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00:32Zach, I wrote you a letter. I poured my heart out, opening up about personal things. I hadn't had the
00:42courage to admit to anyone. How hard life was getting. How lonely I felt.
00:54I keep to myself, mostly. I don't always tell people things. I'm not good with...
01:00Zach?
01:01Like, drama.
01:04You look good. Very sharp. You ready for this?
01:10Yeah, I'm all ready.
01:12I learned pretty early on not to rock the boat.
01:15You'll do great.
01:16To stay in my lane.
01:17You're a good boy. The best son a mother could have.
01:24Don't worry, Mom. You'll be fine.
01:27Don't worry about it, okay? He'll be back. He's sick as hell. He can't go to the city. He's got
01:34no money, no car. Clay, I'm on your side, okay? We'll figure this out.
01:41Thank you. Can I trust you?
01:46Always.
01:54Do you have any idea where in school these men have been taken?
01:59No, I don't recognize it. Wait. Is that...
02:09Bryce.
02:13Wow.
02:16I try not to be a bully. I try not to be a victim.
02:21We firmly believe that our daughter deserved better, and that the school... the school could have done more. We don't
02:27let ourselves forget that. That's how we keep ourselves going. We're in this together.
02:32Mr. Baker, one more question.
02:34We're in this together.
02:35All right. Thank you, sir.
02:39Everything okay?
02:41What's up, that dumb kid tells the truth in there today?
02:44Liv, this time we have actual proof that Hannah told the school that she was hurting. She wrote that note
02:48in class. They did nothing. We're right on this one.
02:51It's a win.
02:52I agree. And it is so good to see you both here. Though, if I may say, now that we're
02:57playing your United Front, it is helpful to hold hands for the press.
03:01We're not playing at anything.
03:05It's a tough line to walk.
03:08So, this bullying that you just mentioned, do you feel pressure to join in when you see it happening?
03:13Yes, sir.
03:14And what type of bullying do you see?
03:16Well, sometimes it's obvious, and sometimes it's not.
03:20Sometimes a kid gets roughed up.
03:22A lot of the times, though, it's just stuff that people say, especially athletes.
03:30So, what type of stuff do you say?
03:36We brag about things that we do with girls. Like, uh, sexually. Even when they're not true. And sometimes that
03:48can get around.
03:49And who's saying these things?
03:58Lots of kids.
04:01It's a tough school.
04:03Three weeks before you went to the hospital, you received the tapes. Do you remember how?
04:08At school?
04:10No, they were mailed to you.
04:13On tape five, Hannah talks about running into you and Jessica at the winter formal. Do you remember what she
04:18said about you two?
04:20That we look good together?
04:23No, you weren't at the dance with Jessica. You were just talking to her there.
04:28Did you, have you been studying?
04:30Yes, I've been fucking studying.
04:33Clay, I've listened to the tapes like four times. I don't even know if the doctor is going to ask
04:37me any of this today.
04:38I went online.
04:40Some doctors tested Marines that had TBI with dates and memory questions to see if they could continue serving.
04:46I'm not a fucking Marine, Clay. I shot myself in the head.
04:50Mr. Porter is out this morning. I'm Miss Paul.
04:55And we're going to be watching a very interesting film.
04:59Human centipede?
05:01Well, no. It's not a nature film.
05:05It's, uh, it's about life after high school and how it gets better.
05:12That's great, but what the hell are we supposed to do until then?
05:19I super glued the DVD player shut, so now I wait to see how long it takes her to figure
05:23it out.
05:27Dude, come on, celebrate me.
05:31My neighbor saw us shooting, so my dad's calling you, Dad.
05:34Shit.
05:36But now he wants to take a shooting.
05:38So wait, we're getting in trouble for shooting guns, so they're taking us to go shoot guns?
05:43Essentially, yeah.
05:46Do adults think these things through?
05:48No.
05:49No, dude, I'm there. Fuck yeah.
05:52Cool.
05:53All right. Who is good with electronics?
06:05The silent treatment going to last all day?
06:07What do you want me to say, Kev?
06:08I was glad to bail you out of jail and wait two hours at the impound?
06:12You said that I should use the time that I have left to do the most good.
