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Temptation Island - Season 1 - Episode 04: Rock My World EngSub
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00:07previously on temptation island when someone like hits me with something that's like heartwarming
00:13it just like makes me cry because i don't do it very often i'm glad i affected you in some
00:17sort
00:17of way you know what i mean yeah you're not typically my type that i would go for and i
00:22love that you have some depth for sure so i feel like that's like exactly what i'm looking for
00:27win has personality that i'm typically more attracted to i need to talk to jayven it's tearing
00:35me up inside he crossed the line i feel kind of betrayed you don't see me crying and saying
00:40shit like that to me it's a sign of weakness what i saw the other day was really scary he's
00:45not good
00:45with temptation like he's cheated on me sometimes it's best to be alone a few things that are like
00:52issues with me and i are so small oh man i feel like we wouldn't be here if it wasn't
01:00for me giving
01:01him that stupid ultimatum like i'm so mad at myself
01:08you're not gonna tell me
01:14you're not gonna tell me
01:17you're not gonna tell me
01:24you're not gonna tell me
01:26you'll never forget me
01:29you're not gonna tell me
01:40the last bonfire i was devastated i'm kind of just trying to not get so emotional about every bad
01:49thing that i see good evening ladies good evening welcome thank you otherwise i don't know how i'm
01:56gonna make it through hi you guys you know i keep talking about how this is a unique experience what's
02:04it like now that you're kind of really in it and you're single casey how's this going for you i
02:10really
02:10didn't realize that i still have wall up with evan and being here i'm like damn like if we get
02:15through this i i know i'll be able to let it down because like i thought i was past everything
02:20and
02:20now i realize it's like i could be more affectionate and like not snap at him over stupid shit and
02:26it's
02:26because i have a wall up so i would say that you've just begun to learn yeah definitely i told
02:32you on the
02:33first bonfire that this is the only place where you'll get a glimpse of what's going on with your
02:36boyfriends and their experience katie we're gonna go with you first want to share with the girls yes
02:45oh god this girl i need to just forget about katie and just focus on myself making connections with
02:53the girls here i feel like i've been a good boyfriend to her but if she thinks otherwise then
02:57you know move on let's not waste each other's time for sure so cheers to a great uh date for
03:04sure i'm looking forward to getting to know you more glad you picked me so
03:10how are you feeling um you know it's not good first line got you yeah that sucked that's rude
03:20it's okay i'm about this i know that you've said you love john very much but you've also been very
03:27vocal about the things that john isn't well i feel like it's probably it's a lot deeper a lot deeper
03:32rooted probably comes from my childhood of not growing up with a father um and you know i'm
03:38always i don't want to say looking for you know like a father figure but i'm sorry
03:48this is i i kind of know i knew why i am the way i am everything's getting so raw
03:53i'm seeing him
03:56talking to the girls um and seeming to like really connect with them you can kind of mess with your
04:01mind and make you think that he is actually forgetting about me and actually liking what
04:09he's having with them more it's really good to get in touch with that and thanks for sharing it with
04:13me because it helps me understand yeah char you want to share with the girls yes okay good
04:22what the hell come look at this time hey baby i miss you come and see me who did this
04:31hey those
04:33looks look all different don't they they're in my room though i know that kind of inflates his ego
04:44i know him more than anyone and he loves attention so anything you saw there's going
04:48to change how you feel about what's going on with you i feel like i'm just focused on me right
04:53now
04:53and i'm not gonna like allow his experience to control mine you're in it all right yeah
05:01nicole you're next together oh yeah okay nicole
05:09i am about looks but then like deeper than that you just had a different vibe about you
05:15i was talking before about how you were raised by a single mother and adopted like
05:19yeah that means a lot to me i don't know i can just tell you're a good person i feel
05:23the same way
05:25what are you feeling i feel so happy for carl that because i know how much he's been through
05:33and i like haven't been through quite as much as him you started to tear up a little bit what
05:39was that about what were you feeling that brought tears i feel like i'm really developing the empathy
05:44that i've kind of lacked for a while and it's helping me find like an aspect of myself that
