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00:00I'm moving to Wisconsin.
00:02Does she know you're coming to Wisconsin?
00:04I really want us to be together, you know,
00:07and I really want to be up there.
00:08If I move my life and then Tegan says no,
00:12that's just a risk that I'm willing to take.
00:15A few days ago, me and Isaac ended up breaking up.
00:19I have a lot of guilt from what I did,
00:22so it's just a matter of if we can unscrew what I screwed up.
00:26I really don't know if I will get her back.
00:30That really scares me.
00:32Have you dated anyone yet?
00:35I have not dated anybody yet, right?
00:38I've been waiting for him to, like, you know,
00:40say he's going to start dating.
00:42It's like, yeah, it's about time.
00:46I'm here in Wisconsin.
00:48I drove over here yesterday, and she doesn't know I'm here.
00:50To me, if you don't tell her, the worst thing that can happen
00:54is she finds out, and then she thinks you're really weird.
00:57I would seriously consider talking to Tegan.
01:12Tegan knows you on this car.
01:14Oh, yeah.
01:17Are you purposely not...
01:19That was her.
01:20No, it wasn't.
01:21Yeah, it was.
01:23I don't think she saw me, though.
01:25She never took her eyes off the front of the road.
01:29I just can't believe how lucky I was that she didn't see me.
01:34I didn't tell Tegan that I was moving up here,
01:37because I wanted to have action already behind it,
01:41which, like, a place that I've already found that I'm going to live, you know?
01:45Wait.
01:46Let's get in the game, pretty much.
01:47And then tell her after.
01:51I'm sure it looks impulsive, but I spent months thinking about it every day,
01:59and I couldn't let it go.
02:06I want to get her roses, but I don't know if I just leave the roses with a note,
02:14or, you know, if I'm there.
02:16I guess I haven't figured that out.
02:19I'll do this one.
02:23I'm just, of course, a little nervous because I haven't seen her in a few months now.
02:28I haven't talked to her in forever.
02:30I don't know what's going on in her life.
02:33I mean, anything could have happened.
02:37What did you do that she's no longer your girlfriend?
02:42The pretty much summarized in putting her last on the list for, like, a year.
02:48At least that's how she felt.
02:50Yeah, not good.
02:53The ladies at the flower shop, they're asking me, you know, like,
02:56who I'm getting the roses for, and they're like,
02:58do you think these will get her back?
02:59I was like, no, I don't think getting her roses is going to get her back.
03:05I could see it in both their eyes.
03:07They're like, oh, God, another one.
03:10That's how I felt.
03:12I mean, if you run a flower shop, you'd probably see that every day.
03:15Dudes coming in, screwed up,
03:19you know, aren't going to apologize unless they have some flowers.
03:24She doesn't know I'm here, and I drove past her on the road this morning.
03:28Really?
03:28Yeah.
03:29And she had no idea.
03:30She didn't see me as far as I know.
03:32I love that.
03:33I think I'm just going to drop the flowers off with a note.
03:38It's a little exciting because it could be the start of a new chapter,
03:40but it could also be a hard no if I don't know.
03:45I'll be rooting for you.
03:47You have to come back and let us know.
03:48I will.
03:49But either way, I'm just excited to get to see what happens,
03:53even if it was a no.
03:54So thank you very much.
03:56I appreciate it.
03:57Thank you, guys.
03:58Have a great day.
03:59You too.
04:13All right, guys.
04:14You ready?
04:15Just be ready to sweat.
04:18Today we're at the gym, and it's a HIIT class session.
04:21So it's just a lot of high-intensity workout stuff until you basically puke.
04:27We got four rounds for time.
04:29So you know that means fast as you can go, hard as you can go.
04:32We're going to get you sore today.
04:34Jason is the instructor, and he's a motivator, right?
04:37And so he likes to push us.
04:39Let's go.
04:39Go.
04:40Come on.
04:41Nice.
