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00:09I've just, like, broken up.
00:11I'm only going to stay around for a couple of weeks and I haven't gone.
00:13What are you moving away for? You've got your family here.
00:16I'm kind of doing what I'm doing for it.
00:18I want you to love your mum.
00:21Your mum doesn't give me a penny, you cheeky man.
00:24Can you read what that says now?
00:26Where are you going? Here.
00:28Really? Oh, that's good.
00:29Good news!
00:31When I was pregnant, I was getting judged.
00:32And I was like, well, I'm on my way to get my degree and my PhD.
00:36I wanted this to run nice for myself because I had such a bad birth
00:40that I wanted to repair that.
00:41And if anything, I would say the stress of this was worse.
00:45I can't ever get this back, can I?
00:48Yeah, nice.
00:49So this family photo shoot, towards the end of it,
00:52I'm going to propose to Chloe. The time's come. I'm ready.
01:14What would you say? If I needed you like that?
01:20On the bump, Jack. Yeah.
01:23OK? And then we'll do whatever you need to do, OK?
01:26I want to give you my love.
01:28Me and Jack are having a special family photo shoot today.
01:32I'm so calm. I am.
01:34Yeah.
01:35My mum and Elizabeth Hope have come along too,
01:38so they can be a part of us making our first memory with our baby boy.
01:42What Chloe doesn't realise is I'm about to ask her to marry me.
01:47I've been planning it for quite a while now
01:50and I've thought about doing it for even longer.
01:53So it's nice to finally being able to do it.
01:57It all seems... It just doesn't seem real.
02:02..to just face each other but kind of face towards me.
02:06I'm unbelievable.
02:08This is it.
02:12I love you more than anything in this world.
02:17Oh, my God. What is happening?
02:19I love you more than anything in the end.
02:21And I promise to stay by you and our little growing family.
02:26I will do so much.
02:28Will you marry me?
02:29Yes.
02:33Good to do.
02:34I love you.
02:40I think I'm just going to cry.
02:43My hormones are all over the place.
02:45I just... I need five minutes
02:49just to just sit and, like, take in what's just happened.
03:10I was just under the impression
03:12that we were going to get some lovely maternity poems today.
03:16Erm...
03:17And actually, I got engaged.
03:20I love you.
03:22There's just a lot that's just happened.
03:24My life's just changed.
03:26I'm engaged.
03:30Congratulations, guys!
03:34It all went the way I wanted it to.
03:36So all the planning that's gone into it
03:38has finally paid off.
03:39I can't even know what it's saying.
03:42I'm speechless.
03:43Guess what?
03:45Guess what?
03:46You and Jack are going to get married.
03:51What do you think to that?
03:53I need to go on coke.
03:55You need to go on coke?
03:57Let's get some non-alcoholic champagne out, guys!
04:04I'm actually feeling on top of the world.
04:06Like, there's nothing more that you want for your children
04:09than to be happy.
04:12You ready?
04:12Three, two, one...
04:15Yay!
04:18I just want to say congratulations, guys!
04:21Thank you!
04:22I'm absolutely over the moon.
04:24I couldn't wish for a better partner and fiancé for Chloe
04:29and, you know, a better step-daddy for Elizabeth Hope.
04:34Are you excited?
04:36Yeah!
04:37Congratulations, guys!
04:38I'm so proud of you both!
04:43One minute I'm in the middle of a field freezing my little melons off
04:49and, er, next he's down on one knee with a speech.
04:57Wow!
05:00I can't believe this is my life.
05:03All we need is for our little boy to arrive to complete our family.
05:12You walk by, you play it cool
05:16But you must know everybody's talking about you
05:20Can't keep them...
05:22Right, Teddy, here's your outfit.
05:24You must know everybody...
05:26That's your nice outfit, look!
05:29You've got your little bow!
05:31Can we try it on?
05:32No!
05:33Me and Matt have been broken up for a week now
05:36and I'm still getting used to life as a single mum.
05:39It's cute!
05:41No!
05:41Can we just try it? Yeah?
05:45Yeah.
05:46Good boy! Right.
05:47I haven't seen Matt at all since the break-up.
05:50He even missed Jessie's birthday yesterday.
05:53But today's Jessie's christening and he says he's coming.