05:51i've been trying to work on and i think is developing even more one left i know you ready
05:58i'll never be ready but we got to do it all right casey here we go hold my hand please
06:02okay here we go
06:07you know like us girls it's like okay we get eliminated we don't have any control over that i
06:11will make sure that you are not eliminated just put that outside your mind so that you can like
06:15think about more important things okay oh yeah obviously like i have a crush on you so um
06:26yeah not good i'm gonna be honest like seeing that it definitely scares me
06:34i just need to stay strong and just hope he doesn't give up on what i thought
06:40is something really special that we have ladies you can head back to your villa have a great night
06:48and i'll see you soon i saw evan with one of the girls and i don't like it at all
06:53he's cheated before
06:54it definitely worries me that there's something in the future that i could see that's worse
06:59dude i don't think he's gonna make it do you i kind of do that was the evan i saw
07:04when you guys
07:04were together in front of each other i know but there's another girl there
07:13how are you guys how was your bonfire and spill it i'll just see my girlfriend be emotional about me
07:20but in what way like what was she emotional about just the fact that she was not indulgent not having
07:26fun and she's still talking about me she claimed to be confident and strong independent but everything
07:32i'm doing is what we talked about and everything we i'm doing it was in all between our agreement
07:35i'm just very confused i feel like you're getting like more engaged like yeah so it feels weird for
07:42me to be engaged and not see her in that light so i don't know but i'm still here
07:51everybody looks so nice tonight why are you dressing up for us
07:54damn it what the hell
07:58i keep going too far i have to step one step back don't worry i'll step up to the plate
08:04right now
08:04hell yeah but i was tonight though you know i didn't love seeing john's clip but you want to
08:11ball him up and throw him in the lava too
08:15throw him in the volcano i think it was tough on katie at the beginning but now i think she's
08:20settling and comfortable and i'm a strong woman i need a man who's stronger then i think katie is
08:25finally taking that leap and taking her chance and you may even see some intimacy going on honestly
08:32oh are you making guac yeah hey hey kind of feel like a dead loser to be completely honest
08:40i need to be more aggressive at the house chat with the girls build a stronger connection so i
08:44can get selected i mean dear lord i need a date soon hey nicole i got a question for you
08:49what's up
08:50we haven't been on a date yet yeah what's up with that whoa that's aggressive i don't like that yeah
08:54yeah yeah i was i just asking i feel like you're calling me out in front of a bunch of
08:58people it's
08:58kind of awkward i don't always say i can't do that why the would he say that out loud yo
09:05we got to make these girls feel comfortable at all times and if somebody's not knowing that i'm
09:09having a problem with it i feel like i didn't know anyone yet so i kind of was just picking
09:13you know everyone has a different personality so it's kind of like absolutely yeah at the end of the
09:17day we got to make all these girls feel comfortable yeah you put her on the spot that's though for
09:23real
09:24i mean i didn't think it was that weird i was just asking her a question you had to apologize
09:29to her for that corny dog now finish your conversation
09:38i'm glad tyler was there to put that that voice in matt's head it definitely confirms some of my
09:45thoughts about tyler of how he is genuinely a good person sorry if i made you feel uncomfortable it's
09:50okay okay all right good night good night
10:01it felt like your most children did it yeah it looks like so good yeah
10:07oh my god i'm honestly scared to take you on a second date girl
10:11why i can't get a beat on you honestly i literally would rather just like sit back and not deal
10:18with it
10:18but i obviously like you and i don't shake anybody else at all wow okay i really don't
10:24that's oh my god stop you're literally making me tell you that i like you
10:31i'm like like obviously like obviously i i have it yeah it's actually starting to rattle my cage a little
10:40bit
10:42what i feel with morgan is is real and it is so wild to be in this position i did
10:47not think i
10:48was going to be here i am more shocked than anyone here like i'm shocked again i don't know it
10:55feels
10:56like i'm supposed to be like i'm supposed to be here i've always taken myself out of the game before
10:59i
11:00don't be weird enough
11:03i feel like morgan is changing my freaking psyche and i'm scared of what maybe could be
11:13oh
11:29hello gentlemen how are you nice to see you ladies hi you all look rested and refreshed and smiley
11:38feeling pretty good katie okay you know as this experience continues we want to make sure that
