00:00He acted as if he was both something that I didn't want, but also a commodity that I couldn't have.
00:08I had to earn the right to be intimate with him, but then at the same time was also telling
00:16me that I didn't really want him.
00:19Very quickly after that, he started. He punched me multiple times in the thigh because I didn't think I was
00:31beautiful enough.
00:32And as he was doing it, he was angrily talking down to me like, how dare you don't think you're
00:40beautiful enough? Don't ever say that again.
00:42He was always pushing me, hitting me, hitting me with objects, and then claiming to have forgotten that that happened
00:54or telling me that he couldn't have done that.
00:58He was very calculated about it.