04:42If your butt don't touch, it don't count.
04:45All right, tie flips.
04:46If you're ready, 25, go.
04:49Nice.
04:55Five years ago, I wasn't working out at all, right?
04:58And then the divorce happened.
04:59They needed an outlet.
05:00And then all of a sudden, it became what it is today.
05:03Ready?
05:04Go.
05:05We got a good group of people with the HIIT class.
05:08Barry, do you touch that line?
05:10What?
05:12Come on, guys.
05:13What do you mean?
05:14You got to touch it?
05:15Yes, Barry, touch it.
05:16If you don't touch, the ground don't count.
05:18Everybody's such a legalist around here this morning.
05:20Yeah, Allison, she's the unofficial drill instructor of the HIIT class.
05:25Everybody knows you always touch the line.
05:28We love Barry.
05:29I mean, we kid with him, we joke with him.
05:32Come on, Barry, round two.
05:34Come on, Barry.
05:35You're going a little slow today.
05:37You must have partied too hard last night.
05:39We've always known Barry because he kind of comes to the gym and, you know, he didn't talk a whole
05:44lot.
05:45You know, he didn't conversate with people.
05:47And then all of a sudden, he comes in and he had on like a tank top and we were
05:51like,
05:51look at the muscles.
05:53What happened to this guy?
05:55Like, he's like, all bust out and like, oh my gosh.
06:11Barry has a nickname in our family and he's called Plath Daddy.
06:16He is Plath Daddy and he will always be Plath Daddy.
06:21Plath Daddy, Plath Daddy.
06:24He does not know that, y'all.
06:27He does not know that.
06:29He's about to find out.
06:30Barry, come over here.
06:33Do you want to know your nickname?
06:35You are officially nicknamed Plath Daddy.
06:40Yeah, see, that's good.
06:43So somebody ginned up the term Plath Daddy.
06:46Maybe it came from, you know, some youngster or two or three.
06:52Who knows?
06:53Plath Daddy.
06:54Easy.
06:55There we go.
06:57Maybe give them some eye candy.
06:59Sometimes they like the bulging biceps.
07:03We got a great group, don't we?
07:04You guys are great.
07:05You killed it.
07:07Congratulations.
07:08So I was thinking of dipping my feet back in the dating pool again.
07:13That'll be good.
07:14So I think I'm about ready to try.
07:15You want to find somebody that's your best friend, right?
07:17Yeah, exactly.
07:18That we love doing life with.
07:20Mm-hmm.
07:21Would you say Barry's a catch?
07:23Yeah, he's a good looking older guy, right?
07:26We're trying to push him about him getting out there, dating.
07:29Just do a speed date.
07:31I'm not going to do a speed date.
07:33That way you don't have to spend but a minute with each one or so.
07:37Yeah, it's like a sampler platter, right?
07:39Yeah.
07:40I think Barry's going to be picky because he was married for so long.
07:43He knows what he wants and what he don't want now.
07:46We try to keep an eye out, but, you know, in a small town, it's hard to find somebody really
07:51compatible.
07:51I mean, really, it is, to me, a lot about common interests.
07:55Well, you just need to find somebody who likes to work out.
07:58That would be fun.
08:00I'll keep you posted.
08:01Yeah, man, that feels good!
08:11Since we broke up, I've just been thinking about all this over and over and over and over again.
08:17In my heart, I didn't really know what I should do and what I shouldn't do because I didn't know
08:22how she felt.
08:23You know, I didn't know if she would think it was maybe inconsiderate to move up here.
08:30I mean, it's very possible that it's too late.
08:35But I don't know if I'll ever have an answer to us if I don't do this.
08:42You have a bunch of flowers sitting in the car.
08:47What's the next move?
08:49I don't know.
08:51I guess next move is to call her and tell her.
08:55But she's going to start asking me, well, are you here?
08:58And then I don't know what I'm going to say.
