- 7 hours ago
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:00:00I'm not really nervous about meeting Jordan.
00:00:12He loves me for my personality and my values,
00:00:15but I'm a little bit nervous about just making sure
00:00:18I don't, you know, fall over or do anything crazy.
00:00:21I was able to brush my teeth,
00:00:23so hopefully that goes over quite well
00:00:26because I had roast beef for lunch.
00:00:28But I think he'll love that, too.
00:00:32He's a big food guy, so...
00:00:35I hope that she finds me attractive, obviously.
00:00:38Definitely would make a good impression.
00:00:40Hopefully I don't fall or tear my pants
00:00:42when I get down to propose,
00:00:43but I just want to go see her.
00:00:53Wow.
00:00:55You look incredible.
00:01:00You're so beautiful.
00:01:01Come here.
00:01:06How crazy is this?
00:01:07You're gorgeous.
00:01:12Oh, my gosh.
00:01:17Got something for you.
00:01:18Let's see what you think.
00:01:19Amber.
00:01:20Will you marry me?
00:01:22My hands are shaking.
00:01:23Oh, my gosh.
00:01:24Is your heart beating out of your chest like mine?
00:01:26Yeah.
00:01:27Oh, my God.
00:01:28Let's go out some champagne.
00:01:29Damn.
00:01:30Damn.
00:01:31Oh, wow.
00:01:32What do you think?
00:01:33Yes.
00:01:34Do you like what you see?
00:01:35Yes, I do.
00:01:36You're stunning.
00:01:40Oh, my God.
00:01:41My hands are shaking.
00:01:42Oh, my gosh.
00:01:43My hands are shaking.
00:01:44Oh, my gosh.
00:01:45Is your heart beating out of your chest like mine?
00:01:46Yes.
00:01:47Oh, my God.
00:01:48Let's go out some champagne.
00:01:49Damn.
00:01:51Damn.
00:01:52Oh, wow.
00:01:53What do you think?
00:01:54Yes.
00:01:55You like what you see?
00:01:56Yes, I do.
00:01:57You're stunning.
00:01:58You're stunning.
00:02:00I've already fallen in love with Amber, and then for her to be just, like, absolutely beautiful,
00:02:05I've never felt anything like this before.
00:02:08Wow.
00:02:09You're absolutely beautiful.
00:02:14They're very handsome.
00:02:16Let's get in here.
00:02:18Whew.
00:02:19Well, let's see.
00:02:20We look good together.
00:02:21Yeah.
00:02:22We do.
00:02:23Wow.
00:02:24My heart is pumping.
00:02:29It's so weird matching your voice with your face.
00:02:33It's so weird.
00:02:34Was it not what you were expecting?
00:02:36I didn't.
00:02:37I couldn't expect anything.
00:02:39You're gorgeous, though.
00:02:41All right.
00:02:42Yes.
00:02:43Whew.
00:02:46Cheers.
00:02:47I can't wait for the future with us.
00:02:49I can't either.
00:02:50I can't stop looking at you.
00:02:52I can't either.
00:02:53Cheers.
00:02:54I definitely don't think it would have mattered what he looked like, but he has this smile
00:02:59that just is so incredible and amazing and these eyes that just really light up whenever he talks and just is so amazing.
00:03:09Wow.
00:03:11I'm so lucky.
00:03:12I am too.
00:03:13Love you.
00:03:14Love you.
00:03:15Love you too.
00:03:16I'm stunned.
00:03:17You're absolutely gorgeous.
00:03:18I am glad that I was, like, nervous.
00:03:19I mean, you get nervous.
00:03:20I'm fucking in and I'm like, I don't even know if he's going to.
00:03:22I know.
00:03:23My heart was like beating out of my chest and I was like faint at the door.
00:03:29I've got this for you, too, actually.
00:03:31This is what I read to you yesterday.
00:03:32I want you to keep it.
00:03:34You're so welcome.
00:03:35I am so happy.
00:03:36Me too.
00:03:37Like, I didn't care what you look like.
00:03:38I value this.
00:03:39I love you.
00:03:40I love you.
00:03:41I love you.
00:03:42I love you.
00:03:43I love you.
00:03:44I love you.
00:03:45I love you.
00:03:46I love you.
00:03:47I love you.
00:03:48I love you.
00:03:49I love you.
00:03:50Like, I didn't care what you look like.
00:03:51I know you're this handsome man.
00:03:53Oh, thank you.
00:03:54Thank you so much.
00:03:57I love you.
00:03:58I love you, too.
00:04:00This is, like, crazy.
00:04:02Serial.
00:04:03I know.
00:04:05The second best moment of my life.
00:04:06The first was having Emma, but this is the second.
00:04:09I love that.
00:04:12Me, too.
00:04:13I am holding a letter.
00:04:15It says,
00:04:16To my love, the most beautiful person I've never seen.
00:04:19Your strength is inspiring.
00:04:21Your charm is intoxicating.
00:04:23And your confidence radiates.
00:04:25You're a fighter.
00:04:26You're a caretaker.
00:04:27You're a role model.
00:04:28Thank you for showing me who you really are.
00:04:31And accepting me for who I am.
00:04:33To the love of my life.
00:04:35I love you.
00:04:36Amber Catherine Morrison.
00:04:38He wrote this to me before he ever saw me.
00:04:42That makes me feel incredible.
00:04:44Especially after I had Emma.
00:04:46Like, I never thought I would.
00:04:47You know, I saw, like, all my friends' lives going different ways.
00:04:50And they were all getting married and engaged and stuff.
00:04:52And I was like, that's probably just, like, out of the picture for me.
00:04:54You know what I mean?
00:04:55At this point of my life.
00:04:56I never thought it was going to actually, like, happen.
00:05:00It happened, look.
00:05:01It happened.
00:05:02There you go.
00:05:03There you go.
00:05:04There you go.
00:05:08Like it happened.
00:05:12I feel so good right now.
00:05:14This is so incredible.
00:05:16Love you.
00:05:17Me too.
00:05:24Bye-bye.
00:05:33I don't wear rings.
00:05:57I don't know what I'm going to do.
00:05:58You'll get used to it.
00:05:59I bought a little, like, ring off of Sheen to, like, practice having it on.
00:06:03And I was like, this is so uncomfortable.
00:06:06Why are you here?
00:06:08For a husband.
00:06:10I've been manifesting this for sure.
00:06:14I bought a wedding dress.
00:06:17I loved the dress.
00:06:18It was on sale.
00:06:20And I got a wedding dress.
00:06:22So I don't have a choice.
00:06:24Getting married.
00:06:26Good morning.
00:06:27How are you?
00:06:28I'm good.
00:06:29How are you, Javonte?
00:06:30I'm doing well.
00:06:31Thank you for asking.
00:06:32I know it's still, like, early, but I am feeling stuff, so.
00:06:35You can tell who you want to focus your energy on.
00:06:38Exactly.
00:06:39I want my wife to know the most about me walking out of this.
00:06:41Yeah.
00:06:42What's one thing you noticed about me?
00:06:44Do you want the truth?
00:06:47Yes.
00:06:48Your voice is a little nerdy.
00:06:51But obviously it didn't scare me away.
