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Temptation Island - Season 1 - Episode 05: Rules Are Made to Be Broken EngSub
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:10If I'm gonna go on a date, I would obviously prefer to be with you.
00:14I don't know if I can really open up all the way in this type of scenario.
00:18I mean, I need a man who's stronger.
00:20I think it was tough on Katie at the beginning, but now I think she's settled in, comfortable.
00:24And you may even see some intimacy going on, honestly.
00:27Honestly, I don't think I was really fully mentally prepared.
00:30For what I got myself into.
00:31I only have eyes for you right now.
00:33Like, it's bottom line.
00:38It's like torture.
00:40Oh my God.
01:00You'll never forget me.
01:03You're not gonna tell me.
01:19Casey, you're not going last.
01:20You're next.
01:22Let's do this.
01:26Okay, here we go.
01:27Like, I only have eyes for you right now.
01:29Like, it's bottom line.
01:31So you're in it?
01:32I think I'm in it.
01:33You're in it.
01:34Mm-hmm.
01:54It's like torture.
01:55You're so numb.
01:56You've done this.
01:57I'm literally being tortured.
02:00I feel numb.
02:03Like, all I want to do is just love him in whatever capacity that is.
02:07I don't need a title or any of that shit.
02:10I just want, like, our traditions, our memories.
02:12And I'm just hoping he's not just, like, forgetting all of that in, like, a few weeks.
02:20Just, like, I'm so in love with him and, like, how I don't know if he's in love with me.
02:27I just want to remind you that so much can happen from this point forward, okay?
02:32Nicole, are you ready?
02:34Yeah.
02:35Earbuds are together.
02:36Together, please.
02:36Together.
02:38All right.
02:40Here we go.
02:43This is for you.
02:45I'm hoping I can get you through.
02:48So I can get you, girl.
02:52That's beautiful.
02:55What'd you see and what are you feeling?
02:58Um, Carl is a singer.
03:02Okay.
03:02So I knew that singing was something he was going to do.
03:05Does he sing to you at home?
03:07Yeah.
03:08Him singing to her, does that bring up anything for you?
03:10Honestly, I feel like it doesn't bother me as much, and I can't explain why.
03:15Is it not great if I am feeling this way?
03:18That says something.
03:20Carl and I didn't start right off the bat, like, I'm so in love, I want to date you, fireworks.
03:25And I haven't felt fireworks before in my life, and I don't expect to before I die.
03:30I think that maybe brings out a little bit of the cold-heartedness in me.
03:33But it makes me sad to think you go through your whole life without letting yourself have butterflies.
03:36And it's truly letting yourself, because they're there.
03:39Might have to take something to kind of ignite that.
03:41I think you're absolutely right.
03:44Katie, you ready?
03:46I am, I think.
03:48Girls watching?
03:49Yeah, of course.
03:50Here we go.
03:52Okay, here we go.
03:55And may the licking...
03:57Big S.
03:58Hard ice.
03:59Hard ice.
04:00Oh!
04:01Oh!
04:02Oh!
04:07I need some milk.
04:08Yes!
04:09Oh my...
04:16What was that?
04:17It's funny, because I was watching that, and I was thinking, oh, he looks so cute, and
04:20I miss him, but, I mean, yeah, it sucks.
04:25I don't like it.
04:26I feel a little dagger.
04:28Maybe there's somebody here that can ease that pain a little bit?
04:30Um, I mean, there's a few of them starting to get to know all the guys, actually, and
04:36feeling closer to them, so.
04:38Okay.
04:39Yeah.
04:40There's more to experience.
04:41Keep it open.
04:42That's a possibility of happiness on the other end of this.
04:46Shari?
04:47Yep.
04:47You want to watch for the girls?
04:48Yes.
04:49All right, ladies, here we go.
04:52You kind of scare me sometimes.
04:53Me?
04:54You do have, like, this sexual energy.
04:57Because I'm an Aquarius, huh?
04:59I don't know what it is.
05:00Don't be scared.
05:01Be sacred.
05:03I'm trying.
