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00:00I've seen scum at Ray Winston
00:02Please don't, don't
00:04Steve had it on VHS
00:10Reckon he was trying to put me off bum sex
00:12or scare me so I'd never end up in prison
00:20Turns out
00:22it didn't work on either count
00:26Two years
00:28Two fucking years
00:32All of your belongings
00:34Earrings too
00:36Nice earrings dickhead
00:40Come on boys
00:44What are you in for?
00:46Come on Dan, what are you in for?
00:48That is rubber hair
00:50What's your rob? An old woman?
00:52Three
00:56He's ready for a finger up your back
01:06Take him off
01:08Go
01:10Go
01:12Go
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01:18Go
01:20Go
01:22Go
01:24Go
01:26Go
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01:46Go
01:48I need to keep my head down, and I'll be fine.
02:01Who am I kidding?
02:04I'm gonna fucking die in here.
02:06I'm gonna get the phone call soon.
02:36Hello? Hello?
02:48Hello?
02:50I can't hear ya. Hello? Who is it?
02:53Hello, die, it's Byron. I'm stuck in...
02:57Leave a message. Guess what? I might just listen to it.
03:01Hello? Die, it's Byron. I'm stuck in...
03:06Got you again!
03:10Oh, God!
03:12Hello, die. Can you just fucking answer your phone, please?
03:16It's not fucking funny.
03:31Got any Byron?
03:45Alright.
03:47Like it. Hand it over.
03:50Who are you?
03:51Right, enough of the fucking questions. I've been given it.
03:55I don't have any.
04:01Lying in here, he'll get you shanked up.
04:11Hang up!
04:25Fuck.
04:32Oh, fuck's sake.
04:33Oh, fuck's sake.
04:40What the fuck, boy?
04:46Oh, fuck you all right?
04:48Oh, fuck.
04:52Oh, fuck.
05:00Oh, fuck.
05:02Oh, fuck.
05:13Oh, fuck.
05:14Lessons.
05:21Please just do him in here.
05:26No. You come with me now.
05:29Come on. Get moving.
05:34Hey! Get on the table!
05:39Do you slug it now? Do you all?
05:42All right. All right.
05:44This is Byron.
05:46Miss Meadows, our educational officer.
05:49Take a seat.
05:52Right.
05:54That's enough.
05:56Right. 20-minute test.
05:59Let's just see where we're at,
06:01what kind of progress we're making, if any at all.
06:03Aye, miss.
06:05How did you catch AIDS?
06:07Right. 20-minute test in silence.
06:11Go.
06:25Don't go.
06:26Right. Get out.
06:27I barely fucking touched you.
06:28You act like I fucking stabbed him.
06:30Get out completely.
06:31We said no, bitch boy.
06:33Come on, man.
06:34What?
06:35There's gone nothing wrong.
06:38Hey.
06:39Come on, come on.
06:40Come on, come on.
06:41Come on, come on.
06:42Come on, come on.
06:43Come on, come on.
06:44The Lord is my light and salvation.
06:45Oh.
06:46You can take him.
06:49You can have all of him.
06:51You're a puff.
07:10So, how long are you in here for then?
07:13Fucking ages.
07:14Right, and then bend you.
07:15Get out.
07:16I've got no chance at an HTC, so not for a while.
07:17What's that?
07:18Early release.
07:19We have to wear a tag.
07:20And any fucker gets it, though.
07:21Bang up.
07:22Night-night.
07:23There she is.
07:24Please welcome Nadia.
07:25I've just had a sex change, and I'm very proud of what I am, what I've been chief so far.
07:44I've done three years of work and I've done with everyone.
07:52Three years of going through gender clinics and all that nonsense. I had my breast done which I'm very proud of
08:10Day six and a big boss last fuck's sake how the fuck did I get here?
08:22Byron yeah, were you in further education kind of sign this
08:30No, I don't want to stick out I
08:33Don't want to miss the chance of teaching something interesting
08:36Think of your future
08:38What could this help me go HCC?
08:40No one is guaranteed one of those but yes it could if you get good grades you might be eligible for early release
08:52No, I'm not going to do it again. I'm waiting for it
08:57Anyone want one of those gay boys books?