00:06:55Right.
00:06:56Do photo and video.
00:06:57Yeah.
00:06:58We're all a nerd about something in our life.
00:06:59My brothers are both really into photography.
00:07:03Sounds like we have a dynamic team already.
00:07:05We do.
00:07:06You come from a big family.
00:07:07I come from a big family.
00:07:09And, listen, I'm a nerd when it comes to labor and delivery.
00:07:12Like, I will talk about it all day long, every day, and not be ashamed.
00:07:16People are always like, so you don't think it's nasty, like, seeing vaginas all day long?
00:07:22Seeing babies come out of there?
00:07:24And I'm like, no, I think it's the most beautiful thing in the world.
00:07:26I love that.
00:07:27Yeah.
00:07:28What else do you nerd out about?
00:07:29When the wobble comes on, electric slide, I am 100% out there.
00:07:35So you won't be embarrassed if your husband does, like, the worm?
00:07:37It's gonna depend on where he decides to do the worm.
00:07:41At a wedding.
00:07:42Right.
00:07:43Do you, baby.
00:07:45I just picture you being like, this guy's gonna do the worm down the aisle.
00:07:49Like, oh, dear God.
00:07:50Like, isn't that your husband?
00:07:51I'm like, huh?
00:07:52I don't know who that is.
00:07:54I'm not actually sure anymore.
00:07:55I don't have a husband.
00:07:57You got me confused with that other lady over there.
00:08:00Oh, you're funny.
00:08:01I'm excited to be a husband and, like, something that stood out to me, like, early on with you
00:08:06has a lot to do with, like, how excited you are about the idea of, like, seeing, like, your man be a father.
00:08:12I'm ready to be married because I am established in my career.
00:08:17More importantly, it's like, I don't think I've ever known myself this deeply.
00:08:21For me, marriage is like, it's a forever thing.
00:08:24Imagine if our grandparents gave up on some of the stuff you hear people give up on in today's world.
00:08:29It's just like we wouldn't even exist had, like, our parents, grandparents not gone through the hard times together.
00:08:35When I get married, I want my wife to know, like, you can't leave me until I die.
00:08:39Right.
00:08:40Like, because, listen, you said we're in this, so we're in it.
00:08:45I do want to share something a little personal with you.
00:08:48Okay.
00:08:49I got pulled out by production and my grandfather passed away.
00:08:55I'm so sorry.
00:09:00If I stay here, it's important to me, like, I am here for the right reasons, because I have every reason to be gone right now.
00:09:08I understand if at any point you're like, emotionally, I need to step away.
00:09:15Yeah.
00:09:16Or you just want to be with your family.
00:09:18I completely get that.
00:09:19I had a chance to, like, talk to my brother as I was talking to him and, like, my grandma.
00:09:29Like, something that, you know, they both said to me is, like, this is, like, what my grandfather would want.
00:09:35I want to, like, continue on with this and, you know, hopefully I find my lifelong partner like my grandparents did.
00:09:42I wouldn't be here if I wasn't ready.
00:09:44Yeah.
00:09:45Have you all seen the movie, um, A Bronx Tale? It's an older movie.
00:10:00I don't think so.
00:10:01There's a line in it and he just says, like, you get three great women in your life.
00:10:04Your first love's the one that's, like, puppy love.
00:10:06Oh, puppy love.
00:10:07The second one breaks you and then the third one fixes it type thing.
00:10:10And that's the one that kind of lasts.
00:10:12With my connection with Ashley.
00:10:14That makes sense to me for sure, logically.
00:10:16Ashley and I are getting along phenomenally.
00:10:18One of the biggest parts of a relationship, in my opinion, is opening up and being emotional.
00:10:22It's incredibly difficult as men.
00:10:25So being able to kind of bring that emotion in a safe place with the woman that you're, you know, attracted to emotionally is what I've been looking for in a wife for a long time.
00:10:33Obviously, a soccer coach is not what I planned on right after college, but it's what I love to do.
00:10:38And I've said before, like, as a kid, I really locked in on soccer and that became, you know, my identity growing up.
00:10:44Do you mind if I ask you, like, why you had to stop playing?
00:10:46Like, did you get injured or?
00:10:47Yeah, so I had four knee surgeries at the wrong time.
00:10:51Oh, my God.
00:10:52Draft day was the worst day of my life because you're supposed to fly out to L.A.
00:10:55and wear a suit and put the scarf on that the team drafts you in and stand up on the podium and say, thank God for getting here.
00:11:02It's supposed to be, you know, signing bonus day and all of these things you worked 20 plus years for.
00:11:08And for me, it was I'm sitting on a couch in North Carolina with my college soccer team at this point, who I spent four and a half years with, with my leg in a cast.
00:11:18What? I mean, on the Percocet, because I have to be.
00:11:21Yeah.
00:11:22Watching on a laptop and, you know, the entire team is there. My mom's there in the other room making cookies.
00:11:27And one of my best friends on the team, he got drafted, I think it was 13th or 14th overall, which is great.
00:11:32You know, for me, I was, that sounds arrogant when I say that.
00:11:36I was supposed to be a top five pick, most likely a top 10, realistically.
00:11:42I will remember this till the day I die. I was so happy for him to get drafted.
00:11:47But the loneliest part was because he was at in L.A., you know, doing exactly what I just explained.
00:11:52And the loneliest part was the entire team was so excited.
00:11:57They stood up like, dude, I got to go play. I got to go. I want to go to the field and just play.
00:12:01And the entire team left and everyone left me kind of there to watch my name get called on the computer.
00:12:07And it kind of shows you like it's like those were supposed to be my boys, like the, the, you know, support system that you had.
00:12:13And for them to kind of leave before my name's called was pretty tough.
00:12:17I mean, they sent me a couple of texts afterwards, but it's like, oh, we're not really that close.
00:12:22I got it. Like we were just friends because I was good at soccer, not because we're actually friends.
00:12:25Yeah.
00:12:26But I was still drafted. I was 23rd overall, which is nothing to scoff at.
00:12:30But it's not how I, you know, dreamed it up.
00:12:33The fourth knee surgery came through after the team that drafted me said, hey, you're not going to play again.
00:12:39Oh my God.
00:12:40Uh, so that was a tough one for me. Um, you can imagine like that mental kind of aspect when you lose what you had been kind of working for for that long.
00:12:47It's, it's very, very difficult to overcome.
00:12:49But, um, when you get through that and spend the time to actually develop as a person outside of just being an athlete.
00:12:56So I think that's one of my better accomplishments realistically.
00:12:59I want you to feel comfortable coming to me on like your darkest days or with any problem that you have.
00:13:05And that's when you really feel loved.
00:13:07And...
00:13:08But that's...
00:13:09That's why we're here, right?
00:13:10Exactly.
00:13:11It's the way we talked about things we want. I've said all the time. I've been waiting for you. I've been waiting for you. I've been waiting for you.
00:13:25You all right?
00:13:26I'm so sad, but I'm just...
00:13:31What happened? If you want to talk about it, you don't have to.
00:13:34It's just, I mean, I went there with my number one, opened up to her like how I'm having feelings for my first date.
00:13:44She didn't take that one. She walked out.