05:05I have to go through my phases before I can be able to, you know, go out.
05:09I respect that, and I look forward to the unfolding.
05:17It's just, it's hard to hear someone say the same things that they say to you.
05:23I don't feel connected with him anymore.
05:26It's like I don't know who he is right now.
05:34I'm starting to regret coming here and doing this.
05:38But at the same time, I need to.
05:44I can't make this any easier for you except to remind all of you that there's two possible endings.
05:49One is it makes you as a couple stronger, or it makes you as an individual stronger.
05:54None of it is going to make you weaker.
05:58That is all I've got for you tonight.
06:00You can head back to the villa.
06:01I'll see you soon.
06:03It makes me feel really bad that Javen is saying thanks to another girl that he normally says to me.
06:12I just feel like his experience is going a lot different compared to mine, and I'm trying my best.
06:19But at this point, I don't really know anymore about me and Javen's future.
06:24I want to smack Javen in his face for the way he's acting.
06:28Like, you're an idiot.
06:31This bonfire, though, was definitely something else.
06:34What'd y'all think?
06:35What she said, she feels like she didn't know what she was signing up for.
06:39It's just a bummer just to hear that.
06:42I'm just trying to think about all these future bonfires we've got to go to,
06:46and how that's going to affect how I experience this whole thing.
06:49I feel like that's my big, you know, thing that's going to basically make me maybe open up.
06:55Like, I'm going to hate to see my girl cheating on me, you know.
06:58But if she does, it's like, I kind of feel like it's going to be fair game, you know.
07:03You think that if she kisses somebody that she's cheating, bro?
07:06I would think that was cheating for sure.
07:08If I see that she cheats on me, I might completely go savage.
07:13Hey.
07:14What up, though?
07:15What's up?
07:26What's up?
07:27It's hard for me to see them hurting.
07:28It seems like the guys are having a really good time.
07:32Too good of a time, obviously.
07:36So what happened?
07:37If you don't...
07:38What?
07:38I don't even understand.
07:39I've never even heard of such a thing.
07:41But he was licking peanut butter off this girl's chest.
07:43Oh, shh.
07:44Like a really busty girl.
07:46And he had his hands tied.
07:47They tied his hands behind his back.
07:49My biggest connection is with Katie.
07:51She went on a date with Carlos.
07:53Can't lie, I was a little jealous.
07:55Long story short, how was your name?
07:57I know I heard you talking about milking some titties or something.
08:00Yeah.
08:00I'm not trying to worry about what he's doing.
08:02I'm here because I have questions of my own.
08:04Yes.
08:05You found out you like chocolate, too?
08:07Yeah.
08:07Got a little small palate for chocolate.
08:12Who knew?
08:13Katie is very much here to be tempted,
08:15and I'm pretty sure she already is.
08:18Hey.
08:19And I respect that.
08:20That's awesome.
08:21As far as I know, that's part of the experience for them.
08:23So I like that.
08:25Good night, you guys.
08:26Good night.
08:27You got a bed?
08:28Yeah, I am.
08:30Back home with Evan, I can just, like, stay up all night.
08:32But this experience has, like, absolutely, like, taken the life out of me.
08:38I can see it on your face that it's over.
08:42I just get exhausted.
08:43Like, I'm mentally, emotionally exhausted.
08:45Like, my mind is, like, in overdrive.
08:48This really is, like, my life.
08:50Like, it's not just a game, and, like, I'm going to be single.
08:52Like, my whole life could change, and it's really scary.
08:57I know I was wrong when I left you.
09:00But this heart and this mind can't forget you.
09:04And now I'm asking you, just please come home.
09:07Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
09:23Good morning, ladies.
09:25How are you?
09:26Good morning.
09:27Gentlemen.
09:29All right.
