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00:00The only way is love, baby, for you and me now.
00:09Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
00:16Honey, I can't hold no space for life.
00:20Got to find another place to crash.
00:23Honey, I can't hold no space for life.
00:27Hi. Can I have three small coats, please?
00:31Don't you start seeing me, cos I will swell up.
00:33But you're quite good.
00:35Scurlings!
00:37We're fighting with the wasps, Fred.
00:39Oh, my God, look, he's having a drink.
00:41He's like, you can't see the boy.
00:43I've got us a coat.
00:44Oh, my God, honestly.
00:46Oh, don't worry about it, they're not going to hurt you.
00:48I'm allergic, so I will swell.
00:50Really? Yeah, no, she does swell.
00:52So I'll swell up.
00:54Oh, no.
00:55Good luck finding somebody else.
00:57I can't hold no space for life.
01:00Got to find another place.
01:03If you'd like to place your eye mask on top of your eyes,
01:06we're just going to take a moment now to just start sinking into relaxation.
01:11And just start feeling your entire being relaxed now,
01:18from your head all the way down to your toes.
01:24And just feeling a sense of well-being and balance.
01:28MUSIC PLAYS
01:43Cheers to Cyber Freddy!
01:45Three years sober, girlies!
01:47I'm so proud of you.
01:48Thank you, I'm proud of myself.
01:50I can't believe I made it this far.
01:51Do you feel like it's gone quick or has it been, like, slow for years?
01:54The first year was the most difficult.
01:57Only because I feel like you grieved the old life that you had.
02:00Yeah, yeah. Do you know what I mean?
02:01It's adapting, ain't it?
02:02Like, you was used to drinking and partying and then it, like, changed.
02:05I would. I put the Y in partying.
02:06You did. To be fair, you did.
02:07Do you know what I mean?
02:08That's when I met Fred.
02:09Yeah, I was an animal.
02:10See, I've only ever known you sober.
02:12I know!
02:13Like, I couldn't imagine you, like, drinking.
02:15Like, I couldn't.
02:16Fred is exactly the same.
02:18Really?
02:19Yeah, I feel like if anything...
02:20Just more rady.
02:21Yeah, I feel like you're a bit more composed.
02:23Oh, really?
02:24Yeah, cos you remember things.
02:25Yeah.
02:26Do you know what I mean?
02:27So you're a bit quicker with things.
02:28Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:29Do you know what I mean?
02:30Like, being sober is the best thing I ever did.
02:31Yeah.
02:32Tell me about how the conversation went with you and Courtney.
02:34Yeah, so, obviously, at Safran thing the other day, I did see her, so I thought,
02:40let's just address the NFI party, clear it up.
02:44It comes to a conclusion that I was sorry, there was no malice behind it.
02:47I'd done it to be a good friend to Safran.
02:49And that was the bottom line, really.
02:51Yeah.
02:52We're finally getting somewhere with the friendships.
02:53People are clear in the air.
02:54You and Courtney?
02:55I spoke to Courtney and Courtney said she wants to bring Chloe and Safran together,
02:59so I think they're doing something together.
03:01I feel like once they are face-to-face, I do feel like it will be squished.
03:04I do.
03:05I do.
03:06Listen, neither of them wanted the argument to go to the extent they went to.
03:09Yeah.
03:10That is the bottom line of it.
03:11I know that for a fact.
03:12I feel like I caused all this carnage.
03:14Safran's picked up the pieces a little bit.
03:16She has, to be fair.
03:17She's got the slack for the majority of it.
03:19Yeah, yeah, yeah.
03:20I've walked away scot-free.
03:21Yeah, you have.
03:22You and Harry made up and everyone else, you know?
03:24And everyone else was falling apart.
03:25Yeah.
03:26You, like, threw in the grenade and it blew up and then you just walked away from it.
03:29Oh, yeah.
03:30We've not had a bit of dust on them.
03:31No, no.
03:32Hey, hey.
03:33Hello.
03:34Hi.
03:35Oh, hi.
03:36Freddie Bentley.
03:37Hi.
03:38Congratulations.
03:40You okay?
03:41No, he's so okay.
03:43He's standing in there.
03:44No!
03:45No!
03:46They're everywhere.
03:48This is a huge thing for you.
03:49Three years.
03:50I know.
03:51I can't believe it.
03:52How do you feel?
03:53That's such a milestone for us.
03:54Sober!
03:56Sober and free.
03:57You've got such a larger than life personality, Fred.
03:59Like, you don't need it.
04:00You are just you.
04:01Do you know what I mean?
04:02Like, three years of being here is huge.
04:03So, congratulations.
04:04Yay!
04:05Thank you for all coming.
04:06You're welcome.
04:07Great.
04:08I'm going to get a drink.
04:09Dan, do you want to get a drink?
04:10Yeah, yeah, I'll come get a drink.
04:11Oh, lovely.
04:12Yeah, do you want one?
04:13Yeah, go on.
04:14I'll open up a coat.
04:15How is everyone?
04:16Good.
04:17Good.
04:18We're so proud of you, brother.
04:19I actually can't believe it.
04:20Three years is such a long time.
04:21What's 365 days times by three?
04:22Three, six, nine...
04:23Go on.
04:24Old bank manager open.
04:25It's like 1,000 days.
04:26It is 1,060 days.
04:271,060 days.
04:281,060 days, babe.
04:29Sounds like a film.
04:301,060 days of Freddie Bentley.
04:31Oh, dang it.
04:32I'll be switching that off.
04:33It would drive you...
04:34It would drive you potty.
04:39Anyway, it's my birthday week.
04:43Woo!
04:44Birthday, girl.
04:45So, I'm throwing a tea party.
04:47Lovely.
04:48Who's going?
04:49Everybody.
04:50Everybody?
04:51Everybody is invited.
04:52Ella.
04:53Whether everybody will come or not, I don't know.
04:55Inviting the whole group is a recipe of disaster.
04:59That's where we come in.
05:00Yeah.
05:01What could possibly go wrong?
05:02It's going to take a moment just to start connecting back into our physical body.
05:19Because, baby, we don't get along.
05:23That was amazing.
05:24It was needed.
05:25What did she say about, like, what she felt?
05:28She said, I'm a worrier.
05:29She said, I don't know how you're walking around.
05:31You're a worrier.
05:32Oh, did she?
05:33Yeah.
05:34She said, I was away with the fairies.
05:35You're joking, are you?
05:36In your own Courtney world?
05:38She said, I've grounded you.
05:39Oh, really?
05:40Yeah.
05:41A little Courtney fairy.
05:43What did she say about you?
05:44She said, I'm living in the past and get things off my chest.
05:47Okay.
05:48Come on, then.
05:49Let's chat.
05:50Yeah.
05:51Let's get it off.
05:52Look, Chloe, obviously, I am sorry that I upset you at the time.
05:56Yeah.
05:57Everyone has given me a very thorough check on my delivery.
06:00I mean, listen, at the time, Chloe, I called you out for something.
