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01:28Andy, you were an amazing father from day one.
01:32Look, it's natural to ask yourselves these questions.
01:36But what the jury needs to hear today is how much you loved Hannah.
01:39And how much trust you placed in Liberty High School to protect her.
01:46Well, there's lots of chatter online about Hannah's tapes.
01:50People are worried it's going to affect the trial.
01:52Well, I'm not concerned.
01:53I mean, it still doesn't serve the school to admit them into evidence any more than it does us.
01:57But couldn't it work in our favor to have Hannah's story out there in her own words?
02:02Or will it bias the jury against us?
02:05How?
02:05How could it do that?
02:06To hear what happened to her?
02:08It's a complicated story, Liv.
02:37Oh, today is going to suck.
02:43What do you mean?
02:45Because of...
02:46I mean, it's like the first day of school or something.
02:49But like in some weird alternate universe where like everyone's been talking about me for months.
02:54Uh, yeah, that's...
02:57That's surreal.
03:07Hannah was the kind of person that made you want to be better.
03:12The kind of person who left an impression on everyone she met.
03:18This is weird, right?
03:24Um...
03:26Yeah?
03:38This is about me, isn't it?
03:42Yeah.
03:44Must be.
03:56Helmet.
03:58Hate to say I told you so, but...
04:01Or did we just not think this part through?
04:03I'm curious.
04:04What happens to Jessica now?
04:06Or Alex?
04:07Or Justin?
04:07Or you?
04:12Clay, did you not get any of my texts?
04:16Uh, my...
04:17My ringer must be off.
04:24Sky?
04:26Hey, hello?
04:27Hey, Justin.
04:29I'd say welcome back, but...
04:31Kind of shitty timing.
04:32Well, what do you mean?
04:33I mean, about the tapes.
04:35What about the tapes?
04:37Did Clay not tell you?
04:40Maybe he doesn't even know.
04:41Know about what?
04:42They're out.
04:43Someone posted them online.
04:44Everyone listened all last night.
04:45What?
04:46Yes.
04:46Are you fucking serious?
04:49Jensen.
04:50Did you know about this?
04:55I, um...
04:56Yeah.
04:57I-I kind of...
04:59I guess I knew.
05:02But...
05:03Okay.
05:03I-I gotta go.
05:05What?
05:05Jensen?
05:06Hey, Clay.
05:08Where the fuck are you going?
05:13We're having a meeting, by the way.
05:16She always saw the best in people,
05:18even if they couldn't see it themselves.
05:20Figure this out.
05:21But when she walked through those doors at Liberty High,
05:24that's not the girl they made her out to be.
05:26My future is at stake here.
05:28What if Harvard finds out?
05:29What happened between you and Hannah?
05:31Shouldn't keep you out of Harvard, Marcus.
05:33You don't know that.
05:33This could-this could blow my entire life.
05:35Wait, look.
05:35We'll figure out a strategy when we meet, okay?
05:38Everyone's confirmed.
05:40Except...
05:41I didn't tell Jessica.
05:42I didn't know what to say to her.
05:45Tell her that there's somebody out here
05:46trying to fuck up our lives.
05:48When people looked at Hannah,
05:50they saw what they wanted to see.
05:52They made assumptions.
05:54They spread rumors.
05:55Hey, Jess.
05:56Hey.
05:57What the hell is wrong with everyone today?
05:59Shit.
06:00You haven't heard?
06:01Heard what?
06:03Maybe we should get out of here.
06:04You want to skip school?
06:05Why?
06:06What's going on?
06:08Tell me.
06:09The tapes.
06:10They're out.
06:12What?
06:15Oh, my God.
06:17I know.
06:18I'm so sorry.
06:19This is...
06:20It's so fucked up.
06:21When I think of her walking the halls
06:23with those kids...
06:24Those, uh...
06:25The ribbon cut her.
06:26Those eyes on her.
06:26So, like,
06:27with a giant pair of scissors and all that?
06:29How the fuck...
06:30I see you cut a ribbon scatting.
06:31What?
06:32I don't know.
06:32I've never been to something like this before.
06:34It's not that big of a deal.
06:35But bring your appetites.
06:36My dad promised food trucks.
06:37Oh, my goodness.
06:40Hey, you're coming to...
06:41Yeah, right?
06:42What?
06:43Yeah, no.
06:43Totally.
06:44Yeah.
06:44All right.
06:48Hey, who did this?
06:49Well, get the fuck back...
06:50Hey, relax.
06:51It's fine.
06:53It'll come off.
06:55It's a stupid fucking prank, right?
