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00:00www.yoni-shakti.com
00:30It's about bringing people back into a respectful reconnection with the rhythms of earth and their vitality of life.
00:40I was interested to see who else is connecting to these practices.
00:46And that is how I found out about the school in Denmark.
00:51And I was like, that is interesting.
00:53So I put a two-line reference, almost like a footnote.
00:58And I didn't think any more about it until 2020, when I was contacted by a reader.
01:05And she expressed horror because she had been studying at that school and knew about the terrible things that had
01:14happened.
01:15And then from that, I connected with other people who'd had similar experiences.
01:20So they all were saying the same kind of thing.
01:25So I found their website.
01:27And this little Danish yoga studio was actually part of this Atman International Federation.
01:37There are members across the world.
01:39And when you look on each one, each one has got a different name.
01:43In Romania, it's called Misa.
01:47In Sweden, it's also called Nata Yoga.
01:50So when you get to England, Tara.
01:53So you wouldn't know that's anything to do with it.
01:55And at this point, I was like, oh, my God, it's everywhere.
02:04It was my life.
02:06Okay, this was 10 years ago for me, but there are still women going through this now.
02:10They claim that it was consensual and frame me as a liar.
02:18I wanted to move, to kind of leave from the position I was, and he grabbed both my wrists and
02:23put them on the bed.
02:24Like, be quiet.
02:26This felt like I've got to get out of here.
02:28I couldn't take any more at that point.
02:31He is portrayed as sexually obsessed.
02:34This is what we see from the files.
02:36How is Omania who all got the testimony of Ashley?
02:40He's the missing piece that I needed.
02:42Just watch those all.
02:45It started and ended with him.
03:13July 2019, when I left Paris,
03:20I guess I knew that there was sexual abuse happening, but I didn't, at that point, piece together trafficking.
03:26But I was just on this kind of constant reading rampage, becoming really kind of obsessed with understanding it more
03:34and more.
03:36The school was still operating, everything was fine, and I just knew that every single day, more and more women
03:41were going through those same experiences and being sent to Paris.
03:47So Ashley got in contact with me and basically revealed why she had left the school.
03:55I was just like, I was just like, what the fuck is going on?
03:58So I confronted the main coordinators from Sweden, and they're just like, it's all lies.
04:07I think he sort of thought he could make some change from within and that perhaps people would understand and
04:13they could break free from Bivalaru and continue all the good parts of the school.
04:21The response was, our belief is so strong that we will do whatever it takes and we will support him
04:27no matter what.
04:28And in that moment, I just felt like this shudder and this coldness come over me, just thinking like, that's
04:34the sort of indoctrination that leads people to drink Kool-Aid.
04:38That's the Jonestown's sort of ideology of, you're so aligned with this individual that you would do whatever it takes
04:47at whatever cost to protect him.
04:50And I just got so scared, I thought, holy shit, these, they're gone.
04:56So, it was around May 2020 that I first spoke out.
05:03Hi everyone, I'm Ashley and I run the Cult Awareness page.
05:07This is the first story I think that I'm...
05:08There was a lot of fear of being judged or misunderstood.
05:12At the time, there was so much fear in me and I was still trying to understand what had happened
05:16and I still wasn't sure where I sat and how I felt about it.
05:18And I was kind of oscillating between being really certain that something was wrong and that I'd left a cult
05:24and then also at other times wondering if I was wrong to leave and that perhaps I'd fallen off a
05:30spiritual path.
05:31But I just kind of had this need that I needed, I just needed to say something.
05:35Ask the teachers, actually ask them, are you sending women to be initiated by the guru?
05:40Is that happening?
05:41Just watch them squirm.
05:44I thought that I would feel really silly if I just went to my local police station and said, hey,
05:49I had this experience in France, can you help me?
05:52I just felt really silly.
05:53I didn't know where to go.
06:02So when I first heard about the experience of the people in the first school in Scandinavia, they put me
06:08in touch with Ashley, Ashley Feckleton and what she sent me.
06:12I've never forgotten it.
06:14I actually got it, received it here.
06:15I remember it coming through on the email and it was her testimony.
06:21The photo was taken the night before I was trafficked to a foreign country for, want of a better word,
06:28a cult.
06:29People don't show up at yoga classes because, you know, they want to do bad in the world.
