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Love Story - Season 1 - Episode 04: I Love You
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00:37Happiness lies in your own hand
00:42It took me much too long
00:45To understand how it could be
00:52Until you shaved your own
00:55I like that. You've got a great manicure.
00:59John!
01:00Hey.
01:01Who are you with?
01:02I'm flying solo tonight.
01:03Congrats on the line.
01:04I've been dying to put a coffee table into this world
01:07Since I was old enough to put my chin on one.
01:09And Donald Judd furniture in the flagship store.
01:12You've got guts.
01:13One, America will appreciate a little Donald Judd injection
01:17Into their boring homes.
01:19And two...
01:19Who told you about the flagship store?
01:21Well, that was my two. Who told you?
01:23It's top secret.
01:24I have my sources.
01:26So do I, John.
01:27So do I.
01:29I'm gonna get a drink.
01:33I'm too nice.
01:35No, no, absolutely not.
01:38Something's coming over
01:43Something's coming over
01:52Something's coming over
01:57Something's coming over
02:01Something's coming over
02:14Kelly convinced me to have riding lessons, and I fell off a roof.
02:18Disaster.
02:19Hasn't stopped talking about it.
02:21I'm never going on a horse again.
02:22Hey, guys, I'm going to take off.
02:24Got an early morning.
02:25Oh, I don't believe you for a second.
02:27Who are you chasing tonight?
02:28I'm kind of off the market, Calvin.
02:31Good night.
02:32Good night, John.
02:33I'll bet he's on his way down for a nightcap and man-off.
02:38You never know.
02:39Fell off.
02:40Anyway, I fell off.
02:42I broke my collarbone.
02:43I ended up in the hospital for three weeks.
02:54Oh, he's the fire.
03:01Stop, stop.
03:02I fell off.
03:02I fell off.
03:03I fell off.
03:03I fell off.
03:03Right there.
03:05Go.
03:06Go.
03:07Ten paces ahead.
03:08Twenty.
03:30Oh, you got to be fucking kidding me.
03:33Did you forget your keys again?
03:34No.
03:35They've got to go here somewhere.
03:36Wow.
03:37I'm good.
03:38It's just not in the cards for us tonight.
03:40Don't you.
03:40We like it.
03:42Oh, my God.
03:42Hi.
03:43Oh, thank God.
03:46Thank you, sir.
03:47Good night.
04:00Seriously, I have to sleep at home tonight.
04:02I told you on the way over.
04:03Oh, you always say I don't know.
04:22A wedding band.
04:24I knew there was something you were telling me.
04:27It's my dad's.
04:30What time is it?
04:317.30.
04:33Oh.
04:33You don't have to be in until 9, so you know.
04:36No.
04:37No, I have to get out of here before your photo seagulls arrives downstairs.
04:41No, come back.
04:43We can both leave later together.
04:46Oh, yeah?
04:46It's gonna happen eventually.
04:48Mm-hmm.
04:49I was lucky enough the first time to miss the photos.
04:52I'm just very, very happy there's a second time.
04:54Me too.
04:57But I like it just right here.
04:59Just us.
05:03That's it.
05:05Okay.
05:07Can I borrow this?
05:13I should at least look a little different if I'm gonna go in in the same clothes.
05:20What?
05:21You're gonna do it.
05:23You're gonna do it, aren't you?
05:24You're gonna break my heart.
05:26You're gonna break my heart.
05:27Is that your morning after line?
05:29So smooth.
05:31Oh, it just makes me wanna call into work.
05:34Mm-hmm.
05:35Quit.
05:36Mm-hmm.
05:36Stay in bed all day.
05:37Mm-hmm.
05:41I was the very first person to break your heart.
05:45If it ever happens, you'll be the first to know.
06:16Did you see this?
06:19Like they're stealing the Kate posters.
06:21Give me that controversy.
06:23I love it.
06:24Mm-hmm.
06:25However, there's this.
06:28Kate's irate.
06:29Irate about what?
06:30Being an overnight sensation with the world at her feet?
