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00:11so you just heat it up at 300 and leave it in for 35 minutes thanks Karen you really don't
00:17have to
00:17it's my take on Mexican lasagna great it's nothing we just don't want you to think you're alone Jeff
00:24and I are here for you if you ever want to talk thanks just can't imagine what you're going through
00:31well it's like if Jeff got hit by a car and died suddenly and violently like that
00:40right well you get that dish back to me whenever you can
00:48forget your troubles come on get happy you better chase all your cares away shout hallelujah come on
00:56get happy get ready for the judgment day the sun is shining come on get happy the lord is waiting
01:04to take your hand shout hallelujah come on get happy get ready for the judgment day forget your troubles
01:13come on get happy take your cares away
01:49oh
01:52fuck god
01:57I skipped the coffee it's terrible
02:00I made it
02:01oh I'm sorry
02:06no I'm just kidding
02:07cool I'm just kidding oh I'm Judy hi Jen
02:17hey come this group often uh no this is my first time here me too oh
02:27sorry I hope this isn't weird
02:32do you do real estate I feel like I've seen your face on like a a bus bench you and
02:38a cute gay guy
02:38yeah what yeah that's that's me Christopher who does not think he loves gay in that picture
02:46I didn't mean that in a bad way I think gay is beautiful
02:49which bench did you see oh I think it's the one where you're like
02:55oh no no no no I guess I just mean where do you live oh my gosh sorry Newport Beach
03:06oh really
03:06yeah you live in Newport yeah okay yeah I don't think I belong there either not a bad thing to
03:14not
03:14belong there right but if you never need a real estate agent oh wow thank you uh-huh I might
03:22wait okay
03:28sorry I hope this isn't weird can I give you a hug
03:37no okay well looks like we have some new people here today hi I'm Judy hi Judy hey Judy
03:47mmm that's okay all right well welcome to friends of heaven I'm pastor Wayne
03:53as some of you know I like to start out our grief circle by talking about a loss I lived
03:57through that got me into this work my aunt fell down a flight of stairs and cracked her head open
04:02and bled out as her five-year-old son watched and I was the one that asked her to get
04:06me a soda
04:07from the basement so I live with that and that's a little something about me oh my god I appreciate
04:15that is there a loss you've had that you'd like to share with us today uh yeah yeah I lost
04:23my fiance
04:24eight weeks ago um it was really sudden one minute we were eating dinner and then the next he was
04:31gone
04:33I'm so sorry thank you heart attack yeah here's 44 oh that sucks sorry thank you thank you for sharing
04:49that
04:49so last week we started talking about the f word
04:58forgiveness forgiveness can be very difficult and it can take time even a lifetime but no matter what
05:03the circumstances everyone is deserving of forgiveness you really think that Jesus thought that amen
05:11um excuse me um how do you forgive someone who hits your husband with their car and then drives away
05:17leaving him to bleed to death on the side of the road how do you forgive that
05:29no that's it I don't really want to get into it so no one else can go at your own
05:35pace it's okay to
05:37feel whatever you're feeling sad angry defensive I'm not defensive okay
05:45I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired too
05:49can you tell us more about that oh yeah I just haven't been sleeping you know I've never been a
05:56very good sleeper anyway but uh since Ted died not at all I mean not naturally anyway but um
06:06I'm not gonna take pills I'm just not a pill person and I have two kids two boys who need
06:13me and so I'm not
06:15gonna be one of those like Xanax Ambien zombie moms you know
06:29hey hey hey hey uh I'm off all night feel free to call me and we can not sleep together
06:48it's supposed to be Mexican lasagna why are there raisins in this I honestly don't know
06:54I like it I'm sick of other people's food me too
07:01I miss dad's cooking
07:06it's just so not fair why did our dad have to die why didn't Tyler's dad die Rick that guy's
07:12a
07:12twat waffle I like Rick
07:18you have to wait till I'm asleep all the way asleep I know but
07:25mommy yeah I don't want to go to school tomorrow no kidding I want to go to work with you
07:31I know sweetie I know but we just can't do that anymore okay I mean it's been three months and
07:38I think it's just time for us to go back to normal but I want to be with you I
07:43know
07:44I know baby
07:47you know what happened to your dad was an accident as far as we know Charlie please
07:54what happened to your dad was a freak accident and nothing like that is gonna happen to me okay
08:00I promise you no it's not that I'm not worried something's gonna happen to you
08:05no what are you worried about I just don't want you to be alone
08:26you know
08:30Nooooooooooooooo!
