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Temptation Island - Season 2 - Episode 11: The Final Bonfire Part 2
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:10I did not see it in my wildest dreams.
00:13I want to call it a night.
00:14That I would be spending a night with anyone else besides my boyfriend.
00:20Well, I'm looking for engagement rings.
00:23I couldn't be any more overwhelmed with joy that I'm ready to propose to Ashley.
00:27And I hope she says yes.
00:30And it's just like weird for me to feel something completely different.
00:34Am I crazy for having feelings for somebody on this island?
00:39Am I crazy for that?
00:40Like, it's scaring the shit out of me.
00:42You don't understand the pain that I had to go through.
00:46As I watch you with multiple people, I'm the type of girl that should never, ever, ever have to see
00:53that.
00:53You're not gonna tempt me.
00:57You'll never forget me.
01:01You're not gonna tempt me.
01:08You're not gonna tempt me.
01:11You'll never forget me
01:15You're not gonna tempt me
01:26Let me just clear the air.
01:27I don't know what you saw or what you didn't see at the bonfire,
01:30but I'll just be completely honest and own exactly anything and everything that I've done here.
01:35You know, we had a party that we called the Blackout Party.
01:38Everyone, including myself, we got extremely intoxicated
01:41and I took a shower with this girl, Samantha.
01:45And after the shower, this other girl, Peyton, came into my room
01:48and we started making out in my bed and...
01:51Am I allowed to cut you off?
01:52You guys can talk.
01:54I mean, you're digging yourself a hole right now.
01:58I'm not trying to dig a hole. I'm trying to do a hole.
02:00Peyton, this one, and then now you have feelings and you're falling in love with Tanita.
02:04So I'm trying to clear the air.
02:07A girl sees you in that behavior and then falls for you?
02:11So let me just clear the air.
02:13I'm trying to clear the air and be open and honest with you of what happened
02:16because I don't know what you saw or didn't see.
02:17I kissed Mel.
02:18I mean, just look, look, you don't have to tell all of America
02:21that you just whored yourself out.
02:22Like, you really don't.
02:23I saw, they can see that.
02:25I just don't need you to, like, let yourself, like, just, you're, just don't.
02:28I owe you enough respect to tell you exactly what happened, whether you saw it or you didn't.
02:33And I hope that you can just take that.
02:34I was drunk.
02:35It was stupid.
02:36I totally own it.
02:38And the fact that Tanita was able to not hold that against me, to me, like, that was, that was
02:44a big deal for me, you know?
02:45What a girl.
02:46What a girl.
02:49And then at the overnight, like, Tanita and I had sex.
02:55I mean, David.
02:56I just wanted to be completely transparent with you and tell you everything that happened.
03:01Wait, so that shows me that you weren't committed to our relationship from the beginning.
03:04That's not true at all, though.
03:06The fact that you think I'm not committed to our relationship is a lie.
03:09That's not true.
03:10David.
03:10I brought you here because I wanted to work on things with you.
03:13And what I've learned throughout the process is, like, what I need.
03:16And that's someone that doesn't question what I do.
03:19Someone that, like, trusts me at all costs.
03:23And I've, and that's what I need in a relationship.
03:26Babe, I get that.
03:27But you're asking for trust from me because you wanted to come here and show that you, I can trust
03:32you.
03:32And then you do all of that.
03:34So what I should have trusted was my gut instinct that you weren't trustworthy.
03:40I wanted so badly to walk away from this together.
03:45So badly.
03:46And, like, move on with our life.
03:51I'm not blaming you.
03:52But you made this journey about you, and I made this journey about me.
03:56So thank you for showing me who you truly are.
04:03David and Kate, there are really three options here.
04:09Do you want to leave together?
04:11Do you want to leave the island alone?
04:13Or is there someone else better for you that you'd like to leave the island with?
04:16You can tell David your decision now.
04:33Of course.
04:41I told you that I've grown more than I could ever imagine since I came here.
04:49And the connection with Tanita, I-I can't explain that feeling.
04:56And so I'm leaving the island with Tanita.
05:04So now we come to the end of the journey.
05:06I know this wasn't the outcome that either of you were looking for.
05:10Mm-hmm.
05:11No.
05:13I really love who I am right now, and I need to keep discovering that person.
05:18Because the next person who gets me is going to be really lucky.
05:21Well, Kate, I think your journey is over.