06:58Dude, that's pretty fucked up.
07:00Should we do something?
07:01What would we do?
07:03It's messed up.
07:04I'm not worried about it.
07:06If you want to call it rape,
07:07call it rape.
07:08If you want to be...
07:10me.
07:11She's practically begging you to fuck her.
07:12That's rape.
07:13Every girl is just...
07:14Where the fuck did you get that?
07:16What the hell was that?
07:19Is that you?
07:19Yeah, it was me.
07:21What do you want us to do?
07:21Do you want me to go after him?
07:24How the fuck did this happen?
07:27Someone posted the tapes online.
07:29Last night.
07:31Someone...
07:34anonymously.
07:35It's fucked up.
07:36Hey, what are you going to do?
07:41Um...
07:43Uh, I, I, um...
07:44I just...
07:45I need to think for a minute.
07:46I just want to call my dad.
07:59I knew you were a fucking pervert.
08:02Hey!
08:04Hey, you fucking assholes, come on!
08:06But even if Hannah couldn't trust her classmates,
08:09she should have been able to trust the school itself,
08:12especially since we'd chosen Liberty
08:14specifically because of their emphasis on safety and support.
08:18So, when you enrolled Hannah at the school,
08:20did you ask about their policies regarding bullying?
08:24Explicitly.
08:24We let them know that Hannah had some problems at her previous school.
08:28Girls being mean, that sort of thing.
08:30And we didn't want her to have to go through that again.
08:33And when you asked about those policies, what were you told?
08:35They said they had a zero-tolerance policy,
08:38that they took that kind of thing extremely seriously,
08:40and that she was in good hands.
08:42But then they just stood back and let everything happen.
08:47If the school had just stepped up and paid attention,
08:50then things never would have gone as bad as they did for her.
08:54And she'd still be that same happy, hopeful kid she always was.
08:59I know. Did you hear what he said on the last tape?
09:01Okay, but how could she be dating him if you really did it?
09:04Unless she didn't know.
09:09Chloe.
09:11Hey.
09:12The ribbon-cutting today, I might be late.
09:15Are you still going?
09:17Yeah.
09:18Why wouldn't I be?
09:19Okay.
09:20Yeah, well, we'll see you later.
09:22Okay, bye.
09:23Bye.
09:26Bye.
09:30Bye.
09:31Bye.
09:31Bye.
09:33Bye.
09:33Bye.
09:34Bye.
09:34Bye.
09:35Bye.
09:35Bye.
09:37Bye.
09:39Bye.
09:48Bye.
09:50Bye.
10:20Bye.
10:23Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:45Here you are.
10:47You know, I was starting to think you were avoiding me today.
10:49What?
10:49No.
10:51No, I, uh...
10:53Actually, I got locked in.
10:55I know.
10:56I had to move the chair.
10:59You don't know why.
11:02I kind of do.
11:05Kind of everyone does.
11:07Oh.
11:10Well, I understand if you changed your mind about the movies.
11:16I didn't.
11:18Tyler, you promised me a date. You're not getting out of it that easily.
11:23Well, can't you tell Warren to handle it faster?
11:26It's a shit show around here.
11:29I gotta go.
11:36I heard your confession.
11:38You feeling okay, brother?
11:40You didn't look so good the other day.
11:42You're going down, Bryce.
11:44How do you see that happening, exactly?
11:46Without you going with me?
11:49I will do whatever I have to.
11:52To make you fucking pay.
11:56I'm not gonna pay for a goddamn thing, Justin.
11:59I've got a legal team working for me around the clock.
12:02I've got state fucking senators that will talk about what a fine citizen I am.
12:06What have you got?
12:07A junkie mom and a deadbeat dad?
12:11Oh shit, wait, that's right.
12:13You don't even know your dad, do you?
12:16You never met the guy.
12:17You're just a white trash piece of shit, Justin.
12:20Nobody's gonna listen to your truth.
12:22Nobody in this world gives a shit about you.
12:26You've got nothing and nobody.
12:43Hey, Jess.
12:46Yeah, I'm just...
12:47Yeah, I'm just...
12:48Yeah, I'm at home.
12:51Yeah, I had to split.
12:53And my mom called me super early.
12:57She got in a fight with Matt Seth, so...
13:05Are you...
13:07Okay?
13:08I mean...
13:09You're pretty out of it last night.
13:12I mean, we both were.
13:21Huh?
13:23Uh...
13:24Yeah.
13:25We did.
13:27Do you not...
13:30Do you not remember?
13:34Shit.