09:30You guys are about halfway through the process, and at this point, we're past the superficial getting
09:37to know you first impression stuff and it's all about making connections so gentlemen you're
09:41going to pick the dates however we're going to add you guys into that decision process because
09:47that's the only way that we can make sure that you're finding connections so what i'm going to
09:50do is i'm going to ask the ladies who they prefer to go on dates with oh and based on
09:55who they
09:55respond to that's who you get to choose from to select a date mark throws us a curveball kind of
10:01nerve-wracking you know like part of my ego was kind of feeling a little bit questioned and i was
10:07a little you know you had kind of a concern what if no one raises their hand so we'll start
10:11with jabin
10:11ladies who would like to go on a date with java today hannah kayla and tara of these three ladies
10:21who gets to go on a date with you i'm going to try something different this time and i might
10:26try to
10:26take hannah on a date oh there's just something about jabin he's so sweet i think that the one
10:32thing that keeps girls from being more infatuated with him is the fact that he is so committed to
10:37his girlfriend which is a bit of a hindrance carl you're next who would like to go on a date
10:43with
10:43carl today oh my wow it's tough britney okay i'm so excited britney's a very good looking girl she
10:54floats around the house and just kind of just gives those looks i don't know if they're just to
10:58me or to everybody but i am open to getting to know britney more evan raise your hand if you'd
11:05like to
11:05go out with evan so we've got lindsay morgan shocker and jeffrey come here girl yes okay so who wants
11:16to go on a date with john so catherine lindsay and sheldon although i want to remind you that while
11:25catherine's hand is up and would love to go on a date with you she is a block for you
11:29and you alone
11:32so um now you get to make your choice of who you'd like to date lindsay yay all right our
11:38new girl lindsay
11:39is going on a date terrific you guys can head on out we're ready sounds good thanks for asking me
11:45yeah of course i want to get out of this house and i want to get out of it with
11:48john
11:48it just really sucks for me i want to rip this damn necklace off this is a curse
11:59good morning gentlemen good morning how you feeling today pretty good looking good ladies how we
12:05feeling this morning good yeah feeling better casey yeah i'm feeling a little better very good
12:10i'm glad to hear that thank you well it is time for another date which means another date selection
12:16so gentlemen who would like to go on a date with casey today oh my oh wow i'm definitely flattered
12:25that
12:25all these guys raised their hands for me i'm kind of blown away and it feels amazing um jack jack
12:35i wish evan could see that right now and i just wish i don't want to cry but i wish
12:39he could see
12:40like the girl i am with these guys katie is next raise your hand if you're hoping for a date
12:46with katie
12:46of those guys go over there invite somebody on a date johnny johnny there you go i could see it
12:57written all over win's face when i didn't pick him i could tell he was really hurt things are getting
13:02real i definitely don't want to hurt win's feelings but at the same time johnny's somebody
13:06that i'm genuinely looking forward to spending more time with next up is shari i think i'm going
13:13to get the date with shari i took the time to pull her off to the side several times and
13:16have
13:16conversations with her i said i want that next day who wants to go on a date with shari
13:22all right um i feel like i'll pick james okay james have fun all right this was a surprise for
13:30you
13:30who responded to you and who didn't um i mean not really i'm pretty reserved so i feel like a
13:36lot of
13:36the guys are intimidated by me intimidated by you no all right i understand if you don't feel any of
13:42us
13:43then that's cool but why are you here still you're stuck you're stuck in your little bubble bubble
13:49nicole yeah it's up to you now okay who wants to go out with nicole so we've got val john
13:56and tyler
14:00tyler okay i was definitely expecting to be picked for a date i didn't get picked by katie
14:05katie is the only person i have a romantic connection uh with i mean it sucks have fun on your
14:11dates you
14:12guys can head on out have a great date i'll check with you later this is bullshit dude that's
14:17bullshit why are you laughing at that bullshit that's bullshit nonsense you're soft i know that
14:24some guys are salty that they didn't get picked and but at the end of the day it's like there's
14:28four
14:28girls and these four girls might not be attracted to you and you either sink or swim that was annoying
14:37uh-oh my man's mad she's going through a lot that's disrespectful
14:50you ready for this yeah let's see what happens i'm scared really i'm like genuinely super stoked to go
14:58on this date with carl i think carl's awesome i feel his vibe so like hopefully he feels it too
15:03a little bit tired of talking about all the serious stuff that's happened in my life so i'm