05:25Remember, it's time to leave the island.
05:37I'm sorry.
05:38I'm sorry.
05:38I hurt you.
05:40I'm sorry.
05:45I'm a big girl.
05:46I can handle a lot.
05:48I just didn't know how much.
06:16I feel like I was able to express myself and express everything that I wanted to say to him.
06:23It feels amazing and so liberating to be able to tell someone how they've made you feel.
06:29Hopefully he takes all that to heart, and I don't know, maybe he can make him a better person in
06:34the future.
06:34Don't miss me, baby.
06:40I don't know when I'll be home.
06:44This is a pivotal moment for me.
06:45This is taking ownership over, um, you know, the decision that I've made,
06:52and that I don't feel this way because of what he's done.
06:56I feel this way because I know that he wasn't right for me.
07:01Don't miss me, darling.
07:09You okay?
07:14I just feel so guilty, and I think it's more of a guilt that I've allowed it to get to
07:22this point
07:23where I've been in a relationship that hasn't allowed me to be the best version of myself.
07:31And it just took me coming here to realize, like, what I truly need in a relationship to be happy.
07:37While you have to grapple with the guilt that you feel about your actions
07:40and the pain that it may have caused Kate, you have found...
07:45Is love too strong of a word?
07:47Have you fallen in love here?
07:50I'm on the way.
07:52I'm on the way, and I can't tell you how good it feels
07:55knowing that I'm going to see Tanita right now.
07:58Bring her out right now.
08:08Hi, Tanita.
08:09Hi.
08:10Welcome to our bonfire.
08:11Thank you for having me.
08:13You are welcome.
08:14David would like to chat with you for a minute.
08:15Can I see you?
08:16Hi.
08:17Woo!
08:18I'm so happy to see you.
08:22I feel like I'm sitting here.
08:24I know.
08:26All right.
08:30So, what's next?
08:32I mean, what's next is me aligning all my pieces to move out to L.A.
08:38Yeah.
08:39And do that sooner rather than later.
08:41All right.
08:42Well, your journey on the island is complete.
08:45I wish you the best.
08:47I'm rooting for you.
08:50It is time to leave the island.
08:54Thanks, Mark.
08:55No heart feelings?
08:55No.
08:56No heart feelings.
08:58Okay.
08:59Tanita, thank you very much.
09:01Yeah, thank you for everything.
09:01I wish you guys the best.
09:02Yeah.
09:03Take care.
09:06Oh, man.
09:08This is so crazy.
09:10This is crazy.
09:11You think it comes along?
09:13Kate and I are no longer a thing, and I'm moving forward with Tanita.
09:16It was a little frustrating for me to hear her say, like, you know, a little dig at Tanita,
09:20that, oh, Tanita, you know, saw you do these things while you were forming a connection with her,
09:25and yet she was still okay with it.
09:26Like, that's who you want to be with.
09:27And, you know, as much as that hurts me,
09:30I have to myself, like, do what makes me happiest.
09:32And what makes me happiest is leaving the island with Tanita.
09:38It's only the beginning.
09:39Yes, only the beginning.
09:41You hold my heart.
09:53We're crazy, crazy.
10:00It's just so crazy that we're going to be facing our girlfriends at the final bonfire.
10:04Yeah.
10:04You feel like you're different?
10:05I do feel like I've grown into, like, a totally different person, more open-minded.
10:10But it was like an emotional roller coaster, to say the least.
10:14I came to Temptation Island because there are questions that I have about Asanika that I want to get answered.
10:19I want to make sure that being with her is the right thing to do.
10:23Why do I always have to be the one to be, like, super nice first and, like, tell you how
10:27much, like, I'm in love?
10:29This is the wrong time to get on all of that.
10:34I want to be honest with you.
10:35So what the f***?
10:37After the second bonfire, that's when I started really opening up to myself and learning about the flaws that I
10:42didn't know I have.
10:43I'm from St. Thomas.
10:44Has Gavin ever been there?
10:45Not yet.
10:46Not yet?
10:47Sometimes I talk about it and he's just like, nah.
10:50I'm like, dude, why don't you want to, like, watch my culture?
10:53I've learned that I should be more receptive to other people.
10:57Have you taken the time to actually think to yourself, why does she feel this way?
11:01I at least know some of my issues now.
11:04I can't love someone the way I want to love them.
11:06I've got to love them the way they need to be loved.
