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Love Is Blind: Sweden - Season 3 - Episode 10: Scary But Obvious
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00:30Du Àr vÀl kristen? Jag Àr inte kristen.
00:32Och sÄ Àr det alltid vÀldigt.
00:34Antingen Àr det kristen eller sÄ Àr det inte kristen.
00:36Vissa stunder om du hade trÀffat en artist sÄ hade du inte ifrÄgas att vÀrderingarna Àr pÄ samma sÀtt.
00:40Inte att du inte har fina vÀrderingar, men har vi samma vÀrderingar?
00:44Jag pedlar jÀttemycket i tankarna.
00:47Ja, men dÀr kommer du.
00:48Och det Àr skittufft.
00:50Det Àr liksom vÄr förlovningsfest.
00:53Och du gÄr in pÄ den osÀker.
00:58Ja, men du gÄr ju ifrÄn mig. Jag vet inte vad du har pÄ mig.
01:02Jag kan fÄ mig inte att ha. Och nyckeln.
01:04SĂ„, tack och hej.
01:06Det Àr en olustig kÀnsla.
01:08Att du liksom gÄr frÄn hundra till...
01:11...dÀr som noll.
01:12Jag tÀnker ju mycket pÄ vad andra ska tycka.
01:15Om vÄr relation.
01:17AlltsÄ, jag ser ju att Aron Àr en bra kille.
01:20Jag lovar dig att du kan hitta nÄgon bÀttre Àn han. Jag kÀnner det direkt. I min mage.
01:23Ja, Àr det sant?
01:23Ja.
01:24Jag trodde typ inte att jag skulle kÀnna sÄ hÀr.
01:26Ăr det sant?
01:27Nej!
01:29Nu kÀnns det bra.
01:33Men mina rutiner och mitt liv Àr ju ÀndÄ i Jönköping just nu.
01:37DÄ Àr du beskriptisk pÄ att flytta det.
01:40AlltsÄ, jag menar, beslutet har tagit taget jÀttesnabbt.
01:45Vi hade ett brÄk.
01:47Och jag sa det, jag bara.
01:48Daniel, du vet att du Àr gaslight och mig.
01:51Och han har spelat in nÄgonting pÄ sin mobil.
01:55Va?
01:56Daniel sÀger ju att du börjar spela in.
01:58Nej.
01:59Jag sa jag skulle spela in det hÀr sÄ du fÄr höra hur det lÄter just nu.
02:02DÄ sa jag, du spelade ocksÄ in.
02:04Du sa det efter en timme.
02:05Eller vad hon som tog upp det frÄn början.
02:07Nu kÀnns det som att det Àr mer som att du har murar.
02:10Please take a chill pill, liksom.
02:12Mm.
02:15Burning out of time.
02:19Jag vill att vi skrifter oss, men sen att jag och kÀrin inte kommer helt överens i den hÀr sak.
02:25Johan Àr en tuff jÀvel, liksom.
02:27Jag hade hellre gjort lumpen igen, liksom.
02:29Mycket hellre.
02:30Det hÀr Àr mycket mer utmanande.
02:31Lumpen var ju soft.
02:35Hej.
02:36Jag visste att du var hÀr.
02:40Dead men walk in.
02:46Dead men walk in.
02:53Dead men walk in.
03:06Dead men walk in.
03:10Men att du kom pÄ köpet.
03:13DÄ gör det ju vÀrt det.
03:24Jag tycker att det var en jÀttegivig kvÀll idag.
03:27Mm.
03:28Det var super.
03:28Och jag kommer inte sitta hÀr, liksom, och hitta nÄgonting fel.
03:34Sen om du vill ta upp saker som jag tycker Àr onödigt, som det hÀr med inspelningen, till exempel.
03:42Det tycker att det var en jÀtteornöjd sak.
03:45FörstÄr du, liksom, att Ronja och Angelica tar mig Ät sidan och sÀger det hÀr med att ni spelar in
03:51varandras samtal.
03:53Vad har vi reagerat pÄ?
03:56Jag bara sÄ hÀr, vad spÀnnande att höra, liksom.
03:59För att vi sa att vi inte skulle prata om det hÀr.
04:01Jag vill bara vara Àrlig.
04:02Och dÄ berÀttade jag att du sa till mig att det hÀr borde vi spela in det hÀr samtalet.
04:09Och dÄ gjorde du inte det?
04:10Jag sa att jag borde spela in det hÀr för att vi Àr pÄ repetit.
04:12Det var ju du som sa upp det först, eller hur?
04:13Ja, men jag skulle aldrig spela in det utan att sÀga till dig att jag kommer spela in det just
04:17nu, Daniel.
04:18Men dÄ sa ju jag att jag spelade in det hÀr.
04:20Och sÄ har vi hört...
04:21Du sa aldrig det?
04:22Nej, men...
04:23Du spelade in mig en timme och sen sa du att du hade spelat in mig en timme.
04:25Ja, för att du spelade in mig, sa du?
04:27Jag har aldrig gjort det.
04:28SÄ jag sa liksom att nÀr hon tog upp in...
04:31Jag hade hört att man kan spela in varandra.
04:34Det var faktiskt hon som vÀxte dig i mig.
04:36För hon sa att det hÀr borde vi spela in det vi pratar om.
04:40SÄ sa det ju till dem, var det inte sÄ?
04:42DÄ som vi gÄr runt i cirklar sÄ borde det hÀr spelas in.