05:56To be honest, I don't want to see Matt today.
05:59They're a bit big.
06:00They are a bit big.
06:02I'm dreading it, I don't want to see him at all.
06:04But you've got to do what you've got to do.
06:07Oh no, they're not staying enrolled.
06:09I love it!
06:10I was trying to find an excuse to cancel the whole christening
06:13so I didn't have to see him, but that's just wrong.
06:15I never really know
06:19Which way this is gonna go
06:22No one's gonna laugh at you.
06:25Everyone's gonna say you look so cute.
06:28Because I think you look cute and you're my little boy.
06:32Cheers!
06:34I hope there's no drama today, but I can see it coming from a mile away already.
06:38I've literally done everything I can to make the day go smoothly for Jessie.
06:43But I can't control what other people do.
06:46Let's go! Right, go on Ted!
06:53Some people know that me and Matt aren't together, some people don't.
06:57So it's just the questions and just facing it, like literally face on.
07:02When you said without you I couldn't survive
07:08When you said without you I couldn't survive
07:24I'm now 39 weeks pregnant.
07:27I really wanted the baby to arrive naturally.
07:30But it doesn't look like that's gonna happen.
07:33I am so incredibly stressed out right now.
07:36I literally am panicking.
07:39So I just went to the hospital for reduced movements this morning.
07:43And they have said to induce me.
07:46I really, really didn't want to have to be induced or anything.
07:49But they've told me if I don't get induced
07:50then I need to come up every day for monitoring.
07:53And with Valentino that's just not really an option.
07:55I am terrified. I'm so scared.
07:58This is not what I wanted at all.
08:00But it's better that she's here and safe.
08:03So...
08:16My mum's having Tina while I come into hospital.
08:19But I'm having to do this first bit alone
08:21because Aaron's stuck at work until they find cover for him.
08:24And I'm so scared.
08:35I have to get a balloon inserted to try and get labour going.
08:43You can ask us to stop again, okay?
08:45Sorry.
08:46Well done.
08:51We're done.
08:52We're done.
08:53I'm so sorry.
08:54But we're done and you would really leave it.
08:55Well done.
08:57That was so painful.
08:59I'm praying this works.
09:12So far, no change.
09:15But at least Aaron's here to keep me company now.
09:18She's nervous now.
09:20She's nervous now.
09:30So it's day two in the hospital now.
09:33It's been 12 hours since my balloon induction was placed.
09:38So far, not really many changes.
09:40I've got to try and walk as much as possible,
09:42do as many stairs as much as possible
09:44to try and get this balloon working to get myself dilating.
09:48it's definitely very stressful at the moment i am worried that i'm gonna end up having to
09:54have a birth like i had last time i am very scared for it
09:59i'm going to do everything i can to get this baby out today
10:13i honestly i don't feel like this balloon has done anything i really really
10:26don't i'm so uncomfortable and i miss tino so much i really hope i go into labor tonight
10:33and we can just all go home tomorrow
10:35i like it
10:40you hurt my feelings but what i feel inspired to heal
10:45you hurt my feelings
10:49oh little man
10:53tyler
10:57me and tyler had a massive argument
11:00he says i won't let him see carter james on his own
11:03i've been waiting at home all night
11:06waiting for the phone to chime
11:08he's even accused me of cheating
11:10i don't know where we go from here
11:12he's so unpredictable he comes and he goes
11:15blame gets put on me
11:17hey i love you all right
11:18yeah i've never stopped him from seeing him
11:22oh
11:23oh
11:25but he can't just keep coming in and out of his life like he's nothing
11:29you gambler's little boy ain't ya
11:31hey
11:32well come ask anyway
11:33how do you things go you see how you met up with tyler and that
11:36it was all positive
11:37yeah
11:38er
11:38it was like i know i need to change i need to do this i need to do that
11:42and i was like the thing that needs to change
11:43well i told him i need to change
11:45yeah
11:45and he didn't like it
11:47the impression i'm getting is obviously you're doing everything for the baby
11:50you're doing it all the best you can and you're doing brilliant
11:53but
11:54he's just doing his own thing and then he
11:56one day he might be like
11:57oh i'll see carter today
11:59he shouldn't be like that he's got to be his priority
