He's sick as hell
01:32He can't go to the city
01:34He's got no money, no car
01:35Clay, I'm on your side
01:37Okay?
01:38We'll figure this out
01:41Thank you
01:43Thank you
01:44Can I trust you?
01:46Always
01:54Do you have any idea where at school these might have been taken?
01:59No, I don't recognize it
02:07Wait, is that?
02:09Bryce
02:13Wow
02:16I try not to be a bully
02:19I try not to be a victim
02:21We firmly believe that our daughter deserved better
02:24And that the school, the school could have done more
02:27We don't let ourselves forget that
02:29That's how we keep ourselves going
02:31We're in this together
02:31Mr. Baker, one more question
02:34We're in this together
02:35Thank you, sir
02:36Thank you
02:40Everything okay?
02:41Stop that dumb kid
02:42Tells the truth in there today
02:43Liv, this time we have actual proof
02:45That Hannah told the school
02:46That she was hurting
02:47She wrote that note in class
02:49They did nothing
02:50We're right on this one
02:51It's a win
02:52I agree
02:53And it is so good to see you both here
02:55Though, if I may say
02:57Now that we're playing
02:58You're a united front
02:59It is helpful to hold hands for the press
03:01We're not
03:02Playing at anything
03:05It's a tough line to walk
03:08So, this bullying that you just mentioned
03:10Do you feel pressure to join in
03:12When you see it happening?
03:14Yes, sir
03:14And what type of bullying do you see?
03:16Well, sometimes it's obvious
03:18And sometimes it's not
03:20Sometimes kid gets roughed up
03:23A lot of the times, though
03:25It's
03:26It's just stuff that people say
03:28Especially athletes
03:29So
03:30What type of stuff do you say?
03:36We
03:37We
03:38We brag about things that we do with girls
03:41Like
03:43Uh
03:44Sexually
03:45Even when they're not true
03:47And sometimes that can get around
03:49And who's saying these things?
03:58Lots of kids
03:59Lots of kids
04:01It's a tough school
04:03Three weeks before you went to the hospital
04:05You received the tapes
04:06Do you remember how?
04:08At school?
04:10No
04:10They were mailed to you
04:13On tape five
04:14Hannah talks about running into you and Jessica
04:16At the winter formal
04:17Do you remember what she said about you two?
04:20That we look good together?
04:23No
04:23You weren't at the dance with Jessica
04:25You were just talking to her there
04:28Did you
04:28Have you been studying?
04:30Yes, I've been fucking studying
04:33Clay
04:33I've listened to the tapes like four times
04:35I don't even know if the doctor is going to ask me any of this today
04:38I went online
04:40Some doctors tested Marines that had TBI with dates and memory questions to see if they could continue serving
04:45I'm not a fucking Marine, Clay
04:47I shot myself in the head
04:50Mr. Porter is out this morning
04:52I'm Miss Paul
04:54And we're going to be watching a very interesting film
04:59Human Centipede?
05:01Well, no
05:02It's not a nature film
05:05It's, uh
05:07It's about life after high school
05:10And how it gets better
05:11That's great, but what the hell are we supposed to do until then?
05:19I super glued the DVD player shut
05:21So now I wait to see how long it takes her to figure it out
05:27Dude, come on, celebrate me
05:31My neighbor saw a shooting
05:32So my dad's calling your dad
05:34Shit
05:36But now he wants to take a shooting
05:38So wait, we're getting in trouble for shooting guns
05:41So they're taking us to go shoot guns?
05:43Essentially, yeah
05:46Do adults think these things through?
05:48No
05:50No, dude, I'm there
05:51Fuck yeah
05:52Cool
05:53All right
05:54Who is good with electronics?
06:05This silent treatment gonna last all day?
06:07What do you want me to say, Kev?
06:08I was glad to bail you out of jail and wait two hours at the impound?
06:12You said that I should use the time
06:14that I have left to do the most good
06:17Take care of those kids
06:19And how is assaulting a drug dealer taking care of those kids?
06:22He all but put a price tag on Justin Foley's head
06:25And what happened to the back window?
06:27Hmm?
06:30It must have happened during the fight
06:32I mean, we'll get it fixed
06:34It's not about the car
06:37Look
06:39I'm proud of you, Kev
06:41Fighting for these kids, doing whatever you can
06:43I get it
06:44But baby, there's glass in Mason's car seat
06:48I want you to do you
06:50But what if someone from the school finds out what happened and you get fired?