06:33I think it's more about the world in her face.
06:35I actually kind of feel for her.
06:37Oh, come on.
06:38She knew what she was signing up for.
06:41Did she?
06:43She was just a girl from Croydon who booked a job and then all this.
06:47I don't think she expected to be a sensation any more than we did.
06:50Well, I stopped feeling sorry for famous people a long time ago.
06:53Yes, boo-hoo.
06:54Fame takes some things away from you, but it gives you more.
06:58And if young Kate doesn't like it, she can always go back to Croydon.
07:01Mm.
07:03Over your dead body.
07:06Hey, what is that that you're wearing?
07:09It's really kind of terrific.
07:11Oh, I just threw it on this morning.
07:17What are you doing?
07:19No.
07:20God, please, no.
07:22I hate it when you do this.
07:23Don't run away from me.
07:25God.
07:26No.
07:28You can run, but you cannot hide.
07:32Come on.
07:33You're wonderful.
07:35It's one.
07:42Aphrodite, second century B.C.
07:45I broke this once, glued it back together.
07:49She never noticed.
07:50Of course she did.
07:55Do we really have to sell all of this?
07:57No, not everything.
07:58That's why we're here.
07:59It's just the public auction of it all feels so intrusive.
08:04Well, a private auction isn't going to generate a fraction of the money we need
08:07to pay off a 34 million dollar inheritance tax.
08:12They cataloged my high chair.
08:14Do you want to bid on it?
08:16Oh my god.
08:20Wow.
08:21I'd ask what that is, but like any true artist, you stated it very clearly on the page.
08:26This is an airplane.
08:28I can't believe she kept this.
08:29Is it flying over fire or the ocean?
08:33The landscape is subjective.
08:36She'd keep that.
08:40Oh, her swimming ring.
08:43She'd wear this when she'd swim so she wouldn't lose her engagement and wedding ring.
08:47I love that that is what was disposable in her mind.
08:55How are you holding up?
08:59It still feels surreal.
09:02Hmm.
09:03I think of things that would make her laugh and suddenly I'm reminded that she's not here anymore.
09:07I think this is the first time in my life where I actually feel as old as I am.
09:12Well, when you can't agonize over your parents mortality, you have no choice but to contemplate your own.
09:18Hell of an appraisal.
09:21It's funny, now that I have kids of my own, I really understand why she needed to parent us differently.
09:26You realize from the minute they're born, you need to be a different parent completely.
09:31Clean slate.
09:32How do you think she parented us differently?
09:35I think after dad, we were just ensconced in so much chaos.
09:39You needed structure and stability and I didn't want to be treated like a little kid anymore.
09:44I refuse to be.
09:45That I remember.
09:48I do like to think she held on until she knew you were ready.
09:52Ready for what?
09:53To make a life for yourself as you see fit.
10:01I gotta go.
10:02Okay.
10:02Oh.
10:04I'll see you later.
10:05Okay.
10:06Don't forget about dinner at ours.
10:08Saturday.
10:09And don't break anything.
10:11I'll try.
10:21Fuck, Narzi, this is so good.
10:27Don't show this to Calvin.
10:28Keep this for yourself.
10:29By the time I get the nerve to leave him, this rag will return to the earth.
10:35Aren't you gonna go get it?
10:36No, just let it ring.
10:39Hello, please leave a message after the tone.
10:43Hi, it's me, John.
10:45Oh.
10:45Just, uh, see if you're around.
10:48Mm-hmm.
10:49All right, bye.
10:50Oh, keep going.
10:52Oh, you are unreal.
10:53Screening him.
10:54What, did you read that in the rules or something?
10:55It's just feeling a little intense.
10:57Yeah, as it should be.
10:58Jesus.
10:59Enjoy it a little.
11:01Have some fun.
11:02You always know when to bail.
11:03I think I might have missed the moment this time.
11:05It's all moving really fast.
11:07I'm meeting his friends tomorrow for drinks.
11:11I don't know.
11:11Oh, sick of JFK Jr.
