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Grey's Anatomy-Season 22 Episode 18
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00:05James Arison, an Australian blood donor, was nicknamed the man with the golden arm.
00:12His blood contained a rare antibody necessary to make a life-saving medication.
00:17Auntie Dee.
00:21We have kids. Did you forget about them?
00:23Or have you just made up your mind and now I have to be the bad guy to tell you
00:26not to go?
00:26That's not what's happening.
00:27Or destroy a bridge collapse. Assumed you need everything.
00:29Whatever you want. Like you always do.
00:31Chief?
00:32I'm sorry. I just need a minute to take care of something.
00:35Want me to have the desks in that on alert to all available personnel?
00:37That'd be great. Thank you.
00:39Wait, do you have eyes on that bridge?
00:42Probably. Why, you need something?
00:44Owen takes that bridge to work.
00:46Hopefully he wasn't on it. I'll ask my contacts and I'll keep you posted.
00:59Hey, one of ourhas'
00:59Anti-D injections were given to pregnant mothers whose blood wasn't compatible with their unborn babies.
01:09Hy怎麼了?
01:19James donated over 1,000 times.
01:23What he could survive without
01:27saved over 2 million lives.
01:41I checked with the lab.
01:42The mice are still pubescent.
01:44I do not end with them.
01:45That was a rough time in my life.
01:48So while they mature,
01:49we should focus on the estrogen receptors in the brain.
01:51And Nick is kind enough to call over
01:53to the head of radiology at Fox Boston
01:55and see if they'll let us use their FES PET scanner.
01:58Oh, tell him I said thank you.
02:00You can tell him yourself he's on his way here.
02:03I know maybe no ice cream.
02:04We had ice cream when we told him about the divorce.
02:06I know it's good news.
02:09Can we talk tonight?
02:11Hey, Amelia?
02:13Good morning.
02:14Nice mom like that.
02:15You know when you want something really badly
02:17that it can't possibly meet expectations,
02:19but then it actually exceeds them?
02:21I slept with Lucas.
02:22What?
02:23No.
02:23What'd I miss?
02:24She hooked up with Adams.
02:25Hey.
02:26I'm sorry, it just came out.
02:27Wait, last night I thought that was Brian.
02:29Was he there too?
02:31Aren't you fired?
02:32The alert said whoever's available and I'm available.
02:35You were fired?
02:36Whoever was angry.
02:37But I'm going to save a few lives,
02:38get back in his good graces,
02:39and get my job back by the end of the day.
02:41Do you have to?
02:46Oh, I didn't realize you were working in here.
02:48Uh-huh.
02:50Is it all right if I get some tea?
02:51Oh, go ahead.
02:53Ho, pilot.
02:56Summarize this bloated, self-indulgent word salad
02:59into three paragraphs.
03:03Oh.
03:05Much better.
03:07People sending me 60-page compliance reports.
03:10I don't have time for that nonsense.
03:14Apparently, I do.
03:17I heard you got binged.
03:19I'm sorry it came to bed.
03:21You know we cannot fool around with the IRB.
03:23IRB.
03:24I know.
03:26But doesn't it bother you
03:28that they're trying to tell you
03:29how to run your hospital?
03:30Nobody tells me anything.
03:33Everything is a negotiation.
03:34Must be nice having a seat at the table.
03:37It's hard work.
03:38It's what it is.
03:39I had to learn epidemiology,
03:41data analytics,
03:43management theory.
03:44Now somebody's got to do it.
03:49Good morning.
03:51It's not a good morning.
03:52A bridge collapsed.
03:53Am I still smiling?
03:54A little bit, yeah.
03:55Sorry.
03:56I had a really good night.
03:58Me too.
03:59Listen up, everyone.
04:00SFD estimates that there were over 60 cars on that bridge.
04:03We are setting up triage outside
04:05and another area upstairs
04:07for patients who just need observation.
04:09This is an all-hands-on-deck situation, people,
04:12so if you need help, ask.
04:13If you see a need, jump in.
04:15All right, let's go to work.
04:17You ran back pretty early last night.
04:19What?
04:20I texted and called.