06:53They won't
06:54All right
06:55And what if you get hurt next time?
06:57There won't be a next time
06:58I promise
07:00Okay?
07:02So
07:03I'm obsessed with this new life you're leading
07:07But can I ask you about your old cheerleading days?
07:10Sure
07:13Have you ever heard of a place called the clubhouse?
07:16It's a place where jocks hung out, maybe?
07:19No, it doesn't sound familiar
07:21But is there anything else you know about it?
07:24Apparently Hannah went there with an athlete, possibly Justin, long after they broke up
07:28Are you serious, Ryan?
07:31You're really trying to dig up dirt on Hannah?
07:33No, I wasn't
07:35I'm interested
07:36Yeah, well your interest tends to end up in your zine
07:38I would never
07:40I was just
07:43You're right
07:50I'll drop it
07:55It is especially tough on girls
07:58It was for Hannah
08:00To your knowledge, neither Mrs. Bradley nor any Liberty faculty took any action once this anonymous note was read aloud?
08:09Not to my knowledge, no
08:10So a note expressing interest in suicide was read aloud in class and faculty members ignored it?
08:19Objection, asked and answered
08:21Sustained
08:21No further questions, your honor
08:26Hey, Kevin
08:27How you doing, buddy?
08:29How's that new class going?
08:30It's all good
08:31Thanks
08:32Good, glad to hear it
08:34Just helps keep your head down
08:36And, you know, focus on work when things get a little messed up
08:39You know, like last night
08:44I'm sorry?
08:47I got a buddy I went to high school with
08:50And, uh, he's one of the lieutenants at the station there
08:53He called me when they brought you in
08:55It was a misunderstanding
08:57Look, we've all been there
08:58You know, and apparently they got that dealer guy there like once a week
09:03But, look, I vouched for you
09:05And he said that they'd all make it go away
09:10I see
09:11I'm just gonna keep this between us
09:25I see
09:27Oh, yeah, that's all my
09:29I see
09:43So, yeah, spent the entire night in my own bed
09:46And my dad only saved her half of it
09:48And that is everything
10:01It's just too easy to get sucked back in old shit
10:04I can handle it now
10:06Hey, what's up?
10:07Uh, do you know Michael?
10:09Hi
10:09Hey
10:10Michael
10:11So, what did your doctor say, Alex?
10:13I'm sorry, I tried
10:15But they're not gonna let me testify
10:17Shit
10:18Did the doctor say why?
10:42Justin
10:54Hey, Jess
10:56I missed you
10:59Can we go somewhere else to talk alone?
11:02No
11:06I came back for you
11:10It's the only reason why I'm here
11:13If you want me to stay
11:17I promise you I'm here for good
11:20Look, if you want me to go, I'll go
11:23Forever this time
11:24You said that before
11:26I
11:28I
11:28I tried to go away
11:31I tried to forget about you
11:33I
11:34I tried so fucking hard
11:36But I can't stop thinking about you
11:41Yeah, I think about you too
11:45And I wish you were dead
11:53I'm sorry
11:56I didn't mean to hurt you more
12:05You
12:09Justin
12:13Justin
12:13Justin, wake up
12:14Wake up
12:15Wake up
12:15Justin
12:17Yeah, we gotta get it back
12:18I can't do this anymore, okay?
12:21I'm out
12:21I mean, you're out
12:22There is no way, okay?
12:24What the fuck is up with you?
12:28We gotta get him out of here
12:29Yeah
12:30Use your legs
12:31Use your legs
12:32Use your legs
12:33Come on
12:34All right
12:51Did you know he was back?
12:53No, no, we really didn't know
12:55What does it matter to you?
12:57Why do you fucking care if Justin's back?
12:59Because clearly you do
13:00I don't fucking care
13:01You don't know how I feel
13:05Yeah
13:06You're right
13:15I don't
13:17Zach, isn't it true that Hannah also reached out to you to talk about her feelings?
13:22Um, yes
13:23And did she write a note to you?
13:26A note that was not anonymous?
13:29Yes
13:30Yeah, she wrote me a letter
13:31Explaining
13:33How sad she felt about everything
13:35How she felt really alone
13:37A lot of the time
13:38So you told no one at Liberty High
13:42That Hannah wrote you a note
13:43Telling you how alone she felt
13:50I didn't know how to
13:51But isn't it true that you did reach out to her
13:54Off campus?
