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00:00:02I want to have my happily ever after.
00:00:05Last year.
00:00:07Doubt does start to creep in.
00:00:09Why haven't I been enough for somebody?
00:00:1124 brave singles.
00:00:13My entire future is riding on this.
00:00:16Enter TV's most extraordinary experiment.
00:00:25Hoping to find the one.
00:00:27I'm so happy.
00:00:29For some, this ultimate gamble paid off.
00:00:32The smile hasn't left my face since I met you.
00:00:36I do love you. I am in love with you, yeah.
00:00:40With four couples believing they'd found their happy ever after.
00:00:45The I became we.
00:00:47The future became us.
00:00:48And my heart became yours.
00:00:51You are the love of my life.
00:01:02But did their love survive?
00:01:08Tonight.
00:01:15As the group come together one final time.
00:01:17John will be moving down to Bournemouth.
00:01:21The hopes of their past.
00:01:23I say yes to you today.
00:01:25And yes every day thereafter.
00:01:27Clash with the reality of the present.
00:01:29Someone get my phone because you were kissing me on pictures on the Saturday night.
00:01:34Answer me!
00:01:35Answer me!
00:01:36You've rescued me.
00:01:38You've rescued me.
00:01:39You left me in a low place.
00:01:41You were fine.
00:01:42Two weeks.
00:01:42I wasn't fine to be.
00:01:43In an explosive.
00:01:45You were like 15 million steps ahead of us.
00:01:47I think she's been really open and honest and a backer for that.
00:01:51You would have never found out if it wasn't for me.
00:01:53Ever.
00:01:53I wouldn't trust her as far as I could throw her.
00:01:55I thought you were a nice person.
00:01:56I am a really nice person.
00:01:58You're a f***ing bitch.
00:01:59And emotional reunion.
00:02:01I heard her crying every day.
00:02:19I'm excited to see everyone and see how people are getting on.
00:02:22I'm excited to see everyone but I don't know if I'm excited to see everyone together.
00:02:25That gives me the feeling.
00:02:26It's going to bring...
00:02:28Chaos.
00:02:29I'm so happy we aren't going to be the drama.
00:02:37Mine and Kia's relationship was beautiful.
00:02:41The type of story that we only see once in your lifetime.
00:02:45I was truly in love with him and I wanted this to work.
00:02:49The ending is a different story.
00:02:53By the end of the relationship, things were not great.
00:02:57He was in a really bad head space.
00:02:59So I was struggling to connect with him again.
00:03:02Okay.
00:03:03When we came out of the experiment, Daveed went back to work.
00:03:07The jobs I had fell through.
00:03:08So I felt like everyone was going back to their lives and I was stagnant.
00:03:12I was incredibly lonely and I spiraled in a really unhealthy way.
00:03:22I had a flight to Seattle for work.
00:03:26When I landed, I tried to call him multiple times.
00:03:29He would hang up.
00:03:31I just had a feeling something wasn't right.
00:03:34Yeah.
00:03:35Because of everything that I've been through in the past, I just needed to know if he was treating.
00:03:41So I downloaded the app Grindr.
00:03:43I put his location in and I saw his profile.
00:03:47And watch it move throughout London.
00:03:53When I confronted him, he didn't deny it.
00:03:57He apologized and he also said that he didn't do anything with anyone.
00:04:02He explained everything that he was going through.
00:04:04I understand that he might have been in a bad place.
00:04:07But I don't have to pay the price for it.
00:04:10No.
00:04:11This was never an open relationship.
00:04:14Going on a dating app, above all an app that is a hookup app, is cheating.
00:04:21I love that man.
00:04:24Yeah.
00:04:25He promised me that would have been enough for him.
00:04:28And in the end of the day, I wasn't enough for him because you weren't looking for more.
00:04:34Oh, babe, I'm so sorry.
00:04:38I regret hurting Daveed more than anything.
00:04:42I've sent a thousand messages.
00:04:44I've written letters.
00:04:46And he has declined or completely ignored me.
00:04:49So there was not really anything left to throw at it.
00:04:59Since Abi and I left the experiments, life's been great, hasn't it?
00:05:03It had.
00:05:04Now, I couldn't imagine life without Abi.
00:05:08If anything, my feelings have just grown more for John.
00:05:11I just feel so privileged and so lucky.
00:05:13The fairy tale definitely has continued.
00:05:22Mine and Bec's journey is a love story.
00:05:25Final vows was one of the best days I've ever had in my life.
00:05:29There's literally no other way to describe it.
00:05:32When we left the experiment, Bailey and I made it work when it came to the distance.
00:05:39We were in such a good place.
00:05:42Just perfect.
00:05:45That only lasted a really, really short period of time.
00:05:50Things started to change.
00:05:52I felt like I was putting so much into it,
00:05:54and I felt like Bailey wasn't in this relationship
00:05:58as much as he had been throughout the experiment.
00:06:01Beck became quite confrontational about little things
00:06:05that she never had an issue with before.
00:06:07I did voice it multiple times, but nothing changed.
00:06:12Then, um, Bailey broke up with me.
00:06:22Yeah.
00:06:23And my world came crashing down.
00:06:29Everything that we had had was ripped from underneath me.
00:06:33Since then, we've not been in touch.
00:06:41I have regrets of how it ended.
00:06:44It's been tough not being with her, not having her.
00:06:48Definitely still in love with Beck.
00:06:51Oh, I start to talk about her.
00:06:53It's hard not to want to be back with her
00:06:55because all I remember is the good times.
00:06:57Oh, I need that one bit.
00:07:05How are you feeling about seeing everyone?
00:07:07I don't think it's going to be a nice feeling walking into a room
00:07:09where half of them don't really like me.
00:07:12Things between me and Beck aren't good
00:07:14because of a situation that happened at a festival with Bailey
00:07:18very soon after they'd broken up.
00:07:20I went to the festival in Sandbanks with two of my friends
00:07:24and I saw Bailey.
00:07:26I didn't actually see Beck, she had left.
00:07:28Bailey took a liking to my friend
00:07:29and they ended up sleeping together.
00:07:36Wow.
00:07:37I can't piece together everything from that night.
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:39I'd had a few drinks, but at no point did I think that was going to happen.
00:07:43I'm shocked.
00:07:45I ended up breaking the news to Beck,
00:07:47but I didn't expect the amount of backlash that I got.
00:07:52Bailey slept with April's friend,
00:07:56but the only reason that I found out is because I rang April,
00:08:00so she doesn't understand girl code.
00:08:02She's got an apology to make.
00:08:04Beck would have never have found out if I didn't tell her.
00:08:08Bailey wasn't going to tell her.
00:08:09I even asked him to so that it could come from him,
00:08:12but he said no.
00:08:13Really?
00:08:14I did try to get him to do the right thing
00:08:15and it didn't happen.
00:08:17When it all came out,
00:08:18I felt like I was just in the lines then
00:08:19like everyone was just on me.
00:08:21It now feels very obvious
00:08:22that some of the girls are not a fan of me.
00:08:25They were just not treating me fairly in any way.
00:08:27They were being nasty about my friend.
00:08:29They don't follow me on social media.
00:08:31It honestly felt like I was the one that slept with Bailey.
00:08:34That's how I got treated.
00:08:35I didn't invite him back.
00:08:36I didn't know he was coming back.
00:08:37What do people expect me to do?
00:08:39Drag a six foot four man out of a building.
00:08:41It was very much shooting the messenger.
00:08:42Bailey's definitely the one in the room.
00:08:45Heading into the dinner party,
00:08:46I honestly just don't know
00:08:47what Rebecca's reaction is going to be to me.
00:08:50Just frustrating because at the end of the day,
00:08:51I put my neck in line to tell Beck information
00:08:54that Bailey was not going to tell her,
00:08:56but to ostracize me completely from the group.
00:09:00It's just like being at school again.
00:09:02Playground bullshit.
00:09:12Oh, it's amazing. It's good to be back.
00:09:15It feels like the first dinner party again, doesn't it?
00:09:18The first dinner party had loads more people here, didn't it?
00:09:20It did.
00:09:22I'm really excited to be reunited with everybody.
00:09:24I can't wait to show everybody.
00:09:26You know, we've still got such a strong love for each other.
00:09:30There you go.
00:09:32Walking to this dinner party, it feels even more special.
00:09:35Cheers.
00:09:36Yes.
00:09:36Can't wait to show everyone the fairy tale has come true.
00:09:42Hey!
00:09:43You all right, guys?
00:09:44I'm happy to be walking in with Sarah tonight.
00:09:46As friends, we still talk regularly.
00:09:48It's nice that you're coming in together.