06:33They're like looking for self-improvement, to be a better human.
06:37That's why she's there.
06:39And there she is in the middle of London looking like a really vibrant young woman who's totally destroyed by
06:44this experience.
06:45It's just wickedness to do that, isn't it?
06:50Umar wanted to publish my testimony anonymously in the book.
06:54That was the first time I felt like she gave a voice, sort of on a larger scale.
06:59But then they came after her.
07:03In April of 2021, I got a letter of claim, a legal letter.
07:09It basically says that all the allegations I've made are false, defamatory, severe, and it's going to cause their client
07:16loss of potential students.
07:28They want me to tell them the identity and whereabouts of all the parties who provided me with the information.
07:36For you to make the defamatory allegations, they want to go after the survivors.
07:40That's what this is about, isn't it?
07:43The whole process ended up with me going to court three times, and it took about two years to complete.
07:52And in the end, the judge decided that they had been out of time and that there were so many
07:59procedural errors that I won the call to get it thrown out of court.
08:03It couldn't go any further.
08:06It was a disaster.
08:08Financially disastrous, yeah.
08:09But I kept thinking, you know, the stress I was under was nothing compared to the deep suffering that those
08:18young women had gone through.
08:22What I felt was a kind of sickening sense that these really essentially good teachings had been twisted up to
08:33serve the greed for power.
08:39Of the person who was in charge, who was teaching them.
08:53People didn't really speak about him as a human being, more of a spiritual being.
09:00We were really encouraged to look at him as somebody who was enlightened and elevated and whatever he taught was
09:09the truth.
09:12Almost as if he was Jesus.
09:16I knew that the school had originated in Romania, and I was told, don't bother looking him up because there's
09:25this long history with Romania and religious persecution.
09:30And he started teaching yoga when it was illegal, and he's been persecuted and demonized by the Romanian authorities, and
09:39that's all that you'll find.
09:40And so, don't bother.
09:51This is a neighborhood in the outskirts of Bucharest.
09:54It's called Ferentari.
09:56And this is known because the houses that are used as ashrams by the group Misa.
10:03Most of them were around the streets.
10:11You can see that there are no windows or very small windows, very high fences.
10:17Many of them have very large satellite antennas.
10:20And in 2004, police got information that there was much more going on inside these houses than some normal yoga
10:32classes.
10:47The police had received a lot of complaints coming from parents who told the authorities that their children were missing
10:59because they had joined this movement.
11:04And they were missing from the other people.
11:11And they were able to escape from a church.
11:13And they had to escape from the people.
11:15They were able to escape from the family, from the people, and they were able to escape from the family.
11:18For example, that their children were able to escape from the village.
11:18It was a very clear explanation for that the people were able to escape from the house, and they were
11:21able to escape from the house.
11:21Besides the fact that a lot of miners were believed to live in those ashrams, the police told the media
11:28that they had information that there might be a war.
11:32y la traficación humana que se ha ocurrido,
11:35que se puede haber actividades organizadas de crimen.
12:02Para encontrar niños bien trabajados en la sala.
12:08No.
12:10¡Vamos a ver aquÃ!
12:11¡Vamos a ver aquÃ!
12:13¡Vamos a ver aquÃ!
12:13¡Vamos a ver aquÃ!
12:14¡Vamos a ver aquÃ!
12:15En cualquier pregunta que me opusem,
12:19ellos nos opusem todo lo que era.
12:24Uno de los dos eran desesperados,
12:26estaban desesperados.
12:28No nos sentimos libre.
12:33No nos sentimos libre.
12:40No nos sentimos libre.
12:41No existÃa, creo que, de 20 o menos de patos,
12:44de cerca de 15,
12:45pero no, realmente,
12:46habÃa una imagen del bÃvolaro.
13:05No nos sentimos libre.
13:06en el que es una lugar muy divertido.
13:11Es una lugar muy divertido y muy divertido.
13:14¡Vamos a entrar en contacto con mamá!
13:18que es un encuentro de la espiritualidad.
13:23Era asà un mundo más atrasado,
13:26la que no antes no tenÃamos acceso,
13:29porque fue comunismo,
13:31fue una mentalidad más encuesta,
13:34no tenÃamos acceso a estas informaciones.