11:08The idea of facing a sonica for the last time since arriving on the island is a scary feeling.
11:14It's intimidating and I don't get scared easily.
11:16I don't know what's going to happen.
11:17Suddenly, I can't stop thinking about you, about me, about us, about love.
11:26I came to the island because Gavin and I wanted to see if we could make our relationship stronger.
11:33I've got to keep in mind why we're doing this.
11:34We're doing this for growth.
11:35We're doing this for clarity.
11:36This isn't a luxurious breakup experience.
11:40I'm going to miss you, though.
11:41I'm going to miss you, too.
11:42All right.
11:43I care about Gavin because he is a good guy.
11:47He makes me happy.
11:48And he has a special place in my heart.
11:51You can sit closer.
11:52Wait, wait.
11:53I'm allowed to get closer?
11:54You know, like arm's length.
11:55Arm's length.
11:56I knew coming here would be a journey for myself to grow and learn.
12:01But I definitely have my walls up.
12:04Do you think your girlfriend is the one?
12:06Yeah, as of right now, I can't answer that question.
12:08Not with an honest yes.
12:10It really hurt my feelings to see Gavin question if I was the one.
12:15He doesn't like to give me compliments.
12:18How could you accept the fact that the man that you're with doesn't compliment you?
12:24I did not come here with any intentions of actually having a genuine connection with someone.
12:30But Kareem just has a good energy that attracts you to him.
12:33And I like that.
12:35Oh, shit.
12:36What's going to happen?
12:41Gavin's biggest rule was not to have anyone in my room.
12:44But what was most important for me at that time was to make myself happy.
12:48And so I chose to make myself happy.
12:56I definitely feel something special for Kareem.
12:59But I know I love Gavin.
13:01So I've been confused for some time because I'm constantly comparing someone I've known for a year and a half
13:08to someone I've only knew in a little bit of time.
13:12What is most important, though, is a decision I make for myself.
13:21I came to Temptation Island because Ashley didn't trust me.
13:26Our relationship was great and amazing.
13:29But Ashley has some insecurity issues.
13:32If we're not all in, then it's not going to work.
13:34It's not going to work.
13:35And I love you.
13:36I love you.
13:39I'm definitely not scared of what my girl would do.
13:41I'm definitely 0% worried about her whatsoever.
13:44So 0%?
13:460%.
13:46I came in thinking this was just going to be a fun, wild ride.
13:53And I learned so much more than I ever expected.
13:56Case, you ready?
13:58I think so.
14:02Oh, shit.
14:18Being on Temptation Island allowed me the chance to look inward for once in my life and really realize what
14:24impacts do I have on people.
14:26I was weak for sweeping things under the rug.
14:29I was weak for not addressing issues.
14:30And I was weak for not allowing my partner to feel loved.
14:34Tonight will be the most difficult thing I've ever done in my life.
14:37And I feel like there's a chance Ashley's still in love with me.
14:40And if not, there's definitely a chance that when she sees me again, it'll all come rushing right back.
14:50I came to this island because Casey wanted to be here.
14:54And going into this journey, I was very focused on our relationship.
15:02What would be the worst if you could verbalize it?
15:05Losing him would be the worst.
15:11Honestly, I didn't think anything was wrong with my relationship.
15:16Talking to guys like Deke and Ben allowed me to, you know, open up more and really embrace this.
15:22Ben, will you go on my date tomorrow?
15:26I would love to.
15:28The biggest turning point for me was what I saw at the bonfire.
15:33Honestly, if Ashley broke up with me, I'd be okay.
15:36I'd just go back to that lifestyle and just, like, hook it up with anyone.
15:39I don't remember what it used to be like to just do whatever the I wanted to do.
15:43So I feel like maybe when I told her I loved her, I was saying it from a place, like,
15:47I love you, but if you ever, like, wanted to leave me, I would be fine.
15:51That was something that turned a switch for me.
15:55That was really fun.
16:04No one has ever kissed me like that in my entire life.
16:07He's a different type of man.
16:09Through this experience, I've learned to understand what true happiness and what love looks like.
16:25When I see Casey, it's going to be hard and scary because I definitely still love him, but it's not
16:33the same as it was when I first came here.
16:35I'm nervous, excited, and, you know, anxious at the same time, so I don't know what's going to happen.
16:58It's the last bonfire, and I am just feeling anxious to see Gavin again, just to have a conversation with
17:05him and really see where his head's at.