00:13:46Oh, fuck. She walked out.
00:13:47Damn.
00:13:50She's gotten left?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Wait, but you're crying.
00:13:58I am, but I fucking know what the fuck I'm worth and I'm not dealing with that shit.
00:14:03Oh, yes. Let go.
00:14:04I'm not dealing with that shit. I'm not living.
00:14:06You need to clap out. You need to clap out.
00:14:09Actually, bye.
00:14:11Bye.
00:14:12We'll see you.
00:14:13We'll see you in Ohio.
00:14:15Group hug, group hug, group hug.
00:14:16I'm not doing that shit again.
00:14:24Honestly, the lounge is insane right now.
00:14:29Emotions are high, and I have seen her tears about this situation, and that is gut-wrenching.
00:14:39I love y'all.
00:14:40I love you.
00:14:41I love you.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43I love you.
00:14:44Jesus.
00:14:45We are both amazing women, you know?
00:14:50Yeah.
00:14:51Come here.
00:14:52That's a good man.
00:14:53That's a good man.
00:14:54I love you, guys.
00:14:55It's a good man.
00:14:56I think I know your man.
00:14:57That's a good man.
00:14:58That's a good man.
00:14:59I just need a second. I'm sorry.
00:15:02I'm a grown-ass woman.
00:15:03Like, I signed up for this experiment.
00:15:06You signed up for this experiment.
00:15:09Let's not play victim, the victim game here.
00:15:19He talked about, you know, having a stronger connection.
00:15:21And then he went on with the whole, you so great speech.
00:15:24I'm not sitting through that shit again.
00:15:26I'm not.
00:15:27So I'm going to leave.
00:15:33No, he didn't say it was stronger.
00:15:34But he said, like, after his first date,
00:15:36like, I'm feeling strong connections.
00:15:39I'm going to make the decision for you.
00:15:41And I'm going to leave.
00:15:43But isn't that what you've done in the past?
00:15:45It is.
00:15:47What I did in the past was leave.
00:15:48I don't know.
00:15:49I was just struggling.
00:15:50I was just having a hard time explaining.
00:15:52Like, I mean, the good thing is if her reaction was that,
00:15:56like, immediate, that means she's got some pretty strong feelings for you.
00:16:00Yeah.
00:16:02If I go back in that pod, I'm just going to be silent.
00:16:04If you don't want to go back in, you don't have to.
00:16:06But there still is, you know, a lot of time left on the page.
00:16:11I don't even know if that man would want to come back in that day.
00:16:16I can ask about that.
00:16:18Mm-hmm.
00:16:24Redo.
00:16:25Oh.
00:16:26What?
00:16:30Not a redo.
00:16:35All right.
00:16:43Hey, Tyler.
00:16:44Hi.
00:16:46I thank you for coming back, for being, you know, talking to me.
00:16:49You're welcome.
00:16:51Thank you for coming back.
00:16:53Yeah.
00:16:55I'm sorry, Tyler.
00:16:56I did not mean for, you know, to trigger you or to, you know,
00:17:01make you feel like you had, you know, to storm out.
00:17:03I'm choosing somebody over you.
00:17:05That's not what I was trying to say at all.
00:17:07Just was expressing just my, you know, thoughts and feelings.
00:17:11That's all.
00:17:12Thank you for the apology.
00:17:13For sure.
00:17:16Oh, man.
00:17:17And I'm sorry for slamming the door on you.
00:17:19No, you're fine.
00:17:21What do you need as you think about how you're going to make your decision?
00:17:24I need to just have, make it, like, it's comfortable, it feels natural, it feels safe.
00:17:32It feels like this is fired up, like, we are doing this.
00:17:36Like, it's go time.
00:17:38But that's really what I've, you know, that's really what I've, you know, kind of been looking for.
00:17:42We have had a amazing connection.
00:17:46And yes, Tyler, I definitely feel that bond.
00:17:52Do you think you'll be able to get there in this experiment?
00:17:54Do you think you'll be able to get there in this experiment?
00:17:54I definitely think it can happen.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:56You know, I definitely think that there are, you know, qualities in you that I see that,
00:18:01you know, could potentially be able to do that.
00:18:04For me, what I would need to say, yes, if somebody proposed to me is like, I need to know that
00:18:09me and you have time to lock in without distractions of somebody else.
00:18:14And I don't want that to be the day that you say, you know, will you marry me if we get to
00:18:19that point?
00:18:20Like, there needs to be some time where it's like, okay, locked in.
00:18:24Like, first of all, I need to be a girlfriend before I'm a fiancee.
00:18:26Like, you gotta ask me to be a girlfriend, but I just want to offer you some validation.
00:18:30Like, I think if you were to get married tomorrow, whoever, like, you would be an incredible
00:18:34husband.
00:18:35An incredible partner.
00:18:36Like, I think you have evidence in your life of being a great person to other people.
00:18:42I think you are a great man that is already prepared and has all the things that he needs
00:18:46to be a great husband.
00:18:47I think the question for all of us is like, okay, to who?
00:18:50Like...
00:18:51I'm going to make that clear.
00:18:53Okay.
00:18:54Yeah.
00:18:55Okay, Kevin.
00:18:57I'm so curious at what your smile looks like.
00:19:02I'm like, can I just get a picture of a smile?
00:19:03Oh, man.
00:19:04It's a good smile.
00:19:05I'm sorry.
00:19:06I'm sorry.
00:19:07I'm sorry if I'm bombarding you earlier outside.
00:19:08I didn't mean to bombard you like that.
00:19:09It's okay.
00:19:10I was kind of fucked up.
00:19:11It's okay.
00:19:12Promotions are high.
00:19:14I know.
00:19:15It happened.
00:19:16It was fucked up, though.
00:19:18You want to hug out?
00:19:19Yeah.
00:19:20I love you.
00:19:21I love you.
00:19:22I love you.
00:19:24Mmm.
00:19:25It's okay.
00:19:26That was kind of fucked up.
00:19:27It's okay.
00:19:28Emotions are high.
00:19:29I know.
00:19:30It happened.
00:19:31It was fucked up though.
00:19:33You wanna hug out?
00:19:34Yeah.
00:19:35I love you.
00:19:36I love you too.
00:19:38I love you.
00:19:39I love you.
00:19:40I love you.
00:19:41I don't know.
00:19:43Yeah.
00:19:46What in the world?
00:19:48Yeah.
00:19:55Do you feel good about your people?
00:19:58Yeah.
00:19:59Good.
00:20:00No, I do.
00:20:01I think the hardest thing for me is, like, each individual person, I'm connecting with them for different reasons.
00:20:05But it's like, am I really gonna get the whole package?
00:20:07I know.
00:20:08I'm attracted to you.
00:20:09I would be attracted to you.
00:20:10I would absolutely date you.
00:20:11But, like, you're missing this.
00:20:12And then I go over here and I'm like, you have all this that that guy's missing, but I'm not, like, that connection over here.
00:20:17What am I gonna find someone that does everything?
00:20:19I know.
00:20:20You'll find them.
00:20:22I know.
00:20:23I have Connor and I have Chris.
00:20:25Both really fantastic guys.
00:20:27Connor has been, from the start, my number one.
