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90 Day Fiancé Before the 90 Days S08E18
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:05Ah!
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:20I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:25I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:46What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:53I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:02:58plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:00You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:02I'm sorry.
00:03:11I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's...
00:04:10I'm just...
00:04:10It's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hocks?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:16It'll be fun.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:20We're here.
00:04:21Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:28Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Elyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:31Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:34Miami, wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:50Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:53Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:06Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do it.
00:05:35Stop.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want to do it.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01The description before doing this, I would never have taken a hit.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:09Let's put five to jump in.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:18The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step down here.
00:06:27Yeah!
00:06:30Come in.
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a tripper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did!
00:06:40Oh, my God!
00:06:41Oh, my God!
00:06:43I don't like this.
00:06:44I don't like this.
00:06:52Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done on that.
00:06:58Hey, what am I gonna say?
00:06:59What am I gonna say?
00:07:00Really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:02What the ?
00:07:03What the ?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:09Oh, my God!
00:07:12Oh, my God!
00:07:32I'm scared.
00:07:34I'm freezing.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now!
00:07:47Hey!
00:07:48Like, I want to get home!
00:07:50I don't want to do this!
00:07:51Hey!
00:07:52Hey!
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:54Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02Whoa!
00:08:03Whoa!
00:08:04I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this!
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:45Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:08:59Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:33You haven't planned anything else.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not gonna work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't
00:09:56able to focus in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:09I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a brief for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of a bit scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost?
00:10:57How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05And pay with it with what?
00:11:07Pay with all your money?
00:11:09I am a professional.
00:11:10I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You can get places for 300, 400.
00:11:22How much cheaper a month?
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, isn't that right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:46You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker, and being a little little
00:11:55house and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Mom doesn't pay the bills, Keena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to live here
00:12:11in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33Of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save it.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for, that you know
00:13:01nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29It's been seven years, so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You know what, Lucy?
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:36Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38I can't, you don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the
00:14:03Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:48If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends.
00:15:42They're going to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:47I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi!
00:16:30Good morning!
00:16:31Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balay Indang.
00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup.
00:16:37Oh, okay.
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po.
00:16:40Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi!
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:01Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:04This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no?
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:05But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:15different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:41Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:49The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem.
00:19:15Okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:34But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens.
00:19:49Not now.
00:19:50God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:00You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put on effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's effort.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26I love you.
00:20:29I love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look.
00:20:41My bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:49And that's really disappointing.
00:20:53I don't think.
00:21:23Okay.
00:21:32I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy,
00:21:37but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love,
00:21:45something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine
00:21:55when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home,
00:22:44so I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:48and hope that our time apart would give both of us
00:22:53a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:12instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today,
00:23:16but BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant
00:23:26or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:46So.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering
00:23:52and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning
00:24:00for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:10than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kunguru Bekova.
00:24:27No problem.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me,
00:24:46and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:52I wanted her to realize
00:24:54what is it going to be like without me.
00:24:59her pride
00:25:01doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:38that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:58So, why did you mislead me?
00:26:02But Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:07that if you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:37But I want to tell you
00:26:39that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact,
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more
00:26:52of the type of man
00:26:53I actually want to be with,
00:26:55I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times in a row
00:27:12that I love you,
00:27:14but like you said,
00:27:18I'm into actions.
00:27:19My words.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm...
00:27:30I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:36Would you feel better
00:27:39if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Tell you who did that.
00:27:55When do you plan on
00:27:56applying for the fiancé visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply
00:28:03for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait
00:28:09like two hours before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here
00:28:14and I thought that's what
00:28:15we were talking about
00:28:15this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:43I know.
00:28:45I'm going to miss you, too.
00:28:47And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:52Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiancée.
00:29:13I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:16You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:24Mm-hmm.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancée now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36Mm-hmm.
00:29:37I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa?
00:30:01So I can come here and live here in Belize.
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12For what?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone,
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:38You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What? This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:08You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long-term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:26Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize,
00:31:32but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:02If you don't want to, don't.
