00:00and that's a very vivid memory that i have of her just being cruel and from that point on
00:04the cruelty continued um at the hands of the foster mom as well as she had a sister um named
00:10from what i can remember and i just remember one day her punching my two front out i don't know
00:17if
00:17i had told her my teeth were loose i don't quite remember why she punched them out but i think
00:23it
00:23obviously gave her pleasure because why are you punching a child so i remember that clear as day
00:28but i definitely remember one day my foster mom taking me to a hotel room with a man that was
00:33in
00:34the bed and her going inside of a bathroom and i don't remember if something happened to me or not
00:40but i always get like a dream that brings up that memory within my dream within that first foster
00:46home that the sexual abuse from the other kids was in the home that i was also being physically abused
00:52in at the hands of my foster mom and her sister and then once i left that foster home in
00:58detroit at
00:59six and was adopted to a couple here in grand rapids michigan that's when i experienced like
01:04extreme abuse and starvation and torture um no sexual abuse but that's when bad things really started
01:11happening