11:43you're making those deeper connections so we have a choice for you to make today and i'm going
11:47to tell you it's not going to be an easy choice but depending on how this goes out it could
11:51really
11:51work out for you in the end okay okay you ready we're ready cameron what is cameron who the hell
12:01is
12:01cameron i hope it's not a guy it is a guy wait what is happening ladies this is cameron hey
12:07ladies
12:08he just joined us here on the island clark came looking at it hey ladies i'm cameron i was once
12:13engaged the wrong person but now i know exactly what i'm looking for my friends who describe
12:17me as an affectionate goofball but i'm here with the most serious intentions wow i'm kind of speechless
12:24of this whole situation we need to actually get some more one-on-one with them and that's not going
12:29to happen if we keep bringing new guys in cameron is here on the island ladies but he comes with
12:36a price
12:39for him to say you have to send one of these single men home or you could send cameron right
12:44home and keep the singles good luck making this decision
12:49i'm pissed we got this guy cameron coming here looks like jimmy neutron and dexter i think he's
12:54a cornball and i think he needs to go home i feel like with um really gris from the beginning
12:59but
12:59he's tapered off okay i feel like he stopped trying yeah it's gonna be hard if they send me home
13:04for
13:04cameron i'm gonna destroy this kid we're ready there are a few men in the house that we are just
13:11not really vibing with and if we're not feeling anything like we can't waste any more time did you
13:16decide to trade or not to trade uh yes we're gonna trade so we feel like this person was uh
13:26maybe
13:26trying in the beginning making an effort to get to know us and then maybe it's just tapered off or
13:31kind of stopped trying and so the person that we have all chosen to uh trade is
13:40um roman um appreciate the opportunity ladies i'd just like to say get to know every single one of
13:48these guys they're great guys yeah they are roman i love you oh my brother right here man god dammit
13:56i
13:56love you man i love you too
14:01well cameron let me be the first to welcome you to the island your journey begins right now
14:07gentlemen i hope you'll welcome cameron into your mix camera looks like clark kent and i look
14:11like superman so i don't think cameron's in competition you guys enjoy the rest of your day
14:16get to know one another
14:20it's just a very dicey situation to walk into less than ideal to say the least
14:25the roman the roman let's go rrp where are you roman hey guys sorry uh roman had to go but
14:33happy to be
14:34here well it's one of us that feels that way but definitely the most awkward introduction i could
14:40possibly imagine what about nest oh you got to put your own work in brother yeah we've been working
14:45hard here man immediately there's that hazing factor like who the is this guy
14:51understandably so you know i would probably be doing the same and roman had all the bathroom
14:55duties and cleaning the kitchen you got a lot of work ahead of you brother good morning you're looking
15:11great hello ladies how are you as you have probably figured out this experience on the island is all
15:17about choices so today we have a choice for you
15:25lindsay you said lindsay stop it and stop it right now
15:37hi lindsay how are you glad you made it ladies this is lindsay hi lindsay hi lindsay
15:46these are our four gentlemen maybe you can have a moment just introduce yourself
15:50my name is lindsay i may look familiar because i'm the girl of your dreams
15:55i'm blonde beautiful and i have brains so lindsay is here and i know that you're a little surprised
16:01right yes yeah so now you're faced with this decision send someone home and add lindsay to our group
16:08or you may decide to keep the 12 singles that you have here and then we'll turn lindsay right back
16:15home when lindsay walked in i saw john like kind of eyeing her down like my chances are getting
16:22less and less whoa so first things first like it was a close call you know you feel me i'm
16:28not gonna
16:28call him out she's not getting along it's like it's like an android charger trying to go into iphone
16:35we've been trying to connect with everybody here but one girl in particular has not made a connection
16:40with any of us okay gentlemen have you come to a decision yes we have me and the rest of
16:48the board
16:49have decided to make a trade i'm definitely worried about going home because i technically
16:55haven't made a romantic connection with any other guys it's tough i mean i've never had to fire anybody
17:03but uh kathleen we gotta let you go just feel bad hey man life is tough bro kathleen wasn't really
17:14trying to get to know any of us and you know just kind of sat back and you know when
17:19you get comfortable
17:19that's when things get shaken up bye kathleen thank you we love you thank you for making your
17:30choice together as a team and lindsay let me be the first to welcome you to the island thank you