15:17ready to just kind of let loose and just kind of have more of a casual date with lindsay this
15:21time
15:22i'm wet first day we got super wet
15:30hannah's awesome she has a nice personality she makes me feel comfortable so i wanted to try something
15:33different this time and that's why i chose her she's a cool girl remember when we were first in the
15:37house the first time you were like don't touch me at all and i like barely touched your arm and
15:41you
15:41were like i guess if i had the freaking plague or something what was that all about i'm kind of
15:47more
15:48reserved when it comes to things like that i just i'm gonna use such a only one girl for a
15:51long time
15:51and so not even to like protect me from skin cancer in the sun i can do that i can
15:55give you some i
15:56think this is pretty okay they do okay thank you i appreciate it hannah and my date is a lot
16:02more
16:03intimate than any date i've been on it's up close and personal i stepped out my comfort zone and i
16:07actually applied some suntan lotion to hannah's shoulders that was pretty big for me thank you
16:12you're welcome you're like what's happening like this is a lot see you are warming up see that wasn't
16:17so bad no it wasn't so bad i'm not gonna like jump your bones i mean you're cute but like
16:21come on
16:22now i'm a i'm a lady i understand can you hear me i'm screaming your name is this a grapefruit
16:33it is
16:33a grapefruit i've actually never eaten one shut up i swear oh my goodness i've been deprived of a lot
16:39of
16:39things you never know what it's like to be me it's it's just it's weird it's weird wanting wanting
16:48you you're the reason why i came to temptation island it's just you gotta you gotta dive in too
16:54promise okay all right you're trying to do what yeah let's go it definitely feels like evan is my
17:01boyfriend everything's like great right now i can't even think of another word but great like i'm happy ah
17:08this feels good
17:18the chemistry between morgan and i is to the point of like scaring the
17:22out of me it's just insane i knew you were trouble i knew it golly
17:38this is an amazing experience i mean this is what i expected to do when i came to the island
17:43that and tempting women obviously oh my gosh and drinks thank you i've been wanting to spend time with
17:51jack he's a really smart guy he's sweet he wears his heart on his sleeve i'm ready to have like
17:56a good
17:56day with him aloha friends how's it going well my kids are finishing up lawn bowling you want to roll
18:02it underhand and try and get it in between the two sticks this is gonna be easy game on
18:12good job johnny possesses the leadership quality about him that john doesn't i feel like he's good
18:17at everything and that's what i like in a guy they're like the dynamic duo over there
18:23i like to take initiative and kind of be the ringleader and i feel like that's how johnny is too
18:27he's like a winner perfect there you got some forceful hips there damn damn bro are you glad that we
18:37did this i'm so happy that we did that today that was so much fun did you think i'd pick
18:41you for this
18:41for the date i mean were you surprised like when i look at you i feel like really silly and
18:48like smile
18:49and kind of giddy and yeah vulnerable i guess i think you're beautiful honestly
18:57um i'd say you are best looking in the house definitely some magnetism between carl and i
19:07it's crazy i'm trying to figure it out i think we should go on another date just to see how
19:12that
19:13feels all right should we go in the ocean and swim far far away hey hey yo stop all that
19:24hey
19:25oh that was a nice day she is so annoying she looks like a wet poodle what up hi how's
19:34it going
19:34y'all doing right yes i'm annoyed how would he ever go for her are they talking now
19:41to a great day it was fun yep she is not the southern belle that he likes or one if
19:47you really
19:48know that you want to get to know him better set up like a full-blown date on the patio
19:54what do you
19:54mean you can't go on a date with him outside of the house you set up a date at the
19:58house this is a
19:59hard situation to be in i have genuine feelings for him and i don't know what to do at this
20:04point
20:04because with each day i get to know him more and more and more and i like what i see
20:08i'll confirm
20:09evan will let me use this patio and we'll get your whole life okay okay okay okay i'm gonna okay
20:28how's it going on temptation island um it's a little bit more than i expected
20:35how are the other guys in the house i mean i feel like they expected more out of me than
20:43i
20:43presented just because they didn't really know my story but i feel like when i told them my story
20:48they like kind of attacked me in a way because they were expecting a lot more out of all of
20:54us
20:54girls we all assume that yes you're in real relationships but you're in real relationships
20:59that have some source of doubt that you are here to tempt your relationship to see if you know
21:06it can go forward or if it needs to come to an end okay i guess yeah i can see
21:11i mean if you openly