13:58Um
13:58The summer after sophomore year
14:01The summer after the note
14:02Did you have contact with her?
14:06Yes
14:06And isn't it true that you saw her more than once that summer?
14:12Um, yeah
14:13Last summer was slow
14:15Most people were out of town
14:18You take them, okay?
14:20Sure thing
14:22Can I help you?
14:23Hey, yeah
14:24Can I get a box of Mike and Ike's
14:26A box of hot tamales
14:27And a Diet Coke, please?
14:28No, you cannot have fucking Mike and Ike's and hot tamales
14:31Because you're not a fucking child
14:33Actually, his mommy says he is
14:35Okay, fuck off, you guys
14:36Don't you ever get tired of the mama's boy jokes?
14:38Uh, no
14:39No, no, we don't
14:47So I went to a lot of movies
14:51What can I get you?
14:54I
14:57Just wanted to say that I am
14:59Sorry
15:01For all of it
15:04The thing I said about your ass
15:06Just that wasn't
15:08In your compliments
15:09And, um
15:12I'm just really
15:15I'm really sorry
15:18Thanks
15:21You're an asshole, but
15:23Yeah
15:23Thanks
15:27Mike and Ike's
15:30Yeah
15:32And hot tamales, too, please
15:36And a Diet Coke
15:47I mean, I guess I even saw movies I didn't want to see
15:55You see a lot of movies
15:56Yeah
15:56Well, this 2001 thing is supposed to be a masterpiece, so
16:00God, it's, uh, so boring
16:02Oh, is it?
16:03Yeah, but at least it's long
16:05You should still see it, though, you know
16:07So at least when pretentious people talk about it
16:08You can yawn really loudly
16:10Okay, cool
16:11Yeah
16:14So
16:19Thank you
16:24Thank you
16:26Thank you
16:28Thank you
16:58so yeah yeah it was painful
17:05right you're in space why aren't you having fun in space
17:09why does nobody talk why is the movie so long and nobody talks about anything i mean at least
17:15talk about the fact that holy you're in outer space would you ever want to watch a different
17:25movie like like with you yes uh yeah i meant with me as part of the the plan except not
17:36at my house
17:36my mom doesn't let me have girls over so you're inviting me to watch a movie at my house
17:44i mean they're never going to make a movie about cameron taking a day off
17:50people underestimate the camerons of the world
17:54i mean they can be surprising
17:58everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown
18:03but i think he just wanted someone to save him
18:08i kind of get that actually yeah
18:16shit my parents are home early uh uh uh just hi like
18:25nana you up
18:30honey you up
18:48no to my knowledge her parents never found out
18:52so you told no one else about the time you spent with hannah isn't that correct
18:57yes and isn't it true that you were ashamed of telling anyone no no i just
19:10that was the summer that my dad died and i was out of my mind and i needed someone that
19:17i could talk
19:17to yes but zach didn't you send each other hundreds of text messages hey
19:25hundreds i mean i yeah we texted i don't know how many times who is it zackie
19:34no one it's just my mom
19:40how's she doing she okay
19:47she just needs me to come home
19:50how are you doing
19:53i'm good i'm good i'm fine
19:59i'm not good
20:01my mom my mom my mom doesn't even want to talk about it she's acting like life is just like
20:09going on and i mean i i know that she's destroyed and she's worried about the future and and everything
20:16but she doesn't say anything but she doesn't say anything about it my parents do the same thing
20:25we just
20:27we had things in common to talk about and things we didn't have to talk about things we just knew
20:32about each other that must have been exhausting keeping that a secret
20:40yeah i guess i uh
20:43just wanted to keep the friendship ours and in all that time you spent together all those texts
20:49you and hannah never became more than friends you never told your fellow teammates about her as
20:55you've said they do bragged a bit no i would never do that because there was nothing to brag about
21:02or because you're not one to do so because it wasn't like that what was it like then
21:10mr dempsey did something happen between you and hannah baker the summer before she took her life
21:32and then after that we went on space mountain and i threw up all over her and after she broke
21:36up with me
21:37i took a long walk through toontown
21:41yeah how about you any bad breakups kind of hard to be broken up with when you've never had a
21:48boyfriend what really i i thought you and oh i'm so sorry i i didn't mean to everyone thinks i've
21:56done
21:56a lot of things with a lot of people but
22:01hey you know because i'm a guy people give me shit because i don't do enough so
22:07and what have you done are you seriously asking i am
22:14uh yeah nothing i'm a virgin
22:24it's weird you know because of my reputation like people calling me a slut and everything it made sex
22:32seem bad like this negative thing but i don't want it to be i want my first time to be
22:38how i
22:38want it to be not how everyone says it's been yeah i actually get that
22:46feels like there's no one good left in this town to even want to do that with them
23:06so um it's just i it's just you are a good person and i like you i like you too
23:19sorry what's happening
23:23i want to lose my virginity and i want it to be great
23:27i want to do it on my terms and with someone that i like
23:32would you be interested in having sex
23:42hi man so who is this girl she's uh she's from another school cool so what do you want to
23:52know
23:52well what what exactly do i need to know well i'm very happy you came to my office for this
23:59chat
24:01no but seriously it's hotter when a girl likes what you're doing and she feels good
24:18i'm sorry i don't know how to um
24:26begin this thing that we're doing
24:35is that me shaking or you maybe both a little bit of both
24:56i hate my body what why it's beautiful
25:01okay you have to say that no i i look at your body every day and i i think it's
25:05perfect
25:18mm-hmm
25:34Uh, okay.