06:17Take care of those kids.
06:19And how is assaulting a drug dealer taking care of those kids?
06:22He all but put a price tag on Justin Foley's head.
06:25And what happened to the back window, hmm?
06:30It must have happened during the fight.
06:32I mean, we'll get it fixed.
06:34It's not about the car.
06:38Look, I'm proud of you, Kev.
06:41Fighting for these kids doing whatever you can.
06:43I get it.
06:44But baby, there's glass in Mason's car seat.
06:48I want you to do you.
06:50But what if someone from the school finds out what happened and you get fired?
06:53They won't.
06:54All right.
06:55What if you get hurt next time?
06:57There won't be a next time.
06:59I promise.
07:00Okay?
07:03So, I'm obsessed with this new life you're leading.
07:06But can I ask you about your old cheerleading days?
07:10Sure.
07:13Have you ever heard of a place called the Clubhouse?
07:16It's a place where jocks hung out, maybe?
07:19No, it doesn't sound familiar.
07:22What, is there anything else you know about it?
07:24Apparently, Hannah went there with an athlete, possibly Justin, long after they broke up.
07:29Are you serious, Ryan?
07:31You're really trying to dig up dirt on Hannah.
07:33No, I wasn't.
07:35I'm interested.
07:36Yeah, well, your interest tends to end up in your zine.
07:39I would never.
07:40I was just...
07:43You're right.
07:50I'll drop it.
07:55It is especially tough on girls.
07:58It was for Hannah.
08:01To your knowledge, neither Mrs. Bradley nor any Liberty faculty took any action once this anonymous note was read aloud?
08:09Not to my knowledge, no.
08:10So, a note expressing interest in suicide was read aloud in class, and faculty members ignored it?
08:19Objection. Asked and answered.
08:21Sustain.
08:22No further questions, Your Honor.
08:26Hey, Kevin.
08:27How you doing, buddy?
08:29How's that new class going?
08:30It's all good.
08:31Thanks.
08:32Good. Glad to hear it.
08:34It just helps keep your head down and, you know, focus on work when things get a little messed up.
08:39You know, like last night.
08:44I'm sorry?
08:47I got a buddy I went to high school with, and he's one of the lieutenants at the station there.
08:53He called me when they brought you in.
08:55It was a misunderstanding.
08:57Look, we've all been there, you know, and apparently they got that dealer guy there like once a week.
09:03But, look, I vouched for you, and he said that they'd all make it go away.
09:10I see.
09:11I'm just going to keep this between us.
09:26You see that?
09:27Oh, yeah.
09:28That's all.
09:43So, yeah, I spent the entire night in my own bed, and my dad only saved her half of it.
09:48Yeah, I mean, that is everything.
10:01It's just too easy to get sucked back into old shit.
10:04I can handle it now.
10:06Hey, what's up?
10:06Uh, do you know Michael?
10:09Hi.
10:09Hey, Michael.
10:11So, what did your doctor say, Alex?
10:13I'm sorry.
10:14I tried.
10:15But they're not going to let me testify.
10:17Shit.
10:18Did the doctor say why?
10:28Justin.
10:32Justin.
10:41Justin.
10:54Hey, Jess.
10:56I missed you.
10:59Can we go somewhere else to talk alone?
11:02No.
11:06I came back for you.
11:09It's the only reason why I'm here.
11:13If you want me to stay, I promise you I'm here for good.
11:20Look, if you want me to go, I'll go forever this time.
11:24You've said that before.
11:26I tried to go away.
11:31I tried to forget about you.
11:34I tried so fucking hard, but I can't stop thinking about you.
11:41Yeah, I think about you, too.
11:45And I wish you were dead.
11:53I'm sorry.
11:56I didn't mean to hurt you more.
12:05You.
12:09Justin.
12:13Justin.
12:13Justin, wake up.
12:14Wake up.
12:15Wake up, Justin.
12:17We've got to get him back to us.
12:19No, I can't do this anymore, okay?
12:20I'm out.
12:21You're out.
12:22There is no way, okay?
12:24What the fuck is up with you?
12:28We've got to get him out of here.
12:29Yeah.
12:30Come on, Justin.