04:21I figured you were asleep.
04:22I forgot to turn my phone off, Sal.
04:23I'm sorry.
04:24Yeah, no, it's all good.
04:26Just like old times.
04:27Just be fired.
04:29Cass.
04:30Hey.
04:30Are you doing okay?
04:31Is David okay?
04:32We're okay.
04:33I just can't get to Seattle Press
04:35because of the bridge.
04:36Do you need extra hands?
04:36How many do you have?
04:40More time.
04:42I'm...
04:44I'm...
04:46I'm...
04:46I'm...
05:07I'm...
05:09Damn it.
05:20Help! We need help, please!
05:22We need help!
05:25Please!
05:26I'm Owen Hunt. I'm Chief of Trauma Surgery at Grace Long Memorial.
05:30What's your name?
05:31Josh. My family, we're trapped.
05:34Okay, what's your name?
05:36I'm Hank.
05:37That's the lady.
05:39All right.
05:40I'm gonna help you.
05:41Yeah.
05:47What do we got?
05:49A 30-year-old female injured in a multi-car pileup near the bridge, intubated on the scene.
05:53Paramedics put on the pelvic binder.
05:54All right, everybody stand back.
05:59All right, Dr. Bryant, what do you see here?
06:01A few right rib fractures, but no pneumothorax.
06:03That is correct.
06:04All right, I'm getting paged to another trauma.
06:06Get the pelvic x-ray and I'll be right back.
06:07Okay.
06:10Guys, someone's probably worried about her.
06:12Anyone mind if I get it?
06:12Be my guest.
06:14Hello?
06:15This is Dr. Bryant at Grace Long Memorial.
06:17Sir, listen, your wife has been in an accident.
06:19We are assessing her injuries as we speak, but I need to know, is she on any medication?
06:22Has she had any-
06:26Page OB.
06:26What?
06:27Page OB.
06:28She's pregnant.
06:29I need OB down here.
06:31Was it weird?
06:32I don't remember.
06:33I don't remember.
06:33Are you two getting back together?
06:34No.
06:35It's a one-time mistake.
06:36Griffith, Millen, we're up.
06:3848-year-old Mill, MVC, secondary to bridge collapse, GCS 15, systolic 105, tachycardic, and the 120.
06:47Oh, my God.
06:49Dr. Marsh?
06:49Griffith, Millen, tell something greater than I made.
06:52All right, let's move.
06:55We got you, Dr. Marsh.
07:01Are you able to move at all?
07:03Lainey, is your leg numb, or are you in pain?
07:06Lainey, hey, hey, hey.
07:07Lainey, look at me.
07:08Mom, what's she talking?
07:09Get her doctor a minute, buddy.
07:11Lainey, sweetie, is she okay?
07:12What's happening?
07:15I can't tell the extent of the damage to her leg from out here,
07:17but it looks like it's stuck between the door and this metal.
07:22Josh, I should wipe you unconscious this entire time.
07:26Okay.
07:28Okay, hold on.
07:29Is Mom dying?
07:30Are Mom and Lainey gonna die?
07:40Hold on, sweetie.
07:45All right.
07:46Is bruising on her neck most likely something hit her during impact?
07:52Josh, she can't breathe.
07:54I'm gonna have to place a tube in the skin of her throat.
07:58It's gonna look scary, but it's gonna save her life, all right?
08:01Hey, check on your sister.
08:02Dad!
08:03For God's sake, turn around and check on your sister.
08:10Whoa.
08:10Come on.
08:10Okay.
08:13All right.
08:14Okay.
08:18Breathe.
08:20Breathe.
08:21Come on, come on.
08:22Breathe.
08:24Okay.
08:29You have evidence of abdominal trauma?
08:31Start the fast exam.
08:33Millen, I'm any other patient.
08:35Start at the 10th intercostal space and begin to...
08:38Upper right quadrant.
08:39Yeah.
08:39Nick, I'm here.
08:42Oh, Chris.
08:43What happened?
08:44Is he your husband?
08:45Yes.
08:45What is his fast shell?
08:46He's got free fluid in the abdomen, but he's stable.