21:13you know come on temptation island you are openly knowing that you're going to allow temptation to
21:19happen and if you fall into it or not that's your choice yes yeah i had a pretty long conversation
21:25with james and james was able to just talk to me and just let down my walls more i mean
21:32i'm gonna
21:33try to open up more because i can't be so closed off the whole time i'm just gonna take a
21:40while to
21:40warm up and listen to myself and not push myself too hard that was the first date i'm like if
21:45i throw
21:46up on this first date i'm gonna this is embarrassing yeah i definitely like feel more comfortable now just
21:51because i feel like you've stood up for me like multiple times yeah and the other girls which is
21:56also like cool to know that it doesn't matter who it is like you would treat everyone the same way
22:01which is like a good aspect to having a person i think my day with tyler is going great um
22:06i just
22:06feel like really respected and comfortable when i'm in his presence i think that tells a lot about a
22:11person in general i know if i was gonna spend a full day with somebody again it's either you or
22:16i don't
22:16want to go on a date you know what i mean yeah i feel you but now this is lit
22:22this is my favorite
22:23day yet too nicole's an amazing girl somebody meets her like myself they're going to be interested
22:28because of what she brings to the table i just want to see her smile and really just take this
22:32whole
22:39experience then
22:40i judge you all the time all the time not me you pool table now okay i gotta beat her
22:51and pool
22:51i'll be back my mind is blown in this house i definitely have the strongest attraction and
22:58connection towards john just we can't date outside of this house so i'm going to bring the date to
23:04him since you beat me last you can break it means i beat you the last two gotta last i
23:09think that john
23:10would be a great dad every day it's like he gets more and more attractive to me oh damn and
23:17i think
23:17that he would be an amazing husband john what's up can i talk to you that's one huge glass of
23:23wine holy
23:23shit actually i want the bigger one okay hopefully i can get through to him and you know let him
23:29know
23:29that these feelings are real oh wow i like this you did all this yeah that's pretty good this is
23:36like
23:36very romantic for a first date for sure katie's never done anything like this for me so katherine will
23:46she ready to make some babies or what no no but i feel like with each day that i get
23:55to know you
23:55like i just like you more and more i just hope that you understand like it's hard for me to
24:01really
24:01be 100 open to the whole single thing unless katie does something that makes me go okay we're done
24:12you know that's that's how i feel like i don't want to give up on something okay so you're telling
24:20me that the only way you would have something with me is if she messed up
24:28i'm annoyed what is john thinking like how on earth could he possibly defend a woman that put him
24:35in a position to hurt him no you're like constantly defending her for no reason and is it going to
24:41get
24:41worse yes of course it's going to get worse you're 35 years old you know it's going to get worse
24:45it's just hard because it's like i'm emotions are coming from me that i never thought i had
24:51i need a second and that's the realest
25:12i know i'm supposed to just act single but it's hard because you know in the back of my head
25:16yeah
25:16i'm definitely thinking about katie i miss her
25:19i don't know if she's missing me or what but okay back to where we were
25:25you know it's tough it just irritates me because i feel like
25:31you aren't letting go of someone who is willing to let you go does that make sense i get it
25:37and then
25:38you could possibly lose someone who like has a genuine connection with you things could change any
25:46second that's the scariest part but it's also the most exciting part
26:01you're like what's going on what's going on
26:07i'm sorry i can't kiss you what you just did i did not
26:15cheers to the best date so far cheers tonight hands down the best night i've had since i've gone to
26:24this island like this is exactly how i want every night to go from here on out
26:30like obviously if i'm not going to go on dates you just send me home because i don't really want
26:33to
26:33be here for anybody else like some of these guys just want to go to date some of these guys
26:38just
26:38want to be in hawaii some of these guys just want to party and not go back to real life
26:41and like
26:41for me like i just i'm here for you because you already know i just gravitate to johnny and vice
26:55versa there is just this chemistry that i can't ignore it's it is hard to stay away from him
27:01you have fun today though yeah it was the best day for sure
27:05you're the only person that i would want to go on a date with i'm not hiding how i feel
27:11like
27:11in terms of like i'm always talking to you you know what i mean like i'm not doing gray areas
27:15right
27:15now like you know where my head's at like if i met you at the bar would we get into
27:20this depth
