00:00I was being then bullied. I had no friends. Everyone was posting me on social media. Once
00:06he was arrested, I ended up meeting a boy at the age of 13 or 14 and it became quite
00:12serious very
00:13quick. I feel like that's my dad's fault because no 13 year old should really be getting intimate
00:18at that age. My mum obviously found out and she was upset, protective angry as she should be. And
00:24I remember just crying in her arms and I said, I just want to feel normal. They took advantage of
00:29me. They did ask while I was asleep. It was horrible. So we split up and we just never
00:34spoke again. And I think ever since I've been so traumatised and closed off, I don't know
00:39how to talk to people. I'm just filled with anxiety. Like whenever I'm in public, I remember
00:44when my dad was first in prison and still after everything, he was saying things like, he's
00:52made loads of friends. There's a pool table. He's got a barber. He's doing really well.
00:56And it, it just kind of felt like a punch in the stomach because it was, it seemed like
01:01a hotel. I have changed my name since this has all happened because I didn't want the
01:05same name as my dad. The support system does need to get a lot better. I think it's very
01:10important to tell your partner that what's happened. I'm still sorting my life out and
01:16kind of healing from my past trauma with my dad. And I feel like my social media helps me
01:21a lot.
