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00:00MUSIC
00:22Are you done?
00:23Mate, unpacked, the wash is done, hung up, all back in the wardrobe.
00:27This right now, that's stressing me out on the side.
00:29Yeah, but this is, but I'm thinking, do I even keep this?
00:32Cos I've got a lot of stick for this.
00:34I'd probably be in that.
00:35Yeah, I might leave it outside Harry Durbridge's.
00:39That hasn't been washed.
00:41Mate, don't put one over the floor, my mum's coming round soon.
00:43She can help me.
00:44She probably will help you, actually.
00:46Yeah, she probably will help you, yeah.
00:55I'm looking forward to some nice old grab.
00:57Yeah, I've missed the food in Essex.
00:59So, so have I.
01:00You two can share, because I am about to order a feast.
01:03I've lived to have burgers for ten days, I'll have another one.
01:06I'm gonna go for a steak sandwich.
01:08Oh God, this is quite the hill, isn't it?
01:17I know.
01:18Wow, come on, our steps up.
01:19Getting our cardio in.
01:20I need to burn off that wine from Portugal.
01:22Oh, God, that'll take me a year.
01:26Oh, I'm out of breath for a day.
01:40Hiya. Hiya. How are you?
01:42I'm good, thank you. Yeah, not bad.
01:44To see you. In you come.
01:46Wendy! Hiya.
01:48How are you? Wendy!
01:50Isn't that any good?
01:52I'm good, thank you. How are you?
01:54Yeah, good. It's a little bit of a mess
01:56because we've been away for ten days, but...
01:58We're getting through it. Yeah, sorry about the mess.
02:00Dan's unpacking stuff.
02:02Who do you think out of the two people here is the messy person?
02:04Sorry to say it, but...
02:08Listen, Joel, it is. Clean life, clean body, clean mind.
02:13I was going to say clean mind.
02:15My life is not that clean right now.
02:17On the surface, your life is extremely clean.
02:19Yeah, but delve underneath that surface a little bit.
02:21In there. Up in here.
02:22It's all a bit dark and dusty.
02:24Yeah. Well, when you spend ten days in Adelaide
02:26with two of your ex-girlfriends,
02:27your head can't be that clean.
02:30I'm impressed you haven't got more grey hairs.
02:32I know, yeah, well, they're coming, trust me.
02:33Right, I actually need to go to work.
02:35All right. So...
02:38Love to see you. I'll leave that with you because I'm in a rush.
02:40Good seeing you, Wendy.
02:42Thank you, darling.
02:43Don't you want to just take this stuff before you go?
02:45I'm glad everything's going well.
02:46I'll sort it out when I get back.
02:47Right, just take it to your room before you go.
02:49I've got... Dan, I'm in such a rush.
02:52Right, you've got to sit down, Mum.
02:53Yeah.
02:56See what I mean? Things like this.
02:58Unnecessary, innit?
03:00I know, Dan, from when you were growing up how unnecessary it is.
03:03You don't have to tell me.
03:04Yeah, I don't know what happened.
03:05Like, I really don't know what happened.
03:08But...
03:10So, how was the trip?
03:13It was, er...
03:14It was hard work.
03:15Yeah?
03:16Yeah.
03:17Listen, I still had a good time, but it weren't easy.
03:20Yeah.
03:21Two ex-girlfriends in the same hotel.
03:23Yeah.
03:24It was a big hotel, but there's no hotel big enough to avoid...
03:27Can't get you that far apart.
03:28Two exes, like.
03:31Well, it shouldn't be too bad with Amber now, obviously.
03:33No, look.
03:34It's been a while now, so...
03:36Amber.
03:37Amber, we don't speak.
03:38Yeah.
03:39We don't even acknowledge each other, so...
03:40It's like, that's easier to deal with.
03:41Yeah.
03:42It's still awkward being around her.
03:43And then...
03:44Ella.
03:45You've obviously got Ella, who I still get on with, still speak to,
03:48which makes it even harder.
03:49Hmm.
03:50Because, it's like, we haven't fallen out.
03:52Yeah.
03:53Still a lot of love there, still care about her,
03:55but just wasn't working as a relationship,
03:58which makes it harder to be around that person.
04:00And even harder for me to not slip back into old routines
04:03and go back into something that ultimately wasn't working.
04:06No.
04:07Well, if it's not right, it's not right.
04:08There's no...
04:09As you said, there's no point in wasting time,
04:10sort of, you know, carrying on with something that ultimately
04:14is not going to be, you know, either of you or forever person.
04:17Yeah.
04:18And you're missing out finding that person.
04:20It's a shame.
04:21Yeah.
04:22How we work things out now, moving on, is another question.
04:26Well, I mean, the advantage is when you're at home,
04:28you're not surrounded by each other, are you?
04:30But, you know, when you're on, you know, away somewhere like that,
04:33it's full on of that person who's around you all the time.
04:36Yeah.
04:37Which makes it harder to deal with those emotions.
04:39But hopefully from her point of view as well, that sort of being back,
04:42that, you know, you're both sort of getting on with your own lives
04:45and sort of moving forward.
04:48Yeah.
04:50I've been in a few long-term relationships now
04:54where I've sat in it towards the end,
04:56knowing that that person is not my person,
04:58that it's not going to go anywhere.
05:00And I've stayed in things when they've not always been right.
05:02Mm.
05:03And I have to, as I'm getting older now,
05:05sit there and think, do you want to waste time in situations
05:07that are not going to serve you long-term?
05:09Mm.
05:10Or do you want to explore other connections, other options?
05:12Because I need to be thinking, I want to settle down,
05:15I want to find that person.
05:16Mm.
05:17If something's not right, I need to recognise that straight away.
05:20Yeah.
05:21It seems as though you're maturing in your outlook
05:23rather than just not falling back into your old ways.
05:25But I'm pleased it went well.
05:27Yeah.
05:28Or as well as things could, anyway.
05:29So far, so good.
05:31Well, I wouldn't say good, but so far, we're managing it.
05:35We're managing it.
05:36I heard from the suburbs
05:39That you wanna be the best
05:43Yeah, yeah, yeah.
05:50I've needed this.
05:52Mm.
05:53And I feel flat, like, just from dealing with all the drama out there.
05:56I feel like it has genuinely drained me.