04:45Exakt sÄ sa jag.
04:46Jag har inte sagt nÄgot annat Àn nÄgon gÄng.
04:48Du fÄr spela in mÄnga samtal du vill.
04:50Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot.
04:51Men det var du som tog upp det, var inte jag, eller hur?
04:53Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot sÄnt.
04:54Men det var du som tog upp det, eller?
04:57Nu gÄr vi cirklar igen.
04:59Men vÀnta, vem tog upp att vi skulle spela in ett samtal?
05:01Jag sa att vi borde spela in det hÀr samtalet.
05:03Exakt.
05:04Ja, det betyder inte man ska spela in den hÀr personen.
05:06Nej, det Àr sjÀlva grejen.
05:07SjÀlva grejen var att du tog upp det med mig.
05:09Och tog upp att du ville spela in ett samtal med mig.
05:12Och dÄ spelade jag bara in samtalet sÄ var det samma samtal inspelat.
05:15Och det samtalet kom ju ingenstans.
05:17SĂ„ det var inget speciellt insamtal.
05:22Men att göra det hÀr till en grej idag.
05:25Och jag Àlskar Ronja och Nelika för att de tog mig Ät sidan och sa att du spelar in ett
05:30samtal.
05:31DÄ berÀttade jag bara, men det var hon som stod upp det frÄn början.
05:33Det kommer hon aldrig att erkÀnna, sa de.
05:35Det Àr inte Johanna vi kÀnner.
05:36Du kommer dit, erkÀnner att det var du som tog upp det hÀr med att spela in ett samtal.
05:41Det var inte jag.
05:43Och det var fint av dig.
05:44Och det Àr jag extremt tacksam över.
05:46För att du verkligen stod upp för att, ja men, för de bara, vi trodde att du var en jÀvla
05:51psykvart som spelade in ett samtal.
05:53Nej, jag skulle aldrig göra det.
05:58Men jag Àr liksom, jag vet inte att du Àr intresserad av att jag har rÀtt.
06:03Och jag kommer aldrig anklaga dig för nÄgonting.
06:06Leta fel och vem som har sagt vad eller vem som sa spela in eller vem som inte.
06:11Och du och jag har varit vÀldigt öppna om den hÀr inspelningen.
06:14Det var ingen stor grej tycker jag.
06:16Eftersom att du och jag faktiskt var öppna med att jag spelade in, det gör jag med.
06:21HÀr Àr den hÀr inspelningen.
06:23Det var ingen grej.
06:24För dig och mig Àr inte inspelningen nÄgon grej.
06:28AlltsÄ det Àr inte dÀr vi ska landa.
06:30Vi ska landa i kÀrlek hjÀrtat.
06:33Vi har vÀldigt olika tycke och tÀnker pÄ saker.
06:37Men hjÀrtat, fan, jag Àr ju...
06:40Jag börjar ju bekÀra dig.
06:43Det Àr skitjobbigt.
06:45Ja.
06:47Du kÀnner inte sÄ.
06:55Vad kÀnner du?
06:56Jag kÀnner att vi gÄr runt och cirklar igen.
06:58Ja, men vilka cirklar du Ă„ker?
07:01Jag vill ju bara dig vÀl.
07:06Jag skulle faktiskt vilja Ă„ka till min mamma.
07:17Men du och jag har vÀl inte osams?
07:20Du och jag behöver...
07:21AlltsÄ, lÀgg av.
07:24Tjena.
07:30HjÀrtat, kom hit.
07:32I am lost.
07:35You're all alone.
07:39Uff.
07:48Hej, vad Àr ni?
07:51Vad gör du sjÀlv?
07:53Vad gör du exakt just nu?
07:54Vad gör du?
07:56Nej, nej, nej.
07:57Det var en pocket goal, men...
08:00Det Àr hela tiden nÄgonting.
08:02Allt ska tas pÄ sÄ stort allvar, liksom.
08:06Ja.
08:08Nej, nej, det tycker jag inte.
08:10Nej, det upplever jag inte.
08:11Inte elakhet.
08:32Vad tycker du om festen, dÄ?
08:41Do you have to?
08:42Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:45Nej.
08:48Det var jÀttetrevligt sÄ jÀlla.
08:51Daniel och Johanna kÀnns som att de...
08:55Jag tycker de Àr sÄ himla...
08:57För mig Àr de en svÄr nöt att knÀcka.
09:00Ja, verkligen.
09:01Men det Àr ocksÄ lÀtt att glömma bort att...
09:04Vi har ocksÄ bara kÀnt varandra en mÄnad.
09:07Jag tror aldrig nÄgonsin att jag har varit i en relation tidigare
09:09dÀr man har vetat efter en mÄnad hur man Àr i konflikt.
09:14Hur man kommunicerar.
09:17Jag vet inte.
09:18Jag kÀnner absolut att du och jag har kommit vÀldigt lÄngt i det.
09:21Men jag tror absolut att du och jag ocksÄ har massa grejer.
09:23Ja.
09:23Vi har pratat om det och du har sagt att du flyttar upp.
09:27Ja dÄ.
09:28Bra.
09:29I hope.
09:30Nej.
09:31Vad?
09:31VadÄ I hope?
09:33Du mÄste fÄ jobb och grejer.
09:35Men gud, du Àr ju lÀkare liksom.
09:37Jo.
