00:00I want to be free like I don't want to be think about anything else I'm in the
00:24job I teach over so I feel like I want to contribute more and more for
00:28spirituality not just manually my life is but then like I don't have much time
00:33system says give me eight hours or ten hours or something and for whatever
00:37reason if you want to stay in the system you will have to give the system it's
00:40due right but you're saying there is some compulsion I want to stay in the
00:45system I have to stay in the system for n more years then you must work for 15
00:49hours 10 hours for the system and five hours outside the system
00:54the primary are my question is this related to this cartier chapter which is
01:03no trophies just play so here like I read this externally you might be defined by
01:09possessions or successes internally you must remain complete irrespective of the
01:14state of your body mind bank balance or reputation so like my question is from
01:20even from yesterday's session which I attended and relatable to this is that
01:25like yesterday you asked us to be like minding both the ways like paramarthic tal and
01:33viabharic tal so like how to be in that state because like for me it's like when I
01:40whenever I do something like I just flow into it and I want to be in that way only
01:46because I want to be free like I don't want to be think about anything else that
01:50has to be the background of all actions that is something that has to be
01:57unconditionally remembered hmm like a silent pushing that has to be remembered in a
02:05very passive way just as if they are clicking this right hmm I'm there the
02:16person next to me is there hmm but what remains constantly present is this in in
02:24every single picture right hmm do we never noticed hmm the person standing here
02:29keeps changing but this remains continuously present right so this is the background that
02:37has to be present in all our pictures and the pictures will keep changing at one moment
02:43you are a worker and other moment you are a competitor third moment you are related to
02:48someone fourth moment you are somebody somebody so the picture keeps changing the person sitting
02:54here keeps changing it could be a boss it could be an actor it could be a husband it could
02:59be a mother somebody right so so all this is variable but behind the variable right is the is the
03:09invariable is the timeless and that has to be remembered very silently very passively not in a
03:17loud way not not like a japa not like somebody's name not like a worded statement hmm but just as the
03:28very very very ground of uh of consciousness if if i'm awake there is something that i remember
03:34and that must not be forgotten that's love
03:36getting it and what what is that that is what is the paramarthik tal
03:42right crudely speaking what does that that question that background translate into in a crude way
03:52who am i who am i i just woke up what is this day for why must i spend my time in this versus that
04:01right whereas the questions in the foreground are i have chosen this work how to do it in the best
04:10possible way but the background question must always be why at all must i be engaged in this
04:17and the camera that you have must never totally blur away the background
04:23we focus so much on what is in the in the foreground that the background
04:32is totally wished away blurred and lost
04:40actually when i start thinking about the background thing so then i don't feel like
04:44what i'm doing you don't have to actively think about the background because the background is not
04:50really translable into thought
04:53it's a very subtle passive kind of presence
04:59you don't have to actively think about it but you have to remember
05:04it's an objectless remembrance you're remembering but nothing in particular
05:11yes i'm remembering and somebody asks you what do you remember
05:15it should be impossible for you to answer
05:17remembering nothing in particular
05:20so what are you thinking of nothing in particular
05:26but yes there is something that i always remember
05:29something something ineffable
05:33something uh is it getting too abstract
05:39i don't intend to make it mystical or something
05:43see there are the there are the minor issues the micro things that we engage ourselves with right
05:54but along with them parallelly concurrently the macro should remain present though obviously
06:05in a functional way you will focus on the
06:08in a functional way you will focus on the micro
06:12but in the background the sense of the macro the larger thing the foundation must never be lost
06:22you must never get so so obsessed with the thing at hand that you forget the bigger picture
06:30but the question is um like another question is like uh when i'm uh like uh even working here and then like i'm uh in the job i teach over to like uh for that like uh i feel like i want to contribute more and more for spirituality not just money my life wise but then like i don't have much time when i'm working in it job and as well as i have to spend my money in getting get just like laptop and all then
06:36like vehicle then again after i would have a vehicle then i'd think of having a home like that so
06:46I feel like I want to contribute more and more for spirituality, not just moneyly, my life-wise, but then like I don't have much time when I'm working in IT job and as well as I have to spend my money in getting, get just like laptop and all, then vehicle, then again after I would have a vehicle, then I would think of having a home like that. So how to get free of this? Like I won't, I just want to.
07:08One has to work harder, one has to work harder, that's all. See the system, system says give me 8 hours or 10 hours or something and for whatever reason, if you want to stay in the system, you'll have to give the system its due. Right? But you're saying, there is some compulsion, I want to stay in the system, I have to stay in the system for 10 more years, then you must work for 15 hours.
07:3910 hours for the system and 5 hours outside the system. That's probably the only way. Because the system will not offer you free lunches. If the system says give me 10 hours for the salary that I give you, the system will have 10 hours.
07:5810 hours won't spare you. Right? You still want liberation from the system, then be ready to work 15 hours. 15 hours not for the system, only 10 for the system. The bare minimum that the system would agree with.
08:1210 hours. And then 5 hours for the system. And then 5 hours for your liberation.
08:18Yeah, so means we have to mind about that balance. No balance. No balance. No balance at all. No balance. You'll have to work like a mad person, like a lover. Like one with no sense of time. Like one in a desperate period.
08:36Yeah, that's what I want to be. I don't want to keep anything in the end when I do certain work. Like that's what my first question was. Like I just like to be that way.
08:48But that is why I was confused yesterday that like how to be in that balance. Like I, that won't be a free state. No.
08:57No, it won't be a free state and you'll, you'll have to cut down on whatever leisure you give to yourself.
09:05That's all. 10 hours, the system takes away. 3-4 hours commuting and daily chores.
09:176-7 hours of sleep. See where you can steal time from. There is no that. That's your sadhana.
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