08:59Get in Carl
09:00A golden boy will be fine without his books
09:03Jay
09:05Toby
09:15Hello?
09:17I can't hear you. Hello? Who is it?
09:24Leave a message just like I might just listen to it
09:28So have you met anyone nice in here then?
09:31It's present Lisa
09:34Are you eating?
09:36You look ever so frail
09:38Yeah I am but the food's horrible mama
09:41I can't stand you being in here Byron
09:43I mean why did you do it?
09:45It doesn't make any sense to me
09:47Come on now, love
09:49Let's not do this now
09:50No, he needs to hear it ma'am
09:53Everybody's looking at me in Upwell
09:56I can't go anywhere, I can't even go to the frigging co-op
09:57You don't try to be in a fucking prison mum
09:59Can you stop with the effing and jeffing please?
10:01Sorry
10:03Tell us about this JCB thingy
10:06HDC mama, it's a home detention care for you
10:10HDC, yeah
10:11Yeah, and if I get it it means I can get out in eight months
10:15Oh, that's good
10:17Good?
10:18It's eight months
10:20What are you going to do about your studies?
10:22Well they'll let me do them in here
10:23Yeah but it's not the same is it?
10:24You ain't got a fucking choice mum, have I?
10:27Sorry, I can't say anything right in here
10:31Yeah well at least you've got some sort of awareness at last
10:34I can't be here ma'am
10:35I'm going to go stand outside
10:36No Lisa don't go darling
10:39I know you're not going to believe me Byron but
10:42I just want you to be alright
10:52I am right to ya?
10:54No touching please
10:55I'm sorry, sorry
10:56Thank you
11:13You've just got to keep your head down and get on with it
11:17And you'll get through it, you know?
11:24Yeah
11:25Get undressed
11:39Yes sir
11:41Speak up
11:43Yes sir
11:44Arms up
11:45tell me
11:46Yeah
11:47I'm sorry
11:48No
11:49They said
11:50I'm sorry
11:51You're not. I'm sorry
11:53Yes sir
11:54No
11:55No
12:01No
12:03No
12:04No
12:06No
12:07No
12:08No
12:09No
12:10No
12:11Arms up, turn around.
12:15Day 20 and they make both the last.
12:19And I can feel myself disappearing.
12:22I can't take it.
12:27Nadia, is it just a lack of cigarettes?
12:29Yes, it is just a lack of cigarettes.
12:31Don't ask many more questions.
12:33Just get me out of here, please.
12:35I'm going to go insane.
12:37Look at me.
12:38This is not funny.
12:41I wonder what everyone's doing on the outside.
12:50I want everyone to be dead bald without me.
12:57Any news on my HCC?
12:59I want the whole friggin' world to just stop.
13:04But it weren't my lap.
13:07Because they were playing all the new songs on the radio today and it got me thinking.
13:11There'll be traffic jams and parties and special offers in Tesco's and life will just carry on without me.
13:17But maybe this is exactly what someone like me deserves.
13:39Leave a message.
13:46This is exactly what I'm asking.
13:48MUSIC PLAYS
13:50MUSIC PLAYS
13:52MUSIC PLAYS
13:54MUSIC PLAYS
13:56MUSIC CONTINUES
13:58MUSIC CONTINUES
14:00MUSIC CONTINUES
14:02MUSIC CONTINUES
14:04MUSIC CONTINUES
14:06Hey, up, rapper-bait. How's Jail?
14:08I hope you're not someone's bitch already.
14:10Right, that was a joke before you get all sensitive.
14:13Hey, I found this photo of us. It made me proper miss, yeah?
14:16Up here's fine and I do miss everyone.
14:19Even you sometimes, you got me little bitch.
14:21And I'm getting by and I met some new people too.
14:23Got some new work connections. Wink, wink.
14:26Anyway, I spoke to Dian on the phone the other day
14:28and we was laughing about her foot therapy.
14:30God, do you remember that?
14:33Oh, I do miss your babes.
14:35It's weird without you girls around, I can't lie.
14:38I hope you're keeping your chin up in there.