09:39LÀkare kan man vÀl vara vart som helst, eller?
09:41Ja, men jag Àr ju...
09:43Jag hÄller ju pÄ med en specifik grej.
09:45Ja, men alltsÄ...
09:47Jag kan ju inte bara flytta upp och jobba med att jag inte jobbar.
09:50Men liksom...
09:51Kan du tÀnka dig att ha ett jobb som inte Àr exakt det du vill göra?
09:59Oavsett vad jag gör sÄ kommer det vara ett jobb som Àr annorlunda.
10:03Mm.
10:04Jag kommer inte ha samma möjligheter hÀr uppe.
10:09Nej.
10:10Men jag har inte fÄtt jobben, jag vet inte det.
10:13Ja, men i ditt perspektiv sÄ Àr det liksom nÄgra mÄnaders, halvÄr, ett Är.
10:18SÄ snart som bara möjligt.
10:22Och det Àr...
10:23Jag har inte fÄtt jobb, sÄ jag vet inte.
10:25Mm.
10:25Nej.
10:26Men sÄ snart som jag bara kan.
10:28Jag har ingen ambition om att ta distans frÄn honom i flera Är.
10:31Nej, vad skönt.
10:32Skönt.
10:32Eller dÀr ute efter.
10:33Det Àr dÄ det jag vill höra bara.
10:35Svara sÄ jag stÀller en frÄga istÀllet.
10:37Ja, men varför sÀger du inte bara det?
10:39Men du fÄr inte sÀga nÀr jag ska titta upp, jag vet inte.
10:42Ja, men du mÄste ju ÀndÄ ha ett mÄl, eller?
10:46Jag sÄ snÀlla, jag mÄste fÄ jobb.
10:47Jag mÄste bli klar med min SD.
10:49Det Àr inte sÄ att jag blir klar i augusti.
10:51Nej.
10:53Ăr inte ens det klart?
10:54Nej, men jag mÄste bli klar.
10:55Du sa ju att du skulle vara klar med din SD i augusti.
10:57Nu kÀnner jag att du har liksom förskönat det hÀr lite.
11:00Har jag vÀl inte?
11:01Jo.
11:02Varför dÄ?
11:04SÄ snart som möjligt för mig, typ.
11:05AlltsÄ om din SD Àr klar i augusti, dÄ Àr det sÄ snart som möjligt för mig i september.
11:10Det gÄr ju inte.
11:12Varför inte?
11:12Jag har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:15Okej, det hade jag ingen aning om.
11:17Alla har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:19DÄ Àr det liksom september, oktober, november?
11:22Mm.
11:22Mm.
11:24Som ocksÄ fÄr jobb ocksÄ.
11:27Du sa till mig att det Àr ingen stress.
11:30Men nu stack det ivÀg frÄn att vara sÄ augusti till att bli typ sÄ hÀr februari.
11:35Men det har aldrig handlat om augusti.
11:37Nej, men jag ska ocksÄ sÀga ja till dig pÄ ett altare.
11:40SÄ jag skulle gÀrna vilja veta nÀr du tÀnkte att vi ska kunna bo ihop som ett par.
11:44Jag tycker inte att det Àr optimalt att sÄ gifta sig och sen bara, nu ska vi ha distans i
11:49ett Ă„r.
11:49AlltsÄ nej, jag Àr inte skitpepp pÄ det.
11:52Jag Àr faktiskt inte det.
11:52Det Àr inte du som...
11:57Det Àr inte jag som, vadÄ?
11:58Det Àr inte du som kastar om hela ditt liv.
12:03Nej.
12:04Nej.
12:05Nej.
12:09SĂ„ att...
12:10Ha!
12:22I feel hopeless, yes, I don't
12:28Mind is focusing on you
12:32Please don't break me into town
12:47What did you think of Fellen?
12:49So very interesting
12:51It was also cool to see Ibe and Annie
12:55It was a wonderful pair
12:58Yes, it felt like...
13:01The first day, they said yes
13:04Did they say yes?
13:06Yes
13:07Or Annie said it
13:08Yes
13:09What did I say?
13:11I don't have a question
13:12But it's a guarantee
13:14Yes
13:15They are clear
13:16They are clear
13:20How did it feel to meet Anette?
13:24It was a little bit
13:25It was a very good
13:25Yes
13:27When it's my loss
13:28And then you can say
13:31Yes, it could be you and Anette
13:34Maybe
13:36Yes
13:38I understand
13:39But I'm focused on what we have
13:41Yes
13:43I can't focus on what could be
13:45No
13:46No
13:46You can do it
13:47But you don't want to do it
13:48I don't want to focus on it
13:50I don't want to focus on it
13:50It's impossible for me
13:53For now, I have a woman
13:55In front of me
13:56Who I really care about
13:58And I want to focus on her
13:59Yes
14:05You felt like
14:07Yes
14:08It could be a simple journey with her
14:10Yes
14:10I knew it
14:11It could be a simple journey
14:14Because we have the same faith
14:15Yes
14:16But there was probably something that had created
14:20Yes
14:21But for me
14:22It's essential to think about it
14:24Yes
14:26I can think that you were a little
14:28No
14:29No
14:30Not all
14:31No
14:31No
14:32You don't understand
14:34No
14:34No
14:35No, it's not the same
14:37Yes
14:37Yes
14:41I spent maybe 45 minutes
14:43Or a hour with Anette
14:45There
14:45And it was very easy
14:47It has not been so easy
14:49Between me and Ronja
14:51But I'm 100% focused on
14:53To try to make it work
14:55But I feel like she doesn't really want it
14:59Because it has been so much problem
15:03I felt something change this morning
15:07I feel like she has one foot in and one foot out
15:10She needs to come near my heart
15:12And show her
15:13That I'm here
15:15That I want to love
15:18All these fine lines
15:20I'm through with the dark time
15:23Oh
15:36How are you today?