08:50Okay.
08:56This is why I started writing about the power of compensation.
09:00I saw it working in my own life and realized that this simple action...
09:04Hello?
09:05Uh, Judy?
09:07Yeah?
09:08It's... it's Jen from... from the grief group thing.
09:13Hi!
09:14I'm sorry, I don't... I don't even know why I'm calling you.
09:18No, no, come on, I told you you could.
09:20Too late?
09:22No.
09:24Are you in bed?
09:25Uh, yeah.
09:28What are you wearing?
09:30Huh?
09:31What are you wearing?
09:36Um...
09:37A pair of my husband's sweatpants and a t-shirt he got for running a 5K for psoriasis.
09:45Oh, slower.
09:47You're a weird person, Judy.
09:52Did your husband really like running?
09:54Or did he just hate psoriasis?
09:59I'm sorry.
10:00You don't have to talk about him if you don't want to.
10:02Uh, no, no.
10:03He... he liked running.
10:07Came to it later in life.
10:09He was 40.
10:10What made him start?
10:11He was...
10:13Getting doughy.
10:14Oh, yeah.
10:15Mm-hmm.
10:15And get that middle-aged man puff.
10:18Yeah, I mean, he had a full-on beer belly.
10:21He's getting a beer neck.
10:22Beer neck?
10:23So...
10:25He started running.
10:26I was proud of him.
10:28He was in the best shape of his life when a...
10:31When a car hit him.
10:35I'm so sorry.
10:37Yeah.
10:44Are you...
10:45Are you eating something?
10:47Mm-hmm.
10:49What's an Ensaman's chocolate chip cookie?
10:51You know the little one?
10:54Well, I guess I do.
10:57I was...
10:58He was always a really good musician.
11:00I mean, even then.
11:02He was the only guy I knew who liked Ani DeFranco.
11:04Oh, I love Ani.
11:06Oh.
11:07I haven't talked about him much since he died.
11:10Well, we can stop.
11:11I don't wanna pry.
11:13No, it's...
11:15It's nice.
11:16Did you get it?
11:19Is that him?
11:20No, that's my other husband.
11:21Oh, you have another one?
11:22Then you're fine.
11:23I know.
11:23If something happens to him, then...
11:27Oh, jeez.
11:29Excuse me.
11:30I heard that.
11:32We should ride that wave and go to sleep.
11:34No, I want a picture of Steve.
11:36I'd have to look.
11:39Found some.
11:39Jeez.
11:40Okay.
11:42Hold on.
11:46Oh, my God.
11:48Is that your house?
11:49Yeah.
11:50Harbor Ridge?
11:51Yep.
11:53It's a lovely home.
11:55He was very handsome.
11:58Thanks.
12:00Yeah.
12:01I always thought he had kind of a JFK Jr. vibe.
12:04God.
12:05JFK Jr. was so hot.
12:08So hot.
12:09And then just so sad.
12:11So sad.
12:13So sad.
12:15I fucked up.
12:15You're tired.
12:17Oh, yeah.
12:18I think I am.
12:19You're not?
12:20Well.
12:22But...
12:22I'll let you go.
12:23No, no, no.
12:24No.
12:29Would you...
12:34Would you mind waiting until I fall asleep?
12:38Uh...
12:39Okay.
12:40I mean, like...
12:42Like all the way asleep?
12:46Sure.
12:47Of course.
13:00Do you want me to keep talking?
13:01No, because then I can't fall asleep.
13:03Oh.
13:04Okay.
13:06Right.
13:14Okay.