05:58I'll be honest, I did feel flat.
05:59To be honest, I did feel flat. I feel like I've now got a new boost of energy.
06:02But what about you? How are you feeling?
06:04I feel all right, to be honest.
06:06What about Dan? Like, I spoke to him.
06:09Yeah.
06:10Yeah, I've spoken to him.
06:13Look, don't get me wrong, yeah, I miss him, but not being around him
06:17has made me realise the reasons as to why I'm not with him.
06:21I think it's clearer now, the fact that yous have gone to Portugal for ten days
06:25and nothing has actually happened,
06:27and I feel like yous have both probably come back now with a clear mind.
06:30Yeah.
06:30If yous were kissing and sleeping together, that would have confused everything.
06:34Oh, yeah, that would have made it a hundred times worse.
06:36And then, obviously, when I spoke to him, it was really emotional.
06:41It was really sad, like, because we get on so well,
06:44but we're two alike for us to actually work in a relationship.
06:48And sometimes having love for someone isn't enough.
06:51No, it's not.
06:51Yeah, but that is OK, and I feel like that is a good thing to recognise that,
06:55like, at least it's not been bitter and someone's cheated on someone
06:58and it's gone left.
06:59Yeah, it's going to be, like, a lot of emotions at the beginning,
07:02but there's no reason why yous can't gradually be friends.
07:05Yeah.
07:05Or if yous are meant to be, and a few years' times or whatever,
07:08you'll make your way back to each other.
07:09And the divide was mental on that trip, innit?
07:11The divide was...
07:12Oh, get it.
07:13..insane.
07:15There was, like, three separate groups on that trip.
07:18So, there are a few people that I am going to apologise to,
07:20Sophie being one of them,
07:22because I shouldn't have shouted at her the way I did.
07:24Mm. Yeah.
07:25And another person is Harry Day.
07:28Now, me and Harry have always had a rocky relationship,
07:32but there were some things that I did say
07:34that were probably a little bit below the belt,
07:36and I said out of frustration and anger,
07:38that I said that he's obsessed with me.
07:40I said that he still fancies me.
07:43He said, I'm going to be the mature one,
07:45hold out that olive branch...
07:47..and see where it takes me.
07:51As long as we can be civil at this moment in time,
07:53then that's all I care about,
07:55because I'm not going to be walking round her seats
07:57with the atmosphere that we did in Portugal.
07:58No.
07:59I think girl band, they argued with you,
08:02and then they argued with Saffron.
08:03I think, naturally, it's going to be a bit tense.
08:05Like, I'm closer to you than what I am them.
08:08Like, it's going to be a bit awkward.
08:09They know what I'm like now.
08:11They know I'm always going to be honest.
08:12If I think one of them or Harry are acting a certain type of way,
08:16I'm just going to say it.
08:17But that doesn't mean I don't want to be their friends anymore.
08:19It's just, I'm going to tell you how I feel in that situation.
08:21And you're not going to change who you are
08:23to suit their friendship group.
08:24No, no way.
08:25I think their friendship group's weird.
08:27At least we all know where we stand with each other.
08:29True.
08:30Always.
08:30Always.
08:31Hands in.
08:32Goose!
08:34Pozzy vibes with Freddie Bentley.
08:35Look at that vista.
08:52What a lovely view.
08:53How beautiful.
08:54I honestly do think it is hotter than Portugal here.
08:57No, it is hotter than Portugal.
08:58Is it?
08:59I think it actually is.
09:00What is it to say?
09:0030?
09:02Someone told me it's like over 30.
09:04It's still worth going abroad.
09:05We had the best time, didn't we?
09:08I did.
09:09I did, yeah.
09:10It's just spiralled out of control like massively.
09:13Obviously, all of this, like there are so many like different falling outs now,
09:17but all of this stemmed from Freddie in the group chat.
09:21I will speak to Freddie.
09:23I will give him that chance again.
09:25I don't think we'll ever be friends' friends.
09:28Yeah.
09:29But if he ever did say sorry, I'll go, sweet, no problem, let's leave it.
09:32Yeah.
09:33Let's leave it now because it ain't fair on anyone.
09:36Now it's become an issue with me and Freddie that's now stemmed from an issue with you and Freddie
09:41to now an issue with you and Saffron.
09:44And I just feel like I feel bad because you're my mate and I know you're only looking out for me.
09:49But it's just not fair because I feel like everyone's gunning for you and everyone's got this big issue of you now
09:54when you're just a good friend.
09:55Yeah.
09:56And listen, when he came over at the bar on my last night, I said to him, like,
10:01I would have never said anything, like, to intentionally offend you.
10:04And if I did, I am sorry.
10:05Like, I just would never say anything maliciously.
10:07I just was repeating something he said and, you know, backing you because I worry about you.
10:11Like, I want to protect you.
10:12I don't have a problem with Freddie.
10:13Going back to, like, me and you, I was in that shoes with Saffron a couple of months ago
10:18and you kind of do feel like, where's this come from, firstly?
10:22Yeah.
10:22Secondly, you then go, why is she doing it?
10:25And then thirdly, you go, we're obviously not mates.
10:27I just feel like I've been in a position before where I've had to, like, defend my character
10:32and I feel like I'm having to do it again.
10:34Listen, you don't have to defend your character because we all know you.
10:39Yeah.
10:39You know that.
10:40I know that Saff knows me.
10:41That's what's bothering me.
10:42She knows me.
10:43She knows how I would do things.
10:45She knows how I would say things.
10:46She knows how I would banter her.
10:47And the fact that she's now trying to, like, take it out of context and spin it in a negative
10:51way.
10:51Like, why?
10:53The thing is, H, is I just think, like, I just don't really need, like, friends like
10:57that in my life.
10:57Like, that sounds like hard work to me.
10:59I just, oh, the thought of actually talking to Saffron right now.
11:02How to my sister, all about you.
11:05She says, sky, don't waste your time.
11:14The only way is love.
11:16Saffron.
11:17Touching on your body while you're pushing on me.
11:19Don't you win the party, I can do this all.
11:21We'll be dancing till the morning, go to bed before sleep.
11:24Jumma, jumma, jumma, kiss your dirty body.
11:26Saffron.
11:27Isn't the way for Lovely?
11:28I feel like we're in Hollywood.
11:29I know, it's time.
