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Temptation Island - Season 2 - Episode 03: Guilt Ridden
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island, it is time to choose your first date.
00:13Rick, what did you think of Ashley's choice?
00:15I'm not handcuffing her.
00:17I'm trying to keep this very PG.
00:19Your eyes are saying Rated R though.
00:28I literally want to scream so loud right now.
00:32I said that we didn't have a connection.
00:33I know, you didn't.
00:34And I'm sorry about that because like that's not true.
00:38Your problem.
01:15You're a problem.
01:24I mean, how are you feeling?
01:27I mean, that's a lot to take.
01:29I definitely was not expecting that.
01:31Is there a way to come back from that?
01:33I don't think there's no coming back from that to be honest.
01:40Like first week, it's crazy to kind of see that she kind of acted in that manner.
01:45She had her concerned about how I would act, you know, when she's not around.
01:49And maybe, you know, her insecurities, she was projecting her insecurities on me.
01:57Question is now, having seen that, does that change your experience here?
02:03Like ultimately, like I'm here just to work on myself.
02:06So working on yourself is the only thing you can't do.
02:07I really applaud you for processing what you saw the way that you did.
02:12All right, gentlemen, that's your first bonfire.
02:15I know they can be hard, but there's a lot to learn from them.
02:17Take what you see here, and hopefully they'll help you find the answers.
02:21I'll see you guys tomorrow.
02:23All right.
02:24I didn't put any rules or restrictions on her.
02:28And what she expected of me, she did.
02:31My heart is broken.
02:33But ultimately, I'm gonna get through it.
02:41I know you got a thing on the side.
02:46I can't stop thinking.
02:49Okay.
02:50We went to our first bonfire today, and I saw two girls giving Casey a lap dance.
02:58I feel so sad.
03:04And I don't think I should be as sad as I am about something like this.
03:11But I am.
03:14Ash, just checking on you.
03:17Want to talk for a little bit?
03:19I don't guess.
03:20What you see tonight.
03:24Whatever you did see, I mean, you don't want to express it to me.
03:26I mean, I don't know what happened, what you saw.
03:28But what I think is, you should keep enjoying the island,
03:31and not be over here in this bed with a blanket over your head.
03:35What you think?
03:39So I'm thinking you should get up, come hang out, and later on,
03:46I'll help you take your mind off what you saw tonight.
03:50Okay.
03:51I know that I up, and I was tempted, and that I begged him to come here,
03:58and then ruining it on my own.
04:06Like, I don't even know if he's doing anything stupid.
04:13How do we get here, my love?
04:18What path do we take?
04:21I literally just feel, like, scared.
04:28If he f***s up, I'm gonna be so sad.
04:37I just, like, I haven't loved anyone else, like, more than I love him.
04:44Don't ever love anybody more than you love yourself.
04:47I have to learn to accept that, too.
04:49I do feel like I see so much of myself in Ashley,
04:52so I am playing the big sister role,
04:54because if I can do anything to help her understand
04:57any of Casey's actions or anything that she sees,
05:00then I want to be that for her.
05:01You're going to be fine.
05:04I'm going to hate him if he f***s up.
05:07I really am.
05:09I know.
05:13Oh, my God.
05:16I f***ed up. I'm so dumb.
05:20That was so f***ing dumb. I'm sorry.
05:24Like, I just ruined my whole relationship.
05:27I kind of feel bad that, like, KB has to watch me go through this process,
05:33knowing that, like, we have fun together,
05:35and he's a really cool guy to me.
05:39But I'm obviously still not over Rick.
05:42I know he's gonna be disappointed,
05:44but I've been disappointed so many times in our relationship.
05:49We grown, right?
05:50That's right.
05:51You don't need to regret nothing.
05:53They need to feel dumb about nothing.
05:54We good.
05:57So the video was him on the first date with the girl.
06:00She asked him,
06:01Do you think your girlfriend is the one?
06:04And he said,
06:05I can't really answer that question right now,
06:07but, um, you know,
06:10basically saying he wasn't sure.
06:14Why is he so comfortable with telling somebody he don't even know
06:19stuff like that about me?
06:20Like, that's a problem.
06:22Right.
06:23I have only been talking about Gavin in a positive light.
06:27I'm not perfect.
06:28But for him to try to open up, finally,
06:31and then say something horrible about me to someone else, sucks.
06:36Do you want to keep playing games,
06:37or do you want a man that's going to respect you?
06:42Don't cry.
06:45Yeah, I gotta cry.
07:02Hey, ladies.
07:04We just came back from the bonfire,
07:05and I was very, very happy with what I saw.
07:08I don't know what Ashley's going to see
07:09and how she's going to take it.
