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Temptation Island - Season 4 - Episode 11: Final Bonfire - Part 2 EngSub
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00:02Previously on temptation island Luke and I did a little shopping. Oh I was wrapping things up and this guy
00:11decides to do a little shopping for himself. I am ready to propose to Ash. I'm not gonna move backwards.
00:20I hope so. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do but I'm gonna do what's right for me.
00:27I said it for you. Your decisions to make and just hope you make the right ones. I have a
00:33lot to say. I just need to figure out how to say it.
00:35Yeah for sure. It's been really great having Deke by my side. I'm not sure if Luke and I are
00:41meant to be together.
00:42Every single bonfire clip was you disrespecting me. You were telling Trish like forget about Ashley. I want you as
00:51my girlfriend, my wife.
00:52because I truly genuinely care about her. Ashley? I want to leave with you and work things out.
01:04you wanna try your jalapidou. You're not gonna tap me. You'll never forget me.
01:11You're not gonna tap me.
01:18You're not gonna tap me.
01:22You're not gonna tap me.
01:39Okay, Lascelles, what would you like to do?
01:49I know you could be such a powerful woman.
01:52You're amazing.
01:53I already told you that more than once.
01:58However, I'm not going to leave alone.
02:04What I have with Trace is special.
02:06Hey, Mark, I'm going to change my mind.
02:08There are no rules here.
02:10Whatever is best for you, you get to do.
02:12I just want you to be clear that the decision you make is one you feel good about.
02:17Deep down inside, I really want to leave by myself.
02:21Okay.
02:21And just walk away, start a new chapter in my life.
02:25Because I love how independent I am by myself.
02:30And my life after this is going to look amazing.
02:34It will.
02:34And I'm so excited and grateful for that experience.
02:39Lascelles, you hear Ashley's change of heart, but I want you to continue with what you've decided.
02:48At first, I was going to leave single, but then I'd be denying how I truly feel about Trace.
02:54And I'm not lying to you.
02:56Like, I feel something special between her.
02:58I believe you.
02:59That spark.
02:59And I'd be denying myself the truth.
03:01And coming here is to be honest with myself.
03:03Okay.
03:04But how can you jump into a new relationship, though, when you haven't healed?
03:09So I don't know how you're so quick to jump to Trace, but continue.
03:14So when I say I'm leaving with Trace, it's more to not deny that we have something special.
03:19We're not jumping into a new relationship.
03:20I'm going to be single when I go home, but literally the last date, I was on the fence.
03:26I was still teeter-totting.
03:28And that was the last straw when I was literally about to lose Trace.
03:31And she would say, I don't want to have nothing to do with you.
03:33And then something hurt really deeply and said, that's not right.
03:37So I was literally going to go home with you.
03:39But that feeling isn't fake.
03:41So why deny myself that being with her is, like, what I want to do?
03:47And I've taken your feelings into consideration the entire time.
03:50I just want to say that seven years was not a waste of time.
03:55No, it wasn't.
03:56And I don't wish anything bad for you after this.
03:59Not at all.
04:00I wish you the best.
04:03And from now on, I guess we're just going to be our best selves by ourselves.
04:09So I'm going to ask you.
04:10You've made the decision to leave alone.
04:12That's what you've said.
04:13Yes.
04:13You've made the decision that you'd like to leave and see what the future holds with Trace.
04:17Yeah.
04:18Do you both feel complete with these decisions?
04:22Yes.
04:23Yes.
04:24Ashley, you get to leave the island.
04:26Give you a hug.
04:30I love you dear.
04:31Let me see a second.
04:32We'll talk about it, okay?
04:36Bye.
04:37Bye.
04:37Bye, Mark.
04:38Goodbye, Ashley.
04:39Thank you so much.
04:52I don't really know what I'm doing.
04:58I can't seem to get a hold of me.
05:04I feel like everything around me is moving.
05:0940% of my heart was saying, work things out.
05:13The other half was like, that guy.
05:15I am proud of my decision of leaving by myself alone.
05:19And whatever LaSalle's doing with that girl, that's his business.
05:22But one day, there's going to be like this huge explosion.
05:26And he's going to be like, oh, shit, I f***ed up.
05:28And I'm not going to be there.
05:30Can anyone get me out of my head?
05:44How are you feeling right now?
05:46It's a big move.
