Emmerdale S54E193 Wednesday 15th October 2025

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00:30You're up, then.

00:36What's this?

00:38Oh, it's Kyle's.

00:40Oh, and don't say that you've seen it.

00:41He'd want to show you himself.

00:46So, are we going to talk about it?

00:48What happened when you got to France?

00:50Not now.

00:51Oh, come on, Cain.

00:53You barely said two words last night.

00:56You slept the whole way back from Dover.

01:00Really?

01:01Please don't.

01:04Look, we were worried about you.

01:05Not one phone call.

01:08Where are the kids?

01:09They stopped with Chas and Liam.

01:11And Isaac hasn't been well.

01:12I mean, I hated leaving him.

01:14Chas would have said something if he wasn't all right.

01:16Yeah, I know.

01:16She's rung me non-stop since I came to get you.

01:19She's paranoid about what you might have done

01:20and why you got locked up.

01:22Well, where have you told them I've been?

01:24Well, we said you needed to get your head together

01:27after everything that came out about John.

01:29Why did you say that?

01:30Well, we had to say something.

01:32We could hardly say that you've gone off to try and kill him, could we?

01:36So, did you find him?

01:37Are you sneaking out on me?

01:47No, I just, er, thought I'd let you have a lie-in, heard you up half the night.

01:51Yeah.

01:53It should get easier though, now.

01:54First night out of the way.

01:56Being back here, right?

01:58I suppose, yeah.

01:59Especially if you want to stay up every now and again.

02:01Well, only if you want me to.

02:02Don't want to put any pressure on.

02:04Well, you stopped playing hard to get, you weren't last night, were you?

02:08You fancy a drink at the pub later?

02:09Only his mates?

02:11If that's what you want to tell people, yeah.

02:13You really still need to keep it quiet though.

02:16It's only for a little while longer.

02:18Tell everyone soon, I promise.

02:21What's all this?

02:23Stuff I was sorting out last night when I couldn't sleep.

02:25Been meaning to get rid of loads of stuff for ages.

02:27Not this.

02:29Isn't this...

02:30It's Liv's.

02:32No.

02:33It was.

02:35She'd never sleep without it.

02:36Well, she'd always deny it.

02:40What?

02:41I didn't actually mean to put that in there.

02:46It's the anniversary of her death.

02:48Tomorrow.

02:49I didn't realise I'm sorry.

02:51Well, you don't need to be.

02:53You weren't here.

02:55Didn't expect you to remember it.

02:56Do you want to do something to mark it?

03:06I know I'd like to say a proper goodbye.

03:08Yeah, that's...

03:10It's a nice idea.

03:13Thanks.

03:14Would you look at that.

03:17I think even Lewis Hamilton needed more lessons than you.

03:20So, um...

03:23Have you checked about the deliveries yet?

03:30What's up?

03:31We talked about this.

03:32I don't want to risk losing my job permit.

03:33Yes.

03:34Right, right.

03:35Because of the...

03:37Peanuts.

03:38They're paying you.

03:39Your integrity is to be commended.

03:42But getting out across the country like that...

03:44You could have your debt worked off in no time.

03:46I thought that's what you wanted.

03:51Yes.

03:52So, take the opportunity then, mate.

03:54Loads of people in your position would kill for it.

03:58All right, I'll ask.

04:00Good man.

04:02You know I'm just looking out for you, right?

04:04Yeah?

04:05I'll catch you in a bit.

04:07Oh, you here again?

04:09Can't stay away.

04:11Must be the pizzas.

04:13Oh.

04:14Hi, Nick.

04:15Oh, I didn't expect to see you out and about.

04:18No, I can't stay in.

04:20Every time the door goes,

04:21I keep thinking it's going to be the police here

04:23to drag our car away.

04:24Oh, that's not going to happen.

04:25You don't know that.

04:26None of us do.

04:28It's two of my kids now.

04:29We've completely ruined their futures.

04:31Carl hasn't ruined his future.

04:33And nor is Angelica, for that matter.

04:34You'll all get through this.

04:35How?

04:37Everything's such a mess.

04:39I don't know how we can ever fix it.

04:42Come on, keep up.

04:43I don't want to be here.

04:46I don't want to see anyone.

04:48Well, we can't leave you at home.

04:50Yeah, good to be out and about.

04:52No one's going to see you.

04:52They're all at school.

04:53Oh, I forgot milk.

04:55I'll get it.

04:56Just as soon as we can go home after.

04:58You know, Carl has got a lot to answer for.

05:04As if Nicola's having a go at me about this.

05:06She's just scared.

05:07If they haven't got a leg to stand on, they know it.

05:10Hey, I was just about to pop up to yours, actually.

05:13I need to talk to you.

