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00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:11I haven't felt this way about a girl in, like, a while.
00:14You ever gonna ask Iris to be a girlfriend?
00:18Where do you stand with Brian?
00:20Post the villa, he didn't make the relationship a priority.
00:23He was just going out a lot.
00:25He was acting like he was Chris Brown,
00:27standing up in the club with his shirt off.
00:29I went to Miami to meet up with Josh.
00:31We ended up going out, and the next day was, like, video after video,
00:34like, Brian in a club, Brian in this.
00:36I ain't never cheated on the girl, but that's the narrative.
00:39When you go to L.A., you wanna just go out there for an event and come back,
00:42or you just trying to stay out there?
00:44I mean...
00:47Pepe, he has just lied about a lot of things.
00:49He, like, told me that TJ hooked up with Grayson.
00:53And then he told me, TJ told me that you sucked his dick in Korea Town.
00:58First night at the villa, she goes and meets up with TJ.
01:01Her and I are married, so it's, like, knock yourself out.
01:05Are you too pussy to say sorry to Iris in person?
01:11Loser! Such a loser! Get out!
01:33How much do you put in this?
01:35It's just a little bit of creamer.
01:36That's good. Let's go.
01:38Cheers.
01:43You don't like yours?
01:46I said, mm, and he said you don't like it? I love it.
01:49Because that sounded fake.
01:51Mm!
01:53That sounded real.
01:53It was so good.
01:55Yo, Hannah was going in last night.
01:59I came back from the bathroom.
02:00All I hear is, you're balding!
02:02You're a loser!
02:04Hannah!
02:04And that's how you're bald!
02:06It was crazy that Pepe just showed up.
02:09I know. It was awkward.
02:10He just knew he was guilty, and he, like, didn't even say hi to me.
02:13He doesn't think he did anything wrong.
02:15He thinks he's the king of L.A.
02:16He's the perfect guy in the villa.
02:19Pepe was really, like, nice and still himself.
02:22Like, really caring and sweet.
02:24I never in my life thought I would meet somebody the way I met you.
02:29Everything happened for a reason.
02:31I feel like this guy switched up on me.
02:33I kind of wish Jerry was there last night.
02:34Yeah.
02:35In Amaya.
02:46Hi, Jerry.
02:49I'm alive.
02:50I feel like you're a little faker.
02:52What I went through, you could never forget.
03:00How was it?
03:01It was cool.
03:02Yeah.
03:02I feel like I missed so much.
03:03I did a lot of tea.
03:08Oh, my God.
03:10This is iconic.
03:11Hi.
03:12Hi, Jerry.
03:13Oh, wait.
03:13This is so bad luck.
03:14I'm going to close this ASAP.
03:16Guys.
03:18What's up?
03:19Good morning.
03:20I'm a hot match for usual.
03:22Well, well, well.
03:23For usual.
03:24Oh, my gosh.
03:25I missed you, baby.
03:26It's been back-to-back traveling.
03:29Like, I literally landed this morning, bro.
03:31I mean, you're never in Rome.
03:32I've been trying my best to make sure that I'm not going crazy.
03:37But it's hard.
03:38But you always look amazing.
03:40It's a concealer.
03:42Wait, but first of all, what happened?
03:45I was there either.
03:46No, I'm sorry.
03:47No.
03:47You guys left me to fend for myself.
03:49Wait, hold on.
03:50What do you mean fend for yourself?
03:52Brian and Pepe showed up.
03:54Wait, what?
03:55But who was he even talking to?
03:57Taylor and Chris and Brian.
04:01Yeah.
04:02I'll get to that.
04:03What?
04:04I need to digest this.
04:06I will say, Brian was, like, less douchey.
04:10When it comes to, like, Brian and Pepe, like, we're not the closest of friends.
04:13But, like, we've always been, like, cordial and cool with each other.
04:17It'd be nice for him to, you know, formally apologize to you.
04:19Yeah, for sure.
04:19So y'all could, like, formally have a conversation.
04:22Brian and Amaya, I didn't really take sides.
04:24Because, honestly, he hasn't done anything to me, personally.
04:27He seems like a cool guy.
04:28I definitely think there's a chance for Amaya and Brian to be civil.
04:30And clear the air if it needs to be air cleared.
04:33I don't really know what there is to say or what there is to talk about.
04:39And I don't need to be friends with an ex.
04:42The way things are going right now, I feel like there's one thing happening.
04:46This corner, this corner, that corner.
04:48Like, what the fuck?
04:51I haven't seen Amaya since a reunion.
04:53Wow.
04:54Well, I was thinking normally I have a Friendsgiving.
04:57Like, we kind of do it potluck style.
04:59Who's going to be on the guest list?
05:01Who are you inviting?
05:02Um, there's a divide right now in our Friends.
05:07There's, like, sides now.
05:09Sides?
05:09Yeah.
05:10What do you mean, sides?
05:11Like, there's the Pepe Bryant side.
05:13Oh, I thought you were talking about the Thanksgiving side.
05:14And then there's, like, the Iris Amaya side.
05:16Thanksgiving sides.
05:18Okay, I'm going to call Hannah.
05:23Oh, Iris is calling me.
05:25Iris, where are you, Mustang?
05:28Hey.
05:28Hey.
05:29Hey.
05:29I'm up and I'm up.
05:30Hey.
05:30Hi.
05:31I'm with Jerry and Amaya.
05:32So this is perfect that you guys are all together because I wanted to invite you for Friendsgiving.
05:37It's a potluck, though.
05:39We haven't figured out what day yet, but, like, what are you guys good at baking?
05:44Wait, girl.
05:45Hold on.
05:46Let me get my sassone ready right now.
05:47You guys are ready, though.
05:48Oh, I make a good mac and cheese.
05:51Ooh.
05:52What's Jerry going to make?
05:53I can bring stuff from the store.
05:54But you have to do, like, pumpkin spice espresso martinis.
05:57Oh, that's a vibe.
05:59Okay, I'm going to find those.
06:01Okay, so I'll see you soon.
06:03I love you.
06:04Bye, pookie, blondie, milkshake.
06:06Bye.
06:06Bye.
06:07I'm, like, super excited for this Friendsgiving.
06:09Yeah, me too.
06:10It should be only the people that we like.
06:13Right, our circle.
06:14It's Friendsgiving, not friends and fucking foesgiving.
06:17Right, right.
06:18Come on.
06:20Babe, I have to make this phone call.
06:22Okay.
06:28TJ's calling me.
06:29Oh, I'm looking crazy.
06:30Hey.
06:32All right, guys, I got to let you know a little secret.
06:34Keep this between us.
06:35Why?
06:35I want you guys to help me.
06:36I'm thinking about making it official with Iris.
06:40Oh, my God.
06:41Oh, my God.
06:42Wait, yes.
06:43We have talked about this before.