14:41Right, I know it's tough, but you are tougher.
14:44Everything's going to be all right.
14:46Just hang in there, Byron.
14:48You'll get through it. I promise.
14:51I love you, girl.
14:53Sasha.
14:58I'm a little disappointed with the man he'd chosen to come in here.
15:01I was just wondering what his thoughts on that.
15:04Why are you disappointed in the Big Brother men?
15:09Big Brother men.
15:10Big Brother men!
15:12Only because I thought it would be a little bit sort of,
15:17I don't know, more masculine or sort of cave-looking men.
15:22You know what I mean?
15:23Like really primitive.
15:24Oh, my God, Di.
15:25I'm not dying, where the fuck have you been my whole life?
15:26I can't hear you, proxy, babe.
15:27I'm having a rave with my ass.
15:28OK, well, Di, listen to me, yeah?
15:29I'm going to get you a visit and order for you and Samantha to come see me, yeah?
15:30Oh, yeah, definitely, babe. God be there.
15:31OK, OK, how's the rave at that?
15:32I'm being able to see you miserable without me.
15:32Look, they must be and I've got to go, all right?
15:35All right, bye, bye.
15:36Bye.
15:37Bye.
15:38Bye.
15:39Bye.
15:40Bye.
15:41Bye.
15:42Bye.
15:43Bye.
15:44Bye.
15:45Bye.
15:47Bye.
15:48Bye.
15:49Bye.
15:50Bye.
15:51Bye.
15:52Bye.
15:53Bye.
15:54Bye.
15:55Bye.
15:56Bye.
15:57Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye.
15:58Bye bye.
15:59Bye bye.
16:00You've come a long way, Byron. Your writing is interesting. It's original.
16:21Oh, thanks, miss.
16:24If we take a look at your introduction.
16:25Miss, can you just help?
16:27Fuck off.
16:28Carl.
16:30What I feel here is that you've already reached your conclusion before you've expanded on
16:41any points.
16:42Well, I have.
16:43We can't do that, Byron.
16:44It's so close to an A. It is safe.
16:47I actually need help with something.
16:49If he's got so many books, he can already fucking read, but I need your help to read.
16:52You won't fucking come to me.
16:53You sit with him.
16:54I'll lesson.
16:55No.
16:56Oh, man.
16:57Shut the fuck up, boy.
16:58You've got real potential, Byron.
17:10Have you considered university?
17:12No, I don't think people at Make-O-T University.
17:15Says who?
17:16I'm going to get you some prospectuses.
17:23Fuck yourself.
17:24Fuck yourself.
17:25Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
17:56Why the fuck did you do that?
17:59Did you grouse?
18:00No, I fucking didn't, but what if someone had seen the room?
18:02You could have messed things up for me.
18:05I don't know. I'm sure you're going to be fine.
18:08You get all the fucking help you need, don't you?
18:25What are you doing?
18:38I got an appeal.
18:41An appeal for what?
18:43To get my sentence reduced.
18:46I'm going to ask my mum if she'll come.
18:48Do you want me to help you with it?
19:01Yeah.
19:03Okay.
19:07Well, what is it you want to say to her?
19:10I want to say that...
19:15I want to say that I had no reasons.
19:19Okay.
19:22Anything else?
19:24And...
19:26I'm sorry for...
19:28letting her down again.
19:32Okay.
19:35Okay, well then why don't we...
19:37Why don't we start there?
19:45Why don't we say...
19:48Dear Mum...
19:49Dear Mum...
20:02Uh...
20:03I know...
20:05That you're upset.
20:09Yeah.
20:11Yeah.
20:12But the first thing I want to say to you...
20:13Is that I'm sorry?
20:142.34pm...
20:15Nadia's been getting ready for the past three and a half hours.
20:19Oh!
20:20Oh!
20:21Yes, I'm sorry.
20:292.34pm.
20:32Nadia's been getting ready for the past three and a half hours.
20:40You're beautiful, aren't you?
20:41Do you think I look beautiful?
20:43Of course.
20:43This is Big Brother.
20:45Can Nadia please come to the diary room?
20:47Oh, wait, you're at some burn.
20:58Thanks.