15:37I mean...
15:40How are you?
15:41Now I'm not good
15:42No, I see.
15:45It's all right now.
15:51You're in the capsules, then you fly in.
15:56You get a backlash.
16:01I just feel like I'm training.
16:05It's not funny.
16:08It's a bad day.
16:15I need to be a little bit more.
16:17Yes, you're a little bit more.
16:21Do you want to be a boxer?
16:25No.
16:26I'm going to have a kram.
16:29It works differently.
16:35We are in a very pressing situation.
16:38There are many feelings.
16:40It's a lot easier than me.
16:43But the worst thing is to lose Ibe.
16:48I would love to be that it's going to happen.
16:53I want to be with someone for the rest of my life.
16:56I hope it's going to be Ibe.
17:00I really want to be Ibe.
17:04I feel like it's going to be good.
17:05Yeah, yeah.
17:06It's going to be good.
17:08But you're blinking and it all slips through the hourglass.
17:13I missed so many things.
17:23Oh, my God.
17:25I'm getting nervous because of you.
17:27You?
17:28Yes.
17:29I'm so nervous now.
17:32Yes.
17:35My mom is so young.
17:41Oh, my God.
17:47Oh, my God.
17:47It'll be good.
17:48It'll be good again.
17:53I'm so nervous.
17:56My parents are so important for me.
17:58They're the best ones.
18:00They've always supported me with what I want to do.
18:05That's why I...
18:09Now I'm going to cry.
18:22I'm so nervous.
18:22They both want to see me, gifta me and build a family.
18:25And I want to make them...
18:28What do you want to say?
18:29I don't want to worry about them because I'm not happy.
18:34And I don't want to make them angry.
18:36I don't want to shake them out.
18:37Hello.
18:39Hi.
18:40Hi.
18:42Hi.
18:45Hi.
18:46Hi.
18:47Hi.
18:49Hi.
18:50Hi.
18:51Hi.
18:52Hi.
18:53Hi.
18:54Hi.
18:55Huge.
18:56Hi.
18:58Hi.
19:04Hi.
19:05Yeah, it's really nice.
19:07But, you're going to get more.
19:10How are you going to get more?
19:11Yes, it's good.
19:13It's good.
19:14It's the worst part between Oskarsson and Norrköping.
19:17He doesn't know how Oskarsson is.
19:19No, no.
19:22I don't have a car, I don't have a car, I don't have a car.
19:28No, it's not so easy.
19:29No, no, no.
19:30SkÄl.
19:32SkÄl.
19:33SkÄl för att ni Àr hÀr.
19:34Har ni inte saknat mig?
19:36Jo.
19:41Annars jag blir ung.
19:45Men hur kom det sÄ att ni fastnade med varandra egentligen nÀr vi satt i vasset rum?
19:50SÄ hÀr var det. Min allra, allra första dejt, det var med Aron.
19:54Jag kÀnde mig en gÄng, energi och kemi.
19:58Utan bara den rösten han...
20:01Det var typ, jag kÀnde att han var dÀr.
20:03Och du lugnade mig och jag kÀnde mig bekvÀm och trygg typ.
20:09Och dÄ efter den dejten sÄ tÀnkte jag ju pÄ honom i alla andra dejter.
20:12Och tÀnkte bara, okej vi trÀffar han igen.
20:14Och det var sÄ sjukt för jag hade gjort samma.
20:17Jag gick in i nÀsta dejt och jag satt med min anteckningsbok och började skriva om henne.
20:23Jag satt och tÀnkte pÄ henne.
20:24Och det var det som var sÄ speciellt.
20:27Och det gjorde att jag vÄgade öppna upp mer och mer och mer.
20:30Jag lÀmnade ingenting osagt.
20:32Jag var sÄ hÀr, om det hÀr Àr min person, dÄ ska det vara det pÄ riktigt.
20:37Inte för att jag inte har sagt vissa saker eller undanhÄllit nÄgonting.
20:40Utan hon ska veta allt.
20:42Hon verkligen tryggade mig.
20:44Och det var sÄ jag visste att det var bara hon.
20:49Det lÄter jÀttefint.
20:51Ja.
20:51Det som Angelica gjort Àr ju det hÀr.
20:53Hon har trÀffat en hel del som man sÀger.
20:55Men hur saknar det hÀr med familjer?
20:59Om man har trÀffat nÄgon sÄ hade det varit okej ett tag.
21:02Men sen nej, de Àr inte ett dugg intresserade pÄ sÄnt va?
21:05Exakt. DÀr delar ju vi det helt och hÄllet.
21:08Vi snackar ju om barn hela tiden.
21:12Ja, men det lÄter roligt.
21:14AlltsÄ jag kÀnner mig jÀtteredd att bygga familj.
21:17Och det kÀnns verkligen som att vi möter varandra pÄ alla sÀtt.
21:21Och dÀr Àr det ingen skimmel liksom.