06:04Yes, my delivery may have been off.
06:06And I can own that and say sorry.
06:09My delivery is different to you.
06:11We are so different as people, but yet we get on as people.
06:15We do get on.
06:16Yeah, we've always just got each other.
06:17Always.
06:18Yeah.
06:19But the last thing I want is our friendship being on eggshells.
06:23I am a passionate person.
06:25I am quite brash.
06:26I am quite loud.
06:27And if I can't be accepted as me, then I know that's not a personal thing.
06:32That's just that some people can't handle certain people and their approach.
06:36Listen, I accept you and I accept the way you are, but I, for a few weeks after, was really in my head and was really quite upset.
06:45I want my friends to call me out on my shit and tell me if they think I behaved wrong or did something wrong or could have done something better.
06:54I want my friends to do that.
06:55So, like, I appreciate you.
06:56If you thought in that situation with, like, Harry and Freddie that I said something wrong or behaved badly or something, I want you to tell me that.
07:01Yeah, I just think that the delivery was wrong.
07:03Yeah.
07:04You could have just, like, pulled me aside and been like, come on, Chloe.
07:05Yeah.
07:06Like, do you know what I mean?
07:07Yeah.
07:08Like, I want that from you because I, like, I appreciate that and I respect your opinion.
07:10But I do think, like, I mean, listen, I'm no angel.
07:13Like, I'm absolutely no angel.
07:14I've maybe said things like, you know, I didn't want to be your friend in the beginning.
07:18Yeah.
07:19Like, acting off emotion.
07:20Like, it was, like, more of an impulse thing.
07:21Like, I am sorry for saying those things and I am sorry for if I made you feel any certain way because I would never want you to feel like that.
07:26Like, I really wouldn't.
07:27And, like, I thought I was doing the right thing by just not having the conversation.
07:31I didn't want this to get worse.
07:32No, that's what I'm saying.
07:33And I didn't know how I felt either.
07:34Yeah.
07:35And so I was just like, I don't know.
07:36I just wanted to get to where I am now.
07:37Yeah.
07:38Which is...
07:39Calm.
07:40Calm and fine.
07:41Like, you know, I know you're a good person.
07:43You're not a bad person.
07:44I was just upset.
07:45And you were upset as well.
07:46Yeah.
07:47So I just think...
07:48I don't know.
07:49I'm happy that we can move forward.
07:50Yeah.
07:51The healing worked.
07:52Yeah.
07:53Oh, yeah.
07:58I missed you at Courtney's birthday.
07:59It was weird you not being there, to be honest.
08:01I know.
08:02You would have loved it.
08:03I would have loved the cult fair.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Who made you so flawless.
08:07I just wish you could see.
08:09The way that your best in perfection is crazy to me.
08:14Oh, oh.
08:15Mirror, mirror, under the wall, you're the...
08:17Daniel.
08:18Oh, I wish you were perfect.
08:20You am?
08:21Are you talking about the Dan thing?
08:23Mm-mm.
08:24How do you feel about it?
08:28Shocked.
08:29Well, I didn't think it would be that quick.
08:32I don't know.
08:33Have you spoke to him?
08:34You have spoke to him.
08:36You've sent him reviews, haven't you, Ella?
08:39It's hard.
08:40Yeah, but the thing is, like...
08:41I can't not.
08:42I don't blame you to see your ex with someone else.
08:46It's still quite fresh.
08:47You haven't really seen him with another girl.
08:49Like, you are going to be hurting over it.
08:50I would be as well.
08:51Like, it is normal.
08:52I just think, like, everything that you've been saying to me
08:55and all, like, the lovely things and telling me
08:57that you still have so much love for me
08:59and if it could be what he wants it to be,
09:01then we'd be together and...
09:03It's sad when he's putting it like that as well.
09:05Like, you've moved on, so...
09:07You've moved on, you're seeing someone.
09:09Do you feel like you're going to have a friendship now
09:11off the back of this or do you just feel anger, like, about it?
09:13There won't be no friendship.
09:14Mm-mm.
09:15Cos if you were going to move on,
09:16then you should have just let it be what it was
09:18from when we left each other in Portugal.
09:20Yeah.
09:21Like, asking Elmer to move seats on the plane
09:24so I can go and sit with him.
09:26There's just loads of things that I'm now questioning in my head.
09:29Like, did you generally mean them things
09:32or is it just because you wanted me to hear them from you
09:34to make you look like this really nice person?
09:36Yeah.
09:37Hopefully yous can be OK and it not be awkward,
09:39but if you're saying yous have already had a row...
09:41Like, don't get me wrong, I'm not just, like, a cold-hearted person
09:44where I'm just going to fly off the handle
09:46and give him a load of abuse.
09:47Like, I did cry.
09:48And then I think to myself, like, if you can move on that quick
09:52and you can give someone else something that you couldn't give me,
09:56then what was wrong with me?
09:58Like, I think you've got to remember he gives everyone the same thing
10:01and that is just not enough.
10:02Yeah.
10:03And I don't want you being upset about it, Eve.
10:06I knew you was going to be, like, actually upset about it, like.
10:09But I think you've got to remember
10:12that he's not going to be right for you and he never was.
10:15I hate seeing you cry.
10:16I don't even want to cry because he's not worth my tears.
10:19I've cried too much.
10:20No, but it's OK to be upset.
10:21You've just found out that your ex is with someone else.
10:23Like, everyone would be in bits. We're girls.
10:25It's not nice when you see it for the first time.
10:27And it weren't like I left him because I wanted to leave him
10:29because I didn't want to be with him.
10:30I left him because I wanted to feel something.
10:31Yeah.
10:32Like, a bit of want from him.
10:34I never had that and now you're wanting someone else.
10:37You're younger and harder than me.
10:40Is it all about you?
10:43Should I move down instead?
11:05Hello!
11:06Hello!
11:07Mum!
11:08Oh, look!
11:09That's James's mummy!
11:10Hello!
11:11Hey!
11:12You all right, darling?
11:13How are you?
11:14Oh, good, thank you.
11:15You're lovely.
11:17Mum, Julie, Julie, mum.
11:18You know me already.
11:19You're sorry.
11:20You're all right.
11:21Nice to meet you.
11:22Right, how many animals do you want to see today, Bear?
11:24All of them.
11:25All of them.
11:26And which is going to be your most favourite to see?
11:28The elephant.
11:30The elephant!
11:31The elephant!
11:32Hello, everyone.
11:34How we doing, mate?
11:35I'm Dom.
11:36I'm one of our rangers.
11:37Shall we go for a safari?
11:38Yeah!
11:39Let's get going then.
11:40Let's do it.
11:41Come get on board.
11:46You think he likes you?
11:48Hello.
11:49This is a male black rhino on the left side.
11:52His mum is the one that's on the right side over here.
11:55Do the mum rhino and the son rhino get on?
11:57For a black rhino, they generally want to live on their own.
