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Temptation Island - Season 5 - Episode 09: Mile Under Club
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00:02Previously on temptation island what are you doing here so you found someone from the house. I have found
00:11This is real. You're really good. This is real
00:15Well, it's literally out there right now and just and he fell in love with someone else
00:19Are you serious?
00:25And we're gonna cheers and Caitlyn is single
00:32I
00:33I'm not ready to let Vanessa go because I still love her and then I hope she can change he
00:39finally came through for me
00:45It's the same bullshit again mark like I'm tired of this shit
00:50Tonight you're gonna pick final dates remember the people that aren't picked for these final dates the singles will be
00:56going home
01:23I
01:24Don't
01:24I
01:28Don't
01:33I
01:33What a night
01:34I think the bonfires have just been like such an emotional roller coaster
01:38I feel
01:40Disrespected I feel embarrassed. I didn't even do anything
01:43No, but I feel like you shouldn't think that's like a reflection on you like that was embarrassing for him
01:48I know but it's like he he told me I'm gonna be a better man
01:52You come here no change
01:55No, that's the answer you needed
01:57Week after week all us is cheating and cheating
02:01with behavior
02:02I know I'm on with Tajik
02:05but we didn't
02:06Oh hello
02:08How are we doing?
02:10Good good
02:11After a bonfire I definitely feel more more like I need to give Paris space
02:20Go ahead Paris
02:26You're good
02:27Yeah
02:27Bitch I'm not good
02:28You're gonna be you're fine
02:30I'm not going to be fine
02:31Yes you are
02:32I'm not bitch I'm not
02:34She'll come in super riled up and that's when I'm just like ah shit alright let me not say nothing
02:41You laughing bruh?
02:43No I'm not at all
02:46What makes me get mad at Tajik after me coming at the bonfire for him to not even give a
02:51f*** of me not even ask me are you okay are you alright?
02:54It pisses me off
02:55I'm gonna f*** Sebastian's room
02:57Hey
02:58F*** you two
03:00I'm not even gonna talk because when you do that honestly
03:01I don't care it's okay
03:04What did I do to you?
03:05Nothing
03:06No but
03:07It's not about you
03:08You gotta absorb the magnitude of what we're going through Sebastian
03:11I get it
03:12It's not about any outbursts
03:14I get it but honestly we're going through shit too
03:16Like if I'm just coming don't say f*** you like
03:18Paris it's like a roller coaster
03:20It's like one day she's your best friend one day she's like f*** you Sebastian
03:25And like you don't know what the hell she's thinking or feeling
03:27So what is going on in your head like I never I can never tell
03:30Whatever that dude doing dissing her that ain't got shit to do with us
03:34You took it on me
03:35It's like you can't say anything because she didn't say I f*** you and walked off before you finish saying
03:41what you saying
03:42Where is the f***ing excuse there is not one
03:45There's not one
03:50So why is why is everyone telling me like what was what's the pause on the talk
03:57I don't think that it's fair for her to take the frustration out on me and my boy Sebi
04:03It definitely ruins the mood man like lets me know that okay this is one of those nights where I
04:09should shut the f*** up and not say anything
04:12Okay
04:15I ain't raised like that bro
04:17I ain't raised like that bro
04:17If you win some and you lose some but that's just how you go through some
04:20Can't tell lies when that truth comes you can't hide but do run
04:24Oh girl, give me two six to ten girl
04:27F***ing hot
04:28So we have the most important day
04:32Mmhmm
04:32Will you please join me?
04:35Yes
04:36I am so excited to spend a romantic day and night outside of the villa with Paul
04:45He's my adventure buddy and now he's pretty much I would say my boyfriend in a way so it's gonna
04:52be a lot of fun
04:53I was wondering if you want to
04:56Go to beat my date tomorrow night
04:59I do, I think it would be fun
05:00Okay
05:01So I guess you are just as excited as I am
05:04I am
05:05Yeah
05:05I would be honored if you would go on the final date with me
05:09Of course
05:10Thanks for inviting me
05:12I'm excited for a sleepover
05:13I want to know if you wanted to go on the final date with me
05:16Me too
05:19It's just a no brainer
05:20I'm asking Dez to go on this final overnight date
05:24And it's gonna be nice to completely get one on one time with her
05:28You know I really do like Dez and it's definitely not on that level yet
05:31But I'm definitely letting her break through a little bit more
05:35So I just wanted to give our respects and thanks to all the ladies here
05:41You all have meant the world to us
05:44And this is our little special thank you shot
05:48And it is also our farewell to Tia, Abby, and Tammy
05:54It's hard to say goodbye because I didn't get to kiss no one
05:58So
06:00You mean the world to us and cheers to the ladies
06:04Cheers to the ladies, Tammy
06:07Woo!