12:31Use your back.
12:32Come on.
12:32Come on.
12:33Come on.
12:38Come on.
12:51Did you know he was back?
12:53No, no.
12:54We really didn't know.
12:55What does it matter to you?
12:57Why do you fucking care if Justin's back?
12:59Because clearly you do.
13:00I don't fucking care.
13:01You don't know how I feel.
13:05Yeah, you're right.
13:07I don't.
13:17Zach, isn't it true that Hannah also reached out to you to talk about her feelings?
13:22Um, yes.
13:23And did she write a note to you?
13:26A note that was not anonymous?
13:29Yes.
13:30Yeah, she wrote me a letter explaining how sad she felt about everything.
13:35How she felt really alone a lot of the time.
13:39So you told no one at Liberty High that Hannah wrote you a note telling you how alone she felt?
13:50I didn't know how to.
13:51But isn't it true that you did reach out to her off campus?
13:58Um.
13:59The summer after sophomore year?
14:01The summer after the note?
14:02Did you have contact with her?
14:06Yes.
14:06And isn't it true that you saw her more than once that summer?
14:12Um, yeah.
14:13Last summer was slow.
14:15Most people were out of town.
14:18You took them, okay?
14:20Sure thing.
14:22Can I help you?
14:23Hey, yeah, uh, can I get a box of Mike and Ike's, a box of hot tamales, and a Diet
14:28Coke, please?
14:29No, you cannot have fucking Mike and Ike's and hot tamales because you're not a fucking child.
14:33Actually, his mommy says he is.
14:35Okay, fuck off, you guys.
14:36Don't you ever get tired of the mama's boy jokes?
14:38Uh, no.
14:39No, we don't.
14:47So I went to a lot of movies.
14:51What can I get you?
14:56I just wanted to say that I am sorry for all of it.
15:04The thing I said about your ass, that wasn't in your compliments, and, um, I'm just really, I'm really sorry.
15:18Thanks.
15:21You're an asshole, but thanks.
15:27Mike and Ike's?
15:30Yeah.
15:31And hot tamales, too, please.
15:35And a Diet Coke.
15:48I mean, I guess I even saw movies I didn't want to see.
15:55You see a lot of movies.
15:56Yeah.
15:57Well, this 2001 thing is supposed to be a masterpiece, so...
16:00God, it's, uh, so boring.
16:02Oh, is it?
16:03Yeah, but at least it's long.
16:05You should still see it, though, you know, so at least when pretentious people talk about it, you can yawn
16:09really loudly.
16:10Okay, cool.
16:11Yeah.
16:15So...
16:56So, yeah.
17:01Yeah, it was painful.
17:05Right?
17:06You're in space.
17:07Why aren't you having fun in space?
17:09Why does nobody talk?
17:10Why is the movie so long and nobody talks about anything?
17:14I mean, at least talk about the fact that, holy shit, you're in outer space.
17:19Would you...
17:23Ever want to watch a different movie?
17:26Like...
17:26Like, with you?
17:28Yes.
17:29Uh, yeah.
17:30I meant with me as part of the...
17:34The plan.
17:35Except not at my house.
17:36My mom doesn't let me have girls over.
17:39So, you're inviting me to watch a movie at my house?
17:45I mean, they're never gonna make a movie about Cameron taking a day off.
17:50People underestimate the Camerons of the world.
17:54I mean, they can be surprising.
17:58Everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown.
18:02But, I think he just wanted someone to save him.
18:09I kind of get that.
18:11Actually.
18:12Yeah.
18:15Nana?
18:17Shit, my parents are home early.
18:18Uh-huh.
18:19Uh, just...
18:22Hi.
18:24Like...
18:25Nana, you up?
18:30Honey?
18:30You up?
18:48No.
18:49To my knowledge, your parents never found out.
18:52So, you told no one else about the time you spent with Hannah.
18:56Isn't that correct?
18:57Yes.
18:58And isn't it true that you were ashamed of telling anyone?
19:00No.
19:01No, no, I just...
19:10That was the summer that my dad died.
19:14And I was out of my mind, and I needed someone that I could talk to.
19:18Yes, but, Zach, didn't you send each other hundreds of text messages?