00:09:50Yes!
00:09:52At the last reunion, there was feelings from me.
00:09:54I was trying so hard to fight for it,
00:09:56but from her side, romantically, it just wasn't there.
00:10:00Have you got tattoos on your neck?
00:10:01Yeah, yeah.
00:10:02Is it because Sarah friends of guys would like that too?
00:10:05That's it. That's what it was.
00:10:05That's what it was.
00:10:06Seeing Sarah again, I can feel what I was feeling before.
00:10:09I have to be honest.
00:10:10Do I fancy him?
00:10:12Still no.
00:10:12Sorry, Dean.
00:10:13I'm sorry.
00:10:14Even the neck tats won't do it for me.
00:10:15I'm sorry.
00:10:17Have you been on any of your dates kind of since?
00:10:19I have been on a couple of dates.
00:10:21Oh, you have?
00:10:21Yeah, yeah.
00:10:21I've been dating here and there.
00:10:22I haven't had any dates, guys.
00:10:24I am still single.
00:10:25Very, very single.
00:10:27Single but very happy.
00:10:29Yes.
00:10:30Dean is such a lovely guy.
00:10:31Obviously, when you enter this experience,
00:10:33you do come in looking for love,
00:10:35but I am just very grateful that Dean and I
00:10:37have become such good friends out of it.
00:10:42Hello!
00:10:43Hi!
00:10:45How are you guys?
00:10:47Since the last reunion,
00:10:49I've just been honestly really, really enjoying life.
00:10:52Oh, my God!
00:10:53Oh, my God!
00:10:54I feel the best I've ever felt.
00:10:56How are you?
00:10:57Oh, my God!
00:10:57Your dress is beautiful!
00:10:59It's stunning!
00:11:00I'm in my villain era.
00:11:01You are glowing!
00:11:02I feel more confident than anything.
00:11:04It's such an amazing place to be in.
00:11:08Hi!
00:11:10How are you?
00:11:11How are you?
00:11:11Good.
00:11:12How are you?
00:11:13Going into tonight's dinner party, I'm nervous.
00:11:16It's actually looking insane.
00:11:18Bailey really fucked it.
00:11:19I don't know if I'll feel angry seeing Bailey.
00:11:22I don't know if I'll feel upset.
00:11:25I just want to hear what he's got to say.
00:11:32I feel like I might as well just tell you from my side what's happened.
00:11:37Me and Bailey, as you know, were in the place of, like,
00:11:40potentially me moving to Hove.
00:11:42We were looking at places to live.
00:11:43I was speaking to a girl about sharing a clinic with her there,
00:11:45like, fully moving my life down there.
00:11:48And then we had little bickers when we came out of the experiment
00:11:51and I felt like he didn't...
00:11:53just wasn't in it as much anymore.
00:11:56We went away for a little trip to Dublin and we bickered
00:11:59and he went, I don't want to be with you anymore.
00:12:01When we woke up in the morning, he was like,
00:12:03I can't believe I broke up with you yesterday.
00:12:05I'm begging for forgiveness.
00:12:07So I was just thinking, it's just one of those things, like,
00:12:09you know, he's had a drink, whatever.
00:12:11Then we came to Sandbanks and met you two, didn't we?
00:12:14And he did the same thing on that Saturday
00:12:15when we argued, he went, I don't want to be with you anymore.
00:12:18And then after that, for the next 24 hours,
00:12:20he was trying to sleep with me, like, trying to have sex with me,
00:12:22told me he loved me.
00:12:24And when we got to the festival, he was completely different.
00:12:27Like, he acted like I didn't exist.
00:12:32I was visibly upset. I spoke to you, didn't I?
00:12:34I was like, look, I feel dead uncomfortable.
00:12:36I'm just going to leave.
00:12:37Packed all my stuff up, got in the car.
00:12:38And before I'd even got home,
00:12:40he was having sex with April's best friend.
00:12:48He broke me.
00:12:51And I never thought he would.
00:12:55Bailey didn't even tell me.
00:12:56I rang April straight away.
00:12:58So you had to call April to find out the news?
00:13:00Yeah.
00:13:01So she never contacted you first?
00:13:03No.
00:13:07I have no time for people like April.
00:13:11If it was any of you girls, any of you,
00:13:13I would ring you and say, look, I need you to know this.
00:13:15I've got to let you know.
00:13:16She's not a girl's girl.
00:13:19She's not a girl's girl.
00:13:19We saw that during partner swap with Stephen.
00:13:21And I always questioned how April behaved with Leo.
00:13:26So what do you think is missing from your marriage?
00:13:28I don't have flirtiness.
00:13:33She feels like you know me a little bit more now.
00:13:37What do you feel like you do for her?
00:13:39I make sure the apartment's always clean.
00:13:41I do all washing.
00:13:42Being a gentleman, I always pick up the bill.
00:13:45That's mad to me.
00:13:46There's no potential in this relationship.
00:13:48I worry you're going to get yourself hurt.
00:13:51I wouldn't trust her as far as I could throw her.
00:14:01I haven't spoken to half of the girls
00:14:03since Bailey slept with my friend.
00:14:07They've got this misconception of me.
00:14:09It's just mean girl behaviour.
00:14:11Going into the dinner party,
00:14:13I think there's going to be a fair bit of animosity.
00:14:15But I'm not going to let anyone assassinate my character.
00:14:18Because it's not fucking fair.
00:14:24Hello!
00:14:26Hi!
00:14:28Hi!
00:14:30Hello!
00:14:31Hi!
00:14:34Hi!
00:14:35Hi!
00:14:37Hi!
00:14:39Walking in to the mixer definitely feels awkward for me.
00:14:42Thank you!
00:14:44Hi!
00:14:44Hi!
00:14:45I can see from Nelly and Bec's face that this isn't going to be fun.
00:14:53Have you been April?
00:14:55Yeah, I mean not great.
00:14:56It's definitely quite frosty.
00:14:59It's just different than walking into a room where half the fucking people hate you.
00:15:03You were just put in such a difficult position because it was your friend.
00:15:05You wouldn't have condoned any of that behaviour.
00:15:07No.
00:15:07Like it's not on you.
00:15:09I'm pissed at the way that I was treated because of it.
00:15:11I was trying to do the right thing.
00:15:12Because I genuinely think I like Nelly, Bec and Leah.
00:15:15Just not a fan of me at all.
00:15:18But for something I just don't think is just.
00:15:20Everyone's going to be here tonight so I think this one needs to be aired and cleared.
00:15:23Yeah, fucking right.
00:15:28Hello everyone!
00:15:29Hi!
00:15:30Hi!
00:15:33Throughout the whole experiment I feel like Leah dismissed my feelings.
00:15:37And she never really took accountability for anything that she did.
00:15:41Your behaviour, jokes and remarks towards other women caused me to be more closed off.
00:15:47Disagree.
00:15:48I often felt like I was being managed, not met.
00:15:52I need to feel more supported by my partner.
00:15:54And if you weren't a closed book maybe you would have got that from the beginning.
00:15:57You're acting as if I haven't fucking tried. I have tried.
00:15:59I don't feel my energy was met.
00:16:01Neither do I.
00:16:02You got anything else to say?
00:16:03Not really.
00:16:06I might not completely agree with some things that she's said.
00:16:08But look, it was a long time ago. We've moved on now.
00:16:11For me looking back on the experiment, I've never tried so hard in a relationship in my life.
00:16:16I was never going to win with that girl.
00:16:18But tonight I'll be civil.
00:16:20I don't want to have any bad blood with Leah.
00:16:22I don't want that negativity in my life anymore.
00:16:36Please have the conversation.
00:16:38I think you need to do it.
00:16:40Fuck me.
00:16:41Yeah?
00:16:41I want to speak to Bec.
00:16:43I don't think I deserve how she treated me in any way.
00:16:46I don't get the animosity because of something that isn't my fault.
00:16:54Do you want to go for a chat?
00:17:02I do want to get my point across.
00:17:04I'm not staying silent and I will back myself.
00:17:09So, do you want to tell me why there's so much anger from you towards me?
00:17:13I don't have anger towards you.
00:17:14You obviously dislike me heavily.
00:17:17I don't dislike you.
00:17:19I just don't...
00:17:20I would never associate with somebody like you.
00:17:25Wow.
00:17:25Really?
00:17:26Yeah, really.
00:17:26That's a fucked up comment.
00:17:28You've asked me a direct question, April.
00:17:30I'll answer you.
00:17:31I would never associate with somebody like you.
00:17:32Jesus Christ.
00:17:32Right, okay.
00:17:33And why is that?
00:17:34Because of how you acted.