06:12I hope the best for the new couples formed
06:14I do think that some of you guys should see how junior connections really are
06:19And I hope the best for everyone
06:21When we get to the outside we'll be in contact for sure
06:23Yeah, I know
06:24Of course
06:29Honestly, I'm just happy that the other girls are out of here
06:39I don't even know what to say
06:42I didn't get to build a romantic connection
06:44But I am so blessed to have had to have this experience with these great people
06:51Oh, I am sad
06:52It's okay, girl
06:59So, as you know, we got the overnight date coming up
07:03Mm-hmm
07:04Do you wanna come with me?
07:06I'd love to
07:08You're so cute
07:10Aw
07:11Yay
07:12Would you be willing to go on my overnight date with me?
07:15Yeah
07:16I got you
07:17I feel like you've done more for me in this house than Hall has in a year
07:21With that being said
07:23Do you wanna go on my final date with me?
07:25Yeah
07:27Thank you
07:28I'm trying to figure out what the heck is going on with Sebastian
07:32There's so much, like, physical attraction
07:33But I'm trying to figure it out if we have deeper layers
07:35I know that when I came through the door I should have talked to you immediately
07:39I know
07:40I mean, I feel like you're supposed to be my happiness in the house
07:43I wanted you, not Sebi or Christian
07:46I wanted you to come say hi to me, you
07:48And that's fair
07:49Now I know not to ever do that again
07:51All right
07:52See, I just learned you, you know?
07:54Now that I know
07:55You wanna go on a date with me?
07:56You want me to go on a date?
07:57Hell yeah
07:58Yeah, give me a hug, man
07:59Mm-hmm
08:01Pierce asked me on the final date
08:03And I couldn't be more excited, man
08:05I'm just hyped right now
08:06Er and I are seeing eye to eye
08:08I feel like our relationship is growing and getting better and better every single day
08:13So we all got final dates coming up
08:15So Mike and Christian
08:18We very much appreciate y'all
08:20I'm gonna cry over you guys more than Hall
08:23Thank you all
08:24And you guys have been a huge part of our journey
08:26I hope I helped you guys in some way
08:27I hope I gave you little tidbits of knowledge somewhere along the line that you take with you
08:31And I know I've gotten a lot from you
08:32And it doesn't end here
08:33We're gonna see each other
08:34Of course
08:35It's not a goodbye
08:36It's a see ya later
08:37See ya later
09:02I'm gonna have to do it without you
09:04Friends
09:04Buddy
09:05Let's ride it, baby
09:06Hey
09:06Let's ride this one out
09:07See ya later
09:08See ya later
09:10See ya later
09:27I'm literally 70 feet deep in the ocean
09:30In a submarine
09:31With the only girl that I've got eyes for
09:35And it's an unexplainable feeling, man
09:37You know that saying
09:38It's a whole bunch of fish in the sea
09:40Now I really understand what they mean by that
09:43But hey
09:46You the only fish for me
09:50Tajik brings me so much happiness
09:52That I don't think about nobody else when I am around him
09:54Like I only wanna be around him
09:56And I only want him to be in my brain
09:58I don't want nobody else
09:59All one
10:00Guys, this is crazy
10:01We literally about to hit the floor
10:03Can you imagine how excited you here?
10:04You know what?
10:05What do they call that?
10:06The mile under club?
10:08I would do it though
10:21We are in the water
10:22I like that we can enjoy the same thing
10:24Man, we were looking cute and sexy together
10:27What more can I ask for?