05:16Archie was one of the kids who was sending that picture of Clemmie.

05:20Look, he didn't want anything to do with it.

05:22All right?

05:22He knew it was wrong and he spoke up straight away.

05:27The same way he did this morning.

05:29Oh, God.

05:30Don't tell me there's more photos.

05:31No, it's not that.

05:34Yeah, look.

05:37What is it?

05:38The boys have set up a poll asking if Clemmie's thirsty.

05:45What?

05:45Well, they're asking if she's up for it.

05:48This is disgusting.

05:49She's ten years old.

05:50She's a child.

05:51These boys are children.

05:53I know.

05:54I'm sorry.

05:54I just...

05:55Well, I thought you should know.

05:57I didn't want you or Clemmie finding out some other way.

06:00Finding out what?

06:06You all right?

06:07It was all a waste of time.

06:08I didn't have a clue where to look.

06:13Spoke to that army mate of his in Leal.

06:15Said he hadn't seen John for years.

06:17Then why didn't you just come home?

06:19Cain!

06:22I shouldn't have let it get this far.

06:24I should have finished him off when I had the chance.

06:27You don't mean that.

06:29That's not who you are.

06:32How did you end up getting arrested?

06:33After a couple of days, I realised it was all pointless, so I went into the first bar that I saw and started drinking.

06:48And then I decided to make my way back home.

06:55Got on the ferry.

06:57Started shooting my mouth off.

06:58The police didn't like that, so they banged me up.

07:01Well, you're lucky they let you go.

07:02He's got away with it, Cain.

07:04And at some point, we're all going to have to accept that.

07:06Yeah, everybody else has.

07:07No, because we've had to.

07:09Life hasn't stopped.

07:11I have given everything I have got to keep a hold of this place without you.

07:15And the kids, they've missed their dad.

07:18And they're scared.

07:20They're scared that one of these days you're going to wander off and never come back.

07:22I'll always come back.

07:24Yeah, but they don't know that, and sometimes I'm not sure I do.

07:26So I just lie to them, and then they know when I'm lying.

07:29They can tell.

07:29Darling, I understand what you are going through.

07:38But you are going to lose them too if you carry on like this.

07:42And are you willing to let John take them from you as well?

07:50It's your dad's anniversary today.

07:52Did you remember that?

07:54Yes, of course I did.

07:56Good.

07:56You promised Belle and Sam that you'd be together, so they're expecting you there.

08:01So will you be?

08:02I just said I would.

08:04What's going on about it?

08:05In.

08:14And where have you been all night?

08:15All right, don't start.

08:17I wasn't.

08:18But you have to admit, you and Aaron, you are going full throttle.

08:22No, I'm not.

08:22You are, especially considering the fact that you're both still married.

08:28Aaron to John, you to the Sundance kid.

08:31Kev's a nice guy.

08:32Who robs banks?

08:36What is it?

08:38He's trying to call.

08:39Loads, actually.

08:41Must be important.

08:42Do you know what you wanted?

08:43Yeah, he's texted me asking if I'll see him tomorrow.

08:46I've already agreed with Aaron that we'd do something to remember Liv.

08:49See, Robert, this is what I'm talking about.

08:52And the closer you and Aaron get, the worse it's going to be when he finds out about Kev.

08:56You promised you'd tell him, so do it.

08:58I know, and I will.

09:00Today.

09:02I'll tell him today.

09:05Can I see it?

09:06I'm not sure that's a good idea.

09:08Yeah, Dawn's right.

09:09It's not going to make you feel any better.

09:10I thought they'd stop.

09:13You said that they would.

09:14They will.

09:15Eventually.

09:17Look, when I was your age, boys used to write all sorts of things about girls at school.

09:21It's not the same.

09:22I know.

09:23I'm just saying that we understand.

09:25How?

09:26You can't.

09:27It's different now.

09:29That photo's never going to go away, is it?

09:32They'll all remember it.

09:33Forever.

09:34And you can't stop it.

09:36No one can.

09:37It just proves it.

09:38You lied to me.

09:40No, Clemmie.

09:41Okay, should we just take a minute?

09:42I'm not going back.

09:44What?

09:45To school.

09:46I can't handle them talking about me and laughing at me.

09:49Well, Clemmie, you have to go back to school.

09:50Clemmie, come on.

09:52You can't make me.

09:53Either of you.

09:55I won't go.

09:58Here you go, Uncle Zach.

09:59On the house.

10:02Will it just be you two at the grave today?

10:05Yeah, because I know there's a lot of us that would love to join you.

10:07Well, we should come by later and we'll make a big night of it.

10:12Yeah, we agreed the first year.

10:13We just wanted it to be the three of us.

10:18So, um...

10:19He's home then, Cairn?

10:21Yeah.