21:24Det lÄter jÀvligt bra faktiskt.
21:26Det Àr ju tecken pÄ att ni menar det för varandra.
21:28Ja.
21:29Helt klart alltsÄ.
21:31Ja det kÀnns som det.
21:32Ja det Àr absolut.
21:33Vi inleder med lite kruba hÀr.
21:35Noda Persin.
21:35Wow.
21:36Lite arancini pÄ den hÀr sidan.
21:38Oj, oj, oj.
21:39SÄdÀr.
21:40SĂ„ roligt.
21:41Tackar.
21:42Kommer du lite mer?
21:43Ja.
21:43Det Àr sÄ flott.
21:45Det Àr ju inte ett vanligt kÄldormer och rotmot det hÀr.
21:48Nej.
21:49Han vet inte vad kropphakar Àr.
21:51Har du inte Àtit det?
21:52Nej.
21:52Oj, oj, oj.
21:54Mamma kan göra kropphakar till dig.
21:56Jaha.
21:56Ja.
21:57Absolut.
21:57DÄ fÄr ni komanderat.
21:59Ja.
22:00Nu ser jag fram emot.
22:01I don't know how we ended up.
22:03It's going, so and loving.
22:06Hahaha.
22:08Vad kollar du pÄ ringar?
22:10Ja.
22:12Ja.
22:13Ja, ja.
22:14Ja, ja.
22:14Mamma, hur kÀnner du inför mallen att jag testar klÀnning?
22:16Ja, jag har lite ...
22:18Ah, jag tÀnker pÄ lite sanna.
22:20Mmm.
22:21Och dÄ ska ju du filna med.
22:23Men det vet vi inte, jag kan ju Ă„ngra mig.
22:25Ja, det Àr inte jag dÄ Ät.
22:29I think it's a risk, but I insist that we give it a chance and see what this is, try
22:34not to miss our own life time.
22:37Then I hit you, you say you feel the same. I don't know how we ended up here, so we're
22:47throwing up here.
22:49Do you know how many colors you should have?
22:52I think it's light. Or I think, I have a question.
23:03Hello!
23:07Oh, oh, oh, oh.
23:11I said, okay.
23:13Where's Johanna?
23:15I don't know anymore.
23:17It would have been so cool about her.
23:19It's clear.
23:20I hope that she'll come.
23:22We're so dramatic now, we think that she won't come.
23:26So it doesn't need to be.
23:28But how do you feel?
23:32Just now, I'm a little sad and I think it's hard.
23:36It's a little bit.
23:38The day I'm going to test my breastfeeding, it's always great.
23:44It's amazing.
23:44And now you're still here and you're still not sure.
23:47But how do you feel?
23:49Is it a little bit like that?
23:52Yeah, it's a little bit like that.
23:54It's a little bit like that.
23:56We've had a few days now where we've got a little bit.
24:00And it's not a big deal.
24:01But because it's a little bit like that,
24:04it's a little bit like that.
24:06Is this right or not? Are we ready?
24:08But I don't know.
24:09But I'm so happy to test my breastfeeding.
24:12Oh!
24:14Oh!
24:15Hello!
24:17Hello!
24:19Hello!
24:20How are you doing?
24:21How are you doing?
24:22How are you doing?
24:23I'm so happy to see you.
24:23No, no, no, no.
24:28Where are you?
24:29There he is.
24:30How are you doing?
24:31How are you doing?
24:32Good to see you.
24:33I'm doing something very elegant.
24:36Very nice.
24:37This is a good job.
24:38Oh no, stop it, what a press!
24:40Oh no!
24:42The other one?
24:43The other one was really nice.
24:45This needs to be done.
24:46Yes, it's the shape you need to have.
24:48Show that body you've been working on.
24:50It's 100%.
24:52How are you doing?
24:55I don't know how I'm doing.
24:59It's why I took it.
25:02I need a way to go.
25:04How much do you want to do when something doesn't feel 100%?
25:07What do you like?
25:09It's like she explained when we were there.
25:13It was like,
25:15this way you meet me on,
25:18makes me feel like the world's strongest man.
25:21But when we met you,
25:23I didn't have been met on the same way.
25:25I believe it went down and down and down.
25:28It's special feelings.
25:29You're sitting here and you're going to test your clothes,
25:31and I see how you feel and think about it.
25:35And honestly,
25:36it's as good as you do it now
25:37than you do it after us.
25:40To find the perfect thing,
25:43it's hard.
25:44It's hard.
25:45It's hard.
25:47I think I've found my person.
25:49Really.
25:51It's true.
25:52It's true.
25:52You've got a twinkle in your eye when you talk about it.
25:55It's crazy.
26:03How did it feel?
26:06How did it feel?
26:12I don't know.
26:12You think you're gonna walk down the eye?
26:15Can you see that you do it with him?
26:18I can't see that you do it with someone else.
26:24How do you feel like this?
26:26It's really nice. I think it's good to you.
26:34Do you think I'm going to get married?
26:37Yes!
26:44This is the first time I see something rosy.
26:49You feel calm, man. It's fun to see.
26:52I'm not calm now.
26:53I see it. It's fun.
26:55It feels like it.
26:56You're a little fnittre.
27:00It's more and more reality.
27:03Are you starting to bubble?
27:05A little nervousness.
27:07Now, when I'm standing here, it feels...
27:10It feels real.
27:12I thought it wouldn't happen in my life.