00:20:29It was like an electric connection from the beginning.
00:20:31Like, no way.
00:20:32Like, this is crazy.
00:20:34There's no way, like, we had this much in common.
00:20:37That's insane.
00:20:38I was the coach's son.
00:20:40I want to be my son's coach.
00:20:43Yeah.
00:20:44I'm gonna take what my dad taught us, and that's exactly what I want to be.
00:20:49I love that.
00:20:50My dad coached me in softball.
00:20:51My mom coached me in cheerleading.
00:20:52My dad coached my brother in football.
00:20:54I actually can just fast forward and envision that life for me.
00:20:57I absolutely want a family, and, like, I think I'm meant to be a mom.
00:21:01I'm full of soccer mom.
00:21:02Kids get in the car.
00:21:03We gotta make, like, ten stops.
00:21:04So you want a van?
00:21:05No.
00:21:06Would you get the ick if I said I wanted a van?
00:21:08Stop it.
00:21:09I kinda do.
00:21:10Connor!
00:21:11What?
00:21:12You can drive the van.
00:21:13I will happily drive the van.
00:21:14Oh, my God.
00:21:15I've visualized, like, my whole life with Connor, but he's a slow burn.
00:21:20And something that I really love about Chris is not only does he make me feel comfortable,
00:21:25make me feel safe to kind of really connect at a more intimate level, but I know that he
00:21:30would be a partner for me that would challenge me and push me.
00:21:34What are you wearing today?
00:21:35Everyone says orange is my color, and I'm actually wearing orange again.
00:21:39Is it like an orange?
00:21:40It's like a romper.
00:21:41Oh.
00:21:42I don't know if I should say something to you or not.
00:21:44What do you mean?
00:21:45I'm actually kinda scared to say it.
00:21:46Why?
00:21:47I don't wanna, like, say something someone else told me, but I feel like I should.
00:21:51Go for it.
00:21:52So there's this person on the other side in your guys' lounge.
00:21:55Okay.
00:21:56One of the girls.
00:21:58There was a girl, and I met with her today.
00:22:02And, like, I knew for a fact, like, we weren't a match.
00:22:05And, um, I told her that.
00:22:07I think she's great.
00:22:08But she's like, I think I know who your person is here.
00:22:11Stop it.
00:22:12I, like, what?
00:22:13She said, I think I know who the person you're, like, meant to be with.
00:22:17Really?
00:22:18Yeah, she said that to me.
00:22:19She was like, the way you talk to me, she goes, this person would be perfect for you.
00:22:24And, um, I was like, don't not say a name to me, please.
00:22:27But that person you were talking about, what was she wearing today?
00:22:30She was like, she was wearing an orange romper.
00:22:33I was like, no fucking way.
00:22:37I was like, what?
00:22:39These girls trying to play matchmakers in here, they're crazy.
00:22:42I know, I know.
00:22:43I just feel like I had to tell you that.
00:22:44Okay, and now I understand why you asked me that.
00:22:45Yeah, and I haven't said...
00:22:46Because now you're trying to debunk it.
00:22:48No, I'm not de...
00:22:49You were trying to figure out who it was.
00:22:51Who was the orange romper?
00:22:53Yes.
00:22:54It was me.
00:22:55I'm in the orange romper today.
00:22:56I know.
00:22:57Well, I can tell you.
00:22:58It brings me to another question.
00:22:59I want to ask you.
00:23:00Ooh, here we go.
00:23:01When it comes to, like, a long-term commitment, like marriage, like, what are, like, some qualities,
00:23:05like, you need to see in somebody?
00:23:07I can tell you one that I know that I would definitely be able to give you.
00:23:11Oh, and what's that?
00:23:13Yeah.
00:23:14I love the fact that you're very, like, you know, independent.
00:23:17You're very driven.
00:23:18But I feel like maybe I could take that to the next level with you.
00:23:21Yeah.
00:23:22And show you things, you know, maybe to challenge yourself to, like, new things that you have
00:23:25not tried yet.
00:23:26And it could be anything, right?
00:23:27It doesn't have to be something that's, like, you know, financially or monetary.
00:23:30But, like, whatever it is in life, whether it's emotional or, like, maybe helping you grow
00:23:34as a person.
00:23:35Yes.
00:23:36And really listen to, like, maybe problems that are going through your day or, like, goals that you
00:23:39have.
00:23:40You could help each other, like, work on those.
00:23:41Yes.
00:23:42I would love to, like, challenge you, like, every day in a good, positive way.
00:23:45I love that.
00:23:46That's what I'm looking for in a partner.
00:23:47I'm such a big personality and so independent.
00:23:50But, like, I want someone to come in that's just, like, I'm going to, like, make you feel
00:23:55safe and secure.
00:23:56And, like, that's what I'm looking to find in this experience is, like, what does that
00:24:00look like?
00:24:01Is it masculine energy?
00:24:03I don't know.
00:24:04Sure, yeah.
00:24:05Because, like, that's the whole point of this experiment.
00:24:07Like, that was a physical thing for me before.
00:24:09Okay.
00:24:10So, like, how does someone bring me into that feminine energy on an emotional level?
00:24:14Because I don't feel like I let myself feel that way a lot.
00:24:17I'm like, I can do it myself.
00:24:18I got it.
00:24:19Like, I'm always planning the trips for my friends, like, doing the reservations.
00:24:22I get that vibe a little bit.
00:24:23Yeah.
00:24:24I can guarantee you'll never have to worry about booking a restaurant reservation.
00:24:28I'll just tell you what time.
00:24:29That's what I'm saying.
00:24:30Like, that stuff.
00:24:31Yeah, I know.
00:24:32Like, I think that stuff is, like, how I want someone to show up for me.
00:24:36I want to be there.
00:24:37I would be the person to, like, do that for you.
00:24:39I love that.
00:24:40I thought, well, that makes me feel even more attracted to you.
00:24:44Listen, I'm attracted to YouTubery.
00:24:46Yeah.
00:24:47And I don't even know what you look like, right?
00:24:48You're gonna be like, yo, this dude is ugly, man.
00:24:51Even if you were ugly, I would still be attracted to you.
00:24:55You've got, like, this swag or, like, I don't know.
00:24:58I don't know.
00:24:59I don't know how to describe it.
00:25:00I love it.
00:25:01Keep telling me.
00:25:02But, like, you know what I'm saying?
00:25:03Like, I could be a great girlfriend.
00:25:05Yeah.
00:25:06I know you would be.
00:25:07Like, I think, like, you guys would, like, all be great boyfriends.
00:25:10Like, we would have a ball.
00:25:12But, like, who's my husband?
00:25:13You know?
00:25:14It helps me feel my beating heart.
00:25:17It's been calling from the start.
00:25:19Saddle up boys.
00:25:20Like, this is it.
00:25:21Like, who's kind of that boyfriend material versus, like, who do I want to spend the rest of
00:25:26my life with?
00:25:27It's the joys of dating two men at the same time.
00:25:30Oh, they just smash them together and make it one.
00:25:36So you have one more tonight?
00:25:38I think so.
00:25:39If she didn't go home, I don't know if she'd stay in this late.
00:25:41Oh, okay.
00:25:42Okay.