25:49does it hurt
25:51just
25:52pressure
25:54keep going
26:17up
26:20up
26:22up
26:22up
26:22up
26:22up
26:50Was that, uh, was that okay?
26:54Yeah, it was good.
26:58You could probably do it better if you want to try again.
27:03We could try again.
27:06Okay.
27:15Yes.
27:16What?
27:17Yes.
27:19We...
27:22We had sex.
27:25Just once?
27:27No.
27:28We...
27:29It was all summer.
27:32But it wasn't just the sex.
27:35We really cared for each other.
27:40It was amazing.
27:43I think.
27:45I don't know how Hannah felt about it.
27:49RUNNING LIKE A FIRE
27:52BURNTIN IN THE WIND
27:54YOU SAY YOU TAKE ME HIGH
27:57HIGHER THAN I'VE BEEN
28:00It was a feeling like I...
28:16So...
28:17me and all women feeling of shame which wasn't a joke but now it's like literally the only thing
28:26i want to do holy shit right this is all starting to make sense now right
28:47um
29:00oh
29:01I want to give it all, but you can't give it back
29:14I never was a dreamer, never wanted to pretend
29:20When the night comes I still feel you, and my dreams you never end
29:26And I want you to be with me, and I want you to be free
29:32And I want you to remember that I don't want you to fall
29:38Hey, do you think we're doing this too much?
29:44Do you think we are?
29:47No, I mean, do you think so?
29:51Are you okay with all this?
29:54I'm good.
30:00So it should be, okay
30:19I'm going to meet with Dennis, damage control
30:21I'd like to come
30:24Fine, we're meeting at my house
30:27I don't want you to feel alone in this, Liv
30:30Well, that's nice, Andy
30:32I'm honored by your concern
30:34Can you not give one inch?
30:35I am trying here
30:37Is there not one goddamn ounce of forgiveness somewhere?
30:40Some kind of understanding that not everybody else is as self-contained as you are?
30:47Forgiveness for what?
30:48Which part?
30:49The leaving or the not fighting?
30:52This is you, though
30:53This is our whole life together
30:54Not just this trial, not just Hannah
30:56You have never forgiven weakness or imperfection or struggle
31:03I forgave every weakness, every imperfection, every mistake that we made in parenting our daughter
31:12I guess I'm just surprised that's all we had
31:17I lied to you
31:19I am living with Valerie and her daughter
31:22I know
31:24I know
32:09What the hell?
32:11Hey, it wasn't me
32:12Who the hell are you?
32:33I never told anyone because
32:37Well
32:37I thought I was protecting Hannah
32:44Maybe I was just protecting myself
32:51What the fuck?
32:55I mean, what gives, Dempsey?
32:58You cash in on your V-card and you don't even tell your best friend?
33:02What the fuck, Bryce?
33:03What the fuck?
33:04Joe, lighten the fuck up
33:06What the hell is wrong with you?
33:08Hey, hey
33:09Stay tuned, stay tuned
33:13Chill out
33:15What's going on, you two?
33:17It's nothing, Coach
33:19All right
33:21Well, if it's nothing, I don't want to see that kind of behavior in here again
33:24And I don't want to see it out there either, you hear me?
33:28That goes for all of us, okay?
33:30I don't care who the hell you are out there
33:32You step into this room
33:34You step across that baseline
33:36You are the Liberty Tigers
33:38The end
33:39Yeah?
