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00:01Rachel!
00:01I couldn't wake you.
00:02I called an ambulance.
00:03You what?
00:04It's not. I thought she was dead.
00:09I actually have something to tell you.
00:10What?
00:12I know, he put it in a cross on this morning.
00:15Well, she is.
00:16I've news.
00:16My divorce is dead!
00:17No!
00:19Man!
00:20Too clear!
00:22Why don't you want it's own?
00:23Look, I just don't want our big news to be undermined
00:25because my family think I'm being typical.
00:27Are you afraid that I might reveal to your actual family
00:30that you have a secret fiancé?
00:32I give up, Rach.
00:35I have never been more sure.
00:37Mum and Dad don't even know his surname, Anna.
00:40You look like you could do it with a lot more in this one.
00:42We could barely detect a pulse when we found you.
00:44We are advising some rehabilitation and support for you.
00:48Rehab?
00:48Hey, Anna.
00:49I think a bit of time away at rehab might be good for me.
00:52Will you please pick me up?
00:53Shit, sorry. It's right here.
00:56Jake!
00:59Yeah?
01:00The buying's so fancy, doesn't it?
01:02Walshy.
01:03Walshy.
01:03Walshy.
01:04Your phone. Answer your phone.
01:05Answer your phone.
01:07Answer your phone.
01:09Anyway, I'd like you to contact us.
01:16Hello?
01:17Am I speaking with Rachel Walsh?
01:19Yeah.
01:19Your sister, Anna, has been in an accident.
01:23Hey, I, I wouldn't let him in.
01:30No, I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't let him in.
01:38His eyes are close together.
01:40And he wears a too big grin.
01:42Don't let him in.
01:46No, I wouldn't if I were you.
01:50Let him in.
02:11Is someone please beating that nurse?
02:13You won't let me in.
02:14God. You seem so rational and approachable.
02:16That's weird.
02:17Oh, shut up, Helen.
02:17They said it could take a while, Rachel, like it could be hours.
02:20But they're useless. I could sit her up quicker than that.
02:22For God's sake, Rachel, will you sit down?
02:26Will you stop foostering?
02:29How's Aidan?
02:30He was in ICU when we got here. We don't know much more.
02:33They won't talk to us.
02:34It's GDPR.
02:36ICU's never a good sign.
02:37GDPR?
02:38Yeah.
02:39Get around that.
02:40You're going to flirt your way into the ICU, is it?
02:42Well, at least I can flirt.
02:43It's hard to do when you can't even make eye contact with strangers.
02:45Excuse me for being comfortable without other people's attention.
02:48Girls, we need to give over, for God's sake.
02:54Hey.
02:56Hi, can I help you?
02:57Hopefully.
02:59God, how are you so efficient and productive at four o'clock in the morning?
03:03I feel like a zombie.
03:04Get used to the night shifts.
03:06Hmm.
03:09Listen, is there any way you could give me like a tiny update on Aidan?
03:13Hmm.
03:14We're all really worried.
03:16Unfortunately, I can only speak with his next of kin.
03:19GDPR.
03:20GDPR.
03:23What if I pretend to faint and while you're reviving me I just sneak peek at his chart there?
03:30I'll diagnose you with not a chance, Sandra.
03:32Okay.
03:33If you don't mind, your sister needs my attention.
03:35Can we see her?
03:38My dad is pacing around.
03:39We're all just really worried.
03:42Okay, let me check on her.
03:43I'll come back and get you when she's ready.
03:45Okay?
03:46Okay.
03:53Does anyone have any painkillers?
03:55Margaret, throw me over my bag.
03:56Thanks.
03:58There's loads up the corridor.
03:59Claire could giggle a drip out of the doctor if you want.
04:05Now, can I get anyone more coffee?
04:09Oh.
04:10Nah.
04:11No.
04:11No.
04:13Jesus.
04:14First time we've ever agreed on anything.
04:20Yeah, no.
04:21Data protection's a real thing.
04:23Anyone else want a coffee?
04:25I'm falling asleep.
04:30We turned right onto Harcourt Street.
04:34You can turn right onto Harcourt Street from Montague Street, can't you?
04:38I told him to turn right.
04:40I thought you could turn right.
04:42Did they change it?
04:44Yeah.
04:45The Harcourt Street.
04:47Yeah.
04:47Did they change it?
04:49I don't know.
04:51You have to know.
04:52Can someone find out, please?
04:54Helen, you're on your phone.
04:56Please find out.
04:57Maybe you can, Anna.