12:02when you're a dad like
12:03your mates come last you know what i mean
12:05yeah yeah
12:06at the minute he's putting them first before carter
12:08yeah that's what i don't like
12:09that's what he has to change yeah
12:11he just needs to grow up
12:12and you have really grown up and
12:14and
12:15the way you deal with him
12:17it's just
12:19i'm so proud i'm very proud of you
12:21i used to need this love
12:25obviously i do still have like there's a little bit of hope
12:27that he's going to wake up and say i want to see the baby
12:30let's make it work
12:31but
12:32i'm not going to force anything on him
12:34on him
12:35just
12:37leave him to it let him do what he wants
12:39at the end of the day i've got my special little boy
12:41that i do anything for
12:42and i can't ask for anything more
12:46i know you all wanted the happy ending
12:49marriage and all this like more kids
12:51but life's not always
12:54plain sailing
12:55forever is a long time
12:58forever is a long time
12:58forever is a long time
12:59forever is a long time
13:02the stars align
13:04the time is right
13:06the universe is open wide
13:09i'm in the clouds and i'm climbing high above
13:13the stars align
13:13khalil
13:14go and get your water bottle from your bedroom please
13:16you need to get your water
13:17me and khalil are spending the day with my mum and brother
13:20do you know where we're going
13:21Yeah. Where are we going?
13:23We're going to the farm.
13:24We're going to the farm.
13:25Yay! Come on, farm!
13:28Which will make a nice change from revision.
13:32It's been a couple of days since I got my offer through from uni.
13:35I've now been officially confirmed for starting this year.
13:39Go and get your water bottle.
13:41Yay!
13:42Even though I have got an unconditional offer,
13:44I don't think I'm going to be that excited, excited
13:47until I'm finished with my exams.
13:49Then I can get on to the celebrations and stuff for me going to uni.
13:52Come on, let's go.
13:57Mum's going away for work tomorrow.
13:59Are we at the farm?
14:02So a family day out is just what we need before she needs.
14:12Love.
14:13That's where love, Mick, come from.
14:15Mum.
14:15There's something wrong with you.
14:16They have to learn, they have to know.
14:18He does not need to learn the cycle of life at two.
14:24Oh, look, they're donkeys.
14:26Woo!
14:27Wow.
14:34Talil, the chicken wings...
14:36Don't say the word.
14:37...come from there.
14:44Yeah.
14:45How are you feeling about the uni staff?
14:47Yeah, I'm excited.
14:49I know I don't seem it, it's just what's up,
14:51because obviously I've got these exams out.
14:53And the thing is, everyone keeps going to me,
14:54well, why are you stressed?
14:55Exactly.
14:56You've got an unconditional offer.
14:57But still, I want it to show that I've actually learnt something in the two years I've been there.
15:01And you've worked hard to achieve those grades.
15:04Yeah.
15:06So how are you going to manage with the nursery and everything?
15:09I don't know.
15:10I'll manage.
15:11I just don't know how.
15:12I'll do it.
15:13Make it an exciting journey.
15:15You know?
15:16I will.
15:17The good thing is, at the end of it, that's when you actually reward yourself,
15:21all the hard work.
15:23And especially where you've come from.
15:26Yeah.
15:27Being a teen mom, still achieving her goals and everything.
15:33Let that itself be your motivator.
15:37That, like, you're doing it for me and my son.
15:40What she really needs is to see who she could be.
15:49I feel like I don't give myself enough grace with the achievements that I've had over the past two years.
15:55I started as a pregnant 16-year-old.
15:57And at that time, all of these things like college, uni, doing something big in my life,
16:01they were just maybes and what ifs.
16:03And now they're actually coming to pass.
16:05Aw, thank you, baby.
16:08When I look at Whitney, all I see is success, success, success, success,
16:12because she has that sheer determination.
16:14She's a goal-getter, and she's very strong.
16:17And that's one thing that I'm so proud, that I know she will achieve whatever she sets her mind to
16:24get.
16:25What's the matter so full?
16:27Come on!
16:35Come on!
16:43The doctor's managed to break my waters.
16:50I think this is it.
16:52I'm finally in labour.
17:17After four days at hospital, and doing everything I could to have a natural birth,
17:22it didn't go the way I'd hoped.