33:41Yeah
33:47Olivia, I just don't think we should call him
33:50And Sonia will tear him apart
33:51They must know everything about the kid, right?
33:54And we don't
33:56Lainey did recuse herself, but that's...
33:58Somehow I'm not concerned about a mother
34:01Knowing her son's secrets
34:04Tends not to be the case these days, it seems
34:07With mothers
34:08Liv
34:10Her daughter
34:13I mean, she
34:16Becomes a woman
34:18And we missed it?
34:19But is this the right response?
34:22We put another kid on the stand and hope for the best?
34:25I mean, there's a reason why we kept him off the list
34:27Clay was devastated when Hannah died, okay?
34:31He was in love with her
34:33He thought she was perfect
34:35The jury needs to hear that
34:37Alright, we'll have to prep him tonight
34:39Go ahead and fill out the paperwork
34:40I'll talk to him first
34:42What the fuck did you do?
34:45Why would you say all of that?
34:47You just made everything worse for her
34:49I didn't mean to
34:50Clay, I swear to God, it's not a lie
34:53I'm sorry
34:53So how come no one knew about it?
34:56You were out of town last summer
34:57It wasn't on your tape
34:58Did she put everything on your tape?
35:04You didn't deserve her
35:05I know, I'm sorry
35:08Fuck you
35:09Just go to hell
35:11Clay, come on
35:12Get the fuck out of here
35:32You have something you want to say to me?
35:59I've been looking for you everywhere
36:00It's called the clubhouse
36:02Wait, what?
36:03The place in the Polaroids
36:04It's called the clubhouse
36:06Jesus, I don't care anymore
36:08What?
36:10How do you go from
36:11I don't fucking care, okay?
36:13I'm done
36:16I have to take this
36:18So
36:19I'll see you
36:42All right, put your guns down, guys
36:44Guns on the table
36:48All right, guys
36:48We're going to put in a fresh clip
36:50Okay, Cyrus
36:50Look at this
36:51We're going to eject the old clip like that
36:54By pressing that button
36:55Roll in the new clip like so
36:58Rack the slide
36:59Okay
37:05You guys try it
37:06Cool
37:07Remember, even if there's no clip in there
37:09Always treat your guns as if they're loaded
37:12Okay?
37:13All right
37:14Give it a shot
37:17I really appreciate this
37:19My wife didn't think it was appropriate to call
37:22But we don't know anybody else who we could ask
37:24And Alex has been a good friend to Tyler
37:27Oh, well, I'm happy to do it
37:29Tyler's a good kid
37:31You know, we
37:32We can't change the past
37:34But we can be better, right?
37:41Dude, what the fuck?
37:43I've been waiting outside for like
37:4430 minutes
37:46I'm plateauing
37:49Plateauing?
37:50Yeah
37:51Apparently that happens when you shoot yourself in the head
37:56After like six months
37:57No matter how much work you put in
37:59Your body just settles into being broken forever
38:01Come on, man
38:02You had a rough couple days
38:03And that's
38:04It's not a rough couple of days, Zach
38:06This is my life now
38:09My doctor said so
38:11Okay, I'm pretty sure your doctor didn't say that
38:12I can't testify
38:14I can't help Hannah
38:15I can't help Jess
38:16I'm useless
38:17Well
38:19Maybe that's for the better
38:21What is that supposed to mean?
38:23It means that after what happened to me today
38:24Maybe you don't want to testify
38:25Don't tell me what I fucking want
38:27Alex, I'm
38:28And at least you can do it
38:29And at least you can walk
38:30And fuck girls
38:32Fuck
38:33Alex
38:33Fuck you
38:34Come on, go
38:34No
38:35The fuck off of me
38:36Fuck my leg
38:38There's a fucking hole in my head
38:40And then fuck Justin for coming back for Jessica
38:43And fuck Jessica
38:44Dude, I love you
38:46Get off of me
38:48Stop
38:49Alex, stop
38:49Fight me
38:51Man, fight me
38:52Alex, just
38:53Fuck you
38:54What was wrong?
38:57What's wrong?
38:59I know
39:06I...
39:07I...
39:08Um...
39:22I...