08:49We're gonna need a CT with contrast.
08:50He has a transplanted kidney, but his renal function is good.
08:53Okay.
08:53Call radiology and tell them we're on our way.
08:55Let's prep to move.
08:55So I'm your husband?
08:56Is that what you're focused on right now?
09:00BP's dropping.
09:00Hang another unit?
09:01No.
09:02I love you.
09:03I need you to know that.
09:04I love you.
09:04I love you, too.
09:05We need to intubate.
09:07Okay.
09:07Come on.
09:07Let them do their jobs.
09:08Come on, Mary.
09:09Okay.
09:09Okay.
09:10Come on.
09:14Sorry it took me a minute.
09:16How are the creots?
09:17Um, okay.
09:18I think.
09:19Get me up to speed.
09:20This is Morgan Lewis.
09:21She has complex pelvic fractures, which has resulted in lock symphysis.
09:24And she's 32 weeks pregnant.
09:25Let me take a look.
09:26Let us know what you need.
09:27Well, I need to do a pelvic exam, so...
09:32You said she's 32 weeks pregnant?
09:34That's what her husband said.
09:35Yeah, why?
09:35Because I see two feet sticking out.
09:37Get me a ultrasound.
09:39Okay.
09:43Okay.
09:45I can see a heartbeat.
09:48Crap.
09:48Baby's shifted further down into the pelvis.
09:50Now I can't see anything.
09:52Okay.
09:52Let me try something.
09:55Okay.
09:57Come on.
09:59Come on.
10:01Okay.
10:01The pelvic fracture is making it impossible for me to move the baby.
10:04It's stuck.
10:05Can you do a C-section?
10:06It's too far down.
10:06That's why I'm trying to push it back up.
10:10If we don't make room for me to get the baby out, it'll die.
10:13What if I place percutaneous pins to open the pelvic ring?
10:15Could make some space.
10:16You think that can work?
10:17I could try.
10:19Okay.
10:19We need two pins and a drill.
10:22Hey, Chief.
10:24Did someone see Owen?
10:25Not yet, but the dive team found his truck.
10:27Dive team? Where? Was he in...
10:28He wasn't in it, but the driver's side window was broken.
10:30That's a good sign.
10:30Female, 63, hypotensive, lacerations on her head and arms.
10:34Trauma two.
10:35Warren, let's go.
10:36Go.
10:37You okay?
10:37Yeah.
10:38Dislocated shoulder, possible femur fracture.
10:40Okay, trauma one.
10:41I could use some help here.
10:42Where do you need me?
10:44Visitor's area.
10:45You don't work here.
10:46But everyone else is busy.
10:48Don't make me regret this.
10:50She's moving air on her own, but you need to load and go.
10:52She'll be taking a grace load.
10:54Okay, how we doing?
10:56Rainy's breathing funny.
10:59She's severely tachycardic.
11:00Sats are low, her abdomen's bruised, and she's lost a lot of blood.
11:02All right, take a look.
11:04All right.
11:10She's about to code.
11:11Said they'll have Jaws of life here in a couple minutes.
11:13She doesn't have that.
11:19Okay, I'm gonna need an intubation kit, a tourniquet.
11:22And do we have a reciprocating saw down here?
11:23Get me a new blade.
11:24What's going on?
11:28Josh, in order to save Laney, we need to free her from the car right now.
11:31If we wait for the rescue tools, she'll lose too much blood, and she'll die.
11:35So what are you gonna do?
11:38I need to amputate her leg.
11:43Okay?
11:44Yeah.
11:46Okay.
11:47Jaws here.
11:50What's this all for?
11:52I'm gonna get your sister out of here.
11:54Okay, give me the tourniquet.
12:04Laney's gonna be okay, buddy.
12:06Dr. Hunt just needs to get her out first.
12:08But you can't watch, so I need you to close your eyes, Hank.
12:12Buddy?
12:12You hear your dad?
12:19She'll want you to do it.
12:21Lady.
12:22She doesn't get scared.
12:27Do you?
12:30I still think you should close your eyes.
12:32Maybe turn around.
12:35Go ahead.