11:15Life's so tough, huh?
11:17What do you want?
11:18Can you just call him John?
11:19He's got like a post headline.
11:21Okay.
11:22I don't know what I want.
11:27You know, I know what I don't want.
11:30If this keeps going, the press is gonna find out.
11:32Maybe in a month.
11:34Maybe tomorrow.
11:36Before that happens, I need to know that it's real.
11:38I can't just have fun and then forever be known as JFK Jr's ex.
11:43Hey, Carolyn, please.
11:44His name is John.
11:48Just go.
11:49It'd be weird.
11:52Hello.
11:53Please leave a message now to the tone.
11:56Hi, it's me again.
11:57Sorry to clog up your machine like this, but I totally forgot to tell you something.
12:01Yeah, and I'm like right outside your apartment right there.
12:05Oh, I know I have to come and see you.
12:06No, no, no.
12:07Ow, ow, ow.
12:08And I was thinking about going to get a burger down to that breezy point.
12:13They know who I am and they don't give one shit.
12:15It's really nice.
12:16It's right on the water.
12:17They've got boats you can cruise around on, fresh air.
12:20And I was wondering if you'd want to come.
12:24You don't go out there right now, I will.
12:27Stay, stay.
12:27I'm not screening my calls right now.
12:39I guess you are home.
12:41You're wild.
12:42If you make sure you're connected
12:44The writing's on the wall
12:47But if your gun's neglected
12:50Stumble, you might fall
12:51Stumble, you might fall
12:56Stumble, you might fall
13:05I ain't gonna go blind
13:10See through you
13:13See through you
13:15See through you
13:18See through you
13:27I know that there's a ton of political magazines out there, but this one's gonna be different.
13:31It's gonna be full of ideas from unexpected places, uh, uh, public squares...
13:34Your magazine needs to be sexy.
13:37Sorry, I love your ideas about content, but I talk about magazine ad buys all day
13:42And if you're gonna compete with a whole newsstand of sexy covers, then your cover
13:47Has got to be sexy and let their brains be changed by what's on the inside
13:53You sound like Berman
13:54Could this Berman fellow actually be right about something?
13:57Well, he's right about a lot of things
13:59He may not have magazine experience, but he's brilliant
14:01And he's my partner, and he's always had my back
14:05I trust him
14:06And trust for me it's hard to come by
14:10Yeah, same
14:13You close with your dad?
14:15You always wear that, but he never seems to come up
14:18Really close with my stepdad
14:21Dad, dad, he was great
14:24Shit, have I met something?
14:26Did you lose your dad too?
14:27No, no, no, no, my real dad's still alive
14:29It was just your typical suburban 1970s divorce, but I was young so it didn't register
14:34You know, bad things can register even if you're too young to understand them
14:40Maybe
14:43But hey, I cut you off, go on about the magazine
14:46Convenient how that steers you away from talking about yourself
14:51I put this on then
14:53I think I put this one off
14:56Or I did too
14:59You like this song?
15:01What animal doesn't like Sade?
15:09Come here
15:09I gave you love
15:16I gave you all that I have inside
15:20And you took my love
15:22You took my love
15:27This is no ordinary love
15:43The magazine cover should be sexy
15:45It could be sexy on the outside, wonky on the inside
15:50Well, I think I've been trying to sell you on that exact concept for months
15:54Yeah, well, maybe you were right
15:56You are right about something sometimes
15:58Oh
15:59Maybe you can realize that sooner in the future
16:01I'll try, try harder
16:03Hey guys
16:06So where's the latest victim?
16:08Santina, be nice
16:10I heard a little about her from Trey at Tunnel
16:13He says he sees her out
16:15A lot
16:16Well, I think I know her a little bit better than your random drug dealer
16:19Trey's a random drug friend, okay?
16:22Just keep in your back, checking around, no big
16:25Where is she?
16:30Wow, someone's giving John the John treatment
16:33Well, every minute she's slayed, I'm loving her more
16:35Do you think she's gonna show?