27:15That it was meant for me.
27:17That I didn't have imagined.
27:18Here you are.
27:20Yes.
27:21Let's go.
27:22Let's go.
27:23Do you feel calm about what you would say?
27:27Hell no!
27:29No!
27:30No!
27:33No!
27:34No!
27:36No!
27:39No!
27:40No!
27:40I should not hold it.
27:41It feels more you.
27:42I feel smoke.
27:44What do you think of it?
27:46Yes, it's super nice.
27:47It was elegant, sweet and beautiful.
27:50Yes, it's very cool.
27:52Yes, yes, yes, yes!
27:53Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
27:57Yes!
27:57The tuxedo.
27:58Yes.
27:59Direct from a Bond film.
28:00Yes.
28:00Bondscurk?
28:01Yes.
28:02From somewhere in between.
28:03How are you feeling?
28:05So happy.
28:06I'm very happy.
28:07One month later, you were the only single single in the group too.
28:19It's exactly what you said.
28:21What a real thing it was.
28:23That one was really nice.
28:25It's so nice.
28:27But it looks like it's done for you.
28:29It looks like it's done for you. It's so nice.
28:32It's really nice.
28:34Princess.
28:41I'd say yes to myself.
28:44How does it feel for you?
28:45It feels good in the costume.
28:50We'll see where we're at.
28:52Okay.
28:55Do you know what you want?
28:59I know what I feel right now.
29:02My feelings don't change quickly.
29:06They're more based on logic.
29:09Love is a decision for me.
29:11But you're also a good guy.
29:14Absolutely.
29:15You want to feel like this costume will be in two weeks.
29:20And then we're always looking forward to it.
29:22And then we're always looking forward to it.
29:23But for me it's not what I can do.
29:27It's not what I can do.
29:33It's not what I can do.
29:58I don't know.
29:59I don't know.
30:00I don't know.
30:00I don't know what time is.
30:02But just now...
30:05I wish I was glad.
30:07I wish I was happy than what I am.
30:13Oh my God!
30:20I wish I was happy.
30:21I wish I had a mask on my clothes.
30:22I wish I had a mask on my clothes.
30:23So beautiful.
30:25You don't want to cry now.
30:28Why did I cry?
30:30So beautiful.
30:31What do you think?
30:32It's really beautiful.
30:34I can't walk.
30:37How does it feel?
30:38I think it's beautiful.
30:41But I want to adjust a little bit.
30:43I want to fix the arm.
30:45But what do you feel more?
30:48What do you feel like?
30:49This is for you to get married.
30:53Yes, I know.
30:54And now the feeling is so real.
30:59I know that it's just a dress.
31:01When you think that you want to fix the arm.
31:03When you think that you want to fix the arm.
31:05You want to think that you want to think about something.
31:11Can you see that you can go towards a altar where Lars-Erik is?
31:17Yes!
31:22Just now I can do that.
31:24That's the thing.
31:27There are things we still need to discuss.
31:31You're looking at it.
31:32You're looking at it.
31:34You're looking at some point in his religion.
31:36But now I want to talk about this day.
31:39I want to ask questions.
31:41I want to tell you how I feel.
31:43It's a beautiful feeling.
31:45I want to talk about this one.
31:51I want to talk about this.
31:52Can you please give me a sign?
31:55That everything is fine.
32:05It's been a hard day.
32:09I had a conflict with Daniel after the wedding fest.
32:14It was hard to go back from it.
32:20It has triggered the old things I've gone through.
32:27I want to see where he is and tell me where I am.
32:32But I don't know if there is a solution.
32:41I got a SMS from Johanna saying that she wants to meet us.
32:46We were eating a kebab at the evening after the wedding fest.
32:50We had fun. It was nothing like that.
32:54Everything was free and free.
32:56I decided to go home.
33:00We didn't have much contact since then.
33:03It's clear that it hit me.
33:06What happened there and then?
33:13How did you have done it?
33:14Yes, it was hard.
33:19How did you have done it?
33:23No, it was hard.
33:26I didn't get any answers.
33:32I didn't understand why you went after the wedding fest.
33:38I felt like it was a very pressing environment.
33:42I felt like I needed to go there.
33:45Okay.
33:46I don't know how you feel, but I felt like when I went into this experiment,
33:53I hoped to find a partner where we have good communication
33:59and a partner who takes the better sides of me
34:03and I also take the better sides of my partner.
34:06So, I felt like we don't have it.
34:10We can't communicate.
34:12We just stop and misunderstand each other.
34:17Do you think I tried?
34:19I don't blame you.
34:21No, I mean it.
34:22We tried.
34:25Yes, but it feels like we speak in different languages.
34:28Yes.
34:29Yes.
34:29But then I also experienced many good days.
34:32AlltsÄ, where we understand each other.
34:34And that we've had.
34:36It has been a while, Derek.
34:40But the bad days are too often.
34:44And I don't do it anymore.
34:45I don't care anymore.
34:48You're a beautiful person, Daniel.
34:50And I appreciate you for the reason you are.
34:53You're not just a person for me.
34:55I hear what you say, and I...
35:05I'm so sad that you feel so, like.
35:08And I've really felt like this.
35:11But if I don't have to do it,
35:14then it will be so.
35:16I can't...
35:17I can't do it, like.
35:18I can do it, but I can't do it.
35:23Fy.
35:24Fy.