09:02I just didn't want to call her up and be like, hey, I haven't talked to you in forever.
09:05I'm going to move there now.
09:07I fully realized it's not telling her to backfire.
09:10And so I'm definitely nervous to call her.
09:13And part of me is hoping that she doesn't pick up.
09:29Yes, she didn't answer.
09:30I don't have to do it now.
09:35Damn, I feel like this is such a soap opera.
09:39Oh, she's calling back.
09:40She's calling you back.
09:42You got this.
09:48Hey.
09:49Hey, are you good?
09:50Yeah, I had something to ask you.
09:55Okay.
10:01If we get up far enough, I'll let you run.
10:04Oh my gosh, I moved to Montana and now my life is perfect.
10:07It's not at all perfect.
10:10This is some snow.
10:12Being so scared of the future sometimes ends up holding you back.
10:18And trust me, I spent a lot of years running.
10:20I would know.
10:23Today I'm out here to meet Kaylin.
10:25I never really knew how much she meant to me until she was gone.
10:28She's ready to meet up, so I'm really anxious and nervous.
10:45I had something to ask you.
10:48Okay.
10:52Um.
10:55Well, I have something for you.
10:59Uh, just whenever.
11:02I'm sure you're probably busy tonight.
11:05Yeah.
11:06Anyways, just let me know when you go pick it up.
11:13I was just wondering.
11:14When I can pick it up?
11:15Yeah.
11:16At the park that we used to go to.
11:21Pick it up from there?
11:23Mm-hmm.
11:27Okay.
11:29Uh, probably tomorrow night.
11:31Okay.
11:32I'll make sure it's there by then.
11:36Okay.
11:42All right, well.
11:46Uh, that sounds like a plan to me.
11:48Just let me know.
11:51Okay, I'll call you in the morning.
11:54Okay.
11:54That sounds good.
11:56Okay.
11:57All right.
11:58All right.
11:59Love you.
12:00Bye.
12:01She didn't ask if I was here.
12:02That's good.
12:04I love her dearly and I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her.
12:08But I'm not expecting her to just pick it up right where we left it off.
12:12I'm perfectly fine and happy starting from square one.
12:18And I think it was good because she didn't hang up or, like, make me tell her everything, you know?
12:24Do you think she knows you're here?
12:26She could.
12:28She could.
12:28It's not impossible.
12:30I think the call was very good.
12:32Surprisingly, she didn't push me too hard.
12:34I was like, I'll make sure that it's there.
12:37It definitely leaves me feeling hopeful and excited.
12:57If we get up far enough, I'll let you run.
13:00Or you're not going to run and terrorize anyone.
13:03I moved to Montana going on nine months ago.
13:08Montana has been so healing, so good for me.
13:13Starting over really did teach me to trust myself again and have more confidence in myself.
13:17And I'm like, I did it all alone.
13:21Blackjack loves it out here.
13:23Isn't this pretty, Jackjack?
13:25Well, I didn't do it all alone.
13:28I had God and I had people who came into my life and just
13:32looked out for me for no reason.
13:34That was what I needed.
13:40Oh no, your jacket!
13:43I still have my moments.
13:45I'm not saying like, oh my gosh, I moved to Montana and now my life is perfect.
13:50It's not at all perfect.
13:52This is some snow.
13:55Well, you're being good.
13:56But I remember one day I was driving home.
13:59I was smiling and just like happy.
14:02I was like, nothing special had happened and that made me happy, you know?
14:06I'm just like, happy.
14:12It feels so good to have found a place that I realized like, this isn't temporary.
14:18Who knows?
14:19There might be a time in the future I gotta start over again.
14:21But at least I know I can do it.
14:23There you go, honey.
14:26Ethan and Isaac have kept their promise.
14:28They're coming out to see me.
14:30I was absolutely heartbroken finding out that Galen and Isaac broke up and
14:37called Isaac and told him.
14:38I was like, I don't want to tell you this, but I think this is a bad decision.