05:47Yeah, that's a huge gamble.
05:50And, I mean, at first, I was going to feel like I was going to be guilty about it.
05:55But if it's the honest truth, you can't be guilty about that.
05:57You both deserve to have bigger love.
06:00But I'll say this.
06:01There are three people involved.
06:03So I think it's only fair that we bring Trace in, see how she feels about that.
06:07And there's a chance she may not want to leave with you.
06:09Okay.
06:09I'll bring her out right now.
06:16Hi, Trace.
06:17Hi, Mark.
06:19Welcome to Bonfire.
06:20Hey.
06:21How are you?
06:22Good. How are you doing?
06:24Great.
06:25You look amazing.
06:27Trace, I wanted you here because you have been very much a part of LaSalle's journey.
06:32And your journey matters.
06:35LaSalle, tell Trace what you've decided.
06:39I would like to leave with you if you would like to leave with me.
06:43Of course.
06:44Of course.
06:47So proud of you.
06:50I don't know.
06:50I don't know.
06:52Good to be your friend.
06:58Oh.
07:00Congratulations.
07:02Do you have any concern?
07:03Do you feel okay?
07:04Does this feel right to you?
07:05No, I'm so happy right now.
07:07I'm very proud of him.
07:08I know this is, like, super hard for him.
07:11And to really see that he's able to make this type of decision at the end of all this, I
07:16couldn't be happier.
07:17As you leave this island, I hope that you've learned how to fight for the love that you need individually,
07:23respect one another.
07:24And let's not forget about those people, like Ashley, who have given to get you to where you are, too.
07:30Right?
07:31Absolutely.
07:31Just because a relationship ends romantically doesn't mean that people are out of our lives, and there's a way to
07:36be respectful in that.
07:37Of course.
07:38I've got nothing else except to bless you and say I wish you the best, and you two may leave
07:44the island.
07:44Appreciate it.
07:45Thank you, Mark.
07:46Goodbye, you guys.
07:47Travel safe.
07:49Now I get to do my little happy dance.
07:50Happy dance.
07:51Any kind of dance you want.
07:52All right.
07:53Thank you, Mark.
07:54It's been a pleasure.
07:55It has been a pleasure.
07:56Thank you for everything.
07:56Call me if you need me.
07:57Trace, all the best.
08:00Travel safe, you guys.
08:01Thanks.
08:01Appreciate it.
08:02Can you breathe?
08:04Yeah, I'm barely walking.
08:05How you doing?
08:06Amazing now.
08:07My gosh, shaking up still.
08:14Finally did it.
08:15Did it.
08:16Made it.
08:17I am shocked that, you know, he picked me.
08:21I was a little doubtful, but I'm happy that everything worked out.
08:25Same.
08:25And you stuck to your work.
08:26I did.
08:27I'm feeling very happy.
08:28From the day one, we knew that, like, there was something special between us, and I'm happy
08:32that we can continue exploring that.
08:35You're my cabin in the morning.
08:38Got me feeling like a woman.
08:40Peacock kisses.
08:42I'm super happy about my decision.
08:44Are you sure?
08:45I promise I'm very happy with my decision because it's what I wanted.
08:49I appreciate it.
08:50I got lucky with you.
08:51I got lucky with you.
08:52I'm lucky with you.
08:58You're my cabin.
09:16Man, yesterday, ring shopping.
09:18What a crazy thing, huh?
09:19What a day.
09:20One thing after another.
09:22I know, and I feel like every hour that I've been here has been some kind of revelation
09:25about how I feel or how I'm not feeling or how I should feel.
09:30I've got all the evidence I need now to really set my ego aside, and I know that I'm not
09:36afraid
09:36to express my feelings, but I'm absolutely terrified that she's been growing in a different
09:40direction.
09:41I have to realize that it is a possibility.
09:44Ash invited me to come to the island because she was planning to move to the East Coast.
09:51I want a little guidance to make the right decision.
09:54My thought was that we would stay connected and stay in a relationship, but that it would
09:59have to be an open relationship.
10:01Woo!
10:02Yeah!
10:04I came into this with the thought that this was a way to practice that and come together
10:08after.
10:10Yeah, I knew after the bonfire that I didn't want an open relationship, and I was like,
10:17okay, you don't have to do any more of that.
10:20She doesn't know that.
10:22I have a lot of love for Karina.