07:10But she knows that I like to party and have fun,
07:13and I'm not changing anything that I say
07:15or anything that I do.
07:19Dave!
07:20You gonna help me?
07:21I'll be over there in one minute.
07:22Do something!
07:23I'm coming, man.
07:24Wow!
07:28What happened?
07:29Will you tell me what happened?
07:30No.
07:32Then tell me.
07:33It was a great bonfire.
07:36Rick.
07:37I just see some stuff that wasn't cool, so.
07:40Did she break one of y'all's rules?
07:44I had no rules for her.
07:46Do you wish you would've?
07:48I ain't handcuffed her.
07:52Tell me, how do we get, how do we get so brave?
07:56You know what?
07:57I appreciate your concern.
07:58I appreciate you being out here just talking to me
08:00and everything.
08:01It's really messed up a nerd right now.
08:04Okay.
08:08Dino's trying to be there for me, console me, but this is how I deal with my issues.
08:13I push people away and I handle them by myself.
08:15I don't think I'm gonna do that.
08:23How do we get so brave?
08:36You're so excited.
08:39How are you doing?
08:41It definitely seems like a good type of day
08:43to just sit back and relax.
08:44Mm-hmm.
08:45So what kind of guys are you attracted to?
08:47Do you have a certain type that you like?
08:49You know, I like guys who are put together, are funny.
08:54So I'm off the list on both of them.
08:56What?
08:57No.
08:58Tanita's someone I definitely want to get to know better
09:00and want to deepen my connection with.
09:02Tanita's obviously not only attractive,
09:03but easy to talk to, have good conversation with her.
09:06So it's just a lot of fun, and I'm enjoying myself.
09:08I always like talking to you, and I feel comfortable,
09:11and it's just super easy.
09:13Yeah, no, I know.
09:14I feel similar.
09:14Which I appreciate that 100%.
09:16Everything.
09:16I like that.
09:17Yeah.
09:18I hadn't talked to David this entire experience.
09:21However, I was able to connect with him,
09:23and I want to have fun and get to know him better.
09:26Who do you feel like you've connected with?
09:27I've really been getting to know David.
09:30Do you like that?
09:31Yeah.
09:32I like talking to you.
09:33It's just, like, so weird.
09:34We have conversations, and then it's, like,
09:36there's 10 other people, and then it's, like,
09:38when do I come back and talk to you?
09:40When do I do?
09:40You know?
09:40So I'm technically single, and, like, I am having a good time.
09:44And I am starting to really form connections
09:46with these girls as the days go on.
09:47I definitely do feel like an attraction towards you,
09:50but you are quite popular here.
09:53So it's a little, you know, there's competition.
09:59I'm not the type of person to fight over a guy,
10:02but David is quite the catch, and there are other girls
10:05who are interested in him.
10:07I guess I need to speed it up a little bit.
10:10You know, that's just how I'm going to move,
10:12and, you know, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
10:15I like that you're, like, chill, but then you also have fun.
10:17I'm blushing.
10:23Let's just watch the boys.
10:25All right, looking good, babies.
10:28Aiden, we see that body, baby.
10:33That's right, flex, Kareen.
10:36Up, down, up.
10:39Just curious, bonfire.
10:42What did you see?
10:43So David was on his one-on-one date.
10:45He said he didn't have a connection with her,
10:47and he's sorry that he said that
10:48because he actually did have a connection with her
10:50and that it happened in five minutes.
10:52So he lied in front of my face to make me feel better.
10:55I'm realizing that David is very calculated,
10:57and I think he was trying to look like this sincere,
10:59wonderful, genuine person.
11:02I think he was doing that to just make himself look
11:04a certain way.
11:05He pushed this so hard on me to come here.
11:07I have trouble understanding, like, his authenticity sometimes.
11:11Okay, like, you really are a catch.
11:13And you just need to know that.
11:15If he doesn't give you that type of validation
11:17on a regular basis,
11:19then that is something that you need to think about
11:21because you need a guy that's gonna treat you, like,
11:24very, pretty on a pedestal.
11:26Kate is 34, she looks 25,
11:28but she's got, like, this wisdom about her,
11:30and she's got this sort of no-bullshit attitude,
11:33which I think is very attractive.
11:35If I got a date with Kate, I would be so happy.
11:37Ha, ha, hike.
11:39But I have nowhere to throw it to.
11:42You are a freak athlete.
11:44You got any waterfalls in the Virgin Islands?
11:46We don't have waterfalls in the Virgin Islands,
11:49but St. Cory has a rainforest.
11:51Has Gavin ever been there?
11:52Not yet.
11:53Not yet?
11:55Did you guys talk about going at any point?