14:45I think he feels right now like he's just not in the place that he wants to be.
14:53But you're never going to be ready.
14:56And don't let anyone pressure you.
14:58But if you wait your whole life to be ready for things,
15:01you're going to regret not taking certain leaps.
15:10That's just one of the ways that you end up building a great life is by taking
15:16chances and taking leaps that you don't feel ready for.
15:20And I'm not saying get married now.
15:22I'm not saying propose to her now, but being so scared of the future
15:31sometimes ends up holding you back.
15:33And trust me, I spent a lot of years running.
15:35I would know.
15:39Blackjack, here you are.
15:51Today, I'm out here to meet Kalen and just talk about, you know,
15:56everything that's happened lately.
16:02There were a few reasons why I broke up with her that, you know,
16:06were running around in my head.
16:08But I never really knew how much she meant to me until she was gone.
16:12All I've heard from her is that she wanted to take some time.
16:16I didn't know if it would be a week, a month.
16:18But it's only been a few days and she's ready to meet up.
16:21So I'm really anxious and nervous.
16:41So Isaac has been texting me and I just didn't necessarily know when
16:46would be the right time to talk.
16:48Like, just because him, you know, dropping me, like, out of nowhere,
16:54I do kind of feel like that was a little bit...
16:59Yeah.
17:02Just wondering what the heck is going on.
17:07Hey, Kalen.
17:11You want to sit in my truck and talk, or...?
17:13Yeah, we can.
17:14Okay.
17:29Well, over the past few days, I've talked to a bunch of my family members and they're like,
17:35well, after what you just told me, it sounds like you shouldn't have broken up with her.
17:40And then I, uh...
17:46I realized, I mean, they were right.
17:49And I'm just really sorry I put you through that.
17:53You don't deserve that.
17:55You said that you were overthinking about a lot of stuff.
18:01About what happened with Ethan and Olivia and Maka and Veronica.
18:06And that kind of got to your head and...
18:09Yeah, I know, I know that's different lives.
18:12That is nothing to do directly with me other than just seeing that for the past several years just...
18:18kind of scared me.
18:22I try to be a very understanding person and try to see it from both sides.
18:26You should have just communicated with me about it.
18:28I know I should have, and I don't want anybody else.
18:36The thought of trying to build something with somebody else makes me sick, and I don't want that.
18:43The ball's in your court. I'm just letting you know where I stand.
18:49I don't take bullcrap. I know my self-worth.
18:53I know what I will and won't take.
19:11I would give anything to be able to have one more chance to make it right,
19:16because I know that that's what I want.
19:20What else were you, like, overthinking about?
19:22Like, because you had mentioned something about marriage.
19:27Like, did you think that I wanted it, like, right away or something?
19:32Well, not right away, but with you being older and stuff that, you know...
19:38You know, like, I mean, obviously marriage is on the table for me one day,
19:41but I never pressured you about marriage or really anything.
19:47I know. I just got caught up in my head about certain things, and that's what it led to, but...
19:53I really got a bunch of questions and a bunch of thoughts I was having all cleared up and answered
19:59in just the past few days.
20:00I just hate that I had to hurt you, you know, in the process.
20:05The day after it happened, obviously, you know, I was crying.
20:08I was upset, and he called my parents, and I was like, why the heck did he call you?
20:15Mama was like, Kaelin, you could tell he was really confused, and he was hurt and really bad,
20:20and he was really upset too. She was like, I could tell that he kind of thought, shoot, what did
20:26I do?
20:28There are trust issues now, and it's not something that you just give away. It's something that
20:35you have to earn over time with your actions. I know.
20:42Are you even willing to earn that trust back and everything?
20:48I'm willing to do whatever it takes. Actions over words.
20:55I can tell, you know, just from the way she's looking at me that, you know, she's not here to
21:00mess around. I know I've done a number on her. You know, it's up to her. I put myself in
21:07this
21:07situation. I can't, I got to be able to accept the, the results.