06:45It feels like...
06:46We're dating.
06:47Yeah.
06:48The label means a lot.
06:50I think it means a lot more to us, too, as women.
06:53TJ, you guys, that's beautiful.
06:55I need some ideas, though.
06:57I don't know what I want to do yet.
06:58I was thinking about renting a car, like a convertible.
07:00We could do, like, a drive-up PCH, go to, like, a nice scenic spot.
07:04Oh, holy...
07:05Yeah, yeah, yeah.
07:052%.
07:06I got to make a big gesture, because Iris is a special person, and I care for her a lot.
07:12So I want to make this a moment that we can remember and look back on.
07:16Iris is extravagant, and she cannot deal with the basics, okay?
07:19We need something extra for her.
07:22Oh, girl.
07:23If you go big or go home.
07:24Oh.
07:26Like that.
07:27We're about to catch a vibe.
07:29Throw your hands to the sky.
07:32If you bring a brand, we can get it in.
07:34We're going to party all night.
07:37We're about to catch a vibe.
07:38How are you?
07:38How are you?
07:39How are you doing, bro?
07:39Good.
07:40What's your name?
07:40Harry.
07:41Harry, nice to meet you.
07:42Pepe.
07:42And what's the dog's name?
07:43Rex.
07:44Rex?
07:44Sit.
07:45Cute.
07:46Oh, he's trained.
07:47Yeah.
07:48I'll take him to the back if you guys want.
07:49Let's do it.
07:50And usually we just leave them around to go play in the area with other dogs, yeah.
07:56Go say hi.
07:57Go ahead.
07:58Go play.
07:59Go play.
07:59Does he only listen to you, Pepe, or he listens to everybody?
08:03Good boy.
08:06Hi.
08:06Good.
08:07How are you?
08:09Oh, look who it is.
08:11Hello.
08:11What's the name of your dog, Bella?
08:12Oh, Paula.
08:14Hi.
08:16I'm excited.
08:17Good.
08:17How are you, guys?
08:19Hey, who's this?
08:21That ain't my dog.
08:24It looks pretty good.
08:26I want to steal that Frenchie.
08:28How's life been with you?
08:30Life's been good.
08:31You know, settled into my new place and exploring LA.
08:35There we go.
08:36Wait, were you all on the island together?
08:37No.
08:38No.
08:38No.
08:39No, but I met you when we went to dinner.
08:42Yeah.
08:42You and Iris picked me up for dinner.
08:45I've always appreciated you being really kind to me.
08:47Of course.
08:49You came to my birthday.
08:50You didn't even know me like that.
08:52You were one of three islanders.
08:53I invited almost everybody.
08:54Brian, I didn't know you yet.
08:56But I invited everybody that I knew on the cast.
08:59My time was cut short in the villa.
09:00So now I'm building on these friendships and relationships.
09:04And from my perspective, I don't fully think that the rest of the islanders have given Brian
09:10and Pepe a fair shot.
09:11I just truly like to form my own opinion about people as real human beings with real feelings.
09:18The other night, I feel like there was a lot going on.
09:20The whole crew was feeling that tension.
09:24And I think it was rough.
09:25I know for me, I was very uncomfortable because my loyalty lies with my girls.
09:30But at the same time, I'm cool with everybody.
09:32That's why I went in there thinking like we're all just going to have each other's back.
09:35Yeah.
09:36I didn't think that anybody was going to have this like negative energy going into it.
09:41You know?
09:42And right off the bat, I went to like shake TJ's hand.
09:44And he was like, no, I'm good.
09:46I think he's going to go, eh.
09:48Kind of like a turtleneck.
09:50I'm good, girl.
09:50A little bit.
09:51Because if I go to shake your hand and you don't want to shake my hand,
09:53I'm not going to like, no, shake my fucking hand.
09:56Like, no.
09:56Sure.
09:56It's even with like Hannah coming at me in front of everybody.
09:59It's like, I don't know if that's very mature.
10:01Sup, guys?
10:02What's up?
10:03Are you too pussy to say sorry to Iris in person?
10:06I've been ready to clear the air and move on considering TJ and Iris have both moved on
10:10and are now together.
10:11And it seems like they're happy.
10:13So any beef they have is one-sided.
10:16Brian, how about you?
10:18How have things been with Amaya?
10:21Have you guys spoke?
10:21I think with the whole Amaya thing, she wasn't happy.
10:25I wasn't happy.
10:25But there was a social pressure where it was there and I felt like it got elevated a little
10:29bit.
10:29But I would always say, the internet's not going to control me.
10:33But I was making her look bad.
10:36And that's the conversation I really want to have with her, where I could tell her to
10:40her face.
10:41I think, like, I would love to see you have that communication, have that conversation
10:45with Amaya and clear that air.
10:48My thing is, I don't know if she's going to sit down and be like, fuck you, blah, blah,
10:51blah.
10:51Or she's going to be like, all right, I want to hear your part and stuff.
10:54So I'm curious, did you guys get the invite for Friendsgiving?
11:00Um, I didn't.
11:02I guess there's a Friendsgiving at Iris's.
11:07That's probably why I didn't get it.
11:10If she doesn't want me around, I don't want to be around.
11:12Probably why I didn't get a text either.
11:14But obviously, I would have loved to have been invited to the Friendsgiving, and I think
11:19that makes me want to have the conversation even more with Amaya, because it's like, I
11:23think it will bridge the gap within me and the group.
11:28Do your part.
11:29Own your action.
11:29Sit down.
11:30Have those conversations.
11:31You know, we're Villa family, and we owe that to each other.
11:50I invited Andrena, because we were talking about getting our nails done, but like, I'm
11:55like, I'm a house called girly, so.
11:57You have to come to me, and I'll set it up.
12:00Since leaving the Villa, I have become a little bit of a hermit.
12:03People only know me as, like, this happy, outgoing person, and I feel like when I'm
12:08having bad days, like, I can't show up anywhere, because that will be the way that
12:13people perceive me.
12:14I'm afraid to mess up.
12:17She's here.
12:21Hello.
12:22Hello, my mommy.
12:24Oh, you look amazing.
12:25Oh, my God.
12:26You look so cozy.
12:29Oh, my God.
12:30This is so cute.
12:32I'm, like, winter wonderland right now.
12:34I love this.
12:34No, I literally, like, as soon as it's not Halloween, my Christmas tree goes up.
12:39If I could keep a Christmas tree up all year and just decorate it for each holiday, I so
12:44would.
12:45Nobody could piss me off in this zone.
12:47This is my zen.
12:49What shape and length do you want to do?
12:51I think I want them longer.
12:53You want to do almond?
12:54You got to get something cute.
12:55I saw your Snapchat.
12:58Oh, my God.
12:59Her ring got stuck on her finger.
13:01My finger looked bad.
13:03Oh, yeah.
13:03I want to see.