00:17:36What do you mean how I acted though?
00:17:37I did not go in there wanting my friend to get with Bailey.
00:17:40I never said you did.
00:17:40That's how I'm being treated.
00:17:41By who?
00:17:45By this fucking reaction.
00:17:47I'm not treating you like you slept with him.
00:17:48I'm treating you like you're the opposite of a girl's girl, which is what you are.
00:17:51Which is not.
00:17:51Why would I have told you then?
00:17:53You didn't tell me I rang you and you told me what had happened 48 hours after he'd shagged
00:17:59your best mate.
00:18:00I said to Bailey, I think you need to tell Bailey because I don't think this is okay.
00:18:03He told me not to do it.
00:18:05So then I messaged Abby like Abby, what the fuck do I do?
00:18:07I asked her basically what...
00:18:08I don't even know why you'd question yourself.
00:18:09What do I do?
00:18:10Because Bailey told me not to do it.
00:18:12Exactly.
00:18:12So why didn't you tell me first?
00:18:13Why didn't you speak to Bailey?
00:18:14Listen.
00:18:14Why didn't you speak to Bailey first?
00:18:15Tell me.
00:18:16Because I wanted him to tell you.
00:18:17So you told Bailey to tell me, but then you still waited on telling me yourself.
00:18:21No, so listen.
00:18:22I rang you.
00:18:22Listen.
00:18:23Don't speak to me like that.
00:18:23I'll walk away from you.
00:18:24Then just stop speaking to Bailey.
00:18:25She'll speak like a piece of shit.
00:18:28Why didn't you pick up the phone to me straight away as a girl and say,
00:18:31Look.
00:18:32It's fucking bullshit.
00:18:33I fucking told you.
00:18:34Because I told you.
00:18:36You didn't tell me.
00:18:36I rang you and you told me.
00:18:38No, because I was fucking panicking.
00:18:39I was terrified to tell you because I knew how much of it was going to hurt you.
00:18:43You would have never found out if it wasn't for me.
00:18:45Ever.
00:18:46I wasn't telling you because I didn't want to be a girl's girl.
00:18:48That's not the case.
00:18:49Of course it is.
00:18:49I was just fucking terrified of hurting you.
00:18:51I don't believe it.
00:18:52I believe you don't know the difference between right and wrong when it comes to girl code.
00:18:55Oh, of course.
00:18:55And you've proven yourself with Nellie and Steven.
00:18:57You've proved yourself.
00:18:59I knew who you were anyway.
00:19:00Yeah, you already had a preconception on me.
00:19:02Of course I did.
00:19:02You already made up your fucking mind.
00:19:03Of course I did.
00:19:04Before the show was aired, before anything, you had your mind made up.
00:19:06Of course I did.
00:19:07Which was clear on fucking partner stuff with Leo, yeah.
00:19:09Of course I did.
00:19:09You had your mind made up from then.
00:19:10Of course I did.
00:19:10You're the one with girl code, are you?
00:19:11You're the one with girl code.
00:19:13Don't point at me.
00:19:14Don't point at me.
00:19:21Actually, she's not a good person.
00:19:22Wow.
00:19:22Then when I saw you with Nellie and Steven, I thought, actually, she's even more.
00:19:26You're a fucking, you are.
00:19:27I thought you were a nice person.
00:19:29I am a really nice person.
00:19:30You're not, you're a fucking bitch.
00:19:44When I met you, I actually quite liked you.
00:19:47I actually quite liked you.
00:19:48I thought she was pretty cool too.
00:19:50Same.
00:19:51But then when I spoke to Leo, I was like, actually, she's not a good person.
00:19:54Wow.
00:19:54When I saw you with Nellie and Steven, I thought, actually, she's even more.
00:19:57You're a fucking, you are.
00:19:59I thought you were a nice person.
00:20:00I am a really nice person.
00:20:01You're not.
00:20:01You're a fucking bitch.
00:20:09What's just happened?
00:20:13She just needed a minute of her time.
00:20:16What's just happened?
00:20:17It's fine.
00:20:17It's fine.
00:20:17She's irrelevant.
00:20:18It's fine.
00:20:21Let's go sit somewhere.
00:20:31Come on.
00:20:32Come on.
00:20:33I know.
00:20:34I know.
00:20:34I know.
00:20:34I know.
00:20:37Call me a bitch.
00:20:38Why are you a bitch?
00:20:39Because apparently I already made my mind up about her.
00:20:41I said, yeah, I did when I saw you, how you was acting with Leo and I saw how you
00:20:44was acting
00:20:45with Nellie and Steven.
00:20:45Of course I made my mind up about you.
00:20:47Yeah.
00:20:47And then this just confirms it.
00:20:52You knew what you were doing.
00:20:53Gosh, I'm so angry.
00:20:57I know.
00:21:00What the fuck?
00:21:01You're telling me I'm not a fucking person.
00:21:02Are you fucking mad?
00:21:04I know.
00:21:06That's not fair.
00:21:07That's not fair.
00:21:07I know.
00:21:07That's not fair.
00:21:08I know.
00:21:09April has tried to do the right thing by Bec.
00:21:11Bailey's a big boy and that's not April's responsibility.
00:21:14So I don't think she deserves that.
00:21:17God.
00:21:19When her friend messaged her and said, I've slept with him, she should have gone, Bec,
00:21:23just want to let you know.
00:21:24This is what's happened.
00:21:25I know it's going to hurt you.
00:21:26I'm so sorry.
00:21:27She gave me every excuse under the sun then and then told me I'm a bitch.
00:21:33She's saying that from the partner's world when she spent it with Leo, at that point
00:21:38she decided that I wasn't a good person, but she's telling me I'm not a girl's girl
00:21:41because she's taking a man's word, but I'm not a girl's girl.
00:21:44Do you know what I mean?
00:21:45I know.
00:21:46How twisted.
00:21:46I know.
00:21:47That doesn't make any sense.
00:21:48I know, I know, I know.
00:21:49This girl's girl thing is so toxic.
00:21:51I know.
00:21:52It's so toxic.
00:21:54I hate you.
00:21:55Cheers to being a girl's girl.
00:21:57Yeah.
00:21:58I'm angry.
00:21:59I'm a 32-year-old woman.
00:22:01Why am I going through this playground bullshit with this clique?
00:22:05When I had no idea that it was going on with Bailey and my friend, I did not invite
00:22:10him back to the Airbnb, I actively discouraged it.
00:22:12This is such mean girl behaviour.
00:22:14I know.
00:22:15Where are we?
00:22:17That's a bullshit.
00:22:25How do you feel towards Rhys?
00:22:27I don't hate him.
00:22:28I'm a resentful.
00:22:30Yeah.
00:22:30Probably.
00:22:31And you were hurt, yeah.
00:22:32The issue is...
00:22:34Yeah.
00:22:34Me and you were being breadcrummed and unfortunately we low-key just allowed that to happen and fall
00:22:39for it.
00:22:40We did.
00:22:46Me and Leesha unfortunately didn't work out.
00:22:48But I hope we can put all the disagreements behind us and just move forward.
00:22:53But it's how she wants the player.
00:22:59Hi!
00:23:01How are you?
00:23:04How are you?
00:23:04Feeling really apprehensive.
00:23:06You okay, Leesha?
00:23:08Yeah.
00:23:08This is the first time I have seen Rhys.
00:23:11The last time I did see him I was heartbroken.
00:23:16One minute, it was good.
00:23:17Yeah.
00:23:18We had one argument and then it wasn't good and then you had to finish it and just don't...
00:23:23Because that was the now in a coffin for me.
00:23:25I feel like I got completely blindsided by it.
00:23:28I am so hurt.
00:23:30I know you are.
00:23:31I know you're just hurt.
00:23:32I honestly did.
00:23:35I know.
00:23:36I honestly did love you so much.
00:23:42Right?
00:23:42You all right?
00:23:43Yeah.
00:23:44I know.
00:23:45I've had that time to heal and I'm stronger within myself.
00:23:49But seeing these for the first time I still feel nervous.
00:23:55How are you?
00:23:55You okay?
00:23:56I just hope emotions don't overtake me like the last time.
00:24:00Oh, my heart is beating out of fucking chefs.
00:24:06Hello.
00:24:11Hi.
00:24:12Hi.
00:24:13Hey.
00:24:14Hello.
00:24:15How are you?
00:24:16How are you?
00:24:17Good.
00:24:17How are you?
00:24:18How are you?
00:24:19I feel so good to be back.
00:24:21How are you?
00:24:22How are you?
00:24:23Yay.
00:24:24You know, I've learned a lot from my mistakes.
