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00:00Satsang with Mooji
00:30Dianna!
00:47I can't.
00:49You can't what?
00:51What is it?
00:53Don't do this.
00:54This ain't real, Jamie.
00:57It's like a fairy tale.
01:00Like a dream and I've got to wake up.
01:02No, this is real.
01:05You can feel it.
01:06It don't matter if I feel it.
01:09Jamie, my real is empty and rubbish bins and missed opportunities.
01:14All this, it don't matter how long it's for, it don't matter how good it is,
01:18because it's so fucking good, but I've got to give it back.
01:20Sezu!
01:22Just let it go.
01:24Whatever it is that's holding you back, just let it go.
01:27What are you saying next?
01:29Yeah, I wish.
01:31Dianna, just tell me.
01:36I can't.
01:39Because you can't solve this with beautiful words and music, Jamie.
01:44No matter how much I want you to.
01:46How does...
01:48You could play this.
01:58Okay.
02:04I don't know how close the paper will be.
02:10It's a shame, it's a shame, I'm okay
02:12You're so tired of being a fool
02:32You're so tired of breaking the rules
02:40Siddiqua, you better get up, you're going to be late
02:57Siddiqua
03:04Siddiqua
03:09Siddiqua
03:34My name, alright
03:36My name is Siddiqua, off-name Jenkins
03:40I'm adopted
03:42I know it sounds sad
03:44But it ain't
03:46So you're taking her to school with you, riding in side by side
03:52Speak to the family first, remember
03:54Although I don't know how or what I'm going to say
03:58I've got to tell the school first
04:00I've got to tell the school first
04:04If that little girl's mother is dead, Elodie, then she came here expecting you to be her mother
04:10How did things get to that
04:12I don't know
04:14I think you got distracted
04:16Her mother was dead
04:18What I'm saying, Elodie, is upstairs sleeping there's a little black girl who thinks you're going to be her mother
04:22And you have to tell her that she's got it all wrong
04:26Hey, when did you last see her? Did you see her last night?
04:42I don't know
04:43I don't think so
04:44Shit, I don't know, Paul, I don't know
04:45St. Louis' kids are a mess, man
04:46You ain't her dad
04:47I'm the only dad she's got
04:48Maybe she's at school
04:50Although, yeah, nah, nah
04:52That'd be a bit weird, innit?
04:53Us showing up, asking for her, she's not there
04:55She wouldn't have gone to school without her costume, not today
04:57It's a dance competition today, she wouldn't miss it
04:59Go on
05:01Get your leg in there
05:03So I don't get it
05:20You said you was giving it all up
05:22Why did you fight back?
05:24The kid was in the carpool
05:26What example would I've set her?
05:30No one takes advantage
05:32Yeah, those two really did a number on you, eh?
05:35Yeah, well...
05:44It was you
05:47What?
05:50I never told you how many men drunk we
05:53Yeah, yeah, you did
05:56Yeah
06:01Why? You're my best mate
06:09Cos I'm sorry
06:10But you said you was giving it up
06:12So you stabbed me in the back
06:14You said something
06:15You could've talked
06:16They smacked me in the back
06:17I don't fucking want anything
06:18I just want anything
06:19Fuck, hey
06:20You treat me like shit, bruv
06:22Oh my god
06:23We're meant to be a partnership
06:25Get the fuck out
06:27It's my fucking van, you get out
06:31Fucking Judas
06:33It's me
06:34Can you call me?
06:35It's Tanika
06:36I think she's gone
06:37I don't know when
06:38It's me
06:39It's me
06:40Can you call me?
06:41It's Tanika
06:42I think she's gone
06:43I don't know when
06:44It's me
06:45It's me
06:46It's me
06:47It's me
06:48Can you call me?
06:49It's Tanika
06:50I think she's gone
06:51I don't know when
06:52I don't know
06:53It's me
06:54It's me
06:55It's me
06:58Oh fuck
07:00Oh fuck
07:01Oh fuck
07:02Wait, wait
07:03Stop
07:22Where have you been? Why aren't you answering my calls?