11:30I feel like it's hot in Portugal when you've got Essex.
11:34Snacks, Elms, snacks, five.
11:36Crisps would be really lovely.
11:38All right, Chris, hold on, let me put this back in the freezer.
11:40It's no problem.
11:42All right, guys, I don't do normal-sized glasses.
11:45I do XL glasses.
11:48There we go.
11:49We've got a snack.
11:50No, Elma, plate.
11:52Plates, oh, clothes, balls.
11:54Angel.
11:54It's Elma.
11:56Who would have thought Elma, the hostess, with the most...
11:59In Courtney's house, without Courtney.
12:01I really miss her.
12:02What the fuck?
12:02Cheers, girl.
12:03Cheers.
12:04Cheers, Queenie.
12:05Woo!
12:10How is everyone feeling now we're back in Essex?
12:12What do you think?
12:13So happy!
12:13What do you think's going to happen, like, now we're back?
12:16What I would like, more than anything, is everyone to kiss and make up and the people that need
12:21to have their dramas have their dramas and everyone else just keep it moving.
12:24Oh, girls, it was a lot.
12:26Saffron and Chloe got a little bit heated.
12:29So I went to a beach picnic with Saff.
12:31She was very upset.
12:32Like, she was sobbing.
12:33About what?
12:34Just saying that.
12:35What was she crying about?
12:36I'm sorry, but what?
12:37You and Courtney had a conversation with her.
12:39Yeah, I told her I don't appreciate how you're speaking to my best friend.
12:42That's that.
12:43You should be more careful about how your tone comes across because if you're saying
12:47something for a place of love, why on earth would you want to say it in a way that's
12:50going to upset someone?
12:51Listen, I'm only the messenger.
12:52Don't shoot me.
12:53It just doesn't make sense.
12:54No, but none of it to me.
12:56I just feel like it's been completely blown out of proportion because Saffron don't sit
12:59there and cry and I think that's what took me aback.
13:01She was sobbing.
13:02Like, I didn't even know what to say to her.
13:04Like, I genuinely did feel sorry for her.
13:05I know you're giving me that look.
13:06I did feel sorry for her.
13:08I'm really struggling to find sympathy.
13:09She was the one that caused this problem.
13:12And I'm going to defend Chloe to the end.
13:15Do you think Chloe and Saffron come back from this?
13:17Chloe said no.
13:17But listen, if they do, then fine.
13:20Like, the problem is, I think Chloe just feels like she doesn't have time to have a friendship
13:24with someone.
13:25That's just one minute it's good, then it's bad.
13:27Thanks.
13:28You're driving me back to life to life.
13:32You're driving me back to life.
13:32Here you go, brother.
13:45That's my boy.
13:47Same here.
13:48Appreciate it.
13:49Oh!
13:50That was amazing.
13:51That was mental.
13:52That was amazing.
13:54What have you been saying though?
13:55How's life, bro?
13:56Life's been great.
13:57It's cool to be back though, man.
13:59I'm glad to be back in Essex.
14:00It's great to tell him since you've been back.
14:01Bro, it's a weird one, like...
14:04When we had that last chat before we left Portugal,
14:06she sort of said,
14:07she thinks it's rude, blah, blah, blah.
14:10What's rude?
14:11She said it was rude that I didn't say hello to her.
14:13And I said, for one, any time I saw you, I said hello.
14:16I stand on that.
14:17Yeah.
14:18So we had that chat and she got really upset.
14:20And I got a bit upset as well,
14:22but even though she had sat there and frustrated me so much,
14:25seeing her upset just broke my heart again,
14:27do you know what I mean?
14:28So I went over and made sure she was cool.
14:30Give her a hug and that.
14:31And then we've just been texting a bit since,
14:33but it's like, mate, it's a weird one now,
14:35because, bro...
14:36No, no, no.
14:37I know what you're going to say,
14:38but I think it as well.
14:39Yeah.
14:40The thing is, I know I shouldn't.
14:41It's going to do you no good.
14:42I know it's not doing me any good,
14:43but it makes me feel better when I am texting her.
14:44Yeah, yeah, yeah.
14:45But then I cock and I'm like,
14:47wait, this isn't going to go anywhere,
14:48so there's no point in me texting her.
14:49I promise you no,
14:50you messaging her is only going to lead to one thing,
14:52is you getting hurt.
14:53No, no.
14:54She won't be hurt if you stop messaging her.
14:55No, no.
14:56She's not going to be hurt at all.
14:57I don't think Elms actually understands your situation,
14:59and I don't think she realised how much feelings you had for her.
15:01No, she didn't.
15:02She didn't actually understand why you're trying to be distant.
15:05So it's like, you need to...
15:06The thing is, I know this.
15:07You know, listen, you're not dumb.
15:08You know messaging her is silly.
15:10No.
15:11You know it's very silly.
15:12Yeah, really.
15:13So it's like, you need to snap out of that
15:15and start to live your life again, heal, process it all,
15:19and if you want to speak to her at one point,
15:21if you want, then cool,
15:23but now is not the time to be doing that.
15:25Bro, listen, it'll be cool.
15:28I just don't...
15:30Yeah.
15:31I don't know.
15:33I'm so stuck.
15:35You can barely even speak, bro.
15:37Bro, it's bad.
15:38Listen, I promise you not,
15:40give it a month, you'll be fine, then.
15:42Yeah.
15:43And you'll actually be sweet.
15:44No, it'll be cool.
15:45Absolutely spells the vibe.
16:01Oh, what have we all to do about nice shits?
16:03How much do you want?
16:05That's enough.
16:06I'm going to be sick.
16:07What?
16:08Yeah.
16:09We haven't even started yet.
16:10Perfect.
16:14This is lovely, Em, because I've been sitting on my own.
16:16I've been waiting to see you for ages.
16:18It's been a lot.
16:19It's all been coming on.
16:20It has, you're right.
16:21I can't eat and talk.
16:23Let's get you into it.
16:24To be fair, neither can I.
16:25Well, I'm so glad to see you.
16:26But what actually...
16:27I know it went all bizarre at the end of Portugal.
16:29It all kicked off again.
16:30Oh.
16:31But what happened?
16:32Just half, can I be honest?
16:33Right.
16:34He's having his company.
16:35And I do feel like I'm the closest to Sammy than I am to anyone.