10:24She's been a great friend through this process.
10:28And a guide in many ways.
10:31When you do have that final conversation with her, you're expressing that you have been listening.
10:36Yeah, absolutely.
10:39I discovered that I only want to be with Ash.
10:41In fact, I want to marry her.
10:49I'm pretty nervous.
10:50I'm a little scared because I don't know what Ash's process has been like, but I'm confident
10:55in how I feel and not afraid to express that.
11:01Can anyone get me out of my head?
11:12Hi, love.
11:14Hi.
11:15How are you feeling?
11:17Homicidal rage.
11:20Yeah?
11:20Yeah.
11:21Trying to be kind.
11:24But I'm really tired of it.
11:26I came to Temptation Island because I was at a crossroads in my relationship with Hanya.
11:32I didn't completely trust him.
11:35Girls will hit on him next to me.
11:37I'll be introduced as a friend.
11:39I wanted Hanya to prove that he does respect me.
11:42I'm sort of like out of sight, out of mind kind of person.
11:47Hearing Hanya say that he's an out of sight, out of mind kind of person gave me the key
11:51that I needed to fully open up and pursue what I thought was right.
11:56Taylor has helped me realize that, that I am worthy of love.
12:00I wouldn't want to be on this island without you.
12:09When I saw Hanya finally admit to stepping out of our relationship, my worst fear really
12:16happened.
12:17We were at the hotel quarantining before coming here, and I got a text message from somebody
12:22that I had been I was like, wake up so you can me.
12:30I don't know where I go from here.
12:33I don't know what I'm going to do with Hanya.
12:35I don't know what I'm going to do with Taylor.
12:37But I know that no matter where I end up, I am going to be the most powerful version for
12:43myself.
12:55I thought I came to Temptation Island to test Luke and see if he would cheat on me or get
13:00tempted.
13:01It's not goodbye.
13:03It's just goodbye for now.
13:05And now I'm realizing there were some difficult questions that I didn't want to ask myself.
13:10Wow, I'm actually building a connection with someone here, and it's really scary.
13:15Temptation was a little hard.
13:17I had an emotional connection with George, who was showing me all these things that I
13:21was missing in my relationship.
13:23I want to kind of be like transparent with you about something.
13:25Talk to me.
13:26As great as I think you are, I feel like exploring this deep emotional connection that we have
13:33might not be what's best for me right now.
13:36Definitely understand that.
13:37I did feel guilty about it, and that caused me to hold back.
13:41Who is this?
13:42Deke!
13:43Is that Deke from?
13:44Wait a minute.
13:48I also got to know Deke and be friends with him.
13:51Open this up, just in case you want to make out.
13:54He's just as hilarious as I imagined.
13:57Even though he was here for a short period of time, I learned so much from him.
14:02Especially letting me know I need to keep my standards high because I deserve the world.
14:07He's broken your trust so many times that it's like, what can he change now?
14:12It's like, see ya.
14:14If it sounds like he hasn't really changed, then I have to leave alone.
14:19Yeah.
14:20Or with someone else.
14:22Who knows?
14:22Oh.
14:23Oh.
14:24I know that I'm still being true to myself and my relationship.
14:30Going into the final bonfire, it doesn't look like Luke has cheated, but I'm hoping he understands
14:36how much he's hurt me.
14:37This could possibly be my last time seeing Luke.
14:40I really don't want it to be that way, but I just don't feel like we're progressing.
14:45And if we don't have that, then we don't have a relationship.
14:58I originally came here because I needed to prove to Iris that I wouldn't cheat on her
15:02and we could build stronger trust.
15:04You guys must be Iris and Luke, is that right?
15:07That's exactly right.
15:08But I realized the journey was a lot more about me.
15:11It stems back to the family and how broken up a lot of things are in that regard.
15:16Your family?
15:17Yeah.
15:18You say the word family and I see you get choked up.
15:21Yeah.
15:23You need to make it about you.
15:25Like, otherwise, she'll never come back to you.
15:28It was at that point when I realized I need to stop lying to myself.
15:31Do you ever feel like sometimes on the inside, like, you aren't good enough?
15:37You have a lot on your plate.
15:39Yeah.
15:40Pretty much.
15:41Yeah.
15:43So I started digging deeper into my own heart and I realized there was some unlocking I need to do.