17:24This happened again.
17:29Another emergency space action.
17:39It was just as trauma.
17:44I've had so much pain, and I'm just heartbroken.
18:03Oh, blood.
18:05Yeah, there'd still be blood in there.
18:08Lovely.
18:09Daddy cut your cord.
18:12I was put to sleep during my C-section, so I didn't get to meet Delilah May when she was
18:16born.
18:17She arrived at 9pm, and Aaron was by her side.
18:21Say, hello, Mummy.
18:22This is me.
18:24I got reunited with them both three hours later.
18:29What are you, Mummy?
18:31It wasn't the birth I'd hoped for, but she is perfect, happy, and healthy, and that's all I could wish
18:36for.
18:37Life is fragile from the day we're born.
18:44But I'm on your side, forever, ever, ever, always rain and sunshine.
18:59After everything that happened, it was so good to finally get to bring Delilah May home.
19:04Tino, come here, mate.
19:06Tino, do you want to say hi to Baba?
19:08Say hi to Baba?
19:11Say hi.
19:12And Tino meeting his little sister for the first time was just amazing.
19:21Everything you take away, got some things I want to say, got some things I want to say.
19:31Hello there.
19:32Welcome.
19:33Every moment that you take.
19:36It's Jessie's christening today, and so far, me and Matt have barely even looked at each other.
19:44I thought my mum was sitting next to me, and then my mum left me, and it was just me
19:48and Matt, and it was so awkward.
19:53But it's Jessie's day, so I've got to keep a brave face for his sake.
19:59So we'll make a start then.
20:04OK, Jessie, here we go.
20:07Come on, buddy.
20:09What's that?
20:11So, Jessie Ryan Bishop, I baptise you in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the
20:19Holy Spirit.
20:20Amen.
20:22Amen.
20:22Yes.
20:23Shall we give him a big round of applause?
20:29I was hoping for the first...
20:31Do you want to go back to mummy?
20:34There we go.
20:35Well done.
20:37Jessie did so well,
20:38but I could feel my smile cracking.
20:42Things were more awkward than I thought it was going to be.
20:44I thought it was going to be OK, but it was worse than I expected.
20:48I didn't quite prepare myself for that.
20:53I felt quite emotional seeing Matt again.
20:56I think it's quite hard in family, like, environment.
20:59Like, they were once, like, part of me.
21:02Like, his family loved me as one of their own, and my family loved him as one of their own.
21:09And, obviously, it's just gone.
21:11And, like, the click of her feet, like, click of fingers, do you know what I mean?
21:13Like, it's all just gone.
21:15And that's quite sad.
21:17So, I think I struggled.
21:18Like, I just think I struggled anyway.
21:20Let's see him.
21:21Together.
21:22Cheers, thank you.
21:23Thanks, Matt.
21:24Bless you.
21:24Take care.
21:44It's been an exhausting few days, so I've asked my mum to take Tina out so we can have a
21:49bit of time with Delilah May.
21:50Is that mummy?
21:53No.
21:54Is that her?
21:55But after such a traumatic birth, I feel like I'm struggling to come to terms with the fact that she's
22:01here now.
22:02And I had the same thing when Tina was born.
22:05It is weird now that she's here.
22:07Well, yeah, it's only so surreal when they're actually here.
22:10Yeah.
22:11Because, also, like, it's like one minute they're not here, then they are.
22:14Bless you.
22:15And I feel like it's the same with when, obviously, I had Tina.
22:18Because I was put to sleep for both my C-sections, I go to sleep without a baby and I
22:24wake up with one.
22:25Like, there's no experience of a baby or anything like that.
22:28I literally just wake up to a baby.
22:37I don't know.
22:38I don't know whether it's just a case of it's just me and it's the way I am or whether
22:41it's just the way both my births have gone.
22:44But I don't feel like I've got, like, a baby until they're, like, two, three months old.
22:47Why?
22:48I don't know.
22:51Because, obviously, as I was saying, the whole time I was pregnant with her, like, it'll be interesting to see
22:56if, because I get a proper birth experience, whether I feel any differently or whether it was just me.
23:01But then I didn't get a different birth experience, so it's been the same stuff again, so now I don't,
23:06I still don't know.