00:24:26I've done nothing but mind my business.
00:24:28So hopefully it's just drama free around me at least.
00:24:33Have you been?
00:24:34I've been really good.
00:24:35Yeah.
00:24:35Rolling with it.
00:24:36Apps and the downs.
00:24:37All of it, eh?
00:24:39Judy Ruth's actions have been absolutely not okay.
00:24:41But I was happy to give her a hug because actually she has been accountable.
00:24:45She's owned it and I've kind of left all that behind me.
00:24:48She's not always me.
00:24:49She has genuinely slept with his husband.
00:24:51Yet her reception was better.
00:24:53Than yours?
00:24:54Yeah.
00:24:55Yeah.
00:24:56Yeah.
00:25:04How, like, are you doing, like, are you okay?
00:25:06I feel okay.
00:25:08It's been a while.
00:25:10Never expected him to do what he did.
00:25:13When was the last time that you spoke to him?
00:25:15We never spoke in person.
00:25:16I can't look at him now with the same eyes that I used to look before.
00:25:26Going into the dinner party, I am nervous.
00:25:29It will be the first time seeing Daveed since we separated.
00:25:34All communication is broken down between Daveed and I.
00:25:38I begged, I pleaded for him to come back to me.
00:25:45It just gets to a point where you just can't force someone to love you.
00:25:52Oh, my God!
00:25:55My darling!
00:25:56My darling!
00:25:57Oh, wow.
00:25:58My gorgeous.
00:25:59You look amazing.
00:26:01You look so good.
00:26:02I'm so freaking nervous.
00:26:04Okay.
00:26:05So?
00:26:06I'm feeling anxious.
00:26:08I truly loved Kia.
00:26:09I haven't really looked him in the eyes since we've broken up.
00:26:12Oh!
00:26:12Amazing!
00:26:13My gorgeous!
00:26:15I love you guys!
00:26:17So, seeing him is weird.
00:26:21It's just strange.
00:26:23Need anything?
00:26:24No, I'm okay.
00:26:25No, no, no, I'm fine.
00:26:26I'm fine.
00:26:26Do you want to sit there?
00:26:27Yeah, yeah.
00:26:29Obviously, I'm not Kia's biggest fan at this point.
00:26:31If he takes accountability, fair enough.
00:26:33But if he tries to deflect and tries to push any blame onto Daveed,
00:26:37I'm not going to stand for that.
00:26:45I'm feeling good.
00:26:46Yeah?
00:26:46Yeah, like, I'm feeling confident.
00:26:48Feeling good.
00:26:48Yeah?
00:26:49Love, love.
00:26:49And you?
00:26:49You okay?
00:26:50Yeah, good.
00:26:51Are you okay?
00:26:52I'm just not anxious.
00:26:54Yeah.
00:26:54Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:26:57Shaking a little bit.
00:26:58Yeah.
00:26:59So, yeah.
00:26:59I think you need some time to hear.
00:27:01I still think there's a lot of hearing time.
00:27:03Yeah.
00:27:03100%.
00:27:04I still feel like it's quick raw.
00:27:06Mm-hmm.
00:27:07Yeah.
00:27:07Very much so.
00:27:15How are you, man?
00:27:16All right.
00:27:16How have you been?
00:27:17All right.
00:27:17I've been all right.
00:27:18Honestly.
00:27:19I literally just want to say that I'm really, really sorry.
00:27:21But, like, properly.
00:27:23And watching it back as well was just really eye-opening.
00:27:25And I'm so sorry that I hurt you.
00:27:27No, like, just really low.
00:27:28Honestly, I really fucked up and made a really big...
00:27:31No, I made a really big mistake.
00:27:33Yeah, it's fine.
00:27:34The thing is, obviously, at the last dinner pot,
00:27:37that we all had it.
00:27:38If Joe was there, he would have just got as much shit as you did.
00:27:41It just so happened to be that you were there.
00:27:44I've heard that Julie Roof and Joe got matching tattoos.
00:27:48Hello?
00:27:49Oh!
00:27:50Would you want to be in a relationship with Joe?
00:27:52Yes, I know.
00:27:53I'm not talking to you.
00:27:54Well, I'm talking to you.
00:27:58Don't put your hands to me like that, man!
00:28:00Don't do it!
00:28:02Oh, man.
00:28:02Don't do it.
00:28:06How have you been?
00:28:07Because I'm guessing it hasn't been easy for you.
00:28:09What do you mean?
00:28:09It's been so much fun!
00:28:10I love the backlash of the trolls!
00:28:12I'm having the best time of my life!
00:28:14What do you mean?
00:28:15Julia Roof is Julia Roof, right?
00:28:17She said, sorry.
00:28:18We've hashed that out.
00:28:19I'm very happy in my life right now.
00:28:22I just want everyone to get along.
00:28:23There's so much going on.
00:28:25Yeah.
00:28:26Like, fuck it.
00:28:27It's all done.
00:28:29What's it?
00:28:29That's a pot.
00:28:32It's all done.
00:28:39Going into this reunion,
00:28:40it's hard to know what exactly I want to say to Beck.
00:28:44I want to know if she's still got feelings there,
00:28:46because if I'm honest, I definitely do.
00:28:49I know how much love we have for each other,
00:28:50and I know how good we were with each other,
00:28:52and I think that we might have made a mistake.
00:28:59Hello, boys!
00:29:00You okay?
00:29:02You okay?
00:29:03You okay?
00:29:04You okay?
00:29:05You okay?
00:29:05You okay?
00:29:06You okay?
00:29:08It feels really emotional, Team Bailey.
00:29:11I remember how much I loved him.
00:29:14It feels like I'm back there again,
00:29:17like I'm living all of these moments all over again.
00:29:21Yeah.
00:29:22You look nice.
00:29:24You all right?
00:29:24Yeah, we are.
00:29:25Sure.
00:29:27Hi, Bailey.
00:29:27You all right?
00:29:28Yeah.
00:29:28We all right?
00:29:29Boy-o's.
00:29:30Hello.
00:29:30How are we?
00:29:48Sorry.
00:29:51It's just upsetting seeing him for the first time,
00:29:54and all those feelings come back.
00:29:56Oh, my God.
00:30:04I don't have time to be able to talk to her.
00:30:06I'm still in love with a girl.
00:30:07It's hard, mate.
00:30:08I don't know if she's upset.
00:30:09I don't know how she feels.
00:30:10She's really hard, isn't it?
00:30:11She really hurt.
00:30:12Yeah.
00:30:12She said she saw a different version of you when the cameras stopped, she said.
00:30:16And I had someone that worshipped me when we were in the experiment,
00:30:20and then we'd come out, and you didn't.
00:30:22How it ended was messy.
00:30:24I take on full blame for it.
00:30:26I know I shouldn't have got to someone else so soon,
00:30:27but that isn't the reason why we split up.
00:30:30So much stuff had happened for us to get to that point.
00:30:33I'd split up with Beck twice before this.
00:30:36After the experiment, she was picking at me for a lot of things,
00:30:38and it's almost like she was sabotaging the relationship,
00:30:41and I just didn't know what was going on.
00:30:42It was like a switch flick for her.
00:30:45You're talking about the same thing too much.
00:30:47You're negative about work.
00:30:48She was never like that in the experiment.
00:30:50Like, I don't really like arguing.
00:30:51I'm not very confrontational.
00:30:52I was just like, Beck, I don't want this kind of relationship.
00:30:56And then when we went down to Sandbanks,
00:30:57that was like last chance to loom me.
00:30:59The first day, I think I wrote seven things down.
00:31:02I wrote them down, the things that she was picking at me for.
00:31:04And I was like, what are you doing?
00:31:07I definitely shouldn't have got to someone else.
00:31:08I know I upset her, but it wasn't just that.
00:31:10Out of nowhere.
00:31:11Like, the relationship's rosy.
00:31:12Do you know what I mean?
00:31:13Yeah, yeah.
00:31:15I'm confused as to how Beck thinks it ended.
00:31:18She was causing arguments over literally nothing.
00:31:21It was like I couldn't breathe without her telling me off for doing something.
00:31:25I've voiced it so many times to her.
00:31:27I don't know what else I could have done.
00:31:28I hear her saying all this stuff and like, how I changed.
00:31:31She knows why I might have changed how I was after the experiment.
00:31:35I think the beginning of the end for us was the fact that as soon as final vows had finished,
00:31:40Beck said she's got something to tell me that she'd been hiding from me
00:31:43that I think would probably change anyone.
00:31:46She knows what it was.
00:31:48If it was made, then say a piece.
00:31:49My advice would be, say a piece.