21:17Hey, what?
21:22See, something you like, batty boy.
21:26Hey, come look at this faggot, man.
21:28What's it like getting fucked up the ass?
21:31Mate, you tell me.
21:35I bet he won't ask your dad.
21:38You better shut the fuck up.
21:40Yeah, there's a strong family resemblance, isn't there?
21:43One brain, so I'm a tiny little cock.
21:48Hey, stop, stop.
21:49You've got a mouth on you, haven't you?
21:51Yeah, that's what his dad said.
21:52Oh, the fuck?
21:53Oh, shit.
21:57Break it up, break it up.
22:11Oh, fuck off the lot of you.
22:13After light's out, we speak through the bogs.
22:15You can join, but only if you make us laugh.
22:18Yeah, I wonder why the Louvre whisper in.
22:20Yeah, you've got to pump the water out with a toilet brush.
22:23Don't worry.
22:24I know a way around a toilet brush.
22:26Fucking push it up.
22:28All right, break it up.
22:30I'll kill it.
22:32Fuck off.
22:33Back up.
22:33Let me lie, man.
22:34What are you doing, huh?
22:35What?
22:35Watch your hands on me.
22:36Calm down.
22:37What, you're going to let them start on me,
22:38and I can't defend myself.
22:39I'm just fucking defending myself.
22:42So, I've been speaking to Miss Meadows.
22:45She says you applied to uni, and you're working hard.
22:56H-D-C.
23:04Hello, release in six months' time.
23:06Thank you so much.
23:15Thank you, sir.
23:16You don't know how great you play I am.
23:17You really don't.
23:17Thank you so much.
23:18But, remember the three Fs.
23:21No fighting.
23:23No funny business.
23:24No fucking.
23:25Well, this all goes away.
23:26Yes, Mr. D.
23:27Three Fs.
23:28Got it.
23:29Thanks, sir.
24:06Oh!
24:11Oh, fuck.
24:13Oh, my God.
24:20Anyone there?
24:26Oh, fuck's sake.
24:28Is that you, Hookdall?
24:31Carl?
24:34Um, I'm getting a mug, he's quite palmed up.
24:38Um, chocolate milkshake.
24:43That's what you do first?
24:45I swear down.
24:48You?
24:49God, I don't know.
24:51I can't decide whether things are going to be completely different or exactly the same.
24:56Different?
24:57I mean, it's got to be.
24:59What are you going to do differently?
25:02Um, not get used by absolute balance and commit crimes.
25:08Oh, none of it's your fault then.
25:11You're going to go back to shagging dirty old men?
25:15Oh, come on, Carl's got to be some fun.
25:17Fun?
25:19Right, how old were they?
25:22It wasn't really a, what's your name, where'd you come from kind of situation.
25:25But they were men, though.
25:27Like, grown-ups.
25:28I wanted to do it, okay?
25:29Okay, but why did they?
25:31It ain't right.
25:33I mean, come on, Carl, let's you know you don't get it.
25:36I fucking do.
25:43What's all your, um, your photo?
25:46Are you, um, you're one of them drag queens?
25:55Um, no, no, I'm here.
26:00It's more than that.
26:01That's why I'm fucking suffocating in here.
26:06Look, yeah, I don't, I don't get it, but you look happy in that picture.
26:12It suits you, so...
26:15You know, that's one of the reasons I love Dye so much.
26:20Like, the first time I ever met her, she just let me feel like I could be myself around her.
26:26No, I'm sorry, I know I keep going on about it, but honestly, seeing her tomorrow is the only thing that's fucking getting me through this place.
26:38Sounds good, mate.
26:42Alright, well, I'm shattered, so I'm gonna get off.
26:46Night, Carl.
26:48See you tomorrow. Good night.
26:56Night, Carl.
26:57I'm so sorry.
26:58I'm so sorry.
27:08No joke or so, Mike!
27:09No joke or so, Mike!
27:11Ha ha!
27:12Ha ha!
27:15How are you doing?
27:17How are you doing?
27:18I love you!
27:20The entire time is over.
27:22No joke or so, Mike!
27:24FUN.
27:25Let's go.