13:04It was, like, huge and purple.
13:06Oh, my God.
13:07Do you see this?
13:08Look at my skin.
13:10I literally went to the fire station, and it took him, like, three hours.
13:15I don't have you on Snapchat.
13:16Did it hurt, like, them chatting at all?
13:17He had to apply pressure.
13:19I'm, like, I need my middle finger to be, like, fuck you.
13:23No, literally.
13:24So, you know, we're doing Friendsgiving this week.
13:27Oh, my God.
13:27I really need it.
13:28Okay.
13:29So, we'll get together.
13:29We're going to do PJ things.
13:31Oh, my God.
13:31I love this.
13:33Is it okay if I invite Coco?
13:35I think so.
13:36Yeah.
13:37Okay.
13:37So, let's visit Coco.
13:39Hey, girl.
13:40Coco, where are you going?
13:42You look good.
13:43I just came from being out to eat.
13:45Well, we're doing a Friendsgiving this week, and we want to see if you want to come.
13:51It's going to be, like, potluck-style little PJs.
13:54I would love to.
13:55I'm so down.
13:56My Love Island family is, like, my family in L.A., and I don't like anybody feeling left
14:03out unless you did something fucked up, like Pepe and Brian.
14:09Y'all are so sweet.
14:10Well, I'll let you guys go and enjoy it.
14:12Okay.
14:13Bye.
14:13Bye, baby.
14:15How do you feel about the other day, the little get-together?
14:19It was cool, but I didn't know it was that bad with Pepe.
14:23Like, if he shows up to anything else, he better fucking watch himself because you did
14:28my friend dirty.
14:29Yeah.
14:30Obviously, Jeremiah wasn't there.
14:32I mean, I think everybody, like, online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
14:37I know.
14:46I have to say he is a little confusing.
14:49We've been talking, like, friends.
14:51Yeah.
14:51But then when I saw him the other day, he was, like, a little touchy and acting a little
14:59cute.
15:00Oh.
15:02This is confusing because we're friends, but then it just seems like there's something
15:07there.
15:08I think you guys should continue to hang out.
15:10I, like, love of friends to lovers.
15:12Like, I think that's how the best relationships start.
15:15You know, getting to really know somebody, like, not romantically.
15:18Yeah.
15:19I'm super close with him, and I know that he's definitely not going to force a relationship
15:23just because that's what the world wants.
15:25But I know that he cares about you as a friend, and I know you care about him as a
15:28person.
15:29So why not just hang out with him?
15:30I feel like you're always hanging out in group settings.
15:36Do you feel comfortable wearing a wedding ring for the next look?
15:39Yeah, 100%.
15:39That'd be so funny.
15:42It makes me want to get married.
15:44This is the one where we're doing the ladies, ladies.
15:46All right.
15:47I think I know the words.
15:48So I've been living in L.A. two years, and I moved down here to model.
15:51I'm looking at the camera, right?
15:52At the phone?
15:53Yeah.
15:54Life after the villa is a busy one, but in the best way.
16:00Being able to model and do, like, social media and content brand deals is just, like, surreal.
16:05Ladies, I'm going to do my work today.
16:08Think of all the tight shit.
16:11Did it look like I said the right word?
16:13Let me watch.
16:14They call me, um, millennial pauser.
16:17You all right?
16:17Yeah.
16:18There he is.
16:18What up, my boy?
16:19Let's get it, baby.
16:20How are you?
16:21What's up, man?
16:22Good up, bro.
16:23I'm not even like me.
16:24How are you talking, man?
16:25You looking spiffy?
16:26Trying to, trying to.
16:27A little waiting day set.
16:28It's my dog, Chris.
16:29Hi, how you doing?
16:30Chris, nice to meet you.
16:30How you doing?
16:31Nice to meet you.
16:32How you doing?
16:32Nice to meet you.
16:33We're going to take a quick break.
16:35Okay.
16:35We're going to, you know, work on the next set.
16:37Yeah, bro, we got to chat it up.
16:38So you're feeling better, yes?
16:39Yeah, way better.
16:40Yeah, I was quick.
16:40Yeah, it was cool to see everybody.
16:42Yeah.
16:43Um, have you met Coco?
16:45Yeah, I met Coco.
16:45She's cool people.
16:46Yeah, um.
16:47You talking to her?
16:47I think I'm going to take her on a date.
16:49Actually?
16:50Yeah.
16:50Did you see her?
16:51Was she at the brewery?
16:51No, she didn't make it.
16:52But I called her during to see, like, where she was.
16:55And she was like, yeah, I can't make it.
16:56Why you not here?
16:58Oh, word.
17:00I'm going to see you next time.
17:01I said, no, like, let me see you before that.
17:04Let me know how that goes, bro.
17:05I will.
17:06I will.
17:06I will.
17:07This crush that I have on Coco developed right after we filmed the reunion.
17:11I told her I thought she was very beautiful and that one day I would love to get to know
17:15her.
17:15And she's 100% my type.
17:18If you want to do it too, man.
17:19I got to find somebody.
17:20That ain't going to be hard.
17:22Okay.
17:23What if you guys just, like, went and got, like, drinks?
17:26I'm down to test him.
17:28I just don't want it to sound like I'm asking him on a date.
17:33Yeah.
17:33Like, I would rather be dead than asking a man to go on a date.
17:37He'd be like, you want to grab drinks on some homie shit?
17:40Yeah.
17:40That's like how he would say it.
17:42We're going to go have a friendly date.
17:47You want to go get some platonic drinks?
17:49Okay.
17:50We're getting there.
17:51Okay.
17:52I'm going to be like, hi, bestie.
17:54Oh, yeah.
17:55Hey, bestie.
17:56I'm fine being friends with Jeremiah.
17:59But I wouldn't mind if we get to know each other.
18:03Because I'm single and he looks good.
18:06So I'm like, you want to do this?
18:08Why not?
18:10Okay.
18:10Hi, bestie.
18:11Hey, are you down to grab some drinky drinks?
18:13Just us two if you're up to it.
18:16Okay.
18:16Sent.
18:22Yeah.
18:24Andrina hit me.
18:25Andrina?
18:26Mm-hmm.
18:27Okay.
18:27She said, hi, bestie.
18:28Are you down to grab some drinky drinks?
18:30Just us two if you're up to it.
18:31Smiley face.
18:32Aw.
18:33No, it's just like my friend, though.
18:34Why you got to point that out, though?
18:36Is she asking?
18:37Because, bro, to grab some drinky drinks, just us two if you're up for it.
18:40Smiley face.
18:41Well, she call you bestie, though.
18:43Because that's what we call each other.
18:44Oh, like a cute thing?
18:45That's what we call each other.
18:46Do you think she likes you?
18:47I know she likes me.
18:47Okay.
18:48That's what I'm saying.
18:49I can't sit here and play dumb.