00:32:05Oh, you're very darling.
00:32:15Isn't this nice?
00:32:19I found out how to use cutlery tonight.
00:32:24She's like, I'll give you a little demonstration.
00:32:26She's like, come on, Rhys!
00:32:30SHE LAUGHS
00:32:30SHE LAUGHS
00:32:32SHE LAUGHS
00:32:32I've just got a taste of it.
00:32:42This is fucking awkward, isn't it?
00:32:48How are you? You all right?
00:32:50Mm-hmm.
00:32:50Yeah, you been OK?
00:32:52Yeah. I'm fine now.
00:32:54What was wrong?
00:32:57What was wrong, Bailey?
00:32:58What?
00:33:00What was wrong?
00:33:00Yeah, what was wrong?
00:33:02What do you think was wrong with her?
00:33:03Well, what? I'm just trying to make conversation.
00:33:05Well, you know what was wrong, surely?
00:33:07What, that we split up?
00:33:08And the rest?
00:33:09And that I got with someone else.
00:33:11Yeah, five hours after I left you.
00:33:13We split up on the Friday and we went to an event on a Sunday.
00:33:16OK.
00:33:17Did we split up on the Friday?
00:33:18OK.
00:33:18No, don't say, OK, I'm just asking you.
00:33:20OK, did you try and sleep with me on Saturday?
00:33:22We slept in the same bed.
00:33:23Did you try and sleep with me?
00:33:24Probably.
00:33:24Did you?
00:33:25And you was all over me.
00:33:26Tell me you love me.
00:33:28Well, one Friday night we had a proper conversation.
00:33:30You said, is it definitely over for good?
00:33:31And I said, yeah.
00:33:33Oh, fuck.
00:33:35So you broke up with me.
00:33:36Then you tried to have sex with me in bed.
00:33:39Yeah.
00:33:39You told me you loved me.
00:33:41Then you slept with someone else.
00:33:43And you were never going to tell me.
00:33:46We weren't together.
00:33:47I don't really want to ring up my ex and say,
00:33:49Oh, just to let you know I've got with someone else.
00:33:51That would be a weird thing to do.
00:33:53I got with someone too soon and I shouldn't have stayed as friends.
00:33:56I take on all that blame.
00:33:58But we weren't together.
00:34:00When did we split up?
00:34:01Don't say anything else.
00:34:02What day did we split up?
00:34:03I'll speak how I want to speak.
00:34:04What day did we split up?
00:34:05No, no.
00:34:06I'll speak how I want to speak.
00:34:08I've never rung an ex in my life and just said,
00:34:10By the way, just to let you know.
00:34:12I'm not an ex.
00:34:12You were an ex.
00:34:13I'd split up with you two days before.
00:34:15You were an ex.
00:34:16So why are you trying to sleep with me then?
00:34:17You're an ex.
00:34:17You're still an ex.
00:34:18Why did you try and sleep with me?
00:34:20Because I still loved you.
00:34:21It was stupid to stay as friends.
00:34:23Someone get my phone because you were kissing me on pictures
00:34:26on the Saturday night.
00:34:28We had split up then.
00:34:29So why were you kissing me on pictures?
00:34:30Why were you kissing me on pictures?
00:34:33If I was an ex on the Friday...
00:34:34We had split up.
00:34:35Answer me.
00:34:35But we'd split up.
00:34:36Answer me.
00:34:37But we'd split up.
00:34:38Answer me!
00:34:45I'm more than happy to take on my responsibility
00:34:48for how this relationship ended.
00:34:49And I know it upset Bec.
00:34:50But there is a whole other side to this as well.
00:34:52There was a big thing that she told me.
00:34:54And she knows that.
00:34:57With me, you were different.
00:34:59You were.
00:35:00You prioritised everything else other than me.
00:35:02Bec.
00:35:02You were so different.
00:35:04All I wanted was the Bailey that I had in the experiment.
00:35:07You were the perfect husband.
00:35:09You were perfect for me.
00:35:10And then we came out.
00:35:11Bailey, you were so different.
00:35:13That is not the reason why we split up.
00:35:16Are you joking me?
00:35:17I still feel like I have that loyalty to protect Bec's feelings,
00:35:21but there's only so much blame I can take on at this point.
00:35:24So you were exactly the same in the experiment with me
00:35:26as you were when we came out?
00:35:28Probably not.
00:35:29I think the whole point is here.
00:35:31You dumped her.
00:35:32Why do you think we split up then?
00:35:34Because you completely changed and you come out with the experiment.
00:35:37I heard her crying every day.
00:35:39Why did I change?
00:35:40That's what we want to know.
00:35:41OK.
00:35:42I changed because after final vows, I feel like you lied to me.
00:35:47Why?
00:35:48Because of what you told me in the car on the way home.
00:35:52What?
00:35:53Don't you dare try and deflect this onto me.
00:35:55That's not fair.
00:35:56I don't even want to talk about it because I get upset.
00:35:58After I'd poured my heart out, told you how much I'd loved you,
00:36:03you said, I'm so sorry, I've got to tell you something.
00:36:06During the show, I was messaging my ex.
00:36:36and you didn't tell me until after final vows.
00:36:46As soon as final vows had finished
00:36:49and me and Becca were in the car on the way home,
00:36:51she told me that she'd actually been messaging an ex
00:36:54while she was on the show.
00:36:54I was totally blindsided beck and I spoke about everything throughout the experiment
00:36:59I felt like that was really just breaking our trust completely
00:37:03It was weird the dynamic changed in that car on the way home
00:37:06Can I just say the reason why it was because Beck going into the experiment just went missing
00:37:11She hasn't spoke to him for ages. He's gone to try and find her
00:37:14Those messages were never flirty messages. I never told him I was doing the experiment, so he didn't know where
00:37:20I was
00:37:21I wanted him to know I was all right. It was dawn
00:37:23If there was nothing bad going on why did Beck not tell me until after the cameras have stopped rolling
00:37:27if it wasn't bad
00:37:29Why not tell me at the time we could have dealt with it?
00:37:31I didn't feel like I needed to tell you that you messaged in your ex during the show
00:37:34You don't think you should have told me that because it was it wasn't a thing
00:37:37I would have told you but I didn't think it was a big deal
00:37:39I understand why Bailey would find it hard that I spoke to my extra in the experiment and don't get
00:37:43me wrong
00:37:44That was not the right thing to do, but you were just to make sure that he was okay
00:37:49Don't put it all on me you broke up with me
00:37:53When you said to me, I don't want to be with you anymore. I thought this is just what Bailey's
00:37:56doing
00:37:57I don't believe him and you've done it the weekend before and then asked to get back together
00:38:01So in my mind there was still some way to fix it
00:38:04So you saying to me Beck I still love you. I was like of course I still love you
00:38:08I was crying in bed to you. I cried myself to sleep. You know I did
00:38:15We're both telling each other we still love don't make it out like it was just you stayed
00:38:18Because I didn't break up with you
00:38:25You broke up with me and that's not fair to say to me. Well, you told me that you still
00:38:29love me
00:38:29Of course I did. I didn't break up with you. I'm not saying you did. I know you didn't
00:38:33So much happened before that and you know it did. Yeah, but I would never have given up on us
00:38:38You broke everything that we had regret that you broke everything so I wish I never done
00:38:43I never wanted to upset you. It was just so slippery
00:38:46It wasn't a side of everything that we went through. How could you do that to me?
00:38:50It's easy to think Bailey broke it up. So he was fine and just went and moved. It wasn't like
00:38:53that
00:38:56It's been fucking hard
00:39:04It's been fucking so odd
00:39:11I need a minute
00:39:14Go get him
00:39:15Fucking hell
00:39:28You held yourself really well. You should be really proud
00:39:30You could
00:39:33So much has happened
00:39:34You got it off your chest, mate. You've done the hard part now
00:39:36I regret doing it because I don't want to upset her
00:39:38But so much has happened
00:39:39I should have voiced it, man. I should have spoken to her about it and like said
00:39:42How much it affected me, do you know what I mean?
00:39:45There's a lot of love there, isn't there, still, to both of you
00:39:55I hate what he's done to me, but I don't hate him
00:39:58I don't hate him
00:40:01I'm just upset
00:40:02Like, he ruined everything
00:40:04He ruined everything
00:40:19Nice not to be involved in any fucking shit
00:40:23We've had enough this season
00:40:32Rhys, how are you feeling?