23:10Aaron's never going to get how I feel about it and things, but also he's never going to experience it.
23:15He's never going to have a baby in his body for nine months, have these high expectations of how he
23:21wants to birth that baby, and then it go all wrong.
23:24And he's never going to feel like his body failed him, his body didn't do the right things, his body
23:30messed it up, because he's never going to have to go through that.
23:34I just want to put the birth behind me and try and build a bond with my baby.
23:54I'm going to feed you.
23:57Fill your belly up while mummy gets ready.
24:00Tyler's messaged me saying he wants to see Carter James.
24:04He's going to see daddy, aren't you? He's going to see deaf daddy.
24:07I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him, but I think it's only fair for Carter James. Hopefully this
24:12time we won't end up arguing.
24:15It'd be nice to spend some time, obviously, just me, Carter James and Tyler. No arguing. Just nice, peaceful. All
24:21happy for Carter.
24:23Right, I'll sort the prom out.
24:25At the end of the day, he's got a child and he's starting to see him a bit more, putting
24:29him first instead of his friends.
24:32And just get a balance between it all really. I've had to figure it out.
24:45He does get upset and think it should never have been like this.
24:48But I think before we even think about maybe getting back together or anything like that, he has to start
24:54to see Carter James more.
24:55I really hope Tyler won't let us down today.
24:59Hello. You're looking me, aren't you?
25:02And he can prove he wants to be a part of Carter James' life.
25:08Oh, look. Look, who's here?
25:13Hello. What is it? Open your eyes.
25:16It's not fair on the child and it's not fair on me getting false hope and telling him we've seen
25:20his dining don't turn up.
25:22Oh, you're getting big, aren't you?
25:25He's had a kid. You step up now. You're a good dad. And that's all I can really say.
25:30Mummy, it exhausts you. It exhausts me too, lad.
25:38I think we need to talk, like, and just clear everything. Start fresh with him. No arguments, no nothing.
25:45Hello, the other day we were both out of honor.
25:48Step up, that's all I'm asking. Don't let him down.
25:52I think everything you're going to be missing out on if you don't start.
25:55I know. I don't want to miss out on it.
25:57My dad missed out on Marley. I don't want it for him.
26:01It is nice, obviously, seeing you both together, but...
26:05I just wish it was more regular.
26:06Yeah, obviously. And it will be.
26:08Instead, it's not when you feel like it.
26:10It's not just when I feel like it, though.
26:12That's who it's coming across.
26:13It's definitely not like that.
26:20Sometimes I feel like it's only good enough for you some days.
26:28I think we need stories to start reaching up more.
26:31Tell me that you feel this way.
26:34I want you to feel the same.
26:38I just want you to trust me and believe in me.
26:41Because 100% things will change, definitely.
26:43They will, and you'll see.
26:45We'll give him a better life for him.
26:48I think that'll give you the best life, yeah?
26:51Let's just think about him now.
26:53Yeah, we will, definitely.
26:54Hey, I'm done.
26:57It all is on Tyler now, really, how he's going to be,
27:01how he's going to see Kurt and everything.
27:02If he steps up and actually starts being bad for Kurt,
27:06obviously everything could change.
27:08Give him a high five, then.
27:09High five.
27:10Push.
27:30That's it, well done.
27:33After all the excitement of our engagement,
27:35it looks like we're going to celebrate the birth
27:37of our little boy soon, too.
27:41125 for heart rate now.
27:43Exactly.
27:44That's fine.
27:45Completely normal.
27:46I'd always planned for another home birth,
27:49and I'm so glad I'm able to have one.
27:52I started with period-like pains,
27:57and I thought, this is the start.
28:02Didn't sleep all that night.
28:04And then, yesterday, the pain slowly, slowly increased,
28:14and became more and more uncomfortable.
28:17I decided I'm 100% in labour.
28:20You've got this.
28:24You've got this.
28:25You've got this, sweetheart.
28:26I feel really sweet.
28:28I know, darling.
28:29It's quite normal at this stage.
28:31You didn't really have time to fill up the birthing pool,
28:46so it looks like I'm giving birth in the bath.
28:55I know you're tired too, darling.