16:37Yeah.
16:38I feel like we think the same.
16:39You're in two now, for a reason.
16:40Yeah.
16:41Yeah.
16:42But we've been talking since I've been home.
16:44For what?
16:45Just normal chat.
16:46So what does he think, though, that it's all right?
16:48Well, I'd like to think he thinks that we're on talking terms, yeah.
16:52That's all I wanted.
16:54Yeah, but have you ruled it all out, Elm?
16:56I think it was pretty fucking clear.
16:58I ain't buying it.
16:59You are.
17:00I can't.
17:01You've got to.
17:02I can't accept it.
17:03I can't.
17:05My head hurts.
17:06I'm glad I'm at home.
17:08That was all a lot.
17:09Yeah, it was.
17:10I think it was a lot for him as well.
17:11It was a lot for you.
17:12It was a lot for me.
17:13Yeah, he was upset, weren't he, and all.
17:15Yeah, a lot.
17:16You just missed the girls as it goes, though.
17:19Liv, Beck and Amber come round earlier.
17:21Oh, did they?
17:22Yeah.
17:23What did they have to say?
17:24Well, I was just trying to...
17:26Cos, obviously, I only really spoke to you face to face
17:28about the disagreement that you had with Chloe.
17:30Oh, yeah, yeah.
17:31And, listen, it was hard to see you upset, Saf.
17:34It was.
17:35And I'm not disputing that, you know, Chloe's in the wrong
17:37or you're in the wrong.
17:38I feel like it was just very much you had an argument
17:40over something that you didn't need to row over.
17:42Yeah.
17:43And I felt like you felt a little bit sensitive
17:44because, obviously, you felt like she dug you out
17:46and she feels like she had that banter with you,
17:49so she was OK to do that.
17:50And I couldn't understand from both perspectives
17:52how it got to where it did.
17:54But what I can't understand is why you both can't move on from that.
17:57Anyone is entitled to have their own emotions, their own feelings.
18:01And she argued it out with me.
18:03And that was it.
18:04Yes, there was raised voices.
18:05Yes, I did impersonate her of what she was doing in the club.
18:07I thought it was sore and unnecessary.
18:10But I didn't think for one minute they'd be turning round to me
18:13going, she never wants to talk to you again.
18:15And delivered the news was Amber and Courtney telling me that.
18:18You ain't a friend.
18:19Do you know what upset me and hit a nerve?
18:21Oh, I was crying to you.
18:22Listen, I'm not going to beg a friend.
18:24I've got enough friends.
18:25But I do think a lot of Courtney and Chloe.
18:28I've supported them.
18:29I've always been the one to message Chloe
18:31when she's talked about personal things.
18:32I'd never dream of discussing her business with anyone.
18:35Everything was hurting that holiday, it was.
18:37Everyone was ready to blow.
18:38Yeah.
18:39And that's the truth of it.
18:40These little itty-bitty rows are nothing big enough for us
18:42to all say.
18:43We're not speaking to each other forever.
18:45Over something, to me, so minute.
18:47Anyway, just to top all of it off, you know, I was backing Harry
18:51and I've had to go up for a day and encourage them to be friends.
18:54Harry's turned round and thinks I'm...
18:57I'm getting off on Chloe being upset.
19:00I don't think Harry would have said that, though.
19:02I actually don't think... I don't think...
19:04Harry said it directly to me.
19:07To you?
19:08Yeah.
19:09When?
19:10In Portugal.
19:11So that's upset me because I don't know whether I'm coming
19:14or going with him.
19:17If I could scrap that whole last three days, I would do anything
19:20in my power to do that.
19:21There's enough going on.
19:22I know.
19:23Do you know what I mean?
19:24It's just shit.
19:25I know, ma'am.
19:26I know, ma'am.
19:46No!
19:47Sorry.
19:48No, no, no, no, no.
19:49There's a child in the house.
19:51You?
19:52You actually don't, man.
19:53No, no, no, no, no.
19:54What?
19:55No, let's face it.
19:56She's in the right place for a kid's party.
19:57Obviously, it's Bear's birthday, yeah?
20:00This doesn't look like a kid's birthday party at the moment.
20:02No, at all.
20:03No effort.
20:04I need your help here.
20:05I need your help again, guys.
20:06That's it.
20:07Sit up like a little zoo.
20:08Oh!
20:09Oh!
20:10You little prick.
20:11It can't be a bear party without a bear.
20:12Give him a glass of vino.
20:13If you go down in the world.
20:14Oh!
20:15Oh!
20:16Oh!
20:17Oh!
20:18Oh!
20:19Oh!
20:20Oh!
20:21Oh!
20:22Oh!
20:23Oh!
20:24Oh!
20:25Oh!
20:26Oh!
20:27Oh!
20:28Oh!
20:29Oh!
20:30Oh!
20:31Oh!
20:32Oh!
20:33Oh!
20:34Oh!
20:35Oh!
20:36Oh!
20:37Oh!
20:38Oh!
20:39Oh!
20:40Oh!
20:41It's to Bear's birthday party!
20:43Yeah!
20:44Yeah!
20:45Yeah!
20:46Yeah!
20:47Yeah!
20:48Yeah!
20:49Yeah!
20:50Yeah!
21:03Hey!
21:06Danty girl.
21:08How are you? You OK?
21:10Oh, yeah, I'm good, Danty girl.
21:12Lovely with the hair on. Yeah, just a little girly today.
21:15Little love art, love art on the arms.
21:17Always matching with the earrings. Oh, it's a lovely look.
21:19I feel like I've had, like, zero drama since coming back.
21:22It's been quite nice. Oh, that's lovely for you.
21:24I've only seen Ella and Freddie.
21:26Well, Freddie carries the drama. What's been going on?
21:28I know, but I feel like he has turned a new leaf.
21:30Like, he doesn't want the ag.
21:32Like, I feel like... Blame me.
21:34No, but he... Blame me.
21:36He needed to apologise to a few people,
21:38and I feel like he's in that headspace now.
21:40Like, he wants to say sorry to Sophie.
21:42He wants to say sorry to Harry.
21:44But when it comes to girl bad, he's not bothered.
21:46I went to Elmer's last night... Yeah.
21:48..and had a bit of dinner,
21:50and she said she'd seen Libby, Becks and Amber in the day.