10:30I didn't think I was coming here to make any connection with anybody
10:32Yeah
10:32I was like, you know
10:33I've fairly felt the same way
10:35In the beginning
10:36I was wrong with how I approached you and Tammy
10:40Okay
10:40I felt like I was playing with both women's heart
10:44And I hated that, to be honest
10:47Uh huh
10:47But you know
10:48So what made you feel comfortable enough to
10:51Like throw all your eggs in this basket over here?
10:54What made me feel comfortable?
10:56I guess you can say I've always knew it was you
10:58I have trust issues
10:59I already know she was the one
11:01But I was looking for like a backup just in case
11:04And you know, I came to the realization that my queen is right there
11:07And what is stopping me from like, you know, pursuing
11:12Cheers to the overnight stay
11:13Cheers
11:14To some alone time
11:21So going forward, like where do you see yourself after this is all done?
11:26I'm really growing fond of you
11:28I really like you
11:28I really could see a future with you
11:30But I'd be lying to you if Vanessa, if I said Vanessa wasn't in my heart
11:34So do you feel like if she says the right words, then that's going to split your answer on the
11:41day of your last bonfire?
11:43I'm going to be completely honest, like yes
11:45Because I know I'm not going to sit here and lie to you
11:48Having to look Dez in the eyes and telling her I might have to go back to Vanessa, it hurts
11:53a little bit because I do like her and I'm fond of her
11:55I do believe in change, but some people have certain characteristics that are just not compatible with other people
12:02Yeah
12:03So I feel like your heart and your mind is set in changing her
12:08When maybe the bigger thing to do is let go and let her just be who she is
12:13I'm at a crossroads, like I don't know what is going to happen
12:16Do you like the sunset?
12:18Yeah, I love the sunset
12:19Right, look at you though
12:25There's an open door, life is so much more, what are we waiting for? It's a brand new day
12:33Alright
12:35Oh, lovely
12:36Yeah
12:37Look at this
12:39Can I hold you down, you good?
12:40Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, get me together
12:44Bryce really has this way of showing me a lot of attention that I just, I'm kind of missing in
12:51my current relationship
12:52And so I don't want to say Rob should be worried, but you know, if I'm being honest, Bryce is
12:58coming with it
12:59Are you going full in or are you just dabbing?
13:01No, I'm going full in
13:01Okay, there you go
13:03Oh, that was sexy
13:05Nice
13:07Cold as shit
13:08It's supposed to be good for you though
13:10Yeah
13:10Gonna take me a while to unthought out
13:12I know you had the bonfire last night
13:14Yeah
13:15How you feeling?
13:16I'm still feeling conflicted
13:17Yeah
13:18I haven't felt like someone's number one priority in a long time
13:21My heart's telling me one thing, my mind's telling me something else
13:24It's a big decision to make in a little time
13:25It is, for sure
13:26A lot of little time, so I feel that
13:28I don't think Vanessa should leave the island with Rob, I think she's a little too good for him
13:32But the possibilities are endless with me, so I think it'd be a better option
13:36Let's see what else we can get into
13:38Yeah
13:38Cheers
13:46This is amazing
13:48You're out of the house on a real date
13:52I can't believe we're here right now
13:54What are you doing?
13:56Being with Sebastian out here, it's nice to have some time alone
14:00It's crazy that it's the final date and we're like at the end of this process
14:04And it's really nice finally getting a date with Sebastian
14:07I mean, I'm glad that at least we had this long time
14:09Because it is like coming to the end and I'm like
14:12I wanna get to know you better
14:13I know
14:14I wonder if we're gonna get to know each other outside of this too
14:17Want anything?
14:18Well, I want to
14:20Really?
14:20Yeah
14:23I feel like I'm still obviously getting overhaul and focusing on myself
14:28So it definitely threw me for a loop for him actually being interested in figuring out what this is
14:33Whoa
14:35But I definitely there's more to discover with Sebastian
14:39This is safe
14:41So we're inside a freaking lava tube right now
14:45We're inside a lava tube?
14:47Okay, but this is actually so cool
14:50Yeah
14:50Tonight I'm gonna pull out everything I got to see if she wants to give us a chance
14:55And I'm gonna try to get her to see that this could potentially be something like good
15:00I'm glad you picked me
15:03Finally, like you finally came to your senses
15:05Finally came to my senses?