00:40:33Samish tonight
00:40:34Yeah, tough, yeah
00:40:36Just stirred up some old emotions, you know
00:40:39I don't want to be holding this hate for Rhys
00:40:42Because there was a lot of love there at one point
00:40:43We're very aware that we're very different people
00:40:45But I would like to leave here with no unresolved issues
00:40:49I want to leave here today feeling like I'm at peace with you
00:40:54The last time I saw you, I was devastated
00:40:57I was in a bad place
00:40:59I maybe said things out of just being hurt
00:41:02Walking in today, your energy, it's like you've let that go
00:41:04It's so amazing to see
00:41:05I have
00:41:06Like, it's done
00:41:07And I don't want to hold anger towards you
00:41:10It's not good for me to hold that
00:41:13It didn't work out
00:41:14It's nothing on your character
00:41:16It's not on my character
00:41:17We just wasn't compatible with each other
00:41:19And we just, our personalities didn't align
00:41:21Yeah, we just don't know how to deal with each other
00:41:24There's nothing wrong with that, you know
00:41:26I very much know my own faults
00:41:29I'm very aware of them
00:41:30Especially watching myself back
00:41:32But I will always have a lot of love for Rhys
00:41:35We just had such a laugh
00:41:37You did have some tricks and giggles, didn't you?
00:41:39We did, didn't we?
00:41:41Yeah
00:41:42Leisha, she's a lovely girl
00:41:43She's a good laugh
00:41:44And I wish her all the best
00:41:46I feel like me and Leisha can walk away as friends
00:42:06As it's our last time all being together
00:42:08I thought we should have a little fun moment together.
00:42:13Are you going to rap?
00:42:14Rap, yeah, a little rap for everyone.
00:42:16Deep rapping, no way.
00:42:19All right.
00:42:23This right here has been a crazy ride,
00:42:25so wave your hands from side to side.
00:42:27And then this right here has been a crazy ride,
00:42:29so wave your hands from side to side.
00:42:31It's been a crazy ride, that much is true.
00:42:34It all started when we said I'd do.
00:42:36Didn't work out how we want to.
00:42:38But John and Abby did for you.
00:42:40Daveed told Keira about his triggers.
00:42:42Keira spoke about six figures.
00:42:45Julia Ruth did things he wouldn't do.
00:42:47Not a lot, just talking one or two.
00:42:52But you owed it all, so props to you.
00:42:56As for Steven, he made us cringe,
00:42:57but he finally admitted he'd been on him.
00:43:04This right here with a crazy ride.
00:43:05So wave your hands from side to side to side.
00:43:09So wave your hands from side to side.
00:43:11Oh, thank you, guys.
00:43:16Cheers.
00:43:17Cheers.
00:43:17To all of us.
00:43:18Cheers.
00:43:19Cheers.
00:43:21Cheers.
00:43:21Woo!
00:43:23Well done, Dean.
00:43:29Are you all right?
00:43:31I don't want to be, like, tip for 10 and start.
00:43:36It's been hard, Team Bailey.
00:43:39But when it's just me and him and we look at each other,
00:43:41I remember who it was that I fell in love with
00:43:44and all of the reasons why I fell in love with him.
00:43:48How's Bluebell? Yeah, she's good. She's really good, yeah.
00:43:51Seeing her a lot, which is nice.
00:43:52She asked about it the other day.
00:43:54Don't tell me.
00:43:55Oh, no, yeah, sorry.
00:43:56Don't tell me.
00:43:56Yeah, that's all.
00:44:00Well, she's fine.
00:44:01Yeah, she's good. She's really good, yeah.
00:44:03Good.
00:44:04If I'm totally honest,
00:44:05I didn't think it would be as tough seeing Beck
00:44:08because all I remember is the good times.
00:44:10Seeing her again has just made all those feelings flood back.
00:44:24Do you want to clear, dear?
00:44:26I've asked her for five months.
00:44:28If you want to have the conversation,
00:44:29we can have the conversation.
00:44:31There's definitely a lot of tension between me and Kia.
00:44:34I have tried for months and months and months.
00:44:36I have begged, I've sent letters, I've sent emails,
00:44:39I've sent multiple messages.
00:44:40I've reached out every way possible.
00:44:43I told you in the beginning I wasn't strong enough to meet you.
00:44:45I couldn't do it.
00:44:47A phone call, anything.
00:44:48We had multiple problems afterwards.
00:44:50Okay, cool.
00:44:51You want me to meet you when I have my heart broken?
00:44:54David, I'm not doing this with you.
00:44:55David, I'm not doing this with you.
00:44:56Of course you're not.
00:44:57You blocked communication, not me.
00:45:00I've got my closure now.
00:45:02I opened communication and you blocked it back.
00:45:05After four months!
00:45:07After you text dumped me and didn't give me an opportunity for a phone call.
00:45:10Because I was across the Atlantic, Kia.
00:45:12I tried for four months.
00:45:13I can't give you anything more than my fucking blood.
00:45:16I have nothing to tell you about our breakup.
00:45:19Well, I don't need to tell you anything else either.
00:45:21Oh, okay.
00:45:24Fine.
00:45:25If that's how you feel.
00:45:27He chose to hurt me.
00:45:29I don't think that was enough for Kia.
00:45:31That's the truth.
00:45:32Sorry, what have you discussed?
00:45:33I didn't hear.
00:45:34Perfect, but then we'll just discuss it.
00:45:37Do you want to go?
00:45:38Yeah, let's go.
00:45:39Come on.
00:45:39Yeah.
00:45:45I regret hurting David, but I said everything I could possibly say.
00:45:50And when he cut contact, it was incredibly difficult.
00:45:53So the time came that I just, I just had to move on.
00:46:02How did we get here?
00:46:03Our relationship wasn't good at the end, Daveed, and you know it wasn't good.
00:46:06It wasn't, but we were in a good place when I left.
00:46:08No, we weren't, Daveed.
00:46:10I told you for weeks how much I was drowning.
00:46:13I was calling you crying while you were on flights.
00:46:15You were complaining about the fact I was doing it.
00:46:17I was fucking drowning.
00:46:17I wasn't complaining about the fact.
00:46:19No.
00:46:20I never complained.
00:46:20You said me being like that was impacting your well-being.
00:46:24So I shut off and dealt with it by myself and I spiraled.
00:46:27I was trying to lift you up.
00:46:28I did everything I could.
00:46:30You told me that when I was speaking to you about it and talking about how sad I was,
00:46:33that it was impacting your well-being, which means I stopped talking to you.
00:46:36So I had no one to talk to because the only person I've ever opened up to is you.
00:46:39I had basically been pent up with everything I was going through by myself for two weeks.
00:46:45No, I wasn't fine, Daveed.
00:46:47Do you think I would be the grinder if I was fine?
00:47:01I had no one to talk to because the only person I've ever opened up to is you.
00:47:04I had basically been pent up with everything I was going through by myself for two weeks.
00:47:10No, I wasn't fine, Daveed.
00:47:12Do you think I would be the grinder if I was fine?
00:47:20You left me in a low place.
00:47:22And yes, I spiraled and I did something wrong.
00:47:24And I've always taken accountability.
00:47:25I have never not.
00:47:26I've never.
00:47:27I've never not.
00:47:28But you are not taking accountability for the fact that I was in the lowest place I've been
00:47:31and you just left me there by myself.
00:47:33We talked about that.
00:47:34The day before you flew, one day, it took how many weeks for me to feel comfortable
00:47:38to actually open up to you and be emotionally vulnerable?
00:47:41And you think after you cut that off, I'm going to be able to open the floodgates again?
00:47:44It doesn't justify what you did.
00:47:46I have never tried to justify what I did.
00:47:48What I'm saying is that is what I feel you did wrong that led me to that point.
00:47:53I'm feeling in this conversation that I'm not being heard at all.
00:47:57He is putting the blame on me.
00:47:59The reason why we broke up is because he went on the dating app.
00:48:04I just don't understand why he's trying to flip it.
00:48:08You're angry at me.
00:48:09And I'm trying to figure out why you're angry at me.
00:48:12The reason why we broke up is because of Grindr.
00:48:14That's the only reason we broke up.
00:48:15How are you a safe space if I can't phone you crying because I'm going through a difficult time?
00:48:19Because I'm working, Kia.
00:48:20I'm working and I'm coming back and I have one day off.
00:48:23I sleep five hours ago to see you.
00:48:25I'm tired.
00:48:25Perfect, but then you're not my safe space.
00:48:27Okay.
00:48:28I wasn't being a safe space anymore.
00:48:33No, to Fiji.
00:48:34I wasn't.
00:48:35Okay.
00:48:35No.
00:48:37I think it was.
00:48:38Yeah.
00:48:38Good.
00:48:43I know I'm the one that did wrong and I do accept that.
00:48:46I just felt incredibly isolated and alone and you want your partner to be there when you're struggling with that.