13:35Yeah, we were both pretty trashed.
13:38I'm sorry.
13:38I mean...
13:39Yeah, you...
13:40You seemed like you were pretty into it last night.
13:46No, we must have just both passed out after.
13:52Yeah, it was a fucking great party.
14:08What the fuck?
14:09What the hell?
14:11I will destroy you.
14:12Hey, back off.
14:13Get the fuck off!
14:13Hey!
14:16You took pictures of my sister?
14:17What?
14:17You followed her?!
14:18You took fucking pictures of her?!
14:20No!
14:20Jess, no...
14:21You took them in you put them in my locker.
14:22What the fuck is wrong with you?!
14:23This isn't me!
14:24I didn't fucking do this!
14:25It's fucking you, isn't it?
14:26What?
14:27First you put the rat in my locker, now this?
14:29What the fuck do you want from me?
14:32Someone's fucking with you, too?
14:33Yeah, you.
14:34Why, because of fucking last night?
14:35No, that's not fucking true.
14:37It's gotta be Bryce.
14:37It's fucking Bryce.
14:38He's trying to keep us quiet.
14:39Okay?
14:40It happened to me, too.
14:43It's not me, I swear.
14:48Zack.
14:51Come near my sister and I'll murder you.
14:53You hear me?
15:16So what do you want, an eighth?
15:17I got a really great hybrid right now.
15:19No, no, I need something stronger.
15:23You got any oxy?
15:25Shit, man, I can get you oxy.
15:27It's a box, dude.
15:29I got the supply choked off.
15:30Okay, what can I get right now?
15:33I need to get really fucking high,
15:35and I've got 20 bucks.
15:37I got some H.
15:39And if you really want to get blind,
15:41you gotta shoot.
15:42I...
15:44I mean, I don't got works or anything.
15:48I can hook you up.
15:53Mr. Baker, you're currently dating someone
15:55by the name of Valerie Hampton.
15:57Is that correct?
15:59Yes.
16:00My wife and I...
16:03were separated.
16:04Is it not true that you first began dating Miss Hampton
16:07in April of last year?
16:08Prior to Hannah's death and prior to your separation?
16:13It's not something I'm proud of,
16:14but yes, we saw each other for about a month,
16:16then I ended it.
16:17Uh, we didn't reconnect until after Hannah's death.
16:20After my separation.
16:22But if Hannah was alive when you first started dating Miss Hampton,
16:25isn't it possible she knew about the affair?
16:27Objection.
16:28Speculation.
16:29Your Honor, it's necessary to establish a timeline
16:31so that we can take into account all possible effects
16:33on Hannah's mental state.
16:35Overruled.
16:35Proceed.
16:36Mr. Baker, is it not possible that Hannah knew,
16:40given the timeline,
16:42regardless of whether the two of you ever discussed it?
16:48Unless you...
16:50you did discuss it.
17:04Okay.
17:05Okay.
17:09I'll call you when I can.
17:26I'm gonna.
17:44Hannah.
17:45Hannah.
17:49How could you do that?
17:51I love your mother.
17:52I love her with all my heart.
17:53I swear to you.
17:54But a marriage.
17:55Honey.
17:56Honey.
17:56A marriage is a complicated thing.
18:00It's a terrible moment when you realize that your parents aren't perfect.
18:05Don't try and turn this into a life lesson for me.
18:09I'm sorry.
18:11Look.
18:13I will end it.
18:14I'll end it.
18:15Tonight.
18:16And you'll tell Mom.
18:18Okay?
18:19Or I will.
18:34I told my wife about Valerie immediately.
18:38We dealt with it and afterwards it wasn't a problem anymore.
18:42Hannah knew that.
18:43She also knew that you had cheated on her mother and she committed suicide less than six months afterwards.
18:48No.
18:49We moved forward as a family.
18:50Thank you, Mr. Baker.
18:51No further questions.
18:52No.
18:52Her problems were with the school.
18:54With us she was always a happy girl.
18:56She was hopeful.
18:56She was upbeat.
18:57And um...
19:02Why can't we explain what actually happened?
19:04Why can't we make a statement?
19:06It's not the time.
19:07When is the time?
19:08Everyone knows what she had to say about it.
19:09You wouldn't want it to sound like you were attacking this girl to the press.
19:13I just don't want people to think I'm hiding from this.
19:15I want them to hear my sign.
19:16They will.
19:17As soon as you testify.
19:19In the meantime just block out the noise.
19:22Now let's try and enjoy this damn thing shall we?
19:24We got a lot of eyes on us today.
19:26You have some fans, dear.