11:58I always talk about it.
11:59Sometimes I talk about it, and he's just like, nah.
12:02I try to make him, like, watch the carnival
12:04and stuff like that on the TV.
12:06He don't want to watch it.
12:07I'm like, dude, why don't you want to, like, watch my culture?
12:10That's not cool.
12:12I mean, I don't think he's cool, either.
12:14Especially, you guys been together for a year and a half,
12:17and he hasn't taken out the time to really get to know you.
12:19I know, right?
12:20Just in the four days that we spent together,
12:22I know you like the back of my hand.
12:24Aw, do you think so?
12:25No, seriously, no, no.
12:27I definitely have my walls up, but Kareem,
12:30he just has a good energy that organically attracts you to him,
12:34and I like that.
12:35I can relate to that.
12:36So where we at now?
12:38Shoulders line for now?
12:39Not shoulder, like, for elbow friends.
12:43Elbow friends?
12:44OK, OK.
12:47Hey!
12:49What's up, everybody?
12:50Hey!
12:52Nice greeting.
12:54Hey, I need my four girls for a moment.
12:56Guys, if you don't mind, ladies, come on over here,
12:57and let's hang out a little bit.
12:58So the reason I'm here is to offer you an opportunity, OK?
13:02What I want you to do right now is put your heads together
13:04and make a decision which, if any, of these guys
13:09guys should leave the island, OK?
13:12OK.
13:12I'll give you a few minutes to do that,
13:13and I'll be right back.
13:14OK.
13:15OK.
13:16No pressure.
13:17Are they talking about us,
13:18or are they talking about their boyfriends?
13:19I don't know what they're talking about.
13:21I just, what is Mark saying to them?
13:22What does he put in their heads?
13:24It better be something good.
13:26He hasn't really spoken to anyone.
13:28He's sitting on the sidelines.
13:30I don't think that it's smart to keep him around.
13:32I don't want to take away the fact
13:33that there are so much more amazing people here.
13:36It's a tough decision.
13:37It's the best decision, I think.
13:39I think so, too.
13:39A tough one, but the best one.
13:40Honestly, I'm excited to eliminate someone,
13:43because I know that this person doesn't
13:45need to be here right now, and I feel
13:47like it's the best thing for him.
13:52Hi.
13:54Hi, Alex.
13:56So, Alex, we're really sorry.
13:58This was a really hard decision for all of us.
14:01We just feel that there haven't been any connections made,
14:05and we don't want you to be here if it's not somewhere
14:07that you want to be as well.
14:09All right, no hard feelings.
14:11I appreciate that.
14:12See you guys.
14:12Take care.
14:13Some of the guys here are really helping us
14:15to understand a lot about ourselves,
14:17and the communication is great.
14:18None of us were able to connect with Alex,
14:21and he wasn't helping with our growth at all.
14:29I'd rather send them home so that we can have time
14:31to focus more on the girls that we see some sort of connection.
14:34I just feel like, you know, it's not a romantic connection.
14:38I feel like I keep finding, you know, Peyton on my right,
14:40Rachel on my left.
14:42So I definitely would like to keep both of those around.
14:44I feel like everyone else in the house at least
14:46has something we like.
14:48At this point in Temptation Island, emotions are getting
14:50stronger, connections are getting deeper.
14:52Oh, no.
14:53Mark's coming.
14:53Hi, you guys.
14:54Hi.
14:56It'll be tough to send one person home today,
14:58but it's got to be done.
14:59I'll walk over with you.
15:04Hey, guys.
15:05Hi, Sam.
15:06How are you?
15:07So we did feel, in relationship-wise and emotionally-wise,
15:11least connected with you.
15:13And I feel like that's not saying anything negative about you.
15:14I feel like you most likely, you know, looking at us,
15:18it just, you probably felt the same.
15:20Do you think it's just her or they could go one by one by one?
15:23Have fun.
15:24Enjoy yourself.
15:25Thank you, Mark.
15:26Thank you, Sam.
15:29Can you have us?
15:31Hi.
15:31I like Sam a lot, but I'm really excited to get some one-on-one time
15:35with the guys.
15:35And it's not going to happen if there are a lot of girls here.
15:39So it makes me really excited and really looking forward
15:43to the next few weeks.
15:44All right.
15:44So who's next?
15:52Here's to the first Lulel.
15:58We nasty as hell.
15:59Who is that?
16:00Come on.
16:00I like the way you are.
16:02I mean, I feel a lot better right now.
16:03One thing I'm about, no drama.
16:05And I don't know.
16:07Like, it's time to let loose.
16:08I think the old Rick is back.
16:10Slick Rick.
16:10Yeah.