18:51That's what I don't want to do to her.
18:52Okay.
18:52Yeah, we can.
18:53And then lead her on.
18:55Andrina is the best.
18:56Any man would be lucky to have her.
18:58But I want to save friends because I love our friendship, and I would not want to do anything
19:02that jeopardizes that right now unless I'm, like, 1,000% ready for a relationship, and
19:06I'm not.
19:06You know what I'm saying?
19:08I guess at this point in time, I don't even got to say all that extra shit.
19:11I can just say, to be honest, this week, I literally can't, and then I'm gone for a
19:13week, and we'll just, like, parlay it.
19:15Good.
19:16Perfect.
19:16Calm.
19:17Very calm.
19:17Good.
19:18Yeah, very calm.
19:18Calm.
19:19Send.
19:19So I'm going to give you this.
19:21For me?
19:22You know what that mean.
19:23You up next.
19:24Whoa!
19:25Whoa!
19:26Whoa!
19:27Whoa!
19:28Um, I think he tested back.
19:30Oh, God.
19:31What did he say?
19:32Hey, bestie.
19:33To be honest, this week I literally can't, and then I'm gone for a week, but maybe when
19:37I get back.
19:39That's something.
19:40He didn't say no.
19:42Tested no for me?
19:43I feel like I want to talk to him about it because I'm, like, we're friends.
19:47Just treat me like I'm your homie.
19:49Like, don't do cute shit because now I'm, like, what's happening?
19:54We'll see.
20:04You're not supposed to grocery shop while you're hungry.
20:06I know.
20:07And I'm starving.
20:08Girl, I'll find a whole store.
20:09Okay, wait, what am I making?
20:10Pie?
20:11And then we just put it in the oven.
20:12We need this cornbread, too, because it's honey glazed.
20:15Okay.
20:17I think we're going to need three of those.
20:19Four more.
20:23This place is cool.
20:24It is cool.
20:25Hi.
20:26Good morning.
20:27How's it going?
20:27I'm Will.
20:28Will, TJ.
20:28Nice to meet you.
20:29Nice to meet you.
20:29Welcome to Hollywood Classic Cars.
20:30What can I help you guys out with today?
20:32We're looking for a car, so I'm dating this girl.
20:33I want to ask her to be my girlfriend.
20:35Okay.
20:35So I want to take her.
20:36Yeah, I want to take her out with a PCH and a cool car, so I thought this would be
20:39the spot.
20:40Great drive.
20:40This one's 59 Corvette.
20:43That one's really cute.
20:44Now I'm nervous.
20:46What else should we get?
20:47Oh, my God.
20:48Stuffing.
20:48We forgot about the stuffing.
20:49Oh, yeah.
20:52Oh, it's all gluten-free.
20:54Welcome to LA.
20:58Like, this car is, like, Iris' vibe.
21:01Oh.
21:03Ooh.
21:04All these seats are small.
21:06And she got a safety bar.
21:08So you should feel real safe in this.
21:11Oh.
21:13Okay.
21:13Now imagine yourself driving down PCH.
21:16Your gorgeous, beautiful supermodel sitting next to you.
21:21I think it's the vibe.
21:22I think it might be the one, Teej.
21:26Yes, matching PJs.
21:27Yes.
21:28Great food, great vibes.
21:30Hannah did text me yesterday asking if it was okay if Coco came.
21:34And my house policy is, like, the door is open for everybody.
21:37Yes.
21:37I would rather, like...
21:40You prefer not?
21:41Yeah, but we can say hey, and we don't have to speak the rest of the time.
21:44Right, exactly.
21:44That's fine.
21:45Yeah.
21:45Yeah.
21:46I mean, I'm not aware of what's going on between you guys.
21:49So, basically, when she got out the villa first, she did a podcast and spoke about me.
21:55Me and Clark really hit it off.
21:57Mm-hmm.
21:57But on the episode, when I watched it, and it came down to, like, voting, my girl Grayson was, like,
22:03I think Coco.
22:04Ace was, like, Coco.
22:06Right.
22:06And then when it came to Clark, she was, like, skipping.
22:38Mm-hmm.
22:38So, it's like me.
22:39Yeah.
22:40Yeah, I agree.
22:40And it's, like, get over it.
22:41Yeah.
22:42Like, get over it, bro.
22:43If Coco is waiting on an apology from me, she might be waiting till pigs fly.
22:49As far as I know, they're not growing wings just yet.
22:51I definitely don't want anybody being rude to you, especially for not a reasonable cause.
22:56Yeah.
22:56So, you know, I definitely have to ask you.
22:59Thanks, Chokie.
23:00Bless you.
23:00Bless you, babe.
23:01That's how true it is.
23:03Matter of fact, we bringing this home soon.
23:11This is going to be so cute.
23:13Oh, my God.
23:15We really did our big one.
23:17Like, seriously.
23:17It must be nice to be Irish.
23:19Right.
23:20I'm a five-year.
23:20Irish sister deserves it.
23:22No, she does.
23:22Listen, Jermiah and I are logging in to help TJ plan this whole surprise for Irish.
23:28We got to hurry up, though, because you're on the way, so let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go,
23:32let's go, let's go.
23:33I don't really know where I'm at.
23:35There's nothing to be found but just fucking waves and sand, but the view's nice.
23:42Tidris?
23:42Tidris.
23:43Okay.
23:43One, two, three.
23:45Tidris.
23:45Okay, okay, okay, okay.
23:46Oh, he's calling me.
23:47He's calling me.
23:47Oh, what?
23:48He's calling me.
23:50Jerry.
23:51Hello, brother.
23:52Dude, how are you guys doing?
23:53How are you guys looking?
23:54The place is beautiful.
23:55Just picked up the car.
24:04I'm probably going to head over in, like, 20 minutes.
24:0720 minutes?
24:0720 minutes.
24:0820 minutes.
24:09I'm going to pick up Iris, and then I'll be on the way.
24:11100%.
24:11Everything's going to be perfect for you.
24:14Iris and I both love the beach, and getting other islanders involved with the dates and helping set up,
24:20that was something we did in the villa, so I wanted to bring it, you know, into real life.
24:24But I'm getting nervous just thinking about it.
24:28We're going on a hike for TJ and Iris to have kids tonight.
24:40I don't like surprises.
24:42I actually hate surprises.
24:46But when TJ does it, it's okay.
24:49Oh, my God.
24:52My baby.
24:53Wow.
24:54Look at this, huh?
24:57We're going on a date.
24:58Wow.
25:00This is beautiful.
25:02TJ is extremely thoughtful, and I trust him.
25:07I had to keep it a secret.
25:09Did you buy it?
25:10Yeah, I bought it for you.
25:12All right, you ready?
25:14Whoa.
25:14We're out.
25:15Where are we going?
25:16It's a secret.