12:36Turn around.
12:38Good.
12:42Play baseball?
12:44Yeah.
12:45What position you play?
12:46Outfield.
12:47I'm not very good.
12:48Hey, outfield's important.
12:49You can see the whole game from there.
12:51Tell me about your last game, okay?
12:53Play by play, I need you to talk really loud.
12:55Can you do that?
12:59It was on Sunday.
13:00We played the A's.
13:02We were the whole team.
13:04Shannon was sick.
13:06So Miles had to pitch.
13:08He was lowly nervous because he usually plays short style.
13:13There we go.
13:13Adams placed the T holder on that one.
13:15Got it.
13:16Clock's ticking.
13:17I'm acutely aware.
13:18Okay, done.
13:19I need you to manipulate the pelvic ring just enough for me to get the baby out, but not
13:23so much.
13:23But not so much that I rip her pelvic veins and she bleeds out and dies.
13:25Understood.
13:26How do you know how much is too much?
13:27Short answer?
13:28I don't.
13:30You ready?
13:31Uh-huh.
13:34Oh, damn it.
13:35You okay?
13:35Yeah.
13:36Fine.
13:37Any progress?
13:37Hang on.
13:38Okay.
13:38Come on.
13:39Push.
13:39Push.
13:40Push.
13:41Okay, the baby's coming.
13:43And...
13:44Okay, he's out.
13:45Okay.
13:45Scissors.
13:48Good work, everyone.
13:49Yeah.
13:50That was insane.
13:51All right.
13:51It's not over yet.
13:53Wait.
13:53She's leaving!
13:54Brian, Adam, help me get this pelvic binder on.
13:56We're gonna get her ready for the OR.
13:57We're gonna move!
14:02Hey, I just heard.
14:03How is he?
14:04Can you come to the side?
14:06Yeah?
14:12What's going on?
14:16What...
14:22Dr. Marsh was one of the few who, um...
14:25You know, believed in us at the beginning.
14:29Listen, no one will hold it against you if you want to bow out.
14:32Okay?
14:32I...
14:32I can do it.
14:33I just, um...
14:35Just need a minute.
14:38That's Dr. Beckman.
14:39I gotta go.
14:40Hey.
14:42We got this.
14:48He's bleeding from his liver and spleen.
14:49We'll need to keep his pressers up to give the kidney graft its best chance at survival.
14:53He's on his way to the OR now.
14:54How familiar are you with kidney grafts?
14:56I'm an excellent surgeon, but I know what I don't know.
14:58I'm gonna have another doctor monitor his kidney.
15:00I will do it.
15:01I would normally jump at the chance to operate with you, but I don't feel comfortable with this.
15:05I've operated on Nick before. It'll be fine.
15:07You think it'll be fine if he decompensates? If he codes?
15:09You know it'll be as vigilant as I will.
15:10I know that you're scared, but we have an excellent general surgery department.
15:13You trained most of them.
15:19Where are you going?
15:23Her husband, uh...
15:25Her first husband died because of incompetent surgeons.
15:28My God, that's awful.
15:30Yeah.
15:32It really was.
15:36Hey.
15:38How's your apocalypse going?
15:40Intense.
15:40Wilson just delivered a baby, trapped under her pelvis, feet first.
15:43And then Lincoln opens up her hip bones like he's been in metal or something.
15:47You saw it.
15:47I'm sorry, I'm coming at you hot.
15:49It's just I get a little bit, uh, amped when I'm stressed, so...
15:51I'm just tired.
15:52I was up late last night studying.
15:55What were you studying?
15:58Uh, wait, Lucas, um...
16:00Uh, you go ahead, I'll catch up.
16:02Okay, for sure.
16:02Hey, keep your phone on later, yeah?
16:04Yeah.
16:06You two still...
16:07Has anyone told you Marsh is here?
16:08Yeah, he had a conference.
16:10He was in the bridge collapse.
16:12Is he gonna be okay?
16:13He has some internal bleeding, but his renal transplant looks stable.
16:18Look, I gotta go, but can you let him...
16:19Of course. We're taking good care of him.
16:22Thanks.