29:00My sister's taken Elizabeth Hope out,
29:02and my mum's come round to be by my side.
29:05You're amazing, boy.
29:06Nearly there now.
29:07You have got this.
29:09Not one, man.
29:10You're at the end of the road.
29:11You are.
29:12Okay.
29:13Nearly there now.
29:14I'm all proud of you.
29:16Just listen to your body.
29:18That's it.
29:19Well done.
29:21You've got nothing to be scared of, hasn't it?
29:22It's okay.
29:23I'm doing really well.
29:23I'll be sure.
29:25Could be a mummy of two in a minute.
29:31Larry, you can do it.
29:33Well done.
29:35Well done.
29:36You're doing really well.
29:39Really well.
29:40Well done.
29:41I need something on my back.
29:43I know, my darling.
29:44It's coming.
29:45You've got this, sweetheart.
29:47It's coming.
29:48It's time to push, and I need some gas and air to get me through this final bit.
29:53Well done, darling.
29:54That's it.
29:56You just do what your body tells us to do.
30:00You're doing really well.
30:03Well done, sweetheart.
30:06That's it.
30:07Fantastic.
30:08Well done.
30:11That's brilliant.
30:12Well done.
30:13He is coming.
30:14You're right.
30:16That's it.
30:17Well done.
30:18Well done.
30:19Here he comes.
30:19There he is.
30:20Oh, wow.
30:22Well done.
30:23Here we are.
30:24Look.
30:25Hi, little man.
30:26So come on.
30:27Go for that.
30:36That's your daddy, little dog.
30:46introducing baby luca our family is complete
30:51i can't wait for elizabeth hope to come home and meet em
31:20i had a lovely day out with the family i've come home so i can get some studying done
31:26before going around to mom's for food later we need to hurry up mom's taking khalil back to hers
31:37i decided to just put a little congratulations um thankful whitney just to let her know how much
31:45we are supporting her how much we're all looking forward to her and back on her new journey for
31:52her studies at uni
32:02congratulations congratulations we're so proud of you
32:10it's a tradition that i've always uh done that i celebrate any little achievement uh because to me
32:17when somebody has worked really hard to get where they are why not i'm so proud of you
32:21we really are proud of you honestly
32:23i was really surprised by my mom's little celebration that she had put together like
32:29oh she's expecting old she's gonna go to hers and chill for a little bit and then me and
32:32to look at home
32:36and boom i walk in and there's all of these graduation thingies it was really sweet though
32:41we were all so proud of you
32:43you're saying by example
32:45you know i've watched her become a strong woman so i'm super proud
32:51to raise her glasses to say cheers to whitney and to say well done for reaching this far
33:00hey
33:02i remember i was like eight months pregnant with khalil and i was making my plan for like college
33:07maybe college and stuff yeah i started crying thinking i was gonna be a failure
33:15don't ever feel you're failing don't ever feel that you couldn't have told that me
33:20i would have actually finished probably finished college and started junior i wouldn't have believed
33:24you
33:25do you know what i mean
33:26even when i was making that plan about college i didn't even know if it was going to come to
33:29pass
33:29or it was just something i was saying i was thinking
33:32it took me by surprise but to me it was like the sheer determination
33:43because you know some people they'll be stuck they'll be in denial that like oh my god i've
33:48dropped college oh my god i'm pregnant what's gonna happen and they will find it so hard to move
33:53past that but you you just done it and i was like wow i got an a star
34:01oh congratulations that's good i'm so proud of you
34:10honestly if i could go on the radio station and say my daughter is finally me
34:15i was like can you stop now my eyes are getting hot it's okay you can cry
34:20you know you're congratulating me and you're beating me with my balloons
34:30i know my future is looking bright if i just keep on the same path i'm on now with determination
34:36and perseverance then many good things are going to come my way and hopefully one day
34:40my name will start with doctor i just put my hair down and i've got to do the little
34:46i'm ready i've already practiced
34:47i think i might sleep in it just get myself into the uni mood
35:08jesse's christening party is going really well but me and matt haven't even spoken i'm really
35:14annoyed he didn't show up for jesse's birthday and to make things worse he chose to go out instead
35:22the tension today has just been stupid it's been so horrible like i felt really on edge i just feel
35:28so sick i haven't eaten anything because i just feel sick it's just a horrible atmosphere
35:37and now matt's asked me to go for a chat i really don't want to but i think we need
35:43to
