00:00I had fallen asleep in my brother's room. We were all close in age. I have two brothers and they
00:04shared a room. I remember vividly waking up to be me and thinking to myself that I'm going to
00:11pretend I'm waking up. So I like started stretching. I was confused and I didn't know what was going on
00:16really, but I didn't want to be there. And I got up and I left and went into my room
00:21and that was
00:21it. And that's all I remember. I don't remember what happened after, but we have the evidence of
00:25these notes that I wrote to my mother the next day. And my dad wrote in the corner, he said,
00:30when, when mother wouldn't sleep with daughter. So it looks like I asked her if I could sleep with
00:34her, with them in their room. She's a psychologist who had even worked with families. So it was
00:41really hard for her when I remembered and told her that she had no clue. She said there were no
00:46signs.
00:47And I did find out about nine months later, wrote to my brother to make sure I wasn't crazy and
00:52that
00:52had happened. And he said, yes, he disclosed nine months after I did that he had been as a child
00:58outside of the home. And essentially he said, that's why it happened. He did admit that he realized
01:04after he did it, that it probably wasn't the right thing to do.
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