16:38Well, she is the first woman I've dated who doesn't want to be seen with me in public, so
16:42I'm not counting Madonna
16:46Seriously, she's different
16:47He does
16:48Okay
16:49They're always different
16:51Sounds like my ex-girlfriend
16:52Yeah
16:52Yep
16:55Hi, sorry I'm late
16:57It was a work thing
16:59Just went on and on
17:00Hi
17:02Carolyn, Santina, Michael, Anthony, Tommy
17:06Collin
17:07Hi, Santina, Michael, Anthony, Tommy, Collin
17:14Thank you
17:15It's a pleasure
17:18Carolyn, Berman and I were just talking about the mag
17:21What was it you were asking about, that discount thing?
17:25Oh, I just asked John if you guys were doing frequency discounts
17:31A rate for buyers who place a certain number of ads in a period?
17:35Yeah, yeah, we're working on that, yeah
17:38Berman, you think we should hire her?
17:39Oh, you can't afford me
17:41I told John I, I love your idea for the covers, it's just smart
17:47Thank you
17:48Is it smart like the kayak company?
17:53Or is it smart like the rent-a-dog company?
17:56Hey, that was a good idea
17:57You and John, just too smart
17:59Yeah, what can I say?
18:00Yeah, okay, anything more involved in the ball of yarn that Colin gets to play with the dad's investment firm
18:04is a little bit too much for him to grasp
18:06I will die richer than all of you
18:09You know, we haven't seen the waiter in a while, I'm gonna go get a bottle from the bar
18:13Yes, please
18:14That's something good, yeah
18:18So, how's everything at Calvin Klein?
18:21Calvin's great, we're about to launch our new unisex fragrance, so if you guys play your cards right
18:26What does it smell like?
18:28Oh, you know, like you could go either way
18:31So, fitting
18:45Hey, that, that happens literally everywhere the guy goes
18:48You won't take her number, not in front of you
18:51He's just being polite
18:52To her to me
19:06What you got?
19:08White wine
19:10Whoa
19:10Hey
19:11All right
19:12We're in public
19:12Here we go
19:13No, where's my glass?
19:14Eh, the, the, the
19:15Go, go, go, go
19:20How about it?
19:20Nice lighter
19:22Blue eyes
19:25Gift from an axe
19:26Oh
19:36What does she expect from Margo?
19:38Oh, still such a freaking DG girl
19:45Hey, do you know Trey from tunnel?
19:48Trey?
19:48Um
19:50Nope, why, is he a friend of yours?
19:52From what I've heard, I hope not
19:55Smells like victory
19:56He's just being polite
19:57Far more interesting
19:59You guys, I gotta go
20:00No, stay for dinner
20:01You said drinks, I made dinner plans
20:03We have more questions, cancel
20:04You do not know my mother, you do not cancel on Anne-Marie Messina
20:08Well, take me with you, these guys bore me
20:10You also don't know my mother, showing up with you spur of the moment would not go over well with
20:14Anne-Marie Messina
20:15But you guys, this was so fun
20:18After hearing so much about you
20:20No matter what John says
20:22I think you guys are great
20:25Bye
20:26Bye, the next one, when we have more time
20:30Damn, always leave them wanting more
20:32This one knows how to play the game
20:37Yeah, hold on a second
20:42She's not playing
20:44You guys just don't know a real one when you see one
20:47I've seen plenty of real ones
20:53Hey
20:55What are you doing tomorrow night?
20:58My sister's throwing a party, you should come
21:01Wouldn't that be a little soon?
21:04Yeah, but I want you to meet her
21:09Okay, sure
21:11Sure, why not?
21:12Great
21:28What can I bring?
21:29A bottle of wine?
21:30Flowers?