00:32:04Don't.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here,
00:32:12and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:17So, quite the switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:27It's just really weird timing,
00:32:30and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:06she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of my first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:56How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:04No, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:19Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport, and she changed her seats on the plane, and she got back
00:34:40to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:02in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:54The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:36But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk, or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:20But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:46Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha.
00:37:50Trisha.
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:00Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What'd you expect?
00:38:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:13I just want to apologise.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention on, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:26That's...
00:38:28Four days. You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:42Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Nocibe,
00:38:51I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:38:54You were supposed to earn my trust back,
00:38:57not to break a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you
00:39:04and being with her or any of that.
00:39:06I didn't realize that you would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11So if he was in my place...
00:39:11Yes, he is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place,
00:39:20me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good,
00:39:25so you don't know, because you can't...
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's gonna satisfy you.
00:39:30Why? It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.
00:39:38Oh, okay.
00:39:38If that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship,
00:39:41make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:14I love you so much, but...
00:40:18I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I leave her home?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall, Leanne.
00:40:34I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom,
00:40:39and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:42And I start to think,
00:40:44oh, is she okay?
00:41:07I'm sorry.
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the enduring love
00:41:13between Javon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey
00:41:17that has been filled with laughter,
00:41:19challenges, triumphs,
00:41:20and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn,
00:41:24it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey,
00:41:55and always protect you and be there for you,
00:41:59and also learn to be more patient
00:42:03and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:08I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows,
00:42:16and it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a poetry,
00:42:22but when I look at his eyes,
00:42:25I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again,
00:42:46and I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:54Yeah.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect
00:42:58because no one is,
00:42:59but I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03Mm-hmm.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too. Mm-hmm.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn,
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:21Oh, one second.
00:43:23I do have something to give up.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right.
00:43:39Now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:02Yay!
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me,
00:44:07but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:12Aw, thank you.
00:44:15Yeah.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20Nice to meet you.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:25Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:28Thank you for coming.
00:44:29Yeah, thank you for coming.
00:44:35Congratulations!
00:44:35Thank you for coming.
00:44:37Thank you for coming.
00:44:39Thank you for coming.
00:44:41Thank you, my friend.
00:44:42Thank you so much.
00:44:42Okay, guys, the reception is over there.
00:44:46Go.
00:44:46Oh!
00:45:01For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:05Because it's been a long time that they've waited
00:45:07to see each other, to be together.
00:45:10I know that Jovon and Anna has difficulties
00:45:13in their relationship, but I've noticed now
00:45:16that they are just focusing in with their love
00:45:18to each other, with how they are going to work out
00:45:21with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:24Oh yeah.
00:45:26Cut that cake!
00:45:27Cut that cake!
00:45:29Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:37It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:45:40I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:45:44Oh.
00:45:45I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:52Yay!
00:45:55Yay!
00:45:56Yay!
00:45:56Oh God!
00:45:57Yay!
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:05Oh yeah.
00:46:10Hello!
00:46:12Hello!
00:46:13Hello.
00:46:13Hello.
00:46:15Hello!
00:46:16I love you!
00:46:23Hello!
00:46:24Hello!
00:46:27Hello!
00:46:34I'm running on a horse!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary. Like, there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:55I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath.
00:47:26Take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:35That's how I know I was hearing.
00:47:37Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see. I could hear you.
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was gonna die.
00:48:03Mmm.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:07I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:12Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:18That was amazing.
00:48:20It was so good.
00:48:20My boyfriend saved the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for
00:48:38me.
00:48:38Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:26Oh, no.
00:49:29At least really went above and beyond for me today, so I want to do something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately I just got a text with some
00:49:39bad news.
00:49:40And I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise without her freaking out.
00:49:46I, um...
00:49:47Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm where I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:10Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world. I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:52:11And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:19But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:32Why do I disrespect you?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I do.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:28It's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:01Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:24I really gotta trust each other.