27:20of conversation i don't think so i think i would literally just go home with you you know what i
27:23mean
27:23right not done but just like this is going to be the first step right
27:37i don't know i feel like overwhelmed in a way with all the that's happening with evan
27:42it's so unexpected and like just weird for me and i'm being a freaking weirdo oh my god
27:50i don't know what to do with you we're going out to my room right now
27:55right what i'm running to my room right now okay i don't know what's going on in my brain
28:02but it's so odd should i go down to my room and come back on i don't want to
28:25it's just so weird that he has a girlfriend like what that's usually not my style at all
28:30i just need to like regroup and think about things like slowly i'm just going to go to bed and
28:38come on
28:55britney took me by surprise um completely i think she's very good looking and she has a very friendly
29:02personality i had a lot of fun with you today i did too i had a great time i can't
29:08deny
29:14britney definitely tests limits like it's pressure because i can see that she just wants to don't want
29:20me and be by me and just have touch and just my body wants to do certain things and that's
29:27that's tough
29:27it's not a good thing
29:31oh
29:55it's
29:56waiting up for me I was gonna like go upstairs with him but I ended up just
30:03going to sleep so I hope he's not mad at me because he was supposed to be
30:07waiting whoops I'm sorry that I went to bed no no you don't need to be sorry I
30:13just want you to talk to him I do talk to you I was worried that you thought
30:16something else like I wanted to just talk to you a little more like I just
30:19didn't want you to think anything like that I'm thinking you know maybe she
30:22thought that I was trying to you know actually like sleep with her it wasn't
30:26like that either like with me like we definitely have like a super crazy
30:29sexual attraction to you though so I did think about that I was like if I go
30:32back up there like you know swear to God girl I would have if you fell asleep on
30:37my bed I would have slept on my balcony really honest to God I just wanted to
30:42know what happened and I know everything's okay by the way she looks
30:44at me I got eyes for only her in this house and I can't wait to see what
30:50happens hi John we're just talking about you come on over oh yeah we're talking
30:54about your date last night yeah I drank too much so how do you feel about
31:00Catherine I just told her depending on what I see on these bonfires these little
31:04videos might determine how I act why though because I'm not going to be the
31:09first to cheat
31:13the emotional part of it doesn't mean anything to you no yeah I mean
31:17definitely I feel like I've really connected to a lot of people here at the
31:20house but then that's where I also question your intentions you're like I'm
31:24coming here for this experience and blah blah blah but my girlfriend's the one who
31:28pushed me into this in the first place and like you know I'm just waiting to see if
31:32she cheats first which by the way like makes us all uncomfortable I don't think
31:38that that's fair to use other people and say okay well if Katie cheats first and
31:42then it's fair game and then it's like you might be hurting other people in the
31:45process do you think of that so do you think that I've been closed-minded or no
31:49I don't know your intentions this experience has been pretty tough just
31:53being away from Katie not knowing what she's doing is driving me crazy and then
31:57Hannah came at me a little aggressively about the reasons I'm here she's upset
32:01that I don't want to have a romantic involvement and that's not really for her
32:14to judge what's up everybody did he bring beer ladies I need you for five
32:19minutes you got five minutes for me so mark comes in tonight prices is all in
32:23the kitchen you guys it kind of takes our mindset out of our current vibe with
32:27the guys in the house well I came by quickly just to drop in and let you know
32:32that we're not having a bonfire tonight oh my god that's like the best news
32:38I know I feel so relieved I love you oh my god tonight I implore you to embrace
32:44your own journey you guys have a great time I'll check in with you soon
32:47high five no just enjoy time all righty I'm stoked there's no bonfire
32:58dance up dance up on the street
33:06all the girls are letting me lose
33:10heyo
33:16I definitely feel like I'm starting to feel more comfortable around everyone
33:19Jari your ass looks so fire in this pants I know how to have a good time like I feel
33:25like they're finally starting to see the good side of me
33:39I have not been this loose and having fun and free and just doing my thing it feels good
33:48I got some balance hey Katie's my girl but she's in a pickle right now
33:55it seems I don't want to say she's forgetting about John but Temptation Island is starting to get to
34:00Katie for sure hold me up hold me up I mean you've seen her just let her hair down you
34:07know
34:07she was dancing on me at one point she was even sitting on my knee
34:11Johnny's probably really jealous right now
34:13why are you worried about her?