13:39Después de toda la periodo de comunismo,
13:42los jóvenes necesitan se agarran
13:45y crean,
13:46y se depositan toda la esperanza
13:49y la ilusión en alguien.
13:57Estos cursos, creo que mamá le empezó
13:59cuando yo tenÃa 11-12 años.
14:01Y me dijo, bienes, que yo participé,
14:03era curioso.
14:06Es muy emocionante
14:09que existÃa un espÃritu que hay un espÃritu
14:12que creó esta escuela de yoga,
14:16que hay alguien que ha respondido
14:19a todas las preguntas.
14:23que no se presentó
14:24que me encontré en la época de la ciudad.
14:26Y me quedé en la época de la maestrÃa.
14:28Y me quedé en la época de la maestrÃa.
14:33Y me quedé en el momento de la maestrÃa.
14:45Y me quedé en el momento de la maestrÃa.
14:49y me empezamos a ver como yo, como un Dios.
15:00Luego hablamos, hasta cuando empezamos a investigar
15:03y nos era muy muy predada
15:06y implementada esta visión
15:11de que los que afuera no vore mal,
15:14que exista una conspiración,
15:16de lo que espirituales somos nosotros.
15:54Buenas tardes.
15:55Buenas tardes.
15:56Buenas tardes.
15:56Aș vrea să spun încă de la început
15:58că nu sunt liderul MISA,
16:02ci doar mentorul acestei mișcări.
16:05De ce vi se spune Guru?
16:07Nu mi se spune Guru decât de către presa
16:10și decât de către cei care urmăresc
16:12să mă discrediteze.
16:14Eu am considerat întotdeauna
16:17că sunt profesorul yoga Gregorian Bivolaru.
16:20Ați făcut sex cu vreunul dintre simpatizanții MISA?
16:23Simpatizantele MISA?
16:25Deci eu nu fac sex niciodată cu nimeni.
16:27Pentru că a face sex este ceva degradant.
16:30Ați făcut dragoste cu vreuna dintre simpatizantele MISA?
16:34Deci dacă am făcut dragoste, dragoste am făcut.
16:38Nu degradarea prin sexualitate, ci relații amoroase, firești,
16:43așa cum cunoaștem cu toții, bazate pe iubire, respect reciproc.
16:52Și inițierea mea a avut loc la începutul anului 2000.
16:59Eu eram virgină.
17:02Așa, nu-mi vreau să dau foarte multe detalii despre inițierea mea,
17:06dar nu a fost absolut nimic așa foarte special,
17:10nu am simțit nicio plăcere.
17:12Din potrivă, țin minte că era patul plin de sânge,
17:17dar nu s-a supărat.
17:19Țin minte că la un moment dat îmi purgeau niște lacrimi.
17:29Aveam 15 ani și aproape șase luni.
17:33Da.
17:37Totul în manifestare, totul este rezonanță
17:41și Dumnezeu este creatorul suprem a tot ceea ce există,
17:47iar ființa, prin practicile yoga, trebuie să ajungă să îl cunoască cât mai profund,
17:52pentru a atinge astfel starea de îndumnezeire.
17:55A obținut oare carismă ieșită din comun.
18:00Deci, carisma nu era atât fizică, pentru că fizic nu este un bărbat și nu a fost niciodată un bărbat
18:05atregător.
18:07Era faptul că îl transfiguram constant și îl puneam pe un piedestal constant.
18:15Bine, am să realizeză aceasta pentru toți cei care mă urmăresc, timp de un minut,
18:21dacă este pot să creez o stare celor care sunt deschiși să recepteze, de fericire,
18:30branșarea mea la sferăle infinite de forță benefică care există în macrocosmos.
18:36Deci, eu am să încep acum.
18:38Oameni spune că îl va transmite un state de absolut de fel vizionare
18:43pentru vizionare care sunt obent de credere în filosofia lui.
19:00Erau mai mulți la masă și n-a pofnit râsul.
19:07¿Qué pasa si ese hombre está bien desde un punto de vista mental?
19:20Yo he estado involucrado en luchas contra los tipos de movimientos y cultos por muchos años.
19:28Asà es como me empecé a estar interesado en MISA.
19:36Me empecé a entender el motivo de la parodia, lo que estaba pasando con MISA en Francia.
19:42Y empecé a leer y investigar lentamente.
