- 7 dakika önce
Ameliyat başarılı geçse de Sinan'ın zihninde kurguladığı dünya ile görsel gerçeklik birbiriyle çatışır; bu durum onda mutluluk yerine derin bir yabancılaşma, kimlik bunalımı ve eşiyle olan ilişkisinde ciddi bir kırılma yaratır.
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00:09:22Huh?
00:09:24There is something.
00:09:25Uh huh.
00:09:28Does he see anything?
00:09:30Huh?
00:09:32Huh?
00:09:33Wait, should I turn off the light?
00:09:35Which light?
00:09:36Don't catch a cold!
00:10:02Help naked.
00:10:07Zilmuzki shetiril.
00:10:08Zilmuzki shetiril.
00:10:09Help.
00:10:09Help.
00:10:10Help and exhaustion, naked.
00:10:11Help.
00:10:15Help.
00:10:16Help.
00:10:18Help.
00:10:19Help.
00:10:20Help.
00:10:20Help and assistance.
00:10:29Yes, now that we've opened that side, here's the outside, let's see what we'll find.
00:10:49Thank you for watching.
00:10:54I can't turn it on because it's on.
00:10:59Close the curtains, my daughter, close the curtains.
00:11:02Okay, nothing to worry about, the light was just too bright for it, that's all.
00:11:07Now we'll try again, are you ready?
00:11:11Okay, now calmly open your eyes.
00:11:29Sinan, what do you see?
00:11:32Darling, look, I'm right here, can you see me?
00:11:43Everything is very complicated.
00:11:47It rains so frequently that people living in that area can only see about one and a half to two meters ahead.
00:11:54So we can say that their visual distance perception is underdeveloped or, more accurately, impaired.
00:12:00These people are astonished when you take them out of the forest.
00:12:04It's as if they think they can touch the mountains with their bare hands.
00:12:08A typical visual behavioral disorder.
00:12:11Will the same thing happen to Sinan?
00:12:13So, since the sense of distance develops based on sounds, it will take some time for the child to grasp distance through sight alone.
00:12:22Did he leave?
00:12:26Let me see.
00:12:30Absolutely beautiful.
00:12:32Very good.
00:12:36Let's try this now.
00:12:39Are we tired?
00:12:40This is the end.
00:12:41This is the end.
00:12:44Until now, he has perceived the world through different senses.
00:12:48Now the brain will become familiar with images.
00:12:53Why can't you draw the picture?
00:12:56On the contrary, he drew it very well.
00:12:58What's important for us during this transition period is that he's seeing something, even if it seems meaningless.
00:13:05The images will be blurry at first, of course.
00:13:08But the brain will gradually begin to recognize the images.
00:13:12But of course, this is a long and arduous process.
00:13:19How much time will it take for him to be able to see completely, to truly see?
00:13:23Visual memory will form first.
00:13:26Right now, we're starting from scratch.
00:13:28So we need to be a little patient.
00:13:30Sometimes I have trouble opening my eyes.
00:13:33It's like I always have this burning sensation.
00:13:35Initial sensitivity to light is quite natural.
00:13:39You can wear glasses in brightly lit environments.
00:13:43We don't skip our medication.
00:13:46Exercise is especially important.
00:13:50Are you sure you'll do the exercises at home?
00:13:54Sinan doesn't want to stay in the rehabilitation center.
00:13:58I don't feel comfortable there, doctor.
00:14:00But in our opinion, this visual rehabilitation support is essential.
00:14:06What have you been up to? How's it going?
00:14:08Look, this is better.
00:14:20To whom did I give it?
00:14:23I don't know, maybe they gave some too.
00:14:26When I say "we swam," I mean we swam, darling.
00:14:31Thank you for watching.
00:15:02Thank you for watching.
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00:16:01Thank you for watching.
00:16:15Thank you for watching.
00:16:35First, we need to sort out this situation with this person. Otherwise, very bad things will happen.