25:20Okay, let's put the balloons in the box.
25:21Okay, let's put the balloons in the box.
25:23When he opens it, it's a surprise.
25:24But wait, hold on.
25:24We have to make sure that this isn't fried.
25:27Okay, you're right.
25:28Okay, let's close the box.
25:30How much time do we got left?
25:31It's been 15 minutes.
25:32Oh, we got to lock in.
25:33What?
25:35Wait, I've never tied a breakfast before.
25:40This is so cool.
25:41Isn't this sick?
25:42Yeah.
25:44Isn't this your dream date?
25:45Yeah.
25:46Like, how do you know?
25:47I listen sometimes.
25:50My dream date would be driving down PCH.
25:55That's why I like you, TJ.
25:57I like you because you're thoughtful.
26:02This box is about to be the death of me.
26:07Oh, it actually cooks.
26:08It actually cooks.
26:09Okay, rose petals, right?
26:10Rose petals?
26:11Yeah, it's rose petals.
26:12Yo, this is going to be fun.
26:13We're going to have a good time.
26:14What is it?
26:15What's there?
26:15We're going skydiving.
26:16What?
26:18I will do anything but skydive.
26:21Here, I'll start up there and I'll meet you.
26:22Okay.
26:23If you want to set me free tonight.
26:27If you want to reach your highest high.
26:31If you want to get some feeling higher tonight.
26:41We should be party planners.
26:42Right.
26:43But now we've got to hide.
26:44All right.
26:49You ready?
26:50Yeah.
26:52This is so beautiful.
26:54It was a drop top, right?
26:56Yeah.
26:56Yeah.
26:56That's a convertible.
26:57That's a convertible.
26:57Okay.
26:59Oh, my God.
27:00This is perfect.
27:05Wow.
27:07This is beautiful.
27:08Yeah, this is beautiful.
27:11What is this?
27:12Oh, my God.
27:16Stop.
27:31Look at my babies.
27:34What is this?
27:38Oh, my God.
27:45What is this, TJ?
27:48Oh, no surprise.
27:50Oh, my goodness.
27:52Should I open this?
27:54There's someone in there.
27:58How do I open it?
28:00Pull it.
28:14Oh, there's a bear.
28:15Oh, there's a bear.
28:20Oh, this is so cute.
28:21Will you meet my girlfriend?
28:23Oh, did she say yes?
28:26Oh, TJ.
28:29Of course.
28:30Oh, I did a long time coming.
28:32Did she say yes or did she say see?
28:36It looks like she said yes.
28:37They're kissing.
28:39Oh, this is so cute.
28:41Dude, I have been waiting for this since the moment TJ's walked through the villa.
28:47No, I'm serious.
28:48No, I'm kidding.
28:49I'm serious.
28:49I'm just kidding.
28:53How are you feeling?
28:55A lot less nervous now than I was.
28:57I'm happy that you asked me.
28:59I was waiting.
29:00I was like, when is he going to do that?
29:03What's taking so long?
29:03What's taking so long here?
29:04I wanted to make it special and wait for the right moment.
29:07Aw.
29:08We've been so good at taking our time and not letting social media and the public dictate
29:14our decisions.
29:15You're like my safe place.
29:17Aw.
29:17You are mine, too.
29:19Yeah.
29:19I'm really thankful and I'm really lucky to have you.
29:22Oh, my God.
29:24Yay!
29:26Bye, guys!
29:27What's up?
29:28You guys!
29:28Thank you guys so much.
29:29Mrs. is Mr.
29:31How does it feel?
29:33Shout out to Jermiah, to Amiah, to J and A production out here.
29:37There was a little bit of hiccups in this journey, but we burped that shit the fuck out.
29:42Ew.
29:43Burp it out.
29:43Burp it out.
29:44Burp it out.
29:45You guys are such good friends.
29:47Aw.
29:48I love you guys.
29:49Aw.
29:49I love you guys.
29:49I love you guys.
29:50Good hug.
29:51Good hug.
29:51Good hug.
29:52Good hug.
29:53It feels like the start of something.
29:56It feels like the start of something.
30:05Why am I so nervous?
30:07I'll fall in love with you again and again.
30:14I'll fall in love with you.
30:16Oh, Jesus Christ.
30:19That is a woman.
30:21Hello, queen.
30:22Hi.
30:23How are you?
30:24I'm good.
30:25How are you?
30:25So good to see you.
30:26You look nice.
30:27So do you.
30:28Jesus.
30:29You like it?
30:29You like it?
30:30I love it.
30:31I got you some flowers.
30:32Oh, thank you.
30:33I don't know what type of flowers to get on a first date.
30:35I'm a sunflower girl.
30:36Where?
30:36But these are gorgeous.
30:37Is that your favorite flower?
30:38Yeah.
30:39Okay, same.
30:39Oh, is it?
30:40Yeah, dead ass.
30:41Shut up.
30:41No, I swear to God.
30:42Yeah.
30:42Oh, look at us.
30:45Truly grateful to go on a date with Coco.
30:49That's a woman.
30:50That's a queen.
30:51She walked in.
30:52The whole energy in this motherfucker changed.
30:55Her aura is outstanding.
30:57Her energy is magnificent.
30:59Energy doesn't lie.
31:01What did you do today?
31:02I worked out a few times.
31:04A few times?
31:04Yeah.
31:05Oh.
31:05I'm a yogi.
31:06Okay.
31:07Yeah, so I lifted, went to yoga.
31:09Period.
31:09I love that.
31:11Do you do yoga?
31:12Yeah.
31:12I go sometimes.
31:13I'm not consistent.
31:14Yeah.
31:14But like, yeah.
31:16What's your background?
31:17Oh my gosh.
31:18I am black.
31:22And on my mom's side, I have some Cherokee Indian.
31:26There it is.
31:26Yeah.
31:27And then on my dad's side, I have black Indian and Creole.
31:32Same blend.
31:33Same blend.
31:34You know?
31:34Same blend.
31:35That's crazy.
31:36That is crazy.
31:37Is it giving cousins?
31:39I hope not.
31:40Oh.
31:40Fingers.
31:41More than that.
31:42Prayers.
31:43Heavy prayers.
31:45No, that would be crazy.
31:46Talk about prayers.
31:47Do you go to church?
31:48I do.
31:49Okay.
31:49I haven't been going like the last two or three weeks.
31:51I just moved to my spot and all that.
31:52Yeah.
31:52So I've been busy, but before that, I would go pretty often.
31:55Yeah?
31:56Yeah.
31:56You?
31:56Love that.
31:57You have to go to church.
31:59So I actually attend a few different churches.
32:01Got you.
32:02Yeah.
32:04As one of the CASA girls, I first was with Taylor.
32:09Coco, we don't sound kind of good, don't it?
32:10Okay, I do.
32:11That's cute as fuck.
32:12And second was Ace.