15:49You're experiencing the joy of feeling emotions.
15:53I'm happy that I can look at this clip and see Iris have fun and I'm not jealous about it
15:57either.
16:02I was coasting.
16:04Yeah.
16:06And...
16:14I'm nervous that she is going to move on before she gets to experience the person that I've become.
16:20And Iris may think that we're not ready to take that next step.
16:24But I am not holding back anymore.
16:26I made that mistake in the past, being afraid to commit.
16:29And right now, I am ready to commit to Iris.
16:32And it's a line and the stars, they shine just like I might take you home tonight.
17:02Knowing I'm about to see Hanya, I am trying to remember to show up with an attitude of gratitude
17:09and not anger.
17:11I am trying to remember what I'm unwilling to accept.
17:19I often give myself very great advice, but I don't always follow it.
17:25I'm scared that this magic he has over me is still going to f***ing work.
17:32I have to be strong.
17:34And I will hope it won't break.
17:42I am so ready to see Ash.
17:44I can't wait to lay my eyes on her again.
17:48I am hoping for a lot of things.
17:50There's a part of me that is terrified that I might be losing her already,
17:55that I've done the damage already, and that damage is too much for her to return to me.
18:09I would do anything for Ash, and that stands regardless of the outcome of tonight.
18:17I love her, and I will fight to make it work, to be the man I need to be, and
18:23hopefully the husband she wants me to be.
18:27Hello, Hanya.
18:28Hey, Mark.
18:29Welcome back.
18:34Welcome to your final bonfire.
18:35We've come a long way, haven't we?
18:37We have.
18:38How are you feeling?
18:40Excited.
18:41Nervous.
18:42You and Ash came to this island to answer the question, have you found the one, or is there somebody
18:48better out there for you?
18:49Yeah.
18:49So are you ready to give her your answer?
18:52I am.
18:53More importantly, are you ready to hear hers?
18:55Absolutely, I'm ready.
18:57Okay.
18:57Let's bring Ash out.
19:09Hi, Ash.
19:16Why don't you have a seat, guys?
19:22I can feel the tension.
19:26It has been quite a journey.
19:28So this is how the final bonfire works.
19:31You'll both get a chance to speak while the other person listens.
19:34Then you'll have the opportunity to have an open conversation.
19:37After that, I'll ask you to make your final decision.
19:41Ash, I'll let you speak first whenever you're ready.
19:48I'm tired of saying sorry for who I am.
19:53I can acknowledge my faults, and I know that I am super dark and really intense sometimes.
20:03But I don't think that's bad.
20:07And I have come to realize that it is a lot easier to love myself when there is a loving
20:13and gentle influence outside of me nurturing that.
20:17But I can finally unapologetically be myself and acknowledge what I'm ready for and what I deserve.
20:25I'm not a person you're working on.
20:29I'm not someone who needs to get their shit together so that I can make you feel better.
20:38And I deserve a lot more consideration and respect than I've been getting.
20:46I don't feel heard sometimes.
20:49Most times.
20:51I feel like you listen.
20:53But I don't feel like my words actually make it through.
20:57I am so grateful for the time that I've had with you.
21:02And everything you've taught me.
21:04I did not expect any of this to go the way that it did.
21:08To have the person that I'm with, that's supposed to be my partner, see me as so flawed and slow
21:16and maybe stupid.
21:18I made room for you like I haven't made room for anyone in my life.
21:23And I wasn't getting anything back.
21:27And other people were getting you.
21:31And that hurts.
21:37Okay.
21:39Thanks for sharing your truth and your experience of what you've learned.
21:42And now, Hanya, it's your turn now to tell Ash about the experience you've had,
21:47what growth, if any, that you feel you've made, and speak your truth.
21:57Usually I have so many words, like I'm always right, but I know I've hurt you.
22:05I wasn't listening.
22:07I didn't hear you.
22:08I was only thinking of myself.
22:11This experiment we had, my idea for an open relationship was absolute bullshit.
22:18It was me trying to make excuses for my behavior, the behavior that had already done the damage.
22:24I was sad that I had hurt you when all you showed me was love.
22:31I didn't know that I could love one person so much until now.
22:41Now, you can both take the time to discuss what you've heard from each other tonight, and ask any questions
22:47you still need answers to.