00:16:46Thank you for watching.
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00:18:22Thank you for watching.
00:18:48No.
00:18:50He doesn't need it anymore.
00:18:54You need to choose with your own eyes.
00:19:13Thank you for watching.
00:19:18Thank you for watching.
00:19:47Thank you for watching.
00:20:00My life, I have to go.
00:20:01Hi.
00:20:02Uh huh.
00:20:02Hi.
00:20:04Hi.
00:20:05Hi.
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00:20:23Thank you for watching.
00:20:24Ok.
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00:23:09Thank you for watching.
00:23:10What does contraceptive mean?
00:23:14Contraceptive 1. A pregnancy-preventing drug or device. 2. A pregnancy-preventing drug or device.
00:23:58First, get them used to lying.
00:24:05Thank you for watching.
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00:24:54Thank you for watching.
00:25:15I am here.
00:25:42Thank you for watching.
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00:27:42Thank you for watching.
00:27:44Thank you for watching.
00:27:49Thank you for watching.
00:27:50...in order to become a man.
00:27:51Not quite.
00:27:55I wanted to try my luck.
00:27:58I'm curious to know what it's like to see, after all.
00:28:03Actually, he...
00:28:04...Nilgür needs it.
00:28:13She doesn't want her child to have a blind father.
00:28:17It's that simple.
00:28:20Do you actually think you don't love me?
00:28:27No.
00:28:30I know you love me.
00:28:33I feel it.
00:28:39I'm not saying I don't love him.
00:28:44But...
00:28:47...there is a difference between being loved and being accepted.
00:28:55...loves skin.
00:28:59But into the darkness...
00:29:01...she didn't want to have children.
00:29:04If you speak harshly...
00:29:06...I'm sorry, Dad.
00:29:09Sometimes...
00:29:12...not his own life, but...
00:29:15...I think I'm living my life.
00:29:19I wonder...
00:29:21Is Nilgur dependent on me?
00:29:24These are the things...
00:29:25...the literature part, Dad.
00:29:27...the life you lived...
00:29:29...a blatant fear of abandonment.
00:29:36In Nilgur's world...
00:29:38...in order to stay...
00:29:41...you're making compromises.
00:29:43But...
00:29:44...while maintaining the draw...
00:29:48...it's also necessary to preserve solitude.
00:29:52Or...
00:29:53...at the gardener's disposal...
00:29:56...you become like a tree.
00:29:59The man is pruning you.
00:30:01He's behaving himself.
00:30:03He made a more beautiful tree.
00:30:07Did that happen to you too?
00:30:11Well...
00:30:12...both of you and Zuhal.
00:30:34I was a gardener, father.
00:30:42...But...
00:30:45...from gardening...
00:30:46...because I couldn't manage to give up...
00:30:48...I've become like this.
00:30:52Perhaps they are the same thing.
00:30:57Do you know, big brother?
00:31:00You're the easiest one to rejuvenate.
00:31:04I felt like my tail had been stepped on...
00:31:06...you leave it and immediately get a new one.
00:31:14...But...
00:31:21...that strength doesn't come from within you.
00:31:25You get it from other people.
00:31:29Damn Byzantium!
00:31:31You're like a lamesi (a type of Turkish slang term), huh?
00:31:32Where do you get so much from?
00:31:35their emptiness
00:31:35Come on, come on
00:31:42Just answer the phone already!
00:31:51Don't do it again, okay?
00:31:54I'm keeping you in suspense for so long!
00:31:57Stop scratching.
00:31:58wait a moment.
00:32:04And please don't drink so much.
00:32:06don't drink too much
00:32:11So you're taking medication too?
00:32:27And please don't drink so much.
00:33:25Thank you for watching.
00:33:28Look, look. Isn't it cute?
00:33:32Yes, very much so.
00:33:36Neslin still sends photos to this day.
00:33:41We're actually meeting tomorrow.
00:33:49Was it tomorrow?
00:33:53Where is my father?