04:58There's loads of diversions around there.
05:00Maybe, maybe you can.
05:01I don't want maybe.
05:03Can someone find out if you can turn right onto Harcourt Street
05:07or get out of my room?
05:09Anna love, why don't you just lie there and have a rest?
05:13Get out.
05:15Everything okay?
05:16All fine, Doctor.
05:17She's just upset about roadworks.
05:19No, I want them out of my room.
05:21Okay, we need to let Anna rest.
05:36Why is it so hard to get an infinitive map?
05:39Colesville's website is useless.
05:41Guys, you do realise she doesn't actually care about the road, yeah?
05:44Well, what else are we supposed to do, Helen?
05:46For God's sake, we can at least give her some comfort.
05:49You wouldn't try a hug, no?
05:50Like, if they just brought her down to Aidan, I'm sure she'd calm down.
05:54I'd better get back to Kate.
05:56Garb will be waiting at the door for me.
05:59You go, love.
06:00We'll ring in the morning.
06:02Here, I'll walk you out.
06:07I'm gonna go back into Anna.
06:09She might need me.
06:10Yeah, say her exactly what she needs.
06:15Oh, I thought you were the porter.
06:19Why won't they bring me to him?
06:22I tried to steal you a wheelchair to bring you down, but the guy in it was pissed.
06:29I'll be fine.
06:31If he sees me, he'll be fine.
06:34But I told him to turn right, Rachel.
06:36I think you can turn right from Antique Street, can't you?
06:38You definitely can, I think.
06:42I need to know if I did this.
06:43No, no, no.
06:44It's okay, it's okay.
06:49Oh, yeah.
06:52I'm gonna find out, okay?
06:54I promise.
06:56You promise?
06:57Yeah.
07:00Okay, thank you.
07:04I gotta close my eyes, thank you.
07:07Okay.
07:18Will you give me a call when you speak to the doctor again?
07:20Yeah, of course.
07:21He's probably married and just not wearing a ring for hygiene, but I'll get my hopes up.
07:24I thought you meant a call about Anna and Eve.
07:26I know, yeah.
07:26That too, sorry.
07:27You're unbelievable.
07:29Do you fancy him or do you just hope that he fancies you?
07:32It's been so long, I don't know the difference.
07:36Goodbye.
07:38Love you.
07:44I've been looking for you.
07:46Lucky me.
07:48Will you drive me into town?
07:49Not without a fully licensed driver.
07:51Oh, shit.
07:53Yeah, okay.
07:55Okay, it's fine.
07:56I'll walk.
07:57You just wiggled your way towards me.
07:59Not fit to walk anywhere.
08:00Watch me.
08:07You could quickly and, of course, I'll walk away.
08:13Thank you so much for coming and to you.
08:14I'll walk away from you.
08:14I'll walk away from you.
08:15I'll walk away from you.
08:16I'll walk away from you.
08:18I'll walk away from you.
08:18Let's go walk away from you.
08:19I don't know.
08:19You'll walk away from you.
08:35If you're going to follow me, would you walk beside me or put me on edge?
08:40Just keeping an eye on you.
08:45So, why are you smoking?
08:48It's a mindfulness breathing technique.
08:52Yeah, tar is great for the mind, all right.
09:00Everyone's annoyed at me for no reason.
09:03No, I think that they're annoyed that you basically nearly died of an overdose last night and now that you're
09:08high again.
09:09But it wasn't an overdose.
09:11Hold that to your heart.
09:13How do I get them to stop being annoyed?
09:17Well, the plan was that you go to that fancy rehab place. What happened to that plan?
09:21It's just so dramatic, Helen. Rehab.
09:24I'm in my 20s.
09:26I'm not Amy Winehouse.
09:28Fair.
09:29And it would be fucking lousy to waste Dad's pension on rehab.
09:35Could you not just, like, move somewhere boring where there's no nightclubs and no drugs and just, I don't know,
09:41have some self-control?
09:42Like Longford or somewhere?
09:47I don't know, Helen.
09:50I think I'd rather go to rehab than go to Longford.
09:57Don't forget your dad's hand.
10:01And then we hang out alone and I remember.
10:04We never hang out alone.
10:06Well, we should.
10:08If you weren't so snarky all the time, you'd be great company.
10:13You're so wise.
10:14What is that?
10:16From watching you all mess everything up all the time.
10:29You can't turn right.
10:31No, I can't, can't you?
10:33No.
10:36Fuck.
10:37Yeah.
10:55Oh, there you are.