17:07Believe it or not, I am more of a lover than a fighter, but I fight for what I love,
17:13and I'll just have to see what's worth fighting for tonight.
17:17I've been holding it inside, the guilt behind us.
17:27I have butterflies.
17:30It's like, reminds me of when I used to play football, I used to feel like this before every game.
17:35Just the anxiety of not knowing what's going to happen.
17:38It's just this time where it's not a game that's taken to person.
17:53My fear walking into the final bonfire is, you know, the thought that this might be my last time ever
17:58seeing a Sonica.
17:59How are you, Gavin?
18:00I'm making it, Mark.
18:01I'm very nervous that a Sonica has moved on.
18:04I now know that our relationship is definitely worth fighting for, and I'm going to fight for it.
18:08Hopefully convince her to stay with me.
18:10All right, Gavin, we're at the end, final bonfire.
18:13And before we get into it, I just want to check in with you and see how you're feeling right
18:17now.
18:18Right now, I'm scared.
18:20I don't know how she feels about us right now.
18:22I don't know if she wants to leave here with me or with someone else or maybe by herself.
18:28So, um, I'm in a true state of limbo.
18:31But I'm going to do the best I can, you know, be confident, be honest.
18:34Well, I'm ready to bring her in if you're ready.
18:40I'm ready.
18:41Okay.
18:42Semper, now.
18:54Hi, Sonic.
18:55Hi.
19:09This is your final bonfire.
19:11When you came to the island as boyfriend and girlfriend, you came with really one agenda.
19:17And that was the answer to the question, are we meant to be together, or is there somebody better out
19:22there for us?
19:23That's what this entire journey leads to.
19:27So, this is a chance for one of you to speak, and the other can only listen, okay?
19:32Mm-hmm.
19:34Gavin, we're going to start with you whenever you're ready.
19:36All right.
19:40Before I really go into detail about everything, I want to start off, you know, saying I'm sorry.
19:48I'm sorry for not paying attention to you.
19:52I'm sorry for not being as sensitive as I know I should have been.
19:58And I'm sorry for not being supportive when you needed my support.
20:03And I definitely should have been a lot more patient.
20:07And it's unfortunate that this experience has put our relationship on the line, but I've grown so much from this
20:14experience that I don't regret coming here.
20:20All right, Gavin, well said.
20:23Okay, Sonic, thank you for listening.
20:26Now's your chance to share it with Gavin.
20:32Um, you know, from the moment you suggested coming on this journey, I've had a lot of time to self
20:40-reflect.
20:40And, um, I never thought that I was a perfect person.
20:47I know that I have a lot of flaws.
20:51And it's a hurtful thing when you want someone to love your flaws and all, and they just act like
20:59they can't do that,
21:00when you wholeheartedly give everything that you can.
21:07And I just feel like you don't see me.
21:17And that's hard for me to accept.
21:23But do you think I see you now?
21:26I don't know.
21:29That's what I'm trying to get across to you is that I do.
21:33Okay.
21:35I think you've both been honest with one another.
21:37Now, before I come to you and ask you what you want your future to be,
21:41I think it's only fair that you have a chance to discuss what you've heard
21:44and ask any questions that are still on your plate unanswered.
21:50So, Gavin, Sonic, turn to one another and talk about it.
21:57How did it feel to see someone actually have interest in me?
22:03I was scared.
22:05I'm not going to lie.
22:06That was the first time I actually thought about, like, I could actually lose you.
22:11And to be honest, it made me want to try harder.
22:13It made me want to do better.
22:16We laid ground rules that we wouldn't have anybody in our rooms and you had Kareem in your room.
22:20I didn't have anybody in my room.
22:22So what is that?
22:24When I came here, all I was doing was thinking about you and talking about you consistently and then to
22:30find that you would question how you felt about me and took no time to even talk about me in
22:38a positive way.
22:39I never said anything about questioning how I felt about you.
22:41I may question certain issues about you, but I never was like, oh, yeah, I don't really know if I
22:45like her or love her to begin with.
22:48If you're questioning if someone is the one, isn't that a question of how you feel about them?
22:55That's fair.
22:58Okay, you have three choices.
23:01You can leave this island alone, you can leave this island together, or you can leave this island with somebody
23:07else.
23:08Gavin, I'll start with you and you can look at Sonic and tell her what you've decided.