00:33:57Perhaps you can mend the relationship between you and my father.
00:34:08I didn't know you had a problem getting your family to accept me.
00:34:14Unless I have such a problem, you know.
00:34:33He's laughing.
00:34:38Isn't this enough for tonight?
00:34:39Do you want to sleep?
00:34:42Let's wait for the result.
00:34:45Hop.
00:34:48I feel like a child.
00:34:50That's great!
00:34:52What's wrong with being a child?
00:34:53Here it comes, hop hop hop hop.
00:34:57I.
00:35:23Thank you for watching.
00:35:29Thank you.
00:35:30My dear Emine.
00:35:32Here you go.
00:35:48Here you go.
00:35:50Come here, darling.
00:35:52Come this way.
00:35:54Is a baby on the way?
00:35:55Look who's here, Beniz!
00:35:56Sea.
00:35:58Sea.
00:36:00Auntie, how did you do it?
00:36:03My daughter.
00:36:03My daughter.
00:36:09Welcome.
00:36:12You were so happy.
00:36:16Here you go.
00:36:17Here you go.
00:36:19Sea.
00:36:20Come.
00:36:21Come here.
00:36:22Come, come, come, come, come.
00:36:24Come, come, come.
00:36:25No no no no no.
00:36:28No.
00:36:31The piano said, "I'm going to my mother, I'm going to my mother."
00:36:40The violin said, "Take me with you, take me with you!"
00:36:45pay, pay, pay, pay, pay, pay, pay, month.
00:36:49He said on the drum...
00:36:51I'll laugh too.
00:36:53I'll laugh too, I'll laugh too.
00:36:55Rum this is also rum bam rune bam bam rune-like rum bam bam.
00:36:58Here you go.
00:36:59Here you go.
00:37:30I'm sorry.
00:37:32Did I go too fast?
00:37:33No.
00:37:34I was lost in thought.
00:38:19Bilgun.
00:38:21I want to read.
00:38:23Should I read it?
00:38:26There's no need.
00:38:34Can you turn something off?
00:38:39Do you want to stay in the dark?
00:38:43The light is bothersome.
00:38:55Thank you for watching.
00:39:02Thank you for watching.
00:39:31Are you ok?
00:39:53Are you ok?
00:39:58Thank.
00:40:29Thank you for watching.
00:40:34No, no.
00:40:35Not to their hands.
00:40:37To your eyes.
00:40:41Can't you see where your fingers are?
00:40:46Actually, I know there are five of them.
00:40:50Okay, Mr. Sinan.
00:40:52Thank you for watching.
00:41:04Thank you for watching.
00:41:11Thank you for watching.
00:41:24Thank you for watching.
00:41:34Thank you for watching.
00:41:52Thank you for watching.
00:41:53Thank you for watching.
00:41:54So why are we going back to square one?
00:41:55Look, Ms. Nilgün.
00:41:57We expect a brain that has become accustomed to blindness its entire life to function in reverse.
00:42:03Perceptions, sensations, feelings—it all starts from scratch.
00:42:07This is not an easy process.
00:42:09You said it would be easy.
00:42:11No darling.
00:42:11I never said anything like that.
00:42:13So, yes, I said there is hope, but I also explained to you repeatedly that there are risks.
00:42:19Seeing is not a process that begins and ends with the eyes.
00:42:22Cognitive, cultural, and so on.
00:42:26Pardon.
00:42:29It has everything you could possibly need.
00:42:31Look, there are countless herbs, plants, and remedies that increase love and affection between spouses.
00:42:38Look, I'm experiencing discomfort again.
00:42:40Can you turn the volume down?
00:43:02Inside and outside, above and below.
00:43:07What is it but a magical shadow play?
00:43:10In a box where the candle is the sun.
00:43:15Can you turn off the light?
00:43:17Sinan, is this how you're preparing for a new life?
00:43:20By continuing with your blind habits?