10:57It's like the third secret of Fatima trying to figure out where the pair of you had gone.
11:01And your father's gone looking for you as well.
11:03We just went for a walk to clear the head.
11:05Relax, Mum.
11:06There's enough going on without you two disappearing.
11:08All right, Maggie, no one asked you.
11:10Rachel.
11:10Rachel.
11:11Sorry.
11:12My head is banging.
11:14Okay, can we just give Anna some peace, please?
11:16The last thing she needs now is a family drama at her bedside.
11:19Anna.
11:21Can I see Aidan now?
11:23Yeah.
11:24You can see him now.
11:26We've got a wheelchair coming down, okay?
11:28Can we make some space in here?
11:30Sure.
11:30We'll just go in.
11:34See you later, darling.
11:37Do you think you'll be ready for a wedding, though?
11:39Yeah, surely you'll still be eating through a tube in six weeks.
11:42What wedding?
11:46They're engaged.
11:48Who?
11:49Aidan and Anna.
11:50What?
11:50Ah, come on.
11:52Now is not the time for one of your coordinated pranks.
11:54Is this like the time you all pretended that Friday was a Saturday to get off school?
11:58No, it's as.
11:59I got engaged at the weekend.
12:02Well, why didn't she say something?
12:04It wasn't the right time.
12:06That's for sure.
12:11Mum, while we're on the topic of shocking family news, we've decided we're going to try and get Rachel into
12:18rehab.
12:19Rehab?
12:22Please.
12:23I don't want any more news.
12:25Are things that bad?
12:26They're pretty bad.
12:27The doctor suggested it.
12:29Jesus, Mary and Joseph, is she an alcoholic?
12:31I'd say that's the least of it.
12:32Helen.
12:33Jesus.
12:33I've been out with Rachel loads of times, and I drink way more than her.
12:36Maggie, do you want to see if there's a bed for Claire, too?
12:38There's room in the car, so.
12:39Helen.
12:40This just all seems a bit dramatic.
12:43So, the plan is that Helen and I will bring her, and, um...
12:49And you and I will stay here with Anna.
12:50I just wanted you to know the plan.
12:52The plan that everybody knew about except me, yeah.
12:56Thanks a lot.
12:59Well, I didn't know the plan.
13:04Aidan.
13:08Aidan?
13:16Can you hear me?
13:22Hey.
13:26How bad is it?
13:31Nothing one of your makeup brands couldn't fix, huh?
13:36I think we're gonna need something more than concealer.
13:39I don't know.
13:44Will you still marry me if I'm deformed?
13:47You're not deformed.
13:51You didn't answer.
13:57Keep talking to me.
14:02Um...
14:02Tell me...
14:03What was your favorite day with me?
14:07Okay.
14:09Probably the night you and Luke tried to move the Phil Lennon statue.
14:12No.
14:14Actually...
14:15It was the day that we fought in Stephen's Green about what we call our kids.
14:19What was it?
14:20No, what was the name that you said?
14:24Cody.
14:25Cody.
14:26Cody.
14:26Oh, my God.
14:26It was Cody.
14:28As if I call my child Cody.
14:30Cody from Black Rock.
14:31It's gonna be Ronan, I think.
14:34Yeah, Aidan?
14:36Deal?
14:41Say it.
14:42You have to say the name for it to be a deal.
14:45Huh.
14:48It's gonna be Ronan.
14:58Will we be able to dance at our wedding?
15:07Anna, I need you to understand how serious Aidan's injuries are.
15:11I do.
15:20Hey.
15:23How are you feeling?
15:25Grant.
15:30Um...
15:31Rachel, Anna said that last night you rang her you wanted to go to that rehab place.
15:37Well...
15:39Wanted is a strong word.
15:43Um...
15:44Last night I thought it might be good for me, but like...
15:46I can't leave Anna like this.
15:48We are all here for Anna.
15:51Rach, I think that was a really wise thought that you had.
15:54Not you two.
15:56Are you joking?
15:57So I rang this place today.
15:58It's called the Cloisters.
16:00And I spoke to this really lovely woman.
16:02She's so lovely.
16:04And they have a bed for you.
16:06And Dad can bring you there today.
16:09What the fuck?
16:10Why is there a rush?
16:11I...
16:12I don't need to go to rehab, Margaret.
16:16Rachael, you're wearing the clothes you've been wearing since Saturday.
16:22You smell like this is not normal behaviour.
16:27Are you happy like this?
16:30Why don't you just go and try it?
16:32And...
16:33Like, if you need to come home, you can come home.