11:59They're quite grumpy.
12:00That would be natural in the wild.
12:02Like you, Mum.
12:04You're not preparing me to a black rhino.
12:06But, yeah, true.
12:07Bye rhino.
12:08See you later, alligator.
12:09Good to see you, Rhino.
12:10Bye.
12:11So, our camel girls will come over to say hello.
12:12You all right, ladies?
12:13Hello.
12:14Hello.
12:15Hi.
12:16Hello.
12:17So, our camel girls will come over to say hello.
12:20You all right, ladies?
12:21Hello.
12:22Hi.
12:23Hello.
12:24So, these are our three girls.
12:25They're called Gucci, Helani and Thule.
12:26Hi.
12:27So, they are, as you can see, they're very friendly.
12:28I don't know what you've got in there.
12:29I've got one.
12:30What's he doing?
12:31Oh, my God.
12:32Oh, my God.
12:33Oh, my God.
12:34Oh, my God.
12:35Oh, my God.
12:36Oh, my God.
12:37Oh, my God.
12:38Oh, my God.
12:39Oh, my God.
12:40Oh, my God.
12:41Oh, my God.
12:42Oh, my God.
12:43Look at the giraffes.
12:45This is Luna.
12:46Oh, the giraffes coming over to see us.
12:49Do you want to hold it with me?
12:50Hold it with me.
12:51Hold it with me.
12:52Hold it with me.
12:53And we'll hold on tight.
12:54Feel, you can feel how strong he is.
12:56Wow.
12:57Yes.
12:58Luna, over here.
13:01Can you come here and have a go?
13:03Oh.
13:04Bye.
13:05Right, she really is.
13:06When she's done, she's done.
13:07Bye.
13:08Yeah.
13:09We'll see it.
13:10Bye.
13:11Fair play to her.
13:12I want to see the tiger.
13:13Tigers.
13:14Tigers.
13:15Tigers.
13:16Tigers.
13:17Tigers.
13:18Tigers.
13:19Tigers.
13:20Oh, yeah.
13:21Oh, yeah.
13:22Wah.
13:23Wah.
13:24Wah.
13:25Wah.
13:26Elephant.
13:27Two lions.
13:28Well, this is lovely, guys.
13:29It is.
13:30Two lions.
13:31Two lions.
13:32Cheers.
13:33Cheers to a lovely morning, guys.
13:34Yeah, cheers.
13:35Oh, let me cheers me.
13:36Cheers.
13:37Lovely to meet you, Deborah, today.
13:38Mmm.
13:39The first time mums meet.
13:40Mmm.
13:41Yeah, it is.
13:42It's been lovely.
13:43Lovely to meet you, Deborah, today.
13:44Mmm.
13:45The first time mums meet.
13:46Mmm.
13:47Yeah, it is.
13:48It's been lovely.
13:49It's been good, though.
13:50And what a nice way to meet.
13:51I don't want to survive.
13:52We've done something really fun.
13:53So, it's the first time mums meet here, and it's the first time I met Bear I've brought
13:57him here.
13:58Oh, crikey.
13:59So, this is a good meeting place to meet people for the first time.
14:01Because that clearly works out.
14:02It's a common thing.
14:03So, yeah.
14:04We'll do this again.
14:05We'll do it again, yeah.
14:06Yeah.
14:07Maybe this is a special place where you could propose in the future.
14:10Yes.
14:11Oh, yes.
14:12You've ruined it.
14:13I was just about to do it.
14:14You've ruined it now.
14:15Can we do a little zoo over there?
14:16Yeah.
14:17Of course you can.
14:18You do a little zoo, Bear.
14:19You can do a little zoo.
14:20That's fine.
14:21Mmm.
14:22So, what was our favourite animals in there?
14:23We know bears was the rhino.
14:25I did like the rhino.
14:26I liked the rhinos.
14:27I liked the giraffes.
14:28They were amazing.
14:29Yeah.
14:30And I liked it when the camels came up to the...
14:32Yeah.
14:33I found them a little scary, actually.
14:34Did you?
14:35I think when they first came up...
14:36Yeah, because they were kind of looking like they were going to spit in your eye.
14:39Yeah.
14:40And I was thinking, oh, please don't do that.
14:41Do camels spit?
14:42Or is that llamas?
14:43No, llamas.
14:44I think camels can spit.
14:45Can they?
14:46It was great to see that, though.
14:47Yeah.
14:48It was cool.
14:49We'll definitely have to do this again.
14:50We will.
14:51We need to now...
14:52We were saying, didn't we, that we need to now make this more of a regular thing.
14:55Yeah.
14:56We know we've been neglecting our mums.
14:58You have.
14:59In a sense.
15:00We have.
15:01We've been neglecting our mums and doing the meeting up together.
15:03It feels...
15:04We should have done more in the last two years and we understand that.
15:07Yeah.
15:08We have been a little bit selfish.
15:09Yeah.
15:10You have.
15:11To be fair, I see Joji all the time.
15:12Yeah.
15:13Not you so much.
15:14Exactly, yeah.
15:15So we need to change that.
15:16I can't even say I see you all the time.
15:17No, I know, Mum, but this is not about that right now, so...
15:19I'm a elastic girl.
15:20Try it only, I'm flexible.
15:21Wrap my body right round your world.
15:24La la la la la.
15:26I'm a elastic girl.
15:28Inhale towards the bath.
15:30Ooh, cha.
15:31Ooh, cha.
15:32Ooh, cha.
15:33Ooh, ooh.
15:34Ooh.
15:35Oh, yeah, I love this, actually.
15:37Ooh.
15:38It's like the relaxing bit.
15:39This is everyone's favourite.
15:40I don't think I'm doing this right.
15:42You are.
15:43Amazing.
15:48I was a cry.
15:49You've seen your legs in the blue.
15:50I've never seen that.
15:51I've never seen legs so long in the air.
15:53Touching the ceiling.
15:54I've not had my legs up like that for a long time.
15:56Oh, well, baby.
15:57It might be coming more so you can get them up more.
15:59Oh, I'm going to need to, in case I need someone.
16:01I feel like this is the perfect way to keep a fella.
16:04What, going to Pilates?
16:05Yeah, but it just makes you extra flexible.
16:07It does. Extra.
16:08You can just do it.
16:09That's where I've gone wrong.
16:11Woo!
16:12What have you been up to?
16:13I feel like I've not seen you.
16:14No.
16:15Have you got any gossip for us?
16:16On the way here, I've just bumped into Courtney.
16:17She's just said that she's just come from a sand bath.
16:20They have, like, healing baths, didn't they?
16:21This morning with Chloe and Saffron.
16:24And Courtney, Chloe and Saffron?
16:26Yeah.
16:27Stop.
16:28Yeah, so...
16:29How did it go?
16:30How did it go?
16:31She said, I think, the sand bath worked.
16:32Did it?
16:33Well, everyone's friends.
16:34So, Chloe and Saffron fine?
16:36Apparently so.