00:43:34Nilgün, I can't work with the light.
00:43:36Why don't you understand?
00:43:37But you have to get used to it.
00:44:08Thank you for watching.
00:44:38Thank you for watching.
00:45:08Thank you for watching.
00:45:38Thank you for watching.
00:46:06Thank you for watching.
00:46:08Wouldn't you like to take a closer look?
00:46:13There's coffee too.
00:46:24Thank you for watching.
00:46:27You're pretending not to see me when you're with me.
00:46:31Are the doctor's words true?
00:46:35Why are you doing this, my love?
00:46:37The man says the situation is critical.
00:46:38He says he'll go blind if this continues.
00:46:45Sinan, you need to make a decision now.
00:46:48Do you really want to see it or not?
00:46:50Of course I want to.
00:46:51Do you think I haven't put in any effort?
00:46:52Really?
00:46:54So you really want that?
00:46:56Ok.
00:47:05Therefore, we need to get rid of these things.
00:47:28Since you want to see it.
00:47:37Since you want to see it.
00:47:46Look at me.
00:47:50Look at me.
00:47:55Sinan, my darling.
00:47:57Look, I'm doing everything for your well-being.
00:48:00Please, you help me too.
00:48:03Please.
00:48:13I would give two years to be in that animal's place for two days.
00:48:29Hey, you're from Ayaş, a really important place!
00:48:35They once called you the lord of literature.
00:48:38The wolf has grown old now, Sinan.
00:48:41Those days are over and done with.
00:48:55Forget about Zuhal now.
00:49:02Since your divorce...
00:49:03...I haven't published a single word.
00:49:07Is it an autobiography?
00:49:08Is this an autobiography?
00:49:10I don't know, whatever.
00:49:12Finish it now.
00:49:14Create something.
00:49:15Show this country that Ayaşlı is still alive.
00:49:20See how good writing and creating will do you.
00:49:24Is that all, Sinan?
00:49:29It's over, bro.
00:49:30What else?
00:49:41Home town.
00:49:45You keep talking about your homeland, your homeland...
00:49:49Is there even a homeland left, Sinan?
00:49:56Do you know, I feel like burning down all of Istanbul?
00:50:15Thank you for watching.
00:50:16And now let's explain.
00:50:16See you in the next video.
00:50:18See you in the next video.
00:50:32Thank you for watching.
00:51:26Thank you for watching.
00:51:44Thank you for watching.
00:52:13Thank you for watching.
00:52:25Thank you for watching.
00:52:25Really?
00:52:27You should have called.
00:52:30I called.
00:52:32I haven't received a call from you.
00:52:36They said it wasn't at the publishing house.
00:52:38Why didn't you call from your cell phone?
00:52:41I thought he was in the office.
00:52:47Hey honey, you know there's such a thing as a cell phone, right?
00:53:00I told him he was late for work when I left this morning.
00:53:05I didn't tell you you were late for work, Sinan.
00:53:07I told him he was late.
00:53:08I told him he was late.
00:53:10So you weren't at a publishing house.
00:53:13What now?
00:53:13What are we even discussing?
00:53:15You say.
00:53:16What am I supposed to say?
00:53:18There is such a thing as a cell phone.
00:53:20Isn't it strange that you're calling me from work?
00:53:23Since it's not at the publishing house...
00:53:25...you could tell me what's where, for example.
00:53:27I went to the workplace, Sinan.
00:53:29But then I went outside for a while.
00:53:30I had work to do.
00:53:33Look at us now.
00:53:35I can't believe it.
00:53:38Are you controlling me?
00:53:39No, I'm not checking.
00:53:42I'm just trying to understand.
00:53:45Okay, I'm listening.
00:53:47But first, let's understand what you want to understand.
00:53:54So you're not going to tell me where it is?
00:53:57My love, have you gone mad?
00:54:01You call from work to check on me.
00:54:04It's unbelievable, really.
00:54:07You would follow him if you could.