22:50So, like, at what point did you realize that when it was when you casually dismissed a booty call, and
22:55me being introduced as a friend, or was it while your head was buried in whipped cream in someone's crotch?
23:02And that was still going on up until, like, three weeks ago, when you got a RU up text, but
23:10you responded to it with, I'm not there.
23:13So, if we hadn't been going through this, and we had been in Santa Fe, you would have answered that
23:18call.
23:19I have no excuse for that.
23:22It was a mistake.
23:23I was still living in fear, and that's the same reason I called you my friend.
23:28I was avoiding putting labels on this, because I didn't want to make it real for some reason.
23:36And you're absolutely right.
23:39So, why would it be real now?
23:41Because I have recognized the absolute depth of my love for you.
23:48It was rude and disrespectful, and absolutely an invitation.
23:54And I'm sorry.
23:56How am I supposed to trust your friendships with women when we have had a friendship, apparently?
24:06What happened when you carried that girl to your room?
24:10Nothing happened, but holding each other.
24:15You know how I felt about connections and connecting with people.
24:19I made a really intense connection with Taylor.
24:22It's changed me.
24:26And he has done a lot of heavy lifting.
24:35I don't know how I'm going to be able to make space to have the kind of trust that I
24:42need to believe.
24:43I don't want to be a deceiver.
24:47I want to be someone who can be trusted.
24:50I want that so much.
24:52And you trusted me, and I abused it.
24:56I'm sorry.
24:58Okay, you guys.
24:59The time has come to make a decision.
25:01I'll give you three options.
25:03You can leave the island the way you came here, together as a couple.
25:07You can leave alone.
25:09Or you can leave with someone else.
25:12Anya, I'll start with you.
25:14What would you like to do?
25:17I've changed.
25:20I want you to know that I'm willing to prove to you for the rest of my life.
25:27This ring, Ash, represents my love for you.
25:33This is me promising that I will do everything in my power to be there for you.
25:41Will you marry me, Ash?
26:09This is me promising that I will do everything in my power.
26:15To be there for you.
26:18Will you marry me, Ash?
26:36No.
26:38I...
26:39I can't.
26:42Okay.
26:45It's way too much.
26:49I would have to heal.
26:54I know.
27:00I feel responsible for that healing, and this is not to say that this will fix that, you know?
27:09Oh, my God.
27:11But I want to put in the work.
27:14I have just had something very intense with another person.
27:22Yeah.
27:24Yeah.
27:24I know.
27:25Like to where I was scared.
27:27Yeah.
27:28About that.
27:29Okay.
27:33I'm going to leave the island by myself.
27:37Okay.
27:40You feel good about your decision?
27:42You feel complete about your decision?
27:44Yes.
27:45Ash, if this decision is your decision, I honor it.
27:49I wish you all the love and happiness, and hopefully the joy that we've discovered, and I've seen, it's time
27:58for you to leave the island.
28:01Don't be sorry.
28:03Don't be sorry.
28:05Don't be sorry.
28:05I love you.
28:06Okay?
28:07I am grateful for the time we got together.
28:14Thank you, Mark.
28:18I know.
28:20Well, listen.
28:22Something to take away from this is that someone just asked you to spend the rest of your life with
28:27them.
28:28So the conversation about being worthy of love?
28:33Right?
28:33Yeah.
28:34Okay.
28:35Have a safe trip home.
28:38I'll be keeping up with you.
28:39Yes, definitely.
28:42I can only take so much pain.
28:45I don't know why Hanya thought that that would be a great moment for that.
28:50What in God's name?
28:52I feel very comfortable in my decision to leave the island alone.
28:57And I wanted to be able to, like, really open.
29:00But me not being able to do that said a lot.
29:04I don't feel safe opening to him.
29:06I don't feel safe giving him all of those really sensitive, delicate parts of myself that I have spent weeks
29:14nurturing and healing and finding and looking at with somebody else.
29:20I don't do second chances.
29:22When someone tells you who they are the first time, believe them.
29:27Today I can.
29:30I know this can't be easy.
29:32It's not.
29:33Because it's one thing to ask somebody to marry them that has already said they want to marry you.
29:37It's another to put it out there without any idea how it's going to go.
29:42And while I believe love is supposed to be easy, it's also worth fighting for.
29:47Yeah.
29:47Thank you for being here and all that you've done.
29:49Absolutely.
29:50Thank you, Mark.