23:16Before this experience, I thought I loved you.
23:19But as this experience went on, I know I love you now.
23:23So my decision is I do want to leave this island with you.
23:26Because I love you, and I want to be with you.
23:28No games.
23:31Okay.
23:32Sonic, the answer I need from you is, do you want to leave this island with this man whose pleasure
23:37is love to you?
23:39Do you want to leave this island alone?
23:41Or the third option, that you found love on this island and you want to leave the island with somebody
23:46new?
23:47Hmm.
23:49Right.
23:50That part.
23:56I think the best decision is to leave with someone new.
24:03Gavin, anything you want to say?
24:05Um, you know, I want to see you be happy.
24:11I would like to see you with me, but if you want to leave with someone else, I'm still here
24:15for you.
24:16Gavin, this isn't the outcome that you were hoping for.
24:19But based on these decisions, it's now time to leave the island.
24:22Thanks, Mark.
24:23Thank you for being here, Gavin.
24:24I wish you absolutely the best.
24:26Okay.
24:27God bless you.
24:28Thanks for having me.
24:30I didn't expect to leave this island single.
24:33I didn't expect that Sonic could have wanted to leave with someone else on top of that.
24:36And I've learned that sometimes, you know, love is too late.
24:41Whatever's next for me, Temptation Island made me a better person for it.
24:46I don't regret coming here.
24:47I feel like, you know, no matter how much it hurts, it still gave us both some form of clarity.
24:55It wasn't easy.
24:56No.
24:57But I'm impressed with how real you spoke to him.
25:00Yeah.
25:01And you also said some stuff that I've been waiting to hear you say.
25:07I don't even know what I said.
25:09I just know it was the truth.
25:10Just that you want to have love.
25:13Yeah.
25:14And that you deserve to have it.
25:16You said you want to be seen.
25:18Yeah.
25:19Karim sees me.
25:20And what does that make you feel?
25:21That makes me feel, um, appreciated.
25:26It makes me feel like I exist.
25:29Would you like to see him?
25:30Okay.
25:32Here he comes right now.
25:42It's good to see you.
25:43Good to see you, too.
25:44Welcome to Bonfire.
25:47Surprise.
25:48Somebody would like to talk to you.
25:49Oh, beautiful.
25:50How you doing?
25:51I'll get it.
25:53You want me to sit?
25:53You're so nice.
25:56You look nice.
25:58Every relationship that I witness here at Bonfire and on this island has its own level of depth.
26:03Right.
26:03And that you committed to leave the island together as your first step on what I hope becomes a very
26:10long and very loving place for one another.
26:16You guys ready to leave this island?
26:17Absolutely.
26:18All right, you guys.
26:21Come on.
26:23We wish you the best.
26:24Bye, Mark.
26:25Goodbye, son.
26:26I do believe I found something special here on the island.
26:29She's in good hands.
26:31I think you made the right decision.
26:32Karim and I have a really good friendship, and I've learned the possibilities of letting my walls down.
26:39Give me a hand.
26:40I'm gonna need it.
26:41And really allow myself to feel the potential of love.
26:45This is all we ever wanted.
26:47This is all we ever wanted.
26:50Now we got it.
26:52Now we got it.
26:53I just want to, like, rest my head here and smell on it.
27:09How do we get here, my love?
27:14What path did we take?
27:17There's doubt going into tonight.
27:19Is it something I did or I said?
27:22I don't know what my conversation's gonna be like with Casey, but I know what's best for me, and I
27:29feel like I need to express that to him.
27:31How do we get here, my love?
27:34Ashley and I are soulmates, and I didn't believe in it until I came here.
27:37My gut tells me that Ashley and I are gonna leave here together, and that I'm gonna be engaged in
27:43a very short few moments.
27:46Now I say, ooh, maybe I'll turn back.
27:57Tonight will be the most difficult thing I've ever done in my life.
28:00And prior to this point, every day here without Ashley has been the most difficult thing that I've ever done.
28:06Hi, buddy.
28:06I'm going to fight for Ashley until the very, very end.
28:09So maybe this can be the thing that proves my love to her that she never knew I had inside
28:13of her.
28:14How are you feeling right now?
28:16I'm feeling the happiest I've ever felt and the most terrified I've ever felt.
28:21I think that's appropriate.
28:22You've got a lot on the line here.
28:24In a minute, I'm gonna have Ashley come in.