07:25Tion?
07:28Tion?
07:29He's been like that since last night.
07:30Yeah, cos you killed his chicken!
07:32I didn't kill it!
07:33Where have you looked? Everywhere!
07:34Where did she stay last night?
07:36This ain't my fault.
07:37No, why didn't you look out for her?
07:38What did you... She's your sister!
07:50Where the fuck is she?
07:52Tom said he thought it was wrong if we came in together so that I should probably call the police,
07:56but then I went to go and look for her and she was gone. She'd already left the house.
08:00What I don't understand is why you had to stay the night.
08:03She wanted me to take her on.
08:06As her mother, I couldn't call the police.
08:08This can be construed as misconduct, negligence.
08:13I wasn't sure how it would look.
08:16What it looks like for us is that we're royally fucked.
08:19Tion, Fink, where did you last see her?
08:25You guys were literally the last to be with her.
08:26What we need to do is search the streets.
08:28We've combed the streets anywhere that she'd go.
08:30Okay, and we have to comb them again.
08:32Did you check the park?
08:32Yes, yes.
08:33Well, what about you, Dad?
08:34She wouldn't go there. She doesn't know him.
08:35Okay, look, we need to try the school.
08:37We tried the school and she's not there.
08:38We're gonna be fucked.
08:39Well, maybe we can do it in a way without them finding out.
08:41How?
08:41I don't know.
08:42Maybe we use fake Jackie somehow.
08:44Hasn't she got us into enough shit?
08:45I'm gonna go speak to her.
08:46She's at the real house.
08:50If she left last night, I don't know where she could have slept,
08:52but there's nowhere else she would go.
08:56Okay, let's go.
08:58I'm coming.
09:00This is my fault.
09:02I should have been looking out for her.
09:11Just give us a few minutes on our own.
09:24Tariqa!
09:25Tariqa!
09:29Tia, you okay?
09:30What happened?
09:33I made a mistake.
09:36They're gonna split us up and it's all my fault.
09:39I told Miss Jenkins.
09:43Thought she loved me.
09:44Thought she wanted to be my mum.
09:48She didn't.
09:51No one loves me.
09:52T, that's not true.
09:53It's true.
09:54It is.
09:57But I've never talked to her like you and T.
10:01I was just there.
10:03Like I was with Dad.
10:07Invisible.
10:09Miss Jenkins noticed me.
10:12Mum noticed UT.
10:14She was ill.
10:14She couldn't help what she did sometimes.
10:19Sometimes.
10:21I think she took those drugs because she didn't love us enough.
10:27Didn't love me enough.
10:28She didn't love me enough either.
10:39Miss Jenkins is going to call the police.
10:43Yeah, maybe it's for the best.
10:44I can't do this no more.
10:49I can't be both mum and me.
10:51It's killing me.
10:53And the situation with Feel Good ain't working but not his problem.
10:56I don't want us to be splitter.
11:02No.
11:04You're going to win your dance competition.
11:08Then we go to the police.
11:10I don't want to do the stupid dance competition.
11:12Listen, I might have messed up my interview but I'm not going to let you do it.
11:17You worked too hard for it, T.
11:20Don't let that idiot Miss Jenkins break you.
11:23You worked more than that.
11:28You are, T.
11:50Why did Sneaker run away, T?
11:53I know Jackie's gone but it feels different this time.
12:03Mum's dead, Shanice.
12:10I'm so, so pity.
12:20I think it was an overdose.
12:23I think it was an overdose.
12:37You OK?
12:38I need to do something.
12:40We need to be there for tea.
12:43What time's the competition?
12:45In like two hours.
12:45I'll be there
13:12Dad
13:15See you later
13:44It's baby urgent
13:45Mum's dead.
13:50What?
13:52Accidental overdose.