17:34your journey begins right now gentlemen enjoy your day and i will see you guys very soon all right
17:39a girl just got sent home because of me that was super awkward but i'm really excited because
17:48all the guys are super hot i can't wait to get to know them nice to meet you guys lindsay
17:55nice to
17:55meet you hi carl nice to meet you i got to be honest with you i think i feel like
18:00i know you from
18:00somewhere i've been trying to put my finger on it yeah i know you you know all right and that's
18:06that
18:08seeing lindsay is so crazy you know i think i know her and i got to pull lindsay away and
18:13get
18:13someone on one time with her because i i'm telling you like this is so weird i'm glad that i
18:17look for
18:18familiar to you because years ago when like dating apps first started we matched all the girls
18:24just met lindsay i'm none too impressed during that time i saw you out in santa monica and i just
18:32like couldn't bring myself to say hi to you i was so scared oh my god that is so crazy
18:37you believe
18:38and paid yeah yeah me too third times a turn i hear that i just i'm super pumped that you're
18:47here
18:47right so i can play with you so i can play with you yeah
19:01pineapples don't you be afraid of that being in your heart pineapples as far as the eye can see i
19:10think
19:10after the first elimination us ladies are excited to go on a date today jack surprised me with his
19:17poetry at the talent show because he put himself out there and he brought something new to the table
19:22and i mean i think he deserves to be rewarded for that oh there's one come on get in there
19:28wait luna
19:30is really funny and easy going that's like one of the main reasons why i chose to go out on
19:36a date with
19:36him because i feel like that's that's a great quality to have in a person snap it i believe in
19:41you wait you broke it oh no shit oh that was easy yeah that was easy i'll probably never be
19:50at a
19:50pineapple farm again and so i really just want to learn what the hell is there to really know about
19:55pineapples oh just keep twisting it yes oh good job you can eat them drink them uh smash them
20:04it's like a fruit ninja sort of thing do we get to do that yes do it just don't don't
20:11stand anywhere
20:12close to the knife yes good job you made big papa into little papa yeah pineapples are actually a
20:20little bit more interesting than what i gave him credit for what's going on i don't look thirsty hard
20:25days work out on the pineapple farm oh man it's really hard it got me luna definitely makes me feel
20:31comfortable he doesn't ask me those deep burning questions like some of the other guys do so we
20:36had a good time cheers cheers tonight cheers tonight i definitely feel like i'm opening up a little bit
20:42more i can't believe that pineapples came from bushes right so i learned that you know there's gonna be a
20:48a bunch of trees i kind of did i chose jeffrey because she comes with it every time she's very
21:06confident go go go she's kind of like a beyonce type of girl oh yeah look at this fantastic
21:16i'm excited to really go on this second date with morgan she's a great girl she's super fun and
21:21obviously i'm attracted to her and so right now i'm just going to focus on morgan
21:32the sand might be a really hot oh it is hot is it hot all right let's go i chose
21:39carlos to go on
21:40today's date he's the type of guy that i'm kind of looking for he has a good job he's passionate
21:46he's
21:46funny you know and i'm always looking at those characteristics and those attributes that i feel
21:51like john maybe lacks if i need to throw up what do i do what kind of sign do i
21:55make i think about
21:55for my date today he's so funny he makes all of the girls and me laugh and i'm ready to
22:00have a
22:01really good time with him guys ready yeah i'm oh we're going
22:16at times i feel like i could be treated better and more appreciated so what is it that makes me
22:21feel unappreciated unappreciated just little things like just getting that thank you sometimes i don't
22:26get that but i share that with her and i was like you know what i realize you're 25 like
22:30do i keep
22:30relying on this it's because you're young i think jeffrey is really cool she's very easy to talk to
22:38but it's just it wasn't there for me it literally boils down to you just haven't met your true match
22:45it's a chemistry thing i wonder what we're getting into today oh my god those things are awesome i chose
22:55tara just because she has a very outgoing personality we've already had a lot of fun just at the house
23:00so
23:00this date i'm not going to really worry too much about what katie's doing i'm just going to try to
23:04have a great time with tara we're scuba snorkeling it's amazing i never knew that it existed i'm having
23:15a good time i got my pegs out my pictorials and ali has her bikini on then again i'm looking
23:21at her as