10:22Moira's in the back, actually, with the boys.

10:24Hmm.

10:25Speak of the devil.

10:26Hey, how's Cairn?

10:29Not good.

10:31I reminded him about what you've got planned for Zach and he said he'd come, but...

10:35But you're not sure?

10:35I think he'd have said anything to me to get me off his back.

10:38Why does he always do this?

10:39He's grieving.

10:40We all are, Chas.

10:41And that's why we should be together, like Dad put on the head.

10:44Why are you taking that?

10:46What?

10:46It's not like me Dad's gonna drink, is it?

10:48I'm gonna take it up to the grave.

10:52Fancy to pint with him on me own.

10:54If that's alright with you.

10:58Look, I know what you're thinking.

11:00But Cairn'll be there.

11:02He always comes through in the end.

11:04Always.

11:14You back then?

11:17Caleb, in.

11:18Now, him and Ruby must be away.

11:22He didn't find him.

11:23So he moved back in.

11:26I hate this place.

11:27Knowing he was here, is he?

11:29Happy getting away with it.

11:31Sorry.

11:32Do you want me to come back?

11:33No, it's fine.

11:35Let's just go for that drink.

11:36Whoa, whoa, hang on a minute.

11:37What?

11:39You're not back with him, are you?

11:43I lost my son because of John, just because you were waiting for this idiot to come back.

11:46We're just mates.

11:48Why don't I believe you?

11:51You can believe what you want, Cain.

11:53Just go on sober up.

11:54You're the only one who wants trouble here.

11:57Come on.

11:57You should get back to work.

12:00Oh, no, I'll walk you in.

12:03I've got cover.

12:04Thanks.

12:06I just wish it hadn't all got this far.

12:10Why couldn't they have come to us, whoever reported it?

12:13We could have dealt with it.

12:14Well, look, whoever it was, I'm sure they were just trying to do the right thing.

12:18How could it be the right thing?

12:20It being everywhere like it is.

12:22We could have kept it contained.

12:25They took it out of our hands.

12:26Yeah, but not on purpose.

12:28It was the school that phoned the police, wasn't it?

12:32How do you know that?

12:35Um...

12:35Because I was the one that reported it.

12:38Nicola, I'm so sorry.

12:39Nicola, are you just going to let me explain?

12:55Right, go on then.

12:56Explain why you couldn't have just spoken to me.

12:59I didn't know it was Carl.

13:00All I knew was that Archie was sent that picture by the boys.

13:03And he received it when he was here.

13:05He was terrified because he knew that by having it on his phone,

13:08he could get into trouble.

13:09So I called the school and they said it was procedure

13:12that they called the police.

13:14There was nothing I could do to stop them.

13:16How many nights have you sat there watching me turn my hair out, huh?

13:19Crying!

13:20Yeah, well, I didn't know how to tell you.

13:22Because you knew you'd done wrong?

13:23No, because I knew that you'd react like this.

13:26How dare you!

13:28Right, so would you have done things differently

13:29if you'd known it was Carl?

13:31Maybe.

13:32But I didn't.

13:34It doesn't stop it being a crime, Nicola.

13:36And anyway, you would have done exactly the same if it was Angelica.

13:39She would never send photos like that.

13:41You can't blame Clemmie.

13:42Come on, that isn't fair.

13:43It's not fair that you've ruined my son's life.

13:46Now, however you want to justify it, I hope you can live with that.

13:49Right, well, we can't stay here.

13:50Not after what you've done with me.

13:52No, Nicola, come on.

13:52No, me and you, we're done.

14:03How is she?

14:05She's still saying she's not going back.

14:08Not sure I can blame her.

14:10Do you want one?

14:11What am I going to do, Jo?

14:16I'm so unequipped for this.

14:19I mean, it's not exactly something you prepare for, is it?

14:21It's because of these things.

14:23They just follow you around everywhere.

14:24You can't escape them.

14:25And what if she's right?

14:27What if nobody forgets?

14:28Then at least we have options.

14:30Like what?

14:31What's this?

14:39This is the prospectus for Baswick Green.

14:42The private school?

14:44Yes, the private school.

14:45What's wrong with that?

14:47Well, the cost, for a start.

14:49And we're not exactly a private school kind of family, are we?

14:51Er, I beg to differ.

14:54I can't ask you to do that.

14:55Well, you didn't.

14:57I offered.

14:57And, you know, if she's going to have a fresh start, this could be her only option.

15:04It's worth considering it.

15:20Bit early, isn't it?

15:22Well, if you're lightweight.

15:24I heard you were back.

15:27I was walking by and I was surprised to see that you'd opened up.

15:32I thought you might be at your dad's grave by now with Sam and Belle.

15:37Well, I didn't realise I was sedaya.