32:15Like I'm a book you gotta come and like seek and then look in and like go through the pages.
32:20Yeah.
32:20That show's poetic as hell.
32:22Dating post villa was so damn weird.
32:25I just never knew what people's intentions were.
32:28Hot toddy, my dear.
32:29Thank you so much.
32:31Thank you, brother.
32:31But when Chris called me and asked me on a date, I was like, okay.
32:36I wanna peep what the intentions are giving.
32:39Let me just breathe.
32:40I'm hot as hell.
32:41I don't know why it's just like a heat wave came.
32:43Yeah, yeah, yeah.
32:44That's what he does to you, right?
32:45No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
32:46Chill, chill, chill, chill.
32:48Thank you for meeting me tonight.
32:50Yeah, thanks for inviting me.
32:51Of course.
32:51I was like, okay, he was not playing when he said he's on it.
32:54Nah, I don't play.
32:55Oh, you get down.
32:57Yeah.
32:57Oh, okay.
32:57When I have a crush on somebody, I showed up.
33:01Okay.
33:02And then I thought I was gonna see you at the get-together.
33:04Okay.
33:05That's why I had called you.
33:06I was like, where you at?
33:07Yeah, yeah.
33:07I was so surprised that you called me, actually.
33:09I don't play.
33:10I was like, am I getting a call from, which person is this?
33:14Uh-oh.
33:17That's crazy.
33:18I was mad when you left the villa.
33:20Oh.
33:21Yeah.
33:21Why is that?
33:23Because I didn't want you to leave.
33:24Why?
33:25I didn't even know me, Chris.
33:27I wanted to leave.
33:29Mm-hmm.
33:31If I had gotten a chance to stay in the villa, me and Chris definitely would've hit it off.
33:35Unfortunately, Clark was not really speaking up for me during the elimination round.
33:40I want to play a train to stay, but, like, I have to advocate for Coco.
33:44I don't even want to fucking boo.
33:46Come back to me.
33:48Like, that was my girl in the villa.
33:50We were literally finishing each other's sentences.
33:52So, definitely was disheartening.
33:55What are you doing tomorrow?
33:56Going to the Friendsgiving.
33:58Oh, you are going?
33:58Yeah.
33:59Are you going?
33:59I'm thinking about it.
34:01You so should.
34:02I'll go.
34:03Okay.
34:05If I were to say something like, I would like to go on future dates with you, like, more
34:10dates.
34:11Yeah.
34:11You'd be into that?
34:12For sure.
34:13Okay.
34:15Honestly, I really respected Chris' upfrontness when it came to expressing how he felt about
34:23me and how he's been wanting to explore me.
34:25And he has shown me very genuine qualities.
34:30When you had walked in, I'm like, Jesus Christ.
34:33I'm so funny.
34:36You're funny.
34:37Yeah.
34:38You're like a chill funny, but, like, ugly.
34:40I appreciate that.
34:41Yeah, this is good.
34:42One who loves you.
34:48Turn it up, now let's put it down.
34:50Got me like it's the party.
34:52I get the party right, we're bringing out the town.
34:54That's good.
34:54That's good.
34:55Looks beautiful.
34:57You excited for Friendsgiving?
34:58Yeah, I'm really excited.
34:59I feel like this is going to be really fun, having everyone at the house.
35:03Yeah, we're going to have a good time.
35:04I'm so happy that my family friend let us stay here.
35:07We really needed this.
35:08My house definitely would not have had this much kitchen space.
35:18Oh!
35:20With the rolls.
35:21With the rolls.
35:22You got double the rolls now.
35:23Double the rolls?
35:24Yeah.
35:24Hello.
35:25Hello, my love.
35:26How are you?
35:28Good.
35:28Do you want me to eat this?
35:29Oh, please.
35:30Thank you so...
35:31Great host.
35:32There's some stuff in here that we can make.
35:35We got lobster mac and cheese.
35:36We're going to heat it up.
35:37Wow, I almost made mac and cheese, too.
35:40This looks disgusting, right?
35:41Oh.
35:45I'm starving.
35:46I'm starving.
35:46You think they'd be mad if I eat a piece of noodles, Sonia?
35:51You even have a fork?
35:52All right.
35:53Well, at least I have my matchup.
35:55So, I'm like a little bit nervous.
35:57Coco and Clark have, like they've got a little tiff going on.
36:00I forgot about that.
36:03Yeah.
36:04Her coming out of the villa and doing that podcast, it just didn't sit right with me.
36:09Maybe continuing to, like, feel a certain way about the situation is because she doesn't
36:13want to let you go.
36:16I value both their friendships, but, like, it's just been, like, a weird situation to navigate
36:21for me.
36:22I came into the villa during Casa Amor, and I became really close with all the Casa girls
36:27because we were really leaning on each other for advice and for support.
36:32If Alandria pulls you, like, to have a conversation about where your connection is at,
36:37how do you think that you'll go about, like, a conversation like that?
36:40I mean, that's heavy.
36:41I mean, I'm honest, so, like, I would just say, like, we have a lot in common.
36:45I'm crossing my fingers that Coco and Clark can come to a resolve.
36:50I thought this was going to be a drama-free day.
36:53Girl, when is it ever drama-free?
36:54True.
37:00Hey, you know the deal.
37:01No hurting me, all right?
37:02Please?
37:02Just a little sting.
37:08Oh, fuck.
37:10I think I missed the process of getting tattooed, but the pain, straight on it.
37:15Ow.
37:18How you feel about the Friendsgiving thing that they're having, bro?
37:21You tripping about it or no?
37:23I think the only thing I would say is, like, I don't get how in the villa everybody respected me,
37:28and everybody would come to me for shit.
37:30Yeah.
37:31I just want to make sure you're okay.
37:33I am okay.
37:34I just cry, baby.
37:36I want to make sure you're not just okay, but better than okay.
37:39Yeah.
37:40And then we get out the villa and it's like, I haven't changed.
37:43Like, I don't speak different.
37:44I don't look different.
37:45I don't act different.
37:46Yeah.
37:47Nothing's changed.
37:47Why is everybody trying to come at me different, you know?
37:50I think that Iris, Hannah, and TJ see me negatively because of my cheating allegations, but it didn't happen.
38:00And there's a friendship that we made in the villa.
38:02Like, can we, like, get past this?
38:05Can we, like, move on from this?
38:06The conversations are due and, um, we should have them.
38:12It's getting to a point where it's, like, now we're just being little kids holding grudges.
38:15Yeah, exactly.
38:18We could use some help over here.
38:20Mmm, that's mashed potatoes.
38:21You need a taste tester?
38:22Yeah, you want a taste tester?
38:25Wait, wait, wait.
38:26We don't have ham for real?
38:27Like, nobody bringing ham?
38:28We told people to bring some ham and turkey.
38:30Because we brought all this stuff.