19:46Era algo muy organizado y siempre lo mismo.
19:52Asà que organizaban una estrategia de las mujeres de todos lados,
20:00alrededor del mundo, excepto de Francia.
20:03Para venir a Francia para iniciar, para mejorar su desarrollo personal y asÃ.
20:10Después de eso, regresaban a su paÃs y cuando llegan a 1,000 kilómetros, ¿qué puedes hacer?
20:18Just nada.
20:21Es difÃcil de aceptar que alguien está completamente under control de alguien más.
20:29Primero, primero, debemos tener testimonios de las vÃctimas.
20:34Y es un tipo de protección para Bivolari,
20:37no tener una influencia de las vÃctimas de las vÃctimas de las vÃctimas.
20:41No.
20:55No.
20:56No.
20:57No.
20:57No.
20:58No.
20:58No.
21:02No.
21:03I put some alerts on my computer, Paris Omania Guru Cult, and I quickly found this article
21:14in Australian newspapers, Paris Omania Guru Cult, the testimony of Ashley.
21:24Hello Ashley, allow me to introduce myself.
21:30It actually is, yeah, it's pretty wild because from where I was sitting at that point, he
21:34was just some random guy in France.
21:37And yet he's the missing piece that I needed to connect in with the foreign police.
21:44So I was in touch with Ashley and transmitted this testimony to the Department of Police
21:50in charge of what is going on in terms of cults in France.
22:05We knew there were difficulties with this movement, but before 2021, in reality, we won't
22:12start an investigation on this movement.
22:20The first crucial step is the audit of the victims.
22:24Kaimard, which is a very specialized anti-cult unit, did reach out and said that they wanted
22:31to receive my testimony verbally.
22:34Then they asked me if I wanted to make a formal complaint, and I said yes.
22:41We said that there was a possibility that Gregorian Bivolaru was on the French territory.
22:49But it was very precious because there was a risk that Gregorian Bivolaru
22:53would escape and, by the network that was in place, they would disappear and that we could
22:58not put their hands on it.
23:21After the raids, Gregorian Bivolaru denied all of the charges.
23:33But then, a trial had begun and he was nowhere to be found.
23:38He didn't show up in court.
23:41And the next thing we found out was that Gregorian Bivolaru appears somewhere in Sweden.
23:47Tapturat, Gregorian Bivolaru, cel mai vânat român din ultima vreme, a fost prins
23:51și reținut în Suedia.
23:53There had only been like 15 years since the fall of the communist regime.
24:01So, Misa was using this argument that was still sensitive in Romania.
24:07Saying that Romania is still a corrupt country, is still a country where police use force.
24:15Everything in order to convince the Swedish authorities to refuse extradition requests.
24:21Slopitură sub centură dată justiției române. Gregorian Bivolaru nu poate fi extradat.
24:25Asta a decis astăzi Curtea Supremă de Justiție de la Stopol.
24:30Agistrații suedese au temut că liderul spiritual Misa va fi persecutat în România.
24:33In 2004, escaped Romania to go to Sweden.
24:40So, officially, he was living in Sweden.
24:42But there is evidence that since at least 2007, he went in France and stayed in France.
24:59Everything I did was very much connected with the school.
25:03It was my life for quite a few years.
25:08And then I started to date people outside of the school and met somebody and had a child.
25:15So, my focus shifted.
25:19I was quite disappointed because there wasn't so much understanding that life with a small child requires huge amounts of
25:27dedication and energy.
25:29And I felt very much left behind.
25:34I was dedicating myself wholeheartedly to motherhood.
25:38And a friend of mine called me and said,
25:41Look, you know, there are some things that I would like to share with you.
25:46So, my friend came an evening and sat on the sofa and began to give me accounts of women having
25:54really awful experiences.
25:59For me, I went in because I wanted to.
26:02Like, I really, really wanted it.
26:04So, I never felt that I had to do anything against my own will.
26:08It was 100% my choice.
26:14But at the same time, there was a huge underlying pressure for a lot of people to do things against
26:23themselves and against their will and against their boundaries.
26:26Because there wasn't really that safety to say, actually, I don't want to do this.
26:40Because there were people who were doing the work.
26:44What is it?
26:45What are the reasons?
26:51What is it?
26:57What are the reasons?
27:01The reason that I'm talking about the time was a pretty recent business.