00:54:24The power has been cut off.
00:54:34I'll go find a candle.
00:55:01Izmir.
00:55:04Are we drifting apart?
00:55:07Are we drifting apart?
00:55:11I don't know.
00:55:12I don't know.
00:55:16I don't understand distances.
00:55:21Did you forget?
00:55:22I'm not good with distances.
00:55:48Brother, if you don't misunderstand me, I wouldn't have caused any trouble, let's not get ourselves into any more problems.
00:55:53Izmir.
00:55:55It's a personal matter.
00:55:58My dear brother, you say it's a personal matter, but look at what we see throughout the day.
00:56:08You seem happy here, brother.
00:56:13Is this your leg, bro?
00:56:19Let's go, we've boarded a strange vehicle.
00:56:30We have a butcher's son, brother.
00:56:32He's also half-blind, just like you.
00:56:34That's why I said it just now.
00:56:36If you're around, I can introduce you; you can have a chat.
00:56:42He was a kid just like Dalyan, man.
00:56:44Such a brave and valiant man.
00:56:45So, he's been hanging out with these bad women in hotels and motels.
00:56:48They say he's been through a lot, meaning the sin is on his shoulders.
00:56:51Wiping his face and eyes on those dirty towels there, it means he got an erection there.
00:56:55Who?
00:56:57Well, he's the son of our butcher.
00:57:03Just be careful not to miss the car in front of us.
00:57:06No, don't worry, we won't miss it.
00:57:11Then it moves on to the blindness in his eye, man.
00:57:14What kind of affliction is this?
00:57:17They take it and bring it to Maraş.
00:57:20The famous episode.
00:57:21Grandpa Memik is there.
00:57:25Is it some kind of village called Demircikli?
00:57:27He recites prayers and blows on the blessed one.
00:57:29He has now taken my cure.
00:57:30Whether he gave it or not is unknown.
00:57:32People are wandering around here.
00:57:33It's not even clear whether he can see or not.
00:57:38It's tough, man.
00:57:40Blindness is tough too.
00:57:41May God help you.
00:57:47The car is stopped, sir.
00:57:59It seems to be descending quite a bit.
00:58:12Hi Suleyman abi.
00:58:15Are you at the police station, bro?
00:58:17Hey Suleyman, I want to tell you something.
00:58:19I just picked up a guy and I'm getting a bit suspicious.
00:58:24We were following a woman like that, man.
00:58:27Isn't that how a blind person is? I didn't understand that either.
00:58:30Ha?
00:58:32No, her face is fine as it is.
00:58:34He looks like a gentleman.
00:58:36I became suspicious, I mean, someone so blind.
00:58:38Does he see it or not?
00:58:56I really want to understand.
00:58:58Why are you doing this?
00:59:01What am I doing?
00:59:03What are you doing?
00:59:05My life, I'm picking you up from police stations.
00:59:10I try to handle my affairs myself.
00:59:13I don't want to be dependent on anyone.
00:59:15Am I nobody, Sinan?
00:59:18I am your wife.
00:59:21I am your husband too.
00:59:23I'm not your child.
00:59:37Look at me.
00:59:39Look at me.
00:59:42My dearest love.
00:59:44I know it's not easy.
00:59:47But this is a transitional period.
00:59:51Less than two months have passed since the surgery.
00:59:54Please don't do that, you'll be fine.
01:00:11Take it.
01:00:12Look over there.
01:00:13The whole house is filled with toys.
01:00:18What am I in this house?
01:00:19A newborn?
01:00:23So what am I supposed to understand from this, Sinan?
01:00:25Should we just give up?
01:00:26Should we give up?
01:00:30Nilgün.
01:00:31I live two separate lives.
01:00:34But they're both half-baked.
01:00:36I can't live with either of them.
01:00:37I feel like a freak.
01:00:45Do you want to return to your old world?
01:00:50Don't you think one is too many?
01:00:52Perhaps you should desire a new one.