00:25:43Bree's a great connection.
00:25:44We get along so well.
00:25:46We relate on a similar level of banter.
00:25:50She's just a great person, like, to her core.
00:25:52But at the same time, another great connection I have is with Jess.
00:25:55She's super kind.
00:25:56She's so funny.
00:25:57She has, like, a calming sense about her.
00:25:59She seems very intelligent.
00:26:00I think she's great.
00:26:01Crunch time, crunch time.
00:26:03This is gonna be interesting.
00:26:05What?
00:26:06How this all, like, plays out.
00:26:08I know.
00:26:09I have two.
00:26:10You have two.
00:26:11Yvonne has two.
00:26:12Wow.
00:26:13Mm-hmm.
00:26:18I have to realize as well, like, these girls are dating other guys.
00:26:21Brianna has always been, like, on my top.
00:26:24It's gonna be fine, gonna be fine.
00:26:26But I think Jess is more open with her emotions.
00:26:30It's the only, you know, thing I think about, too, is, like, Jess is 38.
00:26:35So she's six years older than me, too.
00:26:39Ann Bree is younger.
00:26:42It's just...
00:26:44Decisions.
00:26:45It's tough.
00:26:46Is this my husband?
00:26:47Right.
00:26:48But I never really, you know, factored in age as, like, a super important thing.
00:26:53Like, in my dating life anyways.
00:26:55I think it's more about, you know, personality, you know, their emotional intelligence, and
00:26:59who they are as a person.
00:27:01Hello.
00:27:02Hi.
00:27:03Is that a sleepy boy?
00:27:06No, I'm fine.
00:27:07I'm glad to talk to you.
00:27:09Ugh, same.
00:27:10I've been waiting.
00:27:11I've been waiting.
00:27:12I'm emotional right now, and, like, I'm just trying to, like, figure this out.
00:27:17I just feel like...
00:27:20Ugh.
00:27:21I feel like, in this experience, there are, like, two big hurdles.
00:27:25Hurdle number one is finding somebody, and the second hurdle is figuring out if the two
00:27:32of you can get to that next step together.
00:27:37Hmm.
00:27:40And I just feel like I could only, like, see that possibility with one person, and that's
00:27:48you.
00:27:49Wow.
00:27:50I mean, let me just take that in for a second before I respond directly to you, Jess.
00:27:57And, um, the fact that you said that just makes it even better.
00:27:58I just...
00:27:59I had...
00:28:00I had...
00:28:01I had...
00:28:02zero intention of telling you that.
00:28:03Just FYI.
00:28:04Okay.
00:28:05Okay.
00:28:06Because my worst fear was...
00:28:07that you...
00:28:08had...
00:28:09another connection to me.
00:28:10I had...
00:28:11I had...
00:28:12never even considered in my entire life.
00:28:13Literally ever.
00:28:14Without even knowing what the hell you look like.
00:28:17It's Jess.
00:28:18Like, I was like, it's literally Jess.
00:28:20And, um, the fact that you said that just makes it even better.
00:28:25I just...
00:28:26I had zero intention of telling you that.
00:28:29Just FYI.
00:28:30Okay.
00:28:31Because my worst fear was...
00:28:33that you...
00:28:36had another connection that you were working on, and I didn't want to color that.
00:28:42And I...
00:28:44would never, ever want you to pick me...
00:28:48because I picked you.
00:28:50Hmm.
00:28:51Okay, so totally honest.
00:28:53Mm-hmm.
00:28:54I mean, there's one other person that I'm talking to.
00:28:57Yeah.
00:28:58But, like, the other connection that I have.
00:29:01It's like...
00:29:03it's like a dude almost hanging out with me.
00:29:06And it's like, yeah, that could be my friend.
00:29:08I don't want to say that.
00:29:09I don't want to give too much of that.
00:29:10Yeah.
00:29:11Yeah, but whatever.
00:29:12Whatever.
00:29:13You probably know who it is anyways.
00:29:14I don't.
00:29:15I don't.
00:29:16Okay.
00:29:17Anyways, that's fun.
00:29:18Mm-hmm.
00:29:19Like, I feel like me and you, it's like...
00:29:20it just feels, like, so good.
00:29:21It feels so different.
00:29:22And, like, I think, like, long-term things, right?
00:29:24Like, I feel like we...
00:29:27Like, me and you.
00:29:28Mm-hmm.
00:29:29I feel like it's just different than anything, anyone else that I have talked to.
00:29:33Me too.
00:29:34That means a lot to me.
00:29:36I think you are so kind and compassionate, empathetic, and, like, I resonate with that.
00:29:42You say, you know, you're okay with never having kids, but you say you're, like, open to it if somebody wanted to.
00:29:48And it's weird because, like, I am okay with never having kids.
00:29:51And you're okay with never having kids.
00:29:53Mm-hmm.
00:29:54And the best part, craziest part is you would make such a great mom, though, if you wanted to be a mom.
00:29:58Um, I don't know.
00:29:59I just never...
00:30:00That means so much to me.
00:30:01I can't even tell you.
00:30:02What?
00:30:03That means so much to me.
00:30:04Yeah, I really do mean that.
00:30:06Wow, this is wild, Chris.
00:30:09I feel, like, a little bit like my, like, heart's gonna beat out of my chest.
00:30:16It's nuts.
00:30:19I try to picture, I'm like, okay, what does Jess look like?
00:30:26I have no idea.
00:30:28It's fucking wild.
00:30:29Wild.
00:30:30You could literally have blue hair.
00:30:31I have no idea.
00:30:32I could.
00:30:33I'm not telling you.
00:30:34I definitely want to learn more about your style.
00:30:36I'm like, she's eccentric.
00:30:39To say the least, I want to be barefoot if I can.
00:30:43Yeah.
00:30:44But I love all my, like, heels and shoes.
00:30:46I was just picturing you with six inch heels.
00:30:48I'm, like, thinking that.
00:30:50That is wild.
00:30:51Six inches is diabolical.
00:30:53It's not.
00:30:55If you're, like, 5'7", you're literally gonna be fucking 6'1".
00:30:59I'm gonna be like, yo.
00:31:02Yo.
00:31:03Oh my god.
00:31:04Okay.
00:31:05Alright, alright.
00:31:07I'm just trying to figure it out.
00:31:11Self-conscious over here.
00:31:13Oh my god.
00:31:14If you had, like, a physical type, like, what would you think it would be?
00:31:18Just, like, you could be super broad, right?
00:31:20No, no, no.
00:31:21A guy with a beard.
00:31:22A guy with a tattoo.
00:31:23I, um, if you lined up every person I've ever dated, you would be absolutely bewildered at the fact that the same person dated all of them.
00:31:33Really?
00:31:34Like, nothing alike physically.
00:31:36Okay.
00:31:37Okay.
00:31:38I literally don't care.
00:31:39I swear to god.
00:31:40What about you?
00:31:41I don't know.
00:31:42Like, dark features, brunette.
00:31:44That's, like, normal.
00:31:45But, like, I've also, like, dated other people that were blonde or, like, you know.
00:31:51I don't know.
00:31:52It's like, okay, you've done pageants, dancing.
00:31:57Singing.