21:53Right. Now, Elmer told me that she said to Amber,
21:57look, I don't want someone upset that I'm good friends with Chloe and Saf.
22:01If Freddie and Harry can sort it out, why Saf and Chloe can't?
22:04Ultimately, it's because of them.
22:06Erm, and she... So true.
22:08Amber turned round and went, I've got no sympathy for her tears.
22:11Oh, fighting talk.
22:13Oh, so she's not bothered whatsoever.
22:15Do you know what it's called?
22:17Lack of empathy and compassion.
22:19The thing is, is I would get it if it was a massive round
22:23and this all stemmed from you and Chloe and you said problems,
22:26but I cannot believe what this has turned into.
22:28It's huge. And if I was personal to her, Dan,
22:30this was never to create a massive divide. No.
22:32Like, there's a divide within a divide now.
22:34Yeah, it is. Erm...
22:36But it's hard because you're simply just doing
22:38what you would do to any other friend,
22:39and that's just tell them how you feel about a situation,
22:41whereas they have taken it as if you're coming for them
22:43and it's negative and you want to round and it's not like that.
22:46And last night, Elmer was giving probably
22:48a bit of that same energy to Amber,
22:50saying, not agreeing with her, basically,
22:52or the girl band vibe.
22:54But Elmer has said to me... It's all a bit harsh.
22:56Away from them, she has said to me,
22:58Saf, I'll ride solo if it comes to me.
23:00It shouldn't cause, like, a massive fallout within their group now
23:03just because Elmer's got a different opinion.
23:05I don't want to fall out with the girls, but...
23:07It ain't going... It don't look great. It could happen,
23:09because she's not sitting there going along with their scripts
23:12so it could end up with her falling out of them.
23:14Yeah. I hope it doesn't because, again,
23:16it will just be another falling out. I know.
23:18That stemmed from Freddie and Harry,
23:19who are probably going to end up being friends. Yeah.
23:21It's ridiculous.
23:22It's a real shame that it's got to this.
23:24It is all bizarre.
23:26I mean, Harry, I don't even know where I stand with him.
23:28What was the last thing that happened with you and Harry?
23:30It did imply, which has upset me,
23:32I was happy that Chloe was upset.
23:35No, I know. And that's what's thrown me.
23:37No, that's the thing where I think, if anything,
23:40he owes you an apology for saying that,
23:42because he knows what you're like.
23:43He knows what your delivery's like.
23:45Like, he knows that it's not coming from a bad place.
23:47But where has Harry come from?
23:48Why is he saying all that?
23:49Where is this Harry coming from in general?
23:51He's trying to be cutthroat with everyone,
23:53but then I feel like he's coming away from it
23:55and feeling sad that the relationship's gone.
23:57Yeah, and overthinking it.
23:58I feel like, also, obviously the girls are really here.
24:00It's because the girls are like that.
24:01Yeah. He's got their back, hasn't he?
24:03They've got his back.
24:04They're all fighting each other's corner,
24:06they all agree with each other,
24:07so I feel like he's just trying to, like,
24:08match that energy
24:09and do the same as what the girls do.
24:11Oh, well.
24:13Oh, it's bad.
24:14We all fall in bad.
24:25It's the picnic.
24:31Oh, no!
24:32It's so crazy, Dad.
24:36Was he full?
24:37I thought he's bad.
24:39There's no lower water.
24:44That. Refreshing.
24:48I can't imagine what I must be like in a fleeced-up bear outfit,
24:51sitting in this baking-up sun, but...
24:53Yeah, me neither. This would be refreshing.
24:55You know what?
24:58Really? For the kids?
25:00Sorry, bear.
25:02I feel like I've taken life form of a bear now.
25:04I feel like I'm 50% bear.
25:06No, this one, boys. I appreciate the party.
25:08Yeah, thanks, guys. I actually really enjoyed it.
25:10Thanks for inviting us, yeah. Did you have a nice time, bear?
25:12It's been a good day. Yeah.
25:13Bear, who's been your favourite today?
25:17Ah!
25:18You just gave me a bear for no reason.
25:20I love you. I love you, bear.
25:22It was so nice, actually, seeing Matilda
25:24and, like, getting to know her a little bit better.
25:26She actually really enjoyed it out there.
25:27Yeah, it was nice. She was saying that she was, like,
25:30scared or, like, to come out there,
25:32cos, like, your first away trip, like, there's loads of people...
25:34No, I completely get that, though.
25:36Like, the first couple trips I went on, I even still get nervous now.
25:40She was really nervous, obviously. That's why I was with her most of the time,
25:41just making sure she feels comfortable,
25:43which is that everyone around her, like, was really looking after her
25:46and she was making sure she was OK and just making a conscious effort.
25:48But, no, yeah, she...
25:50Listen, if you come away with new people, it's always going to be...
25:52But you should have just come out a little bit more.
25:55You know what it is? Like, since...
25:57Listen, I think.
25:58I used to be the life of the party, yeah?
26:00I used to party every single day and, like, just be with you like that.
26:03We used to love doing the party stuff.
26:05Now I'm in a relationship, that side of me,
26:07I don't enjoy partying as much no more.
26:09I really don't. I actually really don't.
26:11I really don't.
26:12To be fair, I hear it. I hear it. I'm actually happy.
26:15I hear what you say. Don't listen to him.
26:16No, I'm not... No, I'm not... No, no, no.
26:18Don't listen to this guy.
26:19But when me and Jodie were together, when you were single,
26:22I don't know if you remember a time... Oh, you've absolutely done you.
26:24I don't know if you remember a time when that was.
26:26We was in a relationship. Two years ago.
26:28And I still made plenty... We still both made plenty of time for you.
26:31You were our little child. I was on my own.
26:33You slept in our room every night. I was on my own.
26:35Yeah. I was on my own.
26:37Was he in a car? But we can all do that together now.
26:39Yeah, bro. Let's all do it together.
26:40That's a very bad evaluation.
26:42We can all do it together.
26:43We can all do it together, Ro.
26:56Let's get down.
26:57Let's get down.
26:58Down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down.
27:09Hello?
27:11Hello?
27:13You all right, H? I thought I'd come round for a little chat.
27:18All right, I'll let you in.
27:19This is going to be fucking awkward.
27:35Hi.