19:24I...
19:25Hundreds?
19:26I mean, I...
19:27Yeah, we texted...
19:28I don't know how many times.
19:30Who is it, Zachy?
19:34No one.
19:35It's just my mom.
19:40How's she doing?
19:42She okay?
19:47She just needs me to come home.
19:50How are you doing?
19:53I'm good.
19:54I'm fine.
19:59I'm not good.
20:01My mom...
20:03My mom doesn't even want to talk about it.
20:06She's acting like life is just, like, going on.
20:11And I mean, I know that she's destroyed, and she's worried about the future and everything,
20:16but she doesn't say anything about it.
20:20My parents do the same thing.
20:25We just...
20:27We had things in common to talk about,
20:29and things we didn't have to talk about,
20:31things we just knew about each other.
20:34That must have been exhausting, keeping that a secret.
20:40Yeah, I guess I, uh...
20:43just wanted to keep the friendship of ours.
20:45And in all that time you spent together, all those texts,
20:48you and Hannah never became more than friends?
20:52You never told your fellow teammates about her,
20:55as you've said they do?
20:56Bragged a bit.
20:58No.
20:58I would never do that.
21:00Because there was nothing to brag about,
21:02or because you're not one to do so?
21:04Because...
21:05it wasn't like that.
21:07What was it like, then?
21:10Mr. Dempsey, did something happen
21:13between you and Hannah Baker
21:15the summer before she took her life?
21:31What?
21:32And then after that, we went on Space Mountain,
21:34and I threw up all over her,
21:35and after she broke up with me,
21:37I took a long walk through Toontown.
21:41Yeah.
21:42How about you?
21:42Any bad breakups?
21:44Kind of hard to be broken up with
21:47when you've never had a boyfriend.
21:48What?
21:50Really?
21:50I thought you and...
21:52Oh, I'm so sorry.
21:54I didn't mean to...
21:55Everyone thinks I've done a lot of things
21:57with a lot of people, but...
22:01Hey, you know, because I'm a guy,
22:02people give me shit because I don't do enough.
22:05So...
22:07And what have you done?
22:09Are you seriously asking?
22:10I am.
22:14Uh, yeah.
22:15Nothing.
22:17I'm a virgin.
22:24It's weird.
22:26You know, because of my reputation,
22:28like, people calling me a slut and everything,
22:30it made sex seem bad,
22:32like, this negative thing.
22:36But I don't want it to be.
22:37I want my first time to be how I want it to be,
22:38not how everyone says it's been.
22:41Yeah.
22:42I actually get that.
22:46Feels like there's no one good left in this town
22:47to even want to do that, would you?
23:07So, um...
23:09It's just, I...
23:11It's just, you are a good person,
23:13and I like you.
23:15I like you, too.
23:19Sorry, what's happening?
23:23I want to lose my virginity,
23:25and I want it to be great.
23:28Like, I want to do it on my terms
23:29and with someone that I like.
23:32Would you be interested in having sex?
23:36Yeah.
23:42All right, man.
23:43So, who is this girl?
23:47She's, uh...
23:48She's from another school.
23:50Cool.
23:51So, what do you want to know?
23:53Well, what exactly do I need to know?
23:56I'm very happy you came to my office
23:58for this chat.
24:01No, but seriously,
24:03it's hotter when a girl
24:05likes what you're doing,
24:07and she feels good.
24:18I'm sorry.
24:19I don't know how to, um...
24:26begin this thing that we're doing.
24:35Is that me shaking, or you?
24:37Maybe both.
24:38A little bit of both.
24:57I hate my body.
24:58What?
24:59Why?
24:59It's beautiful.
25:01Okay, you have to say that.
25:02No, I look at your body every day,
25:04and I think it's perfect.
25:19Mm-hmm.
25:35Uh...
25:36Okay.
25:49Does it hurt?
25:51Uh, just...
25:53Pressure.
25:55Keep going.
26:02Uh...
26:03Keep going.
26:13Oh, my God.
26:50Was that, uh, was that okay?
26:54Yeah, it was good.
26:57You'd probably do it better if you want to try again.
27:03We could try again.