38:31Like, we can't bring, you know?
38:32That's fair.
38:33And no one brought the ham.
38:34Oh.
38:37This is different than any Thanksgiving I've ever been to.
38:40Where's your other half?
38:42Oklahoma.
38:43He's not here?
38:44No.
38:44He got schoolmanship.
38:46Yeah.
38:46What a scholar.
38:48Gonna make you look up.
38:49Whoa, take a second.
38:52Know you can't get enough.
38:54Bet you want some.
38:56Turn your head low.
38:57Who that?
38:58I'll get it.
39:01Amaya.
39:02Amaya.
39:04With a new hairdo.
39:07Guys, I'm sorry.
39:08I had to draw the umbrella back there.
39:09I could not close it.
39:11You look so beautiful.
39:14We love the hair.
39:16How are you?
39:16Good, how are you?
39:17Oh my gosh.
39:18Guys, this looks so beautiful.
39:20We just don't have a turkey.
39:22Girl, what?
39:22What?
39:23A man cannot survive on just Hawaiian rolls.
39:25I need some protein.
39:26Yes, he can.
39:27That's crazy.
39:29Friendsgiving is officially carbsgiving.
39:33Fun fact, if we were in Staten Island right now, you know there's loose turkeys running
39:37around.
39:38Staten Island?
39:39Yeah.
39:39In New York, there's loose turkeys.
39:41I got attacked by a turkey.
39:43I swear to God.
39:46It was a night after the club and we're leaving the Uber and next thing we know, the op was
39:53there.
39:54The motherfucking turkey.
39:57Bro, I don't even know what to do and he has a long neck.
40:00So I'm like, how could I, how could I defend myself with this dick?
40:05While I was running, I questioned every day.
40:08I'm like, is this what my life has come to?
40:12Running away from a fucking turkey.
40:15I'm not making this up.
40:16Loose turkeys.
40:17Turkeys on the loose.
40:18I don't know what.
40:18Chicken with the heads cut off.
40:34Someone's at the door.
40:34Someone's at the door.
40:35Someone's at the door.
40:38Someone's at the door.
40:40Let's go.
40:42What's up, bro?
40:48How you doing, man?
40:49No one brought no protein?
40:53Yo, what did you bring, bro?
41:02I forgot to go to the store.
41:03I forgot to go to the store, bro.
41:05It's been a busy morning, bro.
41:07That's why he brought.
41:09Jerry, why are you bringing paper towels to the party?
41:12It's not even in the wrapper.
41:14Where should I put these?
41:15That's why you brought?
41:16It's good to see you too, bro.
41:18How are you?
41:19You dye your hair?
41:20Amaya, you dye your hair?
41:22Yeah.
41:22What the hell?
41:23It looks so good.
41:23Yeah.
41:24All right, long time, let's see.
41:25How are you guessing?
41:26What's up?
41:28Guys.
41:29You think you're funny?
41:30You think you're funny, guys?
41:32Why is he avoiding talking to me?
41:35We were talking every single day.
41:37I'm going to put this over here.
41:39And you bring paper towels.
41:43Like, what a weirdo.
41:46What happened to the pages?
41:47I have to leave in five minutes.
41:49Would you?
41:49Would you?
41:50Would you have to leave in five minutes?
41:51Would you have to leave in five minutes?
41:51For what?
41:52My life.
41:53Your life?
41:54With Sarah V.
41:55Y'all keep asking me how I keep my hair so fresh and so clean, clean.
41:59I've partnered with Sarah V to show you how.
42:02I'm shy with you.
42:03What you about to go do?
42:04I have my life, remember?
42:05Yeah.
42:06Oh, shit.
42:16Oh, Shug.
42:20How are you?
42:21I'm good.
42:22How are you?
42:22Good to see you.
42:23Hi, sugar.
42:25Hey, girlie.
42:26Hi.
42:27Hi.
42:28What's up?
42:28How are you?
42:29Hi, baby.
42:30You look so good.
42:31Thank you, my love.
42:33Okay.
42:35Girl, what?
42:36I'm just going to pretend that everybody's happy here.
42:41Everything's good.
42:42Love that.
42:45Lord help me.
42:47Bye, y'all.
42:48See ya.
42:49Have a good day.
42:50Wow.
42:51See you later.
42:52Hey, we love you, Jerry.
42:53Love you too, brother.
42:54Get out of shape, bro.
42:57What the hell?
42:58But...
43:00Now I'm regretting sending him a test because he obviously thinks that I asked him for a
43:05date, but in reality, I just want to clear the air because I care about our friendship.
43:11It's time to eat.
43:13Hey.
43:14Have food.
43:14Let's go get our food.
43:16Yummy.
43:17Can't wait.
43:18Whoop.
43:19Yo.
43:21Where the love at?
43:23I love me some cornbread.
43:25Just a lot of carbs is all.
43:29You sound good as hell.
43:30Oh, thank you.
43:32Glad you like.
43:36Who could it be?
43:40Hey.
43:40Hey.
43:40Pookie.
43:41Hey.
43:44Pookie.
43:45Pookie.
43:46Pookie.
43:46What up, baby?
43:47How are you, bro?
43:48Wait, you guys are matching PJs?
43:50What?
43:50Christmas, PJs.
43:52It's a friend's giving.
43:53I feel good.
43:54He came up with the matching pajamas.
43:56He loves to match with me, you know.
43:58Oh, yeah.
43:59I beg to differ on that one.
44:01Corn.
44:02Actually, I ate too much corn the other day and it was very evident.
44:06What?
44:08We have to match in every scenario.
44:10I have to, like, claim on my man.
44:12I have to make sure if we're walking out in public, this is my pukaroni.
44:15Okay.
44:16I could not find a fucking turkey and I didn't have time to make one, so we're eating chicken.
44:20You know what?
44:21Okay, thank you.
44:22It's better than nothing.
44:24You know what?
44:25Chicken kind of looks like a turkey.
44:26It does.
44:27Just like a cute little one.
44:29You know what?
44:29I wanted to, like, feel you out and see if you feel any sort of, like, awkwardness
44:35going on.
44:36Or with Clark right now.
44:38Me?
44:39Mm-hmm.
44:40Because obviously I'm friends with you and I'm friends with Clark, so if you feel like
44:44you want to have a conversation.
44:47Yeah, nothing about it makes me uncomfortable at all.
44:49I'm comfortable wherever I go.
44:50Okay.
44:51I'm going to grab her.
44:52Okay?
44:53Okay.
44:55Taylor feels like one of the girls.
44:57He does.
44:57Same as TJ.
44:58Yes, yes.
45:00Hey, girl.
45:00Like, it doesn't feel weird.
45:02Yes, exactly.
45:03Yes.
45:03Do you want to come talk with me?
45:04Sure.
45:05Okay.
45:05Okay.