27:55Let's go.
28:25Let's go.
28:26Thanks.
28:27Hey.
28:28Hi.
28:29Hey.
28:30Where's Day?
28:32She couldn't get a pass on time.
28:34Oh.
28:35Oh.
28:36Oh.
28:37Oh.
28:38Oh.
28:39Oh.
28:40Oh.
28:41Oh.
28:42Oh.
28:43Oh.
28:44Oh.
28:45Oh.
28:46Oh.
28:47Hey.
28:48Hi.
28:49Hey.
28:50Where's Day?
28:51She couldn't get a pass on time.
28:52Oh, right. Oh, well, erm...
28:55It's fine, but thanks for coming.
28:58Yeah, of course. Don't be daft.
29:00So, how have you been? Any news on HTC yet?
29:03Yeah, it's the...
29:05Sorry, it's the, erm, it's the 20th of August, so...
29:09That's amazing. I'm so proud of you.
29:12Hey, look, I've got something to tell you.
29:14Yeah?
29:15Do you remember Kayleigh Miles?
29:17I bet you she left it till last minute, didn't she?
29:19What? Who? What?
29:20Di.
29:21Byron...
29:23Yeah, sorry, erm, Kayleigh...
29:25Kayleigh Miles got the crunchy pin.
29:27Yeah, yeah, yeah, her, yeah.
29:29Erm, well, Kelly, Aunt Roy Loke, is saying that Kayleigh's fucking loose.
29:34Sorry, I can't fucking believe her. No, I know!
29:36I mean, she's meant to be my fucking best mate.
29:38She can't sort herself out to come visit me when she's in prison.
29:40She's taking a fucking piss.
29:44Don't you think that's wild?
29:46Do you know what, Byron? I didn't need to come all this way.
29:48It's Leicester. It's the man fits at Mars.
29:51Oh, my God.
29:53I still think you're the centre of the frigging universe, don't you?
29:56No, I don't.
29:57Then we'll just take a look at your sandwich, huh?
29:59You're in prison.
30:01So you haven't exactly got it all figured out.
30:03Leave a message.
30:04Guess what? I might just listen to it.
30:05Move.
30:06Go on, you again.
30:07Oh, God.
30:08Listen, you fucking bitch.
30:10You couldn't get yourself sorted to come see me while I'm stuck here in fucking prison.
30:13Babe, stop trying to be a fucking martyr.
30:15You could just about pull off lady night, so safe night is a fucking stretch.
30:19Fucking selfish bitch.
30:21I mean, I did leave her a shitty voicemail and maybe it was a bit fucking harsh, but she's the one person I want to see in here.
30:34At what point is she just going to forgive me?
30:36It's functioning coming off.
30:38Go on.
30:39Time to get ready for your hearing.
30:40Oh, that shit are. Yeah.
30:41Carl, good luck.
30:42Thanks.
31:06Oh, my God.
31:36You coming or what?
31:37Come on.
31:38Come on.
31:39Come on.
31:40I know you want it.
31:41It's not bad I got hurt, but it's better than nothing.
31:43You try.
31:44Go on.
31:45It's good.
31:46Fuck.
31:47Fuck.
31:48Yeah.
31:49Oh, fuck.
31:50Come on.
31:51Come on.
31:52Come on.
31:53Come on.
31:54Come on.
31:55Come on.
31:57Come on.
31:58Come on.
31:59I know you want it.
32:00It's not bad I got hurt, but it's better than nothing.
32:01You try.
32:02Go on.
32:03It's good.
32:04Oh, fuck.
32:07Oh, fuck.
32:11You-
32:13Oh, my God, I'm just kidding.
32:28Oh, my God.
32:33Oh, my God.
32:36Don't fucking stop.
32:38No, I don't want to.
32:39What?
32:40Oh, fuck's sake.
32:41The lines have now been closed for the final time.
32:45The votes have been counted and verified.
32:50And I can reveal that the winner of Big Brother is...
33:03Nadia!
33:06Oh, my God.
33:09Take the word.
33:10I love you.
33:12Thank God.
33:16Come on.
33:21Oh, my God.
33:25Oh, my God.