27:06Okay.
27:14Yes.
27:16What?
27:17Yes.
27:19We...
27:22We had sex.
27:25Just once?
27:26No.
27:28We...
27:30It was all summer.
27:32But it wasn't just the sex.
27:35We really cared for each other.
27:39It was amazing.
27:41It was amazing.
27:43I think.
27:45I don't know how Hannah felt about it.
27:49Running like a fire, burning in the wind.
27:54You said you'd take me higher, higher than I've been.
28:00It was a feeling.
28:01So, I've been practicing.
28:09Practicing what?
28:10Figuring out what I like.
28:13I had to get past the initial, this is wrong, God's gonna punish me and all women feeling of shame.
28:20Which wasn't a joke, but now it's, like, literally the only thing I want to do.
28:38Holy shit.
28:40Right?
28:41This is all starting to make sense now.
28:43Right?
28:44Yeah.
28:46Hello.
28:49Hi.
28:52Bye.
28:53Bye.
28:55Bye.
28:58Bye.
28:58Bye.
29:00Bye.
29:08Bye.
29:14I never was a dreamer, never one to pretend
29:20When the night comes, I still feel you, and my dreams, you never end
29:25And I want you to be with me, and I want you to be free
29:31And I want you to remember that I don't want you to fall
29:39Hey, do you think we're doing this too much?
29:43Do you think we are?
29:47No, I mean, do you think so?
29:51Are you okay with all this?
29:53I'm good
29:59So it should be okay
30:19I'm gonna meet with Dennis, damage control
30:21I'd like to come
30:24Fine, we're meeting at my house
30:27I don't want you to feel alone in this, Liv
30:30Well, that's nice, Andy
30:32I'm honored by your concern
30:34Can you not give one inch?
30:35I am trying here
30:37Is there not one goddamn ounce of forgiveness somewhere?
30:40Some kind of understanding that not everybody else is as self-contained as you are?
30:47Forgiveness for what?
30:48For which part?
30:49The leaving or the not fighting?
30:52This is you, though
30:53This is our whole life together
30:54Not just this trial
30:55Not just Hannah
30:56You have never forgiven weakness or imperfection or struggle
31:03I forgave every weakness, every imperfection, every mistake that we made in parenting our daughter
31:12I guess I'm just surprised that's all we had
31:17I lied to you
31:19I am living with Valerie and her daughter
31:23I know
31:51I am living with Valerie and her daughter
31:53I am living with Valerie and her daughter
32:19That's what it says
32:33I never told anyone because
32:37Well, I thought I was protecting Hannah
32:44Maybe I was just protecting myself
32:51What the fuck?
32:55I mean, what gives, Dempsey?
32:58You cash in on your V-card and you don't even tell your best friend?
33:29What the fuck, Bryce?
33:31Who the hell you are out there?
33:32You step into this room
33:33You step across that baseline
33:36You are the Liberty Tigers
33:38The end
33:47Olivia, I just don't think we should call him
33:50I mean, Sonia will tear him apart
33:51They must know everything about the kid, right?
33:54And we don't
33:56Lainey did recuse herself
33:58Somehow I'm not concerned about a mother knowing her son's secrets
34:04It tends not to be the case these days, it seems, with mothers
34:08Liv
34:09Her daughter
34:13I mean, she becomes a woman
34:18And we missed it
34:19But is this the right response?
34:22We put another kid on the stand and hope for the best?
34:25I mean, there's a reason why we kept him off the list
34:27Clay was devastated when Hannah died, okay?
34:31He was in love with her
34:33He thought she was perfect
34:35The jury needs to hear that
34:37Alright, we'll have to prep him tonight
34:39Go ahead and fill out the paperwork
34:40I'll talk to him first
34:42What the fuck did you do?
34:45Why would you say all of that?
34:47You just made everything worse for her
34:49I didn't mean to
34:50Clay, I swear to God, it's not a lie
34:53I'm sorry
34:53So how come no one knew about it?
34:56You were out of town last summer
34:57It wasn't on your tape
34:58Did she put everything on your tape?
35:04You didn't deserve her
35:05I know, I'm sorry
35:08Fuck you
35:09You, just go to hell
35:11Clay, come on
35:12Get the fuck out of here
35:32You have something you want to say to me?