16:37Apparently, yeah.
16:38I feel like they just needed a bit of time to let the dust settle.
16:40They were both, like, upset with what went on for, like, different reasons.
16:42I said, I reckon once the dust settles, you have a conversation.
16:45Yeah.
16:46And they'll clearly...
16:47I'm glad everyone's going to make peace and move on.
16:49I don't think she wants to make peace with me, by what I've heard.
16:51I know.
16:52Well, I've heard this as well.
16:53Why?
16:54What have you done so wrong?
16:55She wants nothing to do with you.
16:56And it's finished, never going to be sweet again.
16:58How do you know this?
16:59I don't know this.
17:00No, that's cut front.
17:01Sorry.
17:02Sorry.
17:03No, sorry.
17:04That is...
17:05Well, cut front.
17:06Sorry, Angel.
17:07If you want to chuck away a long friendship over my opinion and the way it makes people feel,
17:10and you want to just be, like, be silly about it, then listen, I'm going to just be like,
17:13whatever.
17:15Courtney also told me that apparently this week is Ella's birthday, which apparently everyone's invited to.
17:22So everyone's invited?
17:24Apparently.
17:25That's what Colt said.
17:26But what would your stance be on going?
17:28I don't know.
17:29I'm quite unsure, to be honest with you.
17:30I've not really made a mind up.
17:31It's a weird one, isn't it?
17:32We were friends, but then we had that conversation in Portugal and was both like,
17:36listen, we're not mates, are we?
17:38So, I just find it weird that you're going to say, I'm not your mate.
17:41Oh, well, then you can't lie.
17:42And then you don't trust me.
17:44And then you don't trust me, but then go, oh, but it comes to my birthday.
17:47Oh, no.
17:48That's weird.
17:49That's weird.
17:50It sounds like more hassle than it's worth, to be honest.
17:51I can't be arsed to be in, like, bitchy energy.
17:54I feel like every time I keep seeing Freddie Bentley, there's, like...
17:57Bitchy energy.
17:58Well, I just find him...
17:59But to you?
18:00Yeah, babe, I just find him a bit of, like, a yo-yo.
18:02He's just rubbed me up the wrong way.
18:04I'll be completely honest since Portugal.
18:06Like, all right?
18:07All right?
18:08And do you know, it's like, do you all right?
18:10Do you all right?
18:11What is that mean?
18:12Yeah, do you know, like...
18:13You never know what Freddie you'll get in.
18:14Yeah, like...
18:15I thought it makes sense why him and Saffron are, like, now best friends.
18:17Exactly.
18:18Because they both don't know whether they're coming or going.
18:19So it's like, they just work.
18:20I just feel like he's so far up her arse out.
18:22I'm not going to, like...
18:23Are Freddie obsessed with us?
18:24Yeah.
18:25Like, even on the way home from Portugal.
18:27Do you want me to have your bags?
18:28Do you want these?
18:29Do you want...
18:30It's like, oh, my Christ.
18:31Like, I'm skipping.
18:32We don't know what you're going to get.
18:33But why do we want friends where you don't know where you fucking stand or what mood they're
18:37going to be in?
18:38At least we know.
18:39We've all been friends and it's been solid for X-men years and there's not been dramas.
18:44I'm going to get her.
18:45I'm going to get her.
18:46I'm going to get her.
18:47Oh, Bear looks like he's having the best day.
19:02It's so lush here, isn't it?
19:03I know.
19:04And James is so good with him.
19:06He is, actually.
19:07Isn't he?
19:08I've totally noticed a progress with how James is with Bear.
19:12I know.
19:13So have I.
19:14But seeing that with my own eyes and seeing them together.
19:18He loves him.
19:19He actually loves him so much.
19:20He does.
19:21And it just, it melts my heart.
19:22Like, sometimes when I'm like, they don't know I'm watching, but I just see them playing
19:25together or like, just like little things.
19:27Like, James will just like grab Bear and just like start like attacking him and kissing
19:31him.
19:32And it's just like, I don't know, it just like really makes me feel confident in like everything
19:36that I'm doing.
19:37They're definitely connected.
19:38Oh, 100%.
19:39Yeah.
19:40So it's definitely going in the right direction.
19:41And I think at the beginning, like James very much.
19:43So what are you saying, Jodie?
19:44What, are you seeing a ring coming up soon or?
19:46Well, I bloody hope so.
19:48I mean, I think two and a half years is like the time to propose, no?
19:53I'm going to get you mine.
19:54It's not if I get you first.
19:55Yay!
19:56I'm going to get you mine.
19:57I'm going to get you mine.
19:58I'm going to get you mine.
19:59It's not if I get you first.
20:00Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go.
20:01I'm going to get you mine.
20:02I'm going to get you mine.
20:03It's not if I get you first.
20:05I win.
20:06I win.
20:07I win.
20:08I win.
20:09I win.
20:10Where's the animals?
20:11Over here.
20:13The animals are the most.
20:14I'm going to get you mine.
20:15I'm going to get you mine.
20:16I'm going to get you mine.
20:17It's not if I get you first.
20:18I'm a baby
20:18I'm going to get you mine
20:20It's not if I get you first
20:22I win
20:27I win
20:29Where's the animals?
20:33Over here
20:34The animals are there
20:35Let's grab them
20:36Yeah
20:40Yay
20:41Bye Kelly
20:43Let's go and see the secret passage
20:47That is you
20:50So you're happy
20:53Yeah
20:54Yeah
20:55You can see I'm happy
20:56Yeah I can actually
20:57It's quite nice to see for a change
20:59Yeah
20:59For a change
21:00Well you've not
21:01Yeah
21:01We won't talk about that
21:03What a trouble with you
21:04You've always made a bit of a joke out of it all
21:06You rely a lot on your humour
21:08Yeah
21:09To wash
21:10Like side swipe stuff
21:11However there comes a time
21:13When you've got to put that to bed
21:15And think seriously about what you're doing
21:17And I'd love to see this work
21:19Yeah
21:19But I want you to take it seriously
21:22Stop the joking
21:23Stop the messing about
21:24Oh I understand
21:24I do get that
21:25People have said that to me in the past
21:26Sometimes I make lighter situations
21:28Which don't need to be made lighter
21:29No
21:30Because this is not a lighter situation
21:31Yeah I know
21:32I don't want you to lose your sense of humour
21:33Because I love it
21:34And I don't
21:35And I always want you to be the Joker
21:37Because I love it
21:38Yeah
21:38You and your brother are the same
21:39But there comes a time
21:40When you have to think seriously about stuff
21:43I think I've matured
21:43Just about
21:44It's taken a while
21:45Crikey
21:46People mature at different rates
21:47I thought you would mature at 25
21:49We're now at nearly 35
21:50Come on
21:5134
21:51But yeah
21:53Nearly 35
21:53I'm in my early 30s
21:55Take 10 years longer than I thought you would
21:57Everyone develops at different rates mum
22:00Right cheers mum
22:01Cheers
22:02I love seeing you
22:03Give me a hug
22:04I haven't had a bear hug from you
22:05I don't know
22:07Oh my neck
22:08I swear you were dead to me
22:12Didn't you scream that I had to leave
22:15Didn't I slam your damn heart
22:18You were saying I ain't never gonna come back no more
22:21Alright darling girl
22:25Just wanted to let you know
22:27That it's my birthday party tomorrow
22:29And I'd love for you and James to be there
22:32Obviously Dan's invited
22:34So just let him know that too
22:36And he's more than welcome to bring a plus one
22:38So dress to impress
22:40And look beautiful
22:41And let's party
22:42Elle Belle
22:43Saffron
22:44Birthday baby
22:45What's your birthday?