16:25Dr. Altman, our shoulder dislocation's been reduced.
16:27He's heading upstairs for a femoral spleen.
16:29Do you want to take the arm injury in bed, 9?
16:30Yes, thank you. And, uh, head lack in bed, too.
16:33Quan?
16:35What the hell are you doing?
16:36I asked him to help.
16:37I don't know how I can make this any clearer.
16:39You don't work here.
16:40But the ER's backed up.
16:41Clear out your locker, turn in your badge, and leave.
16:43We don't need your help.
16:44I do. I need his help. Don't go anywhere.
16:47He doesn't have privileges.
16:48I don't care. There are dozens of patients waiting to be seen, and more on the way.
16:51I need hands.
16:52And if he happens to inject someone with an experimental drug today,
16:55which I really don't think he'll do, you can blame me.
16:58Bed 9, go.
17:06Hey.
17:08So, it's mayhem out there. You're in here doing paperwork?
17:10I was benched from surgery.
17:12Well, that's a problem, because I need you in OR, too.
17:14Well, unless you want to return past favors and fight for my medical life...
17:18It's Nick. He was on the bridge.
17:20He's hypotensive.
17:21Needs an XLAP.
17:22He may lose his kidney.
17:23Well, you should have led with that.
17:25I need his full medical history on the way.
17:33I need his full medical history on the way.
17:35You want to make sure my dad gets out?
17:38Hey.
17:38I won't leave until he does, okay?
17:40I'm okay, buddy. I'll see you at the hospital.
17:42Don't get into trouble.
17:44Okay.
17:45Let's go.
17:55my kids won't see right when they lift this thing off me
17:59i'm not an idiot i know what might happen josh you need to hold on we're going to get
18:04you out of here
18:07you know i drive this bridge every day i don't even think i know this anymore
18:13between yelling at my kids to start fighting or my
18:18my wife going over the share calendar a hundred times
18:23you know hell is a share calendar in your 40s right
18:29you got one i do dr hunt we're ready here thank you thank you for getting my family out
18:41in my life yeah i need you to tell them that josh listen could you uh could you take my
18:52whatever it is please josh please okay
19:08okay thank you of course
19:14now
19:22damn it come on josh hang on
19:27you reached owen hunt i'm not available right
19:30altman
19:33you okay
19:34i'm just uh stressed
19:36well about something besides the influx of patients
19:39like you've mobilized this hospital in minutes i've also seen you deal with much bigger
19:44catastrophes owen was on the royer bridge and i haven't heard from him every time i call
19:49him it goes straight to voicemail maybe he just forgot to charge his phone the fire department
19:52found his truck in the water and we had this huge fight last night over a job offer and it
20:00just seems so dumb now it is early so don't give up hope look if you you need some time
20:10to yourself
20:10i can hold things down here i just i just need to keep busy thank you
20:21you okay
20:23yeah it's just a headache
20:26you okay i'm fine
20:29sure
20:31that was a difficult delivery and mom's in rough shape
20:38joe you can talk to me about this stuff
20:40our patient is bleeding internally after her traumatic birth and i have to be the one to stop
20:44it so no i can't actually talk about it right now because if i start thinking about how
20:47terrifying it is i won't be able to do my job my job is to save this woman's life
20:54what do we got sam green 44 car crash in the bridge collapsed systolic's in the 90s sats 96
20:59percent cranked on the scene someone did a crank in the field yeah it's one of those keychain
21:04things some survivalist whack job probably discovered on the internet you have to be a
21:07medical provider to buy it let me in there
21:16that's from dr hunt's keychain i have the same one when i said survivalist whack job i i meant
21:21all right you know um let's uh let's get x-ray in here
21:26we will formalize the tracheotomy once we get a better look at her other injuries
21:33nelson is covering for me on the floor but depending on a patient ct i might be needed
21:36in or three are you sure you want to be up here they can't stop the bleeding it is maxed
21:41out on
21:42pressers i'm not going anywhere i need two clamps followed by a stick tie more traction
21:57i threatened him when you two got together what did you say i asked him to fill your life with
22:03love and joy and if he didn't the threat was implied but trust me he got it turns out i