29:51I really, really appreciate everything that you've done for me.
29:55My pleasure to do so, Hanya.
29:57You may now leave this island.
29:59I will.
30:00Okay, pal.
30:00Thanks, Mark.
30:07Proud of you.
30:08Thanks.
30:08Have a safe trip home.
30:09I will.
30:17I don't want a life without her, and I won't fight for that.
30:21I love Ash.
30:23I am in love with her.
30:25I do believe I deserve another chance.
30:28I have to prove that I deserve another chance.
30:31And so what she showed me was love, compassion, and patience.
30:35And that's what I have to have now for her.
30:38I can't live without you.
31:00So many things have been said about you.
31:05Tonight's the final bonfire.
31:07This is the first time I'm going to see Iris in this entire experience.
31:11I'm really looking forward to showing Iris how much I've grown and how far I've come.
31:15And I'm just going to let whatever feelings I feel come out.
31:18I'm not going to be hiding or swiping any feelings I have under the rug.
31:21I'm leaving it all on the table tonight.
31:23And this is huge.
31:29With or without Luke, I'm very much a stronger woman.
31:33I feel like I've grown throughout this journey and I want to make sure that the love I have for
31:38myself doesn't fade away.
31:40This could possibly be my last time seeing Luke.
31:43I really don't want it to be that way.
31:45But at the same time, if Luke can't own up to the constant distrust, then I'm going to have to
31:51leave by myself.
31:52Because I need someone who values me and knows what I deserve.
31:58I'm asking for a transformation.
32:01I'm always going to have a question.
32:04So I need you with me in person.
32:08Healing and love.
32:10I'm planning on proposing to Iris.
32:12And whatever trust issues she had about me, this ring is going to symbolize the fact that I'm not f***ing
32:18around anymore.
32:18I'm fully committed to her.
32:20I'm admittedly nervous.
32:21There's definitely a chance that Iris could say no to me.
32:24This is arguably the biggest night of my life.
32:27We're going to figure out what my future is going to look like and if Iris will be a part
32:31of it.
32:32Hello, Luke.
32:34Hello, Mark.
32:34How are you, pal?
32:36Pretty good.
32:37Good.
32:39The heart is pounding out of my chest right now.
32:43I understand that.
32:45You and Iris came to the island to answer the question, are we meant to be together or is there
32:50someone better for us out there?
32:52Right.
32:53Are you ready to give her that answer?
32:55I'm ready to give her that answer, Mark.
32:57Okay.
32:58Here she comes.
33:05Hi, Iris.
33:06Hi.
33:07Hi.
33:10Iris.
33:11Holy shit.
33:12You are beautiful.
33:15You look great.
33:16I miss you so much.
33:17I miss you so much.
33:18I miss you so much.
33:21Oh, man.
33:24First of all, welcome, Iris.
33:26As I was saying to Luke, here at Final Bonfires, where you tell each other what you want for your
33:30future, I think I'll let you speak first, Iris.
33:33Okay, thank you.
33:34Are you ready?
33:35Yeah.
33:35Okay.
33:36All yours.
33:40Luke, in the beginning of this journey, I thought that this would be a cheating test for you to see
33:46if you would break my trust again.
33:48I also wanted to see you open up emotionally.
33:52And I wanted to work on my self-confidence.
33:55But through this journey, I found a strong emotional connection with someone.
34:00He checked a lot of boxes that were missing in our relationship.
34:04He was very thoughtful.
34:06And I feel like that's something that we've been missing.
34:09But then I had to step away from that connection because I felt like something wasn't right within myself.
34:17Mark helped me realize that all this low self-worth that I was feeling came from much earlier on than
34:24my relationships.
34:26Growing up in a strict Asian household, I felt like I was constantly trying to please them.
34:32And I know that's been tough on our relationship because I've kind of kept you guys separate.
34:41But now I realize I don't have to constantly please people.
34:46I think it took coming here to really realize that.
34:50But Luke, I really need accountability on your end for constantly breaking my trust.
34:57In multiple bonfire clips, I had to watch you constantly say that I always bring up the past and I
35:04don't move forward with the future.
35:06But I want to know if you realize why you did that.
35:15Okay.
35:19Luke, now it's your time.
35:21Tell Iris about your experience and what you've learned.
35:25Yeah, I mean, where do I begin?