35:46how you been fine how the boys good do you not think um maybe we have a little chat well
35:52best things for the kids you know i don't think you've got the kids best interest in your head
35:57though why you didn't show up all right why didn't i come you could have stayed in a hotel
36:06why didn't i comment because you was out all night no that's not the reason i didn't come
36:11the reason i didn't stay around this weekend is because it was so new everything's happened so
36:16you decided to go out there you go again you're not even let me speak so how am i meant
36:20to speak
36:20if you're just gonna keep interrupting me i'm listening the reason i didn't stay was because
36:25the day before when we did break up yes it was quite horrible ended up in a bit of a
36:30kerfuffle a bit
36:31of a tiff and i don't want i don't want to argue yes i would have seen jess on his
36:34birthday and
36:34yes i do regret it i do miss i wish i was there for him but it would have worked
36:39out worse in the
36:40long term because you would have said something i would have got upset we would have just been
36:43down each other's throats it would have ruined the day for jesse and teddy i would have felt like
36:47i just think it would have broke the ice if you was around yesterday and now we're in an awkward
36:51situation in the christening but angel like i just didn't think it was the right time i just feel
36:57like everything i'm doing that moment you're not gonna like and that's just tough luck on me and
37:00whatever like i just i just don't think yeah i probably should have been there but he's one
37:05years old he wouldn't have realized and maybe you'll you'll know that for the rest of your life
37:09also will and you're not the one who's got to live with that i asked you but it was the
37:13best thing
37:14in my my opinion at the time okay and that's what you think the best opinion wasn't oh go out
37:19the best opinion was not being there it was you wouldn't have even been there if you was out
37:23till 6 30 in the morning my evening doesn't impact you right it impacts the kids matt i'm trying to
37:30have a nice conversation and you're just trying to make an argument out of it you can't even just
37:33grow up and just have a conversation no i'm not doing it i ain't doing it age i'm not talking
37:38to
37:38you if you're just gonna say everything i do is wrong yeah
37:42i'm just trying to have a nice conversation and sit down and say look we need to work everything out
37:45make sure we're doing these things for the kids and all you want to do is argue so i'm not
37:49on the
37:49conversation i don't want to argue but that's all you've done no you don't i don't want to talk to
37:53you don't then that's fine
38:04i don't know what the future holds for me and matt we've been in situations like this before and we
38:08found our way back but maybe this is it maybe maybe this is the last time i just want to
38:14learn to love
38:15myself i don't want to be in a relationship i don't want anyone to tell me what i can and
38:18can't do
38:20i just want to focus on myself and find who i am because i don't know who i am
38:43it suits you that jack i just want to make you smile
38:56it's been an hour since i gave birth to baby luca and my sister's bringing elizabeth hope back to
39:02me to meet her little brother oh look who it is
39:07her little brother oh look at you with your baby
39:38so proud but like she's gonna be an incredible big sister and being a big sister is one of the
39:44best
39:44jobs in the world
39:51um and i know that she's gonna smash it and baby luca is gonna be forever saved and tormented by
39:59you are a great big sister
40:01i can't believe i'm a mom of two now and two beautiful babies
40:24each of us
40:28each of us has a story
40:33about how we came to where we are
40:39this is all 16 year old chloe just being diagnosed with endometriosis and pcs ever wanted
40:48she wanted a family
40:51and it was her biggest fear not being able to have her babies
40:57and she was so sad she knew what she knows now like she'd be so happy for the future
41:16i'm just so so lucky
41:25i just feel so blessed and
41:30literally the luckiest woman in the world like all my dreams have come true
41:38i'm the luckiest the luckiest person alive
41:49expanding our families means more love and new challenges i'm the best big sister ever
41:56happy new world putting aside our differences and finding a way to come together
42:01i love you boy kiss
42:06growing and learning together smashing all of our goals so we did it mommy
42:13we did it mommy
42:16even the hardest times are worth it in the end
42:19and no matter what happens to us we'll always be there for our kids
42:24i want to get everything right for them they've only got one childhood and i'm in charge of that
42:29that's in my hands
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