00:54:26And don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:30What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:54:59But now the path is split in two
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you
00:55:08And yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close
00:55:14I feel hollow, I love you most
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:23I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah, like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on
00:55:29This filing situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41So now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43But I understand why, I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:55:49And never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit
00:55:55Making some money
00:55:57Coming back to Belize, building a nice house
00:55:59If you're in Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08Because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17And I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24Here we go
00:56:30Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48So, once I leave
00:56:49We just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56You're drinking stupid
00:56:56I have a fiancé now
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I do
00:57:04I do
00:57:06What happened?
00:57:09Do you want to miss me?
00:57:12Yes, you're told
00:57:14I hate crying
00:57:21It's okay
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true
00:58:03day
00:58:04hey this has been a good trip
00:58:06and i love you too
00:58:09i'm gonna miss you
00:58:15thank you for healing me coming to my life saying yes to me
00:58:20okay it's sad leaving stick but the trip was amazing i can just see us living in arizona
00:58:28having a little family i just see a lot of positives in our future and i'm just excited that
00:58:35we're where we're at now give me just a second now to catch my breath i better catch my flight
00:58:58i'm really excited about the future i'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in america there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money
00:59:09i could i could network with people i could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than
00:59:14myself and i know people not in arizona i don't know nobody
00:59:21actually i'm more down to go to houston there's more opportunity for me in houston
00:59:26you know my my brothers are in houston i have a lot of artist friends producer friends
00:59:31i am a man who don't frighten easily my ex is in houston where they are
00:59:41we ain't worried about her i don't have a ring on but hey
00:59:50come on i'm playing i'm engaging you know what i mean
01:00:02we had our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize he's been
01:00:19manipulated please i really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if i just cut him out of my life
01:00:55if that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah i would do that okay
01:01:11this is exactly what i was worried about the possibility that i would eventually have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and i think
01:01:26having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with michael hoover
01:01:37you know what i don't want you to cut your relationship with him we can still be friends
01:01:47he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends i'm okay with that but friends not best
01:01:56friend not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and i appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out we're good we will be good
01:02:20but we gotta work on it i know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people i lost a lot of people and i don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:37with her friend i'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me thanks for trying to make her
01:02:51i love laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so i want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:23are you okay babe
01:03:25I don't know, babe.
01:03:37Our last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:42Hi.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.
01:03:54And my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right
01:04:07because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart
01:04:11seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:04:13that I'm going to have to leave her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day,
01:04:18if I do everything correctly,
01:04:20I know that Sheena and I will have a bright future.
01:04:22And I hope that she understands.
01:04:30Please.
01:04:31I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't, like, mom, change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:44You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:45Sheena.
01:04:46Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years,
01:04:55even a pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here
01:05:04and I know
01:05:05that this is the best way
01:05:07for us to be together
01:05:09faster together and that's what I've been
01:05:11waiting for you for the longest time
01:05:18She and I can't do that
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up
01:05:23thinking about being away from you
01:05:25but I think mom was kind of
01:05:27right
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together
01:05:31and getting you to the
01:05:33United States is
01:05:35the best option
01:05:37and to do that
01:05:39I need to go
01:05:41and start work
01:05:43and do the process and make sure I have everything
01:05:45stabilized in America
01:05:51It hurts
01:05:53that first habit changes mine
01:05:55It feels like
01:05:57he would rather choose his mom
01:05:58over me
01:06:00I mean
01:06:01I understand
01:06:02if he happened to work in the U.S.