16:47I need to talk to Anna first.
16:49Yeah.
16:50Yeah, sure.
16:52Of course you can.
17:09How's he doing?
17:12Is he okay?
17:14Yeah.
17:16He spoke to me.
17:20That's positive.
17:28Rach.
17:30Did you find out?
17:33You can't turn around.
17:36You can.
17:38You can turn right onto Howard Street.
17:40It's okay.
17:46You both just need to focus on getting better.
17:49Okay?
17:50Okay.
17:51Sleep.
17:52Yeah.
17:53Sleep is really good.
17:55Yeah.
17:58I think I'm gonna sleep here.
18:00Okay.
18:02Thank you for doing that.
18:06I love you.
18:09Love you.
18:12Okay, get some sleep.
18:14Yeah.
18:25I call you my baby, but he calls a line.
18:32I call you my angel, but you've caused some harm.
18:37Did you tell Luke where you were going?
18:38I thought he'd want to be the one to drop you off.
18:42Yeah.
18:42He offered to give me a lift, but I didn't want to put him out.
18:45Helen.
18:46This is a two-way road.
18:48Dad, you're making me nervous.
18:49He's making you nervous.
18:50I do not see there was another car coming, Helen.
18:52I'm not used to driving in the city, Rachel.
18:55God, like, could you not go to rehab somewhere on the dart line, no?
18:58Can we just concentrate down the road, please?
19:00No, Helen, because there's going to be high-profile people there.
19:02They don't want to get the dart to rehab.
19:04How much money do you think I'd make if I sold pictures of famous addicts to the papers?
19:08Helen!
19:09Eyes on the road.
19:10Fine.
19:11I wonder where you went.
19:14I keep on running, planning, running, planning, oh yeah.
19:21I keep on running, planning, running, planning, oh yeah.
19:32I keep on running, planning, running, planning, oh yeah.
19:39I keep on running, planning, yeah.
19:47Woo!
19:50Woo!
19:54Woo!
19:57Ha!
20:03This is class.
20:05Looks like somewhere Ozzy Osbourne would have stayed.
20:09Jesus.
20:11Does that have to look so much like an assignment?
20:18Oh.
20:19Hi.
20:20Hi.
20:20Hi.
20:21Hi.
20:22I'm, uh, I'm Jack Wass.
20:25This is my daughter, Rachel.
20:28And, uh, that's Helen, but you can ignore her.
20:31Everyone else does.
20:32Well, Rachel, um, we rang.
20:36Margaret spoke to someone.
20:38Rachel's, uh, had a bit of trouble with, uh, drugs, you know.
20:44Yeah, of course, we were expecting you.
20:45I'm just gonna let Josephine know that you're here.
20:48We have a couple of different counselling groups, and, uh, Rachel's in hers.
20:51Okay.
20:52Right.
20:53No problem.
20:56Oh.
20:59It'll be okay.
21:00You just focus on getting better while you're here.
21:04Don't be worrying about anyone or anything else except yourself.
21:08I'm sure she'll manage that.
21:10Excuse me?
21:12I'm just saying.
21:13I'm sure you'll manage.
21:13I believe in your ability to prioritise yourself.
21:17Uh, sorry to interrupt.
21:18Rachel?
21:19No.
21:20Josephine's ready for your assessment.
21:23Okay.
21:26Go on.
21:26Will you just on my back, please?
21:29Yeah.
21:29Of course, yeah.
21:30You're all right.
21:46Oh.
21:47It's your mother.
21:50Hi.
21:53She's fine.
21:54She'll be fine.
21:56Jeez, when I hear that back and I'm relaying it to you, it does.
22:00It does sound a bit addict-y.
22:02You know what?
22:02I get that.
22:03But, like, you know, out of context, it sounds like a bit much.
22:06But, really, actually, everyone does it.
22:09It's actually quite mild.
22:11You know?
22:17Um, but, yeah, that's it, really.
22:20I don't know what else you want me to say.
22:24You use the word mild.
22:27But, from what you described, the hospital report, and what your sister told me,
22:34I think you have a chronic drug abuse problem.
22:39Well, no.
22:42Well, it's a bit dramatic.
22:44Nobody's forcing you to be here, Rachel.
22:47Well, I'm here now.
22:49Am I?
22:50You are.
22:53You're gonna have to hand over your phone.
22:57Yeah.
22:59No problem.
23:00Here you go.
23:03And we'll have to search your bags.
23:06That okay?
23:08Yeah.