00:48:57I just think we leave it here and we move on with our lives.
00:49:03What happened?
00:49:04He said that it wasn't his safe space.
00:49:07No, wait, wait.
00:49:08Just so I understand.
00:49:11Of course we need to understand.
00:49:13So you weren't Kia safe space?
00:49:16Yeah, prior to the...
00:49:17Prior to Grindr?
00:49:18Yeah.
00:49:19So you could have just ended the relationship rather than doing that?
00:49:23Just so I can hear your side.
00:49:25Lee, I don't need to justify my side to you.
00:49:27I'm not interested in doing so.
00:49:28That's fine.
00:49:30So prior to Kia going on Grindr, you weren't his safe space.
00:49:34So that's why he went on Grindr.
00:49:36I won't ask you because you don't want to address it.
00:49:38Is that what's just been said?
00:49:39Yeah.
00:49:40Right.
00:49:40I mean, paraphrasing massively.
00:49:42I mean, feel free to...
00:49:44No, because it's not your relationship.
00:49:45No, it's not.
00:49:46I'm just curious.
00:49:46We're all here on a table together.
00:49:48Yeah, the difference is this was our actual real love.
00:49:50We were in a real relationship.
00:49:53And I'm just...
00:49:53And it's not to be fucking round-tabled by everyone.
00:49:57I'm not here gossiping with Maeve.
00:49:58No, it's not.
00:49:58And he's been really hurt.
00:49:59The boy's been heartbroken.
00:50:01So I'm just trying to understand.
00:50:01Do you know what?
00:50:02Actually, when two people break up, both are heartbroken.
00:50:04Yeah, I understand that.
00:50:05It's not just one person.
00:50:05I understand that, Kia.
00:50:06I'm not taking that away from you.
00:50:07I understand that you've been upset.
00:50:08Okay, well, then don't get involved at all.
00:50:10I'm just asking David a question.
00:50:12Yeah, console him.
00:50:13Like, Maeve's consoling me.
00:50:14I'm not sat here gossiping.
00:50:15I'm not gossiping.
00:50:16I've literally asked the boy a question.
00:50:17I wasn't involved in the conversation.
00:50:19There's a reason you weren't involved in the conversation,
00:50:20because you weren't involved in the relationship.
00:50:22I'm just trying to understand the same way that everybody else is.
00:50:25I hope that's okay with you.
00:50:28Anyway, David...
00:50:31So, prior to Kia going on Grindr,
00:50:33he said that you wasn't his safe space.
00:50:36And so that was the reason that he went on Grindr.
00:50:38No.
00:50:38Well, our relationship was struggling.
00:50:40Yeah.
00:50:41And that's what led to it.
00:50:44Why?
00:50:45Because I shut it down.
00:50:47Oh.
00:50:48So no one wanted to leave the relationship then?
00:50:51No.
00:50:54That's sad.
00:50:56Yeah.
00:50:59Kia, you okay?
00:51:01Yeah.
00:51:03It's just sad, like, innit?
00:51:05Yeah.
00:51:05Yeah.
00:51:05It's so sad.
00:51:06You two were just, they put me.
00:51:08Yeah.
00:51:10I did my best to support Kia while he was at his lowest.
00:51:13What he doesn't understand is that it was a lot for me to carry.
00:51:16I can't carry him and myself.
00:51:18I tried.
00:51:21I saw him.
00:51:22Is there any way you guys can resolve this?
00:51:29I think both me and you put in the work.
00:51:33We tried to make it work every day, but then when push came to shove, I was extremely exhausted.
00:51:44And so were you.
00:51:47I thought we, I thought that what we had was real and it wasn't the best thing we had.
00:52:00But then we became different people once we came out.
00:52:06And it just ended badly.
00:52:08I wasn't good to you or enough for you on the outside world.
00:52:14Yes, you were.
00:52:15You were enough for me on the outside world.
00:52:17You were always enough.
00:52:20The things that I was going through when we left the experiment.
00:52:24I wasn't equipped to deal with it.
00:52:26You weren't equipped to deal with it.
00:52:29You are beautiful.
00:52:31You light up every room.
00:52:32You are incredible.
00:52:34You being enough was never the issue.
00:52:38Okay?
00:52:39Never the issue.
00:52:41Ever.
00:52:42Thanks.
00:52:43Amazing.
00:52:52I'm sorry.
00:53:07Despite everything, I do not regret any aspect of this experience.
00:53:12I'm always going to miss him.
00:53:13I'm always going to love him.
00:53:14I'm always going to miss what we had.
00:53:20Tonight was clarity for me.
00:53:22That I wasn't the issue.
00:53:24And that I am enough.
00:53:26This is the end of key and the beat.
00:53:28I'm now just the beat.
00:53:30And that's more than fine for me.
00:53:37I'm fine.
00:53:42I'll be all right.
00:53:54Guys, I've got an honesty box.
00:53:59Good evening.
00:54:01The questions in tonight's honesty box offer you all one final opportunity
00:54:05to be totally open and honest with each other.
00:54:07They may be challenging for some of you at the table,
00:54:10but we'd encourage you to be candid and courageous
00:54:12to ensure you end this evening without unanswered questions
00:54:16or unfinished business.
00:54:18Love, Mel, Paul and Charlene.
00:54:22Okay.
00:54:24Okay.
00:54:26Dean, what is the most valuable thing you got out of the experiment?
00:54:30The most valuable thing I got out of the experiment was probably
00:54:35learning about myself.
00:54:36Seeing that I do have tendencies to put myself second in relationships
00:54:41and I need to put myself first.
00:54:43And that's okay.
00:54:44And of course, making loads of friends as well.
00:54:46Like, becoming friends with you and also becoming friends with all of you as well.
00:54:49Like, I've not got a bad word to say about anyone.
00:54:51I think everyone can genuinely say we're all leaving better people
00:54:53than when we came in.
00:54:54Yeah, I agree.
00:54:55And I think that's what it is, coming out better.
00:54:57That's what you can hope for, isn't it?
00:54:59Yeah.
00:55:01Cheers, well done.
00:55:03Cheers.
00:55:04Okay.
00:55:05Sarah.
00:55:06Yeah.
00:55:07How would you now describe your type?
00:55:10Oh.
00:55:11I don't have a type now.
00:55:13No tattoos?
00:55:14No tattoos.
00:55:15I've moved on from that.
00:55:17You know, I'm very content.
00:55:18I'm not dating anyone.
00:55:19I'm just, yeah, just enjoying life.
00:55:21Sarah's a lesbian.
00:55:22Yeah.
00:55:24Never say never.
00:55:25Oh, no.
00:55:29Abi, what are you most excited about in our next chapter?
00:55:33So, I'm excited now to be able to move forward.
00:55:38Me and John have made plans that John will be moving down to Bournemouth.
00:55:40Yay!
00:55:41Woo!
00:55:43Yay!
00:55:43That was so good.
00:55:44Yay!
00:55:46You're welcome.
00:55:49Family is so important to us, and I know how close John is with his family.
00:55:53So, John moving down to Bournemouth just shows how committed you are to our relationship.
00:55:58And it means so, so much to me.
00:56:00So, obviously, I'm moving down to Bournemouth.
00:56:03And then everybody will be pleased to know that children have been thought about.
00:56:07If we want to bring up our children, we want the support of our family.
00:56:10And I have lots of my family in North Wales.
00:56:12So, not only have we made a decision about where we're going to live in the very near
00:56:15future, we have also made a long-term decision about moving up to North Wales when we have
00:56:19children.
00:56:20Yay!
00:56:21Yay!
00:56:21I got it!
00:56:22I got it!
00:56:23I got it!
00:56:24I got it!
00:56:26From that very moment when we first set eyes on each other to where we're at now, our
00:56:30relationship has grown and blossomed.
00:56:32We're mapping out our future, and we can go and live our life.
00:56:39April, you have a free pass.
00:56:42Ask anything to anyone you want.
00:56:46Hmm.
00:56:53I guess the question is probably then to Bec.
00:56:58Do you understand that I was just in a really shit position?
00:57:05And I was just trying to do the right thing by you.
00:57:15No.
00:57:15OK.
00:57:17Didn't think you would.
00:57:21She was in a very awkward position, but you did, in the end, handed it in the best way
00:57:25that you thought, and that was by contacting you.
00:57:27You did?
00:57:28You did?
00:57:28Yeah.
00:57:29I think we're missing this whole point.
00:57:31April is stuck in the middle in this situation.
00:57:33I think we need to point the finger at the person who'd done wrong.
00:57:38Bailey.