22:46Tea party
22:47As long as there's a Vicky sponge there
22:49I'll be there
22:50Stunning
22:50I'm inviting everyone
22:52So let's see who turns up
22:55Hello
23:01Alright H
23:02You alright?
23:03Yeah yo
23:04Good how are yo?
23:06Yeah fine
23:07Just ringing
23:08Because our fault
23:10Should we start building a bit of a bridge?
23:16Where's this all come from?
23:18Positive vibes
23:19It's my birthday
23:20Are you in shock?
23:26I thought you could trust me
23:28Listen we can find a bit of trust somewhere along the line
23:32It's just been a shit situation in here
23:37It's sad
23:38Yeah it is shit
23:39But look at the end of the day
23:40I'm only going to hand out an olive branch
23:43To people that I think
23:44That deserve it
23:47Do you know what I mean?
23:47Not that saying that everything's going to go back to normal
23:50But how do we like how do we know if we don't try
23:54Well that's very kind of you I love
23:57Alright then love
23:58Alright well I'll see you again
24:00Alright bye bye bye
24:01Alright
24:02Oh god I don't know where Ruby come here
24:06Didn't I swear you were dead to me
24:08Didn't you scream that I had to leave
24:11Didn't I slave your damn front door
24:14Lorena send off picnic in the park
24:16Oh it's beautiful
24:17Hello
24:19Nothing
24:20Hello
24:21You're a cake or jerk
24:24This is so cute
24:26Yeah
24:26Isn't it nice
24:27Love it
24:27Shall we do a little cheers
24:28Yeah
24:28Shall we do a little cheers
24:29To Lauren and Lorena
24:30Yeah
24:31And the rose
24:32And the rose
24:32Can't forget the rose
24:33No
24:34My little baby
24:35Cheers
24:36Thank you everyone
24:40For coming for me
24:42I really appreciate it
24:43It was really sweet
24:44And obviously it was a really hard day
24:46For me
24:48Obviously three years ago
24:50I lost to Renna in labour
24:53She should be here
24:54And I think it's harder
24:55Because it's a rose's birthday in two weeks
24:57So you've got a low and then a higher again
25:01Yeah
25:01And it's like
25:01It's a hard month for me
25:03Yeah
25:04And I hold this pain inside
25:05Because she hasn't got a sister
25:07When she should have a sister
25:08Yeah she should
25:09It's cruel
25:10You're so cruel
25:11Don't understand any of it
25:13But Lorena's with you
25:14Every day Lauren
25:14Do you know that
25:15She's with you
25:16Like
25:16Yeah and this is why
25:18I've sort of done this
25:19Because I think it's important
25:20Last year I stayed in
25:22With La Rose in the garden
25:23And now I have to get out
25:25And talk about her
25:27Rather than hiding
25:28Yeah
25:28Yeah
25:29And I think that's why
25:32It's even harder for me
25:33Because I am on my own
25:35But you're so strong though
25:38And you need to remember
25:39With all your friends
25:40Your close friends
25:41Everyone's a family
25:42So that's why I've done this
25:45And it means a lot to me
25:46That yous have come
25:47We all love and always support you
25:49Lauren
25:49Lauren
25:50I know
25:52But I'm strong
25:53I don't do this
25:54Like La Rose
25:55I don't do it
25:57I don't let it out
25:58Do you know what I mean?
25:59You have to
25:59You've got to release
26:01We're all here for you
26:01You've got lovely friends and family
26:03Yeah
26:03Like I said
26:04Lauren you food me up
26:05I don't think of the morning
26:05I'm going to always be there for you
26:07I know I know
26:07I appreciate that
26:08Unless you've been through a bereavement
26:10You don't know how much it hurts
26:12Yeah
26:12No I know
26:12And you feel like
26:13You don't know how to talk about it
26:15Yeah
26:15And I break it a bit
26:17But it's sometimes easy to suppress it
26:19Rather than speak about it
26:20Much easier to act like laughing
26:21Joking and actually deal with it
26:23Have you looked more into that charity yet?
26:25Definitely want to do it
26:26I think
26:26I feel like this is your calling
26:28It's lovely
26:28So I want to do a charity
26:31Called Lorena
26:32Oh like a foundation
26:33Yeah
26:34To help other mums
26:35That has a loss
26:37And just to like
26:39Help other mums get through it
26:41Do you know what I mean?
26:42Because you know how it feels
26:42Yeah
26:42And to be that person
26:43She can do it
26:44I can do it
26:45Yeah
26:45To talk
26:46You know like this
26:46I would love to
26:47Imagine if it was all mums grieving
26:49You'd have to relate
26:49And answer questions
26:50And support them
26:51And I feel like
26:52I've got a big enough voice
26:54To give them support
26:56And a legacy for your daughter
26:58Keep her name going
26:59Keep her name going
27:00Oh my god there's a butterfly
27:01There's a butterfly
27:02That's just running by
27:03Oh my god
27:04Do you know butterflies are always around you at the minute?
27:08Oh my god
27:08No sorry
27:09Did you say the strips
27:10You know the black and orange
27:12Are the spiritual ones
27:13That's what that was
27:13That's what come in my house
27:14Yeah that's what the spiritual ones are
27:15That's what the spiritual ones are
27:15That's the ones that come in my house
27:17Oh my god
27:19It's a sign Lauren
27:20I know
27:21She's with you all the time
27:22Literally
27:23Oh don't
27:24You're so strong you are
27:26You're so strong
27:28Oh god
27:28It's lovely
27:29This is all for you
27:30And Lorena
27:31Shall we lay down
27:32Do these balloons
27:33Because I really want to
27:34Let them off now
27:35She's here
27:36Yeah
27:37In the spirit
27:37Do you know what I mean?
27:38100%
27:39Okay
27:40So my beautiful
27:42Lorena
27:43Happy birthday
27:44Love you always
27:46These balloons are for you
27:47To fly high in the sky
27:48Love you
27:51Welcome to New Buffet
28:21Good birthday
28:23Sweetie
28:24Thank you
28:24You love a macaro
28:26This one actually does smell nice
28:30Roman
28:34Thank you
28:40Thank you
28:41Thank you
28:42Give me a good old blow
28:45Good at that
28:46Amen
28:46Who's had half a bite of a smotron with it back?