16:11Time to turn up.
16:13All right.
16:13To the pool.
16:14To the pool.
16:18That was quick.
16:20Uh-uh.
16:21You know, I think I am forming connections with really,
16:23you know, three girls at this point.
16:24Number one, Carrie, obviously.
16:26I went on a date with her.
16:27I'm also really connecting with Samantha.
16:29Third is Tanita.
16:30She's sexy.
16:31And she seems like a really cool girl.
16:33I'm just looking forward to have another good night tonight.
16:34And getting to know everybody a little bit better.
16:38Is that what we're doing?
16:39We're not doing nothing.
16:40You're trying to be so...
16:42I mean, every time.
16:44Every time.
16:45Every time what?
16:46Every time.
16:47You try to be so sneaky.
16:49You'll, like, do a little bit of, like, touchy-filly-flirty,
16:52and then you'll be, like, get the away from me
16:54and let me act like I'm not interested.
16:56That's all I could do.
16:57Why, Rick?
16:58You're gonna waste your time here?
17:00I'm gonna go home.
17:02Someone else is gonna wipe me up.
17:03You're gonna see it.
17:04And then you're gonna be very sad.
17:07Medina's being a bit aggressive right now.
17:09Being real handsy.
17:10And I'm not ready for that.
17:12You know, I have Ashley still on my mind.
17:13And I'm kind of, you know, a little apprehensive at the moment.
17:16I feel like you want to kiss me, Rick.
17:18And you're so scared.
17:20I can really see my way.
17:23Come say goodnight to me.
17:24We're coming down.
17:25You're not leaving.
17:27Hell yeah.
17:28After sleeping on my thoughts,
17:30I realized that, like, I can't be mad.
17:33Casey was just trying to have fun
17:34and trying to just, like, loosen up.
17:37And I should be doing the same exact thing.
17:40Yes.
17:41I'm gonna move my body, yeah.
17:43I'm gonna move my body, yeah.
17:45I'm gonna move my body, yeah.
17:47I'm gonna move my body, yeah.
17:51I'm gonna move my body, yeah.
17:51Ben and Deek are really funny and chill.
17:53Deek reminds me of Casey in a way.
17:55And it's good to have that energy around,
17:56because I'm really missing Casey a lot.
18:05We're on Temptation Island, so...
18:10Where's Kate?
18:11Is she asleep?
18:12Hell yeah.
18:14I'm exhausted right now,
18:15and I'm not thinking straight.
18:16My level of trust is just, like, so screwed up.
18:20David's bonfire clip made me feel little
18:22and weak and insecure.
18:24I need to get a good night's sleep,
18:26wake up tomorrow, feel better,
18:28and decide how I'm going to approach
18:31the next couple of days.
18:35What are you feeling?
18:37Be honest.
18:38Okay.
18:40I feel like you and Deek have a connection,
18:41and everybody can see that.
18:43When you're dancing, having a good time,
18:45like, your eyes are always on Deek.
18:47Everybody picks that shit up.
18:49So there's gotta be something.
18:50That's my best friend.
18:51There's gotta be something there.
18:53He reminds me of Casey in a...
19:00I look around for him because he just reminds me of him a lot.
19:05So it's like, I want him around.
19:09You know, like...
19:13Don't be crying right now.
19:14I know, I shouldn't be crying, but, like...
19:18I don't think he knows that, and I can't tell him that,
19:21because...
19:23It's not...
19:23It's not right.
19:26Because I don't want him to get the wrong idea,
19:28and I don't want to, like, I don't want to hurt his feelings.
19:31So it's like...
19:32You don't want to break what you and Casey have.
19:34Well, I'm not gonna break what Casey and I have,
19:36but I don't not want to be friends with Deek.
19:40I need him right now, and I need you right now.
19:42Like, you guys are both what I need.
19:46Please don't say anything.
19:47My lips are sealed.
19:51I remember you saying earlier,
19:53we're just gonna wear this.
19:54Now, just take off the bottoms.
19:56All right, and the bottom?
19:57Yeah, and the bottom...
19:58The bottom bottom.
20:00Kitten, put your finger...
20:01No, I'm kidding!
20:02You're gonna make me do it by myself.
20:10Casey is fine.
20:11Oh, my God.
20:14I'm...
20:14Am I drooling?
20:16Shit.
20:18I'm trying to be the first naked guy here.
20:20Oh, my God, Casey.
20:25See you, that feels so good.
20:27Good.
20:28I'm really starting to feel David.
20:31He's just such a sweet and caring guy,
20:33and he's just easy to have conversation with.
20:36You want to massage him for a little bit?
20:38And no matter where I am in the house,
20:40I always feel like I gravitate towards him,
20:44and that's a really good sign.