00:31:58Singing.
00:31:59Musical theater.
00:32:00We definitely never would have talked ever.
00:32:02I know.
00:32:03Like, no shot.
00:32:04I would have never found you.
00:32:06No.
00:32:07Like, nothing.
00:32:08Never.
00:32:09And, like, um, it's just crazy to think about.
00:32:12I know.
00:32:13It's crazy.
00:32:14It's crazy.
00:32:15That's, like, the fucking beauty of this.
00:32:17I am.
00:32:18Every part is fierce, fierce.
00:32:22Sweet dreams.
00:32:23You, too.
00:32:24Good night.
00:32:25I'll see you tomorrow, okay?
00:32:26Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
00:32:32Just, like, this spark and energy when I walk into the pod and I know it's Alex.
00:32:36He's saying the right things.
00:32:38We're matching up pretty well.
00:32:40Mm-hmm.
00:32:41So, we'll see.
00:32:42Mmm.
00:32:44Alex is a very beautiful soul.
00:32:46I love our conversations.
00:32:47We have a beautiful connection.
00:32:49It's just so fun with him.
00:32:50Do you like to read?
00:32:51I do really like psychological thriller type mystery.
00:32:54Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:32:55I'm a books guy.
00:32:56One I think you would probably like is The Alchemist.
00:32:59Oh, my God.
00:33:00I love that book.
00:33:01Have you read that book?
00:33:02Of course I've read that book.
00:33:04I'm always trying to, like, make people laugh.
00:33:06Whether it's, like, I'm just dancing, looking like a fool.
00:33:08If I make someone smile like that.
00:33:09Are you funny on purpose or on accident?
00:33:11Do you know what I mean by that?
00:33:12Both.
00:33:13Both?
00:33:14Okay, perfect.
00:33:15Oh, my God, both.
00:33:16Perfect.
00:33:17I'm such a klutz.
00:33:18Yes.
00:33:19I fall constantly.
00:33:20My dad used to call me crashly when I was a kid.
00:33:21I'm the same way.
00:33:22I'm relatively klutzy.
00:33:23If you give me a ball and a field, I'm good to go.
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:26But outside of that, we'll be tripping over ourselves.
00:33:28It'll be all right.
00:33:29Great.
00:33:30I literally can, like, trip standing still.
00:33:31People are like, what did you just do?
00:33:32I'm like, I don't know.
00:33:34I want my kids to stay or be at home as much as possible.
00:33:38So, you want to have their friends come over and play soccer in the backyard and be the watermelon
00:33:42delivery person?
00:33:43Yes.
00:33:44I'm here for that.
00:33:45You'll be out there.
00:33:46Backwards hat.
00:33:47Yes.
00:33:48Teaching them a thing or two.
00:33:49Oh, for sure.
00:33:50The backwards hat will be there.
00:33:51I'll be just drooling in the kitchen.
00:33:53That's fine by me.
00:33:54In my past relationships, I adapted to the toxic environment, and I've been numb to a lot
00:34:00of feelings.
00:34:01I guess it's just, like, easier for me to feel nothing than to take the risk of feeling something
00:34:10and getting hurt again.
00:34:13And with Alex, I'm, like, I'm very ready to take that risk.
00:34:19Hello.
00:34:20Hello.
00:34:21Is that my girlfriend over there?
00:34:22It's me.
00:34:23How we doing?
00:34:24Can you believe it?
00:34:25I do believe it.
00:34:26I do believe it.
00:34:27I'm glad you're here.
00:34:28I'm glad you're here.
00:34:29I'm so excited to talk to you.
00:34:30How'd you sleep last night?
00:34:31Oh, like a rock.
00:34:32Yeah?
00:34:33How'd you sleep?
00:34:34One of the things that we've really connected on is the book The Alchemist.
00:34:41Mm-hmm.
00:34:42And, you know, for me, Santiago is a shepherd that, you know, sacrifices his career and
00:34:48leaves home in search of treasure and, you know, finds himself instead.
00:34:53He finds that his treasure was 15 feet from him the entire time, which is wild.
00:34:57Sounds very familiar.
00:34:59And I think, you know, our journey has been very, very similar to that.
00:35:02I have so much confidence in us and that our treasure is here.
00:35:17Ashley Carpenter, I am on one knee.
00:35:20And I would love it if you will marry me.
00:35:27I would absolutely love to marry you.
00:35:28Yeah?
00:35:29Or your wife.
00:35:30Yes?
00:35:31Yes.
00:35:32Awesome.
00:35:33A thousand percent.
00:35:34Yes.
00:35:35I love you, Ash.
00:35:36I love you.
00:35:37See you soon?
00:35:38Yes.
00:35:39All right.
00:35:40That was so quick.
00:35:41That's the only time you're going to say that.
00:35:42I'm engaged, though.
00:35:43Yeah.
00:35:44I'm engaged.
00:35:45Yeah.
00:35:46I'm engaged.
00:35:47He's doing it.
00:35:48Yeah.
00:35:49Yeah.
00:35:50Really?
00:35:51Yeah.
00:35:52I love you.
00:35:53See you soon?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:55That was so quick.
00:35:56That's the only time you were going to say that.
