00:00I was by an older sibling, but I didn't know it yet. It took me decades to untangle the mess
00:06that he had left behind. I didn't realize I'd been. I didn't understand that it impacted the
00:11trajectory of my life. What happened was one of my older siblings had this education at school
00:17and they came home with questions. And so when I was getting dressed one evening,
00:24that sibling made a conscious decision to find out what he had learned and apply it. He didn't
00:32understand at the time, the damage that he was going to cause to himself and that he was going
00:37to cause to me. And what happened was he started me and his body responded and he made a decision
00:45to seek me out even more. I had a happy childhood. I was, I was a silly little girl, but
00:52then there's
00:53this huge gap between age six and age 12 that I don't really recall. At the time he started
00:59me, I was six years old. I kind of floated to the ceiling and left my body. And I'm not
01:06sure
01:06when I ever came back to my body, I had no words for it. And I grew up and I
01:13started becoming very,
01:14very promiscuous and I, I needed male attention. Even as young as sixth grade, I always had a boyfriend.
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