21:13And then, you know, one conversation is not gonna.
21:16Obviously not. Yeah, I don't care if it takes a year. I mean, it doesn't matter what I have to
21:21do.
21:22All I need is one more chance.
21:30I don't give second chances out easily.
21:35I know in my heart that I do still love him, and I, you know, I want to back together
21:40with him, but
21:41I think right now I am just trying to set some boundaries just because I just don't want to get
21:47hurt again.
21:50I'm willing to try every day to do better than I did the day before.
22:02Okay.
22:04Okay.
22:10Well, I won't let you down, I promise.
22:14Better not.
22:15I won't.
22:17Better not.
22:20He's my best friend, and we were just so close so fast, and obviously I do want to get back
22:28to
22:29that. I know for a fact he sweated it out some, even if it was for a short while, but
22:35I'm not
22:35going to sit here and drag it on because that's not fair to me, that's not fair to him, and
22:39I don't
22:39want to, I don't want to do that. I'm just hoping it's one of those things that will end up
22:43bringing us closer.
22:48I don't know. I'm at a loss of words. I don't know what to say. I really don't deserve a
22:51second
22:51chance, but that just gives me all the more, you know, motivation to be the man she needs.
23:00But would you want to get out and walk around a little bit, or?
23:05Yeah, we can.
23:05It's really nice out.
23:07The only thing I want is to be able to build something real with her. I'm going to, you know,
23:13just be honest with her, communicate with her, and stay true to her. But it's really good to just,
23:19you know, be able to hold her hand again after thinking I may never see her again.
23:25I mean, we're not in Hawaii.
23:26Right. See, that looks good.
23:30You're squishing it now.
23:33No, it's fine.
23:48I texted Tegan, and she texted me like 10 minutes later and said, what's tomorrow about? And she
23:53texted me and said, okay, do I get a hint about what it's about? Because I'm mildly stressed out
24:00with the swatting emoji. Now I don't know what to say.
24:13I kind of need somebody to talk to, like, if there's something seriously wrong,
24:18that's a flag I'm not seeing to tell me.
24:24You could just say, I'm in town visiting, and I just want to know what it's about.
24:26I'm going to ask you a question. I got some roses for Tegan, and I'm going to meet her tomorrow
24:32and give her the roses and tell her what my plans are. But I asked her if she could come
24:37to the park
24:38at some point, because I had a surprise for her. But now she's all stressed out about what the
24:43surprise is, and she wants a hint. I don't know what to tell her.
24:47You could just say, I'm in town visiting, and I just wanted to see you.
24:51Does she know you're in town?
24:53No.
24:55She knows you're going to be in town tomorrow.
24:59No.
25:01She knows she's meeting you at the park tomorrow?
25:06No.
25:09You're going to tell her if you're going to meet her at the park?
25:13No, I wasn't going to. I was just going to surprise her.
25:17Just tell her you're having flowers delivered to the park tomorrow.
25:20Okay.
25:21And then she knows that it's headed in a direction of something sweet,
25:26you know? But then when she sees you're the one delivering the flowers, that'll be her surprise.
25:32To me, it's important to not lie.
25:34Yeah.
25:35You know? And that's something that you could say that is true. What do you think?
25:40I'll just read you what I wrote, and I haven't sent it yet, but you tell me if it's good.
25:44Well, I don't want you to be stressed out or anxious, so I'll give you a hint.
25:47I'm having flowers delivered to the park on the bench we sat on in July, along with something else
25:52I think you'll like. Do you think that's good or no?
25:54Yeah.
25:56My mom, bless her heart, she's been very supportive.
26:00It means a lot to me that she's there, just for like a woman's perspective, you know?
26:06Let me know how it goes.
26:07I will.
26:08Okay.