23:11Um, sorry, I'm actually bursting for the toilet.
23:13Could I just...
23:16Yeah.
23:17It's across the hall.
23:19Okay.
23:20I'll take you so I can sleep.
23:24Okay.
23:28Okay.
23:29Okay.
23:34Okay.
23:37Okay.
23:39Okay.
23:43Okay.
24:06Hello, love, there's some food there if you're hungry, that's very healthy for a hospital.
24:13Mum, give her a minute. The chairs are so uncomfortable.
24:17Anna. Hiya, love, how you doing?
24:20Why am I back here? Who brought me back here? I want to be with Aidan.
24:26Aidan.
24:28Hey Anna, how are you today?
24:30I think Aidan will talk more today.
24:32Patients always wish I was a psychic as well as a doctor.
24:35I went to a psychic once, he said I would marry a man in uniform.
24:40Jesus wept.
24:41It might be a good idea to take a break, Mrs Walsh.
24:44I haven't had a break since the eighties.
24:46Well, you can rest knowing that we're looking after Anna at least.
24:50Yeah, what about the other four?
24:51All physically healthy and emotionally unstable and I breastfed.
24:58We're gonna bring you down for a repeat chest x-ray shortly, okay?
25:01Thank you. Thank you.
25:07I'm coming in.
25:18Go home, Mum. Got it.
25:21You sure?
25:22Yeah.
25:25Okay.
25:27Bye, love. Talk to you later.
25:32I just might have to nip out later for a client consultation with a communion mum.
25:36It's okay.
25:41He really is righty though.
25:43Claire.
25:46Doctors.
25:47Something by their hands.
25:50You could shoot a horror film in this place.
25:52Like, I'm not even joking. There is literally a taxidermied eagle in a glass case.
25:59That is definitely not giving spa.
26:02More like, we own horses.
26:04And if we were American, we would have owned people.
26:06If you know what I mean.
26:08So how the fuck they cleaned this place?
26:11They tighten up immigration laws.
26:12They are a ghost.
26:15Helen?
26:16Oh, there you are.
26:17I was just coming to say goodbye.
26:19You'll see them on Sunday.
26:21Anyone can visit on Sunday.
26:23Oh, probably won't be me.
26:25But Luke, maybe?
26:26Luke?
26:27Oh, he's my boyfriend.
26:28Possibly ex.
26:30Helen?
26:31What?
26:31We'll send him a questionnaire.
26:34Let's introduce you to your roommate.
26:37Roommate?
26:38Okay.
26:38I'll give you a minute.
26:43Right, so.
26:43I'll be off.
26:44Wait.
26:46What?
26:46You don't even get your own room.
26:49Someone needs to call this place out on TikTok.
26:51Rachel, don't pretend like you didn't live in a moist hell hole for three months
26:54because it was close to your favourite nightclub.
26:56Anyway, someone will be in to see you on Sunday.
26:58Good luck.
26:59You can do this.
27:00No.
27:01Say a prayer for me.
27:02A prayer?
27:02Do you know who I am?
27:03Or light a candle or a cigarette.
27:05I don't know.
27:06Something.
27:18Meet your roommate, Jackie.
27:24I leave you two.
27:27Hi.
27:33There's some closet space in there.
27:37Okay.
27:37Are you married, Rachel?
27:39No.
27:40I can tell.
27:42Are you?
27:43Several times.
27:44For my sins.
27:46For now, it's Dermot.
27:48Can't believe he put me in this place.
27:51And you're in for alcoholism?
27:53Me?
27:54Please.
27:55An alcoholic.
27:56I may have a few gin and tonics with the girls to let my hair down.
27:59So why did Dermot put you in here, then?
28:01Well, don't ask me, Rachel.
28:02I mean, do I look like an alcoholic to you?
28:04Do I look like a drug addict to you?
28:06I wouldn't know.
28:11And then there's my brother, who's always at me about my drinking.
28:15He's such a pain in the ass.
28:17I wish I had sisters.
28:19Do you have sisters?
28:20I always wanted to, you know, have that moment where we brush each other's hair and give each other's faces.
28:34Wait, you go put some music on.
28:35I just need to pee.
28:36I'll be back.
28:40Come quickly.
28:41I will.
28:41But you better not.
28:51What are you at?
28:53I'm looking for a condom.
28:55Boys are so disorganised.
29:01Do I look okay?
29:03Yeah.
29:04Yeah, but would you want to ride me?
29:06Yeah.
29:12Yoink.
29:13Rachel's fevers.
29:14Don't do that.