27:36You all right?
27:37Can I come in?
27:38Yeah, of course. Come in.
27:49You've sat in my seat, that's fine.
27:50Do you want to sit here?
27:51No.
27:52You're more than welcome.
27:55First of all, I've come with a peace offering.
28:01A lasagna.
28:02Thank you, Freddie.
28:04What do I owe the pleasure?
28:05Well, listen.
28:06So, obviously, I feel like everything that's happened between me and you has got messy over something actually quite small.
28:14Yeah, I agree.
28:16But for anything that I have said to you that's below the bell, I am actually really sorry, H, because it didn't need to get spiteful on both sides the way it did.
28:24Listen, I think we've both been muggy towards each other.
28:28Obviously, it started from you with the group chat.
28:33I responded and it just got out of hand.
28:36I don't think we're ever going to be, like, close friends again, I'm going to be honest.
28:39No, I agree.
28:40Because, like, as much as I like you, Fred, I would find it really hard to trust you now.
28:46Yeah.
28:47And it's a shame because I feel like we've known each other for so long.
28:52Like, you've known me longer than Ella.
28:54Mm.
28:55And that's quite hurtful.
28:56And I think that's just, I don't like saying things like that.
28:59But I've just got to a level now where it's got to be, I just give what I think is being given.
29:06And I feel exactly the same, I do.
29:07I feel like with our friendship, H, we've had a lot more negative than we have positive, unfortunately.
29:12Yeah.
29:13And I think it comes to a place now where we obviously don't see eye to eye on things.
29:18Mm-hm. And that's fine.
29:19Yeah.
29:20And there is no reason whatsoever that we can't be civil and be polite to each other.
29:26We don't need to be arguing. We don't need to be bitching.
29:30And I think we should just bury it.
29:33I'm more than happy to bury it and try it because I'm getting tired of this constant energy.
29:43It's not good for me, it's not good for you, it's good for no one.
29:46No.
29:47And it's all stemmed because of me and you.
29:49And I feel like we all need to get to a place now where everyone needs to be a bit more cool,
29:53everyone needs to be a bit more chilled, because this ain't fair on anyone now.
29:58Yeah, I think naturally your friends are going to have your back.
30:00Yeah.
30:01Everyone wasn't happy with the way Chloe said certain things and she had my back.
30:05And I think you are right, it does stem from me and you.
30:09But at the end of the day, the least we could do is squash this between us
30:13and then hopefully everyone else can then come together.
30:17I agree.
30:18I like this Freddie.
30:20Mature.
30:22It's growth.
30:23It's growth.
30:24I love it.
30:25And that sweet, that sauce, that taste that made your life better.
30:30Ain't not good for you.
30:32The only way is love.
30:33Ain't my name.
30:34Very colour luminous.
30:35We are shining.
30:36And we'll never be trying again.
30:37Beautiful fiancé to be.
30:38Oh, thank you very much.
30:39After you.
30:40This is lovely.
30:41This is beautiful, innit?
30:42Thank you, bub.
30:43Oh, lovely.
30:44Oh.
30:45Oh!
30:46This is nice!
30:47This is not that's
31:07Oh, look at you two. Lovely to have you, boys. Oh, you've got the Prosecco. We love it.
31:23Of course. You are the queen of Prosecco. Look how she sits up all proud.
31:33It's bedtime. Shall we read your story? I'm going to read two stories. Two stories. Oh, my God.
31:42What the...? No, we need to calm down because it's bedtime.
31:46Giggle it.
31:55Oh, it's so nice. I was looking forward to, like, getting away and just us sort of being away as a family and spending time away, but...
32:02It was really full on. The twins, they just were at another level.
32:07It wasn't a break for us. No. And there was so much going on, like, with it all.
32:10It's mad to say this, but it was nice to get home to have a break...
32:14From all the drama. What's going on? From being on holiday. I know.
32:17That's how mad it is. And obviously Harry, him and Freddie, remember, it all kicked off.
32:21I've always liked Freddie. Do I think what he'd done with Harry was wrong?
32:25Absolutely. 100%. But Freddie did turn up at Harry's last night.
32:30Right, OK. With two lasagnas.
32:32And I think he just wanted to apologise to Harry, which you've got to give to Freddie. I do appreciate him.
32:36Yeah, which is nice. Do you know what I mean? I think that needed to happen.
32:39They're never going to be friends again, like, close friends. Yeah.
32:42And Harry said, well, I'm always here for you, Fred, whatever, which I think has been left nice.
32:46Yeah, yeah, yeah. But... I saw Mum yesterday.
32:51Yeah? How did that go? Cos I've not, sort of, seen her yet.
32:54I feel like with Mum, she just needs to look after herself more.
32:58Mm. Your Mum is amazing. She's amazing.
33:01Like, the way that she helps us out, I don't think that we'd be able to do
33:05half the things that we do without your Mum and Dad. OK.
33:09And I think for your Mum, she's got to realise that she has got to take it a bit.
33:13She's got... She's had a, you know, major heart attack. I know.
33:16You know, she does need to take it a bit easier. I know.
33:19Do you know what would be nice? Just me and you, just spending more time together.
33:25Yeah. Doing nice little dates like this and just finding our relationship.
33:30Yeah. Yeah? And getting married next year?
33:34To the future, Mrs Del Bosque.
33:36Ooh! Next year. Next year.
33:38It's got to be next year, babe. 2026.
33:40Let's drink, cos it's bad luck. Oh.
33:43I hope you get all my time.
33:53How is Joad? Joad's obviously on a golf trip. You're missing him?
33:56Wild. He's wild. He's FaceTimed us a million times.
33:59Aww. That's cute.
34:00No, girls, it's just a lot. Like, I'm trying to run around my normal day-to-day stuff
34:04and I'm getting FaceTimes. It's like five beers down.
34:07Oh, so he's missing you, though? Aw. Yeah, but I'm not that girl.
34:10Like, when I go with my friends, I don't ring him 24-7.
34:13He's getting not spoken to for four nights. Yeah, do you know what I mean?
34:16Yeah. But it's quite nice, like, just to have a little bit of time,
34:19especially coming out with you and being with the girls.
34:21Like, me and Joad, we've got a lot going on in the next few months.
34:25So, in a couple of weeks' time, we're going to be going to get our, like,
34:28fertility treatment. Yes, I wanted to ask you about this.