27:03era asomántoare puteai să faci ce vrei a fost în perioada aceea când am
27:08înțeles magnitudine al și când vezi 40 de așramuri clădiri întregi
27:15cumpărate când vezi comandamente la costinești când vezi hoteluri la
27:19costinești și mi s-a confirmat că toată prosperitatea aceasta unei
27:24organizații non-profit vine din site-urile video chat-urile
27:36a signed a contract they took a photo and they said one of the reasons why this
27:44place is so special is because the profit from the site goes to him goes to
27:54greek
27:59in terms of our growth and not development in the school it started and
28:06ended with Greek
28:09there were very many teachers in the school who were incredibly intelligent and
28:17charismatic and all of them were just so devoted to this human being but anybody
28:26familiar with the yin and yang symbol we know that in each light there's always a
28:32speck of darkness just like in each darkness there's always a speck of light I
28:40guess I made an assumption that the speck of darkness in him was really small but
28:48from everything's that moon uncovered maybe the speck of darkness is much bigger than
28:53what we assumed
28:58miss sign Gregorian bivolaru have always presented bivolaru as both a victim and a hero
29:09that he has always been oppressed attacked harassed jailed tortured beaten by the hands of the former
29:21secret police of Romania it's called the security tata
29:31during the communist regime we indeed lived in a closed and totalitarian society that is true
29:39but now years after we can actually look up in these files and see what really happened
30:03the first mention of the security tata surveilling Gregorian bivolaru dates back from 1971 back then Gregorian bivolaru
30:20was 19 years old and he was in his last high school year they discover that he was in contact
30:32with
30:32foreign citizens whom he was asking for pornographic materials such as like photos magazines so we have one
30:43of those letters I think it was 72 I know a lot of things about your sexual freedom in Sweden
30:54and I want to obtain
30:55pictures do you want to send me sexy photos and sexy slides from Sweden another letter I have a great
31:04sympathy for
31:06for the German people and in your sexy photos I can see the emancipated comprehension of the sexuality in Germany
31:14later on he was actually convicted to prison because he owned and distributed pornographic materials
31:23he was not jailed because he was a yoga practitioner this is what we see from the files
31:28in the summer of 1989 raids were organized by securitate in several cities in Romania to dismantle groups that were
31:39practicing yoga yoga had been forbidden since 1982 bivolaru was leading such a group so he was again detained but
31:51at this time the securitate decided that his place was not in a prison but in a psychiatric medical unit
32:02he is basically portrayed as a sexually obsessed so in his own words back from 1989 he tells the securitate
32:16agents
32:17that one day somewhere in 1986 or 1987 I met near my house a young 12 year old brunette girl
32:28I think
32:29she was a gypsy and I asked this close friend of mine to have intimate relations with the girl and
32:40afterwards
32:40to present her to me in order for me to initiate her in sexual tantris
32:47this shows a potential interest in very young woman since so many many years ago
32:56and also it goes on saying that bivolaru over the years has asked his women friends to recruit other women
33:05for him
33:08he was subject to psychiatric exam
33:13which says that he lacks the mental capacity to assess his own actions his own deeds
33:21and then just a few months later the communist regime in Romania fell
33:27and soon after special commission of this psychiatric unit decided to release Gregorian bivolaru
33:36and soon after that in 1990 the group called MISA took birth
33:49so after Prague I traveled back to the UK and I started to realize how extremist the teachings and practices
34:00of the school were
34:03and there was this website that was made by people who were enemies of the school
34:10we were told that it was demonic and it was better not to look at it
34:15so New Year's Eve 21 22 at home on my own I did look at it and it was like
34:24a mirror
34:26it just confirmed what I was already feeling
34:31all of those moments of doubt or incongruence now made sense
34:36and this word cult that before I hadn't been willing to accept
34:42I thought that it was a term that was used to denigrate religion and spirituality and keep people away from
34:48it
34:50at that point on that New Year's Eve I realized for the first time that I had to leave
34:55and I had to leave completely and I had to do something about it and I had to speak out
35:01and then it became really clear their true colors and what they were actually capable of
35:12so they claimed that everything was consensual and framed me as a liar
35:17and people who I thought were my friends were lying about me and saying you know how I'd fallen from
35:24the path