34:16forget about this
34:17she said do you think Johnny's jealous and I said
34:23if John and I break up that can be awkward as you know like what am I going to do?
34:27yeah but you don't have to worry about it
34:28yeah don't worry about that right now because you don't know if that's going to happen
34:31I was like Carlos from the pool
34:33are you over there like mira, mommy, hermosa
34:36you know I'm laser focused on Katie but then also it's a little tough when there's 11 other guys to
34:40talk over
34:41yeah kiss on the cheek
34:42kiss on the cheek?
34:43yeah there you go
34:45no I didn't
34:46get my kiss on the cheek
34:47there you go
34:48I need that's a good one
34:50hey hey hey hey
34:51wait hold on
34:52he's got like five kiss on the forehead
34:54his hand is his hand deserves it
34:55I think Carlos is the biggest cock block in the entire history of life
34:58bro bro he's kidding
34:59Johnny
34:59Johnny you got it
35:01Johnny is probably getting a little jealous right now but I mean it's all fun and games
35:04it's just innocent flirting you know it's something that he's gonna have to be cool with if anything's gonna come
35:09of this
35:10shut the f*** off please
35:12if I bop you and break that damn
35:22hey guys
35:23hey y'all
35:24listen up
35:25we've been in our bikinis our cute shorts
35:28beach bumming it like too much
35:30so we need to
35:31have a cocktail party
35:32you can't say no
35:33dress code required
35:34yes dress to impress like you're about to run into your ex
35:38Mark says no bonfire
35:40so I'm ready to have fun
35:42you know I was told to dress up come strong come correct and that's right up my alley
35:57tonight is the cocktail party
36:02Carl just walked in in a suit and has me rethinking everything damn
36:09I need another party that y'all ain't live enough let's go
36:12I'm on that ball of the life
36:14see you sit in the snapback
36:17I wish I could actually dance
36:19I dance like an old man forget it
36:22white boy I can dance
36:23do you want me to dab the sweat off your track because I'll happily do it
36:28I'm surprised to see Tara opening up
36:31I can definitely see she was coming out of her shell
36:33and I was like you know what Tara yeah let's have fun
36:35I'm gonna just oops there's some down there
36:38whoops
36:38alright guys I gotta go I'll be right back
36:41should I take this shit off
36:42woo
36:43let's go
36:46he is so hot oh my god
36:49is that the one I dabbed his chest with
36:51yeah
36:54what do you got in there
36:56whatever you want
36:57no stop it let me try
37:00there's some serious sexual chemistry there and that's mixed with a polarity
37:06that I've never experienced as an adult,
37:08so that's really, really special.
37:10Okay, so half of the male population
37:12has changed into swimwear.
37:13So I suggest that we do swimsuit and heels.
37:15I'm changing. Let's go.
37:21What's up, babe?
37:22What's up, babe?
37:23You gonna marry me or what?
37:26What's up, babe?
37:27I said, I was like, John's my dude.
37:28And they're like, yeah, they said, yeah, we know.