45:07I feel like a...
45:08A mediator?
45:09Yeah, like, what's going on right now?
45:11Okay, so obviously I'm very close to both of you and I just want things to be comfortable
45:15and you guys talk and, like, I'm always here for both of you, so...
45:19All right.
45:22Kisses.
45:24The run is crazy.
45:26Okay.
45:27Well, how have you been?
45:28Yeah, just busy, working.
45:30How have you been?
45:31Same.
45:31Yeah?
45:32Nice.
45:34So what's been going on?
45:35I don't know.
45:35Like, where do we go from there?
45:36I don't know.
45:37I think I saw, like, you online speaking on certain things and it bothered me because
45:43I felt like we were very close in the villa.
45:45But if you are comfortable enough to go on a podcast, why aren't you comfortable enough
45:49to reach out to me and let me know how you feel?
45:51I felt like, at that point, I had already had in my head that, like, the relationship
45:55that I thought we had, maybe we never had ever.
45:58Maybe it was just all, like, a joke or a part of a game.
46:00Like, it was like...
46:01When we were in the villa, I felt like we kept finishing each other's sentences
46:04and I felt like you kind of were, like, in a way, like, damn near, like, love bombing
46:08me.
46:08Like, you would say, like...
46:10Coco.
46:11No funny shit.
46:12Love bombing you?
46:12Like, and not in, like...
46:14I'm not gonna lie, that's delusional.
46:16We...
46:17You did?
46:17We...
46:18No.
46:18No.
46:19No, no, no, no.
46:19Okay.
46:20Love bombing?
46:21Absolutely.
46:21It's fucking insane.
46:25We kept finishing each other's sentences and I felt like, in a way, like, love bombing
46:29you.
46:29Like, you would say, like...
46:31No funny shit.
46:32Love bombing you?
46:33No, dead ass.
46:33Like, I'm not gonna lie, that's delusional.
46:35No, no, no.
46:36Maybe we should use our words a little differently.
46:38Because love bombing?
46:39Absolutely.
46:40It's fucking insane.
46:41You were.
46:41Okay, and let me say this now.
46:43While you went on that podcast, you made it seem like...
46:46I made it seem like we were super close.
46:47You did?
46:48No.
46:49No, no, no, no.
46:50Okay.
46:50I think it was very mutual.
46:52Like...
46:53No, no, no.
46:53It was, but I am like...
46:54So how am I love bombing you if you're saying it's mutual at the same time?
46:57So wait, what...
46:58Love bombing?
46:59Love bombing.
47:01How long were they together?
47:03Four days.
47:04I don't understand how you love bombing a friend.
47:06But, um, I guess that's a thing?
47:09I don't know.
47:10You were gassing it up.
47:12What was I telling you?
47:13Bro, oh my gosh.
47:14Like, where have you been?
47:15Like, that's crazy.
47:17Like, we literally finished each other's sentences and...
47:19Like, you weren't just saying stuff.
47:19I don't even talk like that, Coco.
47:23So...
47:25Obviously, I'm not quoting you, but I'm saying that's what...
47:28That's the kind of stuff you were saying.
47:29I would never pull that out of my ass.
47:30Okay, let's be real.
47:31Just like, you can't fake shit.
47:31I can't fake shit.
47:34She got me feeling like a crazy person.
47:36What do you think I thought of?
47:40I think you made it worse.
47:43I really thought that they were shaking hands.
47:47But how's everything been with you?
47:49So good.
47:50I'm so good.
47:51I think this is the first time, like, seeing everybody and around the girls again since...
47:55I mean, we had last week, but it wasn't, like, it wasn't as, like, intimate as this.
47:58And I do want to say, too, that I was just with, um, both Pepe and Brian.
48:05Brian expressed that he would love to sit down and have a conversation with you.
48:09He owned up all of his actions to me.
48:12But, like, I don't really care to hear, like, what he has to say.
48:16But it's also something with trust now.
48:18And if he feels safe to open up to you about things, that means, like, you guys have to be
48:23close in a way.
48:24No.
48:25Can I just stop you right there?
48:26I think I was just able to open it to a, like, neutral standpoint.
48:32One thing I'm really big on is respectability.
48:36My homegirls don't be speaking to anybody that I ever dealt with.
48:39I'm not trying to be a bitch.
48:40I'm just being a fucking girl.
48:41No, you're not being one at all.
48:43We are trying to swim both sides.
48:46It's either you're in the Atlantic or Pacific.
48:48They don't mix.
48:49I'm not encouraging a friendship.
48:52You weren't here, but I know that, like, you felt the tension in the room.
48:57Yeah.
48:58And guess what? The fucking rubber band pops.
48:59So pop, pop, pop.
49:02I just wanted to know that my friend was my friend.
49:06So why didn't you reach out when I was out the villa then?
49:09At that point, it was already a facade in my head.
49:11Villa time is very different than real time.
49:13So even though it was, like, five days, it felt like maybe 10, 15.
49:19So it did hurt my feelings that I was not as supported by Clark as I know I would have
49:25done had the roles been reversed.
49:28I really hope that you can, like, understand what I'm saying right now.
49:31I hear you, but I don't understand.
49:34Honestly, I don't have anything else to say besides I don't think I have anything to apologize for.
49:40At the end of the day, I didn't want to pick a certain person because I did want everyone to
49:46stay.
49:47Pots are boiling right now.
49:49I don't remember every single thing that comes out of people's mouth.
49:53Hi, baby.
49:54We can agree to disagree today and just have a little fun night to end the night.
49:59Oh, yeah, we're closing up right now.
50:01Yeah.
50:02Promise.
50:04I know that neither of you need closure, but I feel like you guys haven't had those opportunities to just,
50:10like, get those things off your chest.
50:13Yeah.
50:13It's very different when you guys sit down face to face. The emotions are real. They're raw.
50:18I feel like I need to protect my relationship with TJ.
50:21Yeah.
50:22Obviously, we're going to see each other and it's inevitable and the conversation is probably going to happen.
50:27And I feel like you probably feel the same way.
50:29I'm okay having that conversation with him, but, like, come correctly or get the fuck left.
50:38Good up.
50:40Lay down.
50:41With Amaya.
50:41We haven't been in the same state since New York, but now that we're in LA, I think I do
50:48want to send her a text eventually, yeah.
50:50You should just say fuck it and send it right now, you know?
50:54I feel like you're really good with your words.
50:56Straight direct to the point.
51:00I think I'm just going to say...
51:07Send.
51:10That's crazy.
51:19Ryan text me?
51:20I mean, just out of nowhere.
51:22Just now?
51:22Wait, what?
51:23On Friendsgiving.
51:25What does it say?
51:26Maybe I'll write something wrong.
51:31He's a machine to have a conversation.
51:33I would never be friends with any of my exes once they're my ex or ex out.
51:37Bye.
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