26:09I've waited for many months, you know, it's not like waiting another day is going to
26:15kill anything, but I am like pretty nervous, so I'm going to have to sit with that nervousness
26:22for another day. But that's okay.
26:27Thanks.
26:27Bye.
26:33The plan is I'll just stay, you know, in my car.
26:36Why not just get a hotel? You can afford it, no?
26:39Yeah, but that's the thing. Like, even if you have money, if you get a hotel, that's still
26:46money you could keep, which why not? What I really want to do with my money is
26:50be able to very comfortably take care of the person I love and have, you know, family and all
26:58that. I just stay dressed, wrap up in a blanket. It's very comfortable. I just can't stretch out.
27:04You're asleep anyway, so you don't know if you're in a hotel or if you're in a car.
27:11I feel a little anxious about tomorrow. It's not easy, but I'm definitely willing to
27:17meet her where she's at and just see where things go.
27:24Kaelin said she wants me to prove to her with my actions. I am kind of nervous, you know?
27:33I've had a few of my close friends tell me, you know, just move on and remember it for what
27:40it was.
27:43But I just can't.
28:01Kaelin is going to be here soon. I got a lot of flowers. I got some candles as well.
28:07Tonight I'm here at my mom's apartment that she uses as a vacation rental to do something a little
28:12nice for Kaelin. I think she definitely deserves it. I am kind of nervous, you know? Kaelin said she
28:18wants me to prove to her with my actions. Part of me is doing this because I said I would,
28:23but
28:23making her happy makes me happy, probably even more so than her. So the least I can do is something
28:29like this for her.
28:37Hey, honey. Hi.
28:39Here you go.
28:40Oh my God.
28:44I, uh, spent a little time putting stuff up.
28:51Isaac, he's always been a romantic, but I would say, you know, him building back that trust,
28:57it's a work in progress. You know, it's not something that you can have overnight. It's
29:01something that you have to work on. But honestly, I've never had somebody do something like this for
29:06me. So I think it's like very, very sweet. What do you think, baby? Oh, I love it.
29:23It is a portrait of us and you paint it with numbers and stuff like that. And that's actually
29:30what I had gotten him before we broke up. So. Well, where's that painting now that you got home?
29:38In the dumpster. I know the story of you getting the other one and why you threw it out and
29:45everything, but I hope you like this one and this picture because I picked a different picture,
29:49but I did like this picture of us. I do like that picture too. Oh, I just saw that. That's
29:57cute.
29:57What? Where it says, I love you. I thought you would have noticed. No, I didn't until now.
30:04Kalen's really happy and that makes me feel like I've done a good job and I'm glad she appreciates it.
30:09She sees and appreciates what I do and that's why I continue to do it. Are you excited to go
30:14to
30:14Montana? I'm very excited. I've always wanted to go to Montana. Definitely looking forward to seeing
30:19Mariah and Ethan in the big skies. Isaac invited me on a trip to see Mariah in Montana a few
30:27months ago
30:28and I am so excited because it feels like it's been forever since I've seen her.
30:34I'm sure you heard Ethan's moving to Wisconsin. Yeah.
30:38They're going to try to work stuff out again or something because he's going back.
30:41Were you surprised when you heard that Ethan was going to be moving back up there?
30:45A little bit, but I also figured he would at some point since he didn't seem to be able to
30:50move on
30:51from her. I am, you know, a little worried because Olivia was the whole over several years
30:57and then it kind of got rough with Tegan after Olivia and then they broke up. I want him to
31:02be able to
31:02stand up for himself. Yeah, I'm going to miss Ethan, him being around so much, but you never know,
31:07he may move back. I do think that Ethan's been a little bummed out. I know that he does love
31:12Tegan
31:13and he wants things to work out, but I do have sympathy for Tegan with everything that's gone on,
31:20but certain things that have been said and done I don't agree with that she has done. I just want
31:25to make sure that, you know, like motives are what they should be and that everything works out the way
31:33she wants them to and how Ethan wants them to and that they're both going to be good. I guess
31:39he has to
31:39go shoot his shot and see. He's doing what he thinks is right and following his heart. I am very
31:45glad
31:46that you did this. It was really, really sweet. You're welcome. It turned out beautifully.