15:08That's because you beat me in beer pong
15:25I never thought I would be here right now
15:28I'm not gonna lie
15:29I thought I'd be chilling with a friend
15:33Yeah, no, same
15:35But like this is definitely turning into something really special
15:39Mm-hmm
15:40I agree
15:42100% period
15:44100% period
15:47I have never fallen in love with someone this fast
15:51All we are is gazing into each other's eyes
15:54And we are cherishing every single second we have with each other
15:57Can we just go ahead and jump in?
15:59I'm ready
16:00You're ready?
16:00Let's go
16:02Go ahead and not look back
16:07If you feel weary just hold on tight
16:14It won't be long till we see the light
16:18We're swimming with manta rays
16:20I love adventures
16:23And this is the most epic adventure ever
16:25To share that moment with Mikayla made it extra special
16:29But hold on now
16:30We can make it through
16:34To a new day
16:40That was literally one of the most amazing things I have ever done in my life
16:46We were there right next to each other
16:49And oh my gosh was that not the best time of my life
16:53To a new day
16:55To a new day
17:02To a new day
17:04To a new day
17:23I expect you to make a move tonight.
17:25All right.
17:26I can definitely take care of that.
17:29Me and Vanessa's sense of humor, that's definitely
17:31like our love language with each other.
17:33So that loosens her up a little bit, breaks down her wall.
17:36You swear you got it in the bag.
17:38I hate it.
17:39I hate it.
17:40No, you're sweet.
17:41You're charming, though.
17:42I just want to feel, you know, no, I don't want to.
17:46I don't want to.
17:49Yeah, I like when you kiss my face earlier,
17:51and you kiss my neck.
17:53That was sexy.
17:54That turned me on.
18:00Your beard is not.
18:02I love it.
18:03Oh, my god.
18:05I'm a little nervous about our overnight date.
18:08I just feel like I want to maintain my composure,
18:13but he definitely makes me weak in the knees.
18:16This is one of the most romantic dates that I've ever been on.
18:20Me, too.
18:21Me, too.
18:21Definitely.
18:22Yeah?
18:22Yeah.
18:23Come on.
18:24Yeah, I've enjoyed it.
18:25Me, too.
18:25Let's get out of here.
18:26After you.
18:27Is it too good to be true?
18:31I want this so much, but don't know if I can trust you.
18:37Finally got our sunset.
18:39Yeah, finally.
18:40I think we've been talking about it for a while now.
18:43And how are you feeling right now?
18:45What's going on in there?
18:46Yeah.
18:47I think it's bizarre to hear you say that you're going to wait to decide.
18:53It's almost like I'm second place now.
18:55You're not valuing what we've created.
18:58I know.
18:59I do value what we've created.
19:01And that's what it's like messed up, because I don't want you to feel like second place.
19:04But if it could be healed, I don't want to throw my relationship away over a month with you.
19:11You understand where I'm coming from?
19:14I'm too serious.
19:15This situation is just so strange, you know?
19:18To put it into a percentage, it's like a 10% chance that I get back with Vanessa.
19:23It would take a miracle of words she has to say to, like, make me stay where her.
19:28But it's pretty simple.
19:30Like, you just decide.
19:33It's not that simple, though.
19:35I feel like I still don't know who Rob wants to leave the island with.
19:40I feel like I'm fighting with his girlfriend, you know, for his attention.
19:46And I'm not sure where that's going to end.
19:50I want to have a good rest of your night with you.
19:53Are you ready to go have some fun?
19:55Of course.
19:56I'm always ready for some fun.
19:57Do you want to go to the hot tub?
19:58Okay, let's go.
19:59Let's go.
19:59Let's go.
20:00Let's go.
20:00Let's go.
20:00Let's go.
20:00Let's go.
20:01Let's go.
20:02Let's go.
20:04Let's go.
20:08Let's go.
20:10Let's go.
20:11Let's go.
20:12How do you feel about going back to the real world?
20:16If I get in my head, it's stressful.
20:18But if I just let it be, it's more exciting than anything.
20:21Mm-hmm.
20:23Okay, after this, where do we go?
20:27What do we, what do we do?
20:30I don't have these kind of connections and these feelings with girls often.