39:23yeah I am my dick works we need you to talk about your friendship about what
39:40you two meant to each other her kindness they have to be kissing her they probably will but it was
39:56just
39:57one kiss it's important that the jury understands who Hannah really was Dennis will ask you what you
40:05two talked about the hopes and dreams that Hannah shared with you her good qualities this trial
40:16I've learned things about Hannah I guess I didn't know before I understand me too I feel like I
40:26didn't really know who she was can you put all that out of your mind though and focus on who
40:34Hannah really was to you I couldn't move he got on top of me and I couldn't move my arms
40:51or if I did he just pushed them back down he just kept pushing everywhere he wouldn't listen
41:02I could still feel his hands taking off my underwear I just feel him all the time
41:09if I kiss someone I can feel his breath
41:15if I touch someone I just remember trying to get him not to touch me
41:23so it's really fucking stupid that I'm worried about Justin when he's one of the goddamn reasons
41:29why I'm dealing with all of this shit
41:36you fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden it makes it easier for you to get by
41:49let's have them grab at the neck let's use break the grip throw the palm grab the shoulders throw the
41:54knee
41:55there you go we're gonna speed it up a little bit here Lucas you can switch with Selena for a
41:58second
41:58thank you all right one more time you grab my neck we're gonna break the grip we're gonna throw the
42:04palm
42:04throw the knee all right we'll switch it over this is with the sound ready grab my neck
42:12there you go good get back in line
42:15Selena switch back over
42:16even though you know you'd feel a lot better if you just came clean
42:25don't drink it so fast
42:27it's one way trip to barf town
42:34sounds fun
42:35kind of so my friend
42:41it is done
42:42you hacked
42:44Zach's iCloud account in two minutes
42:47his password was Zach attack
42:48so
42:54isn't that the girl that died
43:00yeah
43:01that's weird
43:03what's that
43:10holy shit
43:11this is incredible
43:15we have to send this everywhere
43:16no no no no
43:18no let's fuck with him first
43:22no I mean I think I think you're really brave to talk about Justin
43:28is there anyone else you want to talk about
43:32Bryce maybe
43:34Bryce
43:36what do you mean
43:40look
43:43I've been the girl who's avoided her rapist in the halls
43:48mine was a senior named Mark Perry
43:52and it's it's a story for another time but
43:56I'm choosing to say his name to you even though I didn't turn him in you want to know why
44:02because it's my fucking story to tell
44:05no one else is
44:07and
44:08you should be so proud that you told yours tonight
44:15I am
44:17good
44:20and I just know that you can always always talk about it with me
44:24I get it
44:25I get it
44:32I was trying to help Hannah's case
44:35by hiding Justin here
44:37in the home of a lawyer whose firm is trying the case
44:41do you have any idea how that could look
44:43it's not just appearances we're worried about
44:46Matt I'm an officer of the court
44:48Justin failed to respond to his subpoena
44:50he's in contempt
44:51look I was hiding him here because I didn't have any other options
44:53okay
44:54what about the option of coming to talk to us
44:56that's promised
44:57I had nowhere to go
44:59that's why he had no other options
45:01my mom is a junkie
45:05and her boyfriend is
45:08he's a dealer
45:09and not a very nice guy
45:13I knew that they wouldn't take me back
45:15Clay and Tony
45:16they found me
45:18and saved me
45:21he didn't tell you guys
45:22because I was too ashamed
45:23for anyone to know
45:31and he's sick
45:33with the flu
45:34which is why we were waiting for him to testify
45:38you can stay as long as you need Justin
45:41but I will need to report you being back
45:44to the lawyers
45:45I'm sorry
45:46it's the law
45:47that's okay
45:48I understand
45:49thank you Mrs. Jensen
45:50and Mr. Jensen
45:53no
45:56who's hungry
45:57really?
45:58you threw up on his favorite boots
46:03what were you guys drinking?
46:05because he is out cold
46:07he said it was his special recipe
46:11what were you guys even working on?
46:14oh
46:24he's gonna hate me
46:27why?
46:28you know
46:29I'm not telling you what happened
46:31you don't have to either
46:32you know
46:32it could just
46:33be our secret
46:36like just me and you
46:38okay
46:40thanks
46:43yeah
46:44what are we paying the walker's lawyer for
46:47if you're just gonna keep secrets from him?
46:49and this was happening all last summer?
46:55no
46:56I wasn't ready
46:57and
46:58save
47:02no
47:03I'm not ready
47:06I don't want to go back to school
47:09junior year is like the only year that counts on your transcript
47:16oh
47:16Bryce is back and wants to party
47:19if you want we can hang with him later
47:20I don't have plans
47:23actually
47:26look
47:26I don't want my friends to know about this
47:29us
47:31I just
47:32kind of want this to be ours
47:34you know
47:36um
47:37yeah
47:38okay
47:46why would you keep this from me?
