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00:36I don't know.
01:01Does mum know you're back?
01:04I can't talk right now.
01:05Can you open the door? She's worried about you.
01:10Just tell her I'm fine.
01:11Just send her a text. Make up a lie. Priest allowed to lie? Because you fucking need to.
01:17Watch your mouth.
01:18Watch yours. You stink, by the way. And whatever this is, don't do it again. You know how she gets.
01:37What a lie.
01:38I'm the only one.
01:45I'm the only one.
01:47I'm the only one.
01:54I know I'm the only one.
01:55I don't know.
01:56I'm the only one.
02:07Good morning.
02:08Good morning.
02:18Can I get you something to drink?
02:19No, thank you.
02:31We think...
02:34We'd like you to consider the notion that you have been hasty here.
02:40I don't think I have.
02:43You haven't broken your vows, Anna.
02:46You've just tested them.
02:49I've given my vows a pretty serious haircut.
02:54You reconsider.
03:02I spend most of every day convinced that I've made a terrible mistake.
03:10But I believe...
03:16I feel that this is my decision.
03:23And this is because of a man.
03:27This is because something profound has happened to me.
03:34It just means that God speaks to me now in a different way.
03:40It hasn't changed the love I feel for God, or for you, or for my sisters.
03:54Then we will need to begin a formal process of renunciation.
03:59There will be opportunity for spiritual guidance and...
04:03I understand you have your process, and I hope you understand I have mine, too.
04:10And I hope you believe me when I say that I no longer wish to be a nun.
04:22I hope you understand I have mine, too.
04:23And I hope you know I am sorry, Francesca.
04:29Abbas.
04:34And I know.
04:40Although...
04:41Although that does make this whole incident any less shameful.
04:54No.
04:57No.
05:04Well, there we have it.
05:09Abbas.
05:29Thank you so much.
05:31Thank you for coming, sister.
05:33Your excuse.
05:34Yes, ma'am. Thank you.
05:46Oh, no, wait.
05:48Anna.
05:48Anna.
06:15I'll need your help today.
06:20I'm on a trip with the choir.
06:21There's a furniture order.
06:22Come in at the restaurant.
06:23I'll need you on the computer.
06:26No one else can work the damn day of this.
06:29We're gonna sing at another church.
06:36Do you know we need every hand on deck right now?
06:38I know the pressures that we're under.
06:39I can't today, Dad.
06:55I can't today, Dad.
06:58No, he's not my mate.
07:01He's Father Higgs.
07:05And I know it's not because of that.
07:08Because I told them I was going on the trip.
07:11So I need to.
07:23I'm going to the seaside today.
07:26I want you to come.
07:30You said the choir, they could be the extra help.
07:36I've got a swimming costume you can wear.
07:38In fact, I've got two.
07:40The one's a thong bikini.
07:50Will he be there?
07:52I thought we weren't afraid of him.
07:56You can wear the normal cosy.
07:58I'll wear the thong.
08:00I didn't even used to know what a thong was.
08:03Ah, well, I wore one once.
08:05An underwear thong for Martin.
08:08Enraged my eczema.
08:17Here's me thinking this is sacred space.
08:20I'll say it can't be.
08:22You haven't forgotten the trip.
08:23How could I?
08:25It was the highlight of my year.
08:29Where were you last night?
08:33What did you ask?
08:35Word is you were leaving voicemails for the bishop at 2am.
08:39I was working.
08:41I was working.
08:42I lost track time.
08:44Are you okay?
08:47I'll just get things happening.
08:49Just try and make things happen.
08:52The Lord be with you.
08:55And with your spirit.
09:00Welcome.
09:02Welcome.
09:02What a wonderful day.
09:07Normally we would start with a hymn but...
09:11Would you mind?
09:12I'm running a little late this morning and I'm trying to make breakfast for 45 people.
09:16So do you think you might possibly consider helping me?
09:24Yeah.
09:25God moves the mysterious ways after all.
09:34that?
09:34No, God.
09:40Okay.
09:45Well done.
09:52I've been waiting for you today.
09:54high and low.
09:55high and low.
09:56high and low.
09:56High and low.
09:57high and low.
10:13Good morning, good morning, good morning, good morning, thanks.
10:24Good morning, good morning, good morning, good morning, good morning, good morning, good morning,
10:38good morning. Hello. My first one, no need for a sandwich.
10:44Ah, right. Lovely to have you both here. It's not about him. Today is not about him.
10:55Hello. Hello, hello, hello everyone. A weekend here. Yeah. Okay, welcome everyone. Today's a good day.
11:05For you. Yes, today's a good day for me. She said today's good. Today is a good day for me.
11:13I'm excited to be here. I hope there are others, Edishota excluded, who might share my excitement.