35:26Just now, I'm just trying to go back myself, I can't do it.
35:36I'm grateful for the time we got, Alva.
35:39We tried, Alva.
35:47I can't do it, Alva.
35:56I'm good at all.
36:02Inside the world,
36:05Idk, Cam.
36:10I don't care.
36:11I'm not her.
36:13I understand.
36:14But doesn't get off me.
36:16It's not.
36:50It's not.
36:50It's not.
36:51It's not.
36:51It's not fun to leave.
36:54But I think this is the best for us both.
36:58I have to set myself first and do what I'm good about.
37:06Just now I'm not good about the relationship.
37:09And then I have to go.
37:12I'm so grateful that I've managed to go into this experiment.
37:21And it wasn't what I thought.
37:27But I'm glad that I've tried it.
37:36It's very hard.
37:39It's not all right.
37:40It's crazy.
37:43You just feel like...
37:46It didn't go this time.
37:49It's the same thing.
37:50I could have been better at communicating.
37:55I'm more emotional.
37:57I've tried Johanna.
37:59She can't say that I've done it.
38:02But she can say that she's not done it.
38:07It's so difficult.
38:08It's so difficult.
38:10I've fought.
38:11I have to ask AI, how do you become more emotional?
38:18You get back to success, it's not even a solution.
38:23So it is.
38:26I never knew, never knew I'd love no one like you.
38:32No, I never knew, never knew I'd love.
38:38Have you thought that my choices often pass after...
38:42After what I want to taste?
38:44Yes, you taste it.
38:47But I often think that we are sure.
38:50Absolutely.
38:51Do you want to taste it?
38:57Do you want to taste it?
38:57How do you feel now?
38:58Did you get us very quickly?
39:00Yes, I didn't understand.
39:03No.
39:05It's gone so quickly, but not yet.
39:08For me, it's just more clear.
39:13I feel a lot of calmness with you,
39:16I don't know if I've ever known in a relationship.
39:19Yes.
39:23How do you think about it?
39:27Yes.
39:29Yes.
39:29Yes, really.
39:31When you live in Jönköping,
39:34it requires...
39:35You're sick.
39:36You're sick.
39:38You're sick.
39:39You're sick.
39:41You're sick.
39:42You're sick.
39:42Good night.
39:43Good night.
39:45Good night.
39:46Good night.
39:47What a romantic.
39:48Yes.
39:49It's so old that people are trying to talk.
39:52Yes.
39:53It's really like the same thing.
39:55Yes, it's clear.
39:56Yeah.
39:57What do you have to put on a legge?
40:00Three feels good.
40:04If it could be more.
40:08Is it someone who has eaten it?
40:10Yes.
40:11Is it someone who has eaten it?
40:13What did you do?
40:18I don't know.
40:20I don't know what it is.
40:21No.
40:31So, now we have a little warm.
40:41Is it something you thought of me that has changed now?
40:45You are a much more warm person than I thought you were.
40:48You think?
40:50I was warm.
40:51I knew that I was warm.
40:52And you have, maybe, a shyness.
40:56Which I think is great.
40:59That you have the young side.
41:02I think that you have to do it a little bit.
41:10Yes.
41:12Oh.
41:20I've been looking for this for so long.
41:23I've been in a relationship before.
41:25I've thought that this is right.
41:27And then it's not that it is.
41:30Every time you've become pessimistic.
41:32It's also pessimistic.
41:34But also.
41:37It's not a little less.
41:38It's almost a little more.
41:40You really want to find the right.
41:44I mean.
41:45Now.
41:45You just need to have so.
41:48Restored life.
41:49I love you.
41:50I love you.
41:52I love you.
41:54I love you.
41:56I love you.
41:59I love you.
42:00With you.
42:09With you.
42:11With you.
42:12With you.
42:13Wow.
42:15Oh, but how are you doing these flowers?
42:17Yeah.
42:21So way.
42:23Good girl.
42:24Haha.
42:25What a prawd.
42:27How are you doing this?
42:31I think that's my relationship.
42:36To show my love.
42:36So I'm very grateful to my time.
42:40Oh.
42:43What would you do now?
42:46Oavsett vad som hÀnder nu sÄ vill jag sÀga att jag Àr sÄ glad och tacksam för att du har
42:53gett mig den kÀnslan att fÄ kÀnna mig Àlskad pÄ ett sÀtt som jag inte trodde att jag förtjÀnade eller
42:59fick.
43:02Du Àr sÄ jÀvla stark och sÄ jÀvla smart. Jag vill verkligen bygga ett liv med dig och leva med
43:11dig. Och jag tror pÄ oss. Du Àr bra för mig, det vet jag. Och jag vet inte om jag
43:19Àr bra för dig, men jag ska försöka mitt bÀsta.
43:22Ja, det Àr det.
43:24Men jag Àlskar dig.
43:26Mm, jag Àlskar dig.
43:31Det Àr sÄ jag kÀnner.
43:32Fan, jag trodde att du bara, nÀr du började prata, jag trodde att du bara, okej, nu Àr jag ansvarig
43:37för mig.
43:39Aldrig.
43:41Gud, aldrig.
43:43Vad Àr det sÄ fint hÀr nu?
43:45Det Àr inte fint, jag stod.
43:47Jag Àlskar dig.
43:48Jag Àlskar dig.
43:57Nu Àr du tÄrar ju.