29:15Put that back.
29:16You never know when you might need an emergency volume.
29:20There's only one.
29:21Oh, it's fine.
29:22You take it.
29:24No, here.
29:24Don't risk this.
29:25But look.
29:27I've got work at nine, which means I just go home and get dressed.
29:30We need to leave here at seven, Rachel.
29:31Okay?
29:32Okay?
29:33I'll do my best.
29:35How's your guy?
29:37Good.
29:37Luke?
29:38No.
29:41No.
29:43Yours is Luke.
29:44Mine is you.
29:45And yeah, it's really nice, but I only got in the taxi because you were shit-faced.
29:58You'd have sex with a stranger just for me.
30:00Well, I can't now, anyway.
30:02Safety valve.
30:03Rachel, that's gross.
30:05Oh.
30:06Okay, come on.
30:06I need to pee.
30:07Okay.
30:07Go, go, go, go, go.
30:08Hurry up.
30:09Go, go, go, go.
30:09Go, go, go, go.
30:19Hurry up.
30:20Your colour analysis to your member is autumnal, so this bright will really bring out your
30:24eyes.
30:25Oh, God, that's gorgeous.
30:26And then also, I kind of went down on a limb and I found this little slinky number, you
30:31know?
30:32Sorry, let me give you a good angle on that there.
30:34Well, I just think...
30:35Oh, my God.
30:36I'm going to send you a time and it's going to be great.
30:39Okay.
30:39Goodbye, my love.
30:40Bye.
30:40Have a good weekend.
30:42Hi.
30:43Miss Walsh.
30:45Sorry, I couldn't find anywhere quiet in there, but I couldn't lose this client.
30:48She's new money, loads of cash, no style to go with it.
30:51She's lucky to have such a skilled...
30:53Stylist.
30:54A fashion doctor, you might say.
30:56Well, they didn't have that medical subspecialty, where I trained.
30:58Well, emergencies look different to everyone, I guess.
31:04Well, I just wanted you to know you're in a disabled spot.
31:11Oh, sorry.
31:12Sorry.
31:13I'll move.
31:15Hey.
31:17Hey, everyone.
31:32This is Rachel.
31:33She's joining us today.
31:36Hi, Rachel.
31:37I'll see you shortly.
31:39I'm Neil.
31:41Hello, Neil.
31:43What are you in for?
31:46Erm...
31:47Drugs.
31:48Anything else?
31:49No.
31:51What about yourself?
31:54Gangling and alcohol.
31:55Cross-addicted.
31:58Food.
32:01Alcohol.
32:04There you go, Rachel.
32:07Oh, er, thank you.
32:09I'm actually a vegetarian.
32:12And?
32:14And I...
32:14I don't eat meat.
32:16If you're not eating, Rachel, I love it.
32:18Yeah, please, go on.
32:19Er...
32:20No.
32:20He cannot.
32:21I'm sorry, Rachel.
32:22It's our policy not to do special food for anyone.
32:29Yeah, but, erm...
32:31The thing is, though, it's not special because I'm vegetarian.
32:33Listen, I know that you're concerned about the anorexics and cleaners or whatever, but...
32:38Rachel, do you see yourself correctly in the mirror?
32:40You're very thin.
32:44Wow.
32:47Sorry, you have gorgeous hair, by the way.
32:51Erm...
32:52Sorry, I just can't do it.
32:54Just against my...
32:55beliefs, you know?
33:05One of the lads in the office were saying there's this new show about...
33:09Colt or something.
33:11I'll text him and get the name of it.
33:13Or we could watch a movie.
33:15Might finish that bottle of wine.
33:17Get cozy.
33:19Oh, yeah.
33:20Yeah.
33:23Just want to eat and go to bed.
33:25Oh.
33:26Is this about right to go into rehab?
33:28No.
33:29I got my period.
33:31Oh.
33:32What's this?
33:35Oh, the acupuncturist said I need to create a more inviting environment in my womb.
33:40Bag of leaves?
33:41They're Chinese herbs, Paul. Don't be a racist.
33:43I don't think it's racist to question a doctor who's giving you a ziplock bag of leaves that you could
33:48have got from the drainpipe in her garden.
33:49Do you want this to work, Paul?
33:51Like, I'm trying my best.
33:53I'm spending all this money and you're just here criticising me and making jokes.
33:56No, no, no, no.
33:57I'm not criticising you.
33:58I'm just...
33:59I think we're just putting too much pressure on ourselves.
34:02You know, relax.
34:04Breathe.