31:52Well, I tried. Can't say I didn't try. That does remind me, I do have
32:02something for me. Oh, that is a huge shot. There's two of them. Two? Figured I'd get two,
32:11so that's one for you and one for you. I would say this date night is a 10 out of
32:1610. He gets a lot of
32:17brownie points for this one. I just hope that this makes our relationship even stronger and I'm looking
32:25forward to a lot more dates just like this. I'm going to go to the park and hopefully see Tegan
32:48in a minute.
32:50I haven't seen her in a long time, so I'm just really excited. I don't even know what I'm going
32:54to
32:54see. I'll see something. Yeah, I was just going to drop the roses on the bench when she says she's
33:02coming over and then I'll pull away so she doesn't see me there right away and then I'll wait for
33:09her
33:10to get there and pick them up and then I'll pull up and get out and say hi.
33:17What do you think she's thinking? Well, I think she's thinking he's probably here and is up to
33:23something. I think Tegan may maybe just not say much or be really happy and excited or
33:36I don't know, I feel like I'm invading her personal space. I don't know.
33:41I really, really hope with everything that I am that there's a little something left
33:47I could maybe give it another shot and do it better and you know be who Tegan needs in a
33:52relationship and be there for her mentally, emotionally, physically.
34:02I hope that she is open to hear what I have to say and
34:07let me just go from there. That's about all that I'm hoping for.
34:21It's an option that I could do all this and you know that door is closed, the chapter is over.
34:27I
34:27mean that's a very real possibility but I certainly hope and pray that that's not the case.
34:34If she called me, I was like, okay, I've thought about it. This just isn't going to work. Don't come.
34:42I still would, you know, just to show her like at least for once I was serious and I did
34:52do what I
34:52what I said I was going to do.
35:16I've had a few of my close friends tell me, you know,
35:22just move on and remember it for what it was. But I just can't.
35:32And if nothing ever happens, then I guess that's my answer.
35:39But I'll never know unless I try.
36:05It's mic is not on.
36:17It's mic is not on.
36:34Oh, dear, oh, no way I can turn around.
36:41This is crazy.
36:44In a good way, hopefully.
36:47Last night, I was a nervous wreck.
36:50We went to my car, and we started talking.
36:53After not talking to each other, seeing each other for so long,
36:56it was good to have a deep conversation about where both of us are at
37:00and me moving there and everything.
37:05I was just shocked seeing him.
37:09I don't know.
37:10I think just too shocked to really feel anything else.
37:13You know, nice seeing an old friend.
37:16I don't know what to say.
37:19Yeah, just shocked.
37:21And, I mean, we aren't dating, so he's supposed to be down in Georgia.
37:25Not here, so.
37:32I told him when we broke up that I would never date him again
37:36if he wasn't living here or nearby, so that was and is a deal-breaker for me.
37:41I also talked to him when we broke up, and I reminded him last night
37:45that I don't want to date him if he's still married.
37:48And so those are just the two main, I guess, deal-breakers, per se, with him, exactly.
37:58And is he still married?
37:59And, uh, Inkton is still married as far as I know.
38:04There's a good rock to stand on.
38:05It's stable.
38:06Yeah, I know, but I gotta get there.
38:11Now that I'm here and I've told Tegan everything,
38:15she's waiting to see me actually move here.
38:22Is that right or no?
38:23Uh, yeah, I just mean, like, I'll believe it when I see it,
38:27and that our current relationship isn't gonna change for the time being,
38:32and so if he moves here, he moves here.
38:34If he doesn't, he doesn't.
38:36Move here, move to Minnesota, stay down there.
38:39Move to Africa.
38:40Like, whatever you need to do.
38:42Move to Africa?