21:31No, no, they've always got everything covered
21:34I'm just happy to bring you
21:37Night
21:37Bye
21:50Calvin has his moods
21:51But if you give him space and remind him of the bigger picture, he comes around
21:54I kind of want to meet him, but I'm scared
21:58Mom, stop cleaning
22:00It's just gonna get messy as soon as you leave
22:02Oh, I cannot eat my dinner looking at this
22:05All right
22:07Well, I hope he knows how lucky he is to have you
22:09Because I could not endure that kind of ego day in and day out
22:13Yeah, probably makes you want to be around like
22:17Normal hard-working people like low maintenance
22:22Low profile
22:23Stop
22:24What? What does that mean?
22:26Nothing
22:26No, just tell her
22:27There's nothing to tell
22:28She's not gonna care
22:29Stop
22:31Carolyn's hanging out with John again
22:33John?
22:34Sorry, Kennedy Jr. I should have clarified
22:36Well, what happened to the movie star that he left you for?
22:43Nobody left anybody
22:44Mm-hmm
22:45Both of us were just
22:48It was bad timing
22:50But it's good timing now?
22:52It's different this time
22:55But it's also not serious, we're just having fun
22:58Oh, yeah, like going to his sister Caroline's house tomorrow
23:02Lauren, can you just stop?
23:04No, no, no
23:04She seems like a ball
23:08So it's not serious, it's new
23:11But you're meeting his sister?
23:13It's just a party
23:15It's not like we're meeting up to meet each other
23:17It's really, it's not a big deal mom, I swear
23:19Right, well, but you're giving him a second chance
23:22So that leads me to believe otherwise
23:25Right?
23:26Listen, honey
23:28Everything is going so well right now
23:31And that is because of who you are
23:34Just you
23:35And the hard work that you do
23:39I just don't want you to lose yourself
23:42When has that ever happened?
23:44Exactly
23:45I also didn't think you were the kind of woman who says
23:50It's different this time
23:57You want some sweet and sour sauce?
24:00Stop
24:17I
24:23Run side
24:26See?
24:27You're gorgeous
24:30Come on
24:34This is friendly territory
24:35You're gonna love you
24:48This is a dinner
24:55Yeah, sort of, I guess
24:57I thought this was a party party
25:00This is a party party
25:01Hello
25:01Hi
25:02Hi
25:02How are you?
25:03Good
25:03Good
25:04Good
25:05Hi
25:06Caroline, this is my sister Caroline
25:08Hi
25:08Good to meet you
25:08Likewise
25:09Hi guys, hi
25:10Thank you so much for having me
25:12Of course
25:13Happy birthday, Caroline
25:15Thank you, Sonia
25:18I'm gonna go make a quick adjustment
25:20Uh, would you grab her a drink?
25:21Absolutely
25:22Excuse me
25:22She likes white wine
25:24Coming right up
25:25We'll be right back
25:26Anthony
25:36I'm so sorry
25:38John failed to mention
25:39I was crashing his sit-down dinner
25:41Oh, it's fine, please
25:42He does that kind of thing all the time
25:45I
25:46I just mean that he's forgetful
25:48Not that he's bringing women unannounced
25:53He also didn't mention it's your birthday
25:55Happy birthday
25:56Thank you
25:58Oh, there's Ed with your wine
26:00Thank you
26:00Sure
26:02Do you want to drop your coat?
26:04Sure
26:09Wait, what?
26:11Well, I forgot my line
26:12I had to improvise
26:13It's Glen, Gary Glen Ross
26:14You can't even make shit up
26:16St. David's put on Joseph's
26:17Technicolor Dreamcoat every year
26:19And John had one line
26:20And he always went up on it
26:22And his voice cracked every time
26:23I did the production at Greystone
26:25I played Joseph
26:26That's my mother's name
26:27Hey
26:29He's 73 going on 100
26:33But I felt like I owed him some kind of criticism
26:36Otherwise I would have thought
26:37I was going to be sure
26:38It's so funny
26:39To this day
26:41When people ask
26:42Where'd you go to college?
26:43He says in Cambridge
26:45Yes, Caroline always used to say
26:47Just outside of Boston
26:48Like it's not public record
26:50Caroline, where'd you go?
26:52Uh, BU
26:52Oh, you know what, Serena?
26:53I just realized
26:54You went to Princeton
26:55So you're shit out of luck, aren't you?