23:21person but you definitely got buns yeah john's great like everything i've seen of him so far
23:30he's really really sweet so you had a good time oh my gosh yes um so you and katie have
23:36been together
23:46for this point right now you know like tell me like who are your top guys and that's really hard
23:51to say um i think if i had to pick somebody who's overall well-rounded i think the obvious answer
23:57would be you okay well i'm glad cheers to that yeah cheers cheers to that she's a beautiful girl and
24:06knowing that she feels the same way about me in some ways yeah feels great am i going to have
24:11the
24:11girly drink now cheers cheers to that dang are we like we're sharing straws i think i think i think
24:19we're
24:19gonna have to this is actually really good this is actually stupid good so why'd you want to come on
24:26like this kind of experience on a very real note i wanted to see if there's anything out there you
24:31know what i mean there's obviously people in relationships that are not there for the right
24:34reasons yeah very true i don't think i was really fully mentally prepared for what i've i got myself into
24:39we've been kind of like stuck in like one spot because we haven't like pushed each other the guy you're
24:45with right now he took a really big risk bringing you here thank you seriously though you're so
24:49sweet hopefully he realizes if he doesn't yeah he's out of luck this is epic look at that i've
25:04given up on dating all these girls like i'm just going to take it really really slow all of them
25:07i mean pretty much yeah i'm like i'm just i mean i'm like trying to figure it out with you
25:13though
25:13it's like it's crazy i'm at a point now where i don't want like i don't want a friend
25:19like i'm like looking for something real morgan is absolute trouble i feel like she's real but i'd
25:27be lying if i said that it wasn't like it didn't make me a little nervous putting myself completely
25:32out there with a girl that you know i i know i have a connection with i have to have
25:37my guard up a
25:37little bit i want to spend time with you i need more time but you got to be like somewhat
25:41patient on my
25:42man too no i get that so i guess you have to invite me on every single day
25:46you're troubled i am not troubled
26:03what's up how's it going
26:05do you have a good time on your date we went to the ocean and did some scuba snorkeling
26:10it's a lot of aquatic events it was all aquatic okay yeah yeah it was beach all day what are
26:16you
26:16looking for kind of scare me sometimes me why your eyes your look and stuff it's just
26:24i'm like your best friend here besides the guys pretty pretty interesting she's like a cool girl you
26:28can go out and hang out with but dating she's suspect for sure you are really cool but you do
26:35have
26:35like sexual energy it's because i'm an aquarius huh i don't know what it is she has my eyes it's
26:42like
26:42a cheetah in the jungle like something just like like she's pring with her tail she can be kind of
26:48scary to some extent don't be scared i'm trying i i have to go through my phases before i can
26:55be able to
26:56you know i respect that and i look forward to the unfolding she's beautiful but it can be a little
27:01bone chilling sometimes it's like oh i need the men to go have a seat in your chairs i do
27:07not like
27:08this i have no idea what's going on i'm scared tonight we're here to potentially induct you into
27:13our sorority are you gonna haze us i don't do hazing i hope you're ready because your journey begins
27:20now oh my god oh my god this initial shot to start yes shot for you shot for you thank
27:26you very
27:26much i appreciate that thank you enjoy draven are you willing to give a lap dance no i'm not giving
27:33no lap dance you have to play live these girls they're trying to get me crucified
27:42i'm trying to drop off in a helicopter into like a lava pit just incinerate me because i'm gonna be
27:46down with my girl carl do a body shot off of the girl of your choice hell no i don't
27:53want my girl to
27:54see that i will pass it on to evan carl he's scared of you know hurting nicole so i thought
28:01i'd take
28:02that bullet for my boy that was good that was good john has to lick peanut butter off of the
28:16chest
28:16that's hot oh erica i love it may the licking begin it was just like something that i would have
28:25done
28:25a bachelor party i don't think katie would have been too upset with it damn nothing like a good
28:41solid amount of protein great job you're a good sport it wasn't like the peanut butter was on her
28:47nipple and i had to like do circles around it or anything like that this peanut butter was up kind
28:51you know i hate you guys with a passion i hate you guys do you want a drink please here
28:59you go my
28:59dear you shouldn't have resistance i'm gonna make a little drink for myself look at you i'm here to
29:07get to know all these girls britney's very smart and very articulate cheers to the energy that just