20:46Oh, right there.
20:48Does it give you, like, a tingle?
20:50It does.
20:51Really?
20:52It does.
20:53Sitting in the hot tub with Tanita
20:54is really pulling my attention away
20:55from the other girls.
20:57Anyone that is in a position with someone
20:59that looks like Tanita in a hot tub,
21:01I mean, they would be in a good mood.
21:02There.
21:03Are you good?
21:03Wait, let me switch away.
21:05Like, where is Tanita?
21:07Wait, I'm just chilling.
21:27How are some people still in the pool?
21:30Tanita and David.
21:32Oh, shit.
21:33Wait, why are they so close?
21:35They are so close.
21:36Look away.
21:37Look away.
21:37Look away.
21:38Oh, my God.
21:40Are you physically attracted to me?
21:41Absolutely not.
21:42No, no way.
21:43No way.
21:44Not in the slightest.
21:45Not even in the slightest?
21:46Not in the slightest.
21:48Not in the slightest.
21:49Not in the slightest.
21:51No, but I can't.
21:52I don't believe that.
21:54Titties in the face.
21:55David and Tanita are tonight.
21:58David and Tanita are in the pool together,
22:00and they look like they're having a lot of fun.
22:02That's not really cool,
22:04so I'm a little just, like, over it, honestly.
22:08They're so close.
22:09Super sexual.
22:10No, she's scooped on real low.
22:12Did you see a kiss?
22:17Hey, Medina.
22:18Yes?
22:18I feel like this would be good
22:19if we spend some time alone.
22:21Oh.
22:22I'm getting hot.
22:23I feel pregnant.
22:24When you guys are, like, flirting.
22:27Gavin, come on.
22:28Hey, how about we step outside?
22:29Let's step outside.
22:30Oh, man.
22:33What am I gonna do?
22:34You're one of my favorite girls in the house.
22:36Gavin, you're lying.
22:37I'm serious.
22:39When it's time for me to talk,
22:41you'll be talking to Rick,
22:42so I'll let you have it.
22:44All I'm saying is I like you.
22:46I want to go on a date with you.
22:49Whoa.
22:51Gavin is all of a sudden feeling me.
22:53I did not see that coming.
22:55I still very much like Rick.
22:57I'm really not feeling Gavin.
22:59Obviously, on Temptation Island,
23:01shit can turn around real quick.
23:04Psst.
23:07Yo, what was happening over there?
23:08I just wanted to check on you.
23:09First of all, that's your fault.
23:10How was it my fault?
23:12Because this is what I'm telling you.
23:13When people like people,
23:15you should just focus on who the you like,
23:17because then other people feel like you can just goop in.
23:19Now all of a sudden, Gavin is like,
23:21Medina, I'm trying to talk to you and love on you.
23:25Come on now.
23:26I've been feeling you before.
23:28You know what I mean?
23:28From jump.
23:29But then at the same time, the whole purpose,
23:31like, just the whole dating setting.
23:34Like, I would want to take somebody else on a date,
23:36but that doesn't...
23:36I don't understand why you're sitting here like,
23:38I need to take everyone else on dates.
23:40I'm not saying I gotta take everyone else on dates,
23:42but then there's other people
23:43that I would want to just see what's up.
23:49You're literally telling me to my face,
23:52hey, look, I like you,
23:53but I also like multiple other women here.
23:56I'm embracing this right now.
23:58I'm letting my guards down.
23:59I'm opening up to you,
24:00and I'm being transparent with you.
24:02I get it.
24:02I guess I'm just like, I don't want to look stupid.
24:04I'm not trying to make you look stupid,
24:06because if I was trying to make you look stupid,
24:07I wouldn't tell you shit.
24:10All right?
24:14Shut up, all right?
24:17What is happening right now?
24:19Damn.
24:20Like, just chill.
24:23What just happened?
24:25Yo, chill.
24:27You like me a lot.
24:46I'm still wrapping my head around the last bonfire.
24:49I'm, like, sweating already.
24:50Literally.
24:51We got a bonfire tonight.
24:53I don't know what to expect.
24:55And I don't know what she's gonna see.
24:57I mean, I don't think she's gonna see anything too crazy.
24:59I haven't really been acting up or doing anything
25:02to the extent that she was doing anything.
25:05Are you nervous at all?
25:07I'm not too nervous.
25:08I'm not too nervous.
25:09Should I?
25:10I feel like you should be nervous.
25:13Okay, so you're going to the bonfire.
25:15If you see her with the same dude that you saw her with,
25:18is it worse to see her with the same dude continuously
25:20or, like, a different dude?
25:23I don't know.