38:43Yeah.
38:44If I'm moving here.
38:46Okay.
38:51I don't think it's a matter of believing or not.
38:53I don't think you should distrust people.
38:56I think you should just trust people based on what they've showed you.
38:59So, like, just, I trust already how he is.
39:02So, we'll see if the patterns change, I guess.
39:06I don't really know.
39:10That's perfectly fair.
39:16I think it's just a personal choice I need to make.
39:19This all happened yesterday, and so I sort of need some time.
39:25Have you changed your mind in any way, Ethan, or are you sticking to the plan?
39:30No, my plans have not changed at all.
39:32I'm just very excited.
39:34I can't wait.
39:35Regardless of whatever our future looks like,
39:38I know this is what I need to do, this is what I'm gonna do,
39:40and I want to, very much.
39:45Okay, well, I should probably get going, so maybe see you in Montana.
39:50I really hope you do come.
39:52We'll see.
39:53Maybe.
39:53Ethan and I talked about going to visit Mariah in Montana before we broke up.
39:59I've never been to Montana.
40:00I enjoy his family, so I sort of want to go,
40:05but on the other hand, that's a lot of time with Ethan.
40:08And I know I can be friends, but I'm more worried about,
40:11can he be not weird and just be friends?
40:17Well?
40:19Can I hug you for a minute?
40:21Nope.
40:22Goodbye.
40:23Goodbye.
40:23Goodbye.
40:24I hope you have a safe trip back down.
40:27I will.
40:30Goodbye.
40:31Goodbye.
40:43Yeah, I think there's definitely a possibility he doesn't move.
40:46It's just Ethan Plath, so I never really know what to think.
40:50You know, sometimes when you get told things, you know, time and time again,
40:53it's sort of hard to believe them, so I'm just, I'll believe it when I see it.
41:12I'm seeing you again.
41:17I'm seeing you again.
41:21I'm seeing you again.
41:28Cheers to being back at the farm.
41:30Yay!
41:31Hear, hear.
41:33If we were a horse and a cowboy, who would ride who?
41:39What's a more family-friendly answer?
41:41All this vibrating is causing my butt to itch.
41:45Dad has recently started talking to ladies.
41:48All I knew was you were blonde and very good-looking.
41:52Keep these compliments coming.
41:54I like what I see.
41:56Montana is going to be fun.
41:58Well, you know, I asked Tegan to come.
42:02Are you friends?
42:03I don't like you behind me.
42:05You're so close.
42:06Wake up.
42:07What do you think?
42:09Why come to a whole different state with your ex-boyfriend and his family
42:14if you're not going to make that effort?
42:17Oh, my God.
42:18What am I doing here?
42:21Kim is definitely dealing with some guilt and some shame.
42:24You've got to release it because it's time.
42:28Is this a bad conversation?
42:31I've heard things just around, you know, a lot of money you've spent with her.
42:36Apparently, you and Zach have sat down people and explained to them
42:40that they weren't godly enough or whatever.
42:43They're only going to end up alienating themselves from the family,
42:47and I don't want that.
42:48Do you know what Zach told me about you?
42:52Okay.
42:53Dad definitely pisses me off.
42:55I'm experiencing something wrong,
42:57and I feel the need to speak up about it.
43:01We are all family, so we're going to talk about each other.
43:05Lydia and Zach are doing what they asked us not to.
43:08It's just not always pleasant when you are given a list of things
43:12that, like, someone doesn't approve of.
43:14You're exporting your opinion into lands that don't want to import.
43:17Man, so I'm a problem for the whole family.
43:20God, cool.
43:21Zach, you're a part of the family now.
43:24I'm trying to build a relationship with you,
43:25and you're making it hard to do that.
43:28Am I supposed to just wrestle them and just have a...
43:31I don't know.
43:32I don't know what to do.
43:36This is going to be uncomfortable.
43:37This is going to be uncomfortable.