20:36I like you.
20:38Mm-hmm.
20:38I like you a lot.
20:39I love the vibe we have.
20:41I want to be spending as much time as I need to get to know you and seeing where it
20:46goes.
20:47When this is all said and done, I'd love for you to fly back with me.
20:51I want to see you in the real world.
20:53I want you to see me in the real world.
20:54It does catch me off guard to, like, hear Christian speak about what life outside the villa may hold.
21:01I've been in the moment so much that I haven't even thought about what the future may hold.
21:16I didn't come here with the motive of, hey, let me find someone new.
21:21It's not what I was looking for, but I can't control life.
21:24I will see where things go.
21:25We can't get enough, can't get enough.
21:31Baby, it's dangerous, it's dangerous.
21:36It was so much fun.
21:38I had so many great experiences.
21:40I know.
21:41I wanted to ask you, how are you feeling about last night?
21:45Like, the bonfire?
21:48Definitely, um, hurts to see Maricela with another man.
21:54Like, had I known that these were her true intentions, I would have just allowed myself to fall the moment
22:01I met you.
22:01Yeah.
22:02Because that's how strong our vibe was.
22:03Yeah.
22:04When I started this journey, I expected to be proposing to Maricela.
22:09I closed myself off to the idea that I would find someone like Alexis.
22:15And if I was not in tune to what was really going on and to my feelings, I would have
22:20missed out on such an amazing queen.
22:23But it's okay, because now we're here on our last date together.
22:26I know.
22:29On this island.
22:31True.
22:31So, like, we just focus on the present.
22:34You know, I gotta be realistic.
22:36You know, he lives here, I live there.
22:38He came here with a girlfriend.
22:40I'm open to it.
22:42We'll see where it goes.
22:43No, I definitely think, like, no matter where this goes, like, we're gonna help each other become better people.
22:49Yeah.
22:50Yeah.
22:51Yeah.
22:51But what I want you to realize is that I kind of see where it's going.
22:55Mm-hmm.
22:56And I feel where it's going.
22:57Yeah.
22:58So, you know, eventually, maybe you'll see what I see, you'll feel what I feel.
23:03Really, really, really, really, really, really, really need your love.
23:09Like, I just, I feel like this is it.
23:11I feel like I found my match.
23:13Yeah.
23:14Like.
23:14I didn't want to cry right now.
23:16Aw, no, girl, don't cry.
23:17You look too good to cry right now.
23:19I don't know, because I still have to see great.
23:21But now I'm thinking, like, what if he asked me to get back with me?
23:25Like, what if he actually want to make things work?
23:28And then it's weird because I feel like I am more connected to you than great.
23:32Yeah.
23:32I didn't know if you feel the same way.
23:34But now, now I have answers.
23:37Man.
23:38I don't know.
23:38You make me so happy.
23:40Hearing that, hearing that is just, like, music to my ears, man.
23:44For real.
23:44She makes me feel so good.
23:46I don't even know how to explain it.
23:47Um, I've never felt this way about a female ever, ever, ever.
23:51You know, letting my guard down tonight.
23:52She just accepts me for who I truly am.
23:55She makes me feel like a better man.
23:57Yeah.
23:57You just look so good.
23:59You look good.
24:00You killing that damn dress, girl.
24:02You look good as shit.
24:03You gonna take it off for me tonight?
24:05Am I gonna take it off?
24:10Hell yeah, I'm gonna take it off.
24:12Yeah.
24:13I wanna take it off right now.
24:15It's your food.
24:16You know what I mean?
24:18I lost my appetite now.
24:19All I want is you.
24:20Shit, I'm ready for dessert.
24:24I feel happy and I feel like I am a new person again.
24:30Like, Tajik just brings this happiness that great doesn't do it anymore.
24:37Oh, my God, this helps you do the things like this, baby.
24:40She doesn't do it all.
24:48Anyone else?
24:50Oh, my God.
25:00It's so beautiful.
25:01I've never experienced anything like this before.
25:05I'm glad that you are here with me.
25:07And I hope you are just as happy as I am to your honor.
25:11I am.
25:12Do you see us having a future together?
25:14Or is this just a Temptation Island thing for you?