34:31Yeah, yeah. So, the update is, they basically take Joad's blood cells,
34:35which is mental, inject them into my body, so my body accepts his cells
34:40so that we can create an embryo. Oh, my gosh, that's so smart.
34:43It's mental, isn't it? Like, mental. It's pure science.
34:46It's pure science. Yeah. So, from now till then, like,
34:49Jordan's away and I was like, look, go and have a break with the lads.
34:52Enjoy it. I want to have fun. I want to be with you guys.
34:55I want to be with the girls. Yeah. It's like a little bit of a,
34:58like, a last hurrah. Do you get what I mean?
35:00It is, really, because if that is being successful, like,
35:02I'm sure it will be. Exactly. Then it's like the next step is
35:05you being pregnant. Well, cheers to maybe the last hurrah. Yeah.
35:08The last hurrah. Let's just invite Sophia every night.
35:11Everywhere. Just in case, just in case that night.
35:14We never know. It's back for one time, one time. Woo!
35:18But, yeah, what else has been going on? Updaters.
35:20Oh, I see Freddie yesterday. Yeah, how did that go?
35:24So, he came round and he sat down, he had a little bag.
35:28I know what it was. Don't tell me it was a bloody lasagna.
35:30Oh, I obviously told you. It's got to be lasagna.
35:33The lasagna. It was a lasagna. Oh, God.
35:35A lasagna, because obviously that was the thing that we'd done
35:38that made us laugh, didn't it? So, he brought it round,
35:40which was nice. I feel like it kind of broke the tension.
35:42Broke the ice a bit. It broke the ice and he said sorry
35:46and when he said it, I feel like he actually did mean it.
35:49OK. Like, he knows he's annoyed a lot of people
35:52and I think he gets it. I have said to Freddie, like,
35:55I don't think we'll ever be friends, like, close friends.
35:59I feel like you two have been through so much
36:01in such a short space of time. A lot of back and forth.
36:03A lot's gone on. Yeah.
36:04I feel like naturally you're going to feel like you've got your guard up.
36:06Yeah. I think that's fine, though.
36:08I think the main thing is that there's no ag.
36:11Like, who's to say you can't be friends in the future?
36:13That will just happen naturally.
36:14I think the main thing was just clear in the air. Yeah.
36:16And it's clear now. Yeah.
36:17But what's happened now is that me and you have gone,
36:20all right, well, it's fine now, we'll be mutual, it's fine.
36:22And the damage is done with others.
36:23But the damage is done for everyone else. Yeah.
36:25Like, Chloe, Chloe's crying. Saffron's apparently crying.
36:28Everyone's crying. You're all arguing.
36:30I mean, I'm head to head with them.
36:31It's blown up massively. Yeah.
36:33Because I haven't even spoken to you properly, Chloe.
36:36Like, you and Saffron have been friends for so many years.
36:39Do you feel like that friendship is actually done?
36:41Like, you don't want to ever speak to her again?
36:43Or do you feel like you can move past it?
36:45I feel like she's just taken things that I've said out of context
36:49and is trying to use them to make me look bad.
36:52I just don't need that around me. No, I get what you are.
36:54I don't need that kind of friend around me.
36:56Like, my friends, like, we love each other.
36:58We speak to each other with respect. Like, there was no respect.
37:01The conversations I've had with her, she does not want you to be upset.
37:04And I think when she found out you was crying,
37:06she did feel gutted about that,
37:08because then she was like, that weren't her intentions.
37:10She don't want you to be upset.
37:11I heard that she was going round in the bar that night,
37:12going, is she crying? Is she crying?
37:14Like, I'm happy about it. She did.
37:16I had a private conversation with Saff at the bar,
37:18and she said along the lines of,
37:20if people don't like who I am, yeah,
37:23then they're probably best off not here.
37:25Something along that line, directing it at Chloe.
37:28It's two different energies to different people.
37:30And then asked me three times, is she crying?
37:33I went, no, she's not crying.
37:34Why does that make you happy?
37:35Is she crying?
37:36And I said to her, literally later on, I went,
37:38Saff, I'm going to be upset. I didn't like it when you said that.
37:40Listen, I've had my separate conversations with Saffron,
37:43and she said that she has actually not felt great
37:47about the fact that she's made you cry.
37:48I just think that she's been quite clever about what she's saying,
37:51like, to who and when she's saying it.
37:52She's saying different things to different people.
37:54But are you sure you haven't taken that the wrong way, though, Harry?
37:56I don't think she's sitting there over the moon that you're crying.
37:59I do. I can hear her say it.
38:00I've known her for years and I can hear her saying it.
38:02I'm going to be honest, listen,
38:03I don't want to fall out with Saffron,
38:04but every single thing that happens in this group
38:07is this, Saffron, Saffron, Saffron,
38:09her opinions, her opinions, her this, this, this.
38:11I've had enough. I really have had enough of it now.
38:14I just, I just think for how small the situation is,
38:17is there any point in us all falling out?
38:19The divine's only getting worse now that she's not really speaking to you
38:22and she's now got awkwardness with you.
38:24I feel like it's my prerogative to decide if I want to be her friend or not.
38:27100%.
38:28And I appreciate where you're coming from.
38:29Do you, like, do you feel like it's going to be starting?
38:31As of right now, there isn't a chance that me and Saffron
38:34are going to be friends again.
38:35Really?
38:36We can co-exist in the same room, but I am, I'm done.
38:38Baby, will you miss me if I'm not around?
38:50Baby, will you miss me if I'm not around?
38:58Calm.
38:59Calm.
39:00Is he asleep?
39:01Just.
39:02Oh, you did it?
39:03Yeah, I just, just cut him off.
39:05That was a hard one.
39:06Do you know what?
39:07I think he's just been so excited for the whole day.
39:09Getting him to bed, he just didn't want it to end.
39:11You did good, though.
39:12I walked past and I heard you telling him a little weird story.
39:16You know what?
39:17I like to mix my stories with a bit of truth.
39:18A bit of fiction, with a bit of truth.
39:20You're, like, such a natural.
39:22I'm getting better, aren't I?
39:23I feel like it took you a while, but, like, now you've got it,
39:25like, you're just the best.
39:27I'm definitely getting better.
39:29You're so good.