01:06:05he could earn much more better money
01:06:07but I am worried that
01:06:09Forrest wouldn't find
01:06:10a job that easy
01:06:11because of his disability issues
01:06:13I feel like he's been
01:06:15manipulated to think that
01:06:17living in the Philippines
01:06:18was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that
01:06:22this other plan
01:06:23is going to work out
01:06:26The faster I get back home
01:06:28the faster I can start the process
01:06:31and
01:06:31if
01:06:32I don't get the K-1
01:06:34that gets denied
01:06:34then I can come back here
01:06:36and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out
01:06:38in here
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that
01:06:45she would try
01:06:46her best
01:06:47to make sure
01:06:47to stay in the United States
01:06:49forever
01:06:50This decision
01:06:51it's not my mother
01:06:53it's my own decision
01:06:57But I see a bright future together
01:06:59and I'm in your heart
01:07:01and you're in my heart
01:07:02and you're my true home
01:07:05I want to put my faith
01:07:07into him
01:07:08as my partner
01:07:09that he would find a way
01:07:11to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:13but I think
01:07:15Forrest's mom
01:07:16is much more controlling
01:07:17than he would realize
01:07:21I know that Molly
01:07:22still have
01:07:23worries and doubts
01:07:25regarding our relationship
01:07:27and I'm worried
01:07:28that she could influence him
01:07:30and cause problems
01:07:31she could break us apart
01:07:35It's just
01:07:40It's hard
01:07:51Holy
01:07:52Holy
01:07:53Holy
01:07:53Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise
01:07:58She's cold
01:07:58My God
01:08:00Thank you so much
01:08:01Take that away
01:08:02She's a pain in the arse
01:08:04but it's in a cute way
01:08:05you know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:06How do you feel
01:08:09about me?
01:08:10I
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you
01:08:12But not in love
01:08:29Good morning
01:08:30Good morning
01:08:31Good morning
01:08:31It's a little chilly
01:08:33out here today
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping
01:08:35I was
01:08:36I just woke up
01:08:43Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah
01:08:45It was a good little getaway
01:08:49Mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad
01:08:54This is our last full day together
01:08:56We were driving back to Bondi
01:08:58in a little bit
01:08:58And then tomorrow
01:09:00I fly back to Miami
01:09:02Hmm
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:07Yes, I did
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me
01:09:15And that means the world to me
01:09:16But at the same time
01:09:18Here he is again
01:09:20Not living up to his promise
01:09:21To video chat with his son
01:09:23I understand there's external factors
01:09:26But if you're going to see a future with me
01:09:28And maybe your wife
01:09:30Like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33I don't know
01:09:34It's just like scary
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow
01:09:38And I have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41This is really heavy
01:09:44Your last night
01:09:45Hmm
01:09:48My book does sell my nose
01:09:49Tonight
01:09:50In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep
01:09:52I'm fine
01:09:53Yep
01:09:54So let's go get changed
01:09:56And get home
01:09:59Yeah
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly
01:10:09This has never happened before
01:10:12But saying I love you
01:10:13And then not having it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17Is it not as real for her as it is for me
01:10:20That is a bit concerning
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29Finding my way home
01:10:35So beautiful here, okay?
01:10:38It's nice to miss you
01:10:45All right, guys
01:10:47This is your table
01:10:47Thank you
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys
01:10:52Thank you
01:10:53Thank you so much
01:10:55It's so cold
01:10:57You're always cold
01:10:58Always cold
01:10:59They did say they have blankets
01:11:00So I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:11:02Okay, good idea
01:11:03God, it's so cold
01:11:04Surprise, surprise
01:11:06She's cold
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15All the sun's down
01:11:16She's cold
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys
01:11:19Don't mind me
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:25Wow, turn on the car
01:11:26I'm so cold
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29Kamoli
01:11:30I'm cold
01:11:30You'd think by now
01:11:32That she'd know how to dress
01:11:33You know, in Sydney
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer
01:11:35You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do
01:11:37Yeah, I'm shivering
01:11:38Oh, God
01:11:39It's a little nipply out
01:11:41A little nipply
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass
01:11:44But it's in a cute way
01:11:45You know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48Well, you look stunning
01:11:50As always, I think
01:11:51Alrighty
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you
01:11:52Oh, my God
01:11:53Thank you so much
01:11:55Take that away for you
01:11:56Um, can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Uh, tahin, if you've got it
01:12:02Tahin, we do
01:12:03Oh, I do?
01:12:04How lovely
01:12:04Thanks so much
01:12:05Thank you
01:12:06Thank you, guys
01:12:10Last night
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:18About what?