13:55She died 24 days ago.
13:59And we buried her.
14:04She's dead.
14:05You didn't love her.
14:07So spare with the reaction and the fake grief.
14:11She's worth more than that.
14:15And there ain't no time.
14:17Tanika's school's calling the social and they're going to split us up.
14:24So we were wondering if we stay here.
14:28You're the only one that can help us.
14:31You can't just come here and land something like that on me and expect me to think straight, right?
14:40I expect you to say that it's all going to work out.
14:45That you're going to take care of things.
14:47That it's going to be okay.
14:52You know, I've never asked you for anything.
14:56Neither is Tanika.
14:58And neither did Mum.
15:00Or she should have.
15:01Because she needed help.
15:05Mum.
15:07Real help.
15:10Why didn't you do nothing?
15:12You just let her get on with it.
15:15Left it down two hours to clean up her mess.
15:17Die a slow day.
15:19I was there.
15:19I am here.
15:23You think I didn't want to be your dad?
15:25Huh?
15:26You think I didn't want to visit more?
15:28But every time, every time I tried to be the man that she wanted me to be, I'd get that look.
15:33That look that would say, you're a failure, Leo.
15:36Yeah, you failed me.
15:40You failed the kids.
15:42Every morning.
15:43Who wants to wake up to that?
15:46And be told they're a failure?
15:50That's a slow death.
15:53Trust me.
15:53So, yeah.
15:57Maybe I hid.
16:00You're still hiding.
16:03I am here.
16:08Just not in the way you want me to be.
16:14We're the only person who can help us.
16:21God.
16:23Look me in the eyes.
16:28Look me in the eyes and say that.
16:31Go on.
16:32Say it.
16:39Oh.
16:47Oh.
16:47Oh.
16:47Oh.
16:47Oh.
16:48Oh.
16:48Oh.
16:48Oh.
16:48Oh.
16:48Oh.
16:53Oh.
16:57And I've said congratulations.
16:58Oh.
17:08Oh.
17:08Oh.
17:08Oh.
17:10Oh.
17:11Oh.
17:15Oh.
17:19Oh.
17:20Oh, Tanika, you're fine. I was so worried.
17:32Have you called the police?
17:34They're aware of the situation. They're looking for you.
17:37They've got questions.
17:39OK.
17:41I think it's best that Tanika carries on with her day at school, don't you?
17:45Until they come.
17:46Well...
17:47She's nine years old.
17:50And you...
17:54You keep the fuck away from her.
18:03Let's go.
18:04Is Phil Wood coming?
18:21Yeah.
18:23I told him you were saying.
18:24Wood.
18:25Because I know he's going to be worried.
18:30I'm nervous.
18:38I am good enough.
18:41I am good enough.
18:43Black is good.
18:44Black is beautiful.
18:45I am a queen.
18:48I am a queen.
18:49I am a queen.
18:51It's going to be great, T.
18:52You know you're amazing.
18:58Just think how proud mum will be.
19:00I am a queen.
19:03I want to let you know that you don't have to go.
19:08Baby, come and share my world.
19:10Because I'm doing something that you want.
19:14Baby, you should make me your girl.
19:17Your girl.
19:18If there's something that you need, then baby, come and share my world.
19:21Share my world.
19:22If there's something that you want, come and take a walk with me.
19:26If there's something that you need, then baby, come and take a walk with me.
19:31If there's something that you need, then baby, come and hold you down.
19:37If there's something that you want to share your way.
19:40We know.
19:41Everyone knows what you did, and you are in serious trouble.
19:44There ain't no crime in pretending to be someone unless it's fraud.
19:47Yeah, and I ain't got nobody's credit card.
19:49Well, let's just see what the police have to say about that.
19:52Yeah.
19:53Let's.
19:56Call me whenever you're lonely.
20:00Where'd you go?
20:02To see dad.
20:03I told him.
20:05I don't know if he's gonna tell anyone.