37:31And I'm like, speaking of, I'm gonna go sit in his lap.
37:34Oh, girl.
37:35Johnny makes me feel really comfortable
37:37and really good and really warm and fuzzy.
37:40And, yeah, I just wanna spend all my time with Johnny.
37:43I'm not thinking about John.
37:45So, yes, he makes me forget about things.
37:48I don't know what you want out of this.
37:49I don't know what you want.
37:52It's so hard for me to hold back with you,
37:53because, like, you know what I'm saying?
37:55Like, I like you a lot, so it's like...
37:56It's confusing. I'm very, very, very confused.
38:00You're tired. I'm tired.
38:01Come on.
38:03I'll see you.
38:05It's confusing. I'm away from John,
38:07and I miss him, and I love him.
38:09At the same time, I've got Johnny here,
38:11and I'm drawn to him,
38:12and I always want to be with him.
38:20Ready to go to sleep.
38:23I promise you...
38:27I feel like I'm going to fall.
38:28Oh, no.
38:29It's okay.
38:31I do think that Nicole and I
38:33are starting to have a connection,
38:35and I do think that
38:36that has started to worry her a little bit.
38:38I'm just gonna be a panelist.
38:40Then why?
38:50I'm interested in her,
38:51and she knows that,
38:52and, uh, I don't feel bad for the guy at all
38:54if he does lose her.
38:55I truly do think that he will lose her.
39:03I like you.
39:04I know.
39:07That time.
39:10It's very clear that Brittany is super into me.
39:13Um, she hasn't held that back.
39:14You know, we do have a strong physical connection.
39:18It's good.
39:18Sweet dreams.
39:19Um, I almost want to let you do what you said,
39:22but I don't think it's gonna be a good idea.
39:25Friendly hug.
39:36Take love.
39:37I really felt Carl, like, pull away from me
39:40and not want to be close to me
39:42or not honoring that he wanted to be close to me.
39:44You know, I'm, like, kind of insulted.
39:49It really brought up feelings of rejection
39:51and being challenged in ways
39:53that I literally could not have imagined
39:55or prepared for.
39:57That's so stupid.
39:58I just want to go home.
39:59I think you are.
39:59I think you are.
40:00Hey, come here.
40:04Like, why is he not paying attention to this?
40:07You put your heart out there,
40:09and you, like, feel emotions towards Carl,
40:11and you feel like he's, like, holding back,
40:13and I get it, you know?
40:15I just, like, I don't think there's any reason
40:18that any of us should have to not look at those feelings.
40:23Like, why do we have to all pretend
40:27that that doesn't exist?
40:30Why can't I just go to your bed?
40:32Okay.
40:35I feel like I'd rather sleep there.
40:37I came into this experience with, you know,
40:39some ground rules with Kasey,
40:41and I'm learning that some of those ground rules
40:42are going out the window
40:43because I didn't expect to have, like,
40:45feelings for someone like this, you know, so quick.
40:47What do you think of that?
40:50Absolutely nothing.
40:52What about you?
40:55Definitely nothing.
40:57Something?
40:59Everything.
41:01Mm-hmm.
41:02You know, I came here to prove
41:03that I wanted to be with Kasey,
41:05and now I'm feeling things that are proving,
41:08you know, otherwise.
41:11You stand and you look at the edge of the sea.
41:17There's something out there that you know.
41:20Trying to build a foundation in the morning
41:22through the pain of someone I f***ing love.
41:25You stand and you stare with the stars in your eyes.
41:37I've said I'm not going to f***ing have anybody in my bed.
41:40I'm not going to do these things.
41:42And guess what I f***ing did?
41:44I didn't see this happening.
41:45I want to go home.
41:47I want to go home.
41:49We can't. We can't.
41:51We can't. I don't have to go home.
41:53And it's great and it's amazing,
41:54but on that amazing side,
41:55it's completely f***ing for somebody else
41:57that has been in my life forever.
42:00We're done.
42:02We can't.
42:04It hurts so much.
42:06No matter how good it feels with Morgan,
42:09this hurts.
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