28:54Not me
28:55Obviously
28:55Animals
28:56Everyone
28:57Right what's the time
28:59What's the time
29:0020 to 4
29:01Hide
29:01Are you going to be here
29:02Hide
29:02Are we hiding?
29:03Hide
29:03What's going on?
29:04Hide
29:04Hide
29:05Hide
29:05I'm hiding
29:08Jordan
29:09Guys
29:11It's well hot down here
29:12Oh my god
29:13Oh my god
29:14What's going on?
29:17Surprise rock
29:19Oh my god
29:22Oh my god
29:24We're at one again
29:25Oh yeah
29:25Don't you come forever on my baby
29:28Hi everyone
29:29Hi everyone
29:30Love the hat
29:31It's for you
29:32How many to you?
29:33Cheers
29:43Cheers
29:43Cheers
29:44Not our usual cheers
29:45I know
29:46It's a bit cold
29:50Nasty bro
29:52Everyone's come
29:54Most people have come
29:55That are positive
29:56But I don't know if the girls are going to come
29:58What do you reckon?
29:59You did message him didn't you?
30:00I messaged him
30:00As soon as I got off the phone to you
30:01I messaged him saying bye bye
30:02Ella's throwing the party
30:03Everyone is invited
30:05All of you girls are invited
30:06And they say
30:06Oh thanks for letting me know
30:07But they didn't tell me
30:08Whether they was or wasn't coming
30:10And then they're throwing a bit of a surprise party for Elmer
30:12So I reckon that's what
30:14Oh yeah
30:14Bex and Livy must be going to
30:16Yeah because me and Elmer are both cancerians
30:18How are you feeling about
30:20If Dan turns up here though?
30:23Because you've invited him
30:24Did you hear a reply?
30:26No
30:26I didn't get a reply
30:28Right
30:29I said I didn't invite him like personally
30:32I sent Jodie a voice note
30:34I said James is invited
30:36And I said also tell Dan he can come if he wants
30:38And he can bring a plus one
30:39Is that the new version?
30:42Yeah
30:42No for God's sake
30:45Because what if they turn up?
30:47No I don't know
30:47It's really nice to meet you
30:49Do you want me to present?
30:50Yeah
30:50Where's my flowers?
30:51Where's my cards?
30:53No I think he's going to come shortly
30:55I don't think he will
30:56Well you have kind of sent him like
30:58A bit of a message
30:59So I understand if he's a bit too scared to come
31:02Yeah and I sort of feel like now
31:04I'm being treated how he treats Amber
31:06Right
31:07Do you know what I mean?
31:08Just the shadow of love
31:11It's all that I want
31:15Don't let me go
31:18Into the dark
31:23And never forget about me
31:25Cheers
31:26Cheers
31:26Love this
31:28This is oozing elegance
31:29I feel like we need to put our little fingers out
31:31I always do
31:32Look at me drinking out my china with my little finger out
31:35This is very like high class Essex tea
31:39Yeah it's nice
31:39Do you know what I mean?
31:40High class?
31:43I use it
31:44I ooze elegance
31:46Please let's just not pretend that we're high class
31:52Darling
31:52Let's not pretend day
31:54I'm from Chigwell
31:55I'm always in high class
31:56You're not any more darling
31:57Oh little
31:58Spilt milk
31:59You made me nervous
32:01Spilt milk
32:02I want one of these
32:03This is right up Ellis Street innit?
32:06Yeah
32:06Pastel balloons
32:07Roses
32:07Little cupcakes
32:09Pretty
32:10The pastels
32:11The flowers
32:11Dainty
32:12Is the vibe going to be dainty and classy though?
32:15Who do you think won't be here?
32:16Girl band
32:17Yeah that's obvious
32:18Alright given
32:18Dan given
32:19Um
32:20Harry will make an entrance
32:21Yeah I've not seen him since
32:23Obviously
32:25Courtney's party
32:26I met him on that morning at Courtney's party
32:28But
32:29Courtney invited me to a sound bath
32:31So it's floating in the pool
32:32Very zen
32:33What you need?
32:34And Courtney's
32:34I think Courtney's been through quite a bit
32:36Lately
32:37So I think she wanted to just clear her head
32:39So she brought Chloe along
32:40Right
32:41It was the first time I'd seen her
32:42How did that go?
32:43Did you talk to her?
32:44Calm
32:45She was calm?
32:46Yeah
32:46The whole thing's resolved
32:48Just like that?
32:50Basically
32:50Why the hell did it go on for so long?
32:53Her point was she removed herself from the situation
32:56So it wouldn't escalate if we'd spoke too soon
32:59Which I half understand
32:59Because I think she was angry and I was angry
33:01Yeah
33:01She apologised to me and I apologised to her
33:04Listen I can't sit here and say the friendship's going to go back to normal straight away
33:07Because things take time
33:08Yeah
33:08Hey guys
33:09Roman
33:10Are you alright?
33:12You're so loved up
33:13You ain't got time for any of us
33:14What do you mean?
33:15You're loved the first walk?
33:16No
33:16No
33:16Not like you
33:17You're like disappeared
33:18How's life?
33:20You and Tilda
33:21Where is she?
33:22Any news with you two?
33:23No
33:23Well our year's coming up
33:25When's your year?
33:26We've been together nine months
33:27Oh my god
33:27Have you?
33:28That's gone quick
33:28Three months
33:29That's gone well quick
33:30What are you going to do for the year though?
33:31We're going Bali
33:32Are you?
33:34You love it in Bali
33:35It's the best place ever
33:36Where is Matilda?
33:38She's ill
33:38Oh
33:39She's ill
33:39I ain't seen her in ages
33:41I know
33:41I thought we didn't see a lot of people in ages
33:43No
33:43But I'll just say
33:44You know you do all that lovely romantic stuff for Matilda
33:47Yeah
33:47Where did you learn that?
33:49Did you go to like
33:49That's his heart
33:50That's just me
33:51Yeah but like
33:51That comes from mum's upbringing
33:53Yeah
33:53I'm a good upbringing of knowing how to treat a girl
33:56Yeah
33:56No lend you
33:57You only know you
33:58What?
33:58Would she lend you for a day?
34:00No
34:00It's not like mine
34:04And I'll change a thing
34:06Cause I'm right here
34:08Where I'm meant to be
34:10Now that I call you I want
34:12Sometimes I just can't believe
34:15You're having to
34:18Court well done for putting the birthday party on
34:20You didn't have a clue did you?
34:21It's a gathering
34:22Well I kind of sussed but I didn't realise there was going to be so many people here
34:26It's hard to do live here
34:27Yeah
34:27You've probably seen things around
34:28I'm so bad at keeping secrets
34:29No it's my worst trade
34:31You catch her in the act of something
34:32And she goes
34:32I can imagine that as well
34:36I'm so bad
34:37And then she'll look around to find something to like
34:39Tissue
34:41You've got toilet roll actually
34:42Make a very very obvious
34:44You know it really suits you living here
34:46I think so too
34:47I'm really glad you said that
34:47I don't think you should ever move out
34:49Ever
34:49I don't plan on it
34:50Ever
34:51Right
34:52This is from nothing
34:53I think you leave the house
34:53Shall I leave the house?