39:30I wasn't that great at the start.
39:32No.
39:33I was all right.
39:34Being around children, you've always had, like, the party lifestyle
39:36and it's just, it hasn't ever been anything that you've been around
39:39and now is your life.
39:41Yeah, but I've never wanted to be around it for anyone.
39:44Yeah.
39:45Until I met you.
39:47Now I want to do it, do you know what I mean?
39:49There's a difference between just being around it for the sake of it
39:51and then actually wanting to make it a conscious effort to do something.
39:55Hey, I'm in love, aren't I?
39:57So, you do things like that.
40:00And now I love Bear.
40:01I know you do.
40:02I can tell.
40:03And he loves you so much.
40:04Like, it's actually insane.
40:06On the way down here, he's going, I just love him.
40:09Like, you could feel that it was coming from within.
40:11Yeah.
40:12That's good.
40:13That is a good sign.
40:14That's a good sign.
40:15I mean, listen, if it's like this with Bear, then, obviously, in the future...
40:19I'm just saying, like, if it's this good now, like, we've obviously...
40:25I'm thinking, well, I want a kid.
40:28Yeah, I know.
40:29I'm not saying right now.
40:31Yeah.
40:32But I definitely do want that.
40:34I know you do.
40:35And I, like, I obviously want to give you a child.
40:38I want us to, like, experience that together and go through it
40:40and it just be like this magical thing, but it's scary.
40:44It's not something I'm sitting there saying, like,
40:46I want this, I want this, I want this right now.
40:48But I do think for us going forward...
40:51It's so hard because I'm happy with just, obviously, Bear.
40:54I want to give you a child, but I don't want to, like, wait ages
40:57and then Bear, like, grow up and then I have to, like, restart again.
41:01I'd rather just have to deal with, like, two children that are young
41:05at the same time and just get it done.
41:08I think you're seeing it from a point of where you dealt it with on your own,
41:12whereas this will be a different story.
41:14Yeah.
41:15Listen, look, we've obviously, we've only just really, since Christmas,
41:19got back on track and I feel like we're in a better position
41:22than we ever have been, do you know what I mean?
41:23We are, we're actually in the best position.
41:25Even though it was horrible, I feel like it was, like, it was shit,
41:30but we've come back stronger.
41:32Yeah, it's pretty shit, yeah.
41:34Yeah, didn't enjoy it, but, yeah.
41:36I think, look, sometimes these things happen in life, do you know what I mean?
41:39I mean, you have to lose something to realise what you've got
41:42and I feel like that's something that we definitely went through
41:45and now we're in a position where we're more in love than ever.
41:49I think people can see that.
41:50No, we're very lucky to have you.
41:52You're the best.
41:53Actually, the best.
41:55The best?
41:56The best.
41:57No, you're the best.
41:58You love it.
42:15Cheers, first of all.
42:16Cheers, and I'm so pleased that you're back in Portugal.
42:19It's nice to be home.
42:21Oi, oi!
42:22Hey!
42:23Hello!
42:24I've got him holding my stuff.
42:27Oh!
42:28She's got me at it.
42:29Oh, you look beautiful.
42:30How are we?
42:31Lovely garden.
42:32Lovely.
42:33I love you.
42:34I just need to break a minute.
42:35Love the outfit, Saffy.
42:36Saffy, so bright.
42:38What's been going on?
42:39Tell me what's been going on.
42:40Well, obviously it was a whirlwind out there, weren't it?
42:42Yeah.
42:43Drama central.
42:44Cheers.
42:45Cheers.
42:46Good to have you all back to Portugal.
42:47Yeah!
42:48What a time it was.
42:50I know.
42:51I'll see you guys later.
42:52Hi!
42:53I'll catch up with you after, yeah?
42:54Yeah, lovely.
42:55Come on, Moo.
42:56Saffy, you're not yourself.
43:00Right.
43:01Where do I start with this?
43:02So, I went to Elmer's after seeing you.
43:04Oh, yeah, yeah.
43:05How was that?
43:06She'd had Amber, Bex and Liv round in the afternoon.
43:10Obviously, it's still very much about this me and Chloe M business.
43:14Right.
43:15So, she just sort of said, look, like, they're sticking to their guns.
43:19Basically, there is no friendship left.
43:21Elmer's in the middle.
43:22Danny's in the middle.
43:23Elmer has really had my back and Danny has.
43:25They've said, look, a delivery might have been wrong.
43:28But, ultimately, it weren't coming from a bad place and I definitely didn't think it was going to blow up.
43:33You always mean well.
43:35And that's the thing.
43:36You check in on everyone.
43:37I'm hungry.
43:38No, but it's not fair, Saf.
43:40Oh, girl.
43:41Oh, my God.
43:42Because it's a lie.
43:43No, I know.
43:44That's the worst thing.
43:45You mean so well, though.
43:46You do.
43:47That's the thing.
43:48But everyone loves you and knows you for who you really are.
43:50No, but I've had to go around fucking Essex just to find myself.
43:54I ain't going to change.
43:56You shouldn't have to change.
43:57Of course you're not.
43:58You're a good fucking friend, Saf, Ron.
44:00You actually defended Harry with that situation with me.
44:03I know.
44:04Can I be really, really honest with you, Saf?
44:06I don't think they ever valued you as a friend.
44:08Which is sad because I know how much time and effort you've given them.
44:11Yeah.
44:12I can't give it a rest.
44:14I need to put it to bed.
44:17My hand is not my friend.
44:23Next time.
44:24Oh, hello.
44:25Are you OK?
44:26Have you come to tell me I'm invited?
44:28You don't want to be wondering, like, is it going to kick off at your birthday?
44:31It has thrown fire to them witches, you would not believe.
44:35Whoa!
44:36It was Harry I didn't recognise.
44:41It was Amber Turner with a cropped back and sides.
44:44It was incredible.
44:45Let me walk out of you.
44:48I thought she just walked out.
44:49I think she just found out through social media there was an NFI party.
44:52Is this the party?
44:53NFI.
44:56It's going on for too long.
44:57Over fuck all.
44:58Are you just listening to yourselves?
44:59It's over fuck all.
45:00Over a fucking cup of tea.
45:01I was like, it's stupid.
45:03Listen, we need to be friends or not.
45:33Woo oh, woo oh.
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