35:25it made me feel sad that that whole foundation of community which had been such an important part of me
35:34remaining in there for those years was completely inauthentic
35:38wasn't a real community those weren't real friendships and there was no opportunity for you to truly be yourself
35:52I got a phone call from my first relationship at the time Paula
35:59initially she wasn't prepared to discuss any of it but she revealed everything
36:03and it was just the final confirmation that I realized like this was the last straw
36:16the fourth and last visit was in October of 2019
36:27I wanted to move to kind of leave from the position I was and he grabbed both my wrists and
36:34put them on the bed
36:35like be quiet and then eventually a little bit more after that he didn't keep them but he put them
36:42you know
36:42and then took his hands off and then a few minutes afterwards I started crying so that he will just
36:48get off me
36:51and then he was screaming at me for like three hours saying that I was never going to be invited
36:57there again
36:58because I didn't deserve it because I didn't deserve it because I didn't deserve it because I didn't love him
37:02then after I left his room and I went to the room with the girls he came into the room
37:06and he continued saying horrible things to me
37:09like he just repeated everything he said in his room to me alone in front of the girls
37:15at that point I said I'm never again coming here
37:17like I had it really clear like this is just this is the opposite of what I ever thought it
37:23would be you know
37:26like this is super traumatic like it's not enjoyable at all
37:29like I'm being forced to pretend that I want to do something I don't want to
37:34and I'm being humiliated because I don't want to you know
37:42that was the straw that broke the camel's back I just I couldn't take any more at that point
37:47just felt like I gotta get out of here I can't do this anymore
37:54this investigator from France conducted me so I did agree to give my testimony
38:26I was contacted by a special counsel
38:29por esta especial unidad, y por la pregunta técnica y el uso de lenguaje de esta unidad
38:36de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad de unidad.
38:39I gave them mi testimonio.
38:41I just knew that that's what I had to do.
38:45There was no other choice for me.
38:49By the time they spoke to me, they'd already taken statements from a few others.
38:53And I really felt that, okay, this was ten years ago for me,
38:57but there are still women going through this now.
39:01I mean, I knew that I was a victim of sex trafficking and rape,
39:04and that was clear from, like, even the therapy that I had done
39:07and some of the things that I had read until that point.
39:10But it was something about having the police actually say it back to me
39:13after hearing all of my very personal details for multiple days,
39:17having them say, yes, this is what happened,
39:19and it's a very serious crime under French law.
39:23And we will be absolutely pursuing this as far as we can.
39:29At a moment, with the authorization of the magistrates,
39:33we had an obstruction of operation.
39:35We had about 170 inquieters who were on the ground.
39:40Just before the intervention, we still had some uncertainty.
39:44What would we really find behind these doors?
39:50No one could never have a look.
39:56175 police officers mobilized,
39:5840 arrests simultaneously,
40:00all linked to a sectarian yoga group.
40:02A yoga yoga guru was arrested
40:03over accusations of abuse sexual abuse and exploitation in France.
40:07He was afraid to have abused hundreds of women.
40:09I was just elated.
40:10I don't know.
40:11It's just... I don't...
40:12Like, honestly, when Ziggy called me,
40:14I didn't really have...
40:15I don't...
40:16I can't really find the words.
40:21It just feels like the start of the reckoning
40:25that we all wanted to see happen.
40:28He will choose to select a certain number of women
40:31from the four corners of the planet
40:33to be initiated by him.
40:35It's an initiation sexuelle
40:36under the context of personal development.
40:40At first, I wasn't sure if it was real.
40:42It was like...
40:43just a lot of shock and awe and gratitude and relief.
40:48Come in.
40:57We're not there yet.
40:59This is just the first step
41:01in what would be a pretty lengthy process,
41:03but at least we know he can't be doing this any longer.
41:14In the moment of the intervention,
41:16the charges that were held against the movement
41:18were the following.
41:20The abuse of the weakening of people
41:22in a state of psychological control,
41:24who treat human beings and violates.
41:32Do you think he's a criminal guilty of those crimes?
41:40Once I took my experiences
41:43and the events that had happened to me
41:45out of the context of their dogma
41:48and applied it to the context
41:50of other normal people's reactions,
41:53my own feelings and experiences,
41:56legal definitions,
41:58then I understood that what had happened
42:00was trafficking and rape.