34:06Breathe.
34:07Breathe.
34:10Breathe.
34:19Breathe.
34:21Breathe.
34:25Breathe.
34:28Breathe.
34:29Breathe.
34:31Breathe.
34:32Breathe.
34:33Breathe.
34:34Breathe.
34:34Breathe.
34:36Breathe.
34:36Breathe.
34:36Oh, my God.
35:06Fuck.
35:36Fuck.
35:39Fuck.
35:49Fuck.
35:50Fuck.
35:53Fuck.
35:54I'm the only one that doesn't give me blood pressure when I see you coming.
35:59You all right, love?
36:03Like it's your mother.
36:04No.
36:05God, no.
36:06I'm fine.
36:07I'm actually fine.
36:08It's just a few days.
36:10Will we go into the department?
36:13It's a sacred place, you know?
36:15Anything in there stays in there.
36:17There have been actual national issues solved inside those walls.
36:23Come on.
36:26Come on.
36:39I had no idea, love.
36:43The doctor says that with my age and how long we've been trying we probably need to do IVF,
36:48but I don't have ten grand to just drop at the slight chance of having a baby.
36:55Do you know what Albert Reynolds said to you once before the budget?
36:58Dad, please.
36:59Like, please don't quote Irish history at me.
37:02You know I don't follow all the presidents and...
37:04Presidents?
37:04He was our tea circle.
37:06Jesus, Mary.
37:08Do you know how shameful it is to me that none of you showed the slightest interest?
37:13I see the polling cards coming in.
37:16They'd get more attention if they were pizza menus.
37:21Do you have some hope with Helen?
37:23She's got something.
37:24Yeah, there's only college socialism in her.
37:28Here.
37:32What is this?
37:33It's my rainy day fund.
37:37I'm gonna transfer it to you.
37:39You take what you need out of it.
37:41I don't want you worrying about money for IVF.
37:44But Dad is...
37:46Margaret, I cannot think of anyone more deserving to be a mother than you.
37:54Does Mom know you have this?
37:56Indeed she does not.
37:57Or it'll be long gone.
37:59Don't you be telling her?
38:02Are you sure?
38:04I'm certain.
38:09I love you.
38:14Dad, do you know how dangerous it is to have all of your passwords and your account details written down
38:19like this?
38:20For how else would I remember?
38:37How you getting on with all these hat cases?
38:40There's so many hat cases, Neil.
38:44Well, I'm in the hot seat today.
38:46Didn't see it mass earlier.
38:48No.
38:50Definitely didn't.
38:53Say what you want, but you really should give it a try.
39:14Thanks for coming in, Eimear.
39:16Now, you might start by telling us about some of Neil's addictive behaviour.
39:24He hardly ever drank.
39:27Was he ever unfaithful?
39:30No.
39:32Did he ever disappear for days at a time?
39:36No.
39:40Are you afraid of your husband, Eimear?
39:46No.
39:49Eimear, I'm just going to read from the questionnaire that you filled out when Neil first came in.
39:56Josephine, can you just take note for an answer, for fuck's sake?
39:58Please don't read it.
40:00It's...
40:01It's not true.
40:03So, it's not true that Neil broke your nose on two occasions.
40:08Your jaw fractured your arm and that your daughter had to get...
40:13Stop!
40:15Please.
40:17It's not true.
40:21Neil, I'm sorry.
40:22Neil?
40:24She's lying.
40:26She's lying.
40:29Are you, Eimear?
40:32Yes.
40:36Still protecting him?
40:38You'd rather push him ahead of yourself?
40:42Ahead of your children?
40:47No.
40:48What's that, Eimear?
40:55No.
40:59So, it is true.
41:01Isn't it?
41:03Yes.
41:04I've got the Garda reports and the hospital notes to back it up.
41:09It's true.
41:10Isn't it?
41:12Yes.
41:14Why did you abuse your wife?
41:17It's not my fault.
41:19She knows exactly how to push my buttons when I've had a few.
41:23Rachel?
41:25She drove me to it.
41:27Please.
41:32Okay.
41:33We'll take a short break here.
42:04Okay.
42:05This is Anna.
42:06Please leave a message.
42:08Hey, Anna.
42:08Listen.
42:09They took my phone, okay?
42:10I need you to come to visiting in Iowa's next Sunday and get some Zimmers off Dan.
42:14Do you still owe me a volume?
42:15Because I'm not safe.
42:16Okay?
42:17And I need some.
42:22I was just going to my sister.
42:25Okay.