00:35:59What are you wearing I have some gray sweatpants on gray sweatpants boy
00:36:26women's kryptonite I don't understand that you don't need to I'm excited for your ass hat oh my god I
00:36:34forgot I told you that it made me like even are you just like dating me at this point to like get to
00:36:39the end just to see my ass hat I need to see this what if we see each other and I'm not like your
00:36:45type hmm I feel like we get each other on an emotional level and I think physical attraction
00:36:53can grow do you have an idea of what I look like no that's pretty cool do you kind of what if like
00:37:00I'm not your type well the nice thing is I don't have an exact type okay second because of how much
00:37:07has like kind of made sense and how close we've gotten yeah emotionally I don't I just like feel
00:37:12attracted to you and if it's not exactly like each other's type I think the physical attraction can
00:37:18definitely grow yeah I don't know I guess it's just like a gut feeling that I think we're going
00:37:22to be attracted to each other and if it's not exactly what we were like envisioning or wanting
00:37:27that it's not gonna be like an issue yeah I like came in here not knowing what I wanted like I've
00:37:31dated a lot of like different guys yeah different like heights and types and looks you think we'd have
00:37:37cute kids though I think we would me too we've talked to my oh about my stance on kids right yeah
00:37:45I'll be completely honest I mean I think that'd be tough yeah it's something I am passionate about
00:37:49I know I'm gonna be a good dad I know and I can feel that you'd be a good mom too so I think that
00:37:53might be like a little frustrating because I know how good of parents we'd be yeah I mean I'd still love
00:38:00you but yeah I would hope that we could get to the point where kids would be in our lives so I
00:38:06guess we have something to think about we'll figure it out we'll figure it out and at the altar
00:38:11smooth operator tonight I know it's working I'll see you tomorrow I had fun all right good night
00:38:19my number one at the moment is Emma at the moment some days we just absolutely blow each other's
00:38:35socks off but what is married life gonna look like for us is this a real thing
00:38:41and with Breezy she annoys me she makes me laugh constantly at the end of the day I sell dumpsters
00:38:55I'm a guy just looking for love do I call your dad G-Man or Mr. McNeese G-Man my guy you gotta go
00:39:07Mr. McNeese first I'm an old-fashioned guy like I still call a lot of my friends mom and dads like
00:39:12Mr. and Mrs. and they're like Connor stop it I'm like I'm just an old-school guy I love that and the
00:39:18thing about G-Man is when I did finally tell him I might get engaged on the TV show he's like what I
00:39:23feel like he didn't believe me for a while I mean I wouldn't either but he's like I trust you
00:39:30that's so nice how'd your mom take it she's pumped I didn't tell my parents until two weeks
00:39:34before no you didn't Connor so I called my mom first and she's like I mean I trust you a day or
00:39:40two later call my dad and he was ecstatic I find out within 24 hours that they started binging the
00:39:48show because they had never seen it and then my dad calls he's like did you know that they uh can't see
00:39:54each other and I'm like what are we doing here so then my dad's like do you know that they go to
00:39:59your house and I'm like yeah I do know that they go to my house he's like is it clean what about the
00:40:03garage I'm like if she's judge if she wants to divorce because my garage might be just a little
00:40:07bit of a mess that's fine I'm good with that okay noted on the garage so the day before I left I get
00:40:16like three cards in the mail all three from my mom first one's a birthday card because this will be the
00:40:22first time I've ever not talked to her on my birthday I think then uh another card just tell
00:40:26me how proud she is and um how I'm pretty courageous for trying something like this and she knows how
00:40:32how serious I'd take this and not like waste anybody's time especially like good people's
00:40:37time and then the last card just kind of saying that she loves me both my parents kind of worked
00:40:42their whole lives and still yeah my mom started out as just like a receptionist and she just slowly
00:40:49started just working her way up and then like two years ago or three years ago she goes I just got
00:40:53promoted to be a data analyst at like 50 years old she gets a new job and works hard enough to get
00:40:58promoted like multiple times okay I love that that like oh god I'm getting emotional uh I'm like so
00:41:04fucking proud of her for that that's amazing then my dad did the same shit like 10 years ago got a new
00:41:08job and kills it I love that and uh yeah they're both my motivation whenever I'm like well I'm waking
00:41:16up at this job or something but like you fucking do it you just put your head down to work so that
00:41:23like others around you are taken care of and they've never done anything except for work hard and try and
00:41:29instill good values in us and I'll never fucking forget that oh Connor well shit parents are like
00:41:38the best though I love that we're just normal people and like just being a normal fucking person
00:41:44with like good values I think is just super underrated these days and with you it feels just normal
00:41:49normal is kind of underrated when I think about the future you're in it yeah you know yeah like in
00:41:56everything it's just been a a weird kind of confidence and calmness and yeah I do have to
00:42:02uh attribute a lot of that to you um that being like a partner and all this and never making me feel
00:42:08anxious you've always kind of told me where you were at you've always been reassuring you've always
00:42:13had my back that has honestly meant everything to me and I would not be able to be myself I wouldn't
00:42:20be able to honestly probably be here yeah still without you I love that same I feel like I have
00:42:29such clarity but like I'm also dating like somebody else yeah but I'm like at the end of the day like
00:42:35Connor you're the only person I think about I'm kind of thinking the same thing with with my other
00:42:40connection Connor like sitting here with you after all this like I will feel so gross going in and
00:42:46hanging out with him like no no believe me I feel like we're both saying the same thing we are I feel
00:42:52like you know what to do I do just don't ghost no never be nice it's gonna suck I'll feel bad I
00:42:58know every single time I talk to you it's just an absolute fire is lit I know this is I'm a nerd I
00:43:06know I like Connor this is what I'm saying though after meeting you like my whole life's gonna change
00:43:11I've needed to find you that was the thing now I have to I have to do some things I think we both
00:43:17do this is gonna suck you're driving me nuts I'll probably drive you nuts too you already do why I
00:43:25don't know you just she's perfect no you're not what yeah you're my perfect I can't believe I just said
00:43:30that I'll see you tonight all right yeah I'll see you tonight all right good luck you too thanks bye
00:43:50I trust you I never thought that I would be sitting here ready to meet my future husband
00:43:58it's crazy I finally think I've found someone who makes me feel safe and secure and I'm ready to
00:44:04finally put a face to his voice it does sort of feel like a fairy tale you know all these girls have
00:44:13been saying like oh you're so much like Barbie but I want to find my Ken and I want to have that
00:44:17perfect little love story my Ken the Ken to my Barbie I think I've mentioned before I wouldn't
00:44:31really approach women unless I had the the visual that I was interested in while the physical is
00:44:38necessary it's become secondary so I'm excited to kind of see if my emotional connection matches my
00:44:44physical standards but even if it doesn't I'm happy to get married to Ashley that's who I want
00:44:48to get married to but I know what I look like and I have a feeling that's based off of her heart I have
00:44:53a good idea as to what she may look like I am just excited to like feel his arms around me that's just
00:45:01something I've been craving since we first started talking I'm obviously very physical and not to say
00:45:07that I need that aspect to be in love with him I think it'll just really be like the last little
00:45:12puzzle piece in this crazy story of me falling head over heels in love with Alex the looks will
00:45:19just be the last part of the puzzle unless he's breaking up with me today but I doubt it I was
00:45:28an athlete and I hang out with you know ex-professional athletes or professional athletes as well and I
00:45:32think a lot of women probably look at social media and the way that professional athletes treat their
00:45:37women and they look at that as something that's attractive without really diving into what that
00:45:41relationship is and then they get to 35 and the guy's done playing sports and she's not really
00:45:47looking necessarily the way she used to and they realize we're not really meant to be together I
00:45:52understand that this is just the shell and yes I've been blessed with a very good one to chase athletic