13:27Okay.
13:31Okay.
13:32Okay.
13:35Okay.
13:38Okay.
13:49Okay.
13:51Okay.
13:57Okay.
13:59Okay.
13:59Okay.
14:00Okay.
14:15Okay.
14:16Okay.
14:17I'll just sing that slowly kills you.
14:18It's the greatest.
14:20Ooh.
14:22Facts of Life is on.
14:23What?
14:23What channel?
14:24391.
14:26391.
14:28391.
14:29I used to love this show.
14:31Loves it.
14:34How did I not know this was on every night?
14:37More importantly, why are the other girls 15 and 2D is like 9?
14:44I don't know.
14:46Has anyone ever told you you're kind of a Blair?
14:49What?
14:50Fuck you.
14:51Seriously, fuck you.
14:52Why?
14:53I'm a Joe.
14:54How are you a Joe?
14:56I'm sitting in your outdoor living room watching TV next to your hot tub.
15:01A little, a little Blair-y.
15:02I'm a fucking Joe.
15:03Okay.
15:04Why?
15:05Who are you?
15:06I'm a 2D.
15:08It's Laird.
15:10How are you a Joe?
15:12Cause I'm tough.
15:14I'm from Brooklyn.
15:16You're from Brooklyn?
15:18Mm-hmm.
15:18How did I not know that?
15:19You don't sound like you're from Brooklyn.
15:21I used to have an accent.
15:24Like what'd you sound like?
15:25Like someone from Brooklyn.
15:27Like what?
15:29Like this.
15:33That is fantastic.
15:35I hate you.
15:36You are a Joe.
15:38You are a Joe.
15:39You're such a Joe.
15:39Yeah, man.
15:40I'm a piece of work.
15:42According to my business partner Christopher, my anger is an issue.
15:50Personally, I think that your anger is understandable.
15:53You haven't been on the receiving end of it.
15:55No!
15:57I mean, there are healthier ways of channeling it.
16:02Like meditation.
16:03I meditate.
16:05In my own way.
16:06You're fu**ing prick!
16:08Trump dance!
16:10You make me sick!
16:11You load up my head!
16:18You load up my head!
16:18You load the lights!
16:21I'm the door!
16:23You light!
16:25I'm the center!
16:26You're the light!
16:29Do you do this a lot?
16:31Oh, no, just every time I see a person-sized dent in the front bumper of a car.
16:38Okay.
16:39Cops say that hit and runs are almost impossible to solve, so...
16:43But you feel like maybe you might find the person this way.
16:47Nope.
16:49But it makes you feel better.
16:51Not really.
16:55I have an idea.
16:59What are you doing?
17:01It's legal. Relax.
17:02Oh, right.
17:06Oh, no, thanks.
17:08I'm just not really a drugs person.
17:11It's not drugs.
17:12It's a plant.
17:13And it'll help you sleep.
17:17Mm-hmm.
17:20Mom, you totally smoke pot.
17:27Oh, I did with Ted, but it's, I mean, it's been years.
17:31Well, I'm happy to reacquaint you.
17:35Oh, yeah.
17:37You immediately feel nice.
17:39Immediately.
17:44Can I say something weird?
17:47Please.
17:51For what?
17:52I don't know.
17:53Just for coming into my life, I guess.
17:56Like...
17:57It's a weird little pot fairy.
18:00And also just for not saying and doing the same stupid shit
18:05that everybody says and does that just...
18:08makes you feel more alone than you already are, you know?
18:12And for not being repulsed by my version of grief.
18:21For the same.
18:22Mm-hmm.
18:24I know that it must be hard for you to be alone in that big house without Steve.
18:30It is.
18:32It's really hard.
18:34I miss him.
18:37I know.
18:39I know you know.
18:44Lights out.
18:44Well, you probably shouldn't have any more anyway.
18:46I don't think so, because I can't feel my tongue.
18:50I'm so fucking hot.
18:53Why did you give that to me?
18:56Mm-hmm.
19:00I think I just peed.
19:04We have to check.