11:18Yeah. To explain how today's going to work. Because you're all such wonderful singers,
11:24we are travelling to do a recital at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate at 5pm today.
11:31We'll do a sound check at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate at 4pm today.
11:35The beautiful Our Lady Immaculate, and this is not why this trip is arranged at all,
11:39happens to be near the beach of Western Supermare.
11:44So I will be buying everyone fish and chips for lunch on Western Supermare Beach.
11:53There may be swimming. There may be games. There may be an infamous tug of war.
12:00Short prayer. Our Almighty Father, we thank you for our remarkable friends and the adventures we have together.
12:06We thank you for the weather, for the smiles, for the music, for the gift of travel.
12:15Thanks be to God. Amen.
12:17Amen.
12:18Yep, I did just say thank you for the music.
12:21I'm Bjorn again.
12:25Today's going to be fun!
12:27Yay!
12:29Woo!
13:02You're damn brilliant!
13:10Come on, let's run.
13:11Hopefully you take some of the heat with us.
13:13Come on.
13:24Get ready.
13:27Get ready for Judgment Day.
13:4724 cods, 16 sausage and batter, 6 chicken burgers, 6 cups of mushroom peas, 1 pickled egg and a bucket
13:54full of chips.
13:55Yes.
13:57I'm trying to...
13:59I'm trying to bird my son.
14:02Do you know it, mate?
14:03No, you haven't done anything through that thing, please.
14:05I'm not sure.
14:13I'm not sure.
14:15It's your one.
14:17It's my book, it's my book.
14:19No, no, you don't have anything.
14:23Come on.
14:28Look at me.
14:29Look at me.
14:30I can't talk to you.
14:32It's okay.
14:33Don't mind us.
14:35You should talk to your sister.
14:36She's a wise woman.
14:39Look at me.
14:42I can't talk to you, honey.
14:44No, no, no, no.
14:47Don't.
14:48I can't talk to you, honey.
14:48I want you to go with, honey.
14:49It's just eating it.
14:52Just.
14:53Look at the mark.
14:56I know, fuck this.
14:58It is just...
15:26You go to many beaches as a kid.
15:32I came here.
15:33My mum would give me money for a donkey ride and I'd put all of it into one of those
15:38two-piece slot machines in the arcade.
15:46Are you okay?
15:56Well, the bishop told me this morning that I should be ashamed of myself, so...
16:03No. No, I'm not okay.
16:10I think our bishop is the sort of leader who thinks he should lead through judgment.
16:14I also think he doesn't understand the difference between shame and bravery.
16:19I'm not brave.
16:24When I came back to visit you at the convent, you told me I was a click of his fingers,
16:29Christian.
16:31You don't want him to click two fingers and change something.
16:35Peter, the bishop, he just wants everything the same because it makes him feel safer.
16:42I think you've got nicer since we last spoke.
16:50If I put you in a difficult position, I'm so sorry.
16:52It's never my intention.
16:56I...
16:59I cannot change if I admire you for changing.
17:08If the bishop can't see that, he's without worth.
17:17Come on!
17:19I believe Francis is summing us to the front line.
17:25Tug of war!
17:29Go ahead and raise the rope!
17:36Come on!
17:38Come on!
17:39Come on!
17:39Come on!
17:39Oh dear!
17:40Oh dear!
17:41Oh dear!
17:41Oh dear!
17:43You're quiet.
17:46No.
17:48Just enjoying the day.
17:53You don't look like you're enjoying it.
17:56I am.
17:59I made a mistake bringing you, haven't I?
18:01No.
18:02Look, I...
18:03I...
18:04I am pleased to be here.
18:14I love this stuff.
18:28I am pleased to be here.
18:31We'll be coming.
18:32We are here!
18:32We're here!
18:35Well, we are here.
18:36Here we go!
18:36We will be here.
18:36Here we go.
18:37Here's the thing!
18:40These things...
18:41We'll be here!
18:42We are here!
18:44Thank you!
18:46We're here!
18:46We're here!
18:53I will bring a little water, fast as I can.
19:10I'm so sorry, Father.
19:12I took a war over the ram.
19:15It's my fault.
19:18Shall we let them get set up?
19:20You better have, yeah.
19:22Let's get started, everyone.
19:24Right, will things deal away?
19:26I'm having an A.
19:33The bishop is coming.
19:36Did he tell you?
19:37What?
19:38Yeah.
19:39I'm surprised, too.
19:41He didn't tell me.
19:42I think he wants to show you support.
19:47It must be nice.
19:58I'm sorry.
20:00I don't know where she's gone.
20:02Who's gone?
20:04Tina.
20:06She's still not answering.