01:00:54What more do you want me to do?
01:00:56I'm already doing everything I can, but it's not working.
01:00:58What do you mean it's not working?
01:01:01Should we give up then?
01:01:02Is this what you mean?
01:01:07Sinan, look, we've made a decision.
01:01:10You can see him as a normal person, just like everyone else.
01:01:13Nilgün, not everyone has to be normal.
01:01:16Didn't you think so too?
01:01:19When you married me, didn't you accept me even knowing I wasn't normal?
01:01:23Why did you have surgery then?
01:01:28I'm asking to truly understand.
01:01:31Why are we experiencing all of this, Sinan?
01:01:38I didn't need it.
01:01:40You know that too.
01:01:42Really?
01:01:47Do you really think that?
01:01:51It's as if I dragged you to the surgery against your will.
01:01:54Nilgün, my eyes are completely useless.
01:01:57I can't write, I can't create.
01:02:00I can't touch you, I can't feel you.
01:02:04The moment I open my eyes, all the sounds are jumbled together.
01:02:07I don't understand anything.
01:02:08Everything is so messy, everything is so ugly.
01:02:14Can't you feel me?
01:02:17I can't understand you.
01:02:22I don't know what it looks like anymore.
01:02:25You keep telling me to look at you, to look into your face, but I don't know how I can feel you when I don't touch you.
01:02:30Because I want her to see the man I love.
01:02:36I'm struggling to make sure he can recognize his wife's face.
01:02:40You're constantly trying to complete me.
01:02:42You're always making decisions for me.
01:02:44I'm not making any decisions for you, Sinan.
01:02:48I'm trying to do what's best for both of us.
01:02:50Do you know what's best for us?
01:02:51I make my own decisions.
01:02:53You make your own decisions.
01:02:54It would be better for everyone if we made the decisions together, just the two of us.
01:02:56It's that simple, is it?
01:02:59Let everyone live their own life.
01:03:02Let's do nothing for each other.
01:03:04Is this it?
01:03:05Is this what you're defending?
01:03:07Sinan, look, you were blind.
01:03:09We have an opportunity for you to see it.
01:03:13Now you're standing in front of me saying you didn't need to see me.
01:03:20This is what you need.
01:03:24Because I no longer wanted a blind lover.
01:03:30Sinan, I married you while I was blind.
01:03:33You remember, right?
01:03:35I went against my family to marry you.
01:03:38Perhaps you regret it.
01:03:40If I regretted it, I would have left.
01:03:42Does she have to live in the same house as you?
01:03:44Oh no, how could that be?
01:03:46You are a compassionate woman.
01:03:49You wouldn't make a blind man fall in love with you and then abandon him.
01:03:51There you go, old complexes have resurfaced.
01:03:57Perhaps the lifespan of living with a blind person is two years.
01:04:00And maybe your father is right.
01:04:02A blind person's child will also be blind.
01:04:06Sinan, have you been acting stupid lately?
01:04:12Is it wrong for a person to want a better life for their loved ones?
01:04:17I had a perfectly good life before the surgery.
01:04:22You've really gone crazy.
01:04:25It's as if they took some of Nebel away with them during the surgery.
01:04:30You might be right about this.
01:04:33You did well to use birth control.
01:04:38Because the child of a blind and stupid man will also be blind and stupid.
01:04:45Are you telling me this now?
01:04:48Never mind, Mommy, I'm not asking anything.
01:04:49You're the one hiding it, you're the one not telling.
01:04:52Not every woman has to give birth to children.
01:04:57Not everyone has to be a mother.
01:04:59Then why didn't you tell me?
01:05:01You could have shared this with me.
01:05:03I was afraid you would misunderstand.
01:05:06I thought it would be taken, that it would be broken.
01:05:09Not every woman has to be a mother.
01:05:13But not every blind person has to be able to see.
01:05:15So not everyone has to put up with being a slave.
01:05:19Really?
01:05:21You don't have to see it.