25:24Rick still cares about that girl.
25:26He loves her.
25:27And I just feel like he's trying to open up,
25:30and I need to just kind of relax a little bit.
25:32I have to realize that he has a girlfriend.
25:37Wait, so what do you do, though?
25:39Modeling, and I do acting films and stuff.
25:42Nice.
25:43Yeah.
25:43I couldn't tell you did modeling.
25:44I just would never have guessed.
25:46Yeah, you couldn't have guessed?
25:48Okay.
25:49Last night, things definitely got a little steamy
25:53between me and David.
25:54I feel like I'm really starting to connect with him
25:56and like him even more.
25:58You were Miss Oregon?
25:59Yeah, and then I had to go compete at Miss USA.
26:02How was that?
26:03It was a crazy experience.
26:04That's awesome.
26:06I'm happy to still be here for sure.
26:09No, definitely.
26:10I mean...
26:11You haven't even taken me out on a date yet.
26:15I'm sure that'll be coming soon.
26:16The times that we have together now are going to be
26:18probably some of the best.
26:19I agree.
26:20I hope that he asks me out on a date.
26:23Please.
26:24Please.
26:25Come on, Casey.
26:26Please ask me.
26:27I'm waiting for it.
26:28We're pretty deep in it.
26:29In it to win it, Casey.
26:30We're in it to win it, Rachel.
26:36Good morning, babe.
26:37Good morning.
26:39Are you supposed to be scratching a bite like that?
26:41I don't make scrambled eggs.
26:43Nah, you gotta use plastic if you're doing that.
26:45Yeah, you gonna have pan all in my eggs.
26:47Can you shut the up?
26:51Yeah, she got wild last night.
26:54But that's gonna happen.
26:55I have, like, a feeling in my stomach of, like, it hurts
27:01because I'm hungover.
27:02And then a feeling of, like...
27:06Regert?
27:06Yeah.
27:08You got regerts?
27:09Yeah, right now.
27:11Throwing that ass everywhere last night?
27:12Mm-hmm.
27:13This is the longest time I've never, like, seen him.
27:17Longest time I've ever been away from him.
27:19So it's really weird.
27:21It'll be fine.
27:24And I'll be friends with you, but...
27:26I don't know if Casey would want me to be friends.
27:29I am worried about what Casey might see at his bonfire.
27:33My best asset is my ass, and a lot of people saw it yesterday.
27:38I just don't know where Casey's head may be at.
27:41It's, like, a weird feeling.
27:45Going into this bonfire, I still feel like my feelings are,
27:51you know, up in the air, and I'm not really done loving Rick.
27:56I could be hurting him while he's working on really changing for me.
28:01It's just, all of this is with my head,
28:03and there's no right answer until I see what happens.
28:07You know, I said in the last, um, bonfire
28:09that I'm afraid I'm gonna make David a better man for the next woman.
28:14And, like, I need to think about it the other way.
28:16Maybe he's making me a better woman for the next man, too.
28:19David may be opening up more to other people,
28:21and he may be forming connections,
28:23so I may see a little bit of that.
28:24Of course, it brings up all the issues that I have with trust,
28:28which is odd because as I start to squash
28:30some of those issues, then bonfire comes out,
28:32and again, all those trust issues start to come out in me again.
28:37I can't be the victim, and I was trying to play the victim the other night.
28:39I was, too.
28:40Maybe that's what I had to stop seeing myself as.
28:43Obviously, there's a part I play in provoking Rick as well.
28:47You messed up, but you still have a ways to go
28:50in order to paint your own narrative.
28:55I very much so love Rick, but I've done wrong by Rick.
29:01I just feel like maybe it's not going to work out between Rick and I,
29:05but I don't know.
29:07Right now, everything's really much so up in the air.
29:11I don't know what to do.
29:12I really got to figure it out.
29:24This is weird that we're doing this again.
29:26We just had a bonfire, and now we're already having another one,
29:29which makes me feel like they got to have something juicy to show us.
29:49Going into the second bonfire, I'm worried that I might see something I don't want to see.
29:53Last bonfire was a rough sight for Rick.
29:56I'm hoping that my experience isn't like that this week,
29:59and honestly, I'm worried for Rick, too.
30:03Well, gentlemen, it's good to see you.
30:05Welcome back to your second bonfire now.
30:07I just want to check in with you and see where you're at.
30:11So, Rick, you've been on a rollercoaster ride, and it's not been easy.
30:14Where are you now?
30:16At the last bonfire.
30:17I was definitely shocked and surprised by what I saw,
30:20so that kind of prompted me to being more vulnerable,
30:25being more emotional.