20:07I just don't know.
20:09Baby, come and share my world.
20:12Oh, something I want.
20:14Come and take a walk with me.
20:16Come and walk with me.
20:17Baby, everything that you see.
20:19I got a ride with my baby.
20:21Whoop!
20:22Whoop!
20:23Whoop!
20:24Whoop!
20:26Whoop!
20:28Whoop!
20:29Whoop!
20:30Whoop!
20:31Whoop!
20:32Next is Tanika Sutton, West Side Story, Ballet Mashup.
20:38Be prepared to be in for a treat.
20:40It's a treat.
20:41Whoo-hoo!
21:01Keep going.
21:10Come off.
21:25Left a good job in the city
21:30Working for the man every night and day
21:34And I never lost one minute of sleep
21:38Wondering about the weight of things might have been
21:43Big wheels keep on turning
21:46Proud Mary keeps on burning
21:50And we're rolling
21:53We're rolling
21:55We're rolling on a river
21:58We're rolling
22:01We're rolling
22:03We're rolling on a river
22:05And we're rolling on a plate
22:10Memphis
22:12And I popped a lot of tape
22:15In New Orleans
22:17But I never saw the good side of the city
22:22Until I used to ride on the river
22:25For the queen
22:27Big winds keep on turning
22:29Oh, the fire I dare to keep on burning
22:34And you're rolling, rolling, rolling, rolling on the river
22:43You said rolling, rolling, rolling, rolling on the river
22:53Let's go, okay, yeah?
22:59Two more times
23:02Oh, I left my good job in my school
23:08Working for a man every night and day
23:11And I never lost one minute of sleep
23:14And worried about the way things might happen
23:17Then we'll keep on turning, burning
23:20I'll never keep on burning, burning, rolling, rolling, rolling, rolling on the river
23:27And we're rolling, rolling, rolling on the river
23:32River
23:34Oh, I left my good job in my school
23:39Oh, I left my good job in my school
23:43Oh, I left my good job in my school
23:46Settle down, settle down
23:52Although rabble-rousing, family members are not permitted to participate in the talent show
24:01No exceptions
24:03I'm afraid you're disqualified
24:07Oh, my God, tea
24:15You're amazing
24:16I can't believe you all joined
24:18Yeah, because you were still up there, like
24:20I wasn't up there
24:21You were still up there
24:22We've got to rescue that
24:23Yeah
24:24A word, please
24:30Your sister has made a concerning disclosure to her teacher
24:42She claims that your mother's dead
24:45We'd like to know on what ground she believes that
24:48Hello
24:50I just want to ask a few questions, is that okay?
24:57You told your teacher that your mother's dead
24:59Is this true?
25:03No
25:03Do you know where she is?
25:09No
25:10Why didn't you tell anyone that your mother's missing?
25:19Because our mum's black and a junkie
25:22We didn't think you'd look for her if we didn't anything about it
25:26We didn't see the point
25:35What happened the morning she disappeared?
25:40And we woke up and she was gone
25:41She's going to be filed as a missing person
25:47What's going to happen to us?
25:52You'll have to go into temporary foster care
25:54Unless you have any other relatives
25:59Yeah
26:09Yeah
26:09Yeah
26:10I'm, um
26:11Yeah
26:12They do
26:15I'm your father
26:19This is my fiancee
26:26And you're willing to act as their legal guardian
26:30That's right
26:32Social services will be in touch
26:38Do whatever you need to do, you know
26:40You lot
26:48Don't need to worry anymore
26:52Dion told me everything
26:54You'll be safe with me
26:58You'll need to come down to the station to make the report
27:02Well, come and go get your things then, then, huh?
27:08You lot don't need to worry anymore
27:09Danica
27:16I'm sorry
27:18I, I, I didn't know about your mother
27:22You could have told me
27:25I would have understood
27:55I'm okay
27:57Imagine we took everything
28:07Imagine Candy's face
28:10Maybe we could take one thing each
28:25I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
28:55I don't know.