29:13took place in this household and she's gorgeous like i want to continue to get to know her more
29:17this is for you i'm hoping i can get you through so i can get to you girl
29:28that's beautiful
29:32thanks wow i never would have guessed that no never talking to britney is very easy i could see myself
29:41definitely getting to know britney a lot more there's a pineapple farm i didn't know that was a
29:55thing i didn't know that was a thing i didn't know that was a thing i didn't know she's been
30:00eating too
30:00many pineapples
30:04i feel like with katie we have a connection and then you know she's doing the same thing with another
30:09guy it's a frustrating process and it feels like you were taking two steps forward to taking five
30:14steps back it's part of the game on the island yeah i need you i like to eat man i
30:18need you in the gym
30:19so i can do curls man he's so funny and he has a huge alpha male like presence which i
30:27love and i'm
30:28super attractive too i just got to the point where like honestly my focus is weird like you know
30:32what i'm saying how's that my biggest connection is with katie honestly i could tell she loves my
30:37personality and my humor which might be something different than what her current boyfriend has to
30:42offer you're not my typical type exactly but that's in getting to know you like what's not to love
30:48you grow on me and you take charge and almost take like leadership and you're so funny and that's
30:54actually the weight of my heart you are the only guy that could rock my world you stir kind of
31:00butterfly feeling you kind of have that beauty feeling so from this point on i think that things
31:07are only going to get more real and more raw which i love so i don't know we'll see what
31:13happens
31:14you got me are you sure i don't let you go nowhere honestly like after our first date i wanted
31:21to bring
31:21you on the second date but i just kind of felt like that was maybe a lot yeah if i'm
31:28gonna go on a
31:29date i would obviously prefer to be with you like you're somebody that i truly do want to get to
31:35know
31:39i don't know if i can really open up all the way in this type of scenario i know
31:47tyler makes me kind of feel tempted and i have to like kind of think about it before
31:53um doing anything like irrational my boyfriend's worried that i'm going to do something because
31:57i'm younger than him and he doesn't i feel like have trust in me why have you not proven to
32:03him
32:04what you bring to the table like he and i had such different upbringings and like i'm much more of
32:10a
32:10person that's just like i'll trust you until you prove me wrong and he's completely the opposite
32:15why is it always you catering to him like maybe you that you might come to a self-realization
32:23he was good for that moment but you had to follow your heart yeah
32:36you're cute stop god damn you were something else i just don't know about you stop i haven't been
32:45in this position in so long and i don't even know like she makes me nervous our chemistry together is
32:52just crazy i obviously like you girl like it's this is this is really hard for me i only have
32:59eyes
33:00for you right now like it's bottom line so you're in it i think i'm in it you're in it
33:06mm-hmm all right
33:07well i'm in it what i feel with morgan is real i am truly going after this
33:43so
33:52casey and i've been together for so long and i felt like we needed this to help us push us
33:56in
33:56the right direction you know whether it's together or not welcome fellas what's up mark how you doing
34:01i'm great now i'm i'm kind of questioning my connection with morgan it's just it's just upsetting
34:07man it's just
34:13welcome to bonfire boys tonight i have another clip of your girlfriend's experience
34:18you have the choice of watching by yourself or watching with the whole team okay we're gonna start
34:23with you javin thank you i would love that show the whole guys show the game all right
34:29all right here we go good luck like i want something that's exclusive and she's exclusive
34:35and she looks good and she's smart like she's my type sorry's man he's afraid that his girl's gonna
34:40realize that there's way better men than him she's here to test him but hopefully she comes to a
34:47self-realization like yo like what am i i'm testing somebody who doesn't even deserve to have me complete
34:53to herself what do you think i see a bunch of guys who like what i have and that is
35:02what it is
35:02sounds like he's you know got some feelings for her i would too yeah and i do that's why i
35:09got her
35:09in the day that's my girlfriend not theirs and you know they can feel how they want
35:15let's move on to another clip evan you're next everybody the boys okay boys
35:23oh damn
35:30must must be nice living a life like this i know right we're just like treated like queens of course
35:36we're just out here giving piggyback rides i don't think i was really fully mentally prepared for what