30:26Maybe in the past, I wasn't like that,
30:29which led me to reflect on myself.
30:31Like, if maybe I addressed these issues before, would we even be here?
30:36So, it just shows me how far I've come within the short period of time I've been here.
30:41Okay. I'll start with you, Gavin. You ready?
30:43I'm ready.
30:44Okay.
30:50I'm from St. Thomas.
30:53Has Gavin ever been there?
30:54Not yet.
30:55Not yet?
30:56Did you guys talk about going at any point?
30:58I always talk about it.
30:59Sometimes I talk about it, and he just, like, meh.
31:02I try to make him, like, watch the carnival and stuff like that on the TV.
31:06He don't want to watch it.
31:07I'm like, dude, why don't you want to, like, watch my culture?
31:10That's not cool.
31:11I don't think he's cool either.
31:16How you feel?
31:18Right now, I'm feeling a little guilty.
31:21You know, she talks about home a lot. She's very passionate about it.
31:24I'm seeing that that's actually more important to her than I actually thought it was.
31:28You think you can listen deeper?
31:29Yeah. I mean, I, you know, seeing that clip, I feel like I should try to, you know, read in
31:34between the lines more.
31:35I think you're hitting on a really huge part of the male-female dynamics that's difficult.
31:41Right.
31:42Okay, David. You're next. You ready?
31:45Yeah.
31:45Okay.
31:51He pushed us so hard on me to come here.
31:53Yeah.
31:53I have trouble understanding, like, his authenticity sometimes.
31:57Okay. You really are a catch.
31:59And you just need to know that.
32:01If he doesn't give you that type of validation, like, on a regular basis, then that is something that you
32:06need to think about.
32:07Yeah.
32:08Because you need a guy that's gonna put you on a pedestal.
32:10Yeah.
32:10Okay. Thanks for the chat.
32:11Of course.
32:12I hope you feel better.
32:13I hope you feel better.
32:17What'd you see? What are you thinking?
32:19I mean, I think that's one of the underlying issues in our relationship is her not thinking that I care
32:25about her as much as she cares about me.
32:27You think that's legit?
32:28I'm not an emotional person, and I think sometimes that gets misconstrued in her mind as someone that actually just
32:35doesn't care.
32:35And I'm not really one that is about saying the I love yous and how perfect you are all the
32:40time.
32:40I want to show you that I support you. I want to show you that I love you in the
32:43actions that I give you.
32:44So I think that's where a huge disconnect comes in our relationship.
32:47Okay.
32:49Casey, you're next.
32:56Oh shit.
32:58Oh!
32:59Oh shit!
33:00Oh!
33:02Oh shit!
33:03Oh shit!
33:05Oh!
33:06Watch out! Watch out! Watch out!
33:07Ah!
33:08Ah!
33:11Ah!
33:11We're on Temptation Island, so we are.
33:14We're on Temptation Island.
33:18Case?
33:20Um, I actually, my heart was beating really, really hard before you played that clip.
33:25Just thinking of the worst, but that looked fun.
33:30I think she's having a lot of fun and I feel like that means she's doing and feeling the exact
33:35same thing as I am.
33:36So that's literally the female version of me right there.
33:39We literally are the same person.
33:40All right, let's play this out for a second.
33:41You're a real confident guy and that's great.
33:43But do you guys get the level of risk that's going on here?
33:47Rick does.
33:49Do you get that at any moment someone could be falling?
33:54She's the female version of you.
33:56You play and flirt and it's all good, but you keep that wall right where it needs to be and
34:00it keeps the women at bay.
34:01But I asked you, if she were to open up, do you think any of those guys are going to
34:05fall in love with her?
34:11I feel like old me never even thought of that once.
34:15And just even thinking of it is, it's really weird and it makes your heart beat really fast.
34:22Of course, I can only imagine that those guys are willing.
34:26You know how special she is.
34:30Rick right now is sitting here, I'm sure, thinking about all the things that are in peril.
34:34Is that fair to say, Rick?
34:36Yes, definitely.
34:38You ready?
34:43You're making it easy to move on. Here you go.
34:46Yeah, definitely.
34:47Sometimes it is easy to move on. Bigger and better things. Literally.
34:51Bigger and better.
34:52Bigger and better things. Figuratively and literally.
34:55Bigger. To be
34:57I want kisses.
34:58You want kisses?
35:08Damn.
35:11I'll give you a second.
35:14Sorry, Rick.
35:18What's going through your mind, buddy?
35:21Uh, crushed a little bit.
35:25Looks like she's, uh, moved on.
35:29Uh, her mind's already made up.
35:32And it's this, you know, same, same guy.
35:35So, um, I felt like emotional connection
35:38would be more alarming than something that's just physical.