26:57Well, okay
26:57I am a proud tiger
26:59But we both know that it's not the same thing
27:01Anyway, say what you were saying earlier about the lamb
27:03That's my mother's recipe
27:04Oh, yeah
27:05Oh, no
27:06Did you ever cook?
27:07Me?
27:08Yeah
27:08No
27:15What are you looking for?
27:16Candles
27:18Ed was going to go to the deli
27:19But I know they're here somewhere
27:23Are you mad at me or something?
27:25Why would I be mad at you, John?
27:28All right, you already don't like her
27:30I don't know her
27:32You didn't bother to tell me you were bringing her
27:34So allow me to catch up
27:35All right, well that's not her fault
27:37I mean, she understands she wasn't expected here tonight
27:39Why would you put her in that position?
27:41Well, I really didn't think you would mind
27:45You say you're feeling older
27:48Wonderful
27:49Act like it
27:57I'm assuming if you've brought her here tonight, she's important to you
28:05She is
28:06She's very important to me
28:11I'm really starting to feel like she's my person
28:19Then act like she's your person
28:35I love you
28:38I love you
28:38I love you
28:44Happy birthday to you
28:45Happy birthday to you
28:50Happy birthday dear Caroline
28:56Happy birthday to you
29:11Hey Kelly, have you seen these wraps?
29:15What?
29:16Nothing
29:19Oh shit, who told you?
29:21Don't worry, come sit
29:23No, do people know?
29:24I don't want people to know
29:25Hilarious
29:26The one woman who doesn't want to be known as his girlfriend is his girlfriend
29:30Yeah, I don't want to be known as someone's other half
29:32Neither do I
29:34Trust me
29:35No, Kelly, I didn't mean it's a bad thing to be a famous person's other half
29:40And you and Calvin, you're married, you have a business together, you're a team
29:47We're
29:47I don't even know what we are yet
29:48Well, it's a good thing you didn't start a few years ago
29:51I mean, he has to settle down soon and get on with it
29:54John single at 40 is not a good look
29:58You've got good timing
29:59No, I'm not timing anything
30:01Oh, I know
30:01You're not like that
30:04That's the beauty of it
30:06And he's such a good guy
30:09And he just keeps getting better
30:12Don't worry it to death
30:13Hey, if it all works out, you're here for a couple more years and then you get to be a
30:19Kennedy
30:20Could be a lot worse
30:24I just wanted you to know how happy I am for you
30:28But even more happy for him
30:30Thanks
30:32But can you please not tell anyone
30:35Oh
30:36Please don't tell Calvin
30:38Oh, please, unless something directly affects Calvin, it doesn't exist
30:42Oh, um, will you come to the meeting at three o'clock today with the flagship architects
30:48Three o'clock today
30:52Yep
30:56Don't tell anyone
30:58Okay
31:06Hey fellas
31:07Good job
31:08Yeah
31:10When the little hand
31:11Oh, don't give me that
31:16How you doing?
31:17Yeah
31:21Has she showed up yet?
31:22I haven't seen her
31:24I haven't seen her
31:25She did great last night, by the way
31:28Not sure I did
31:29I didn't exactly tell Carolina I was bringing someone
31:32Oh, dude
31:33And forgot to mention to Carolyn that it was Caroline's birthday
31:36Yeah
31:37Or that it was a dinner
31:39Oh, my God
31:42But, well
31:44I guess you were just
31:46Being you
31:49I love you, buddy, but that is kind of classic you
31:51Shit
31:52I don't think it works for her
31:55No, I don't think it really works for me either anymore
31:59Yeah, she's the first woman I've dated in years who's not actively trying to marry me
32:04Either that or she's playing some Kasparov-level chess
32:08Well, from what you've been telling me, I don't think she's playing chess
32:10I-I think you just finally met someone who's kind of
32:15Great
32:16Who isn't interested in the bullshit that follows in your wig
32:19Not all of it, at least
32:22I just don't want to blow it, you know
32:24Yeah
32:26I don't know, so maybe don't
32:32Yeah
32:32Yeah
32:33Yeah
32:33Yeah
32:34You're always full of great advice, buddy
32:35Thank you
32:38You okay?