25:17No, honestly, I want to see me and you
25:19having something outside of here, for sure.
25:21And of course, distance is going to play a huge factor in that.
25:26Are you ready to come to New York?
25:28I mean, I'll come down to it.
25:29I'm from New York.
25:30That's not a problem.
25:31I'll come down to Florida, though, from Miami.
25:34Yeah, come to Florida.
25:35She didn't worry about that.
25:36I'm not worried.
25:37I'm not thinking about her.
25:38I'm just trying to see where your head is.
25:40It's still always the thought in the back of my head
25:42that he didn't come here by himself.
25:45So I do feel a little, like, concerned.
25:48OK, let's go to our private villa.
25:50Yep.
25:52And then knowing, like, you know, how everything
25:54was going in the house.
25:55He didn't want to put all his eggs in one basket.
25:58So, like, it's kind of like, you know, I'm just going
26:01to trust that he's going to follow through with what he's saying.
26:04I feel good.
26:07Foul.
26:08Dancing in the mirror.
26:09When I cried, I couldn't...
26:11Come on, great.
26:12Everything is scary now.
26:13No one's going to kill my life.
26:16It's a good life.
26:19Was that your best date ever?
26:22In this experience?
26:24I was going to say, um, I think so.
26:30It was my best date, too.
26:32I don't know if I trust you.
26:34Why?
26:35I don't know, I'm still trying to figure you out.
26:37I understand, like, you might think that I'm a boy.
26:41I mean, I don't want to say it, but, yeah, are you a boy?
26:46I don't think I'm a boy.
26:47I feel like I'm past that, like, wanting to be single stage
26:51and, like, having fun, and I just want to,
26:54like, I would like to meet someone.
26:56So you're, like, looking for a relationship?
26:59Or you're open, I guess, for a relationship.
27:01Open, yeah, open for a relationship.
27:03And open to seeing what happens between us,
27:06like, on the outside as well.
27:07That, like, for real?
27:09No, for real, for real.
27:11Hmm.
27:13I'm holding back because I know I'm going to go home
27:15and, like, reality's going to set in.
27:17And then I'm going to be, like,
27:19I went from all the emotions and feelings to add
27:21to then, like, the last three days with Sebastian
27:24have been great.
27:25But then, like,
27:27I have a lot to figure out
27:29and focus on, so.
27:31All right, so cheers to whatever this is.
27:35And continuing outside of this.
27:38Cheers.
27:41Oh, that's good.
27:43Hmm.
27:48Like, today has already been...
27:53I can't even try to put it into words.
27:55I know.
27:55That's how I feel.
27:56That's how I've been feeling a lot lately.
28:00I feel like I just can't put things into words.
28:04How it did start out with true friendship.
28:06Mm-hmm.
28:08And it escalated very fast.
28:10Mm-hmm.
28:11I'm not going to lie.
28:13I definitely am falling in love with you, for sure.
28:17I definitely have never felt this in my life.
28:21And even though I'm scared,
28:23I'm excited,
28:25and I've never been so excited
28:28for someone to meet my family.
28:31And I'm just...
28:32I'm just very happy.
28:34You make me feel very happy.
28:38I feel the same.
28:44Me too.
28:48Hearing her say that she is falling in love with me,
28:52I've never been wanted
28:54and loved and needed like this.
28:57It's the best feeling in the world.
29:06Finally, for the first time in my life,
29:11I feel very special
29:15to someone.
29:19Shall we venture on to the next part of our date?
29:24I'm ready.
29:31This is a fairy tale.
29:33Like, I'm not supposed to be in a fairy tale.
29:37Searching my entire life for true love.
29:39I'm hearing this happening.
29:41I'm never going to let Michaela go.
29:43I am not going to lose that girl.
29:45I'm not supposed to be in a fairy tale.
30:24I've been conflicted for like two and a half days on what the hell am I going to say in
30:29this last bonfire to Maricella.
30:31What am I going to say? I don't know what Maricella is going to say.
30:36It's making me nervous as hell, but what I'm most grateful for is that I have you.
30:43I appreciate that.
30:45I've learned that Alexis is willing to put in as much work as me.
30:50And to me, that's a feeling that I've not felt in quite some time.