19:07No, we didn't.
19:08Oh, shit.
19:09Oh, my God.
19:10Oh, my God.
19:12Oh, my God.
19:20Good evening.
19:22Good evening.
19:23Shall I come over?
19:25Nope.
19:25Because I'm coming to you.
19:27What?
19:28Come on.
19:29You've been coming to me this whole time.
19:30You don't even know where I live.
19:32Oh, yes, I do.
19:34And I'm pulling up right now.
19:35Come on.
20:00Judy.
20:07Can I help you?
20:11You're Steve.
20:14Yeah?
20:17You're alive.
20:19Yeah.
20:21I'm sorry.
20:21It's 1130 at night.
20:22What's happening?
20:24Do I know you?
20:25No, I, um,
20:28heard a lot.
20:30What about you?
20:32Is Judy here?
20:34Judy doesn't live here anymore.
20:36She doesn't?
20:37No, we broke up two months ago.
20:41Wow.
20:44This is, uh...
20:47Wow.
20:48Hey, Jen.
20:49Um, I can explain.
20:50Please call me back.
20:51I'm so sorry.
20:53Please, please, please let me explain.
20:55Wait.
20:56How do you know Judy?
20:58I thought she was a friend.
21:00Okay, well, if you see her,
21:01can you tell her to stop coming around here while I'm at work?
21:03I'm gonna change the locks.
21:06I'm-I'm sorry.
21:07I'm...
21:07I'm so sorry to bother you.
21:09It's all right.
21:10I just gotta go.
21:11I'm running about.
21:11Okay.
21:13You know, um...
21:17Maybe it's better she doesn't know where you live.
21:20Seller's Market.
21:22Again, I'm...
21:23I'm so sorry.
21:32What the fuck?
21:34Huh?
21:34Jen, please.
21:35What?
21:36Please, wait, I can explain.
21:37Okay, do.
21:37What is going on?
21:38Why don't you tell them what's going on?
21:40No, no, no.
21:40Huh?
21:40It's Kate and Allie are having trouble.
21:42It's very complicated.
21:43No, it's not complicated.
21:45Her fiancé is not dead.
21:47Okay?
21:48I mean, unless that was his ghost who answered the door last night,
21:51because that, that would be fucking complicated.
21:53But it's not complicated, Judy, because he's not fucking dead.
21:56What the fuck?
21:57Would you get off pretending that you're going through the same thing that I'm going through?
22:01No.
22:01No?
22:02Of course not.
22:02Is this the kind of game that you're playing with me and with everybody else?
22:05Making all that whole fucking story?
22:08You don't belong here because he's not fucking dead, Judy.
22:11He broke up with you.
22:14Not because you're a fucking lunatic who lies about him fucking being dead.
22:17Jen, please settle down.
22:18I mean, yeah, let her talk.
22:19I don't want to let her talk, Kyle!
22:22Oh, now, see, this is getting real.
22:23Judy, you go ahead, honey.
22:29I don't know what to say.
22:30Oh, my God, that was so powerful.
22:32Right, guys?
22:32Right?
22:34Jen, I'm so sorry.
22:35You have no idea.
22:38I...
22:39I'm sorry to all of you.
22:41I really am.
22:41I...
22:42I don't know why.
22:43I wasn't trying to pull anything or to hurt anyone.
22:46I never meant to hurt anyone.
22:47I swear to God.
22:51I just...
22:56It's true.
22:59Steve is alive.
23:00Not dead.
23:01Live.
23:01Yeah.
23:03He didn't die two months ago, but I did lose him because he broke up with me.
23:08Oh, my God, that is not the same!
23:10I know.
23:11I know.
23:16It's just...
23:18He broke up with me because I...
23:22He broke up with me because we really wanted to have kids.
23:26And we tried, and we tried for years, and...
23:32I couldn't...
23:34I just kept having miscarriages.
23:38I'm so sorry.
23:46Let's get you to your room.
23:59That was my fifth one.
24:03I really thought that I was gonna have a baby and a family.