19:34We saw the girl.
19:35Are we worried about her?
19:37The girlfriend?
19:38No.
19:39She seems harmless.
19:40No, not that Chloe.
19:42She's a trifle.
19:43The girl on the tape.
19:46At the party?
19:47We don't even know if there was anyone at any party.
19:49It's just a story.
19:50Is that the position you're taking or something you truly believe?
19:56These kids, Nora.
19:58They want what Bryce has.
20:02You don't think your son could do these kinds of things?
20:05Of course not.
20:07Jesus, do you?
20:10I know the boy we raised.
20:13Are you sure?
20:24Excuse me.
20:25Excuse me.
20:26Excuse me, Mr. and Mrs. Walker.
20:27Hi.
20:27What did you have to say for yourself and your son?
20:30Excuse us.
20:31Everybody knows what he did to Hannah Baker.
20:33How can you let him be celebrated like this?
20:35We've got everything we heard about.
20:37You should be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Walker.
20:39The school is at fault.
20:41The school.
20:42These are children in their care.
20:47If they know something is wrong, they should take action.
20:57Zach.
20:58Hey.
21:00Did anything happen to you at school today?
21:04Like, but the field looks great.
21:07The news is here.
21:09What an occasion.
21:12We're not staying.
21:15Why not?
21:17Do you know why the news fans are here?
21:20Do you know about the tapes?
21:23I know that she didn't say anything about you that you hadn't already said yourself.
21:26That's not it, Mom.
21:27When you're in a room like this, your friend Bryce needs you to just stand by him.
21:34Let's go, man.
21:35Zachary, don't see.
21:36If you are not here, what are people gonna say?
21:40These kids are going through so much, and parents don't know.
21:59Good afternoon.
22:00Good afternoon.
22:01I'm Marcus Cole, student body president.
22:08Happy to be here.
22:10Happy to be here today.
22:14Since 1913, Liberty High has been committed to helping students achieve academic excellence
22:18in a safe, supportive environment.
22:24But in recent years, our values have gone to shit.
22:34I'm part of the problem.
22:36I lead a group called Enguidant, which is supposed to be for enlightened guys.
22:43But today, I'm officially resigning from that group because I'm a hypocrite.
22:51How can I say that I care about protecting girls when I've been protecting a rapist like Bryce Walker?
23:14Yeah, okay, okay, all right.
23:16Not protecting a child.
23:18This is Bryce Walker.
23:20Our students are playing some sort of prank.
23:24One that's in very poor taste, obviously.
23:27But let's move ahead with our program.
23:29What the hell is going on in this school?
23:32The young man clearly felt burdened by something.
23:35He needed to make a confession.
23:36It's blackmail.
23:37Someone's got something on it.
23:39We are so thrilled to be here.
23:41Excuse me, can we have some quiet, please?
23:45We're thrilled to be here.
23:48Would you please join me?
23:49You know this is all bullshit, right?
23:52It's all lies.
23:54Yeah, of course.
23:55I know.
23:57Our team captain, Bryce Walker.
24:08I can't believe he actually fucking did it.
24:12Like the fucking puppet masters at the school.
24:15You can get anyone to do anything.
24:20All right.
24:27Mmm.
24:28Nice.
24:29You're getting good.
24:30Well, success builds confidence.
24:36Tranking the president.
24:40Pulling the ladies.
24:41And by ladies, I mean my sister.
24:44Kinsey told me you guys are going on a little date this weekend.
24:46I was gonna tell you about it.
24:49You know, I just...
24:49I don't want it to be weird.
24:51I just wanna...
24:52It's all good.
24:53I mean...
24:54I trust you.
24:56As long as you're not actually some crazy stalker who follows girls around with camera.
25:08I don't know.
25:16Holy shit.
25:24Shit.
25:27Hey!
25:27Yo!
25:28Dude!
25:29Dude, come look at this!
25:32Did you hit it?
25:44Dude...
25:45Look at it.
25:46It was like...
25:48It's like flying like 30 seconds ago and now it's just...
25:53I mean...
25:58I mean...
25:58Parents don't know what happens at school.
26:08Dammit, Clay.
26:08Pick up the phone.
26:10Do you have any idea what you fucking did?
26:12Where the hell are you right now?
26:20What the fuck did you just do?
26:21Hey!
26:22Look, I came to you for help and you didn't do shit, man.
26:25They're still blackmailing me.
26:26They...
26:26Who the fuck is they?
26:27I don't know!
26:28How do I know?
26:29Look!
26:30If that video gets out, man...