35:58I've been looking for you everywhere
36:00It's called the clubhouse
36:02Wait, what?
36:03The place in the Polaroids
36:04It's called the clubhouse
36:06Jesus, I don't care anymore
36:07What?
36:10How do you go from
36:11I don't fucking care, okay?
36:13I'm done
36:15I have to take this
36:17So
36:19I'll see you
36:42All right, put your guns down, guys
36:44Guns on the table
36:48All right, guys
36:48We're going to put in a fresh clip
36:50Okay, Cyrus
36:50Look at this
36:51We're going to eject the old clip like that
36:54By pressing that button
36:55Roll in the new clip like so
36:58Rack the slide
36:59Okay
37:05You guys try it
37:06Cool
37:07Remember, even if there's no clip in there
37:09Always treat your guns as if they're loaded
37:12Okay
37:13All right
37:13Give it a shot
37:17I really appreciate this
37:19My wife didn't think it was appropriate to call
37:21But we don't know anybody else who we could ask
37:24And Alex has been a good friend to Tyler
37:27Oh, well, I'm happy to do it
37:29Tyler's a good kid
37:31You know, we
37:33We can't change the past
37:34But we can be better, right?
37:41Dude, what the fuck?
37:43I've been waiting outside for like
37:4430 minutes
37:46I'm plateauing
37:49Plateauing?
37:50Yeah
37:51Apparently that happens when you shoot yourself in the head
37:56After like six months
37:57No matter how much work you put in
37:59Your body just settles into being broken forever
38:01Come on, man
38:02You had a rough couple days
38:03And that's
38:03It's not a rough couple of days, Zach
38:06This is my life now
38:09My doctor said so
38:11Okay, I'm pretty sure your doctor didn't say that
38:12I can't testify
38:14I can't help Hannah
38:15I can't help Jess
38:16I'm useless
38:17Well
38:19Maybe that's for the better
38:21What is that supposed to mean?
38:23It means that after what happened to me today
38:24Maybe you don't want to testify
38:25Don't tell me what I fucking want
38:27Alex, I
38:27Man, at least you can do it
38:29And at least you can walk
38:30And fuck girls
38:33Alex, fuck girls
38:34No, no
38:35Put the fuck off of me
38:36Fuck my leg
38:38This fucking hole in my head
38:40And then fuck Justin for coming back for Jessica
38:43Fuck Jessica
38:44Fuck Jessica
38:44Dude
38:45Get off of me
38:47No, stop
38:49Fight me
38:51Man, fight me
38:52Fuck yeah
38:53No, stop
38:55What's wrong?
39:10Listen it's probably just like from the physical contact and are you okay?
39:23Yeah. Yeah I am. My dick works.
39:35We need you to talk about your friendship. About what you two meant to each other. Her kindness.
39:46Will they ask me about kissing her?
39:53They probably will. But it was just one kiss. It's important that the jury understands who Hannah
40:01really was. Dennis will ask you what you two talked about. The hopes and dreams that Hannah
40:10shared with you. Her good qualities. Destroy. I've learned things about Hannah I guess
40:18I didn't know before. I understand. Me too. I feel like I didn't really know who she was.
40:29Can you put all that out of your mind though and focus on who Hannah really was? To you?
40:43I couldn't move. He got on top of me and I couldn't move my arms.
40:51Or if I did he'd just push them back down. He just kept pushing. Everywhere. He wouldn't listen.
41:02I can still feel his hands taking off my underwear. I just feel him all the time.
41:10If I kiss someone I can feel his breath.
41:15If I touch someone I just remember trying to get him not to touch me.
41:23God. So it's really fucking stupid that I'm worried about Justin when he's one of the goddamn
41:28reasons why I'm dealing with all of this shit.
41:36You fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden it makes it easier for you to get by.
41:42You're looking at me right now facing the other side and the two feet with your back.
41:46Let's face it back. Level 1 to the aggressors. Let's have them grab at the neck.
41:51Let's use break the grip. Throw the palm. Grab the shoulder. Throw the knee.