35:40i've i got myself into we've been kind of like stuck in like one spot because we haven't like pushed
35:46each
35:47other the guy you're with right now he took a really big risk
35:54i mean i mean she said you know she said it herself that you know she didn't actually understand
35:58what she got herself into you know she was the one that brought you know this situation and this whole
36:03experiment you know to me and i just hope that she you know has the wherewithal to uh to go
36:10through
36:10this whole process you still feel that connection with her absolutely you know we've been through
36:15so much she's been through me losing you know losing my pops and you know all everything in
36:20between you know but i'd be lying if i said i'm not going to explore things with morgan this is
36:24truly
36:24what we signed up for and like now i feel like you know i i'm all in and she's not
36:29and you know i can't
36:30turn that shit back i can't walk that back all right john are you ready i guess so sharing with
36:36the
36:36boys yep okay
36:45but that's me getting to know you like what's not to love and you're so funny and that's actually the
36:52weight of my heart you stir kind of butterfly feeling you kind of have that gitty feeling you are the
36:59only
36:59guy that could rock my world
37:09john um obviously i don't want to see that but uh last night i like peanut butter off a girl's
37:16boobs
37:18so i'm sure she's going to see that video and she's probably going to feel the same way i kind
37:23of felt about that although if i'm watching you lick peanut butter off of some girl's boobs
37:30with a bunch of folks around that's one thing it's another saying i'm having feelings i mean it's
37:37really tough but i'm just trying to feel single and i'm just gonna hope hope that katie doesn't
37:43stray too far away you're still hoping that at the end katie's gonna be there i'm hoping for sure carl
37:52you ready okay he's gonna be gay boy my boyfriend's worried that i'm gonna do something because i'm
38:00younger than him and he doesn't i feel like have trust in me why have you not proven to him
38:07what you
38:07bring to the table why does it seem so one-sided yeah maybe this really did happen for a reason
38:13yeah
38:14like maybe you that you might come to a self-realization maybe it might be like you
38:18realize like he was good for that moment you have to follow your heart yeah
38:33you're shaking your head what are you thinking she's scared about this whole experience so it's
38:38messing with her it's messing with her mind to open up to another man period seeing her emotional
38:45is getting to me i miss her i'll play tough but i know now i mean now i know what
38:59do you know i just
39:01know like this whole experience so far is making me miss her more to be honest like that's a great
39:07thing you show me something like that i'm thinking about you know is she worried is she okay all these
39:12things i can't communicate i can't text her that's the hardest part i mean i know i'll feel if i
39:19see
39:19something bad it's i'll i'll be a mess that's all i have for you tonight guys you can head back
39:28to
39:28your villa have a great night and i'll check in with you soon yes sir sounds good sounds good this
39:33is the
39:33toughest thing i've dealt with i didn't think that i was capable of like missing her to this extent and
39:41i am in his hidden home my biggest fear is him like obviously doing something physical with
40:01someone yeah i mean yeah me and evan came in this so open like i was okay with him like
40:05doing a kiss
40:06but you've changed your mind now right i can't take it back yeah so it's too late bonfire is really
40:12hard for me i'm anticipating seeing evan get closer to the girls and live that single life
40:16so my anxiety is out of control yeah i don't feel good
40:30i'm feeling pretty anxious i feel like i'm always worried about what i might see at the bonfire
40:35hello friends hi how are you good how are you seats there for you the single girls are getting a
40:41lot
40:41more comfortable a little too flirty so i'm expecting something not great welcome to bonfire
40:51our favorite sure you're wearing all black is this significant of anything um yeah i feel like
40:58i'm going to like a funeral or something i mean i feel like i'm starting to just have tougher skin
41:06so i feel like i'm ready to see anything i mean at least i think i am okay i'm just
41:11going to keep
41:11telling myself that as you know bonfire is the place where you get a glimpse of moments your boyfriends
41:17are having on the island tonight is no exception the only choice you have is to watch it together
41:21or by yourselves with your buds are you ready okay let's start with you casey let's do this
41:32okay here we go cute god damn you were something else i just don't know about you stop i only
41:43have
41:44eyes for you right now like it's bottom line so you're in it i think i'm in it
42:08it's like torture i'm literally being tortured
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