34:54We make a good team
34:55I'll be on here
34:56Good teamwork
34:56So good
34:57What has gone on the date and soon then?
34:59What's your date?
35:01Yes I went
35:01Oh it was really good
35:03It was a really good date
35:04Okay
35:05I really fancy him
35:06Where did you go?
35:07Went to Sabrina Carpenter concert
35:08Did you not fancy today?
35:10Because I'm the only bloke here today
35:11No it's too early
35:12It's a bit much
35:13Is it?
35:13I was saying like this time round
35:15Because like where I'm older
35:16And the next person I'm with is going to be my husband
35:18I need to take it slower than I have in the past
35:21I get it
35:22And it's been one date
35:23When your phone goes off it says his name
35:24Do you get buzzing?
35:25Yeah I literally go like this
35:26And what do you do?
35:27Do you leave on read?
35:28I actually reply with 0.2 seconds
35:30Pathetic
35:30Really?
35:31You can't do that
35:32It's too much
35:32Oh but then we don't like going
35:34I was on the dating scene
35:36Tell her straight
35:37You replied in 0.2 seconds
35:38You kissed me on the first date
35:39Tried to come back to mine
35:40I didn't let you
35:41I give you advice
35:41But I just don't listen to it
35:42Did you try and come back to mine
35:43I didn't let you
35:44No
35:45I was busy that night
35:48I had all the things to do
35:49She had to wash her hair Joda right?
35:51No she didn't
35:52I'm going on a second date with him
35:53So I'm going to kiss him on the second date
35:55Where are you going?
35:55I actually feel like I've forgotten how to kiss
35:57Practice with a mirror
35:58That's what I used to do
35:59At what point do you add the tongue?
36:01First date for me
36:01First date for me
36:02I think there's always a couple of pecs first
36:04And then the tongue goes in
36:05Do you want to see?
36:07No that was a really bad one
36:09That was a really
36:10Don't look at that
36:11I feel a bit uncomfortable
36:12It's like watch your mum and dad kiss
36:14I love items for the kissing channel
36:18You both just went
36:19You both just completely
36:20Stop and went
36:20Right
36:21Yeah oh maybe I'll watch a tutorial
36:24Yeah that can work
36:26What's an update with you guys
36:28What's happening
36:28Did the girls know?
36:29No
36:29Positive positive news
36:31Tell me
36:31So me and Soph have actually booked our fertility treatment
36:35You've actually booked it?
36:36Done
36:36When are you going?
36:37Summer
36:37So we're going the first week of September
36:39And like for us two obviously
36:41It's been two and a half years
36:43That's crazy
36:43I'm so sorry
36:44Since it's started
36:45So it's like 27 times or something we've tried
36:4827 times and it's not worked
36:50But anyways yes
36:51So it's all booked
36:52So from now till then
36:53We are just going to have fun
36:56Yeah we've got a wedding
36:56We're going away with my dad
36:58Which is great
36:58We can really just enjoy the end of our summer now
37:00As us two
37:01Because we know there's a lot at the end of the tunnel
37:03And then we'll see you at Christmas
37:05And Soph might be out here
37:07I can't wait to tell you girls one day
37:10I'm just going to be the crazy aunt
37:11But I'm happy to do that
37:12I've been the crazy aunt for a long time
37:14It's really fun the crazy aunt
37:15I know I don't mind
37:16Crazy aunt Elma
37:17Yeah
37:17It's got a ring to it
37:18It has
37:19In a room full of people
37:22I look for you
37:24Would you avoid me
37:25Or would you look for me too
37:28Tell me this story
37:31Can I feel you
37:32Or do I hurt
37:34To me too
37:35Well well well
37:38No mate
37:40Respect
37:42Respect
37:43It's nothing but
37:43Always
37:44So I could be partying right now
37:47Could you?
37:48Yeah
37:49Oh
37:49At the tea party like that
37:51Loving life
37:53You could be
37:54But I've chose friendship first
37:56And that's what matters
37:57Well I thought it was best if I didn't go
37:59You could have gone still
38:00I don't mind
38:01Nah
38:01Me on the other hand
38:03In love
38:04Talking about the future
38:05Met the family
38:06About time yeah
38:08No I've met her before
38:10But two families collided
38:11Finally coming together
38:12Yeah
38:13And it was actually a really good day out
38:14Everyone really enjoyed themselves
38:16Got dug out a little bit
38:18By both the mums
38:19But
38:19Also
38:20You're going in the right direction
38:22Clearly everyone can see that
38:23You two seem as good as you've ever been
38:24Yeah
38:25When we was at the safari park
38:26I went and you go
38:28And see the girls and that
38:30Jodie's going
38:31She's going to go yeah
38:31Yeah good
38:32She should do
38:33Yeah
38:33It's not her business
38:35You know what I mean
38:36No
38:36It's just to do with you
38:37It's not that I didn't want to go
38:39It's that I felt
38:39It was right for the situation not to
38:41Yeah
38:42Things have not been great
38:43The last few days between me and her
38:44So the last thing I want to do
38:45Is go there and cause a scene
38:47Yeah
38:47She's caught wind that we was at
38:50With a group of people
38:51Yeah
38:51And that potentially that
38:54I've been talking to other people
38:55Which is fine
38:57We split up three months ago
38:59She initiated that three months ago
39:01So what do you expect me to do
39:04Yeah
39:05The reason why she's finding this so hard now
39:07Is it's not actually what she really wants
39:09And I feel like Ella a lot of the time
39:11Gets what she wants
39:12And what she really actually wants
39:14Is you
39:14I tried to be her friend
39:16Listen this friendship thing is not going to work
39:17Clearly not
39:18No
39:18It's never going to work
39:19Because
39:20There's been too much between us
39:22Yeah
39:23Over a period of time
39:24For us to just be cool with each other
39:26Yeah
39:26And both move on
39:27Yeah
39:27I can't believe you got an invite
39:29Well a couple of weeks ago
39:31It would have been fine
39:32Because we was cool then
39:33But
39:34Things have happened
39:36People start talking
39:37You know what it's like around here
39:38Rumours start flying around
39:40And people think
39:41I've heard a lot of lies
39:42People feel like they know everything about
39:44Someone else's life
39:45When really
39:46I don't think any of them really have a clue
39:48All of a sudden
39:49Dan's seen to be talking to other people
39:51And he's moving on
39:52Well yeah
39:53What did you expect me to do
39:54In the end
39:55I wouldn't overly like it
39:57If I hear about her
39:58With anyone else
39:59She's not going to like it
40:00If she is about me
40:01With anyone else
40:02It's natural
40:02For us both to feel like that
40:04No one is going to like
40:05To hear their exes
40:06When their exes moves on
40:07No one wants to hear it
40:08Or see it
40:08You know what I mean
40:08There's nothing you can really do
40:10Other than like you said
40:11Remove yourself from their situation
40:12Would you like today
40:14I just think it needs
40:14A bit of time
40:16To settle down
40:17I don't think it's going to be
40:47Happy birthday
40:47Thank you
40:48I'm shocked he's turned up
40:49Because I didn't think
40:50Harry and Ella were
40:51I thought they weren't getting on
40:53Well they
40:53Civil from afar
40:54They left it in Portugal
40:55But this is nice
40:57I'm glad that you've come
40:58Yeah
40:59Because I feel like
41:00Well for me
41:01It was
41:02One of them things
41:03Of like
41:04In this group
41:05It's getting very tedious
41:06And I know there's certain people
41:07That are here today
41:08That you've obviously
41:10Had to ag with
41:11Yeah
41:11And I wanted to try
41:13And put everyone together
41:14To try and squish it
41:15Because life is so short
41:17Do you know what I mean?