29:25I don't know.
29:55I don't know.
30:25I don't know.
30:55I'm sorry I left like that.
31:03I didn't think I were that bad.
31:05You weren't.
31:05It was great.
31:09You were great.
31:16I want to take you out.
31:18On a date, if you'll let me.
31:19I don't know, Tiana.
31:24All this up and down, it's not me.
31:37A lot's been going on, and it's been spoiling us, but I don't want it to.
31:43I was just in a place where...
31:53family, it can bring you down, you know?
31:59Anyway, I'm not there now.
32:01And I just wanted to say that.
32:11Okay.
32:11So...
32:15Don't leave a girl hanging in.
32:24All right.
32:27Okay, that sounds like you think I won't take you out.
32:29But I will.
32:30Just watch this bit.
32:32So...
32:32Just watch this bit.
32:33Who did this?
33:03Which one?
33:07What's wrong?
33:08300 quid that cost me.
33:10300 quid.
33:12And one of them...
33:14Who would do it?
33:15Huh?
33:18I can't do this, Leo.
33:20I've tried.
33:25Candy.
33:28Listen.
33:29What?
33:30Those kids have had it tough.
33:32Look, I wanted more from my dad and I never got it.
33:36I never had anyone helping me learn how to be.
33:39Do you even know what that's like?
33:41Hmm?
33:42Not knowing what to say, what to do.
33:45Can't be like him.
33:47You know what?
33:48I refuse to be a victim.
33:50Could've picked you up.
33:51I'm fine.
33:52How'd it go?
33:53Is it okay?
33:54Good.
33:55Good.
33:56Great.
33:57Good.
33:58You know it's going to be fun, you kids staying here.
34:01Fun.
34:02But we ain't there yet.
34:03Understood.
34:04Understood.
34:05Understood.
34:36Nothing.
34:37Nothing.
34:38What?
34:39Nothing.
34:40They just filed a missing persons report.
34:43So, we're good?
34:45No one's going to hear from me.
34:46No one's going to hear from me.
34:48Or even get me.
34:53Hi.
34:54Sorry to disturb.
34:55I, erm, just wanted to apologise for earlier.
35:00See, I find change a little bit challenging.
35:06Anyway, I won't keep you long.
35:09Just to say, there's a charity that I've registered your mum with.
35:13They help find missing people through online searches.
35:16Look, don't worry.
35:19I know that this is tough for you all to deal with right now.
35:24So, I've started it for you.
35:26And I'm going to be all over it like a rash.
35:30Nobody can just disappear into thin air, can they?
35:44What's the fine, Mum?
35:45It should be fine.
35:47It's not a crime to bury your mum, is it?
35:50I don't think so.
35:53Why did you bring that?
36:05To get on Candy's nerves.
36:08She's so weird.
36:11We've got to keep her sweet.
36:13She hates us.
36:14He's weird too.
36:16He's trying to make it up to us.
36:18Yeah.
36:19Well...
36:20We'll see.
36:23I'm sorry.
36:26For not being there.
36:28You know.
36:30For time.
36:32Me too.
36:34It's okay.
36:35I wonder where she is now the chicken's gone.
36:40I don't know.
36:41Maybe she's just floating around, waiting to go into another animal.
36:46Maybe she's a shapeshifter.
36:48She ain't.
36:49She ain't a shapeshifter.
36:50She ain't.
36:51She ain't a shapeshifter.
36:52She could be.
36:53Wherever she is, whatever Mum is, she's fine.
37:00She's happy.
37:01And she loves us.
37:03And she's looking over us.
37:07She's looking over us.
37:37She'll be thinking of getting to know themselves.
37:42While life goes on.
37:44Everyone's got to stand strong.
37:47You can surrender.
37:49No.
37:50No.
37:51No.
37:54Give them your heart and soul to vanity.
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