47:49because that's how we do things isn't it?
47:50what does that mean?
47:52I don't even know how you feel about dad dying
47:55I don't know how you feel about anything
47:57what if I felt like Hannah did?
47:59because I have
48:00mom
48:01I actually have
48:03what would you do?
48:04Zachary, Shanya, Dempsey
48:05that is enough
48:07don't say such things
48:08why not
48:09this trial
48:10this trial
48:10that girl has put thoughts in your head
48:14you do not feel that way
48:16you're fine
48:30what about Jessica's party you didn't talk to him there?
48:34he was drunk and stupid by the time I showed up
48:36so why didn't you put it on his tape?
48:39maybe I was keeping it private for me and him
48:42or maybe you were protecting yourself
48:43yes
48:44maybe I was
48:47maybe it hurt that it meant something to me and not to him
49:00if I had been in town that summer
49:05would it have been me instead?
49:20thinking about Zach?
49:23what?
49:26no
49:28I read that stupid blog
49:30I have to tell
49:32hundreds of people tomorrow what I loved about Hannah
49:36and all I can think about is how she lost her virginity to Zach
49:39I mean Zach
49:40and then like a month later she hooked up with me
49:42and then she freaked out
49:43but she didn't freak out when she hooked up with Zach?
49:46I mean
49:47what the fuck are you saying Jensen?
49:50I mean
49:52do you know how many girls I've slept with?
49:56like a lot
49:58classifies me as like a player or something
50:01my best friends used to think I was the fucking best
50:04okay
50:05Hannah
50:07she sleeps with one guy
50:08she has a crush on another guy
50:11being me
50:11and she kisses a third
50:13being you
50:15and it's whatever
50:16it's all fine right?
50:18all of a sudden she's a slut
50:21all of a sudden you don't know who she is
50:24you're a dumbass
50:26I'm not a dumbass
50:27you're a dumb
50:28you're an ass
50:29dumbass
50:31I'm not the dumbass who got locked out of a house today
50:38Clay I didn't get locked out today
50:42someone broke in
50:43I
50:44I didn't see who it was
50:46and I didn't tell your parents
50:47what the fuck?
50:49I mean who the fuck have you pissed off lately?
50:54Bryce
50:56it has to be Bryce
50:57did he leave anything?
50:59or did he take anything?
51:01fuck
51:02I was downstairs with your parents this whole
51:27what is it?
51:28well
51:30nothing
51:31it's good
51:33yeah everything's here
51:38Hannah had nothing to be ashamed of
51:42I made her feel like she did
51:45because I don't tell people things
51:47like I said
51:51five tickets for sudden descent please
51:54hey are you still wearing that lacy black underwear?
51:57yeah come on show us
51:59oh miles and miles of skin
52:02alright ladies enough
52:05what makes me feel pretty
52:07I'll just keep the change
52:08thank you sweetheart
52:14see ya
52:20shit I forgot my wallet guys
52:22I'll meet you out there
52:23alright
52:31hey
52:34sorry about earlier
52:35I didn't want them to make fun of you or anything
52:37they made fun of me anyway
52:39right
52:39I'm sorry
52:40about that
52:43can I make it up to
52:47sometime
52:50you were right before
52:52maybe it's best if we just keep this thing between us
52:56you know if we end it now then it stays good
52:58not complicated
53:02yeah
53:04yeah I know that
53:05that sounds good
53:10okay
53:10okay cool
53:16Hannah didn't tell me how she felt either
53:19but now
53:21I guess I know
53:48and I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life
53:51and shame
53:54burns
54:13for help finding crisis resources
54:18visit 13reasonswhy.info
54:33I'm out again on my home
54:37a reflection in the chrome
54:40of an adult machine
54:44it's been so long
54:48my mind is drawn awake
54:52don't know if I can go back
54:56but to live out this dream
55:00it's just my love
55:03I call you up
55:07I call you up
55:08I had to hear you
55:11just to feel me
55:14you
55:15I know it's not true
55:19but it's been so long
55:22I know it's wrong
55:26and I know it's been so long
55:28and I know what is up
55:33gonna ask you
55:33this so long
55:39I know it's been so long
55:44for all for any of your kids
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