01:05:23Let's even write a manifesto.
01:05:25You write this.
01:05:26Sit down and write.
01:05:28Oh, you blind and deaf people.
01:05:30To see, to hear, to live a better life.
01:05:33Do nothing.
01:05:34Live in this dark cave.
01:05:35Why don't you understand?
01:05:37For me, there's no other job that's in the dark.
01:05:39I'm only seeing it now.
01:05:41Enough, Sinan, enough.
01:05:42Do you actually believe that?
01:05:44Why did they give you that poetry award?
01:05:46Do you think they gave it to him in his book?
01:05:56So you're all saying you've given that poor slave preferential treatment, huh?
01:06:03Wow.
01:06:08It turns out I have so many compassionate people around me.
01:06:23Tayfun Tüpekçi is calling.
01:06:27Sir, Tayfun.
01:06:30Tell me, my merciful brother.
01:06:41As a critic and essayist
01:06:43Karlık Ayaçlı aims to transform everything that flows from her fountain pen into gold.
01:06:47He didn't need to make any special effort.
01:06:50Because he already possessed this ability.
01:07:18Karlık Ayaçlı aims to transform everything that flows from her fountain pen into gold.
01:07:24No, Dad.
01:07:25I couldn't finish it.
01:07:27Instead, let me offer you a short autobiography of death.
01:07:33My autobiography of death.
01:07:35Put me to sleep, my love.
01:07:38Have a long sleep.
01:07:41I want to go back to the childhood days of the world.
01:07:44My love, the world is torn to shreds.
01:07:48Maybe if I sleep, it will heal the wound.
01:07:51My eyes are like Aşık Veysel's.
01:07:54My wrists, eat them.
01:07:57Perhaps the hardest job in life is simply living.
01:08:15It just won't leave my mind.
01:08:18Remember that night he stormed into the tavern in such a frenzy?
01:08:23I wonder if he rose to prominence while trying to make a fresh start.
01:08:28It rose up, but just as it was about to take off, did it crash to the ground?
01:08:34Sinan, do you think that's what happened?
01:08:38Forget about your friends.
01:08:40How would we know?
01:09:08Sinan, Sinan.
01:09:12Sinan.
01:09:15Clearly, the situation is critical.
01:09:18The brain cannot adapt to vision.
01:09:20What do you mean it can't provide it?
01:09:22Our patient's retina is healthy.
01:09:24In other words, in the eyes...
01:09:25So what's the problem?
01:09:27The problem isn't with the eyes.
01:09:29At the back of the brain, there's an area called the visual cortex.
01:09:34The entire visual process takes place in this dark area.
01:09:38In unique cases like Mr. Sinan's...
01:09:40I'm not a case, doctor.
01:09:42Look, Mr. Sinan, you're not blind.
01:09:46Because your eyes can see.
01:09:48But you are blind.
01:09:50Because your brain doesn't recognize what your eyes see.
01:09:54This makes your situation extraordinarily complicated.
01:09:57So what are we going to do?
01:09:59More precisely, what are you planning to do?
01:10:01You absolutely need to be admitted to a rehabilitation center.
01:10:06Will things get better then?
01:10:08At least we'll have kept our chances alive.
01:10:10Without the support of a specialist therapist...
01:10:12...the brain cannot adapt to vision.
01:10:17What if you don't want to?
01:10:20Complete blindness can occur again at any moment, just like before.
01:10:24Clearly, a process has already begun.
01:10:28Sinan!
01:10:29Sinan!
01:10:30Sinan!
01:10:34Sinan!
01:10:36What are you doing?
01:10:38You want to give too.
01:10:40Is this your goal?
01:10:44I'm just trying to cross the street.
01:11:11You can take these to Deniz if you want; I don't need them.
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01:13:10The gases smell awful.
01:13:14Perhaps the best thing is to live...
01:13:16...life is fleeting...
01:13:19...in this deceptive world where death is sudden.
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