00:45:57dreams and accomplish most of them and I do hear quite a bit from other people that it's a very good
00:46:04shell but it's one of those things that that doesn't mean that I'm a good person yet I think that's
00:46:09almost more important than how I look with a girl on my arm being myself is the most important thing
00:46:16in a relationship and I think that's been accepted by Ashley I mean finally crossing that pathway with
00:46:21with the with the woman that you want to spend the rest of your life with is everything
00:46:38oh my god how we doing hi beautiful you look so handsome goodness oh my god what's going on Ash hi
00:46:48you look gorgeous you're so handsome you're so beautiful Ashley Carpenter
00:47:11oh my god will you marry me yes oh my goodness I'm shaking
00:47:18oh my god that fits perfect huh yes
00:47:23if Ashley wasn't you know physically gorgeous it wouldn't have mattered to me as much I don't think
00:47:33any more based off of the priority shifts that I've had personally oh my goodness you're nervous
00:47:41you feel all right yes I feel so good you're beautiful that looks good on you it looks so
00:47:45amazing I like the dress on you too thank you yeah you want me to get some champagne yeah let's do it
00:47:50setting up that emotional connection ahead of time is everything you can ask for and probably how you
00:47:55should do it anyway so advice to the young guys out there really yeah try that out and see what
00:47:59happens because I think it does work this is for you for later I've got some cologne on it so we'll
00:48:04be all right oh it's so nice yeah right wow wow wow yeah I feel like home yeah I'm so excited to
00:48:19spend the rest of our lives together cheers cheers that's exactly what I thought it would be yeah
00:48:28yeah you thought I was brunette I thought you were blonde no you didn't I did no maybe thought
00:48:33going back and forth going back and forth I'm happy you're blind though yeah yeah absolutely
00:48:37you look beautiful I was right yeah spot on I was telling everybody I was like he has such a hot
00:48:45voice I don't know how to explain it yeah yeah I'm just gonna stare at you the rest of the time
00:48:50I see the tweets and gays yeah don't look at me like that dangerous eyes already careful we're in
00:48:55public right now be careful oh my god there's the lab too holy I'm in trouble I'm in trouble
00:49:02in the best ways I was so nervous yeah and then as soon as I touched you it was like
00:49:08safe it was perfect how it should be get used to it
00:49:12don't leave them grabbing my neck already I was listening I was listening
00:49:24dangerous over here I cannot stop looking at you holy shit you're finally here
00:49:34want me to shave no keep it I like it yeah you're perfect you're perfect
00:49:40you happy I'm gonna ask you 15 more times today I can see it in your eyes what color do you think
00:49:47there I think they change right now they're a little light green but they're usually green usually is
00:49:53yeah happy is it yeah you put that together no when they're like gray it's kind of when I'm like
00:49:59down in the dumps I'll learn that pretty quick keep them green as much as possible yeah god they're
00:50:06beautiful what a man literally he's this tall dark handsome he looked like James Bond sitting here
00:50:20like goodness gracious I was like that's Alex like that's the man that I've been waiting for
00:50:26I couldn't keep my hands off of him it was amazing I didn't want it to end
00:50:48I love him it's exactly like winning the championship and I'm about to go celebrate
00:50:56with my boys and hopefully you know Ashley is as soon as possible I kind of just want to go hang
00:51:01out with my girlfriend now to be honest with you but my I gotta say that my fiance now holy crap
00:51:05holy crap I feel like I'm talking like an idiot in here see you soon I love him I can't wait
00:51:15to marry him and I am officially off the market
00:51:18you guys did good I won't lie
00:51:42are you doing okay it's really really wild yeah yeah yeah we'll talk okay I'm like well
00:52:00you look beautiful doing it thank you kill it thank you thank you yes of course
00:52:05so transparently I had to come in here and have a hard conversation with you which I'm not gonna be
00:52:19good at I feel like we've had an amazing connection but I feel like I'm kind of at that point that I
00:52:25just like want to focus on my other connection and I like hate doing that why cuz I hate doing this
00:52:33like no it's great I actually I'm glad you did because I was actually gonna have the same
00:52:39conversation with you stop it Chris I swear oh my god honestly like full transparency for me I made
00:52:45my decision last night um stop after my conversation with my person who I want to give every single
00:52:52ounce of energy to okay I know a hundred percent okay Chris that's so exciting mm-hmm it's like you really
00:53:00kind of know like this probably isn't the strongest one like for me I don't know you just kind of feel
00:53:07it I don't know you sounds like you feel the same way though yeah I mean right like it's just hard
00:53:15because I'm like where there's maybe some things that like I wasn't feeling with my initial connection
00:53:21it's like with you I was feeling but like we didn't have like the initial like oh my god like right off the
00:53:26bat mm-hmm so it's just like I hate like the comparison game I mean you know it's Connor so
00:53:31I can say his name but oh yeah like it's Chris and Connor like you guys are great guys yeah Connor's
00:53:37awesome I know so and Chris I need to know who you're going on a date with now I want to know oh man
00:53:45tell me about your girl oh man who do you think Jessica it's my girl oh my god Chris what I love her
00:53:55she's the sweetest yeah she's amazing so I'm obsessed yeah wait that's so exciting all right this is
00:54:02good this is like best case oh yeah that's great okay I love this all right bye Chris all right Bri have
00:54:08fun tonight oh yes thank you
00:54:10I am so happy I'm excited I think I know who are my number ones but I'm gonna keep them private
00:54:22because people okay okay coming into this journey I honestly did not know I was going to be sitting
00:54:27here being like I have feelings I am excited Connor and I have expressed that we have deep feelings for
00:54:33each other feeling the feels man feeling the feel but I do know that there are other people dating
00:54:44the same guys I am and Bri came into the room so glowing and so happy I feel like my whole like
00:54:54body like feels something I'm like what is going on like it's just like really intense can we just
00:54:59fast forward to Mexico so then are you down to one or two one you're down to one it's really fun
00:55:07I was like you're gonna change my life like literally in all aspects we have not disclosed
00:55:13who we are seeing I am nervous that if I wait too long I am going to lose the right guy I just like
00:55:21feel like this is where it just gets unhinged with Connor I have such a strong feeling
00:55:33about him what is reeling in my head though is like is he seeing that with other people as well
00:55:39or is it just me I didn't think it was going to get to me but it got to me today things are crazy
00:55:45right now yeah I mean we're two days from potentially uh getting engaged
00:55:56I want you to continue exploring your options yeah but for me my gut is telling me it's you
00:56:09as we both come to know we've always been kind of up there for each other but it's like
00:56:13shit can change there might be things that you talk about or unsure of and it could be kind of
00:56:21life-altering or I mean if you want to get married to him I mean your number ones can change at any
00:56:27moment on any conversation yeah I don't fucking know
00:56:36the second person I've been talking to is amazing and it's great but like it's not fair to him that I
00:56:40think so much about you but I have a feeling that you have a strong connection with someone else
00:56:49yeah um I'm not even good at dating one girl but I do have another connection that's strong
00:56:56I just have this strong pull to you you make me feel calm you make me feel secure you make me feel
00:57:02validated but you also make me laugh and I want to know where your head's at
00:57:13yeah what a fucking experiment
00:57:15I'll be 100% honest with you I feel like I do have a stronger connection but you and my other
00:57:27connection have been a pretty solid like tops at my list the whole time
00:57:33it's either engagement or or not so I haven't decided anything
00:57:46I told you where I'm at like I think I know where you're at
00:57:59but I think we just need to say what we want to do
00:58:02in the dead of night
00:58:05everything's so quiet
00:58:08nothing's what it seems
00:58:11oh yeah
00:58:26fuck
00:58:29I
00:58:32I
00:58:34I
00:58:36I
00:58:38I
00:58:40I
00:58:42I
00:58:44I
00:58:46I
00:58:48I
00:58:50I
00:58:52I
00:58:54I
00:58:56I
00:58:58I
00:59:11I
00:59:13I
00:59:15I
00:59:17I
00:59:19I
00:59:21I
00:59:23I
00:59:25I
00:59:25I
00:59:27I
00:59:28I
00:59:54I
00:59:54I
00:59:56I
00:59:56I
00:59:56I
00:59:57I
00:59:59I
01:00:01I
01:00:13I
01:00:15I
01:00:17I
01:00:19I
01:00:21I
01:00:23I
01:00:25I
01:00:25I
01:00:25I
01:00:26I
01:00:26I
01:00:27I
01:00:29I
01:00:31I
01:00:43I
01:00:45I
01:00:47I
01:00:49I
01:00:51I
01:00:53I
Comments