30:54It's time to go to bed, though.
30:56I'm down.
30:57All right, let's go.
31:20Tonight's been fun.
31:22I think so, too.
31:23Yeah, I'm going to have a good time.
31:25It's a good day and a night to ourselves.
31:28A night to ourselves.
31:30Yeah.
31:31Much needed?
31:31Much needed.
31:32Mm-hmm.
31:33The evening has been magical.
31:36It's perfect.
31:37I couldn't be happier.
31:39Bryce says all of the right things, and he's just making my decision that much harder.
31:44Just find that.
31:50Oh, I feel so good.
31:53Oh, it feels good.
31:55Do you not have on any underwear?
31:57Never do.
31:57Oh, my gosh.
31:59You don't have no underwear around?
32:00No, I'm ready for action.
32:01Oh, my gosh.
32:03You're a menace.
32:04I am.
32:05Like, I need those problems in my life.
32:09I think you do.
32:09I think I do, too.
32:11I know we had a very good day, evening, so I'm just going to go with the flow.
32:16Whatever she's comfortable with doing, I'm right there for her.
32:19Even if it doesn't mean me sleeping on the couch, I'm there for it.
32:22But I have some hopes that it goes a little bit better than that.
32:27Are you getting tired yet?
32:29Yeah, a little bit.
32:30Yeah.
32:30Yeah, what about you?
32:31I am, too.
32:32You ready for bed?
32:33Yeah, let's go.
32:34You know there's only one bed, right?
32:36Yeah, but there's a couch.
32:37I ain't got nothing to do with me, so...
32:41I hear you.
32:49I love this bedroom.
32:51Yeah, it is nice.
32:52And the flowers.
32:56And the candles are so romantic.
32:58I love that.
33:01This is so romantic.
33:03The perfect place to be.
33:04On this island.
33:06It's you.
33:07Pose.
33:10Candles lit.
33:12It's very special to get this alone time with Dez, and I'm just infatuated with her.
33:17Like, I love being around her.
33:19I love spending time with her.
33:20It's just like, it feels nice to have my hands all over it.
33:24Well, this looks nice.
33:25It's a good way to end the night.
33:27It's a great way to end the night.
33:28We had such a great day.
33:31Great discussions.
33:33Intense discussions.
33:34But, you know, that's what comes with it.
33:35And it's like, I see you can handle, like, tough discussions and be calm about it and say
33:41about it.
33:41And it's like, I appreciate that, because I'm not used to that.
33:45Yeah.
33:46Thinking about this date, at no point did I wish it was Vanessa.
33:49Like, I know some of the answers I was going to give Dez was not what she wanted to hear.
33:55But that discussion would have went terribly if I was having it with Vanessa.
34:06Should we get out of here and get dry?
34:08I think so.
34:10Let's go.
34:10Let's go.
34:11My connection with Rob is sticky AF.
34:14Currently, I have chosen to push away my emotions just so I can enjoy my last few moments with
34:24him.
34:42I woke up this morning on the right side of my bed.
34:49You like blueberry?
34:51Mm-hmm.
34:52Why?
34:53What do you like about blueberry?
34:55It's good.
34:55You got to try new things in your life.
34:57You got to live this life, baby.
34:59I'm going to get one of these.
35:00I feel like I've known great longer than it's actually been.
35:03I feel like saying what I want makes me feel very vulnerable.
35:07But, um, I, I want to leave the island with great.
35:13The bonfire, I know it's coming up and I have almost two years with Paris.
35:18But that's the thing.
35:19Just because there's, just because there's two years into something doesn't make it like
35:23this is what I need to do.
35:25Yeah.
35:25It's just like, if you're not happy, like, you should probably move on.
35:29Life is actually very short.
35:31People think we have all this time and, like, they just waste years of their time.
35:36Not being happy.
35:38And you can't get that time back.
35:40So if you're not happy and you want to do something else with your life, I really, I really suggest
35:44that you do that.
35:45I don't know how I'm going to be feeling when that bonfire comes.
35:48Whatever decision I make, I want to make sure that's what I want.
35:51My happiness comes first.
35:53I needed, I needed to hear that from you.