42:27You can't keep me here.
42:29I'm not safe.
42:31Your parents reckon you're not safe outside of here.
42:34Well, that's bullshit.
42:36Well, if I call any of them, they'll come and get me straight away.
42:39I want to leave.
42:40I want to retire at 50.
42:43Well, you're way older than 50.
42:45Exactly.
42:48Okay, look.
42:52You seem like a really smart lady.
42:53I can see that.
42:54But my family overreacted.
42:56I'm only here to please my parents.
42:58I shouldn't be here.
42:59This is just one really big, expensive mistake.
43:04If you leave now, it could be the last decision you ever made.
43:08You can't keep me here.
43:10I'll run away.
43:11I'll escape.
43:12There's nothing stopping me from walking out the gate right now.
43:14You're right.
43:15There's nothing stopping you except that little voice inside you that knows you need help.
43:20There is nothing wrong with me, okay?
43:22I shouldn't be here.
43:24There are angry, evil weirdos in here, okay?
43:31Please, please, just help me.
43:40I'm trying to.
43:43You're an addict.
43:45Other people, apart from me, agree and are concerned.
43:49What other people?
43:52When your sister Margaret called us, she outlined a pretty grim picture.
43:56Well, Maggie's a fucking lick arse.
43:58She's never done anything exciting in her whole life.
44:01Your relationships with your family, with work, with Luke are being damaged by your drug usage.
44:07My drug usage?
44:10My drug usage?
44:11What about his fucking drug usage?
44:13Okay?
44:14I shouldn't be here.
44:15Everyone my age takes drugs.
44:17It.
44:18Is.
44:18Normal.
44:19It is not normal to have your stomach pump because you've taken a life-threatening amount of drugs.
44:27By accident.
44:28Oh.
44:31I don't fucking tell your head of me like that.
44:34Okay.
44:36If you need to phone your family, go ahead.
44:39I'll be outside.
44:40I'll be outside.
45:06Hello?
45:07Luke.
45:09Rachel?
45:12How's, how's Anna? How's Aidan?
45:14Oh, um, I don't know. Listen, um, they've sent you a form and...
45:21Look, if you could just answer the questions really nicely.
45:24I mean, obviously be honest, but kind.
45:27Rachel, I'm not doing this.
45:30You can't bully me into lying.
45:32Lying?
45:34Well, I'm sorry if it's a lie to say that I'm a nice person.
45:37I'm gonna answer it honestly.
45:39So I can help you get better.
45:42Are you seriously gonna rat me out, Luke?
45:45You are some man to talk about drugs.
45:47You and your pathetic double-denim-wearing friends.
45:50And your bags on a Sunday.
45:51Okay, you're gonna trap me here, you know that, when my sister's actually in hospital and actually needs me.
45:56But they're gonna keep me here because you're gonna make me sound like a junkie.
46:10How did Mum take it?
46:13You know, I think...
46:15Like, by the time it comes around, she'll be open to it.
46:18It's in a month.
46:20Anna.
46:23Anna, do you think that he's gonna be up for a wedding in a month?
46:26What are you saying?
46:29Nothing, just like, you know, you might have to push it back a bit.
46:34You know, Claire's gonna want everyone up on their feet for Rock the Boat and...
46:38He's gonna have to be 100%.
46:39Yeah, Rock the Boat, Christ, yeah.
46:44Yeah, you've no idea what you're in for right now.
46:48I'm gonna pop out, okay?
46:51I'll give you some time with him.
46:54Give me a shout when you want me to bring you back down, okay?
46:57Yeah, thanks, Max.
47:42You know, I was thinking there, you now have the perfect excuse to miss the family lunch this weekend.
47:54I think even Mary Walsh would let you off on this stage.
47:58For one week, anyway.
48:30Somebody help, is there anybody out there?
48:34Anyone?
48:35It's gonna be tacky.
48:38No, I'm not getting ready.
48:40No.
48:40Come on, love, we have to let the doctors do their doctors, please.
48:42Come on, come on.
48:43No, I don't.
48:44I don't know.
48:47I don't know.
48:50To rock the boat, don't rock the boat, baby.
48:54Don't push the boat over.
48:57If you've been affected by addiction, details of help and support are available on the Action Line pages of the
49:02BBC website.
49:03Or call for free at any time to hear recorded information on 08000 155 947.
49:10And you can watch the next episode now on iPlayer just by pressing red.
49:19Say, I'd like to know where you've got the notion.
49:25Say, I'd like to know where you've got the notion.
49:29Amen.
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