20:08Yeah, and we're sure she's not just having a nice time somewhere in an arcade.
20:11She hasn't been herself all day.
20:13She kept saying she was feeling ill, but that, it wasn't that.
20:16Do you know, is there something we should know?
20:18Nothing she's told me, but she's not right.
20:21There's nothing wrong.
20:22She'll just be after a minute to pee.
20:24She'll be fine.
20:24Or something more serious.
20:25Let's arrange a search.
20:27Anyone under 18, find an adult.
20:29You will search with them.
20:31Excuse me.
20:32It's not here.
20:33Have you seen it?
20:35Sorry, I'm...
20:36Tina!
20:44Tina!
20:46Tina!
20:50Tina!
20:59Tina!
21:09It's the road to Bristol, right?
21:14I'm the same whenever I'm feeling less than brilliant.
21:17I always try to go home.
21:20You don't live in my house, then?
21:24Where are you going, then?
21:26Well, I can't go back.
21:28To the coach.
21:30Why?
21:32He wants me to be you, Brother Hicks.
21:36But I'm not you.
21:39Well, thank God for that.
21:40No, I can't be.
21:43I can't be that.
21:46But you don't have to be anything.
21:49No, you don't understand.
21:53I am not my mum.
21:55I don't just drop my knickers for the first guy that looks at me.
22:03Experience with...
22:05Lots of sisters do have experience with men.
22:09I thought he liked me.
22:12And he was wearing something.
22:20Turns out he called me Greasy Tina, just like all the others.
22:25I just...
22:26I thought...
22:30I don't know.
22:33I guess I hoped.
22:45I guess I hoped.
22:48I guess I was going to be...
22:48Sure.
22:50Come on, please.
22:56Uh...
22:57Oh.
22:57She's pregnant.
22:59Oh.
23:09Well, there's still time. It's a late entrance, but people do want to hear you.
23:12Um, I don't think we can right now.
23:17I'm sorry for your wasted trip.
23:19I do like the way they sing.
23:22You're quiet.
23:24But I really came here to talk to you.
23:28I know.
23:29I'm concerned about your father.
23:32Those messages you sent last night.
23:36I apologize.
23:38Do you even know what you said?
23:42No. No. No, you're not.
23:50It's not Christian. It's not. It's not Christian.
23:55People are dying, and we are watching them do it.
23:58You are. You're watching them do it.
24:01Because of the heated fucking floor.
24:03You know, it's, uh, it's an impressive rant. It goes on for two and a half minutes.
24:07I wasn't myself.
24:08Well, just to be clear, you weren't sober.
24:12No. No.
24:14Do we need to make the necessary arrangements? We still have the place you used before.
24:18No, no. I don't think that would be necessary.
24:21You know, it's my own failing as a Christian, but I despise being lectured to by the weak, and it's
24:30the modern disease, isn't it?
24:32But so many people think it's their job to tell me how to better myself, and I think, well, how
24:39arrogant they are.
24:41I am everyone's servant.
24:45But I am God's servant, most of all.
24:48No, no. I know what you are.
24:50Well, he speaks with venom.
24:52I wonder what he wants to say.
24:55Just that I think shaming people is easy, and I think you enjoy it.
24:59I think you hide your own shame a little too tightly.
25:05Sorry.
25:12You'll get another chance.
25:16Fail, and I will make sure that you are no longer part of my diocese.
25:21There'll be no needle exchanges, not even a mention.
25:27No more drinking.
25:29Not even a drop.
25:49Where's he going?
25:51You're not leaving.
25:53I'm afraid I have to.
25:54Are you going to reimburse the tickets?
25:56Well, tell you not to charge for tickets.
25:59You arrogant...
25:59Go on, go on, go on, please.
26:00Do, tell me.
26:02Tell me what I am.
26:06Hmm.
26:09I'm sorry.
26:13I'm sorry.
26:15I'm sorry.
26:18I'm sorry.
26:30I'll tell you, are you angry at me?
26:35No.
26:36I am angry at me.
26:43I don't know what I do now.
26:45Now what?
26:47I'm just going to be supporting you in a different way.
26:52And my dad?
26:53And the first thing we're going to do is make sure you're out of that house.
26:56We'll try and find you somewhere safe to stay.
26:59I can't do that.
27:00Where you can continue your education, you work at the church, and it's somewhere safe to have a child.
27:07If I leave, he kills Mum. He's told me that. And her.
27:14And she leaves too?
27:15She won't. You know that.
27:20This isn't some...
27:25He isn't a father. I'm sorry.
27:29No. No.
27:32That's an okay question to ask.
27:36And I get why you asked it.
27:39But no.
27:43He looks at me sometimes.
27:45In a way that I don't like.