22:08had nothing to
22:09worry about i'm getting control over here the way you do love and support each other
22:14it's really beautiful so you want me to threaten tony
22:19she wants to be with her ex they can't get in the way of that they have a kid they
22:24were married
22:25so what if they were they also got divorced i've been married and i've been not married it's not the
22:30same the level of commitment i had with owen compared to anyone else it just felt more intentional
22:37it was a choice she has that with celine not me send a tag dr bailey oh no the air
22:50bag is empty
22:51how long since it was placed an hour
22:56his kidney's shutting down it looks like the bleeding's under control now to figure out the anuria
23:03we're gonna need some help out here dash green 43 hon what the hell happened he needs an ed thor
23:10economy
23:10chest was pinned by the steering wheel lost pulses and intubated on the scene i know available trauma rooms
23:14i can get you straight into an or though but you're gonna get that lack assessed i'm seeing him through
23:18somebody pay dolman
23:24maybe it's something simple would reject the foley
23:29no kinks and no signs of obstruction i should be down there no you should not the renal graft looks
23:34healthy on the ct there was no sign of bleeding no sign of trauma i don't want to make another
23:38incision to check it because that alone might risk injuring it could the decreased output be just from
23:43sustained hypotension well that could have explained it before but now that he's stable he
23:46should be putting out more urine look for a clot in the renal artery or vein he had one six
23:50weeks after
23:51his transplant i did the thrombectomy myself okay i need an ultrasound right now i came as soon as i
24:00heard dr bailey oh my god dr bailey you're not supposed to be operating i would have asked for
24:05permission but there wasn't time if the irb gets when the irb gets wind of it have them talk to
24:10me
24:10i asked her to scrub it i needed someone i could trust out there absinthe doppler flow must be a
24:17renal
24:17artery thrombosis so much for not wanting to make another incision hey jendugu or anyone from
24:23vascular we need them in here now i'll let this slide but rules are rules even if you're an experienced
24:29surgeon if you need anything just say the word thank you okay i'm in okay actually this might be my
24:43last surgery do you think i could do the white resection okay all right demarcate where you're
24:51going to do the wedge good clamp distal to that line okay gia stapler right now make sure that you
25:01staple across the lung tissue so that there's a good seal wait wait wait there's edema if you staple
25:09now the line could fail and you could have air leaks you need to wait for a few seconds for
25:13the fluid
25:13to leave the area okay go ahead okay staple line looks good saline inflate the lung please
25:27congratulations dr kwan you are good to close this is or two dr altman they're requesting you
25:33on a case next door okay i'll be right there she'll be there shortly thanks it's easy to see residence
25:39as replaceable you are all at the same point in your training it's hard to stand out tell dr weber
25:46specimen what makes you someone he needs at this hospital you really think that'll work i think
25:52you've got the skills to back it up thank you mhm
26:06and do go all right where are we a clot in the renal vessels of a transplant i need more
26:13labs
26:15but i'll do it better now
26:24this time
26:32after the flood
26:35inserting the fogarty
26:38i didn't want to drown i didn't want to drown you inflate the balloon
26:47clock's out
26:48suction let's get proximal and distal control again
26:52but i'm still too
26:55but i'm still too
26:57i just won't feel
27:12moment of truth
27:13thanks for
27:14come on man come on pick up come on pick up
27:25pick up
27:27oh my god
27:37after the flood
27:42hang out
27:42what do we got
27:46dr ohman
27:49i think i really used to help here
27:55whatever you need i'm right here
28:16what are you doing
28:17hiding from adams
28:18why
28:21i needed a minute
28:23you know today was rough
28:28news said 13 people died
28:31i'd love to say days like this get easier but
28:34not a good liar still horrific
28:35it's our new sucks it's the hours it's the yelling it's the feeling stupid
28:41the disimpactions
28:42so many disimpactions
28:44i just feel like this year it doesn't belong to me