33:28I love you.
33:44Can you stay in the house, honey?
33:58Want another go?
34:15No, I don't.
34:20Fuck, fuck, Freddie.
34:22Freddie, take the camera.
34:27What are they going to do, bang me up?
34:44I'm sorry your appeal didn't work out.
34:47Look, if it's any consolation, I'm probably going to be stuck here with you.
34:52What are you saying?
34:53I think I fucked my HTC.
34:56I did something stupid with Freddie, and as soon as I did it, I fucking regretted it.
35:00I did.
35:01But I went back yesterday, and it's a fucking CCTV camera.
35:05So now it's on tape, and I think it's only a fucking matter of time before everyone can see it.
35:08And I've fucked it. I have. I've completely fucked it up.
35:11I've been so stupid.
35:12Fucking...
35:13Oh my god.
35:14Look.
35:15Tits.
35:21Fuck who fucking cares?
35:23I guess being a knee is not much fucking worse than being a knock-knock.
35:26Oh my god.
35:27Do I have a knife?
35:28I'm not enough.
35:29Oh my god, I'm not.
35:30Oh my god!
35:31You're going to...
35:32I'll fucking get away.
35:33You're fucking thrown away.
35:34Enough!
35:35Stupid twat!
35:38God!
35:43Fuck shit.
35:47Back to work.
35:48Fucking shut your mouth.
35:56All right, boys, let's go back to what we were doing.
35:58We were doing really well.
36:00We were doing really well.
36:08Fuck shit!
36:14Stay back!
36:16What's up, Ben? What's up, Ben?
36:20I'll try to string up.
36:24Sounds! Now!
36:26Get in!
36:28Come on, back in!
36:46What's up, Ben?
36:52I'll try.
37:02Fucking throw it out of the way!
37:04The rules are safe!
37:06I still think you're the center of the friggin' universe, don't you?
37:08The rules are safe!
37:10Oh, fuck! I mean, why did you do it?
37:12The rules are safe!
37:14The rules are safe!
37:16I still think you're the center of the friggin' universe, don't you?
37:18The rules are safe!
37:20Oh, fuck! I mean, why did you do it?
37:22The rules are safe!
37:24I mean, why did you do it?
37:26I mean, why did you get to go?
37:28Be okay!
37:32Fuck!
37:33Fuck it out!
37:34Fuck it out!
37:35Fuck it out!
37:36Fuck it out!
37:41Fuck it out!
37:42Fuck it out!
37:43Fuck it out!
37:45Fuck it out!
37:46Hello?
38:02Mum?
38:03Byron?
38:04I didn't hear you.
38:06Byron?
38:09What?
38:11What is it?
38:12What's wrong?
38:13No mum, it's all gone to shit.
38:16Eddie just needed his mum and she's not...
38:18Oh my God, sorry.
38:20So who did?
38:22I thought you were getting out.
38:23No, I'm a fucking fuck-up mum.
38:25I can't do anything right, can I?
38:27No, I'm sorry.
38:29I'm fucking sorry for everything, Mum.
38:31I am so, so sorry.
38:33I can't do fucking anything right.
38:37It's gonna be alright, Byron.
38:39Yeah, but what if it's not, Mum?
38:41Whatever's happened has happened now.
38:44Okay, we can't turn back time.
38:46You can just try now and do the right thing.
38:49Right?
38:50That's all any of us can do.
38:52Okay.
38:53Time's up.
38:54Okay, mate, I've gotta go, Mum.
38:55But thank you for listening, okay?
38:57Alright, Milo.
38:58Miss you.
38:59Okay, bye.
39:00Bye.
39:01Bye.
39:02Is that in?
39:03Come in.
39:04I just wanted to see what Carl was doing.
39:18Recovering.
39:23It's not the first time he's done this, unfortunately.
39:26Yeah, well, I think you should have accepted his appeal.
39:29Are you finished?
39:35No.
39:36There's, er...
39:38There's something I need to tell you.
39:42I, er...
39:44I fucked up.
39:46I did...
39:47something with Freddie in the kitchen.
39:50And, look, I'm sure you already know, because this is a CCTV camera.