26:32It's out forever, okay?
26:34And I still have a future.
26:36But for you, the...
26:37The tapes are out.
26:39I didn't say anything that hasn't been said already.
26:42Big mistake.
26:43Big fucking mistake.
26:55There are limits to what we can do to help another person.
26:59No matter how much we wish there weren't.
27:01We need to take these tapes to the police.
27:03We need to get these boys that did this to her.
27:07Noelle, I don't care what she wants.
27:10She's here.
27:11I'll call you back.
27:12Yes, I promise.
27:14I'll call her.
27:15Hey, Dad.
27:16Hey, baby girl.
27:17Let's talk.
27:20What?
27:21I don't want to talk.
27:22Honey, your mom and I want to be there for you.
27:25Whatever you need.
27:26I'm fine.
27:27I just...
27:28I have a lot of homework, okay?
27:31Ms. Baker called for you a while ago.
27:38What did she want?
27:40To check in on you?
27:42See how you're doing?
27:44I just...
27:45I need to be alone.
27:47Okay?
27:50So there's a limit to what we can do to protect them.
27:54And there are some things you just...
27:57Can't protect them from.
28:00I couldn't be there every time someone judged her.
28:03Or shamed her.
28:04I didn't always have the answers.
28:07I didn't always know all the right things to say.
28:18After everything that happened at Liberty High...
28:21Why?
28:22Well, I think it was just too much for Hannah.
28:26After all that.
28:27It was just...
28:28Too much.
28:29And did anyone at Liberty...
28:32Inform you?
28:33Of the issues happening on campus?
28:35The...
28:36Hot or not list being circulated.
28:38The suicidal poem being read aloud.
28:41The...
28:41Anonymous question.
28:43Specifically about suicide.
28:45No.
28:46No, they never...
28:47I mean, had they sent out some kind of notification...
28:50To all the parents.
28:51We could have talked...
28:52To Hannah.
28:53We could have started a conversation.
28:55But they never...
28:56Informed us about any of it.
28:58So the administration was either...
29:00Ignorant of the problems under their own roof.
29:03Or...
29:03They were aware and...
29:04Did nothing?
29:05Exactly.
29:07Thank you, Mrs. Baker.
29:12Mrs. Baker, were you...
29:14Aware that Hannah knew about your husband's affair?
29:17I...
29:19No, I was not aware, but I...
29:21You never picked up on any signs from her...
29:23That she may have known?
29:25Or...
29:25Might have been in distress?
29:31Yes?
29:45Hey, Mom.
29:47Hey, sweetheart.
29:49Are you okay?
29:50Are you?
29:51Your father...
29:52And I just had a little argument, that's all.
29:55Nothing serious.
29:59How was school?
30:00School is...
30:02Here.
30:02I, um...
30:04Got you something.
30:08Irises?
30:09They're my favorite.
30:13What's the occasion?
30:14Nothing.
30:14I just saw them in the window on my way home...
30:16And remembered how much you like irises.
30:19Aww.
30:19I know I never give you anything unless it's like...
30:22Mother's Day or something, but...
30:24I just wanted to say thank you for being a great mother.
30:27Every day.
30:29Yeah.
30:30Honey.
30:30Honey.
30:35You're so thoughtful.
30:43No, I never noticed anything.
30:46So even you didn't notice the signs that Hannah was in distress, and yet you expect the school to have
30:51done so?
30:52Objection. Argumentative.
30:53Withdrawn.
30:54Mrs. Baker, you say that you didn't notice whether Hannah was in distress.
30:59But is there anything in your family history to suggest that Hannah may have had a predisposition to any mental
31:05health problems?
31:06There have been some issues with anxiety on my side of the family, but nothing serious, and Hannah never showed
31:14any signs.
31:15And were any of these issues ever serious enough to require treatment?
31:19Well, yes, I've seen a therapist on and off over the years, during stressful periods.
31:25So you've received treatment from a mental health care professional, but you never thought that your daughter might require similar
31:30care?
31:30She was just a child, and again, she never showed any signs.
31:34Did you, or did you not, take Hannah to see a therapist, Mrs. Baker?
31:41No, I never did.
31:51Hey.
31:52Hey.
31:52Hey.
31:52You made it.
31:54Yeah, I did.
31:56Hi.
31:56Hi.
31:58Hi.
32:00It's, it's, it's so good to see you.
32:02You look, you look great.
32:04For a person in a mental health facility?
32:07No, no, just for a person in the world who always looks great.
32:13Stop.
32:14I'm kidding.
32:15And thank you.