35:55I really just want you to be, like, live your best life, Nigerian king.
36:10Good morning.
36:14Good morning.
36:16How'd you sleep?
36:18I slept amazing.
36:20I had a great night with you.
36:21I almost fell into temptation last night.
36:24But what drove me to not give in to temptation with Dez was Vanessa.
36:29Because I know if I had sex with somebody, my relationship was over.
36:32Something big is coming up for me.
36:34Final bonfire.
36:35Obviously, I've developed feelings for you.
36:37And when we started talking, I wasn't trying to get into a relationship with you.
36:43And like somewhere along the lines, I just noticed myself like falling for you.
36:48Which was scary because I was trying to prevent that from happening.
36:53But it happened.
36:55It's not to me to determine what's going to happen next.
36:58It's me to have to rob.
37:00And if someone doesn't value you, then you shouldn't wait around.
37:07But I really do like you and I'm so glad I got to know you.
37:18Going over every word that you said, you're going to leave everything on red.
37:24Because it don't matter.
37:28And you look like you're happy.
37:30I am very happy.
37:32Look, I can't stop smiling.
37:37I genuinely just love looking at you.
37:40Me and Christiane have a really special connection.
37:44And I don't know what it is exactly yet.
37:46But it feels good knowing that someone gets you in ways that you never thought somebody would get you.
37:54I've enjoyed getting to know you.
37:56You've told me a lot about myself, little Missy.
38:00I'm just getting started.
38:02I know.
38:03You think we're moving forward as friends, cuddle buddies?
38:09What are we now?
38:10I don't know.
38:11But whatever we are, last night was definitely fun.
38:18Having seen her grow the last few weeks and seen the girl she walked into this experience as
38:24and the girl she's leaving, I want her to keep growing.
38:27I was not expecting this.
38:30Also, these robes are mad cute.
38:32You look good in it.
38:33I've been around the world, seen a lot of things, ain't nobody compares to you.
38:38A lot of pretty girls, but they're empty, and they ain't got the heart like you do.
38:46How do you sleep?
38:48It's nice and good.
38:50Last night was really, really fun.
38:51You know, pillow talk, little cuddle sesh, nice other things, but I'm not going to say
38:58what happened, and now just all more like real, like what would it be like on the outside.
39:02It was just a nice romantic evening.
39:33All right, so how are you feeling after yesterday, though?
39:34I'm not going to talk to you about this with someone else so soon, and it's like I do need
39:38to focus on myself before that final bonfire.
39:40I do need to, like, get my mind right.
39:42I have no idea what I'm about to say, so I need to think about it.
39:46I do really like you, and you know, whatever this is, I'm excited about, but there still
39:52is the final bonfire, which honestly I don't even want to go to and see Hall, but I know
39:57I have things to say, and you know.
39:59Well, I'll be there for you after.
40:02Will you?
40:02Yeah, I betcha.
40:18Good morning, sunshine.
40:21Good morning.
40:22How did we sleep?
40:24I slept really good, actually.
40:27I mean, those manta rays wore me out.
40:30Mm-hmm.
40:31That was it.
40:36Oh, no, that was legit the best, the best date ever.
40:40Waking up next to Michaela, it feels natural.
40:45Like, waking up and looking at her and listening to her giggle and just look at me with them
40:51big blue eyes.
40:54Let's go get some pancakes.
40:57I can do this every morning.
40:58I am going to do this every morning.
41:00I don't know what in the world's about to happen these next couple days, but the only thing
41:04I do know for sure is that I get to fully explain to Caitlin my true feelings, and that's going
41:12to be extremely hard.
41:15How are you feeling?
41:17I don't feel guilty anymore.
41:19I'm trying to just live in the moment, but mostly excited, and that's how I feel.
41:24They have eight years of history.
41:26I can't erase any of that, and so I'm just trying to stay positive, but it is hard, and I'm
41:35afraid
41:35to get my heart broken.
41:37I don't know what Caitlin's going to tell me, and if she still cares and wants to be with
41:44me, then I won't be like...
41:45I feel terrible because I brought Caitlin back into my life, and in a way, that breaks
41:55my heart.
41:57It's all right.
41:58Cheers to growing up.
41:59Cheers to growing up.
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