01:12:20About me
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah
01:12:26I mean, like
01:12:29I'm falling for you
01:12:30Hmm
01:12:31But not in love
01:12:36Not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42everything I want to hear
01:12:44But I feel like
01:12:45But I feel like he sometimes
01:12:45Kind of just says things
01:12:47To appease me
01:12:48Like, he'll say
01:12:49He's gonna do
01:12:50X, Y, and Z
01:12:52But there's, like, no
01:12:53Action behind that
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me
01:12:56That sees the future with him
01:12:57Like, getting married
01:12:58And having kids
01:12:59But then there's this
01:13:00Other side of me
01:13:01That's like
01:13:02Am I even being realistic
01:13:04With my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06And wishful thinking?
01:13:08I am falling for you
01:13:10I cannot imagine
01:13:13Going back to Miami
01:13:14Without you
01:13:16But we live in
01:13:17Different continents
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference
01:13:21You have a son here
01:13:23Mm-hmm
01:13:24How do you plan
01:13:25To make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move
01:13:28Obviously
01:13:28It's a move for
01:13:29Either one of us
01:13:30Whether it be
01:13:31Here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one
01:13:34Pretty big con for me
01:13:35To move into Miami
01:13:37Well, your son
01:13:37Mm-hmm
01:13:38Okay, yes
01:13:39How are
01:13:40Okay, so
01:13:40If I was to move here
01:13:42Where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:43You and I find a place
01:13:44You and I find a place together
01:13:45We live
01:13:46We move in together
01:13:50Okay, but like
01:13:50Have you gone on
01:13:52A website
01:13:52And looked for places?
01:13:53No
01:13:55Slowly
01:13:58Look
01:14:00I'm confident
01:14:01I can call this off
01:14:02More than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09If I can
01:14:09I don't know
01:14:09So am I
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes
01:14:13I'm just
01:14:13Like, I don't know
01:14:14If you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:20I believe
01:14:21But wanting to and doing stuff
01:14:23You're
01:14:23I believe that it will work
01:14:25In my eyes
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27Will find excuses
01:14:28To make it not work
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34A solid game plan
01:14:35And you're still hesitant
01:14:36You've had a hard year
01:14:37Like
01:14:39Financially
01:14:39I don't know how
01:14:40You're gonna be able
01:14:41To make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43Sorry
01:14:43That I can't
01:14:45You know
01:14:45I don't have a big nest egg
01:14:47You just have to trust
01:14:49Because you are
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like seriously
01:14:52Like you are
01:14:53Like yep
01:14:53Josh
01:14:54Like that's your
01:14:55Because you're being a
01:14:55Dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up
01:14:57For myself
01:14:58That's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02And love you
01:15:03And you don't know
01:15:04How you feel
01:15:04So that obviously
01:15:06Throws doubt in my mind
01:15:09Feels a little bit like
01:15:10You don't want it to happen
01:15:11But you don't want to admit it
01:15:16You think I'm not putting
01:15:17Anything into action
01:15:19But I feel like
01:15:20The ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:30Trish don't do that
01:15:32I will even now
01:15:33I don't have nothing
01:15:34To do with you
01:15:35No Brick please
01:15:35This is my phone
01:15:37I don't have nothing
01:15:38To tell
01:15:38Please
01:15:41I'll just walk away
01:15:44And never speak to him again
01:15:47I wasted my time
01:15:57I love you so much
01:15:59But I can't block her
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do
01:16:24Because
01:16:26It's
01:16:27I'm in love with you
01:16:31But I do still have
01:16:32Feelings for her too
01:16:36Oh
01:16:39And
01:16:39No
01:16:40Nothing else to do
01:16:42Nothing else to say
01:16:45I love you
01:16:46No, no, no
01:16:47You don't love me
01:16:54I asked her to choose
01:16:55Then
01:16:58You made your choice
01:17:04When Trish asked me
01:17:05To block my ex
01:17:08I realized that
01:17:09I can't completely
01:17:11Shut the door
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest
01:17:15About my feelings
01:17:18So you chose your ex
01:17:20Over her
01:17:20After all you guys
01:17:21Have been through