42:05There's a yes in my system,
42:10and also the story's complicated.
42:20But ultimately, the responsibility lies with him.
42:29To me, it was just like a bad experience, something then.
42:32And then talking to my therapist,
42:34she was like, you know,
42:35let's just put the name for the things that happened.
42:40When you were kidnapped,
42:41she started to use all of these words in therapy.
42:43It was really conflicting.
42:45It was like, I don't want to hear that.
42:48That's not what happened.
42:49And she was like,
42:50she really helped me to start putting names
42:52on the things that really, like,
42:54to really name properly the things that happened.
42:58And then when I saw the charges that we were accusing him of,
43:01and then it said rape,
43:03and then it was an explanation of what rape means
43:06for the French law.
43:09Any type of sexual interaction that you had
43:13that was done through manipulation or coercion,
43:17it's also called rape.
43:26We don't have to talk a lot.
43:28We just have to read after your declaration
43:31to check that there are no mistakes.
43:33I do worry about the fact that I ultimately resisted,
43:37and I ultimately did say no,
43:39and I left, and I wasn't initiated.
43:42I didn't endure the same horrors that others did.
43:46And therefore, is that an indication
43:49that their consent was valid?
43:51Because I was able to say no.
43:56So this is the beginning of the shops on the Cowdy Road.
44:00So you can see the sign from here.
44:02You see it?
44:05They're not going to say that this didn't happen.
44:08They're going to say that everybody consented,
44:11and therefore no crime occurred.
44:15It's all the debate.
44:17It's obviously what supported the examinations
44:22is that everyone was free.
44:24Every branch that was open when I left
44:28is still open.
44:29They target students particularly.
44:31So it's really upsetting to think
44:33that a young impressionable person,
44:35but potentially anyone,
44:37could just walk into that yoga studio
44:40and have a yoga class,
44:41just like I did,
44:43without knowing
44:44that it's connected to Bivalaru
44:46and Miso and that man.
44:50I see, at my level,
44:52as a law practitioner,
44:54and because it's a lot of issues
44:56that I often treat,
44:58that all these young women
45:00were under psychological suggestion
45:03when they had taken the effect
45:05of which they played.
45:08What does France do?
45:09What does France do?
45:10It's the fact that,
45:11in a group,
45:12and by a certain number
45:13of techniques
45:14and conditions,
45:15you will be deprived
45:16of your free-arbitre.
45:20I think that,
45:22if there is a trial,
45:23there will not be before
45:25one,
45:27one,
45:28it's sure,
45:28but not before
45:29two or three years.
45:32We wait.
45:34We wait.
45:35We wait.
45:35We wait.
45:36We wait for the active way.
45:36We say in French,
45:38I don't know
45:38if someone will translate it,
45:40we wait.
45:42We want the arm
45:42to feet like the military
45:43ready to act.
45:47We wait.
45:48We wait.
45:51In 2009
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46:51If I hadn't been in this organisation for seven years, maybe I would have had children.
46:57I don't know, like maybe I would have been in a long-term monogamous relationship for that time.
47:02It's just really hard to know what would have happened and how life would have been.
47:10I think it's good to be curious about why we're here in this incredible planet.
47:21But life is hard. Life is painful. Life is confusing.
47:27A lot of really horrible things happen.
47:30And we don't have the explanation for why.
47:34And maybe we're not supposed to.
47:50And we're not supposed to be intimidated.
47:53And we don't have the reason to be afraid of.
47:56As I always say in English, if I say,
47:59only if you lose your fear, you have the power to take their power.
48:07I'm still trying to figure out where I sit on the spiritual spectrum.
48:11Good boy, Gail.
48:12There is a sense of spirituality there, but I don't know what I believe in anymore.
48:18And I'm still trying to make sense of that.
48:22Since then, I realized that I have this really deep connection with the spirituality,
48:29if we want to call it God or the universe or source,
48:32that I have such a deep experience that I don't need a guru.
48:36I don't need anybody else.
48:38All of this exists within me.
48:41All of this exists within me.
49:38All of this exists within me.
49:42All of this exists within me.
49:43All of this exists within me.
49:45All of this exists within me.
49:51All of this exists within me.
49:55All of this exists within me.
50:05It means that I feel guilty ofHE's человека,
50:10and many testimonies that are used with
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