41:55There you go. We're going to speed it up a little bit. Here Lucas you can switch with Selena for
41:58a second.
41:59Thank you. All right. One more time you're going to grab my neck. We're going to break the grip.
42:03We're going to throw the palm. Throw the knee. All right. We'll switch it over. This is with the sound.
42:08Ready? Grab my neck. There you go. You good? You get back in line.
42:15Selena, you switch back over. All right, the twos are the aggressors.
42:17Even though you know you'd feel a lot better if you just came clean.
42:25Don't drink it so fast. It's one way trip to barf town.
42:34Sounds fun. And so, my friend.
42:41It is done.
42:42You hacked Zach's iCloud account in two minutes.
42:47And his password was Zach attack, so.
42:54Isn't that the girl that died?
43:00Yeah. That's weird. What's that?
43:06Marcus! Marcus! Marcus!
43:10Holy shit. This is incredible.
43:13Marcus! Marcus! Marcus! Marcus!
43:15We have to send this everywhere.
43:16No, no, no, no.
43:19Marcus! Marcus! Marcus!
43:19No, let's with him first.
43:22No, I mean, I think you're really brave to talk about Justin.
43:28Is there anyone else you want to talk about?
43:32Bryce, maybe?
43:34Bryce?
43:36What do you mean?
43:43Look, I've been the girl who's avoided her rapist in the halls.
43:48Mine was a senior named Mark Perry, and it's a story for another time, but I'm choosing
43:57to say his name to you even though I didn't turn him in, and you want to know why?
44:02Because it's my fucking story to tell.
44:05No one else is, and you should be so proud that you told yours tonight.
44:15I am, and I just know that you can always, always talk about it with me.
44:24I get it.
44:32I was trying to help Hannah's case.
44:35By hiding Justin here, in the home of a lawyer whose firm is trying the case.
44:41Do you have any idea how that could look?
44:43It's not just appearances we're worried about.
44:46Matt, I'm an officer of the court.
44:48Justin failed to respond to his subpoena.
44:50He's in contempt.
44:51Look, I was hiding him here because I didn't have any other options, okay?
44:54What about the option of coming to talk to us?
44:56That's promised.
44:57I had nowhere to go.
44:59That's why he had no other options.
45:02My mom is a junkie, and her boyfriend is, he's a dealer, and not a very nice guy.
45:13I knew that they wouldn't take me back.
45:15Clay and Tony, they found me, and saved me.
45:21He didn't tell you guys because I was too ashamed for anyone to know.
45:31And he's sick with the flu, which is why we were waiting for him to testify.
45:38You can stay as long as you need, Justin.
45:41But I will need to report you being back to the lawyers.
45:45I'm sorry.
45:46It's the law.
45:47That's okay.
45:48I understand.
45:49Thank you, Mrs. Jensen.
45:50And Mr. Jensen.
45:53No.
45:55Who's hungry?
45:57Really?
45:58You threw up on his favorite boots.
46:03What were you guys drinking?
46:04Because he is out cold.
46:07He said it was his special recipe.
46:11What were you guys even working on?
46:14Oh.
46:24He's gonna hate me.
46:27Why?
46:28You know, I'm not telling you what happened.
46:31You don't have to either.
46:32You know, it could just be our secret.
46:36Like, just me and you.
46:38Okay.
46:40Thanks.
46:43Yeah.
46:44What are we paying the Walker's lawyer for if you're just gonna keep secrets from him?
46:49And this was happening all last summer?
46:55No, I wasn't ready.
46:57And save.
47:02No, I'm not ready.
47:07I don't want to go back to school.
47:09Junior year is like the only year that counts on your transcript.
47:16No, Bryce is back and wants the party.
47:19If you want, we can hang with him later.
47:20I don't have plans.
47:26Actually, I don't want my friends to know about this.
47:29Us.
47:31I just kind of want this to be ours, you know?
47:37Yeah.
47:38Okay.
47:46Why would you keep this from me?
47:49Because that's how we do things, isn't it?
47:51What does that mean?
47:52I don't even know how you feel about dad dying.
47:55I don't know how you feel about anything.
47:57What if I felt like Hannah did?
47:59Because I have, Mom.