32:17I was, um, really glad you called back.
32:22Oh, I, I just got my phone privileges.
32:24Haven't been dodging you.
32:26Wait, so you just got all those messages at once?
32:28I hope you skip some.
32:29I listen to everyone.
32:30Okay, guys, we're starting yoga in here in a few minutes, for whoever's interested and who won't be making fun
32:36of the poses.
32:37Then we've got our small group sessions, bring your shared journals or pay the price.
32:45Cool.
32:49This, uh, this place seems really nice.
32:53Come on, I'll give you the VIP tour.
32:57Like, everyone's brain chemistry is different, so I might take them a few tries before they can find the right
33:02combination of meds.
33:06Wait, is this too much right now?
33:09No.
33:10No, no, no.
33:10It's, it's just...
33:14Like, are they sure it's bipolar?
33:17I mean, it feels like kind of a blurry line between someone being manic and also just, you know, being
33:22in a really good mood.
33:26Clay, I tried to jerk you off in front of your parents.
33:29I mean, that wasn't just a good mood.
33:34Yeah.
33:36Yeah, yeah, point taken.
33:37That, that's pretty fucked up.
33:43But the meds and everything, I mean, what if that all, like, changes you?
33:50I hope it does.
33:53Look, the person that I was, it wasn't really working for me.
33:58Like, the good moods, they could be amazing, but...
34:02I was, like, dancing on the edge of a really high cliff.
34:08And the fall was just really fucking hard and far.
34:17I'm sorry.
34:19Wait.
34:22You know it's not your fault, right?
34:26No, I, I know.
34:30I don't know if you do.
34:43All this time.
34:46How could you keep that from me?
34:48I'm sorry, Olivia.
34:51I thought I fixed it.
34:52I didn't want to make things worse for you or Hannah.
34:55I just wanted to move on.
34:56Clearly.
34:57I didn't know how to talk to you anymore.
35:01I didn't know how to tell you that I needed to...
35:06Need...
35:06Feel loved and held and I needed to be needed.
35:11Oh.
35:12Oh, so this is my fault?
35:14It's not your fault.
35:15I'm not blaming you.
35:16I'm blaming us.
35:17We should have communicated.
35:18We should have noticed that our baby girl was suffering.
35:20We should have done something.
35:21Don't you dare.
35:23Okay?
35:23Don't you dare make me feel like I failed my daughter.
35:27Okay?
35:27If we win this trial, it's your fault.
35:29If we win this trial, it's my fault.
35:31How can you not see that?
35:33How can you not feel that, sitting on that stand?
35:35That's all it took?
35:36This lawyer gets in your head and then suddenly we're on trial?
35:40I never wanted to go to trial.
35:42I never wanted to, but deep down I thought we had a case.
35:45I believe that the school, the bullies, that monster,
35:48were responsible for our losing Hannah, but we're in this too, Liv.
35:55We're part of it too, Liv.
36:00And if you can't see that now, I don't think you ever will.
36:14I don't want to fight anymore.
36:16I don't want to fight.
36:18I don't want to fight with you and not in this courtroom.
36:22I think this case is better off without me.
36:30And so are you.
36:45So when do you come home?
36:47The thing is, my mom doesn't want me to go back to Liberty.
36:52Because she wants me to transfer schools.
36:56Like... like East County?
36:59Like another state.
37:03I'm going to live with my aunt and uncle.
37:05Wait, you...
37:07You're never coming back?
37:10I need to hit the reset button.
37:13The reset button?
37:14To like delete everything that came before?
37:16No, not what I mean.
37:18Not delete.
37:20Not you, not our friendship.
37:22But I need...
37:24to move on.
37:25They're making you do that?
37:26No.
37:27I'm doing it.
37:30I can't keep pretending like I'm okay.
37:34Like I don't need to work to get well.
37:36Like, it's everyone's fault but mine.
37:41I want to live a better life than that.
37:56You're gonna forget me.
37:58Oh my God, I never could.
38:00I'm just gonna be this one guy you knew one time.
38:07I can let you go and still love you.
38:14I'll always love you.
38:20I'm gonna miss you.
38:22I'm gonna miss you too.
38:54You're a good person, Clay.
38:55and you can help people.
38:59Just maybe not help you think they need to be helped.
39:23Clay?
39:28Hey, I need to talk to you.
39:36Clay, why aren't you answering your phone?
39:40Justin.
39:41Hey, dickhead, where's Clay?
39:45Justin.
39:50Justin.
39:51Oh, fuck.
39:53Fuck.
39:53Fuck.
39:54Fuck.