28:27I'm sure you've spent some time thinking about what you want to say to her.
28:30Once or twice.
28:31Once or twice.
28:32Or a million times.
28:33Okay.
28:34And you know there are several possible outcomes here.
28:37You prepared for all of those?
28:41I'm only prepared for the one outcome.
28:43Okay.
28:44I'm gonna bring her in now.
28:45Good luck, Case.
28:47Here she comes.
29:00Hi, Ashley.
29:02Hey.
29:03Welcome back.
29:04Hi.
29:12You guys can say hello if you want.
29:14How are you?
29:24Okay, guys.
29:28You came to the island together as a couple, really with one question to answer.
29:35Are we meant to be together, or is there someone better out there for us?
29:40This is your chance to have one speak, and the other listen.
29:47Okay?
29:47Mm-hmm.
29:48Ashley, I'm gonna let you speak first.
29:50And Casey, all you can do is listen at this point.
29:53Okay?
29:54Ashley, it's all yours.
30:01I have grown to become more confident in myself, and realize that people will not take my words
30:11for granted, and they won't be ever again.
30:16I've realized my self-worth.
30:18I know that I am stronger than I've ever been in my life.
30:23I'm not a scared little girl anymore.
30:25I have grown into somebody that you don't know.
30:33You brought us here.
30:35I regret so.
30:38You put our relationship on the line for your own selfishness.
30:46But I don't regret coming here now because I don't-I wouldn't have found myself who I am right now.
30:51Mm-hmm.
30:55Okay.
30:57Casey, it's all yours.
31:00Okay.
31:04I guess the first thing I just want to say is that I'm sorry for everything.
31:08I'm sorry that our entire relationship, you tried to be heard, and I didn't listen.
31:17And I'm sorry that I made you feel like you had trust issues and jealousy issues and insecurity issues when
31:25all those things were just you being madly in love with me and me not returning the love that you
31:31were giving me.
31:33Casey, I know you have no regrets, but I do.
31:37If I could do this all over again, I would never have brought you here and put you in this
31:40situation.
31:43There's so many things that I should have done differently, but I promise you that I'm not the same Casey
31:50at all.
31:53Baby, I want you to be my baby.
31:56Baby, I've got a really, really big question for you.
32:03I can't live with myself if I don't ask.
32:11Ashley.
32:18Ashley.
32:23Ashley, baby, you're the only, only woman that I've ever loved in my life, and you've told me that you
32:29want everything with me, and you've told me if I was to propose, you would say yes.
32:33From day one, baby, baby, I can never imagine myself spending time without you.
32:41I just want us.
32:42I just want it to be me and you, baby.
32:45Ashley.
32:49My last date I went on, we went ring shopping.
32:55You married me, baby, because I love you and I want you to be my baby baby for the rest
32:59of our lives.
33:10Ashley, baby, I've got a really, really big question for you.
33:16My last date I went on, we went ring shopping.
33:22You married me, baby, because I love you and I want you to be my baby baby for the rest
33:26of our lives and I want to die next to you.
33:28I want to be that couple that lives next to your mom and sits on rocking chairs and drinks wine
33:32at three o'clock in the afternoon and tells funny jokes to each other.
33:37Casey, you've asked a big question.
33:39I want to marry you, baby.
33:41And Ashley, before you answer, Casey, it's important that Ashley gets to talk and you listen, which is something I
33:49know you've worked on doing.
33:50Yes.
33:51And then we'll get her answer to your question.
33:53Ashley, it's all yours.
33:55Coming here, you already promised me something and you broke the promise.
33:59Do you know what your promise was?
34:01What was the promise?
34:02That you loved me.
34:04And don't, don't even.
34:08You did not show that to me in a lot of ways.
34:11I was shown at bonfires that that promise and love wasn't real and that if I were to break up
34:20with you, you'd be totally fine.
34:22Do you remember?
34:24You said it.
34:25You said it.
34:26Ashley.
34:27Who did?
34:28Ashley, you don't know.
34:29Let me talk.
34:30Stop.
34:31You said it and that is what broke me.
34:35I never felt that way, ever.
34:37I said it, though, so let me speak for a minute without you saying things over me, please.
34:48I have found someone that has seen me broken but picked me up when I needed help, when I felt
34:57like my words needed to be heard and I needed my emotions to be out there.
35:01And you know that person f***ing listened to me every time.