35:43Um, and it seems like that's what she got here.
35:48I'm just at a loss of words even more.
35:51Like, I don't even know what to say right now.
35:54I'm sorry.
35:55You don't have to be sorry. This is not an easy clip.
35:57Even if it's not anywhere near what we think it is,
35:59it's still really hard to see.
36:01And I'm hurting for you. I get it.
36:03And that you're hurting lets me know how you feel about her,
36:06regardless of the past.
36:07Yeah.
36:10And I hate that this process has pain for any of you guys,
36:13but that's what growth is, man. It hurts.
36:17Gentlemen, I thank you for your honesty and your willingness
36:20to go there with me. I'll see you soon, okay?
36:22Thanks, Mark.
36:24I feel like this bonfire has changed a lot of things for me.
36:28I mean, of course, like right now, I'm crushed,
36:30and there's a part of me that's just like, forget her.
36:33I'm good. I'm moving on myself.
36:35But there's a part of me that still wants to salvage
36:38what it is that we have.
36:39But is there anything left?
36:41They're to salvage.
36:56I don't know what to really expect from the bonfire.
36:58All I know is until I'm proven wrong,
37:00I really need to work on trusting him.
37:03I just wish I could see exactly what they were playing for the guys.
37:18I have nothing to worry about.
37:20I know that I've done nothing in this house
37:22that has disrespected the rules that we've created.
37:25I hope that he remembers the rules he has created,
37:29and once we, you know, respect that, then we should be fine.
37:34Ladies, welcome to Bonfire.
37:36I want to check in with you and see where you're at.
37:39So, G, tell me what's going on.
37:45It's hard because I'm dealing with guilt,
37:47and I know that we've provoked each other now,
37:54so I don't know what I'm about to see.
37:57I do still love Rick, and so, you know,
38:02I just want to see how things play out.
38:05That's why we're here.
38:06Yeah.
38:06Okay.
38:07I'm going to start with you, Sonic.
38:09Oh, God.
38:11He just made my stomach drop.
38:23I'm laughing.
38:23I'm not going to do it.
38:27I'm not going to do it.
38:28I'm not going to do it.
38:29I'm not going to do it.
38:30I'm not going to do it.
38:31First of all, I could dance better than that.
38:36it kind of in a way like a culture thing for us like sometimes we dance with people and stuff
38:41like that and it's not like that big of a deal you know okay what worries you before it played
38:47what were you worried you might see i was worried i might see him making some intimate connections
38:53holding hands saying how unhappy he's in the relationship with me like that type of thing
38:58will break my heart so that didn't really hurt i could work on that literally yeah i think both
39:05of you made it clear that you're holding it down for each other as far as the respect thing goes
39:09all right ashley g okay are you ready no but here we are
39:21my hands are sweating i'm embracing this right now i'm letting my guards down i'm opening up to you
39:28and i'm being transparent with you
39:36what is happening right now shut up damn you like me a lot if i didn't like you i wouldn't
39:45be talking
39:45like this
39:52what's going in your mind what are you thinking
39:59maybe i'm just done subconsciously i'm done
40:04and maybe that's why i'm here well i think if it hurts you to see him in the other arms
40:10then maybe
40:11maybe you're not done
40:15okay
40:16it's okay
40:22okay
40:26i deserve that
40:28no you don't
40:29i deserve that no i really don't
40:34Ash, Rick and his life has been imperfect.
40:38From what I gather, you have been imperfect.
40:41Is there a possibility that your road is crazy, but could lead you back?
40:48Hopefully he's willing to forgive me.
40:50The question now I'm asking is, are you willing to forgive him?
40:57I don't know.
41:01Okay, Kate, you're next.
41:10Are you physically attracted to me?
41:12Absolutely not.
41:13No way.
41:14No way.
41:15Not in the slightest.
41:16Not even in the slightest?
41:17Not in the slightest.
41:18Not in the slightest.
41:21No, but I can't.
41:22I don't believe that.
41:24David and Tanita are tonight.
41:27They're so close.
41:28Oh, I can't tell.
41:30I literally cannot tell.
41:36I have made it very clear to the boys in the house that they respect my personal space at all
41:42times.
41:43He's not doing the same, and he's the one who wanted to come here and show to me that he
41:50won't be tempted, that he respects our relationship.
41:55That clip seems to show that he's not doing what he said he would do.
42:00No, he's supposed to be proving that he's all in on our relationship, that it's me and no one else.
42:06That's not respect.
42:07That's not respect at all.
42:11No, he's supposed to be the one who wants to be the one who wants to be the one who
42:12wants to be the one who wants to be the one who wants to be the one who wants to
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