28:46like it's being dictated by someone else and i have no say in the matter
28:50except for when i'm with you
28:53those parts i like
28:55me too
28:59let's get dinner
29:03let's hang out somewhere that isn't the bed or the o.r for once
29:09okay
29:10okay
29:11i gotta go okay i will text you later okay
29:20hey
29:21hey
29:22hey
29:25so marsh is stable
29:29how you doing you all right
29:35i'm watching dr gray stand there while we had dr marsh's life in our hands
29:40if something were to happen to either one of us no one would know that we meant
29:45anything to each other and you know no one will call and
29:55i would want them to call me if something happened to you
30:00i feel the same way
30:06you knew i pulled bailey off surgery i was angry too
30:10but it's what meredith wanted the residency program is barely back on its feet we can't have
30:15management decisions just to make meredith gray feel better let me handle the irv i can be very
30:20persuasive dr weber may i have a word dr fox i am sorry for putting the program in jeopardy but
30:29until then my record has been impeccable i'm quick under pressure and i'm technically skilled beyond
30:33my year your badge
30:38that patient might still be alive because of me
30:42today patients are alive because of me isn't that why we're here to to save lives what you did
30:48today doesn't change what you did before if i see you again i'll call security
30:52tellin me what to think
30:57coffee this way it's decaf
31:27i didn't take the creole
31:34that's okay take it next time you know more time to study
31:41i don't know if there's gonna be next time
31:45i don't even know if i can practice medicine anymore
31:56it's okay right
32:01whatever decision you make i will support you
32:04if you don't want to be an ob if you don't want to be a surgeon
32:09if you want to take more time off whatever it is i will take care of us i promise
32:18can we go home now of course
32:21meet back here in town
32:22love
32:40we're
32:41we're
32:45we're
32:51we're
33:04we're
33:11Oh, you are not going to believe what I just saw.
33:13And you're not going to like it.
33:15Oh, well, can I wait till tomorrow?
33:18Are you okay?
33:21Richard benched me from surgery.
33:23And I operated anyway.
33:25On Nick Marsh.
33:27And this all happened today?
33:29Amidst the bridge collapse.
33:31Yeah.
33:32SFD said that that bridge was supposed to be under repair,
33:35but, you know, funding fell through.
33:37You know, does every generation look back at the one before
33:41and wonder what the hell were they thinking?
33:43Where's the foresight?
33:44Where's the common sense?
33:46Where would be a much better place
33:47if there were more Miranda Baileys in charge?
33:50Now, having a voice in hospital policy and change
33:54requires more expertise than I have to give.
33:57Well, you're a surgeon.
33:58I don't have the background in public policy,
34:03communication, epidemiology.
34:04What, you're supposed to run out
34:05and get a master's in public health?
34:09What if I did get a master's in public health?
34:13You want to go back to school?
34:14It's just what I need to get a seat at the table.
34:17I just, I can't keep doing things
34:19the way they've always been done.
34:21Oh.
34:24You know I'm all in.
34:34The mom and the daughter are stable in the ICU
34:36and Hank's grandmother just arrived.
34:37They're all going to be okay.
34:38Thanks to you.
34:45I choose us.
34:47I needed some time to figure out
34:49what I wanted for myself
34:50and what I want is you and our kids.
34:53I want us.
34:55I'm not going to go to Paris.
34:57I have lived all over the world
34:59and the only thing,
35:00the only thing that makes me feel like home
35:03is you.
35:05It's a great opportunity.
35:06There will be others.
35:11You're going to Paris.
35:13You are taking that job.
35:15Oh.
35:17Oh, oh, okay.
35:19I guess I misread.
35:21No.
35:24Because we're coming with you.
35:25Oh, God.
35:26You have a concussion?
35:27I've never been clearer.
35:30Do you even like France?
35:34You were right.
35:36You've moved continents for me.
35:37You have changed jobs.
35:38It's my turn to go with you.
35:41I don't want to look at the world
35:42where we're apart anymore.
35:48I have spent my whole life chasing adventure,
35:51but the best thing I've ever done
35:52is our family.
35:55I would do anything for the three of you.
36:00You're my life.
36:04I love you.
36:07I love you.
36:08I'm too worried.
36:16I dreamed about you.
36:18Oh.
36:19Good dream, Mayo.