41:18Honestly when you called me yesterday
41:19I was in shock
41:21I've literally
41:21I don't remember the last time
41:22I've seen Ella Wise
41:23Come up on my phone
41:24I was literally looking at it
41:26And I thought
41:26I'm not going to ignore it
41:27So I answered
41:28And I was just
41:29Yeah it was a shock
41:30There's so much going on
41:31In life these days
41:32And then obviously
41:32Your situation with Saf
41:34Like that's upsetting
41:35That's upset us all
41:36Because you and Saf
41:37Are so close
41:38I think everyone's quite upset by it
41:40But
41:40And not everyone agrees with things
41:42That like obviously
41:43Has happened on your side of things
41:44I'm not going to sit there
41:45And say that I ain't said things about you
41:46Because I have
41:47I just held my hands up
41:48I'm not liar
41:49Yeah
41:49And I do just want you two
41:52Just to squash it
41:53Because you two had such a nice friendship
41:54And she's been so upset
41:55For me it's just
41:56It's just got really silly now
41:58Because I feel like
41:59I've tried to give out an olive branch
42:00A couple of times now
42:01And try to like move it
42:02And squash it
42:03And get it moving forward
42:04And I just feel like
42:06I'm not
42:06No matter what I do at the minute
42:08It ain't right
42:08It ain't right
42:09Oh put the violin away
42:11Put the violin away
42:14I feel like
42:16It was just raw
42:17At the time of you
42:18So having them conversations
42:18I do feel like
42:19You can build the friendship
42:20Back up again
42:21I do but I don't think yet
42:23Not yet
42:23I agree
42:24Just not yet
42:24Not yet
42:25So I'm happy to be here
42:26Listen I'll be honest with you
42:28Obviously Elmer's got a party
42:29Today as well
42:30So we're literally
42:31Going to just pop in
42:31We'll be here for an hour or so
42:32Yeah that's fine
42:33And then we're going to go
42:34And go to the other party
42:35I think that's nice
42:36That you've come anyway
42:37Do you know what I mean
42:37And it's a step
42:38Like you know there's no bad blood now
42:40That you can say hello and stuff
42:41Yeah
42:41Well nothing that serious
42:43Has happened between you
42:44But Joel's really sad though
42:45You were so close to you and Harry
42:46Yeah
42:46He was actually so close
42:47Like I remember
42:48I'm ringing Harry
42:49And he was like
42:50Ella's like my sister
42:51I was probably a bit put out
42:52Because obviously me and Harry
42:53Are like our sister else
42:54Yeah
42:54But how did it get to
42:56Do you know what I mean
42:57To not be like that
42:58It's mad isn't it
42:59Today's a good step
43:00In the right direction
43:01Yeah
43:01And listen
43:02You know I never hate you
43:03Or anything
43:04It's just
43:04We've just clashed
43:06And gone separate ways
43:07It's not good as you go
43:08Away from each other
43:09Do you know what I mean
43:09You do drift apart
43:10But it's lovely to be here today
43:11And I'm glad I'm here honey
43:12Thank you for coming
43:13Aw
43:14Well that's sorted
43:15When are you going to sort it
43:16I think she's been more
43:18Wanned up from hearing
43:19That conversation
43:20It's always
43:22Singing
43:22That I'm wrong
43:23Yeah
43:23And you're not in the wrong
43:24But you are wrong
43:25There's no accountability
43:26My man
43:26Roman
43:27She's going to fall out of you
43:29Next
43:29A wrong one
43:30A wrong one
43:31I think you need to say that though
43:35When you do have a chat
43:36She doesn't even want to chat
43:37Not today
43:39I'm surprised you've stayed
43:42You alright though
43:43Yeah fine
43:45Yeah
43:45Yeah
43:46Because it's a lot
43:46Isn't it
43:47Oh
43:48With him
43:49Yeah
43:50But look
43:51I'll spit with him
43:52What can I expect him to do
43:54I can't expect him to sit in his bedroom every day
43:56And be on his own
43:56Yeah
43:57Listen
43:57If he's moved on
43:59And he's met someone
44:00And he's happy
44:00Yeah
44:01Then lovely
44:02Yeah
44:03Just leave me alone
44:04Listen
44:05It's like no skin off my nose
44:06But I did see him
44:07And it was
44:08Dan
44:09Diags and Jodie
44:10And they were like double dating
44:12Double dating?
44:16Oh my god
44:17What is going on?
44:18Double dating
44:18But Dan's been lying to me
44:20Because he told me nothing's true
44:22Yeah well there you go
44:23There weren't no double dating
44:24Nothing
44:24You've just dropped his mum there
44:27Without even realising
44:28I have a secret no one knows
44:34Turning my heart to stars
44:38Next time
44:40I feel like everyone knows
44:42And I'm the only one that doesn't know
44:43Ella's just being pick me
44:45She just now wants him
44:46Because he's moved on
44:47And met someone else
44:48So
44:49Yeah
44:49This is my brother
44:50Yeah
44:50Billy
44:51Throw another birthday bash
44:53Yep
44:53Do her 30th properly
44:54Am I invited to this one then?
44:55Of course you're fucking invited
44:56You have not said to my face
45:01That I am up Saffron's arsehole
45:03You're up Saffron's arsehole
45:05I'm exhausted man
45:07I feel like I just need a break
45:09All I know from Jodie
45:10Is that you've dropped the information
45:11That you see me out with someone
45:13Fucking my big man
45:15Is it just Dan keeping his options open again?
45:18Is the sky blue?
45:19The only way is up
45:28Baby
45:30For you and me now
45:33The only way is up
45:36Baby
45:37For you and me now
45:41I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:42I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:43I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:44I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:45I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:46I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:47I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:48I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:49I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:50I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:51I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:52I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:53I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:54I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:55I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:56I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:57I feel like I'm gonna be up
45:58I feel like I feel like I'm gonna be up
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