27:48But he's never touched me like that.
27:50But...
27:51All he does is hit Mum.
27:57How horrible.
28:02It sounds funny to say, but...
28:05I was more scared to tell you than anyone else.
28:08Even him.
28:11I think because...
28:15I think you're the only one who thought I was better.
28:19You are better.
28:31I get really scared, do you know?
28:36Sometimes I think I'm full of fear.
28:41Sometimes...
28:42I make mistakes.
28:45Horrible, destructive mistakes because of that fear.
28:49But you...
28:51You amaze me.
28:54Because...
28:56Despite...
28:57Everything...
28:59I see your love...
29:01Before I see your fear.
29:06You're God's creature.
29:10And...
29:12We're on a path.
29:13And you'll find great happiness on that path.
29:15Because you meet that path...
29:17With love.
29:21Do you understand?
29:25That's a really nice thing to say.
29:31And...
29:32When it gets hard...
29:34For you...
29:36We're here.
29:38Okay? Not just me, but...
29:40The whole church.
29:42Because...
29:43We believe in you.
29:46We love you.
29:49We love you.
29:57Fare you well, my dear.
30:01I must be gone.
30:05And leave you for a while.
30:10If I roam away...
30:14I'll come back again.
30:17Though I roam...
30:19Ten thousand miles...
30:23My dear...
30:25Though I roam...
30:27Ten thousand miles...
30:39Oh, yonder doth sit...
30:43That little turtle dove...
30:47He doth sit...
30:49On yonder high tree...
30:54I'm making a moan...
30:58For the loss of his love...
31:02As I will do...
31:05For thee, my dear...
31:09As I will do...
31:14Oooo...
31:18Oooo...
31:29We thought we could have a pint.
31:32Sparking water for you, obviously.
31:34Wash away the worst of the day with carbonated water.
31:37If you fancy it.
31:39You know, it's kind of awful, but I should go back.
31:45Another win.
31:47No dead bodies, no drowned souls.
31:50Yeah.
31:53It's great.
32:04You may not realise it, but I like you very much.
32:10I actually like everyone a lot more than people think.
32:16Thanks, Francis.
32:36So now everyone knows?
32:37Not everyone, but some people.
32:42And are you keeping it?
32:44You know, you're the first that asked me that.
32:47Of course I am.
32:49Yeah, I guess Catholics don't ask that question.
32:51Yeah.
32:53How do you think...
32:55How are you going to tell your dad?
32:58I haven't thought about that yet.
33:00Or I have, but I'm just...
33:02I'm trying not to.
33:04What, you think he'll be okay?
33:06He won't give you too much shit, will he?
33:08I don't think he'll tell me what a good grandpa he'll be.
33:12Can I come in with you?
33:14No.
33:15You sure?
33:16Yeah.
33:19Thanks, though.
33:41I just wanted to talk to you.
33:46Make sure you're okay.
33:50I know Tina was your project.
33:52No, I thought she wasn't.
33:53I thought she was my congregant.
33:55My...
33:56friend.
33:57Can you imagine what I could have done helping her into robes?
34:00Finding her a place in the convent?
34:03There are a lot of confused people in there.
34:06Do you want to have found a way?
34:08No, I've let her down.
34:10Well, at least you tried.
34:15I don't judge you.
34:18Well, maybe I do.
34:20Maybe you do.
34:23But I also love you.
34:26I watched you today.
34:31And I loved you.
34:39How ridiculous I am.
34:42You shouldn't love me.
34:44No.
34:46No, I know.
34:50No, I know.
34:59No, I know.
35:24No, I know.
35:27No, I know.
35:30No, I know.
35:32No, I know.
35:33No, I know.
35:34No, I know.
35:34You okay?
35:36Yeah, I didn't expect it to feel like that.
35:41That's good.
36:30I'm, um, I'm the tempter, and you're, you're a priest.
36:35You've intended me to admit to it that I, I feel for you.
36:40You are not ready for me. You're a priest.
36:44I love you.
36:47Do you?
36:49Or do you love everyone?
36:51Or do you love the way I made you feel just now?
36:53Or do you, I'm sorry, I'm, I'm sorry.
37:00No, no, no, no, no, not like this.
37:02It's not your fault. It's my fault.
37:05I am shameful.
37:06I just kissed a bloody priest.
37:10Just don't, please, I'm sorry.
37:36I've started.
37:38I did. I was hungry.
37:42It looks amazing.
37:47Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
37:51Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
37:53It's okay, darling, it's okay.
37:55I know.
37:59Let it out.
38:01Let it out.
38:12Let it out.
38:14Let it out.
38:16Let it out.
38:17I don't think I'm going to die.
38:47No.
39:03I'm cold, I can't.