48:01I actually have.
48:03What would you do?
48:03Zachary, Shania, Dempsey, that is enough.
48:07Don't say such things.
48:08Why not?
48:09This trial, that girl has put thoughts in your head.
48:14You do not feel that way.
48:16You're fine.
48:21Yeah, exactly.
48:24I'm fine.
48:30What about Jessica's party?
48:32I mean, you didn't talk to him there.
48:33He was drunk and stupid by the time I showed up.
48:36So why didn't you put it on his tape?
48:39Maybe I was keeping it private for me and him.
48:42Or maybe you were protecting yourself.
48:43Yes.
48:44I mean, maybe I was.
48:47Maybe it hurt that it meant something to me and not to him.
49:00If I had been in town that summer, would it have been me instead?
49:19You thinking about Zach?
49:23What?
49:25No.
49:28I read that stupid blog.
49:30I have to tell hundreds of people tomorrow what I loved about Hannah.
49:35And all I can think about is how she lost her virginity to Zach.
49:39I mean, Zach.
49:40And then like a month later, she hooked up with me.
49:42And then she freaked out.
49:43But she didn't freak out when she hooked up with Zach.
49:45I mean, what the fuck are you saying, Jensen?
49:50I mean, do you know how many girls I've slept with?
49:56Like, a lot.
49:58Classifies me as like a player or something.
50:01My best friends used to think I was the fucking best.
50:04Okay.
50:06Hannah, she sleeps with one guy.
50:08She has a crush on another guy, being me.
50:12And she kisses a third, being you.
50:15And it's whatever.
50:16It's all fine, right?
50:18All of a sudden, she's a slut.
50:21All of a sudden, you don't know who she is.
50:24You're a dumbass.
50:26I'm not a dumbass.
50:27You're a dumb.
50:28You're an ass.
50:29Dumbass.
50:31I'm not the dumbass who got locked out of the house today.
50:38Clay, I didn't get locked out today.
50:42Someone broke in.
50:44I didn't see who it was, and I didn't tell your parents.
50:48What the fuck?
50:49I mean, who the fuck have you pissed off lately?
50:54Bryce.
50:56It has to be Bryce.
50:57Did he leave anything?
50:59Or did he take anything?
51:01Fuck.
51:02I was downstairs with your parents this whole...
51:26What is it?
51:28What?
51:30Nothing.
51:31It's good.
51:34Everything's here.
51:38Hannah had nothing to be ashamed of.
51:42I made her feel like she did.
51:45Because I don't tell people things.
51:47Like I said.
51:51Five tickets for Sudden Descent, please.
51:54Hey, are you still wearing that lacy black underwear?
51:57Yeah, come on.
51:58Show us.
51:59Oh!
52:00Miles and miles of skin.
52:03All right, ladies.
52:04Enough.
52:06Just keep the change.
52:08Thank you, sweetheart.
52:14See ya.
52:21Shit, I forgot my wallet, guys.
52:22I'll meet you out there.
52:23All right.
52:31Hey.
52:34Sorry about earlier.
52:35I didn't want them to make fun of you or anything.
52:37They made fun of me anyway.
52:39Right.
52:40I'm sorry about that.
52:43Can I make it up to you?
52:47Sometime?
52:50You were right before.
52:52Maybe it's best if we just keep this thing between us.
52:56You know, if we end it now, then it stays good.
52:58All complicated.
53:02Yeah.
53:04Yeah, I know that.
53:05That sounds good.
53:10Okay.
53:11Cool.
53:16Hannah didn't tell me how she felt either.
53:20But now...
53:21I guess I know.
53:48And I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life.
53:53And shame burns.
54:15For help finding crisis resources, visit 13reasonswhy.info.
54:33I'm out again on my own.
54:37A reflection in the chrome of an at-home machine.
54:44It's been so long.
54:49It's been so long.
54:49My mind is drawn away.
54:53Don't know if I can go back.
54:56But to live out this dream.
55:00It's just my love.
55:04I call you home.
55:07I had to heal.
55:12I had to heal.
55:12Just to feel near you.
55:16I know it's not true.
55:19But it's been so long.
55:23I know it's wrong.
55:27I know.
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