35:05This person isn't selfish.
35:09You didn't listen to me.
35:11And you put yourself before me.
35:13And I never did that to you.
35:18Ashley.
35:20The way that I've acted, it's been unbearable without you.
35:24I've seen the way you acted.
35:26Ashley, you haven't seen the whole thing at all.
35:29I know I haven't seen the whole thing.
35:29I cried those nights that I partied.
35:31I went down to my room and I cried.
35:32But listen, you wanted to come here for fun.
35:34You wanted to have fun.
35:35And you brought me here and you were selfish about it.
35:37I had no idea what I was going to say to you.
35:39I wouldn't have ever done that to you.
35:40I know.
35:40Would I have ever done that to you?
35:41No.
35:43So what have you decided?
35:49I can't accept.
35:51I can't accept your proposal.
35:54Baby.
35:54Baby.
35:55And I'm going home with somebody else.
36:01Okay.
36:02For whatever reason, you guys came to this island.
36:05You had the question of, are we supposed to be together or are we not?
36:09And now you both have your answers.
36:11And now it's time to leave the island.
36:15My heart went down at all.
36:17I cried from day one.
36:19So have I.
36:23Casey.
36:23Casey, you've done a lot of work, buddy.
36:27I know, pal.
36:28I know.
36:29I know.
36:30This is the part that hurts.
36:32But this is the part that's going to make you able to love.
36:37And you're going to be a great man for some great woman.
36:41Okay?
36:44All right, pal.
37:00First second she walked in, and the looks that we gave each other, I knew that she had
37:05moved on.
37:06And that was the worst, most horrible look I've ever seen in my life.
37:09My best friend's gone.
37:11She didn't even look like she wanted to be my best friend anymore.
37:21She said the clip that set her off was me saying that if she was to break up with me,
37:25I'd be okay.
37:27I never said that.
37:29I know that I never said that.
37:31And I'm still in shock, and I, for some reason, still have hope that maybe when we go home,
37:36we're going to have to talk about this.
37:38I just need another shot.
37:43I'll have this in the back of my pocket every day until she's ready.
37:47I still believe, our love is endless.
37:54I still believe, our love is endless.
38:13That was so hard.
38:16Love is hard
38:24But what you said was accurate you came here living in the words of other people
38:32Wanting validation wanting to be heard you had to grow up
38:36In the back of my mind. I knew he was gonna do that and I'm so mad that he did
38:40that
38:46I
38:47Warned him that he's gonna learn what love means one way or the other and
38:52Now he knows what love means and he will be better for it. That's all I wanted
38:58now
39:00Let's talk about love for a moment because what you said is you learned to love yourself
39:07And by doing so you made room for somebody to love you to the way you'd like to be loved.
39:11Yeah
39:13You want to tell me about that? I came here not knowing who I was and
39:20Along the way, I met someone that let me be who I am and understands me
39:26and
39:28Makes me smile every time I see him. Would you like to smile right now? Yes
39:33I'm gonna bring him in here. He comes, okay
39:43Welcome Ben mark. How's it going man really good. This is the only way you want to see this bonfire.
39:47Yeah, absolutely
39:50Somebody like to talk to
40:03You look handsome. Thank you. You look absolutely stunning right now
40:07Why don't you guys sit down for a second? Yes
40:13Looking at a new couple
40:17Then you met ashley on that first day and what was your first thought and tell me a little bit
40:23about how you feel about her now?
40:25Obviously the first thought was oh my goodness when I was doing my intro she was all I was looking
40:30at right there
40:32Yeah, obviously like I told you how I feel about you
40:36And I'm excited for the future see what it holds. I'm so excited and I want you to be a
40:41part of my future
40:42I'm ready for it
40:52This makes me happy
40:54And I wish you to the happiest and longest
40:58Future together you guys are free to go. Thank you. Thanks Mark
41:03Come on
41:05All right, Ben. Travel safe. Thanks, sir
41:08Thank you. You are welcome
41:11Take care of each other
41:16I have so much to talk to you. I am excited to hear what you have to say. I
41:21Feel ecstatic to start a new chapter in my life with Ben and I'm happy. It's you
41:29I feel like my heart is racing a million miles an hour still like after what just happened
41:41And like this whole journey is just leading to this right here. It's like all so worth it
41:52There's nowhere else I'd rather be
41:54I'm with you right now
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