32:39Yeah
32:39Yeah
32:40Down, set, hut
32:55Hey, who knows what time it is?
32:57Well, it's like 345
33:00Yeah, thanks
33:03See ya
33:03Good game
33:05Good game
33:36Hey, hey, hey, sorry about football
33:39Kelly had me stay late for a meeting
33:45How was the game?
33:46Did you win?
33:47Yeah
33:47Yeah
33:51What's a girl gotta do to get a scoop of Chardonnay around here?
33:54It's in the fridge
34:05What is it?
34:06What's wrong?
34:07Nothing
34:07Just thinking about how we met
34:12I'm just trying to remember
34:14It was Calvin's idea to introduce us, yeah?
34:19Why are you asking me this?
34:24John, what's wrong?
34:25You have to tell me right now
34:26You know
34:27It would have been fine if you asked him to introduce us
34:31I didn't ask anyone to introduce us
34:34Then Calvin did
34:36Then you asked for my number
34:37Then I didn't give it to you
34:38Then you tracked me down in the showroom
34:41Okay, I'm not gonna stand here and wait for you to tell me
34:44Whoever the fuck this is
34:45I'm gonna get my shit and leave
34:48Somebody left a letter in my bag
34:50There's a lot of stuff about you
34:53Like men you've dated
34:56Drugs
34:58Shady friends that you've got
34:59Things like
35:01Like you were trying to meet me
35:03That you were fixated on me
35:05That you were asking everybody about me
35:07That you were trying to land me
35:12Where is it?
35:15Where is it?
35:16Where is it?
35:22Hold on, Carolyn
35:24Shut up
35:38I've been driving myself crazy trying to figure out what's between us
35:44Where this is going
35:45How strong it is
35:46And this
35:47This is
35:48This is how strong it is for you
35:51Someone writes these terrible things about me
35:53And some friend of yours shoves it in your back
35:55Suddenly everything between us just disappears
35:57Carolyn, hold on
35:58That's all it takes
35:59Carolyn
36:00This is it
36:01That's all that's between us
36:03Carolyn, just wait a second
36:05Goodbye, John
36:17I'm sorry
36:17Carolyn, please, Carolyn
36:19Where are you?
36:22I'm sorry
36:23Carolyn, please, please call me back
36:26Looking out the door
36:28I see the rain
36:29Fall upon the funeral mourners
36:38Parading in the wake of sad relations
36:41Parading in the wake of sad relations
36:41As the shoes fill up with water
36:51Maybe I'm too young
36:55To keep good love from going on
37:01But tonight
37:04You're on my mind
37:07So
37:07You'll never know
37:14Broken down and hungry for your love
37:18But no way to feed it
37:20So it was someone you were playing with?
37:22I mean, I assume so, yeah
37:24We were in the middle of Central Park
37:25Jesus Christ
37:27Of all the impulses you've indulged
37:29Whether it's ice climbing or diving for sunken treasure
37:33This might be the most thoughtless
37:35I mean, for someone who's dragged through the rumor mill on a daily basis
37:39You'd think you'd exercise a little more discernment for running to the woman you claim to care about
37:44With an anonymous letter assassinating her character
37:47Yeah, I don't know what I was thinking
37:49I just fucked with my head
37:51If someone who claimed to be my friend cravenly stuffed an anonymous note into my bag
37:57I'd take a really hard look at the company I'm keeping
38:02People give me a hard time about being closed off and guarded
38:08But this is why, John
38:11My whole life I've watched people ingratiate themselves with mom
38:16Calls for playdates with girls at school I never even knew
38:18It drove me crazy
38:22I know you like to give people the benefit of the doubt because it makes you believe that your life
38:25is normal
38:27But it isn't
38:30It's never been normal
38:32It never will be normal
38:34And if you let everyone in because you're afraid of looking like a bad guy
38:39Then who does that leave room for?