36:21There, I could dream.
36:22It's always a good dream of you there.
36:24Now I wake up, it's even better.
36:28That may be the cheesest thing I ever said.
36:31I must be on a lot of drugs right now.
36:34Marry me.
36:36How badly was there?
36:38Bad enough to make me think about
36:39all the people I've lost.
36:42And I really don't want to lose you.
36:45And it turns out,
36:46me not being married to you
36:47isn't protecting me from anything.
36:50and I love you
36:51and I love you
36:51and I love our life together.
36:53And I don't want my fear
36:54to get in the way of that anymore.
36:58You want a wedding?
36:59You are getting carried away.
37:02No flowers or white dresses
37:03or poems.
37:07Is it okay?
37:08You still want to marry me?
37:09You're kidding.
37:11I've only been married to you
37:12since the last time
37:13I was in this bed.
37:23Hey.
37:24You asleep?
37:26It's just resting my eyes.
37:30Heard Marsh is awake.
37:31He's going to pull through.
37:34For what?
37:35You've taken care of a lot of people
37:37that mean something to me.
37:38I really didn't do much today.
37:39I'm not just talking about Marsh.
37:42You opened your home to Katie
37:44and I was pretty awful to you.
37:48It's okay.
37:50I need a drink.
37:52You want to get out of here?
37:53I don't know if we should.
37:54Don't want to do anything we'd regret.
37:57What if I don't regret it?
37:58Hey.
38:00Hey.
38:00You ready?
38:03Yeah.
38:04I'll see you tomorrow.
38:05Yeah.
38:06I'll see you tomorrow.
38:08Hey.
38:09You okay?
38:10Weird day.
38:20Celine wants to leave to Seattle for me.
38:23For our family.
38:25Tony.
38:25This is the first time
38:26that she's ever considered
38:27what anybody else might want.
38:30I don't know what's changed.
38:32But she wants to upend her life
38:33to be with me.
38:34That's okay.
38:37To be honest,
38:38I think I knew
38:38that we went in this way.
38:40It's not even really about her.
38:41It's about Zach.
38:42He's my whole world.
38:43But it's not healthy
38:45for him to see his parents
38:46in a terrible marriage.
38:48Like, I was miserable.
38:49I felt invisible.
38:51I felt more seen with you
38:52in the last month
38:53than I did in the last 10 years
38:54of my marriage.
38:57I told Celine it's over.
39:03I'm falling in love with you.
39:14Wow.
39:15I really got this wrong.
39:17Tony.
39:18What we find important
39:19to keep in our lives
39:20changes over time.
39:26Things break.
39:29Hoppies age.
39:30And dreams evolve.
39:43Teddy Altman.
39:43I've never heard of you.
39:44I've never heard of you either
39:45so I guess that makes us even.
39:53I'm not G.I. Jane.
39:54I'm attachment Barbie.
39:56I'm attached to this.
40:02But I, too, know you better
40:06than anyone you do.
40:11So she appointed me
40:12ambassador of fun.
40:14All of this time
40:16And you don't need to tell me
40:20you're fine
40:25Somehow out of all this
40:30So take your heart
40:32out of the cage
40:33You built around it
40:35so tight
40:36And you just let go
40:39You learn from experience
40:41to narrow down
40:42what really matters.
40:45Love you, man.
40:48Be not afraid
40:49to drown
40:51and death
40:53You draped this guy
40:54with an ink pen?
40:55So?
40:56So have faith!
40:59And somebody
41:00for once
41:02and don't press
41:04Like you're tearing apart
41:07Welcome to trauma certification.
41:10So I
41:11Don't need to know
41:13what this means
41:20Trauma's a team sport.
41:22You don't have to be the hero.
41:23You just have to go
41:24where you need it.
41:25But you
41:26Don't need to know
41:28How in peace
41:31And who you want
41:44standing by your side
41:46at all times.
41:52Hey.
42:02Let's go home.
42:03Cause it looks just like yours
42:10And once you do, you hold on as tightly as you can
42:14Be not afraid to drown in this light
43:02I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
43:03I'm sorry, I'm sorry
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