39:53But I just wanted to come in here and tell you that's the reason my Carl was angry.
39:57Because I jeopardized getting out while he's stuck in here.
40:00And, look, I know that he's gonna fuck my HTC.
40:03I know I'm gonna be stuck in here, and I deserve that.
40:05And so I'm not asking for special treatment.
40:07But I just wanted to come in here, take accountability, and say that I am sorry and I am gonna do better.
40:11I am.
40:12I can promise you that.
40:13I am gonna do better.
40:14It doesn't work.
40:21What?
40:23The CCTV.
40:26Needs fixing.
40:31I've never seen anything.
40:33And I think you just could have...
40:36left here quietly.
40:38Right.
40:55About what?
40:57Whatever's in that head of yours.
41:08There's an image that keeps appearing in my mind lately.
41:16It's this poster we had in Home Economics.
41:19It shows you how much is your beating of the different types of food.
41:23All the luxury items are at the top.
41:26Tasty stuff.
41:27Sweets and chocolate.
41:29And at the bottom is all the basics.
41:31Stuff you're meant to get plenty of.
41:33Fruit and veg and all aren't shit.
41:36But society has their own version.
41:39At the top, there's the queen.
41:41The lords and the ladies.
41:42Judges and celebrities.
41:44The other queen, Joan Collins.
41:46There's doctors and bank managers.
41:48Then there's builders.
41:49And getting less and less important until you reach the homeless.
41:53Drug dealers and prosers.
41:55And right at the bottom, it's everyone who's been to prison.
41:58And I asked my son.
42:00How did it happen?
42:01How do we end up at the bottom of the heap?
42:04It's only good people looking down from the top.
42:09One of my favourite books, when I was little, had a picture that shows this police station cutting off like a doll's arse.
42:15And you could see the divide.
42:17Good people above.
42:18Bad people below.
42:19Bad people below.
42:20It stuck with me because in some ways I feel like I've always been below.
42:26Locked up.
42:27And being here, I've realised we're all trapped in some way.
42:32And I wonder if any of us ever break out the cells we're given.
42:37Or the ones we build for ourselves.
42:40Cos I've realised, through our own actions, we've given bricks to fortifying with.
42:45I need to stop making excuses and start owning that.
42:50Cos look at me.
42:51I'm here.
42:52Under a prison issue blanket.
42:54On a prison issue mattress.
42:56Looking up at a prison ceiling.
42:58I robbed someone.
43:00I committed a crime.
43:02I'm doing the time.
43:04But what's next?
43:27Hey, Smurf.
43:29Look, I don't expect you to talk to me. I get it. Honestly, I do.
43:34But I just wanted to say one thing to you.
43:37If Luke is having it off with Crunchy poem Kayleigh Miles, then babes he is a bastard and you fucking deserve better.
43:42I'm sorry. I am.
43:45And I just fucking pray you'll forgive me cos I love you.
43:49I'll speak to you soon.
44:04I better see him.
44:05Let them be down.
44:07Three, four, four, three, four.
44:08It's been caught.
44:10And then.
44:11Two, three, four, four, five.
44:12I would have left to the första station.
44:13To genau the drain of the kingdom with one word fertilizer and Duluth to allow you to deal with.
44:14Get a horror ær Isis for the mein Rider.
44:15You get the catalyst for one word fields
44:16and those are true.
44:16You'll survive, so that's what I got on the back is.
44:17You can find a lot of snow level Sicherheit.
44:18So I made school just in my wind.
44:24Yeah, yeah.
44:25I could be trying to feel and I can't Film Promised several, three, two, four dрен occur.
44:28You know, two-thirds of offenders end up back in here within two years.
44:53But you're different. You have a real chance out there. Don't fuck it up. They'll tag you when you get home.
45:05What? I can still have my HTC.
45:23I'm not going to go outside.
45:30I'm not going to eat.
45:36What happened outside?
45:40It was very long.
45:43Oh, my God.
46:13The only way together
46:22With all the tyrants and the good
46:26I have to set you up
46:30I have to praise you like I should
46:43I have to praise you
47:00I have to praise you
47:13I have to praise you
47:43I have to praise you
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