00:00My childhood was a bit rocky. My mom and dad got divorced when I was very young. I believe when
00:06I
00:06was four and I don't really remember much from their marriage, them fighting. And at a young age
00:12I knew I was different but I didn't really know why. But I just felt a lot of guilt and
00:17a lot of
00:17shame growing up. My mom remarried a third time. This man had three adult children. Pretty soon
00:24my stepbrother started me. We were having a get together at our house and he asked my mom if I
00:30could take a ride with him to his house. You know it was about 15 minutes away that he forgot
00:34something
00:34and my mom was like yeah sure. He pulled over into a church parking lot and proceeded to ask me
00:41if I
00:41had ever kissed anybody before. He took it upon himself to show me how to do that and that was
00:46the first time that that started. He ended up telling me you know don't tell anybody about this
00:50so I just sat with this for a while and kept happening. Even in my bedroom we would have
00:56parties at our house. While that was going on I couldn't even escape to my bedroom because
01:00nobody was looking for me and he would find me in there. By the time I was 14 I think
01:05he was around
01:0630. I really started acting out. I got to a point where I was so depressed. I hated my life
01:12so much
01:12that I didn't care what he did to me. One day I just mustered up all the courage I could
01:17get and
01:18when he tried to advance on me. I just put my foot down and I said it's never going to
01:23happen again.
01:23I think he was kind of taken back.
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