00:00Being 30 and thinking I'm living my best life but being really unhappy and knowing that something
00:05was off and then I accessed my memories of my dad. When I first started accessing my memories I would
00:12wake up in the middle of the night and then think back to something that happened and went oh my
00:17god
00:17that was like a lie, that was a sham, that was a setup. In my early 30s it seemed like
00:23I was kind
00:24of living my best life and lived in London but then it was always like a deep sadness that I
00:30held.
00:30I was in therapy over a period of six years. We had suspected that there had been a problem in
00:38my
00:38childhood because of certain situations that had come up and my reaction to things and my response
00:47to things like it wasn't normal. When you have that flashback and you realize like that's someone that
00:54you supposedly love and do trust was doing your part. It's so shocking to your system.
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