15:43Ah.

15:43So you made it, then.

16:04I really wanted you to be right.

16:05Maybe he had a point when he said he's not fit enough to be out of the family.

16:12He's not himself, Sam.

16:14Don't be angry at him.

16:14I just, I don't know how we're going to get through to him.

16:19He'd have known how.

16:21Wouldn't you, Dad?

16:23He did warn us.

16:24Cain.

16:27This time last year, he said.

16:30You never forget.

16:32Seeing her dad grieve for his son and look at us.

16:35Why is this happening?

16:37Have we not been through enough already?

16:42Come here.

16:42We've had a lot going on.

16:50Chas doesn't like to talk about it.

16:53Says you're all coping, but, er, I can tell.

17:03Dangerous business, this garaging malarkey.

17:05What do you want, Liam?

17:08Just want to make sure you're okay.

17:09Called you a few times while you were away, but, er, didn't get back to me.

17:15Yeah, so what does that tell you?

17:20I've been where you are.

17:23I know how it feels.

17:26To be so angry and not able to do anything about it.

17:32Yeah, but at least the person who killed your dog got locked up for it.

17:36I'm not getting that now, am I?

17:37Nate's not getting that neither.

17:40Look, I know why you're here.

17:43But you haven't got the right.

17:44You're just...

17:45Another boyfriend that my sister's bunked up with.

17:49It doesn't make you family.

17:50It doesn't give you the right to tell me what to do.

17:52I wasn't. I was just concerned.

17:54So don't.

17:56I don't need checking up on.

17:58I don't...

17:58From any of you, just leave me alone.

18:00All right, Dad.

18:11Don't know why I'm saying it like I don't come see you every day.

18:14It's weird, isn't it?

18:17Our date.

18:19Anniversary.

18:20Makes it feel worse.

18:23Like everything's just gone back in time.

18:26To how it was.

18:27How it felt.

18:30When it first happened.

18:34When you'd gone.

18:39Sometimes I feel it'd be easier to just forget.

18:42No, I wouldn't want that.

18:47Not really.

18:49I'd rather miss you.

18:51And care.

18:52And feel sad.

18:54Than not.

18:55We love you, Dad.

19:03I don't think we ever appreciated everything that you did for us.

19:08You were the gloom.

19:10And you made it look so easy.

19:13But we'll get there.

19:16And we're going to look after Cain.

19:18Even if he doesn't want us to.

19:20Just like you would have done.

19:33What aren't you getting here, Jimmy?

19:35Yes.

19:36Now, I'm not going to stay under the same roof as that woman.

19:39Okay, thanks.

19:41I'll come and give you a hand when I can finish up here.

19:43Bye.

19:45Yeah.

19:46You're mewing again?

19:47It's always stressful.

19:48Oh, you don't know the half of it.

19:51Thanks.

19:52Thanks.

19:54Well, how'd he take it?

19:56I didn't tell it.

19:58Oh, shocker.

19:59I was going to and then Cain had a pop at him.

20:02And...

20:02It didn't seem like the right time.

20:05So you thought the better option would be standing him up

20:07on the anniversary of his sister's death while you go and visit your husband?

20:10Can you be down with it, yeah?

20:12No, Robert, I won't.

20:13Because there's never going to be a good time to tell him,

20:15and you know that.

20:17So what are you going to do?

20:17I don't know.

20:25Dad!

20:27Hi, mate.

20:30Where's Moira?

20:31She upstairs with Isaac.

20:33We've missed you.

20:34Yeah, I know.

20:37Look, can you just give me a minute?

20:40I just need to get my head together, you know,

20:42because of all this travelling and that.

20:44Okay.

20:45But I need to show you something.

20:46I got one of the match.

20:54I know.

20:54Nice one.

20:59What?

21:00Nothing.

21:04Where have you been?

21:05Doesn't matter.

21:05Why'd you go?

21:06I don't know.

21:09Moira said you'd been on holiday.

21:11But you didn't even ring.

21:14And you didn't even make it back from a match.

21:16You said you would.

21:17Dad.

21:18Dad!

21:19Dad!

21:23You broke it.

21:25Yeah.

21:25Well, I wouldn't have if you wouldn't have been going on.

21:27As I said to you,

21:28just give me a minute, didn't I?

21:29But you wouldn't.

21:30None of you will.

21:30I just want to be left alone

21:32because you don't get it into your head.

22:00Because I should never die.

22:01I won.

22:03I just want to be right here.

22:03I won.

22:04I just want to be right here.

22:07I'll see you soon.

22:10Goodbye.

22:10Bye.

22:14Bye.

22:20Bye.

22:22Bye.

22:24Bye.

22:25Bye.

22:27Bye.

22:30Bye.

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