00:57:38It was somebody from the experiments, friend.
00:57:41You just don't do that, Bailey.
00:57:43You just don't do that.
00:57:45Having done that so soon, Bailey, you probably could avoid Bec to tell her that yourself.
00:57:49You know that's wrong anyway.
00:57:51You know it's wrong anyway.
00:57:53But you called her a bitch.
00:57:55Yeah, because the first thing she said to me is that she wouldn't associate herself with
00:57:58someone like me.
00:57:59I wouldn't.
00:57:59And then the last thing she said was that I wasn't a good person from when she spent
00:58:03time with Leo in the partner swap.
00:58:04I didn't say that.
00:58:04Everything.
00:58:05Yes, you did.
00:58:06That's what you said to me.
00:58:07OK.
00:58:07After the partner swap with Leo, when you saw nothing else, just speaking to Leo-
00:58:12You said to me, I made my decision on you already.
00:58:13And then you did partner swap and you decided I wasn't a good person.
00:58:16That's what you said.
00:58:18Which is fucking bullshit.
00:58:19OK.
00:58:20I'll stand by it.
00:58:20I think that's nasty.
00:58:22It's still unnecessary to call me a bitch.
00:58:24To be told that you don't want to be associated with someone like me and to be told that I'm
00:58:28not a good person is fucking awful.
00:58:31That's mean girl behavior.
00:58:32I'm not a mean girl.
00:58:33Well, that's how it felt.
00:58:35That's unfortunate for you, but I'm absolutely not a mean girl.
00:58:39The majority of the women here will vouch that I'm not a mean girl.
00:58:44You already made your mind made up.
00:58:46That conversation was fucking pointless.
00:58:47You won't listen to anything that's coming out of my mouth.
00:58:49You won't listen to anything that happened.
00:58:51I did.
00:58:51I kept myself just as calm as I'm keeping myself now, but you were doing exactly what
00:58:54you're doing now.
00:58:56We never spent any time together.
00:58:58I made an opinion on you from spending three days with Leo.
00:59:00You took him for a ride.
00:59:01No, I didn't.
00:59:02How was I taking him for a ride?
00:59:03Stop interrupting me.
00:59:04Then I saw how you acted with Steven.
00:59:06I formed an even bigger opinion on you.
00:59:08Yeah, and that's there from that moment.
00:59:09Stop interrupting me.
00:59:10And I still stand by that.
00:59:11Then you let Bailey come into your Airbnb.
00:59:14I didn't let Bailey.
00:59:16And you told me 48 hours later.
00:59:19Still think that the way you acted is not the way I would act.
00:59:21It's not the way she would act or the way she would act.
00:59:23If any of the men here decided to sleep with anybody else's friend, I would be instantly
00:59:27on the phone and say, look, this is what's happened and you deserve to know.
00:59:31That's bullshit.
00:59:32You and this opinion is fucked.
00:59:34I formed a massive opinion on you, April, and I still have that same opinion.
00:59:38I couldn't give a fuck what you think of me, Bec.
00:59:57I couldn't give a fuck what you think of me, Bec.
01:00:08To continuously attack my character over and over when I was trying to do the right thing
01:00:15by telling Bec, I just...
01:00:24Nelly, do you think the right person is still out there for you?
01:00:28Abso-bloody-lutely.
01:00:30Yeah!
01:00:31Yeah!
01:00:32Everybody is!
01:00:34My baby boy is out there!
01:00:36He's weighing on his yacht!
01:00:38Yeah, he is!
01:00:39Yeah!
01:00:40He's 1,000% out there.
01:00:42I just need to find some time to meet him.
01:00:45Just a bit busy.
01:00:46He's fucking there.
01:00:47Yeah, of course.
01:00:48He is there.
01:00:48Absolutely.
01:00:49He's 100% there.
01:00:50And I can't wait to meet him.
01:00:51He's a very lucky man.
01:00:53Yes!
01:00:53Meet this girl!
01:00:56I love you, absolutely.
01:01:00For the first time, I can say I've really learnt self-love.
01:01:02I think that was my biggest lesson here.
01:01:04I have found love.
01:01:05I love me!
01:01:10Bailey, what do you miss most about me?
01:01:14Oh, look, I miss loads of things about you.
01:01:18It's hard, isn't it?
01:01:20I do.
01:01:20I miss loads of things about you.
01:01:22I miss laughing with you the most.
01:01:25Just having you there.
01:01:26We had some nights where we'd sit up all night and just laugh with each other.
01:01:29That's probably the thing we were most matched on is our humour.
01:01:33So, yeah, I miss having you there to laugh with.
01:01:36I just miss you in general, if I'm honest.
01:01:39I miss what we had.
01:01:41I do.
01:01:42I honestly miss what we had.
01:01:43It was fucking special.
01:01:44Okay.
01:01:55Bec.
01:01:55What would it take for us to be able to reconcile?
01:02:11We'll never reconcile.
01:02:18After what happened happened, there was just part of me that just shut off completely.
01:02:24I'll never be able to be in this anymore because the person that I knew wasn't there anymore.
01:02:32I've just got too much self-worth to ever go back there.
01:02:37Yeah.
01:02:38So there's nothing that we could ever do.
01:02:42Game over.
01:02:44It was never a game.
01:02:47Is there any part of you that still lost Bailey?
01:02:51I saw glimpses tonight of the Bailey that I used to know.
01:02:54I remember how much I loved him.
01:02:58And I loved him wholeheartedly, but...
01:03:02I forced myself not to.
01:03:05I forced myself to fall out of love with him.
01:03:09And that's what I've done.
01:03:16Who's next?
01:03:21Okay.
01:03:22Julia Ruth, do you have anything you'd like to say to the group?
01:03:30Okay.
01:03:32Hi, everyone.
01:03:33I know what you're thinking.
01:03:34Not another cringe speech.
01:03:36But here we go.
01:03:38I think it's safe to say this experiment has been wild.
01:03:41Emotional.
01:03:42Funny.
01:03:44Unpredictable.
01:03:45But super magical.
01:03:46This has been fun.
01:03:47This has been iconic.
01:03:49This has been anything but boring as fuck.
01:03:52I also just want to take a moment to say that I'm really sorry to everyone that I've hurt along
01:03:56the way.
01:03:57Nellie.
01:03:59Devani.
01:04:00Maeve.
01:04:02Daveed.
01:04:03Kia.
01:04:04Fuck me, this is a long list.
01:04:06Lee.
01:04:07Leah.
01:04:08From the bottom of my heart.
01:04:10And I hope that one day you'll all be able to forgive me so that we can all be matching
01:04:14tattoos together.
01:04:15Yay!
01:04:15Because why not?
01:04:19Regardless of who is and isn't together, who does and doesn't have a Greg's or a Gayle's, if your pussy
01:04:26is or isn't pulled up, we have all walked in here just trying to do our best and hoping for
01:04:32a love that we could only ever dream of.
01:04:34As the plates clear and the music fades, tonight isn't simply a goodbye.
01:04:39Tonight is a spark, the ignition of everything we're about to become.
01:04:42So here's to the wild ones, the hopeful ones, the brave ones who said yes to this experiment.
01:04:48Because when everything else seemed uncertain, we leaned in, we moved forward and we overcame.
01:04:54And this is just the beginning and I can't wait to see where life takes you all.
01:04:58So please join me in raising a glass or two fingers to all of us and I love you guys
01:05:04lots.
01:05:05Cheers.
01:05:06Cheers.
01:05:07Cheers.
01:05:08Cheers.
01:05:10Juicy root, you smashed that.
01:05:13Cheers.
01:05:14This experiment showed me that you can fall in love with somebody that you never in a million years thought
01:05:20that you would fall in love with.
01:05:21So even though I've come out of this experiment without a husband, I'm glad it was with Bailey and I'm
01:05:26glad we fell in love.
01:05:27I wouldn't change a single thing.
01:05:29I'm so grateful to have John.
01:05:31It's crazy to think that I gave off on love.
01:05:33I can't imagine a life without him now.
01:05:36My time in the experiment has been a roller coaster.
01:05:39I got bitten by a dog.
01:05:41I got drunk on a plane.
01:05:43But would I do it differently?
01:05:44No.
01:05:45Because it was me and I'm leaving here a stronger, more confident woman.
01:05:50This has been full.
01:05:52Full of laughter, joy, love.
01:05:56A lot of fears.
01:05:58But overall it's been great.
01:06:00I'll do it again.
01:06:02Cheers.
01:06:04Cheers.
01:06:10Cheers.
01:06:14Cheers.
01:06:39Cheers.
01:06:41Cheers.
01:06:42Cheers.
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