38:41So what are you saying I do?
38:44Change my whole world?
38:45Fire all my friends?
38:46No
38:47I mean, maybe I could help make suggestions at a later date
38:55You were raised by judicious women
38:58You know who you can trust
38:59Yeah, I trust her
39:02She's the only one who doesn't want something from me
39:04Well, that's obviously not true
39:06Because if she cares about you she's going to have wants and needs
39:10They just shouldn't have anything to do with your access or your notoriety
39:14No, she doesn't even want to talk to me
39:16I don't blame her
39:17Then try harder
39:19And if it doesn't work out then learn from it and be better next time
39:23Just please no more actresses
39:26You're way too high maintenance
39:31I love you
39:33Love you
40:08How'd you get in here?
40:10The super let me in
40:14Well, I'm gonna get it fired
40:18Please don't
40:20John, don't
40:23There's no coming back from that
40:25I'm an idiot
40:26You're not an idiot, you're just weak
40:29Yes
40:30Yes, absolutely
40:31I'm weak, I have a weakness
40:33A big one
40:34Don't
40:37The world gets out of my way
40:38It just winks and waves me through
40:41It gives me what I want when I want it mostly
40:46I enjoy the way the world treats me
40:49Who wouldn't
40:51But I know that deep down
40:55The way I live my life isn't real
41:03So when someone wrote that
41:04It wrote that you were not real
41:06That you were exactly what I was afraid of
41:10It made me doubt my whole experience with you
41:12Because my experience is generally not trustworthy
41:16You know
41:20I'm always trying to understand what parts are real and what parts aren't
41:24But us
41:26That felt so, so real
41:35The whole world
41:37Makes you look unreal
41:40But when it was just
41:41Just us, just you and me, no world
41:44That was
41:49You somehow seemed so much better than the world's version
41:53And then you didn't
41:56This, I don't wear this because I love my father
42:01I wear this to remind me that what he seemed to be
42:04He wasn't
42:06And anyone else who seems as wonderful as he did
42:09They're
42:11They're probably not either
42:15I wear it to remind me to be careful and I am
42:23I'm, I'm too careful
42:26I'm not careful enough
42:29Everything, everything for me right now
42:31It's all question marks
42:33Except for you
42:35You, this
42:37This is where I begin
42:39If you let me
42:40I, I love you
42:46I love you
42:47I love you so much, Carolyn
42:49I never thought I could love someone like this
42:51I couldn't
42:52Until now
42:56Until you
43:00That's real
43:02This is real
43:05But I want to start right now
43:13I love you too
43:43I don't want to keep you to see
43:44It's a secret
43:46We'll get into that later
44:20But I want to start right now
44:21I don't want to start right now
44:25It's a secret
44:25We're doing so
44:25Very far
44:27You can't stand right now
44:39I don't want to stop
44:39I don't want to stop
44:40And I can't speak
44:40It's a secret
44:41I can't speak
44:41I can't speak
44:42I can't speak
44:42I can't speak
44:42You can't use my hand
44:49If you're here, if you could have done
44:54Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
44:59I'm sure I'm happy with you, but it's just your attitude
45:03It's tearing me apart, it's ruined every day
45:09And I swore, I swore I would be true
45:14And so did you, so why were you holding her hand?
45:22Is that the way we stand? We're lying all the time
45:27Was it just a game to you? But I'm in it so deep
45:34You know I'm such a fool for you
45:39You got me wrapped around your finger
45:44Do you have to let it linger?
45:47Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger?
45:52Oh, I thought the world of you
46:00I thought nothing could go wrong
46:05But I was wrong, I was wrong
46:11If you, if you could get by
46:16Trying not to lie
46:19Things wouldn't be so confused
46:23And I wouldn't feel so used
46:26But you always really knew
46:28I just wanna be with you
46:30I'm in it so deep
46:35You know I'm such a fool for you
46:40You got me wrapped around your finger
46:44Do you have to let it linger?
46:49Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger?
46:55Do you at least...
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