35:27I started the journey out, you know, constantly missing you, constantly talking about you to the point where people just
35:33said,
35:35like, stop talking about Iris.
35:37This journey is about you and your growth.
35:39So I couldn't help myself from constantly talking with as many people as I could to still figure out what
35:46could make me the best boyfriend I could be.
35:49Because at the end, I mean, you're, you were at the top of my mind the entire time.
35:56There was definitely temptation.
35:59But, you know, I stood my ground.
36:01And it wasn't until I really started bonding with the men in the house and to actually find some role
36:09models and male figures that showed me that opening up and being vulnerable was okay.
36:15Because I've had my father, he's really closed off.
36:19And he was my only main role model that I look up to.
36:22And I had always tried to paint life as everything's good all the time.
36:27Just like you said, we tried to paint this great picture for ourselves.
36:30But there's really core problems that were happening.
36:34And I think the love that you constantly shared with me was not reciprocated from me because my heart was
36:42locked away.
36:43And I really feel like I unlocked my heart here.
36:47It was, it was a ride.
36:52And I do think one of the biggest points I've been trying to make is that I want to see
36:57more accountability on your end.
36:59I did a lot of thinking about this issue.
37:02And I think that I need trust in a relationship.
37:07And if I don't have a relationship built on trust, then there's no relationship.
37:14And if you can't provide that for me, then you need to let me know.
37:40And if you can't provide that for me, then you need to let me know.
37:47Through your life, anyone that you've ever loved has maybe left you feeling disappointed or abandoned.
37:56Like, I want to let you know that I'm not here to abandon and disappoint you.
38:01Like, I love you.
38:03And if you can't see that, like, it doesn't justify you doing what you did to me.
38:08And it needs to stop.
38:11Yeah, no, that's, it's definitely going to stop.
38:14Like, when I'm feeling any urge, full transparency, I need to straight up come to you and say,
38:20I feel like doing this for whatever reason.
38:23Let's, let's talk about it.
38:25Then I just hope to God that you can be able to be loving and receptive even when I have
38:31some bad crap to say to you.
38:32So.
38:33I can do that.
38:34I love you that much.
38:36You're my safe space because you're my best friend.
38:41And I don't want to hide anything anymore.
38:44I know.
38:44I, I'm just thanking you for taking us here because I don't think I would have changed if we didn't
38:49come here.
38:52So the time has come to make a decision.
38:55I'll start with you, Iris.
38:57Tell Luke what future you'd like to have from here.
39:01I really do think that we could come out of this stronger and we've realized what we need to work
39:08on.
39:09And I want to work on this relationship with you.
39:13I'd like to leave with you.
39:19I, I want to leave with you as well.
39:21I feel like I've grown so much and I have so much more to bring to the table and I
39:27want to be able to grow with you.
39:31So with that, since you both agreed you want to leave together, I wish you the best of luck.
39:38And you two may leave the island together as a new couple.
39:43Right.
39:55Good luck, you guys.
39:58Oh, wow.
40:00That was insane.
40:03I missed you so much.
40:05I missed you like insane.
40:11Oh, my God.
40:13Oh, my God.
40:13Oh, my God.
40:17Oh, my God.
40:19Here.
40:22Iris, you've shown me so much love since, since the beginning.
40:27You've been there literally since day one when I started my entire life in this new trajectory.
40:34And you've been the sweetest, most patient, amazing woman that I've ever met.
40:42And I don't know what else to say, but, but I want you to be my girl forever and ever.
40:55Oh, my God.
40:56Would you make me the luckiest man in the world?
40:59Yes, absolutely.
41:02Oh, my God.
41:12I can hear your voice while I'm lying in bed, lying all alone, crying myself to death.
41:21For the day that you'll come back
41:24We run this town
41:28I had a lot of breakthroughs out here.
41:32Oh, my God.
41:33I cannot believe we're engaged.
41:35I'm so happy.
41:37Luke is my dream guy.
41:39Oh, my God.
41:40We survived Temptation Island.
41:42We did.
41:42That's so insane.
41:44I can't wait to spend forever with you.
41:46I'm loving this new Luke.
41:48I've always loved Luke,
41:49but this Luke is just exceptional.
41:51He's my future husband.
41:54Oh, my God.
41:58I am so happy.
42:01Me too.
42:02This is literally like the perfect ending
42:04to our journeys.
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