24:09And then to find out that there's just something that's broken inside of me...
24:15I think just going through all that...
24:18messed me up a little bit.
24:20But...
24:22I swear I'm not a bad person.
24:26I'm really not.
24:27I...
24:29It doesn't matter.
24:31I should have never come here.
24:35Jen, I'm so sorry that I hurt you.
24:37It's the last thing that I wanted to do.
24:39I really cherish our friendship.
24:44Well, I really do.
24:46I'm...
24:48Shit, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
24:51Jesus Christ.
24:54That is a sad story.
24:55Yeah, if you believe it.
24:58What's wrong with you?
24:59Me? What about her?
25:01Yeah, find a different group, Judy.
25:03Fuck yeah, Linda. Thank you.
25:05Jen, Judy's in pain, and I know that you are too.
25:08But that doesn't make it okay for you to attack someone like that.
25:11I mean, don't y'all hang out all the time?
25:12How did you not know any of that?
25:16I don't know.
25:18Well, either way, Judy has every right to sit in this circle.
25:22Yeah.
25:23I mean, in a way, her life is...
25:24sadder than all of ours.
25:26Oh, God.
25:27She lied, man.
25:29Jen, everyone's grief manifests in different ways.
25:32Judy lied.
25:33You flew into this terrifying rage.
25:36We are all doing our best, but you've got to start reconciling that anger inside of you.
25:42Don't let it cause you more grief than you already have.
25:51I'm good!
25:52You make me sick!
25:53You make me sick!
26:02You make me sick!
26:04You make me sick!
26:08You make me sick!
26:13You make me sick!
26:13You make me sick!
26:13You make me sick!
26:20You make me sick!
26:45the bad news is I may have gone overboard like on some of my
26:50story I might have exaggerated a little especially about mrs. Garrett being
26:54drunk she had her eyeballs diluted
27:04right that way thank you
27:15hey hi
27:22you could have just told me I know I just thought but I didn't so I should
27:28have but I didn't I don't know why because you have issues you have no idea
27:34no I won't I have them too well you're allowed so are you Judy I mean yeah it's
27:43weird that you lied about Steve I mean it's it's fucked up you know but maybe
27:49it's easier to lie about that than it is to to just tell the truth about the
27:53other stuff maybe I'm really sorry that I said you didn't belong you you've lost a
28:04lot too they were just miscarriages it wasn't like I have actual what I think it
28:09is an actual thing I mean not if a Republican is asking but you heard a
28:16heartbeat and you fell in love in that heartbeat
28:22yeah
28:26come on I have tissues and whiskey in my room you live here yeah here
28:42thank you yeah so this is where you were whenever we would talk on the phone huh
28:50yeah they're letting me stay here till I find a place rooms open up all the time oh I'll bet
29:00have a smell in here yeah yeah well you get used to it oh okay I don't think you were
29:09ever gonna
29:09talk to me again you were so angry I told you I wouldn't like it I did not it was
29:16a little scary
29:16I'm sorry look um my guest house is open um used to be Ted's music studio but he's he's not
29:31using it
29:32um but you're welcome to welcome to what to come and stay with us oh that's very generous
29:43but you don't have to take pity on me just because I'm a 41 year old barren woman sleeping
29:48in an assisted living facility yes I do seriously come be nice having you there
29:59thank you now can I give you a hug no come here
30:12that's good you're a good hugger
30:16all right there we go
30:22all right there we go
31:11Forget your troubles, come on, get happy.
31:15You better chase all your cares away.
31:17Shout hallelujah, come on, get happy.
31:20Get ready for the judgment day.
31:23The sun is shining, come on, get happy.
31:26The Lord is waiting to take your hand.
31:29Shout hallelujah, come on, get happy.
31:31We're going to the promised land.
31:34We're heading across the river.
31:37Wash your sins away in the tide.
31:40It's all so peaceful on the other side.
31:46Forget your troubles, come on, get happy.
31:48You better chase all your cares away.
31:51Shout hallelujah, come on, get happy.
31:55We're going to the promised land.
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