00:00I can remember one time actually it sounds really strange but as a child I was playing with his
00:05private area and making train sounds but then he would then start getting annoyed with that
00:09he would then start saying no no you should be doing this it became this relationship almost
00:15that I loved this man this man loves me he will protect me he don't want to hurt me I
00:20trust this
00:20man and if the family trust him as well of course I'm going to trust him even more when you've
00:26had
00:26a home life that is quite a lot of trauma and quite chaotic in the home life which it was
00:31for
00:31myself so then when I went down to my friend's house it was more I can breathe a bit here
00:37then
00:38it came about he actually asked me if I would like to start going shop for him to get him
00:43some stuff
00:44and he would pay me so I started to do that for him on a weekly basis and then there
00:48was one time
00:49when I came back from the shop with his items and usually he would meet me at the back door
00:54but this time the door was open and he said come in the whole house was dark it was it
01:00was horrible
01:01feeling and then just as I turned around to my friend and he shouted just you
01:05but this happened
01:05you
01:05the
01:05the