39:54Fuck.
39:57Justin.
39:58Hey, wake up.
39:59Wake the fuck up.
40:01Hey, wake up.
40:02Justin.
40:04Roll over.
40:07Justin, I can't roll you.
40:10Fuck.
40:14I can't do it.
40:20Fuck.
40:22I'm gonna fucking bite you.
40:25Goddamn.
40:26Fuck.
40:47We don't always get second chances to help people, to be there.
40:57In the right way.
40:59To love them.
41:06Hi.
41:08My dad said you called.
41:09And I heard what happened in court today.
41:12And I don't know, I just wanted to reach out, you know, to see if there's anything I could do.
41:19Come in.
41:21I think it's a tolerance thing.
41:24I don't know.
41:26I've only ever shot up a couple times.
41:28Could have fucking died.
41:31Like anyone would even care at this point.
41:33Dude, don't joke about that.
41:37Shit.
41:40Sorry.
41:43Hey.
41:44Hey.
41:46Drink this.
42:04Where's the scar?
42:06Oh, it's...
42:08They're scars.
42:10That they're under my hair.
42:12That's why I grew it out.
42:16Yeah, I remember how it used to be.
42:19When you first started at Liberty, some of the guys were like, that hair makes him a fag.
42:26But I was like, that's fucking stupid.
42:33Well, that's super kind of you.
42:37Yeah, well...
42:40Whatever.
42:46You're still in love with Jessica, aren't you?
42:51It doesn't matter.
42:53Look at you.
42:54It clearly does.
43:01What the hell happened?
43:04He shot up, and then he almost choked on his own cuke.
43:07What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin?
43:09You were just clean.
43:10Leave him alone, okay?
43:12What?
43:12Now you're defending him?
43:14Yeah, what the hell were you thinking with the tapes, Clay?
43:16Do you have any idea what you did to Jessica?
43:18Yeah, I was trying to get justice for Hannah.
43:21And I'm sorry if it hurt Jessica, but maybe it's time for her truth to come out, too.
43:25What the fuck gives you the right to decide what needs to come out?
43:33Look, I've done everything I can.
43:36Everything I can think of to make things right.
43:40But I can't do it alone.
43:45Okay?
43:46Look, I'm sorry about the tapes, but it's gonna get worse before it gets better.
43:52And I need you guys.
43:55Turn your hands.
43:56There you go.
43:56Good hit.
44:01Wow.
44:02You did need to come in.
44:03Yeah, I feel better already.
44:06Well, the night is young.
44:07It could get even better.
44:08Oh, yeah?
44:09Yeah.
44:09What you got in mind?
44:11Oh.
44:12Hey.
44:13Hey, I didn't know you were coming in today.
44:16Lucas.
44:16This is Tony.
44:17Tony, this is Lucas.
44:18All right.
44:18Hey, man.
44:19Good to meet you.
44:21Yeah.
44:23Yeah, man.
44:24It's...
44:25It's good to meet you, too.
44:27I'll talk to you later.
44:29I should get out of here anyway.
44:30I'm pretty tired.
44:33Hey, have we trained together before?
44:35No, I don't...
44:37I don't think so.
44:40Have a good night.
44:44We don't always know everything a kid is going through.
44:49Yeah.
44:50Hey, buddy.
44:52We agreed.
44:52Door open, yeah?
44:53It was open.
44:55No, it was almost closed.
44:56We agreed 45 degrees open all the time, okay?
44:59Then last month, we negotiated down to 30.
45:02It was at 3 just now, so...
45:04Keep it open, all right?
45:06Wait, Dad.
45:07I'm really sorry about last night.
45:09I didn't mean to ruin the party.
45:13Ah, buddy.
45:18You didn't.
45:19And I feel like I owe you an apology.
45:22Because I...
45:23I think I've been pushing you too hard.
45:26No, I think maybe it's a good thing.
45:30Because today, I, like...
45:32I really pushed myself, and it kind of turned out okay.
45:35That's great.
45:36Yeah, my memory's getting better.
45:39Good.
45:40Well, the doctor didn't say you were stuck, right?
45:42He said that your recovery would be unpredictable,
45:46but there's always hope.
45:48Yeah.
45:49Yeah.
45:50Um, so, last night with that video game,
45:53it actually started making me remember this other one,
45:56Desert Duty.
45:58So, I was thinking, um,
46:00just maybe if I play that one again,
46:02it would actually help me remember more.
46:05That's a shooter game, Desert Duty.
46:07Yeah, I know, Dad, but it's not...
46:09It's not like that.