44:00Du vet att jag Àr dolig pÄ att uttrycka mina kÀnslor, men du vet att jag kÀnner samma mig.
44:04Jag ser fram emot det hÀr jÀttemycket.
44:07Allt kommer lösa sig.
44:08AlltsÄ, det Àr ju det jag har kÀnt hela tiden med dig.
44:10Det kÀnns inte som att det finns nÄgonting vi inte skulle ha.
44:16Typ sÄ.
44:19Ăr inte du rĂ€dd, eller?
44:22Jag Àr inte rÀdd.
44:23Det Àr ju mera om du bara switchade nÀr vi stÄr dÀr.
44:27Jag skulle vÀl bli ledsen.
44:29Jag skulle vÀl bli ledsen?
44:31Ja, eller jag skulle bli ledsen.
44:34Jag skulle bli jÀtteledsen.
44:36Och jag tror att jag skulle ifrÄgasÀtta min verklighetsuppfattning av saker.
44:42Jag tÀnkte, ja, det Àr ju typ dÀr.
44:46Ja, det Àr jÀttelÀskigt, men samtidigt kÀnns det sÄ sjÀlvklart.
44:54Det Àr du.
44:55Det Àr du.
44:57Det har hela tiden varit du.
45:00Du behöver inte oroa dig.
45:07Jag blir rÀdd för din blick.
45:09Ăr du rĂ€dd för min van?
45:11Din blick.
45:12Ăr du rĂ€dd? Varför?
45:14Det Àr samma sak som nÀr man sÀger i kristna termer, fear of God.
45:20Man ska ha den typen av rÀdsla.
45:23DÄ tar man inte personen för givet.
45:27Du Àr sÄ satt.
45:31Det Àr
45:47att du mÄste kunna se.
45:48HallÄ?
45:49HallÄ.
45:50Hej.
45:56Ja.
45:59De mÄste du?
46:04It's quite difficult.
46:05Mm.
46:08I can't give so much more, and I don't know what I'll give
46:11because it'll be better between us.
46:16Yes.
46:17I don't know what you feel, but...
46:21If you want to be a relationship,
46:23and your love language is physical,
46:26I don't mean that you want to touch me,
46:27but it feels like you don't want to touch me.
46:31What you do most when you enjoy someone,
46:34is you do extremely little.
46:37Mm.
46:38That's why I feel like you don't want to be here with me.
46:43Why should I stay here?
46:45I need to be here,
46:50while it feels like you're not here for me.
46:54Why do you think I'm here for you?
46:56If it's not for you?
46:58For us.
46:59We'll try to list it, but for us to list it,
47:01we also have such a conversation.
47:03There are still things we haven't taken up together,
47:08and I don't know how to do it.
47:10But you can do it when you want.
47:13Yeah, but sometimes I try.
47:16I want to have a specific example.
47:18Yeah, your trust.
47:20Your trust.
47:21It's something you don't want to talk about,
47:25and once I take it or another,
47:29you say that you feel like we're attacking you.
47:32No, it was when I answered this way and said that it's not a answer.
47:38Do you remember what we were talking about?
47:43You asked if our children had been homosexual.
47:47Then you got a little out of my answer.
47:49For me, this is a very important question.
47:51How many children become homosexual?
47:55It's not up to me where someone is in the world.
48:00I have no idea. It's not up to me.
48:03It's up to God to say where they are.
48:06It's not just homosexual, it's all.
48:08Do you think that you become homosexual?
48:12I have answered my answer.
48:13It's not up to you, it's up to God?
48:14Yes.
48:16For me, it's a question that maybe we don't want to create a child, you and me.
48:20I want to feel that you love your children.
48:24I would say that I would love my children, regardless of what they are.
48:27For me, I love all people.
48:30It doesn't matter how they identify themselves.
48:34What I believe is what I believe, and it is for me.
48:37I don't force anyone else.
48:39You will burn in hell, you will not come to heaven.
48:43It's not something that I reflect on.
48:46That's why I give these answers.
48:48Just now we don't have a child.
48:50If they were homosexual, it would be about 20 years in the future.
48:55There are things that are closer to something I can say no to,
49:00than something that might happen 20 years in the future.
49:02If we don't think about life, we need to tackle things that are very tough and big.
49:07And we have that thing here.
49:09And it says nothing about it?
49:10No, but you said that there are things that are important here now.
49:14These things are important for us to say yes or no to the altar.
49:19Yes, and this is a thing for me.
49:23Can you understand that?
49:25You are very upset.
49:26Yes, you are very upset.
49:28For me, it feels like you just press down what I think.
49:31I don't know what I think.
49:32It's not important for us to do this now.
49:34You are frustrated.
49:37You are frustrated.
49:38You are frustrated.
49:39You are frustrated.
49:40I am frustrated.
49:40I can understand what you mean.
49:42I can't.
49:43I can't.
49:49We don't need to discuss more today.
49:51It's the same thing.
49:52Yes.
50:01It's turned to ashes now.
50:08I am burned.
50:16I thought you gave your word.
50:33It's a great time.
50:34Right now I miss my mom.
50:41She always loved my mother.
50:46And...
50:52It's a little bit that I feel, that you love the one you are just now.
50:57It's just a shame every time I try to get out of it for the one I am.
51:17I am born, my Lord, in the Lord, let's turn to ashes now.
51:38Just leave me here to burn.
52:16For more information visit www.fema.org
52:34You
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