01:17:23I don't look at it
01:17:24As I chose my ex
01:17:26Over her
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as
01:17:36Just not ready to let go
01:17:38Totally
01:17:41I love Trish
01:17:43But
01:17:44I mean
01:17:46Love isn't
01:17:48So black and white
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings
01:17:52For two people
01:17:54At the same time
01:18:00I wasted my time
01:18:03I don't get it
01:18:04It's a waste
01:18:06I still
01:18:07I'm still willing
01:18:08To try to make it
01:18:10But I
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore
01:18:12I cannot be with someone
01:18:14Who still have feelings
01:18:15For his ex
01:18:16I'll block you everywhere
01:18:18And be good
01:18:19Trish, don't do that
01:18:20I will
01:18:20Even now
01:18:21I don't have nothing
01:18:22To do with you
01:18:23Please
01:18:23This is my phone
01:18:24You didn't buy it
01:18:26You didn't do anything
01:18:27No, just give me
01:18:27I don't have nothing
01:18:28To tell
01:18:28Please
01:18:30Yes, I am doing it right now
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again
01:18:42You planned a future with me
01:18:44You told me that you love me
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her
01:18:54I do
01:18:55But that doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back to her
01:18:59And my feelings for you
01:19:00Are strong
01:19:02I still want us to go on
01:19:05I cannot do that
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice
01:19:10Of someone
01:19:11So
01:19:12I'll take my love back
01:19:14And forget about him
01:19:20Done
01:19:27Don't ever bother me
01:19:29No, no, no, no
01:19:30You made a choice
01:19:35Let's finish
01:19:38Good
01:19:39Thank you
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry
01:19:51Like I don't understand why
01:19:54He make me fall in love with him
01:19:56And break my heart
01:19:59Like he shouldn't have come to Madagascar
01:20:03Meet me
01:20:06I don't know what to say anymore
01:20:08I'll just walk away
01:20:10And never speak to him again
01:20:18I wish you realized
01:20:20That I do love her
01:20:22And I do think that she's special
01:20:25I want us to be together
01:20:27But
01:20:30I just wasn't ready
01:20:35That's all I can't see
01:20:46Holy
01:20:46Holy balls
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days
01:20:49I feel like I should ask for your autograph
01:20:53Jeez
01:20:54Give me your ring finger
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58Will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track
01:21:03And I'm worried that
01:21:04As we go back to long distance
01:21:06We're only going to have more drama
01:21:08And more problems
01:21:08Do you accept?
01:21:12Lately I'm in no shoes
01:21:16So today I decided to
01:21:19Take a break
01:21:20I guess
01:21:24Javon
01:21:26Boo
01:21:27That is what I think it is
01:21:29Holy I'm about to be a dad
01:21:32You don't need to be a baby
01:21:33It may have taken seven years to get here
01:21:36But it's not going to take seven years
01:21:37To get you back home
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena
01:21:41She still manipulates
01:21:44Here I thought I was coming
01:21:45To get all these questions answered
01:21:47No I have more questions
01:21:49You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust
01:21:54That he's going to come back for me
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me
01:22:01It hurts me deeply
01:22:03That it didn't work out
01:22:04Between Trish and I
01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that report
01:22:23In one hour
01:22:25And he just left
01:22:26Like how can you tell me you love me
01:22:29And you're falling for me
01:22:30And then you bring the girls back
01:22:32And disrespect me
01:22:33Oh my god
01:22:35He stopped sharing his location with me
01:22:37I am so exhausted
01:22:39From this emotional rollercoaster
01:22:40Like what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much
01:22:46To make Daniel happy
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much
01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why
01:22:56And I did find things
01:22:59Faith went on your email
01:23:01How come in your contacts
01:23:03You have somebody listed as wife
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened
01:23:14I don't even know where to start
01:23:16Are you questioning the whole relationship
01:23:26Randy?
01:23:26I love you
01:23:26I am so qualified
01:23:28Oh my god
01:23:30You
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