46:09I just...
46:11There's something that I gotta remember.
46:17Yeah, but, yeah, I...
46:19I don't know.
46:22Yeah, I know, I know.
46:25I get it.
46:26It's probably stupid, anyway.
46:31I should probably get some sleep.
46:33All right.
46:34Yeah.
46:35Night.
46:36Night.
46:40But kids,
46:42they don't always tell you everything they're feeling.
46:56I'm saying that the house is on fire,
46:59and all I know how to do is write poems.
47:01All I know how to do is arrange flowers
47:03on the table of a burning home.
47:05I am pressing against the frame.
47:07I am chanting the right words.
47:10I am gripping my fists and letting them go.
47:14Wow.
47:16Hannah wrote that?
47:18I must have read it a million times.
47:19The whole time I thought it was about that school.
47:22The suffocating.
47:23Oh, my God, it's right there in front of me.
47:26The burning home.
47:28The flowers.
47:31It was about her dad's affair.
47:34And there she was trying to comfort me
47:35when I should have been the one trying to comfort her.
47:37I mean, why didn't I see it?
47:38Olivia, you can't blame yourself.
47:40This is Andy's fault.
47:41Jackie, please don't tell me how to feel right now.
47:49I'm sorry.
47:50You're right.
47:51No, I'm sorry.
47:52It's just, it's more complicated than that.
47:55I didn't mean to overstep.
47:59You know, I think maybe I should head to bed.
48:02No, no.
48:02No, it's been a long day, really.
48:05I need to get some rest.
48:07It was nice meeting you, Jessica.
48:29You must think I'm an idiot,
48:30wanting to protect a man who doesn't deserve it.
48:35I get it.
48:37I mean, I really get it.
48:41You love him, right?
48:43Despite everything.
48:44And it's crazy, but...
48:46you love him.
48:49I do.
48:50I do.
48:53Even though he hurt you so bad.
49:05You know, Jessica, if there's...
49:09anything you ever want to talk about...
49:14sometimes I think if Hannah would have come to me...
49:20maybe things would have been different.
49:24Maybe it was too painful for her to talk about it.
49:31maybe she kept it all in to protect herself.
49:37I'm not good at that.
49:40The more I think about it...
49:42she's really brave.
49:45Oh, but honey, we both know...
49:47that didn't work.
49:49Keeping it in...
49:51that's not brave.
49:53Feeling the pain facing it...
49:57that takes courage.
49:59It's okay to let it out.
50:05It's okay.
50:20Not a day passes during this trial.
50:23It's okay.
50:24In the months it took to get here...
50:26that I don't wish I could have wrapped my arms around her...
50:29and told her it would be okay.
50:32But I never had that chance.
50:35Why didn't you tell us he was on drugs?
50:38He was getting better, okay?
50:40Anyway, I didn't even know about the drugs...
50:42when I first brought him here.
50:43Should we call social services?
50:44No, Dad.
50:45Call social services, he disappears into the system.
50:47He doesn't testify.
50:48Jesus, is that what we care about?
50:50No, I care about keeping the kids safe...
50:52which is hard to do when they're both fighting against us.
50:54How am I fighting you?
50:55The register called me today, Clay.
50:57Those audio files were watermarked.
50:59You stole them from my computer.
51:00You told me you weren't working on the case.
51:02That's no excuse.
51:03You told Sonya about Zach texting Hannah.
51:06That's how they knew everything.
51:07Is that true?
51:08She's a colleague.
51:09I pointed her in a direction.
51:11It's hardly the same thing.
51:13It's worse.
51:13You endangered my job, my license, our livelihood.
51:17You ruined my fucking life.
51:18Jesus, you sound like children.
51:20And there's just one child here.
51:21What is that supposed to mean?
51:23Clay needs us to be his parents now.
51:25I don't need anything from you guys.
51:26Clay, go to your room.
51:27What?
51:29How is that fair?
51:30Go to your goddamn room.
51:32Now!
51:46But he's a child?
51:55how can you fix something if you don't know what's broken
52:00hannah didn't tell us
52:05clay
52:12no you don't talk you don't get to say anything this is your fucking fault hannah
52:18this mess started with you i put out the tapes and that was stupid but you made them you fucked
52:25up people's lives i know i'm sorry are you are you sorry because that doesn't do a fucking bit of
52:32good because you are gone you killed yourself and you didn't fucking care i did no you didn't
52:40or you never would have done it i was hurting and i didn't think about who i might hurt you
52:45did
52:45an evil thing
52:52get the fuck out
52:58so
53:01oh
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